#general-chat

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ripe birch
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Two monitors (lucky)

crystal owl
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I had to work long and hard to get them

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😭

ripe birch
crystal owl
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😭

ripe birch
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It's very much lead to a mad side of me

crystal owl
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It's okay

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no worries

ripe birch
ripe birch
crystal owl
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Not too bad

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hbu?

ripe birch
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My life doesn't matter

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I've been hurt so bad

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Then pushed aside

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When I've tried being nice and genuine

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I have my reason for not trusting male doctors

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I was 18 years old when something bad happened

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Genuinely speaking everyone sees me as "bad" anyways

ripe birch
ripe birch
sturdy heart
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I have it too (just a little bit)

stuck sable
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good

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my bad

sturdy heart
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I just don't say sorry

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I don't really get mad online. Besides beefing with people

west meteor
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Hello, I have a problem with the Razer Gold website when I purchase.

runic shale
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Hey guys, I understand we all need to vent, but can we keep it chill in here minhappy

runic shale
west meteor
buoyant sand
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they have a live chat yes

ripe birch
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Going to Walmart to look for a PC headset

still void
ripe birch
runic shale
onyx flicker
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IT’S GAMESCOM TIME!!!

still void
ripe birch
crystal owl
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Wish I could be there ngl

crystal owl
timid jolt
runic shale
ripe birch
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Redbox shut down and I’m kinda sad

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Where will I buy a $1.50 rental

fathom elk
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I have tape

still void
onyx flicker
ripe birch
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Bought a Bitcoin miner

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Starting to think it was a scam

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You receive it for “lifetime”

ripe birch
onyx flicker
ripe birch
onyx flicker
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Hmm, did u pay for them?

ripe birch
onyx flicker
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What website is that?

ripe birch
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Also they're rated 4 out of 5 stars

onyx flicker
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Never heard of it.

ripe birch
timid jolt
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@ripe birch Sorry, had to delete. We don't like crypto things here. 😅

timid jolt
# ripe birch Why

To prevent scams and frauds on the server, we don't want any troubles with the users.

crystal owl
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I'm gonna log off for today

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If anyone is going to gamescon

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Please send me a pic (or some) yippee

analog charm
simple oyster
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People setup up little toy bitcoin mining setup. Now you can buy amd 196 core servers that's how you mine coins.

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But lots doing it. People buy Nvidia ai servers also like crazy for this. They were for company to control plc controller. But the fight for stock real.

grand perch
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good morning chat. happy Thursday

peak marsh
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lol

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gm

cursive cypress
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my brother bought a razer huntsman mini and it will came on saturday

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wow

jolly delta
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Waiting for my dav4 to return home

still void
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60%s are really nice though

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Not dogging it

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Just saying if the space is available full-size is better

simple oyster
jolly delta
cursive cypress
cursive cypress
jolly delta
cursive cypress
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did you do it?

prime cedar
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Oh

jolly delta
cursive cypress
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oh

ripe birch
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Sorry for my lash out before

ripe birch
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Why’s chat so dead

ripe birch
halcyon cave
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How is everyone?

grand perch
halcyon cave
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So your feeling ocean wave

grand perch
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no i waved at you

ripe birch
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Man it's so peaceful at night

grand perch
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that's good

ripe birch
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Amazon Web Services is awesome

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Discord probably receives cheap hosting through Google

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I don't see why Discord doesn't use AWS

grand perch
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it's too difficult for me to understand

vital meteor
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Good morning

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At 9:30 pm

ripe birch
vital meteor
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I woke up

buoyant sand
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I believe the appropriate response would be good morning

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Chatgpt told me

ripe birch
spark sky
timid jolt
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@craggy blade Sorry, please don't ping Razer Staff members. 😅

craggy blade
timid jolt
ripe birch
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Wisconsin used to be the UK

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Deadass tho

halcyon cave
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I tried getting huntsman mini at Walmart they said I'm not allowed to buy it I decided to get it earlier

halcyon cave
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They said those are only display even know they were with the other keyboards for sale

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I guess the workers at my Walmart doesn't have a brain

craggy blade
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wisconsin used to be the uk?

