general-chat

[rancid dome]

Immense aura

[plush bolt]

if it was blue lightning it means smart

[thick eagle]

So he has radiation poisoning too?

Or he stinks

[plush bolt]

red is angry orange is happy yellow is super happy green is dumb blue is smart

[polar spade]

Isn’t green for caring?

[thick eagle]

I'm pretty smart. I win against anyone at my school

[plush bolt]

no

[thick eagle]

I'm so cool 😎

[plush bolt]

nah ur aura's more green in color its not blue

[polar spade]

But Undertale

Caring, kindness. Same difference

[plush bolt]

no

[thick eagle]

Well my state is 50th in education soo

[plush bolt]

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/944103289111326751/1220312036492185633/togif.gif

[thick eagle]

50th state

Which is last place

[plush bolt]

u didnt say ong

[thick eagle]

Ong i live in Oklahoma

[plush bolt]

sorry ur not green enough

[thick eagle]

we moved up 🔥

Dream is to become a paleontologist

And im 100% leaving this place when i can afford to

[plush bolt]

paleontologist

like dinosaurs

[thick eagle]

Yeah

It's not just dinosaurs though. I spoke with someone and they said if i wanted, i could focus primarily in the ice age and do nothing dinosaur related

I like dinosaurs more though. The hard part is deciding if i want to work in the field first or study them first

[crimson drift]

when is the butt ghost in the bathroom from scp containment breach being added to scp sl?

[crimson salmon]

Gpo goo babies

[tough tapir]

!rep @rancid dome

[snow umbra]

You have just given @rancid dome a reputation point!

[rancid dome]

Late

[little dust]

-rep @tough tapir

[rancid dome]

Funny story is as a person with only 20 hours of game experience, I've went LAT > Medic > Marksman > Medic > SL

[tough tapir]

I just woke up

[rancid dome]

I have to lead a friend of mine with 500+ hours 😭

[tough tapir]

SL?!

[little dust]

Thats me

[tough tapir]

Noemi the secret lab

[rancid dome]

Squad leader dumbahh

[tough tapir]

No no, you're secret lab now

[tough tapir]

Also good luck

Squad lead isn't something I dared to try lmao

[rancid dome]

Always on that IGL position :(

There was one time I radio'd in the squad lead radio saying we'll do backcap and someone said they'll have me as commander

Broooooooooo

Same game as that Pyrrhic victory though

[tough tapir]

You are becoming King Pyrrhus of Epirus

[rancid dome]

Waaaaaaa

[crimson salmon]

Gray ancient

[eternal geode]

What if that one company rated SCP SL

Arent they like

IGN or smthn

What do you think theyd rate SL

[plush bolt]

prob a 10

[tough tapir]

goo goo berman

[drifting wagon]

[languid radish]

https://tenor.com/view/timeout-hecu-out-hecu-gif-3940123402248805904

[royal cedar]

Gay ancient

[halcyon niche]

ive come back to this game a few times over the past few years, i have like 37 hours and i still get lost lmfao. i'm convinced i'm a tard atp

[uneven goblet]

4000 hours and I still get lost so

[halcyon niche]

lets gooo

[uneven goblet]

I mean not as much as I used to but some games I’m wandering for 5 minutes confused

[halcyon niche]

me everytime:

i had a game as computer earlier today.. it was interesting LOL

[hasty summit]

Kind of a good thing though right?

theres never something you can totally get use to

so the gameplay loop stays fresh

[halcyon niche]

yeah, im not sayin its a bad thing at all haha i just get lost a lot lmao

[hasty summit]

there usually is a learnable pattern, whether it be prediction or you memorize and learn the maps, though I think they are seed based and not entirely something you can memorize

[crimson salmon]

Woa why are you leaking our secret

[halcyon niche]

i see, yeah ive noticed some areas are usually pretty recognizable

[hasty summit]

I think Light And Entrance are the most predictable. Entrance ESPECIALLY, but Heavy is the most random

[hasty summit]

But usually elevators connect to Armoury alot of the time

[halcyon niche]

yeah heavy is always a quest for me ahha

[hasty summit]

You can get an insanely good start in light and get out in less then a minute

[full mountain]

https://tenor.com/view/skeleton-running-past-gif-3044631603201692058

[hasty summit]

but then you can wander around aimlessly in heavy

[halcyon niche]

i guess i should probably already know this but as scientist/cd you start in lcz right? then you have to go through heavy to get to surface?

or do i have something mixed up

[hasty summit]

Scientist and Class-D Spawn in light yea, though Scientist have a way better chance at acquiring the tools to escape

considering you start with a card straight up and sometimes put in an area that has all the rooms you need

[halcyon niche]

yeah thats fair

[hasty summit]

i've spawned in a bathroom with PT And checkpoint next to each other

so it was an easy grab for zone

[halcyon niche]

hahah

[hasty summit]

those same runs are always screwed by heavy though

[halcyon niche]

every scp spawns in heavy ?

[hasty summit]

one day I'll get a good heavy spawn :(

[hasty summit]

every SCP Except 3114

but 3114 is a Special Event SCP

only occurs on Halloween

[halcyon niche]

oh sick okay

[hasty summit]

Wait r u entirely new to the game or played it back in the day and came back?

[halcyon niche]

I've played it a few times over the past few years but I've never fully gotten the complete understanding of everything. always have a good time tho

everytime I come back it seems like theres a lot of improvements done too like I feel like there was a huge graphics overhaul since I last played

or maybe I just played on low settings I'm not sure

[hasty summit]

I think this is one of those games that work better if you go in knowing nothing rather then actually trying to dissect it, if that sounds weird, then I'm not surprised, this game is weird loll

Basic info is definitely a must have but theres so many things to explain you might as well skip it cuz most would come with time anyway

[halcyon niche]

yeah haha, thats exactly what i tell my buddies when they ask me what to do "idk man, just go with the flow. you'll figure it out" I'm just over there in the same boat havin no clue haha

[hasty summit]

https://youtu.be/iA07J7khbGs

I'll recommend you an absolute classic of a video

its old

but gets the job done

[halcyon niche]

Bet I'll check it out here in a few mins, just trying to spam join this server right now. if there was one thing I could wish for it would be a queue system lol

[hasty summit]

ive only seen one server develop a Queue system, and that was Kitchen Island

but it's the AU Region unfortunately

So for most it's not the greatest experience but it depends on what you go for

[halcyon niche]

i usually just hop on to get some good laughs in, so many funny people in the community

[thick eagle]

Is avatar the last air bender considered slop? I saw your note thing

I just recently rewatched it

[quasi tendon]

