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warm summit
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a very mainstream dark one is hurt, nine inch nails, the johnny cash cover is equally as dark too

clever apex
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I dont use Spotify lol

slow gulch
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Doesn't mean you can't look at it, right?

twin oyster
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I will listen to it >:3

slow gulch
warm summit
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oh and i will walk 500 miles and i will walk 500 more just to be that man who walks a thousand miles to end out at your door!

clever apex
twin oyster
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I don’t have premium anymore so it kinda does it on it own

slow gulch
warm summit
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its hard to say

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theres a lot about hurting yourself

twin oyster
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I need premium again ahhh

warm summit
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but theres more than just that

clever apex
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You can DM it if you want

warm summit
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its a very complex song

slow gulch
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The NIN could very well be about addiction. That's how I see it

warm summit
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and honestly i dont feel like writing an essay rn...

slow gulch
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Mostly the consequences of addiction

clever apex
warm summit
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for a solid 14 years of my life i didnt know that bohemian rhapsody was about ||offing yourself||

slow gulch
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The Johnny Cash cover feels...different.

twin oyster
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Tbh music helped me write a script that i now deleted lol

twin oyster
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And it was like 21 pages long

warm summit
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the music video is also destroying

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its just a masterpiece honestly

clever apex
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The absolute darkest songs i can think of rn are Angel Of Death from Slayer, Falling Away From Me from Korn, and also Daddy from Korn

warm summit
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its really dark

slow gulch
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I gotta say. A perfect circle and TOOL helped me get through high school. I was going through a lot of shit back then, and the emotions in the music helped soothe me. Made me feel like someone understood me

twin oyster
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Daddy

clever apex
slow gulch
twin oyster
clever apex
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Angel Of Death from Slayer tho is also pretty dark

twin oyster
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And not drop out

slow gulch
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Y'all wanna cry?

twin oyster
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Yes

clever apex
twin oyster
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Even though i cry very often fast

warm summit
twin oyster
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I am very emotional

clever apex
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Its pretty hard to make me cry lol

slow gulch
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Haha too bad

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“A Singularity (Re-Imagined by Carina Round)" from the Existential Reckoning: Re-Wired album (available March 31 via Puscifer Entertainment/Alchemy Recordings/BMG; Pre-order https://puscifer.lnk.to/ReWired). The footage was shot and compiled by Maynard James Keenan.

Maynard: "On Oct 7th, 2021, I lost my Muse. Deadly Little MiHo lost her 2 year ...

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warm summit
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i never cry at anything tbh

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tism moment

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apart from my own emotions^

clever apex
slow gulch
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I cry internally. Yay trauma

warm summit
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im one of those people who heres something said and then has to spend the next 5 minutes fighting the smile that just plastered itself across my face

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like

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the comfort response

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i need to find the name of that

slow gulch
clever apex
twin oyster
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Crap

warm summit
twin oyster
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Nop i won’t watch it

clever apex
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Lol

warm summit
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man hurt is such a good song

twin oyster
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I am already close to cry

warm summit
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i put it on and like

twin oyster
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And it was just the first minute

warm summit
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this song just does things to me that i cant comprehend

slow gulch
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Maynard is such a wonderful vocalist

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He does a wonderful job conveying how he feels and how he wants his listeners to feel

warm summit
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anybody watched game of thrones?

clever apex
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Idk who that is

twin oyster
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Okay maybe i should tell that the topic of lost isn’t something i can cope

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And never really learned to handle at all

slow gulch
# clever apex Idk who that is

Maynard James Keenan is the lead singer of A Perfect Circle, TOOL, and Puscifer. He is also a comedian, actor, and wine maker

clever apex
slow gulch
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TOOL is from the early 90s

clever apex
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Ik what the band is 💀

slow gulch
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And not really all that mainstream either

warm summit
# warm summit anybody watched game of thrones?

theres a song in game of thrones which is called "The light of the seven" and it is played throughout the entirety of the final episode of season 6 (bad season i know) and the way that plays with the events that happen is amazing

slow gulch
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They took off during the grunge era

twin oyster
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UwU

slow gulch
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After that, Maynard started a new band sometime in the early 2000s called A Perfect Circle. More alt rock than grunge metal. A more feminine counterpart to TOOL. Then came Puscifer, a band Maynard made for more personal stuff

clever apex
slow gulch
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I admire the man. I really do. He's very talented.

warm summit
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take me out by franz ferdinand is a really good song thats less dark but it still talks about self worth in a way

clever apex
slow gulch
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That is

warm summit
slow gulch
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Debatable

clever apex
twin oyster
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Sorry that i asked that but how did this topic came up?

clever apex
warm summit
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yeah...

slow gulch
# clever apex Any singer is pretty talented

Red Dress (Official Music Video)

Directed, Produced, Choreographed & Edited by Sarah Brand
Director of Photography: Gordon Gronbach
Production Assistants: Daoyue Zhai, Antony Mikallou
Makeup: @inspired_by_somia

Special thanks to Saint Michael at North Gate Church, Oxford.
Special thanks to all of the actors and extras for participating.