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tell me more lol. ellaborate 😄

ripe birch
ripe birch
# craggy blade wisconsin used to be the uk?

Yes, the land that is now Wisconsin was once under the control of the United Kingdom.

Here's a breakdown of how that came to be:

French Rule: The region was first claimed by the French in the 17th and 18th centuries, who were primarily interested in the fur trade.

British Takeover: Great Britain gained control of the area from the French in 1763, following the French and Indian War (known as the Seven Years' War in Europe). The British were also mainly focused on the fur trade.

Treaty of Paris (1783): After the American Revolutionary War, the Treaty of Paris formally ended the conflict and recognized the United States as an independent nation. The treaty ceded a vast area of land, including what is now Wisconsin, to the new United States. This territory became known as the Northwest Territory.

Lingering British Influence: While the land was officially American, the British continued to exert influence and maintain control of the local fur trade and military alliances with Native American tribes in the area for a number of years. It wasn't until after the War of 1812 that the American presence was firmly established.

vital meteor
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ChatGPT

ripe birch
vital meteor
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Ok

grand perch
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it's not really the best truth conversationally if you simply copy it from chatgpt. try change it up a bit

vital meteor
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mhm

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Or just …google

ripe birch
vital meteor
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wha

ripe birch
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Woof

vital meteor
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ok.

ripe birch
vital meteor
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?

ripe birch
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🙂

vital meteor
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That was a weird interaction

ripe birch
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lol

thin smelt
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yo

spark sky
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Sup

cosmic stump
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Remember yall

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International Dog Day’s right around the corner and we want your pups in the spotlight.

Drop a picture of your dogs on any Razer chairs in our Discord. They might just be featured in our upcoming montage on International Dog Day!

Send your doggo photos in #1405849458876485683 by 24 Aug 5PM PT.

naive wedge
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hola

ripe birch
naive wedge
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como estan

ripe birch
naive wedge
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no hablo ingles solo español

ripe birch
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Okay

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Anyways

simple oyster
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Less then 1 hour birthday over

grand perch
grand perch
ripe birch
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Model Size: 17B active parameters × 128 experts (400B total)
Context Window: 1 million tokens
Hardware Requirements:
MLX (Apple Silicon): 226 GB to 326 GB of unified memory, depending on quantization ¹
GGUF (PC/Server): 192 GB to 400 GB of RAM/VRAM, depending on quantization ¹

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Meta's AI servers

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Why's chat so dead

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Two days ago people were up 24/7

vital meteor
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Idk

ripe birch
vital meteor
ripe birch
vital meteor
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No

ripe birch
vital meteor
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Marvel rivals

ripe birch
grand perch
ripe birch
vital meteor
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Jeff

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More like

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Cutie patootie

grand perch
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you should try it because it is a fun game and there is at least one hero for everyone

ripe birch
vital meteor
autumn tree
ripe birch
ripe birch
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Is anyone here

grand perch
deft jetty
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Hi

spiral ingot
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hi

spiral ingot
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america ai was mean towards greece

grand perch
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that is a bold statement. how do you mean?

lapis herald
ripe birch
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Hi

ripe birch
grand perch
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@vital meteor

ripe birch
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Tired

ripe birch
peak marsh
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gn

ripe birch
grand perch
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you didn't saying anything. i wanted to show him a new jeff video

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although it's 3am in new hampshire so never mind

ripe birch
grand perch
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it's near that where you are as well i'm guessing?

warm void
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hi chat

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wsg

sturdy heart
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@runic shale are u going to be online in 3 days?