🍐🍐🍐🍐🍐❓

[uneven goblet]

Hell no avatar is peak

I’ve seen it tho

(The original show is peak

[thick eagle]

Legend of Korra is good, but its just so hard to watch watch because Korra is genuinely stupid, she dates her entire team, and don't even get me started on leaving the portals open or losing connections

[atomic dragon]

[marble onyx]

Привет чат

https://tenor.com/view/scpsl-scp-secret-lab-scp-secret-laboratory-scp-interesting-gif-26890808

[languid radish]

https://tenor.com/view/timeout-hecu-out-hecu-gif-3940123402248805904

Silence greenrole

[tough tapir]

Sog permissions revoked

[royal cedar]

Already are

I'm not lvl10

Can only send stickers

[fickle ibex]

hi

[fickle ibex]

https://tenor.com/view/ar2-cat-gif-66781403647090075

[eternal geode]

evil

[shadow compass]

Are the flamingos still in the game

[rich yew]

no
but in 6 months they will be

[shadow compass]

I mean in the admin menu

[rich yew]

oh prob

[shadow compass]

Or do they remove them every year

That would be very f*cking tedious

[rich yew]

i mean if you can access skeleton you can prob access flamingo

[shadow compass]

Post Halloween update log:

-Removed Flamingo
-Nothing else

[twilit aspen]

where can i find crash logs for sl

any1 know

[odd jewel]

🫣

[languid radish]

No

[rich yew]

oh ok

[viscid wave]

Up at work and one of the patients just asked me "excuse me sir"

Sleeper agent activation

[somber raptor]

Gaycient

Anyway, fun fact: sometimes they dye rails white to reduce thermal expansion

[languid radish]

Congradulations youre a certified redline member now

[tame hollow]

Imagine not being one of the OGs of redline...

[somber raptor]

Did you not read the message?

[eternal rock]

my brain is wrinklier than a great great grandmother who worked in the sun her whole life

electricity shoots from my ears when i think too hard because of how smart I am

[river thistle]

oh

Nevermind

[gilded timber]

Unfortunately not, unlike 3114 (The Skeleton), Flamingos are event exclusive!

[gilded timber]

https://techwiki.scpslgame.com/books/common-debugging-steps/page/how-to-access-crashlog-and-crashdmp-files

[serene coyote]

where is my one thousand cassie commands for that

!crashlog

[snow umbra]

How to find your crash logs:

1. Press WIN + R, type %temp%\Northwood\SCPSL\Crashes, and press Enter.
   • If there’s an error, no crash logs were generated.
   • Open the folder with the latest timestamp to find the Unity Crash log and Crash dump file. Send them to tech support.
2. Press WIN + R, type %localappdata%\CrashDumps, and press Enter.
   • If there’s an error, no crash logs were generated.
   • Find the latest file starting with SCPSL and send it to tech support.

https://techwiki.scpslgame.com/books/common-debugging-steps/page/how-to-access-crashlog-and-crashdmp-files

[hasty summit]

cassie never crashes

[viral merlin]

cool ass fucking puppy

[toxic sun]

i spy with my little eye a femtanyl pfp

[raven spindle]

1

[icy flume]

Woah !

[rich yew]

uuuh trans rights!

• femtanyl, probably some time recently

[toxic sun]

[upper raven]

Fentanyl

[rich yew]

hi proot

[upper raven]

hai

[somber raptor]

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/557920490296049664/1342411848359612447/ezgif.com-gif-maker_1.gif

[rich yew]

i love proots
bc i'm a proot

[viral merlin]

anyone a fan of yaoi
- cool ass fucking puppy

[upper raven]

Relatable

[rich yew]

i love yaoi

• the gay proot with a femtanyl pfp

[upper raven]

toaster

[rich yew]

i love toast

i love my toaster bf

[viral merlin]

been to a femtanyl show once in amsterdam it was awesome
- cool ass fucking puppy

[upper raven]

So relatable

same

[rich yew]

my proot is uhhh
all shades of purple and black!

they have a cool nightshade flower on their visor

bc i like nature

and purple

[stuck thorn]

парни

кто знает где можно взять ▇▇▇▇ для скп сл

[past dune]

Jesus Christ

[somber raptor]

backend is currently down

[past dune]

Can tell

[prime bear]

Yall update yo game bro

[past dune]

Backed is down

[past dune]

Just take a look

[viral merlin]

Update is coming

[slender inlet]

delayed because uhh i feel like it tbh

[pale moss]

15.0 is this year yo

[royal sail]

It's still a long way off, 100%

[viral merlin]

not really

just be patient

[royal sail]

Yes, at least if I knew approximately what month it would be easier to wait

[upper raven]

Mines just

Black n green

[rich yew]

das cool
same colors as my bf's

[upper raven]

Mines white and black

[rich yew]

ahh my bf is just black

[upper raven]

Mine is shark proto

[rich yew]

same for me and my bf 👀
we're both thresher sharks

[upper raven]

Sharkies so peak

[rich yew]

we love sharks

[upper raven]

we ALL love sharks

[polar spade]

I heard Thresher and immediately thought of Barotrauma

https://tenor.com/view/barotrauma-tiger-thresher-tuesday-gif-12851323115450895423

[slender inlet]

december

[uneven halo]

[meager jay]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=52F2w3fVVOE i cant believe it

someone actually remade it from scratch

[strange niche]

Live Thresher Reaction

[polar spade]

Not the wiring minigame before you can open the airlock

What happened to the button?

[upper raven]

If i only had a group to play barotrauma with

[strange niche]

Beacon stations have a higher and higher chance of unwiring themselves as the difficulty progresses

Sometimes you just get incredibly unlucky

[manic bone]

its been 573 years since Constantinople fell...

[strange niche]

Sometimes it's so bad you're basically just hotwiring the reactor to the sonar and hoping for the best

[boreal kernel]

im 9 level yippe im actually progressing using setup

lots of level 5 armor

[serene coyote]

no way lucid online

rare event

[strange niche]

Can't believe lucid got demoted smh smh

[rancid dome]

I see there's something being reworked

[elder forge]

Yknow, I did want like sprinting view model animations. But now after turning off view bobbing, it feels more like some sort of singleplayer indie game like the Stanley parable but with guns and I think I like that

[serene coyote]

yea

[rancid dome]

Mod on Leave is showed separately now 💀

[serene coyote]

again

[elder forge]

Armed and dangerous?

Disarmed and safe!

NO MORE!

[serene coyote]

what

[elder forge]

Have’eth thine self played the game known as the marvel rivals?

