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I've had issues w/ cleaning
😭
I apologize for my rant. I've been hurt in my earlier stages of life.
It's very much lead to a mad side of me
The song at the end: https://youtu.be/pzd8DNOrgKc?si=xYcthX761GshDD-J
What is the best OS of all time? Windows ME of course! And what could be more of a perfect device to install it on, other than the very widely successful and awesome PS Vita which Sony totally didn't give up on. Commercial failure-maxxing with this one. Also, will it play Doom...
How's your day
My life doesn't matter
I've been hurt so bad
Then pushed aside
When I've tried being nice and genuine
I have my reason for not trusting male doctors
I was 18 years old when something bad happened
Genuinely speaking everyone sees me as "bad" anyways
Do I really matter?
real 🔥
The pained side of me deals w/ things wrong and I apologize
I know
I have it too (just a little bit)
why
Hello, I have a problem with the Razer Gold website when I purchase.
Hey guys, I understand we all need to vent, but can we keep it chill in here 
For Razer Gold, we recommend you go through the "Contact Us" portal on the website 
Can I talk to them via text messages?
they have a live chat yes
I apologize
Going to Walmart to look for a PC headset

Hey!
Not a worry, just keep it light from now on please 
Okay
IT’S GAMESCOM TIME!!!
Sleep well
What’s up
Buying a headset 🙂
Noraaa
Thank you, enjoy Destiny 
I have tape
Yuh
Yeah, it’s actually not that far from me
Bought a Bitcoin miner
Starting to think it was a scam
You receive it for “lifetime”
What isn’t
The GameCom
Lucky
Hmm, did u pay for them?
$30 but you receive the miner for lifetime
Also they're rated 4 out of 5 stars
Never heard of it.
Apparently I receive 5 cents per day 💀
@ripe birch Sorry, had to delete. We don't like crypto things here. 😅
Why
To prevent scams and frauds on the server, we don't want any troubles with the users.
I understand
I'm gonna log off for today

If anyone is going to gamescon
Please send me a pic (or some) 
People setup up little toy bitcoin mining setup. Now you can buy amd 196 core servers that's how you mine coins.
But lots doing it. People buy Nvidia ai servers also like crazy for this. They were for company to control plc controller. But the fight for stock real.
good morning chat. happy Thursday
That’s so cool, I had a huntsman mini when I had less space and absolutely loved it but later upgraded to the ortana v3 when I had the space and funds and it’s much better imo.
60%s are really nice though
Not dogging it
Just saying if the space is available full-size is better
Who did that
nachocustomz
but, i was thinking he bought of red switches, but he bought of the purple switches
nah, this guy is a genius
haha i picked the pictures and the core for the dongle he also did my orange rvmse
did you do it?
Oh
No I picked the photos and had nachocustomz paint it and do decal
oh
Sorry for my lash out before
https://open.spotify.com/track/7g77LMBpkTtS6JxZeBgESx?si=974994b14bd14887
As someone who's part Russian I've loved this song
How is everyone?
I'm here now
So your feeling ocean wave
no i waved at you
Man it's so peaceful at night
that's good
Amazon Web Services is awesome
Discord probably receives cheap hosting through Google
I don't see why Discord doesn't use AWS
it's too difficult for me to understand
You what mate
I woke up
Lol
Good evening
@craggy blade Sorry, please don't ping Razer Staff members. 😅


Yeah
Wisconsin used to be the UK
Deadass tho
I tried getting huntsman mini at Walmart they said I'm not allowed to buy it I decided to get it earlier
Why
Isn’t that illegal
They said those are only display even know they were with the other keyboards for sale
I guess the workers at my Walmart doesn't have a brain
Are you there
Yes, the land that is now Wisconsin was once under the control of the United Kingdom.
Here's a breakdown of how that came to be:
French Rule: The region was first claimed by the French in the 17th and 18th centuries, who were primarily interested in the fur trade.
British Takeover: Great Britain gained control of the area from the French in 1763, following the French and Indian War (known as the Seven Years' War in Europe). The British were also mainly focused on the fur trade.
Treaty of Paris (1783): After the American Revolutionary War, the Treaty of Paris formally ended the conflict and recognized the United States as an independent nation. The treaty ceded a vast area of land, including what is now Wisconsin, to the new United States. This territory became known as the Northwest Territory.