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Hello neil

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How's ur day

grand perch
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oh hello good you?

sturdy heart
grand perch
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excellent i'm just trying to wind down from work

spring hearth
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I wonder if this'll work on the new Razer controller

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if so, the V3 8K TE is my next controller

grand perch
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oh i didn't realise it's strictly for pc only

sturdy heart
grand perch
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you did not tell me

sturdy heart
grand perch
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ok i've set a reminder

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although actually i did it incorrectly

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oh well i'll just remember sunday

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try to

hoary yoke
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.

sturdy heart
sturdy heart
hoary yoke
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new her just checking my roles and everything

sturdy heart
grand perch
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he's quick

sturdy heart
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only 2 days and already got razer creator role

hoary yoke
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xD

sturdy heart
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bedtime for me

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It is

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6:43am

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6am in the morning

vital meteor
grand perch
# vital meteor ?

Back by popular demand, Jeff the Landshark is making a splash again, this time with Emma Frost!

Introducing Marvel Rivals’ very first Duo Emote: My Baby & ME. Now, with the White Queen, Jeff brings playful chaos while Emma adds frosty elegance to your messages.

Available starting on August 21 at 7 PM PDT.

Bring the icy bite! @MarvelRivals

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vital meteor
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O ya I saw that

grand perch
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looks fun!

crystal owl
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Good afternoon

prisma bane
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hey

vital meteor
crystal owl
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Ello

spiral ingot
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my grandparents are 51 years married

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and always argue

vital meteor
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O

analog charm
vital meteor
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Grok slop

runic shale
analog charm
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Mudshark burning coal

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Should I add a toll booth

vital meteor
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no

analog charm
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Why

vital meteor
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Slop

analog charm
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But it will make better sense

vital meteor
spark sky
vital meteor
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O

spark sky
vital meteor
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Interesting

warm void
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Chat does razer staff see comments when we talk abt there products

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Curious yk

spark sky
spark sky
warm void
spark sky
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you may, just don't ping any Razer Staff

warm void
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won’t ping I just have something to say and hope they see it

vital meteor
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Ok

warm void
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hi razer staff, any chance we’ll see the razer blade 18 2025 officially released in Australia soon? I know I’m not the only one asking- lots of us are waiting for it to hit local shelves. Would love to buy one without importing! 🇦🇺 💻 #RazerBlade18 #BringItToAustralia

patent cloud
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guys is razer7.1 sound good for game or just normals?

grand perch
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you'd be able to hear like gunshots from the rear and stuff

lusty obsidian
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Hello 👋

grand perch
pseudo sparrow
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I have the black one but I buy the faker edition

vital meteor
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W

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Faker edition looks so good

pseudo sparrow
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Yes

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and red is my fav color

vital meteor
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Peak

grand perch
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@vital meteor

vital meteor
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@vital meteor

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@grand perch

grand perch
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my response to your saul goodman gif

simple oyster
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51 well anyone watch xbox gamcon video to day

warm void
simple oyster
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Show a few different stream but only 2k each

vital meteor
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No

runic shale
vital meteor
runic shale
vital meteor
simple shoal
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Anyone else fighting with the new update of Synapse?

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I am getting a lot of artifacting and glitching in all apps when it is open, but when its closed everthing is fine

grand perch
sour shore
grand perch
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oh ok

grand perch
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no i don't think that scene is supposed to be like that

grand perch
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goodnight chat. speak tomorrow

peak halo
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Night neil

bold knoll
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😴

hollow oracle
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looks too big for me

sour shore
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Gizelle
We're doing our best to make it available as soon as possible, and we'll be sure to share an update on our channels! 😀

@grand perch they do care abt us in Australia that is refreshing to hear

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I love Razer so much 🙏🏽🤍

pseudo sparrow
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I was on vmse before, and to be honest the viper v3 pro shape is better

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Thats why I dont back on vmse

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v3 pro you can relaxed claw it

hollow oracle
pseudo sparrow
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the hump of the mouse is little compared to g pro superlight it's easy to claw it and palm it or you can also fingertip

pseudo sparrow
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I tried both

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the best is v3 pro in consistency for relaxed claw

hollow oracle
pseudo sparrow
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lololol

hollow oracle
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vv3p probably too big

pseudo sparrow
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Nah it's the reverse

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I have the same hand 😭

hollow oracle
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are ur hands 17x8

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bc my fav mouse is smaller than vmse

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for relaxed claw

pseudo sparrow
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I have to check but I can show u in picture

hollow oracle
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this one

hollow oracle
crystal owl
hollow oracle
ripe birch
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Hi

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I’m a bit depressed

ripe birch
sacred nova
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good morning gamers

runic shale
ripe birch
sour shore
analog charm
ripe birch
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I wish the thoughts would stop

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God I wish I could be happy

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I'm so depressed

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Life feels unlivable

simple oyster
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That not good talked to many kids with problems like that. Street life.