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warm summit
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he used to be alright

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but his voice aged AWFULLY

slow gulch
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Please try to make it through the whole thing and tell me she's a talented singer

clever apex
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Metal vocalists are (usually) pretty talented tbh

warm summit
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it takes a lot of talent to do those screams

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do not listen to the haters

clever apex
clever apex
slow gulch
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Screaming improperly can damage your vocal cords really bad

warm summit
clever apex
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Chris Barnes 💀

twin oyster
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Mongolian throat music is also very cool

warm summit
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i actually prefer the altai stuff tbh

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they have some really good folk songs

clever apex
slow gulch
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I will listen to almost anything depending on my mood

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almost

clever apex
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I listen to mainly rap and metal

slow gulch
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I'm becoming a bit more picky with my music as I get older

warm summit
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the world is a vampire!

clever apex
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Lol

warm summit
clever apex
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Huh?

warm summit
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smashing pumpkins

slow gulch
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It's always good to expand your tastes in music

warm summit
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bri'ish band

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the song is called uh

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bullet in a butterfly wing

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or something

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bullet with butterfly wings

slow gulch
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I really, really wish that I could remember some of the things I played in band. The only song I remember is Quad City Stomp

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It was so fun to play on trombone

clever apex
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One metal band i will admit im enjoying a bit more now actually is Alestorm 💀

slow gulch
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But with the whole band playing LETSFUCKINGO

warm summit
slow gulch
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I used to

twin oyster
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I used to play on a keyboard

slow gulch
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I haven't played since middle school

warm summit
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ive always wanted to play trombone

clever apex
twin oyster
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I still have my keyboard

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Maybe i should learn it again

clever apex
warm summit
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i play piano and drums but i want to branch out of percussion

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maybe violin

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apparantly the hardest instrument

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so always worth a shot

twin oyster
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Yeah

clever apex
slow gulch
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Learn an instrument while you're still young. It's easier

warm summit
twin oyster
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Tbh i lack of dedication

slow gulch
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Hmm

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At this point you would have to hire a tutor

twin oyster
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If i not constantly surrounded myself

clever apex
warm summit
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momentarily going back to the dark songs, i feel like people forget that in down with the sickness its implied that he kills his abusive mother...

slow gulch
warm summit
warm summit
slow gulch
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Instruments are extremely expensive

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Even if you want to rent one

twin oyster
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Hey practice makes perfect

clever apex
warm summit
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im so glad my piano was a passed down piano

twin oyster
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So maybe i should just tap some keys and get a good feeling

warm summit
clever apex
warm summit
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big meme

warm summit
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youre out of luck

clever apex
slow gulch
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People with ADHD tend to be more physical learners

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We're more hands on

warm summit
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drums

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is the perfect

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instrument

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for adhd

clever apex
clever apex
twin oyster
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Drums are cool

warm summit
# warm summit for adhd

virtually no music theory (there is a lot of theory but you dont NEED it like for most instruments)

twin oyster
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But need so much space

slow gulch
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You also need to learn how to read music

warm summit
slow gulch
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<-- can't read music for their life

warm summit
clever apex
warm summit
warm summit
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it only takes a week or two

clever apex
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In terms of general readimg, i can read way faster than i can sing a song

slow gulch
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Oh I mean reading music notes

warm summit
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reading notes on a sheet is a lot harder than normal reading though tbh...

slow gulch
twin oyster
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I know some

warm summit
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all cows eat grass - piano

clever apex
warm summit
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other than that its not particularly taxing

twin oyster
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But tbh i like music more when i hear it i can easily repeat repetitive patterns

slow gulch
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We started to learn how to read music in elementary school. Not sure if things have changed in the past two decades

warm summit
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the hardest part of drums is easily the feet

slow gulch
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Start with a recorder and go from there

clever apex
warm summit
twin oyster
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I can remember we did and we even coverd a whole song

clever apex
warm summit
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we had to do video killed the radio star it was AWFUL

clever apex
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💀

twin oyster
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I love that song

warm summit
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owa owa i met your children

that lyric haunts me to this day

twin oyster
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We could choose what song we want to play

slow gulch
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I do not want to remember any of school right now blobsmoke

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I had a stress dream about school this morning. I graduated in 14'

twin oyster
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Then we choose from the options we got

warm summit
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👍

clever apex
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If i had a band in school and we had to preform a song, id choose Suffer The Children from Napalm Death just to freak everyone out lol

twin oyster
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My music lessons was all over the place

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Mostly because i was switching school

warm summit
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and then i got shouted at for playing harder songs that i had memorised because that also wasnt acceptable

warm summit
slow gulch
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Off topic

clever apex
slow gulch
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They'll be 3 weeks on Monday

twin oyster
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The last two years was music lessons just listening to music

warm summit
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we have nursery, primary school, secondary school, college/sixth form/apprenticeship, uni

twin oyster
warm summit
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never look away

twin oyster
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Sooooooo cute cute cute

warm summit
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it might be dead and alive at the same time...