Lingering British Influence: While the land was officially American, the British continued to exert influence and maintain control of the local fur trade and military alliances with Native American tribes in the area for a number of years. It wasn't until after the War of 1812 that the American presence was firmly established.
ChatGPT
It's true tho
Ok
it's not really the best truth conversationally if you simply copy it from chatgpt. try change it up a bit
Woof
wha
Woof
ok.
Furry
?
🙂
lol
yo
Sup
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Hi
como estan
I only speak English
no hablo ingles solo español
Less then 1 hour birthday over
it's equivalent to mr ford focus' rah
this'll be my submission for the cat day comp if there'll be one
Aw
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Why's chat so dead
Two days ago people were up 24/7
Aw ❤️

Shark
League?
No
Where is it from
Marvel rivals
It's very cute
you've not heard of marvel rivals?
I have
you should try it because it is a fun game and there is at least one hero for everyone
True 🙂
Jeff is the only hero you need
I envy you
Is anyone here
he's too difficult to use for me 🙁 I'm only good with dagger
Hi
hi
america ai was mean towards greece
that is a bold statement. how do you mean?
Hi
Aw
@vital meteor
What'd I say?
gn
Goodnight 🙂
you didn't saying anything. i wanted to show him a new jeff video
although it's 3am in new hampshire so never mind
So very tired
it's near that where you are as well i'm guessing?
oh hello good you?
I already know ur rhythm, and im good
excellent i'm just trying to wind down from work
I wonder if this'll work on the new Razer controller
if so, the V3 8K TE is my next controller
oh i didn't realise it's strictly for pc only
nice nice! My birthday is in tree days
you did not tell me
I did now
ok i've set a reminder
although actually i did it incorrectly
oh well i'll just remember sunday
try to
.
yes
nor
new her just checking my roles and everything
How are u new when u have a streamer role 😭 (or creator)
he's quick
xD
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O ya I saw that
looks fun!
hey
Hi
Ello
O
Grok slop
I don't know what you are talking about 
no
Why
Slop
lol, i broke ChatGPT
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Interesting
Tea
Idk how much they do, but they are here
interesting so umm am I allowed to talk about the blade 18 in Australia and how we need it
you may, just don't ping any Razer Staff
won’t ping I just have something to say and hope they see it
Ok
hi razer staff, any chance we’ll see the razer blade 18 2025 officially released in Australia soon? I know I’m not the only one asking- lots of us are waiting for it to hit local shelves. Would love to buy one without importing! 🇦🇺 💻 #RazerBlade18 #BringItToAustralia
guys is razer7.1 sound good for game or just normals?
you'd be able to hear like gunshots from the rear and stuff
Hello 👋
do you have any other hobbies besides gaming? comic books, or just books in general possibly? the laptop thing might take a while
I have the black one but I buy the faker edition
Peak
@vital meteor
my response to your saul goodman gif
51 well anyone watch xbox gamcon video to day
Currently going thru chemo atm wym
Show a few different stream but only 2k each
No




Anyone else fighting with the new update of Synapse?
I am getting a lot of artifacting and glitching in all apps when it is open, but when its closed everthing is fine
i mean instead of waiting for the laptop you could like read comics or something
Reading hurts my head I just sleep most time lol
oh ok
no i don't think that scene is supposed to be like that
goodnight chat. speak tomorrow
Night neil
😴
i havent tried vv3p yet
looks too big for me
Gizelle
We're doing our best to make it available as soon as possible, and we'll be sure to share an update on our channels! 😀
@grand perch they do care abt us in Australia that is refreshing to hear
I love Razer so much 🙏🏽🤍
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I was on vmse before, and to be honest the viper v3 pro shape is better
Thats why I dont back on vmse
v3 pro you can relaxed claw it
i relaxed claw vmse
the hump of the mouse is little compared to g pro superlight it's easy to claw it and palm it or you can also fingertip
So, you should to try v3 pro because the relaxed claw on v3 pro is perfect
I tried both
the best is v3 pro in consistency for relaxed claw
lololol
vv3p probably too big
I have to check but I can show u in picture
picture doesnt tell me measurements
ye it looks really nice
That looks awesome

This is deep
What’s her @ @ripe birch
I wish the thoughts would stop
God I wish I could be happy
I'm so depressed
Life feels unlivable
That not good talked to many kids with problems like that. Street life.