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Some times you just need a break from everything let body balance.

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That or meet someone new.

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Even hide from people trying to help.

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4 hours for xbox video interesting more information.

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The headset are interesting

bitter yoke
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hello guys how can i set up my vmse mice

crystal owl
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I don't have one myself but I'd assume via razer synapse

lyric rock
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The Saga of me not getting this mouse continues

latent badge
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Got the green version

lyric rock
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I miss transparent color plastic aesthetic

latent badge
lyric rock
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Aw man Mobile is so slow I didnt get that Ban kek

runic shale
lyric rock
latent badge
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Razer is LIFE

latent badge
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Like the old ps2 controllers

ripe birch
crystal owl
crystal owl
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I want one

latent badge
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Would be cool if they kept the same design and had the Razer logo light up but it still fire

lyric rock
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I feel like Razer could hit an EZ home run with a matching colorway for keebs and headsets and stuff to make a full set

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Phantom Green all the things

crystal owl
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Today a very exciting package arrived

simple oyster
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Package are great

crystal owl
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+/- 5.5Kg (12LB)

ripe birch
crystal owl
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For this closet

simple oyster
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Nice projects

crystal owl
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yea

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I needed a better storage for my filament than the one you see in the bottom right of the pic

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Those boxes could only hold 6 spools each (so 18 total)

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this closet has room for 40 with additional space for 5 under each section

crystal owl
simple oyster
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That's a lot of part making. The most i had was 100 for robots. Vector butter cosmo. Also dog that I was building.

crystal owl
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So fun fact

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Half of them are like

ripe birch
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How’s everyone’s day

crystal owl
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"Yea you can eat this"

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The others are like

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"Hell no, don't eat this"

ripe birch
crystal owl
ripe birch
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Is anyone mad at me

crystal owl
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Hbu

ripe birch
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I don’t view Russia as bad. As a matter of fact I’m a bit Russian myself and have had ties to people living in Russia.

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I’m 100% for their stance on crime, etc

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You’ve seen videos of how Russians treat Ukrainians and they do the same with some of their citizens

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It’s beautiful really

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I’ve connected with Russians on TikTok

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They deny some prisoners food, etc

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All that is beautiful

hallow crypt
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Hello

ripe birch
hallow crypt
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anyone selling razer gold pins?

ripe birch
hallow crypt
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Oh i come a wrong side

ripe birch
ripe birch
ripe birch
hallow crypt
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Yes I am pubg seller

latent badge
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Packages are 10 stops away 🤞🏼

ripe birch
latent badge
ripe birch
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It’s beautiful that Russian ties with the United States are being increased ❤️

ripe birch
latent badge
peak marsh
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hi

still void
ripe birch
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PayPal is kind of shady

mortal hatch
sturdy heart
still void
simple oyster
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Canada had people getting in trouble for taking food away from prisoner and give it to homeless people.

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Lego batman looks great

spark sky
hallow crypt
sturdy heart
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woohoo birthday in 3 days

thorn torrent
peak halo
thorn torrent
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like im havint this problem

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since ever

sturdy heart
thorn torrent
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in chroma it says nothing detcted but synapse detcting everything

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like

peak halo
sturdy heart
cerulean ferry
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hey everyone, I'm looking for a way to have all of the lights of my razer devices blink or change to red or something when the mouse battery is below 20% is there some way to do that?

peak halo
thorn torrent
cerulean ferry
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I can't seem to find battery related triggers

thorn torrent
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if u know that

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if u wanna contoerl any razer component it has to be thru synapse