[serene coyote]

you mean another gacha game that trying to be overwatch

[gilded timber]

Posted too many Cat gifs 💔

[rancid dome]

Gonna feel bad for them if they dont have the request off

[serene coyote]

manager again show as another role in member list

they hired new Lucid

another mushroom

[polar spade]

Oh I thought that was your ship

That explains why no one saw those Threshers

[strange niche]

My security attaché was mysteriously unavailable

It was planned murder I tell ya

[serene coyote]

another Europa Coalition trap

this means that you were thinking too loudly

about hight prices at the stations

your biggest fault

[strange niche]

From the amount of 'workplace accidents' I've been victim of, I should be getting suspicious

[serene coyote]

this is an issue

clowns' wire system was inside that sub

[past dune]

Who the flip is this guy

[strange niche]

The clown was whoever scrambled my character's robotic circuits

[serene coyote]

true

[serene coyote]

more arts

god bless this mod

[polar spade]

If its so secret, why is the Chaos Insurgency here

And there’s barely any labs in this so called “secret laboratory”

Should be called SCP: Known Facility

[strange walrus]

You are saying too much

[polar spade]

[strange niche]

The Secret Laboratory is below HCZ

[polar spade]

Nuke Room is the secret lab?

[strange niche]

Even deeper

[polar spade]

Pocket Dimension?

[lucid sand]

@past dune

need help

[past dune]

What's up?

[lucid sand]

basically i want to play scp game with friends but i dont know how to, i even created server

can u help me out

how can i invite my friends

[past dune]

Here's a full wiki
https://techwiki.scpslgame.com/books/server-guides/chapter/hosting-a-server-101

[lucid sand]

can't we just provide the ip adress so they can join?

[past dune]

It requires you much more than just an ip

[polar spade]

You have to host a server, then you can share the IP of that server for them to join

[past dune]

• port forwarding

Or rent one or play on public ones

[polar spade]

All your questions should be answered in the article linked

[lucid sand]

where u from?

[past dune]

It will take about 10 minutes to setup the server for a tech knowing person that knows what to do

[polar spade]

Strange question

[past dune]

Goodman is British

[polar spade]

https://tenor.com/view/homer-simpson-the-simpsons-close-enough-shrug-meh-gif-10808679178812735627

[lucid sand]

😅 actually i want to talk in urdu hindi type

[polar spade]

Don’t speak Urdu unfortunately

Do we have a localised server for Hindi speakers?

[past dune]

!langhi

Uh

No

!langur

Well

[lucid sand]

i can just manage dont worry tell me how to play with friends

[crimson salmon]

Goo goo babies

[past dune]

#partnered-servers

[past dune]

Have you checked out the wiki guide that I sent you?

https://techwiki.scpslgame.com/books/server-guides/chapter/hosting-a-server-101

[slow frigate]

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/1190651986803175504/1196535772455653568/b38f7f34-2b21-4cc3-b157-a824afccdc5a.gif

[polar spade]

https://tenor.com/view/jesus-ballin-mars-bars-gif-19910027

[lucid sand]

@topaz dirge

[lucid sand]

i checked

[past dune]

And?

It should answer all of your questions

[lucid sand]

what does mean renting a game

[past dune]

You can rent a server online

[polar spade]

You have the option to rent out an SL server

[upper raven]

So tuff

[past dune]

Or selfhost one yourself

[polar spade]

This is usually for public servers, not for people who just want to play with friends

[topaz dirge]

Please kindly tell us how we can play together in an easy way

@past dune

[polar spade]

In a private server

https://techwiki.scpslgame.com/books/server-guides/chapter/hosting-a-server-101

Otherwise, you both can just join the same public server

[past dune]

^

[unique hamlet]

.

[near crow]

me too

[rocky adder]

i am going insane

there is a truck pouring concrete or something outside and it keeps blaring the reverse sound

[polar spade]

Yell at it back

See how it likes it

[rocky adder]

it got quieter

you might be onto something

[polar spade]

If a baby bites you, you should bite back the baby
This is something my teacher actually said once

[copper lodge]

if my eyes run, red

[unique hamlet]

soo should i be conserned if a pateron support hasnt responded back

[past dune]

When did you open a ticket?

[unique hamlet]

Enulocate sopped responding after they asked for my email

[polar spade]

They’re probably working on it

Might take some time

[past dune]

Then wait patiently

Ye

[unique hamlet]

ok

[viral merlin]

cool ass fucking puppy
- cool ass fucking puppy

[velvet mason]

Swag

[tough tapir]

@shut canopy

[rancid dome]

!rep @tough tapir

[snow umbra]

You have just given @tough tapir a reputation point!

[tough tapir]

has it been that long already

!rep

[snow umbra]

You need to wait 1 hour, 15 minutes, 50 seconds until you can give reputation again!

[tough tapir]

ah

So I really was late

[rancid dome]

Game just ended

The Civil war match

[tough tapir]

Rip

At least it was only a minor defeat

[inner walrus]

At least you didn't lose very badly

[magic burrow]

you must have a nasa pc

[rancid dome]

We held up a single hab with no supplies for about 70% of the game lol

[rancid dome]

It's mid range, I'd say

gets 90+ fps on all the maps with Medium preset and no frame gen

[magic burrow]

yeah rtx 4080 is not mid range bud

[rancid dome]

When did I say I use 4080?

[magic burrow]

dunno

just felt like it

ever since the UE5 update the game is EVEN MORE unplayable

[magic burrow]

anyway what specs do you have

[rancid dome]

using the laptop

[polar spade]

Why do you have a graphic for that?

[magic burrow]

i also have a g502

but lightspeed

[rancid dome]

A small profile website I'm making

[magic burrow]

90 fps in squad is damn crazy

[polar spade]

I have a G402

[rancid dome]

just gaming

[tough tapir]

Just a heroic last stand with the boys

Every man's dream

[amber lintel]

Had one for a really long while, using a G502 now. Both are okay

[languid radish]

China fighting china?

What the fuck?

Did i miss an update or some?

[viral merlin]

cool ass fuck puppy

[copper lodge]

kinda disgust me

[magic burrow]

https://klipy.com/gifs/notbad-2--k01KRS3KMDAMN67SRRWZ57S2TFJ

[rancid dome]

Would you like to see where it's currently at atm

[polar spade]

Sure

I need to make my own site one day

[rancid dome]

Dont think it needs to be like a website or anything like that

some boring pdf I think is good enough lol

ohhhhhh

[valid silo]

have it download malware for the trolls

actually jokeware is better

[rancid dome]

Squad's taking a lil' too much memory for comfort atm so I'll boot it up after the sess

[languid radish]

What servers you usually play on big noum

[rancid dome]

An AU one

[languid radish]

https://tenor.com/view/timeout-hecu-out-hecu-gif-3940123402248805904

[rancid dome]

tf is that supposed to convey

[forest field]

Is that the HECU shotgunner?