Some times you just need a break from everything let body balance.
That or meet someone new.
Even hide from people trying to help.
4 hours for xbox video interesting more information.
The headset are interesting
hello guys how can i set up my vmse mice
I miss transparent color plastic aesthetic
That’s why I got it so quick 😩
Aw man Mobile is so slow I didnt get that Ban 

Reminds me of my green DK N64 I used to have
Razer is LIFE
Classic
Like the old ps2 controllers
I miss the PlayStation
AYYYYYYY
Would be cool if they kept the same design and had the Razer logo light up but it still fire
I feel like Razer could hit an EZ home run with a matching colorway for keebs and headsets and stuff to make a full set
Phantom Green all the things
Package are great
What’s it for
For this closet
Nice projects
yea
I needed a better storage for my filament than the one you see in the bottom right of the pic

Those boxes could only hold 6 spools each (so 18 total)
this closet has room for 40 with additional space for 5 under each section
Eat it
That's a lot of part making. The most i had was 100 for robots. Vector butter cosmo. Also dog that I was building.
How’s everyone’s day
How’s your day
Is anyone mad at me
Mine is absolute shit
I don’t view Russia as bad. As a matter of fact I’m a bit Russian myself and have had ties to people living in Russia.
I’m 100% for their stance on crime, etc
You’ve seen videos of how Russians treat Ukrainians and they do the same with some of their citizens
It’s beautiful really
I’ve connected with Russians on TikTok
They deny some prisoners food, etc
All that is beautiful
Hello
Hi
anyone selling razer gold pins?
What’s that?
Oh i come a wrong side
What do you mean
How’s your day going
Why’s your username PUBG seller
Yes I am pubg seller
Packages are 10 stops away 🤞🏼
For?
For mouse dock + bungee wire + other desk accessories
It’s beautiful that Russian ties with the United States are being increased ❤️
How much did you pay
Not a lot, all from Amazon
hi

PayPal is kind of shady
Hi Nora!
epic
That’s me
Canada had people getting in trouble for taking food away from prisoner and give it to homeless people.
Lego batman looks great
We don't allow that here, sorry
Okay sir
woohoo birthday in 3 days
Happy early birthday
thank you!
You are welcome
(:
hey everyone, I'm looking for a way to have all of the lights of my razer devices blink or change to red or something when the mouse battery is below 20% is there some way to do that?
Razer staff instore in uk recommended that I shouldn’t use razer synapses lol its not accurate
yeah pretty much but like everyhing is locked in synapse
I can't seem to find battery related triggers
if u know that
if u wanna contoerl any razer component it has to be thru synapse
thats the problem
Oh yeah but i leave mine on performance mode when it comes to my gaming laptop
ahhh, I guess there's no support for this? :/
For razer snypses
no i meant if u see the pic, syanpse is working but chroma isnt
But then i barley even open it now
like i wanna out rgb on my razer stuff
I donno if it auto updates
it says nothing detcted. btu i nsynapse it says detected
Yh mines like that too
It doesn’t detect my cpu and gpu tems
Temps
But it does say what my fan speed is on
Im guessing its software issue with synapses razer needs to work on
Because it only detects my laptop but not like other devices
🍽️ 🐍
???
🍽️ 

What’s that emote
: rainbowpuke :
Aw
Good, thx. Hby?
Why do .ipj files show up as audio files on google drive
Meh. Dealing with a bit of my own life issues.
make it a .Wav and put it into a song
I’m good, just contemplating mine and my siblings’ names and my parents’ choices
Gosh, wish you the best
New family?
good morning chat. happy Friday
Nah
What happened
Just one of those days where you think “why did my parents name me this”
Ag. Makes sense. What name?
Wolftrap
Was banned from the PCMR Discord
Hmm
My neighbors constantly make a lot of noise
It's kind of horrible
My neighbor will become mad and slam doors, etc
I live at a condo
The walls are very thin
Is it your real name
don't ask. it's a (wolf)trap
Yeah
I like it
Don’t get me wrong, I like it too, but when people ask me how I got it….
not many ppl are named after animals
So depressed
Aw
Good night everyone
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Well that's interesting
lifes full of great mysterys
Razer
Huntsman v4 when I need to order one
wolf
i got a question about laptop battery
when it estimates the battery time on the bottom right corner its not accurate right?
for example it says 2hrs now but when percentage goes down again sometimes it would say 2 hr 30 min or 4 hrs
Average windows to be honest
makes sense yeah
This is so cool
,
I back on synapse 3 with huntsman v3 pro mini and the keyboard stopped to bug, compared to synapse 4
So synapse 4 was the problem brh
oh cool we only have one wendys in australia unfortunately it's in qld 🙁
hi guys i just got my deathadder not a while ago,its very good 😁
Can I see
Nice 🙂
Thanks😁
How's your day?