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thats the problem

peak halo
cerulean ferry
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ahhh, I guess there's no support for this? :/

peak halo
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For razer snypses

thorn torrent
peak halo
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But then i barley even open it now

thorn torrent
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like i wanna out rgb on my razer stuff

peak halo
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I donno if it auto updates

thorn torrent
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it says nothing detcted. btu i nsynapse it says detected

peak halo
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Yh mines like that too

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It doesn’t detect my cpu and gpu tems

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Temps

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But it does say what my fan speed is on

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Im guessing its software issue with synapses razer needs to work on

peak halo
novel silo
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🍽️ 🐍

onyx flicker
novel silo
onyx flicker
ripe birch
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Hi

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How’s everyone

ripe birch
onyx flicker
ripe birch
onyx flicker
fathom elk
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Why do .ipj files show up as audio files on google drive

ripe birch
spark sky
fathom elk
onyx flicker
grand perch
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good morning chat. happy Friday

fathom elk
ripe birch
fathom elk
ripe birch
fathom elk
ripe birch
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Was banned from the PCMR Discord

fathom elk
ripe birch
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My neighbors constantly make a lot of noise

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It's kind of horrible

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My neighbor will become mad and slam doors, etc

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I live at a condo

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The walls are very thin

ripe birch
grand perch
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don't ask. it's a (wolf)trap

fathom elk
ripe birch
fathom elk
spark sky
ripe birch
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So depressed

ripe birch
crystal owl
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Good night everyone

simple oyster
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Well that's interesting

peak halo
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lifes full of great mysterys

fathom elk
vagrant wyvern
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Huntsman v4 when I need to order one

peak halo
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wolf

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i got a question about laptop battery

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when it estimates the battery time on the bottom right corner its not accurate right?

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for example it says 2hrs now but when percentage goes down again sometimes it would say 2 hr 30 min or 4 hrs

fathom elk
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Average windows to be honest

peak halo
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makes sense yeah

ripe birch
pseudo sparrow
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,

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I back on synapse 3 with huntsman v3 pro mini and the keyboard stopped to bug, compared to synapse 4

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So synapse 4 was the problem brh

grand perch
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oh cool we only have one wendys in australia unfortunately it's in qld 🙁

fleet parcel
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hi guys i just got my deathadder not a while ago,its very good 😁

fleet parcel
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Sure

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I mean i like it, its comftrable and responds quickly

ripe birch
fleet parcel
ripe birch
fleet parcel
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And yours?

fleet parcel
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His first one i think

ripe birch
fleet parcel
ripe birch
ripe birch
fleet parcel
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Huh

ripe birch
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Happy

ripe birch
fleet parcel
fleet parcel
ripe birch
fleet parcel
ripe birch
fleet parcel
ripe birch
fleet parcel
ripe birch
fleet parcel
ripe birch
ripe birch
fleet parcel
fleet parcel
ripe birch
fleet parcel
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I mean we made vodka

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Our country

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Poland

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Alright i got to go, im tired

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Cya

ripe birch
fathom elk
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Razer logo

dense peak
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oh no

halcyon cave
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No one is buying this🥀💔

fathom elk
ripe birch
halcyon cave
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Lol

ripe birch
fathom elk
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My desk setup

halcyon cave
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That setup better then mines

ripe birch
fathom elk
ripe birch
fathom elk
halcyon cave
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This is mine I'm getting desk soon

ripe birch
halcyon cave
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It's dresser

ripe birch
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It’s so cold

ripe birch
halcyon cave
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Yes

ripe birch
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Fun

grand perch
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what games do you play?

pseudo sparrow
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I hold my v3 pro like this

grand perch
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whoa that is either a small mouse or a large hand

ripe birch
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I'm unable to afford much

pseudo sparrow
halcyon cave
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I play dahood phantom forces no scope arcade and gun fight arena

pseudo sparrow
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It’s my second mouse for claw

grand perch
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well you can play free games

pseudo sparrow
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I prefer my v3 pro

ripe birch
pseudo sparrow
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I'm using sora v2 to chill on my second computer in the tv room bruh

ripe birch
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The Roblox situation is out of control