[languid radish]

Yessir

[forest field]

Awesome aauce

Typo will not be corrected

[languid radish]

Idk i didnt really think it through

[rancid dome]

bruh.

[crimson salmon]

Goo goo babies

[polar spade]

Time out

[rancid dome]

I'm gonna time him out

[inner walrus]

https://tenor.com/view/air-groove-uma-musume-dragon-ball-gogeta-gogeta-blue-gif-9535327374474215033

[polar spade]

Can’t do that anymore

You lost your power

[rancid dome]

I have my own way

[viral merlin]

finally got cyproterone prescribed

fuck my testosterone

[somber raptor]

Holy grime

[polar spade]

Bleach

[feral sandal]

dude wtf

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/912097086093275207/1394384604634284093/JUcRBFbQ.gif

never post this shit again

for all our sakes

[somber raptor]

I never cleaned it since I got it 3 years ago

[feral sandal]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1500289978360533013/1508917169688150207/attachment.gif

[somber raptor]

Do you want a hundred and five keycaps?

[feral sandal]

no

[bold talon]

Congratulations!! :3

[viral merlin]

i feel funny

[bold talon]

You're gonna feel permanently different

[somber raptor]

Congrats

[midnight swift]

what is that?

i just opened this channel and was curious

lol

[viral merlin]

transfem HRT, nukes T levels basically

think spiro but less shit

[midnight swift]

i'm trying so badly to get estrogen myself

its just so hard

[viral merlin]

what country

[midnight swift]

Italy

its mostly waiting time

[viral merlin]

idk about trans healthcare in italy I just know I had to go to like a separate clinic cause the waitlists were too damn long

I mean can always DIY

[midnight swift]

DIY?

wtf?

[fossil nymph]

https://giphy.com/gifs/neon-genesis-evangelion-scuderia-ferrari-f1-4jLnXql75MW9cCDBjP

GM

[bold talon]

Antiandrogen & progesterone derivative

[viral merlin]

yea

[midnight swift]

I didn't know that lol

[viral merlin]

https://gif.fxtwitter.com/tweet_video/HEhgcKTa4AAzIbS.webp

[midnight swift]

how tf you make ESTROGEN at home?

wtf

[somber raptor]

No clue either

[viral merlin]

no like you get the meds from like gray market sites

[midnight swift]

you know the waiting list for public healthcare

[midnight swift]

OHHHH

[somber raptor]

Mhm

[midnight swift]

Yea

i know what you mean

thanks but no

[viral merlin]

fairs

[bold talon]

You can get estrogen online the same way you can buy steroids online

[midnight swift]

I have BAD experience from that which ngl

i don't wanna repeat history

[viral merlin]

except estrogen isn't illegal lmao

[bold talon]

If it's prescription, you're not allowed to sell it

[midnight swift]

like here the waiting time

[viral merlin]

You can get estrogen otc

[midnight swift]

i wanted to ask on the italian sub for trans people

but last few times i've done that

i got bashed for my ignorance

[viral merlin]

basically all birth control is

[midnight swift]

on how it works

[midnight swift]

Technically its true i could bash birth control (how to die)

[viral merlin]

do NOT

[cinder sapphire]

unless you specify in those things ya

[viral merlin]

too low dosed anyway

[bold talon]

Injectable/patch estradiol which is what you ideally want for HRT is prescription, so you can't buy it
A lot of contraception pills are OTC but you generally don't want to take them long term for hrt

[midnight swift]

and ngl dosing myself with estrogen without knowing what i'm doing its a bad idea

[viral merlin]

yea

[midnight swift]

but yea idk i wanted to ask on the sub if i was doing anything wrong

[viral merlin]

afaik it's still not like illegal illegal like testosterone would be

[midnight swift]

but i know i will get bashed again

[cinder sapphire]

dont do that

[tough tapir]

!re[

fug

!rep

[snow umbra]

You can give a rep!

[viral merlin]

gotta love reddit

[cinder sapphire]

people biochemistry is different then others peoples

[midnight swift]

no shit sherlock

[tough tapir]

!rep @rancid dome

[snow umbra]

You have just given @rancid dome a reputation point!

[viral merlin]

least helpful resource oat

[midnight swift]

Its just the only place i can ask

[viral merlin]

I did DIY for like a year and I'm fine

[bold talon]

I mean, testosterone is also readily available to just be bought online, no one really cares so long you don't try to cross a country with it or compete in sports

[viral merlin]

https://diyhrt.info/ helps

[viral merlin]

yeah afaik it's easier to get than estrogen atp cause testosterone is already readily abused by cis men

[midnight swift]

I have to do so much shit about blood test

like i have a full page of blood test

lol

[cinder sapphire]

I mean even that there is still health risk with that

I think it has to do with polycythemia

and what not

[viral merlin]

Best to have an endocrinologist who can tell you about the values but if you're at that point then you can probably already get HRT prescribed

[cinder sapphire]

if I recall correctly

[bold talon]

Also a lotta trans resources sell bathtub brewed estrogen for hrt, while testosterone is mainly made to be used as a PED

[midnight swift]

oh yea the problem with me or in general is that you need to prove that you are trans

[viral merlin]

yeah it's stupid

[cinder sapphire]

most organization just dont care government wise

[midnight swift]

the endocrinologist told me i don't look the "usual"

[viral merlin]

Some places just say like "if you're over 18 and say you are then we're not going to dick around you know what you're getting into"

[bold talon]

Ofc, injecting the other dominant sex hormone always has a far greater side effect profile

[viral merlin]

which was the case for me

[midnight swift]

which i told her, i'm shy asf and i don't wanna give out any details

[viral merlin]

helped that I was already on. diy for a year

[cinder sapphire]

ya but ya nothing is truly safe

[midnight swift]

because Be honest here people hate transfem so much

[cinder sapphire]

not even water

[viral merlin]

so I just said "dude I'm already transitioning" and they just told me "fair enough so do you want bottom surgery now or later"

and i was kinda taken aback

[cinder sapphire]

dna damage and ya

[bold talon]

You don't want to be injecting testosterone as a dude either without knowing what you're getting into either

[somber raptor]

By 'here' you mean Italy?