Its pretty good, i just finished gaming and im watching edmondx
And yours?
What's it about?
Is it on Twitch
Its not live, its a video on youtube
Ah
Woof
Huh
Happy
Where's your profile from
Pinterest. Character is from kimetsu no Yaiba and his name is uzui tengen
Do you like the anime?
2nd favorite so yes
Awesome 🙂
Yeah, do you like any anime's?
I like some
Which ones?
To be honest I don't watch a ton of anime nowadays
Oh, well atleast you watched some
I like my blanket
Is that a anime or just a statement?
In Wisconsin we do not have much social opportunities
Statement
Thats nice i guess
Oh, im from europe so we do have some
We basically drink
XDDD
I mean we made vodka
Our country
Poland
Alright i got to go, im tired
Cya
I'm Polish too
Razer logo
oh no
No one is buying this🥀💔
Hmm?
TikTok is being replaced with a US exclusive here
Lol
It’s true
My desk setup
That setup better then mines
You have a DVD player
2 actually
I used to but sold it
This is mine I'm getting desk soon
Nice desk
It's dresser
It’s so cold
You play Roblox?
Yes
Fun
what games do you play?
whoa that is either a small mouse or a large hand
I'm unable to afford much
Sora v2
I play dahood phantom forces no scope arcade and gun fight arena
It’s my second mouse for claw
well you can play free games
I play Roblox
I'm using sora v2 to chill on my second computer in the tv room bruh
The Roblox situation is out of control
There are people being Doxed
Innocent people
It's so sad
Does anyone have any cheap gaming PC recommendations
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Hold up bro
How cheap is cheap
I mean like 600 or 700 or cheaper
Do you have Amazon bro
Yeah
I'm not entirely sure
nawhh
nawwww
@halcyon cave buy an m4 mac mini for that price if you need something
no offense the pc looks like cheeks better off saaving
Oh hell no are you talking about apple product
yee
this https://www.newegg.com/p/3D5-000D-00207?Item=3D5-000D-00207&SoldByNewegg=1 at the very least has a relatively recent (and decent) gpu
it'll do you much better than the vega 7
280% better
I'll get it
but if you can wait just save
My GPU is the 0.0000000000000000000000000000001% power of the RTX 5090.
😭
bruh
oh ok i've never played roblox it looks difficult
can you write that out in letters?
Like: Zero, point, zero, zero, zero, zero, zero, zero, zero, zero, zero, zero...
and what place is the '1' in?
I'm going to make a wall-text. 😭
I count like 20-30 "0".
31, the 1 is the 31st.
😭
I'm not sure if that's correct.
each 0 has a dedicated number it's associated with
I know to count until trillions in English, I've never said bigger numbers than that.
This number has 30 zeros and, I don't know how it's even called. LOL
okay, nice, I can tell you the number if you want
Quintillion for this one.
still a bit low
no mans sky has 18 quintillion planets to explore
that's still too low
"One times ten to the minus thirty-one" 1 × 10⁻³¹
I don't know if this is even correct.
😭
Just checked the number and it's bigger than my screen, holy geez.
Kinda wild but GG
Which number
we kindly ask you to stop
Sorry if I offended
please use common sense when sending things
I don't see how I said anything wrong
that's concerning
I do not find it so
do not further this conversation
How's your day
prebuilt I assume?
if you're in the US, could get something off of jawa
I found an awesome PC
How’s your day
Is your profile picture your cat
What’s your profile picture mean
Are you Ukrainian
Why?
yeah
?
Just wondering. Ukraine is awesome ❤️
not bad, just got off of work. how are you?