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There are people being Doxed

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Innocent people

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It's so sad

halcyon cave
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Does anyone have any cheap gaming PC recommendations

ripe birch
ripe birch
ripe birch
halcyon cave
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I mean like 600 or 700 or cheaper

ripe birch
halcyon cave
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Yeah

ripe birch
halcyon cave
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Thanks dude

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My MageGee died from a battery attack 😔

dapper ermine
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nawhh

buoyant sand
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nawwww

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@halcyon cave buy an m4 mac mini for that price if you need something

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no offense the pc looks like cheeks better off saaving

halcyon cave
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Oh hell no are you talking about apple product

buoyant sand
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yee

buoyant sand
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it'll do you much better than the vega 7

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280% better

halcyon cave
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I'll get it

buoyant sand
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but if you can wait just save

timid jolt
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😭

buoyant sand
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bruh

grand perch
spark sky
timid jolt
spark sky
timid jolt
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I'm going to make a wall-text. 😭

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I count like 20-30 "0".

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31, the 1 is the 31st.

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😭

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I'm not sure if that's correct.

spark sky
timid jolt
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I know to count until trillions in English, I've never said bigger numbers than that.

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This number has 30 zeros and, I don't know how it's even called. LOL

spark sky
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okay, nice, I can tell you the number if you want

timid jolt
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Quintillion for this one.

spark sky
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still a bit low

grand perch
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no mans sky has 18 quintillion planets to explore

spark sky
timid jolt
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I don't know if this is even correct.

timid jolt
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Just checked the number and it's bigger than my screen, holy geez.

ripe birch
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Kinda wild but GG

spark sky
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we kindly ask you to stop

ripe birch
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Sorry if I offended

spark sky
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please use common sense when sending things

ripe birch
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I don't see how I said anything wrong

spark sky
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that's concerning

ripe birch
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I do not find it so

spark sky
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do not further this conversation

ripe birch
half verge
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if you're in the US, could get something off of jawa

ripe birch
ripe birch
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timid jolt
half verge
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ye

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the team I work on specifically does a bunch of stuff including wings for Papa John's

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Not many people have entered the dog contest 🙁

timid jolt
ripe birch
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the spicy ones are so good

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unfortunately there's no Wawas anywhere near me, so the only time I get it is when they do giveaways to the employees

rough cedar
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come on now

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wym whats wawa

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😭

half verge
ripe birch
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Kwik Trip | Kwik Star

Kwik Trip is your go-to Midwest convenience store for fresh food, fuel, coffee, donuts, and more. Stop in for quality, value, and service.

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This Kwik Trip?

half verge
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yep

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:D

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I'm in Wisconsin

ripe birch
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They're kind of high tier in terms of gas stations

half verge
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I think everywhere besides Wisconsin and Minnesota it's Kwik star, but I could be wrong about that

ripe birch
half verge
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good fuel prices, clean bathrooms

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good coffee

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decent food, bit pricey tho

ripe birch
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Those on SSDI do not earn anything

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It's a barely livable wage

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I remember when I had a position and could be like "man I helped so many people"

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Hence why I say extreme things

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I'm secretly suffering

half verge
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I have relatives on disability, that sucks. it really doesn't give you much

ripe birch
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I do not mean the terrible things I say

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That's not downplaying what I've said but you have to realize we make $200 in extra money

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Per month

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When were used to around $1000 of extra money

ripe birch
ripe birch
vital meteor
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O

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Good morning at 12:30 am

ripe birch
vital meteor
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no

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I woke up later bc eepy

ripe birch
vital meteor
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Oh

ripe birch
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Mate is he okay

vital meteor
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Do not ask that again

ripe birch
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Why are you so depressed

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If I may ask

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Genuinely speaking nothing is worth that

ripe birch
ripe birch
vital meteor
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they are trolling

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And no longer in the server, so I’d just drop it

ripe birch
vital meteor
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It’s okay

