What motivates you? - August 29th 2024

[unique hill]

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[hardy sedge]

The ebb and flow of my unbalanced brain chemicals - and a sense of competition

[polar vault]

Depends irl my mum, in games and stuff my friend who tends to be better than me so I just try to be better than them 😂

That’s my main motivation to get better at Valorant, cos that same friend is ranked higher than me

[tight jolt]

My family

[spare inlet]

How beautiful the world is and that I am not done experiencing it.

[serene sparrow]

My moms

[little rune]

It depends but there's lot

[gentle turtle]

knowledge and being praised

[subtle lichen]

Okay this is in bad because ✨diagnosed anxiety disorder✨ but not letting anybody down or have people think badly of me…

[whole tinsel]

My Faith

[cloud blade]

fear of failure

[cloud gorge]

other people’s perception of me and trying to live in a way that a younger version of myself would think i’m cool; also fwens

[vital thunder]

my sisters

[reef gull]

Curiosity and spite

[dawn relic]

laughter

[glass ridge]

My friends and family

[dreamy fractal]

the desire to keep learning

[mental mango]

My mom. She has done so much for me and my family and worked her ass off to get to where she is now. I aspire to be her, and I don't want to do anything to disappoint her.

[lunar pike]

Death

[fluid root]

Medicine

[flint quiver]

deadlines

[mint berry]

On a good day? curiosity. On a bad day? Spite

[uneven spindle]

spite for people who dont believe i (an autistic woman) can exist.

[cloud salmon]

My mom

[reef cosmos]

curiosity, perfectionism, fear of failure, anxiety, endless dissatisfaction in my skills. lots of things.

also my friends i guess ☺️

[junior frigate]

My dreams
Literally
I dream about literally anything

[midnight bison]

my family, spite, ambition, my surviving my past hardships and the fact that my grandpa believed i’d change the world

[midnight bison]

also all of this

[slim yoke]

My sense of superiority, which comes from my narcissism, which itself is a defence mechanism for the bullying I received throughout all 7 years of primary school.

🙂