[viral merlin]

elon musk

[cinder sapphire]

^

[midnight swift]

yea (sicily)

[viral merlin]

have you SEEN elon lately 😭

[somber raptor]

Eh in the north it's a bit better but not much better

[viral merlin]

dude is so obviously shooting up steroids but putting no effort in to actually train

[bold talon]

His physique is caused by nuking his estrogen iirc

[viral merlin]

yea

[midnight swift]

we both know how bad sicily is behind

like with everything

so

and tbh even explaning to my dad was hard asf

[bold talon]

He has 1:1 physique of clinically studied estrogen deficient males

Otherwise TRT as an older guy is usually fine

[rancid dome]

Have you watched it yet

[viral merlin]

considering his best attempt at insulting the boys was to call the author gay and also homelander gay and whatever I'm like 99% sure he just has the philosophy of "estrogen is the girly hormone i don't need it"

[midnight swift]

btw for answering you, i kinda never needed it because i have like gyno really bad and its just fun ig

[somber raptor]

I know a tgirl (my ex...) whose parents are well... not really open to such things and she's... not that well off, just to say

[cinder sapphire]

I see a lot of people like take testosterone as like a form of work out thing and I am like what are you guys doing

[viral merlin]

wym

[cinder sapphire]

it is the same with people that over exercise

[bold talon]

The best is to have a balanced androgen to estrogen ratio, gymrats get this one

[midnight swift]

i know alot of transmale, and they are accepted so much

[midnight swift]

you know what gyno is?

[viral merlin]

escapes me rn

in my silly arc

[bold talon]

Other steroids are better to be taken preworkout than testosterone which takes a long time of regular use to show effects

[midnight swift]

its man boobs

[bold talon]

So is kinda silly

[midnight swift]

to put it simple

[viral merlin]

oh lmao

[midnight swift]

i'm skinny asf and have big man boobs

lol

so its kinda funny

[viral merlin]

man boobs always look like shit though there's a fundamental difference there 😭

[cinder sapphire]

but people still do it

[midnight swift]

I know but better than nothing lol

[cinder sapphire]

and I know that they def did not talk to their doctor

[viral merlin]

fair enough

[cinder sapphire]

or most didnt

[midnight swift]

i hope i do get estrogen

[bold talon]

Gyno specifically is man boobs due to far too high estrogen during puberty

So it's actual tissue growth

Not fat

[midnight swift]

and i should because i went to a private and a public so most likely i will get it

[viral merlin]

Might be worthwhile seeing if you can find a like private clinic or smth

[midnight swift]

they cost too much

[viral merlin]

cause public waitlists tend to take FOREVER

[midnight swift]

i'm dirty poor

lol

[viral merlin]

fair enough

I got most of mine covered by insurance anyway

we ball

[midnight swift]

We don't have insurance

[viral merlin]

oh god

[midnight swift]

its not the same concept as the us

here everything is free

[viral merlin]

over here the government straight up just gives you money to pay for health insurance if you have too low an income

[midnight swift]

if you call an ambulance is rare they make you pay it

[somber raptor]

You know what's a really stupid and lowkey hilarious part of Italian law?

Same-sex marriage is not legalized (however there are civil unions), and the reason for that is basically to appease both the religious and non religious people (civil union is kind of a middle ground between marriage and nothing)
However you can legally change your gender in Italy

Which means... a trans person can legally change gender and get married with someone of their same biological sex, however two gay people cannot

Makes total sense because I'm sure the religious people you're trying to compromise with who have an issue with gay people marrying definitely do not have issues with trans people 😂

[viral merlin]

with the sidenote that there's like an amount of "own risk" money so you might have to pay at most like 250smth euro for certain stuff

[midnight swift]

yea my doctor she was like they are visible and from behind some people even exchanged me as a girl because of that

[viral merlin]

Never over that though the rest gets covered

it works p well

[somber raptor]

That's one of the many ridiculous things in Italian legislature

[midnight swift]

I did law lol

and its really hard

[cinder sapphire]

there is something for every country

[midnight swift]

i don't know if this is a grey area but unlikely

[cinder sapphire]

like a dumb law

[viral merlin]

wasn't it the case in Iran or smth that they were staunchly against homosexuality but being transgender was like completely respected because of cultural reasons

idk if it was Iran

[bold talon]

PEDs as a dude is alright so long you're actually educated on every biological mechanism the compounds you use possesses and how to work around them

I am on multiple medications for HRT and I know exactly how each one works from how they each interact with specific organs, blood markers, cellular functions, to how it binds to brain tissue

[viral merlin]

Somewhere near the middle east I think

[cinder sapphire]

that is a tall order

you think every person will do that research

[midnight swift]

idk i think the best thing that has happened me in a while is being trans

i just love it

[viral merlin]

Men overusing steroids is always p noticeable though

[viral merlin]

being yourself does tend to make you a lot happier yea

[bold talon]

Kind of, there's levels to it

[somber raptor]

No clue but here it's not as radicalized there are still civil unions for same sex couples
But I find it hilarious that they do not allow same sex marriage because they want to compromise to not piss off the hard-line catholics, but they do allow switching gender

[midnight swift]

i just hope i can get it and yea then i will be super happy

[cinder sapphire]

most people overuse and dont do the research

[viral merlin]

had a friend whom idk if they're still here but they overused steroids a fuckin lot and it was like extremely noticeable in behaviour

biomedical student as well so

[cinder sapphire]

the general public I am sorry is kinda dumb

[viral merlin]

think they did quit after a while

[somber raptor]

I don't suppose you'll be there but I'll ask anyway: are you planning to go to Milan Games Week this fall?

[midnight swift]

bro i have 0 bucks to even walk outside

[somber raptor]

Fair enough

[viral merlin]

I never got the whole religious debate on sexuality and gender like

God doesn't make mistake and love is like one of the purest things on earth why the fuck would He make someone that loves "wrong"

or put someone in a body they actively resent

[somber raptor]

idk go ask the pope ¯_(ツ)_/¯

[bold talon]

All androgens have profound mental effects, usually testosterone is a clean, driven, confident, stoic, less empathetic, more domineering, type thing aka just very masculine, even in higher dosages, then you got tren which straight up turns people gay, psychotic, paranoid and gives the confidence to back it up

[midnight swift]

I mean if you take in account even some Christian philosopher they were deterministic so

it makes 0 sense ngl

[forest field]

Ain't he cool with lgbtq people tho

[somber raptor]

I don't know

[cinder sapphire]

ya

[viral merlin]

It wasn't regular testosterone that's for sure idk if it was tren or what

[quick knot]

He is

[cinder sapphire]

the new pope is

[quick knot]

It was funny seeing Twitter react to it

[viral merlin]

The current pope is chill af from all I've seen of him

[cinder sapphire]

hell the new pope hates a certain someone

[viral merlin]

Like genuinely

coolest pope in a while

[gaunt talon]

I remember something about the pope going against ai

[cinder sapphire]

because he is a lot more ..... ya

[twilit aspen]

couldnt you just change your gender, get married, and then change back?

