#I am just defending myself
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So you haven't public stated that I left the telegram chat on my own but you keep on talking about lying
oi, whats this then
helo
Lets chill a bit guys thats not healthy in any proportion
Like i get both points and both sides may be overeacting just a bit
this tamil guy is .. crazy
Guys if i offended you in any way im sorry its just that i got a thing that makes me be more direct but please stop this discussion pls
arabic *
no offence taken.
I dont wanna be the reason for that mini civil war inside in here
Well I started it actually
actually you guys started it
how so
??
Oh hey guys sorry didn't see the thread
Hello
"The C guy have been asking how to make a model for a board to me. Like id ont know anything about development but you can just transform a 2d image in a 3d model and thats done right?
I dont*
Like i feel bad if i block him so im just going to give a solution to compensate that" thats were it started
@muted solar hey. Why you keep saying you left the chat when you didn't?
"Gonna leave chat!"
"im back with 20 more games"
no, that's not what started it
they were defaminig me and trolling me a bit above your message
My message?
no, his or her message
tbh u defame yourself in several other discords by yourself. i dont even talk much
such as the writing discord
talking about slave wage, that I scold people when they disagree with my games and don't rate it stellarly
Which one is untrue?
And what do they mean by scolding and what do you mean by scolding?
Also remember this is still a public space. Try not to devolve into swearing and shouting
u see? u scold me.
Scolding is an exageration nut i see passive-agressive on both sides
@spark void he got temporarily suspended due to this u know.
from another board game chat.
Tamil guy?! OMG
Urdu song of war plays in the distance
Then again I encountered similar things when giving feedback for his game
I would be annoyed on someone using imperative verbs like "bring x and y" or something like that
time to play his star wars the next destiny !! @muted solar i found you a new player!!!
Lol what does the urdu text mean?
Chasm in my heart
@muted solar Helenao would like to play ur star wars game.
Chasm in my heart, hole in my heart etc
I did a documentary in pakistan about the education system and nursery kids
Oh
I'm Indian by the way
Im not saying that its just i feel you guys are being a bit mean
That's my prime experience with urdu
That's very interesting to say the least
My little experience with Cal wasnt positive but also not really that negative
oh, which discord will that be? he apparently is in many discord channels
Secret
i use discord mainly to play TTS and other games with friends
Could you guys just ignore eachother maybe that would help
If conflict is the only result so why bother fighting
I blocked that guy a long time ago, don't remember why, but 100% justified as I wouldn't just block randomly
so I say ban that guy
- just my 2 cents
it’s a common reaction
also, it is quite obvious that the new guy has now joined to defend his lunatic behaviour
i think some ppl shouldnt talk as though they are on a high horse
not u but some ppl
so, why do you even bother
just block both and stop caring
Im not defending him as I already said he annoyed me
yep someone got on his high horse
But i dont think its cool to just fight him
oh, Reb wasn’t referring to you Helenao
and acted like an idiot
I'm letting him defend himself
Think he was talking about chasm in my heart
I'm talking about the account that just joined the discord today
what a coincidence
But also he keeps saying he left the chat cause it was too toxic. But that's a lie cause I left on my own when nothing was happening. Didn't want anything to do with him
yeah @high cipher i will suggest knowing more about the situation before you jump in and attack everyone here
it’s easy to be taken in by lies and one-sided accounts
@high cipher so how do you know our man of the hour?
Guys please just stop because that mostly doesn't have any good results on psychological matters
Met through common interests
I think you're right
Nah, nothing I'm aware of. I was going to start playing TTS but I had to refund for certain reasons. I'd be interested in knowing about board games from my region though
pax pamir would be one.
I just googled. It's amazing
note that both games are quite heavy and complex
recently there was one called bharata or sth
so if you’re new to bg systems i suggest going with some lighter games
I see. Thank you
Pax pamir looks so good I like the components
https://boardgamegeek.com/boardgame/503/through-desert
yep u can start wtih this family weight game that also has ties with your region.
and it has pastel camels. lovely.
this is actually a great community. may i humbly suggest not getting yourself banned just because you feel that calix has been wronged
will be great to play some games with you next time
Just ignore that topic i dont want that to start again (sorry for talking so imperatively)
yea you seem like a cool person who got just got misdirected
Camel up is great and light! Not suggesting cause its camels lol
let us know if you wanna join for some games. will be awesome to play some games together
Just saying now my schedule might be more open on friday/sat
Won't mind some light games after my recent whirlwind of work
I havent played but i did see some guys playing rajas of the ganges one time and it looked rlly cool
Its like a modded carcasonne with dice thingies
At least it looked like that
Oh sounds interesting
I think pax pamir might be too 'heavy'
@muted solar hey you still never said it yourself that I left the chat not you
we all did. it’s him who keeps coming back again and again
"even now, after I removed them from my life on WhatsApp and Telegram, they stalking, trolling and defaming me on multiple Discord servers and on Reddit too"
@muted solar
I asked you to stop talking to me on dm's on discord, and I left the telegram group on my own
funny how he makes a book just to defame me, and is accusing me of defaming him
I actually blocked you on discord at one point but you made a good point about not blocking to see what others are saying about you @muted solar
So I unblocked you so I can see when you are saying untruths like the above
what untruths?