I sent it to him
What do you do for work
chicken manufacturing
That’s cool
ye
the team I work on specifically does a bunch of stuff including wings for Papa John's
I see. I'm from México. 😄
Papa John's is awesome
I've heard Coca Cola is huge there
Not many people have entered the dog contest 🙁
Yep, I can confirm that. Unfortunately we are one of the countries with the most obesity rates. 😔
Yeah it's very sad bro. Coca Cola is stealing your water source.
my favorite thing that the plant produces is chicken bites for Wawa
the spicy ones are so good
unfortunately there's no Wawas anywhere near me, so the only time I get it is when they do giveaways to the employees
What's wawa
American East Coast gas station/convenience store chain
Here we have Kwik Trip and it operates 24/7
we also have Kwik trip where I am lol
Where about
This Kwik Trip?
They're kind of high tier in terms of gas stations
I think everywhere besides Wisconsin and Minnesota it's Kwik star, but I could be wrong about that
Madison?
I do really like Kwik trip
good fuel prices, clean bathrooms
good coffee
decent food, bit pricey tho
I live near Green Bay but have been struggling ever since on SSDI. I've been in my head a bit.
Those on SSDI do not earn anything
It's a barely livable wage
I remember when I had a position and could be like "man I helped so many people"
Hence why I say extreme things
I'm secretly suffering
I have relatives on disability, that sucks. it really doesn't give you much
I've dealt w/ issues which have required assistance while in facilities and hospitals tho nothing huge happened
I do not mean the terrible things I say
That's not downplaying what I've said but you have to realize we make $200 in extra money
Per month
When were used to around $1000 of extra money
I've personally worked for Apple
If you need a way into Apple I could help
Did you leave?
Do you wake up late because of work?
Are you depressed
Oh
Mate is he okay
Do not ask that again
Was he or she banned
Are they okay
How's your day going
Mine is meh
I've been a bit hard on myself
Lately
Genuinely speaking I wish for nothing but love from family
I've been such a fuck up
Kinda wanna cry
Sorry to hear that
Meh
Thank you. Family is nice to me but I've needed to be nicer to myself but have had issues finding how.
Back when I was dealing w/ a lot of life issues I was screamed at, etc
By people
I've never acted terrible but wish my head could be nice to me
I apologize for my behavior here
you're in the razer server now. no need to cry, this is a happy place. unless you're crying tears of joy
Genuinely speaking I try to find happiness but my head has been negative for so long
what happens when you have two negatives? they make a positive. have you heard of those places where you break dishes? perhaps some mindless destruction could make you feel better, if you just let it out violently. either that or a violent computer game as well could work
Yeah I've tended to self destruct while wishing I could be happier
More respectful of people's issues
What’s that
It’s a cute mouse
no that's not the mouse. this is the mouse 
🖱️
Apple mouse
Did you know Microsoft has their own version of Linux
Deathadder v4 p
no I did not
They bought it but it’s called Lindows
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Is it late for you
1:36 am
12 am here
Nice
I don’t sleep at night
Real
Too much crime near me
Oh
Possibly the worst part of being online 24:7 is it create mental health issues
Uh yea I guess
I feel a detachment from the world but don’t have a ton of gas money
Do you work for Razer
no
not currently
no I don’t miss it
Isolation has been hard on me
At least you're by people tho
I suppose
are you okay?
I mean isolation has definitely created a lot of mental health issues for me. Even people in prison talk to people and I've had limited human contact. I live in a place my parents bought w/o much access to gas money.
If anything causes my lashouts, etc it's no human contact
It's creating the worst version of me
you dont talk to your parents?
There are humans whom can survive in isolation but I'm not one of them
create experiences with your parents
I've tried
i've been alone for over 13 years and im only 21
SSDI is not for the faint of heart
it gets better i promise
Why 13?
My brain feeds on human contact
You see things like streamers and to be honest I could never do it man
I-
My classmates abandoned me when dealing w/ life issues
Won't add on Facebook, etc
I was nice as a child
Then issues happened
Then I was nothing
There are multiple factors in what made me so mean
one of my friends x'd himself
Mainly having classmates I knew since childhood who turned their back on me
Same in High School
If someone read my journal I'd probably be sent to psych ward
So I do not
There've been journals that have been found and leaked
Depending on my mood I can anywhere from charming to wishing everyone were dead
Nothing hurts more than those knowing how fucked your childhood was turning their backs on you
Which (again) has lead to this side of me
Do you know what it's like to be around people during childhood the worst abuse years of your life
Then bam
They leave as soon as you deal w/ issues and ask for help
I've been in jail and in and out of psych wards
I've hurt nobody
understandable but you're a human. you won't truly be alone until you're in the casket. I know that it feels like it now. And Im proud of you for going somewhere for conversation.