[quick knot]

To be fair. The old pope did die immediately after meeting a certain someone

[viral merlin]

Yeah he put out an entire essay of some sorts basically declaring holy war on AI

Like saying it was actively depleting the human soul or some shit

https://www.vatican.va/content/leo-xiv/en/encyclicals/documents/20260515-magnifica-humanitas.html

[cinder sapphire]

no it does really ..... it misses up your biochemistry is such a way that changing back is ya

[viral merlin]

mfer called it a new tower of babel

[bold talon]

All medically used steroids like testosterone, anavar, anadrol, nandrolone either don't interact with the brain or just gives the aforementioned testosterone effects

Then you got stuff like tren and halotestin which makes people hyper aggressive, irritable, paranoid, go through personality shifts, etc

[viral merlin]

so. rather strong condemnations LMAO

[twilit aspen]

oh do you have to do hrt in order to legally change?

[velvet mason]

XD

[somber raptor]

The only law I remember off the top of my head is Art. 158 C.d.S.

[cinder sapphire]

it is a lot more complicated but some changes are permanent and no you dont

[viral merlin]

It's incredible some mfers will really inject what might as well be meth for what mental effects it has just to get buff so they can get validation from their fellow men

[midnight swift]

i don't remember let me check it

[cinder sapphire]

but ya some meds are def ya

[viral merlin]

how many women are actually into like overly buff guys

[bold talon]

Your body will be permanently altered tho detransitioning is something that happens tho, but you gotta be on TRT for life for it

[somber raptor]

Defines where you can and cannot stop

[midnight swift]

i've met more in obese people

than in buffed

in my life

[viral merlin]

yea

Like bodybuilder types always seem so performative 😭

[somber raptor]

I remember it because I literally once printed tickets to remind people to NOT FUCKING PARK ON THE BIKE LANE with the article written on it

[viral merlin]

Not that being jacked is a negative trait like strong dudes are hot but not when they're like

[cinder sapphire]

ya haha

[viral merlin]

as jacked as they'd be if they really were just going all in with tren and shit

[midnight swift]

nah i mean like i've met a girl she wanted a 300 pound dude

[bold talon]

Not everyone on peds tries to be a big muscle head, some are more for aesthetics like Zyzz

[midnight swift]

like idk what you like on that

[viral merlin]

I mean good for her damn

[midnight swift]

and neither i could get to that weight

[tough tapir]

I didn't find it on the one site I know

[midnight swift]

myself without wanting to like start doing something about it

[rancid dome]

WHATTTTTT

😭 😭

[cinder sapphire]

oh ya

I forgot to do this

[viral merlin]

also are both embers trans

damn

[midnight swift]

ig?

[bold talon]

Yurr

[tough tapir]

At least the one I used to watch frieren on, and some others

[cinder sapphire]

!maids @meager slate @tough tapir @runic wren

!rep @tough tapir

[snow umbra]

You have just given @tough tapir a reputation point!

[viral merlin]

are you uneducated

[tough tapir]

No I just cba to look up new sites after the ones I have been used to got killed

[midnight swift]

btw thanks for the method i might try it ngl

[viral merlin]

wwhat method hhuh

[midnight swift]

like its so bad my visit for the psychologist (2nd one) is like 21st of october

[viral merlin]

i have the memory of .goldfish

[midnight swift]

DIY

[midnight swift]

damn

i didn't think it was a thing

[viral merlin]

Just be careful with dosaging and avoid oral if you can

[bold talon]

Be prepared for brainfog btw

[viral merlin]

Estrogen on its own doesn't rly cause that many health side effects, bloodclots and such are mostly a problem with oral

[midnight swift]

ig?

[viral merlin]

Anti androgens and such DEFINITELY dose carefully if you use them

[bold talon]

Who's gonna take the bait and take the estrogen vial

[viral merlin]

cause they do have side effects

[viral merlin]

yummers

[midnight swift]

https://tenor.com/view/pyra-tea-estrogen-xenoblade-gif-26256251

[somber raptor]

We have 2 embers?

[viral merlin]

is it enanthate or am I going to judge you

[tough tapir]

@rancid dome issue solved I think

[viral merlin]

i fw enanthate heavy

[viral merlin]

yea

[rancid dome]

Real?

[viral merlin]

one is called ember

the other is called ember

[tough tapir]

Real

[somber raptor]

Anyway

||car||

[tough tapir]

diagnosis: orang

[rancid dome]

YIPPERS

[bold talon]

Cypionate

In grape seed oil so I can inject subq

[somber raptor]

Lol

[viral merlin]

Okay fair enough

[velvet mason]

I never remember which is mango

[viral merlin]

the non-red one

[polar spade]

How do you do fellow feedbacker

[viral merlin]

Always just did intramuscular

injecting at an angle scared me

preferred to just inject it straight in

[tough tapir]

mango

mango

🥭

[viral merlin]

@icy mica summoning ritual

[bold talon]

For me it's vice versa, I also got enough fat in my glutes and outer thighs to just inject it straight

[midnight swift]

btw i found out that in italy its not legal doing this shit so ig bye bye

[valid silo]

hey

[viral merlin]

kms

[tough tapir]

@rancid dome I'll vibe to Icarus for a lil bit more, and then begins the bandori

[valid silo]

not all of us are NW staff yknow that

[midnight swift]

fr

[viral merlin]

uhhh well ... if you order inside the EU customs won't get on your ass rightttt

freedom of transport and all

[midnight swift]

need to wait 4 months

<3

[rancid dome]

[bold talon]

I'm in the hospital but I got the news I am free to go Sunday if I recover at the rate I do :3

[viral merlin]

only ever had problems ordering prog from turkey which is fair enough cause it's mfing turkey

[tough tapir]

Hopital

[midnight swift]

ngl like the last psychologist i went she was like "yea no ok you are hella trans, i've never seen someone realizing so late"

[polar spade]

!icarus

[snow umbra]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/472407922228330501/906667136733286441/unknown.gif

[bold talon]

I got pumped with enough medications and life support I can bankrupt an upper income American

[midnight swift]

now the public one ig i should do the same

[bold talon]

But I pay zeeeerooo

[viral merlin]

me scaring americans by going to the hospital and not worrying about treatment costs

[tough tapir]

No idea what that's referencing but sounds fun

[midnight swift]

where are you from?