Calixtus was speaking collectively
dude, it is because I see you in a fairer light than them that I message you, and associate with you too because there is a reason and use
what did he tell u. can u show the screenshot
oh.. so you are using him then.
Everything he has shared
He didn't imply it in that way at all
how would u rate his games so far
I haven't played but I have read through his documentations. I like his ideas at the conceptual level. I have seen Calixtus is looking for help with his games
many people in the discord, myself included, have rendered help to him for his games already
i have no intention of putting myself through that again, unfortunately
ok. il wait till you actually play his games then.
dat experience
I posted the text that you said
have you read the Book of Romance.
It's been on my mind to read. I haven't. Have you completed The Book of Romance?
" I masturbated at a much younger age, and I used the interaction of my bolster with my penis to stimulate an erection, then continuing on to orgasm. I would ejaculate tiny urine crystals as a child masturbating. But there was more to this affair with masturbation than all that. As usual, ruminating incessantly in any situation and given any circumstance, I thought of and an" -- Calix
jesus christ.
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1tLCw6DYZddM5VMlag1zMwVuMdQXR95jYr3cXyrW2mSc/edit
read it and weep
Greetings and thank you for picking up this Book, and unlike a certain series of books, I pray you do not put it down, for the very slightest considerations placed, the prospect of an opportunity for this Book to be purchased, demands an exceeding appreciation by me the author, for the gratefuln...
yes
You can find something similar in the diary of a Young Girl... Anne Frank's autobiography
belongs in reddit WTF
/r/WTF/
Urine crystals is a new word
I had to study it at school. But, Anne Frank's book and Calixtus' writing are different. I didn't really feel much for the diary that was taught at school.
People say the original was destroyed but I don't know about that
I think its cause anne frank had the event of the holocaust, german invasion, hiding in the attic etc. Had lots of unique and interesting events
its in some museum.
The original is in amsterdam in the anne frank museum
I think people will want to read an autobiography once the author does/experiences something notable
i tried to go for it but u gotta book. completely full for the next 2 weeks
--at my point of time
Bar is quite low too considering 'spare' by prince harry
ew
Lol not a royalist?
dont like prince harry and megan
megan controlling harry to a fault
Anne Frank's father also did a lot of editing of the diary to take a lot of the more personal things out
urine crystals is the word for today
Sorry my guy, I don't know... to be honest I had my first boner at 5 ish. I knew what it meant though. Had to keep it hidden from my parents.
I only masturbated at 11. I was struggling until then
Yeah, definitely was 5.
No one wants to know this. Thx
Y do u and calix think it is okay to tell the world about this
Not all boners are sexual
But its a strange thing to latch onto in a board game group
Mine certainly were lol
I mean, it's quite unique isn't it? 😎
Though in seriouseness, it's why Calixtus would only mention it in his book. It's an indepth journeying with the author, I would guess. Going into intimdate and explicit detail is completely fine imo in a book
@muted solar can u rewrite ur rule book pls
This chunk is one sentence.
Btw just curious but do u have an English name we can address u ?
Abit bad to keep calling u “Arabic guy”
Lol you can keep calling me that. Well... changed my name here now
Ty
He isn't arabic though he is indian
Oh.
That would mean some lenience are given in things like social interaction etc. I do think communication is important
Arjun is easier to say than .. squiggles
True... lmao
Sorry. Hahahaha !!!
Not a problem don't worry lol I liked it
So wasn’t that Tamil then.
Urdu
Oh ok
You mean the text in my name?
Urdu seems like Arabic. Yeh I can see how ppl will get confused
Yes. Same script was adapted to write a number of languages basically lol
Like how the Latin script is used throughout most of Europe
I am not autistic
The way you write. Ppl might think u r mentally challenged.
Take note I say “might”
Because if u think this is easy to read, absorb and understand then you are wrong.
Perhaps your English writing skills needs more enlightenment
Might not even be your first language
His writing is good though in my opinion. It's fun to read. With a technical document maybe there's need to ensure the details are understood clearly. Normal language has more ambiguity you can have... or have it be fine for someone to skip over what they can't understand
Well without regards to whom wrote it, its still quite a long sentence and for rules it'll lead to confusion during play
You need to take a step back. And re read it. I think your bias is affecting you
Can break down that sentence and what the rules are trying to say
Then rebuild it and try to be concise in the explanation.