At worst people have been hurt emotionally
I've been treated like an ant
Every single one of them
Left me
One didn't
I cried myself to sleep at night and contemplated suicide
Even bought an item
They all turned their back on me
Someone who has a disability whom didn't know any better
You have no idea how badly that fucked me up inside
The love of my life blocked me and treated me like absolute shit when I dealt w/ issues
This all has fucked me up so bad
This is why I'm so mean
I've done nothing to deserve life issues and every single person whom knew how badly I was hurt in childhood left
My sister told me to grow an ego about myself. You should do the same. Make your parents proud in the way that says you don't need other people. Let your mom know she created something that's here to stay for good no matter the problems you face.
I've dealt w/ multiple forms of abuse
God I want to cry bro
You have no idea how much it hurts to deal w/ things like assault then have those who knew your childhood turn their backs
Fuck
As if having $200 to my name isn't already bad
I've been hurt by people outside of family
I'm not even lying
They all turned their back
I've felt like nothing
Everyone becomes mad when I lash out
However nobody sees the pain
Nobody
It really fucked me up inside when they removed me on Facebook
I've been manipulated, removed, etc
No
I'm 33 years old
i got 2 dollars in my bank account brother, i've been sexually assault twice as a child, everyone around me is dying out
I know how it feels bro
trust me
They literally don't even care about me. They've blocked friend requests, etc. Every one of them is a soulless fuck.
I was picked on in K-12 for having a disability
Step back from people that don't want you around. Create a space for yourself in your mind where it's comfortable being alone
I've had people remove me on Facebook, etc and yes it's really that deep
After how I've been treated I'd never help any of them
good
The thing is they knew how bad my child abuse was and how much mental torture I went through as a child
So
I kinda come here
Say horrible things, etc
Because I feel someone would have a bond
That says more about them then it does about you
In terms of understanding my pain
When I lash out I feel I create a bond
Where someone understands a fraction of my pain
I almost offed myself as a minor
Sounds like you're in a storm of life
I opened a car door in a moving vehicle
I don't know why they had to all remove me like WTF
I needed them
The people whom understood my childhood meant so much to me
They were the only ones who understood "me"
You understand you the best though
The thing about assault is it takes away a side of you
Then
You're left in tears
Depressed
You try to keep those in your childhood
They're the only ones whom understand you
From the inside
Tho for me
I guess I never meant anything to them
That's why I'm so hurt and depressed
I've done my best
That makes me wanna cry
so slow down and truly deal with it. You may need therapy. It helped me out for sure
oh and listen to a bunch of music
whats your fav type of music?
I'm not a psychopath or anything I genuinely wish some of my classmates would've talked to me
To figure out why I'm so hurt
Inside
Did I upset you
Trauma changes lives man
true
You try to keep those closest to you in childhood
As they're a key
To your happiness
Tho as I said in my case I dealt w/ my own issues and they left
I have severe abandonment issues
My biggest issue is a refuse to get close to people as I've been abandoned
So
I sit at home
Crying, lashing out, etc
Did your childhood friends leave you?
yea but i stopped caring being honest
Thanks for letting me get this out ❤️
It really kinda fucks you up inside
Did I upset you
im good myself but if you need friends we're in razer brother everyone here are really cool people
My classmates were the biggest key to my happiness
Do you game
I have a reason for not trusting male doctors
Honestly
Even as a male
I was 18
I've been so confused about details to be honest
Genuinely speaking
This vent helped me a lot ❤️
No problem man
God bro I'd hug you IRL
Slow your days down and really think about who you want to be, set goals and try to achieve them
Is it weird I lash out due to pain. I'm trying to control it.
Not weird, but you owe it to yourself to find what triggers you so can stop it. I have panic attacks and have to repeatedly tell myself to chill out before i genuinely tweak out
I think after now I'll be happy. Thanks for letting me talk ❤️
Ofc buddy
Thank you for being brave enough to speak to someone about what you're going through. Good Job!!!
2 more days 🔥
for what
My birthday 🔥🔥
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busier than usual unfortunately. you?
Good morning!
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