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Wbu

ripe birch
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Mine is meh

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I've been a bit hard on myself

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Lately

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Genuinely speaking I wish for nothing but love from family

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I've been such a fuck up

ripe birch
vital meteor
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Sorry to hear that

ripe birch
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Meh

ripe birch
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Back when I was dealing w/ a lot of life issues I was screamed at, etc

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By people

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I've never acted terrible but wish my head could be nice to me

ripe birch
grand perch
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you're in the razer server now. no need to cry, this is a happy place. unless you're crying tears of joy

ripe birch
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what happens when you have two negatives? they make a positive. have you heard of those places where you break dishes? perhaps some mindless destruction could make you feel better, if you just let it out violently. either that or a violent computer game as well could work

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More respectful of people's issues

warm nest
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got the DA V4 Pro

ripe birch
vital meteor
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Mouse

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🐁

ripe birch
grand perch
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no that's not the mouse. this is the mouse deathadder

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🖱️

ripe birch
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warm nest
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no I did not

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O

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# vital meteor O

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O

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1:36 am

ripe birch
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Nice

ripe birch
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Real

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Oh

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# vital meteor Oh

Possibly the worst part of being online 24:7 is it create mental health issues

vital meteor
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Uh yea I guess

ripe birch
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no

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Ah

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Do you work

vital meteor
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not currently

ripe birch
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Same

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Do you miss work

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I do at times

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More people to be around

vital meteor
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no I don’t miss it

ripe birch
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Isolation has been hard on me

ripe birch
vital meteor
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I suppose

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I'm near nobody in real life

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Neighbors do not talk much

rare lark
ripe birch
# rare lark are you okay?

I mean isolation has definitely created a lot of mental health issues for me. Even people in prison talk to people and I've had limited human contact. I live in a place my parents bought w/o much access to gas money.

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If anything causes my lashouts, etc it's no human contact

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It's creating the worst version of me

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you dont talk to your parents?

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There are humans whom can survive in isolation but I'm not one of them

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It's not the same tho

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create experiences with your parents

ripe birch
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i've been alone for over 13 years and im only 21

ripe birch
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it gets better i promise

ripe birch
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You see things like streamers and to be honest I could never do it man

rare lark
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mom, both of my grandmothers, both of my aunts, and friends died

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so i stay to myself

ripe birch
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I-

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Won't add on Facebook, etc

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I was nice as a child

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Then issues happened

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Then I was nothing

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There are multiple factors in what made me so mean

rare lark
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one of my friends x'd himself

ripe birch
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Mainly having classmates I knew since childhood who turned their back on me

rare lark
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do you journal to yourself?

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that helps me a lot

ripe birch
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So I do not

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There've been journals that have been found and leaked

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Depending on my mood I can anywhere from charming to wishing everyone were dead

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Nothing hurts more than those knowing how fucked your childhood was turning their backs on you

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Which (again) has lead to this side of me

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Do you know what it's like to be around people during childhood the worst abuse years of your life

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Then bam

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They leave as soon as you deal w/ issues and ask for help

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I've been in jail and in and out of psych wards

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I've hurt nobody

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understandable but you're a human. you won't truly be alone until you're in the casket. I know that it feels like it now. And Im proud of you for going somewhere for conversation.

ripe birch
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At worst people have been hurt emotionally

ripe birch
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Every single one of them

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Left me

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One didn't

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I cried myself to sleep at night and contemplated suicide

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Even bought an item

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They all turned their back on me

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Someone who has a disability whom didn't know any better

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You have no idea how badly that fucked me up inside

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The love of my life blocked me and treated me like absolute shit when I dealt w/ issues

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This all has fucked me up so bad

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This is why I'm so mean

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I've done nothing to deserve life issues and every single person whom knew how badly I was hurt in childhood left

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My sister told me to grow an ego about myself. You should do the same. Make your parents proud in the way that says you don't need other people. Let your mom know she created something that's here to stay for good no matter the problems you face.