Writing feedback == troll. I honestly can’t understand it
I suddenly see wooden tokens being mentioned. Thats crazy
yeah i agree. it’s a rulebook though. rulebooks are meant to be clear and concise
So it's a work in progress... just need to get that rectified. It is signficant yes. But user feedback should help here
He does have a lot of games
Over time he could improve rough edges, he keeps consistently working for this
Consistent work on a project u say ? U don’t know him at all lmao
I agree with the rest of ur comment s
Needs to be restructured and have things that are often referenced (like turn order, or when things are activated) be placed elsewhere.
That's why we often see keywords like 'play' or 'activate' in separate places for rules.
If things are always done at the end of the turn it could be treated as a 'phase'
But meh. He didn't ask for help so we should just leave it
“I made 20 new games today! “( with extra terrible writing)
Calixtus makes games quickly but that's to his credit, and though it's a clear exaggeration and joke you've made it could easily skew the picture for someon who is seeing, but I can't speak as I'm someone biased, inherently
Being able to push out projects, that's a win for anyone looking at self improvement
But what did you mean Calixtus doesn't consistently work on his projects?
Asking to know more
He works on one game for 2 weeks and move on leaving it abandoned, broken and dusty. This is why he have “20 games and more”. All with equally horrendous rule writing
Worst thing is he label those games as “finished” games. Most people will deem finished games as fine tuned , polished and published.
Then he berates anyone who doesn't have the same amount. Using it as a point to 'defend' himself. as if quantity is a goal and a sign of good design
I have never berrated anyone without the same amount
and you obviously have no idea what you are talking about
I finish my games in a week, not two weeks
because exactly that, finished, but I will continue polishing once the game is about to be released
according to you, you have more game ideas
I have never said anything about that
also, quite a few of the rules were written by other people
some that I hired
@high cipher
If you make a game in a week that's good right? And taking the time away on another project gives perspective
Though, only suggestion I'd add is adding a label to your game that says fine tuning needed, or early release might be good while game is still mostly finished
It could be overdelivering when you're making a finished game an early release. And then fine tune later and make a finished release
I distinctly you lording it over people. To the flavour of..
'I have designed 60 maybe 70 games, how many have you designed?
I have written books etc etc what have you done'
actually from what I last checked, I got 90 over ideas
Edwin went to my TTS server and vandalised it
Not the point. The point is you using it as it makes you better or something
could be 9, 90 or 900. still doesn't change the point made by marmoseth
thank you
Yeah. Before you ask for me to prove it. Just trust me. I left the group already due to this exact sort of behaviour so I can't take pictuies
easter egg game 6/10 for now.
- need more plays to remember all the combos
- abit luck. perhaps 60% luck or more. luck mitigated by remembering combos
- push your luck game. simplistic
- somehow not a very Tense game. doesnt really keep me on the edge.
gj @muted solar
I just made the comment of how many games I have made, nothing to do with anything, no agenda
ok, thanks for the feedback @hidden trellis, you need to try it with more people
i thought @twin jacinth the game lol
taught
oh yea and your game isnt complete because there are actions that cant even be executed (void) lol
so u cant say easter bunny is Finished. Thats a lie unto itself.
Really? You're going with that reason huh
Even when you were saying it out of agitation?
I just said it to put things in perspective
Explain
When you were arguing about things and you go 'well I made xx games, which is more than what you'll ever do yh'
Ring any bells?
oic
Not sure if @hidden trellis is still in that chat and can help fact check
he made a claim that he has played 800 plus games
wat
sounds like boasting to me too
yuhui has indeed played over 800 games
You just said you were saying it with no agenda. Now you saying its cause someone was boasting?
you have an obsession of me doing wrong, when these guys are committing daily inhuman atrocities before your eyes
no, not because it was boasting
I am not going to further answer this, please drop it
the reason is that they got me on the defensive, so I protected myself
u knw ur getting bashed on reddit
You didn't have to be defensive though. They were saying something about feedback and being better at taking it on
@wind vigil, you want to try my latest card game?
y u keep asking him this
first time asking him? actually
Is it dodgeball fantasy?
no
X-Men: The Card Game
so you interested @wind vigil
how do you know about Fantasy Dodgeball?
did I tell you it?
Why do you think I'd be interested?
well, you didn't answer my question, how do you know about FD?
You also didn't answer mine about you saying you left the group to escape toxicity when in reality I was leaving cause of your toxicity
I did leave the group
my toxicity? please man, please
I have done nothing in level or scope equal to these truly toxic people
you must be blind
I left before you did dude
Did you just ask to play games with you and call me names in the same breath?
calling you names? this is nothing compared to how Yh and Zachary, and Edwin of course, treats me
I am not calling you names, I am asking your conscience, can you safely say the things you did?
I can
We won't resolve because you're always going to default blame on others or not remember things. Which is why I think its pointless in trying to change you
change me, lol
But you talk about slander
I don't need your changing me
Yet you're doing it
wow, you really are blind then
okay. So you still not going to admit that I left huh?
Also talking like this but asking to play as well? Strange but yeah no thanks. Not interested
I didn't even know you left
Cool