[viral merlin]

netherlands

[midnight swift]

oh cool

[polar spade]

Old SL Patreon joke

[bold talon]

Americans won't understand not even having to pay at the hospital

[plush bolt]

https://tenor.com/view/jacc-jacc-so-cool-scared-black-kid-black-gif-19028879

[polar spade]

What’s funny is that Icarus is now canon to SL

[bold talon]

I went in for an ultrasound 2 months back and I just went in and left, I didn't have to fill in anything or pay anything at all, no bill came in

[gaunt talon]

!icarus

[snow umbra]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/472407922228330501/906667136733286441/unknown.gif

[viral merlin]

cause I'm a student and not working atm I don't even have to pay for healthcare man the government just. gives me money and tells me "ok now go to a private insurance"

[polar spade]

Sounds like communism

[valid silo]

I remember telling someome from the states that I got my foot sprained and went to the hospital for it and they were shocked lmao

[plush bolt]

that woulda cost u 400 clams without insurance

[bold talon]

In Belgium you just have national insurance bonds, and you get the one of your parents until you work independently

[tough tapir]

Prefer this icarus
https://open.spotify.com/artist/17IDrizGUiveZm4P77Kkio?si=lvzGxQl0Qm-AegWubEIcAA

[bold talon]

And my job gives me every other insurance privately on top of it all

[polar spade]

953 breaking free aboard the SCPS Icarus and murdering everyone on board cause it got bored or smth

[tough tapir]

something something 682 in sl

something something

[bold talon]

My estrogen, progesterone and prolactin and any supporting ancillaries cost me exactly 0

[viral merlin]

you get prolactin prescribed?

[cinder sapphire]

you need to be thrown into the sun

[bold talon]

Yurr

[cinder sapphire]

!999

[snow umbra]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/488693307225014272/1284167557749932082/999dies.gif?ex=66e5a5bc&is=66e4543c&hm=117ef29b2688b4555731cc5ddcbc4882e58044d78485817d2fb2c8fd3436fb94&

[tough tapir]

Praise the sun

[bold talon]

I am off it tho

The mental side effects were getting a bit too much

[tough tapir]

\[T]/

[viral merlin]

what's it like isn't it just like exclusively for CENSORED BY AUTOMOD milk production 😭

breast

[cinder sapphire]

you will be like that movie sunrise or whatever it is called

[bold talon]

Yes and that's exactly why I wanted it

[tough tapir]

I only thought of Riddick

[bold talon]

Call me homelander

[viral merlin]

yknow what fair enough lmao

[tough tapir]

And that sun planet

[bold talon]

But it's the female pregnancy hormone, so it causes a bunch of weird effects

[polar spade]

Isn’t that guy a dictator or smth
(I haven’t watched the show)

[viral merlin]

homelander is a based american herop . called out the wokes...

https://tenor.com/view/homelander-laser-eyes-the-boys-antony-starr-trendizisst-gif-17944551246244314936

ik this doesn't actually happen but still

[bold talon]

I go up and down 2 cup sizes throughout the month, I get irritable, sad, angry, euphoric in the span of 30 minutes 24/7, my blood pressure goes wack, I gain 10 kg worth of water weight so my pants and whatnot stop fitting too, also long term cardiovascular damage is a thing too

[velvet mason]

https://tenor.com/view/omniman-gif-26206182

[viral merlin]

how the fuck do you fluctuate 2 cup sizes

[bold talon]

Also weird weed-level munchies throughout the day

[cinder sapphire]

nah everytime I think about the sun I think about this sci fi movie and how much it hurt my eyes (even if irl it wouldnt be exactly this/ science here and there is bad)

[viral merlin]

maybe i need to get in on this

[cinder sapphire]

nuking the sun to make it start up

[bold talon]

Where do you think milk is stored

[viral merlin]

prob milk production related

fair point

[cinder sapphire]

wouldnt work

[viral merlin]

okay so what you're saying is

[somber raptor]

Remember:

Riding shotgun gives you the right to snack off McDonald's fries while going home with the bags on your lap

[viral merlin]

i might go insane but my boobs will be big

[tough tapir]

I don't th- ohhhhh

oh that movie

[viral merlin]

i have much to consider

[cinder sapphire]

you would need so many nukes

ya

[bold talon]

Yesn't, if you want actual tissue growth you want to be on progesterone

[somber raptor]

What did I miss in the conversation

[viral merlin]

I am

[tough tapir]

Right I remember its one of those silly 'world ending scenario' movies

[viral merlin]

Preferably boofing it right

cause oral does fuckall lmao

[cinder sapphire]

ya some of the science is true like it would melt you alive if you get close to the sun

[tough tapir]

Yeah it helps not to think too deeply during those lmao

[cinder sapphire]

or ya

or vaporize

[viral merlin]

shark i need guidance i need bigger boobs

[cinder sapphire]

you know what I mean

[tough tapir]

Reminds me of one where they drilled to the core of earth to restart it or something like that

[bold talon]

I didn't notice a difference besides fluctuations

It takes a while tho, it's not something that comes in a few months immediately

[viral merlin]

yea ik ik

I just heard prog gets broken down in the liver

so oral is like

10-20%? bioavailable

[cinder sapphire]

it is also one of the only movies with Cillian Murphy

which is ya

dude is such a good actor

[viral merlin]

oh. less than 10%

great

[cinder sapphire]

28 days later, batman, etc....

[viral merlin]

went to the page for it as medication what the fuck is this

[bold talon]

Usually tablets are made using micronized powder

So it's more bioavailable

[viral merlin]

the OMP stands for oral micronized progesterone

[bold talon]

But ye all sex hormones gets destroyed by the liver

[viral merlin]

why people still bother with oral estrogen is beyond me

unless it's like 1mg oral estrogen daily prescribed because their doctor hates them

[bold talon]

Usually, you'd wanna megadose to just get the hormones in by brute force

But that causes long term liver damage

[viral merlin]

yea but 1. that fucks you up

yea

and 2. that's expensive af

just do injections or gel like a normal person

[brisk olive]

@plush bolt

4ked

[viral merlin]

gay legion

[bold talon]

Oral birth control is usually made of ethinyl estrogen

Which resists liver breakdown

Like in methylated oral steroids

[brisk olive]

canon

susie and julie are lesbian and bi respectively

https://tenor.com/view/wink-anime-anime-wink-peace-peace-sign-gif-4591493253734534270

[plush bolt]

erm wat the sigma

[cinder sapphire]

I also know if that actor is in a movie/tv show/etc... that it is going to most likely be 90% a good movie/ etc.... @tough tapir

[brisk olive]

and it was without iri addons

[cinder sapphire]

which is rare

[plush bolt]

ewww why are you using frosty eyes

[viral merlin]

doesn't chucky have a genderfluid kid

[brisk olive]

idk

[viral merlin]

chucky is an ally

[cinder sapphire]

most actors I cannot say that

about them

[plush bolt]

idk all i know is that the guy who made chucky is gay

don mancini

[brisk olive]

so chucky's an ally

[viral merlin]

https://youtu.be/hY0yixVg4T0?t=44

gendafluid

[plush bolt]

theres a chucky show?