ripe birch
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I've dealt w/ multiple forms of abuse

rare lark
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Cry then

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You're only human

ripe birch
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You have no idea how much it hurts to deal w/ things like assault then have those who knew your childhood turn their backs

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Fuck

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As if having $200 to my name isn't already bad

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I've been hurt by people outside of family

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I'm not even lying

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They all turned their back

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I've felt like nothing

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Everyone becomes mad when I lash out

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However nobody sees the pain

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Nobody

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It really fucked me up inside when they removed me on Facebook

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I've been manipulated, removed, etc

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No

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I'm 33 years old

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i got 2 dollars in my bank account brother, i've been sexually assault twice as a child, everyone around me is dying out

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I know how it feels bro

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trust me

ripe birch
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I was picked on in K-12 for having a disability

rare lark
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Step back from people that don't want you around. Create a space for yourself in your mind where it's comfortable being alone

ripe birch
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I've had people remove me on Facebook, etc and yes it's really that deep

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After how I've been treated I'd never help any of them

rare lark
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good

ripe birch
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So

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I kinda come here

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Say horrible things, etc

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Because I feel someone would have a bond

rare lark
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That says more about them then it does about you

ripe birch
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In terms of understanding my pain

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When I lash out I feel I create a bond

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Where someone understands a fraction of my pain

ripe birch
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Sounds like you're in a storm of life

ripe birch
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I opened a car door in a moving vehicle

ripe birch
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I needed them

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The people whom understood my childhood meant so much to me

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They were the only ones who understood "me"

rare lark
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You understand you the best though

ripe birch
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The thing about assault is it takes away a side of you

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Then

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You're left in tears

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Depressed

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You try to keep those in your childhood

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They're the only ones whom understand you

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From the inside

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Tho for me

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I guess I never meant anything to them

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That's why I'm so hurt and depressed

ripe birch
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That makes me wanna cry

rare lark
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so slow down and truly deal with it. You may need therapy. It helped me out for sure

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oh and listen to a bunch of music

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whats your fav type of music?

ripe birch
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I'm not a psychopath or anything I genuinely wish some of my classmates would've talked to me

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To figure out why I'm so hurt

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Inside

rare lark
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thats what therapy is for

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no

ripe birch
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Trauma changes lives man

rare lark
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true

ripe birch
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You try to keep those closest to you in childhood

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As they're a key

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To your happiness

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Tho as I said in my case I dealt w/ my own issues and they left

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I have severe abandonment issues

rare lark
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learn what changed about you and claim the things that you love about yourself

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me too

ripe birch
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My biggest issue is a refuse to get close to people as I've been abandoned

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So

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I sit at home

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Crying, lashing out, etc

ripe birch
rare lark
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yea but i stopped caring being honest

ripe birch
ripe birch
rare lark
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yea

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thats life

ripe birch
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Like they understood you and your childhood

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Can I add

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I'm here to talk anytime

ripe birch
rare lark
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im good myself but if you need friends we're in razer brother everyone here are really cool people

ripe birch
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My classmates were the biggest key to my happiness

rare lark
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im a fortnite sweat and a retired top gaurd in 2k

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but yes

ripe birch
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I have a reason for not trusting male doctors

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Honestly

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Even as a male

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I was 18

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I've been so confused about details to be honest

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Genuinely speaking

ripe birch
rare lark
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No problem man

ripe birch
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God bro I'd hug you IRL

rare lark
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Slow your days down and really think about who you want to be, set goals and try to achieve them

ripe birch
rare lark
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Not weird, but you owe it to yourself to find what triggers you so can stop it. I have panic attacks and have to repeatedly tell myself to chill out before i genuinely tweak out

ripe birch
rare lark
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Ofc buddy

rare lark
sturdy heart
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2 more days 🔥

rare lark
sturdy heart
rare lark
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OHHHHH SNAPPPPPP

sturdy heart
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Hi Neil!

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how's ur day

grand perch
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busier than usual unfortunately. you?

crystal owl
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Good morning!

vital meteor
crystal owl
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That’s actually a manatee