[bold talon]

People don't want to inject regularly

[valid silo]

everything's a show now chud

[bold talon]

In Belgium tho, a nurse can regularly come by your house to give you injections

[velvet mason]

Or a movie

[bold talon]

I used to do that when I was younger but I started hating planning my days around the nurse

[viral merlin]

apparently

[plush bolt]

friend till the end... like dead by daylight dead bydaylight reference perk

[cinder sapphire]

......

[viral merlin]

It's like once a week man it's not that bad 😭

[velvet mason]

I wouldnt do that

[bold talon]

Fear of needles

[velvet mason]

Ive gone unconscious from needles

[cinder sapphire]

I personally hate getting blood drawn

[bold talon]

It's one thing being injected by another person, it's another doing it yourself, you definitely get an ick the first few times

[viral merlin]

idk it was never that bad for me

[cinder sapphire]

this but with blood work

[viral merlin]

except when I was like. 11 and broke my arm and the doctors had a giant ass fucking syringe for painkillers

[cinder sapphire]

ugh

[bold talon]

I inject myself and get blood drawn so often I low-key don't give a fuck anymore

[velvet mason]

Yeah especially when they cant find a vein

[bold talon]

I can inject myself with a straight harpoon needle if I have to

[viral merlin]

intravascular injection scares me

not doing that shit

don't need to either

thank god

[bold talon]

Those big long ones

[viral merlin]

IM is literally just

can barely fuck it up

[bold talon]

Pretty sure I got 23g needles lying around

[bold talon]

Kinda

[viral merlin]

o yea 23g is fineee

[bold talon]

Depends on the muscle group

[viral merlin]

what i used for IM all the time

[bold talon]

With the delts, there's the chance you can hit a major nerve

Quads can you give you terrible PIP

Usually ventroglutes are the best but goodluck trying to find it

[bold talon]

Overkill

[cinder sapphire]

ya just thinking about it is .... causing me to feel it. Fucking hate vasovagal syncope

[bold talon]

It's a harpoon needle

19g-23g are straight harpoons

[viral merlin]

got it when 21G wasn't available

[upper raven]

@midnight swift im tripping or this looks like your old pfp

[viral merlin]

i ain't injecting myself with 18G

das scary

[bold talon]

I use 27g

[midnight swift]

yes that was my old pfp

[viral merlin]

have you SEEN the size of those things

[bold talon]

For subq

[nocturne swift]

needles are scary

[bold talon]

31g for any water based stuff

[viral merlin]

afaik you need a lower gauge for intramuscular than subq

[bold talon]

Nur

[upper raven]

Hm wonderes cuz vid

[bold talon]

Usually you want something longer, which usually means bigger gauge

[viral merlin]

on transdermal gel now anyway cause I couldn't easily get injections prescribed

[tough tapir]

Yeah that's true tbh

[viral merlin]

cause they have fuckall stock lmao

[tough tapir]

Reminds me to rewatch peaky blinders

[cinder sapphire]

needles are fine for me. It is just thinking of it happening to me that I hate

[midnight swift]

https://zer0twois.strokinit.it/🐀/h0vzgqwj.png

[bold talon]

Also usually you use oil solutions for IM which can't pass through smaller gauges properly

[midnight swift]

this is the full image

[viral merlin]

transition goals

[tough tapir]

Maybe I'll do it on flight

[nocturne swift]

i just hate needles

[midnight swift]

?

[upper raven]

is this community drawn or u made it?

[bold talon]

Wait till I tell you the story of when I got stabbed with an used needle

[viral merlin]

transition goals

[midnight swift]

community drawn

i don't draw

i cannot draw

lol

[midnight swift]

ngl mine is getting into a dress

[viral merlin]

like by some random mfer on the street?

[midnight swift]

i have a maid dress and its perfect

[bold talon]

Yurr

[viral merlin]

That sounds fucking terrifying did you get tested for HIV and shit

[bold talon]

Yes

[cinder sapphire]

it is very specific or ya. That most likely wont do it

[viral merlin]

was there a lil bit of fent left in there

did you enjoy yourself

[cinder sapphire]

I cut open my leg before and I didnt faint

[bold talon]

My immune system is on another level after everything but yet I'm hospitalized for flurona

[cinder sapphire]

it is weird

but blood drawn def does

[viral merlin]

oh :(

hope u feel better soon

[bold talon]

I got out of the coma today with massive improvements today

And at this rate I can leave Sunday

Hopefully

[viral merlin]

@tough tapir go watch the new frieren season and tell me if it's good btw i haven't gotten to it yet

[viral merlin]

OUT OF THE COMA ????

[tough tapir]

Got bandori to watch first

[bold talon]

My job prevents me from answering this question

[tough tapir]

1,5 days of time left, then I'm off to Japan so no time

[rancid dome]

https://tenor.com/view/bang-dream-bang-dream-kasumi-toyama-gif-15991890

[bold talon]

I was in a medically induced coma for the past day and a half yeah because my lungs were low-key giving up

[viral merlin]

oh god

[bold talon]

So a machine had to take over my breathing

[viral merlin]

glad to see you're okay

[viral merlin]

you can have a lil bit of fent on the job. as a treat

[bold talon]

Yurr I'm glad I'm okay too haha thank you c:

[tough tapir]

Wait true

it is friday in california

shoot!

[bold talon]

Low-key could've voiced 106 with how my breathing was sounding

[rancid dome]

!!

[bold talon]

Just a little bit of this and a little bit of that

[tough tapir]

That's a quote in some game but I can't place it

[bold talon]

But yeah tweakers in Brussels are a whole different breed

[bold talon]

Skyrim

[viral merlin]

everyone knows meth is meta in the high on the job field