clever apex
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Lol

slow gulch
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My username came from me asking a bot in another server if I were a bee or honey. It got stuck in loading land and never replied

twin oyster
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They are soooo cute and the mother also extremely mega cute

clever apex
slow gulch
warm summit
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cat with love: >:(
cat with cheese: :)

twin oyster
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Awww such a cute story i wish i had cats

clever apex
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I cant have cats

slow gulch
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She was so skinny. This was about three months ago

twin oyster
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Ohhh yeah she really was

clever apex
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I probably wouldnt be allowed to save any cats here 😔

warm summit
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why not

clever apex
twin oyster
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Throw a slice of cheese on her forehead >:3/j

clever apex
warm summit
slow gulch
warm summit
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yeah thats not great

warm summit
slow gulch
clever apex
twin oyster
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Awwwwwwwww

warm summit
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btw i have this cool gif to show you guys

slow gulch
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My other cat brings me dead spiders and crickets on the regs

warm summit
twin oyster
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XD

clever apex
twin oyster
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I hate mixing foods

warm summit
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while theyre still alive

slow gulch
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I could show y'all something worse, but I can't

twin oyster
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:0

warm summit
clever apex
warm summit
twin oyster
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That is what i do when i am bored on my Croatian lessons and do random bulcrap in google translate

slow gulch
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My body likes to grow tumors apparently. I have a picture of a teratoma I had removed(with the ovary still attached), and a myxoma I also had removed(it grew in my mouth so there are teeth still attached)

twin oyster
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Yeah i learn Croatian because why not

clever apex
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Schools teach that?

warm summit
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wooo go to croatia the most unstereotyped place in the balkans and THATS SAYING SOMETHING

twin oyster
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No i learn it on my own

clever apex
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Idk where Croatia or the Balkans even are

slow gulch
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Oh I do have an X-ray of my mouth post tumor removal. That should be safe for here

twin oyster
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Europ

warm summit
slow gulch
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Let me just

clever apex
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Ah

twin oyster
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I could go to the femboy country

clever apex
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Only eastern Europe we learn about is Russia 💀

warm summit
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💀

slow gulch
warm summit
twin oyster
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They all hate each other there

clever apex
warm summit
clever apex
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How

slow gulch
warm summit
slow gulch
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Cause some people get squeamish around that kind of thing

twin oyster
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Kosovo

clever apex
twin oyster
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Serbia

slow gulch
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Oh the tumor?

warm summit
slow gulch
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It's gone. That's long after it got removed.

clever apex
slow gulch
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I have a huge chunk of my jaw missing now

twin oyster
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North macedonia, greece

warm summit
clever apex
slow gulch
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Where the gap is

warm summit
clever apex
twin oyster
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Yeah okay that’s true but still

warm summit
clever apex
twin oyster
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Yeah

warm summit
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bit of an outlier but still balkan none the less

twin oyster
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And for most countries the end of the balkan

slow gulch
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Here is a CT scan before it was removed

clever apex
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But isnt Greece in the south

warm summit
warm summit
twin oyster
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It’s not clear determined what even in the Balkan Peninsula is or not

clever apex
clever apex
twin oyster
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Some even include türkiye

warm summit
slow gulch
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I now have a hole between my nose and cheek sinus.

warm summit
twin oyster
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And romania

clever apex
warm summit
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if you ask a balkan person

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so

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i trust that tbh

twin oyster
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Romania says something else

slow gulch
twin oyster
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Even hungary

warm summit
clever apex
warm summit
twin oyster
warm summit
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all of the balkans is complicated

slow gulch
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I'm more prone to sinus infections for one. Any snot or other discharge that's in my nose now goes directly into my mouth, and vise versa

twin oyster
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Like germany made a government document about it and even they stated tbe complexity

warm summit
twin oyster
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Btw the government document was easy to find online and has some weird forms

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I still don’t know why the person who formulated it used die balkan

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Then sometimes write der kosovo

slow gulch
warm summit
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the balkan

twin oyster
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Yeah

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But we have three forms

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Der die das

warm summit
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oh thats confusing

twin oyster
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Der is masculine

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Die is feminin

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Das is neutral

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Der tish

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Die blume

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Das auto

warm summit
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i like die then

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💯

twin oyster
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XD

twin oyster
warm summit
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me when the, when the toxicity by system of a down comes on

twin oyster
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I

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Ii

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I like how some german words are even in Croatian

warm summit
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theres a lot of words that cross over with european languages

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because of the origins of the languages

twin oyster
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Germanic

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Most are germanic

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Even english

warm summit
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one of the reasons why hungarian is so hard is just because, hungarian doesnt give two shits about other languages

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lol

slow gulch
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Meanwhile the English language is just everything

warm summit
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everything with a splash of nationalism

slow gulch
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Correct

twin oyster
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Yes and awesome

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I love english

warm summit
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the english language

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is incredible

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it sucks though

twin oyster
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It has no rules

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That is kinda icky

warm summit
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shakespeare moment

twin oyster
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Tbh i hate how often i give up when i learn

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I tried learning kanshji

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And gave up for no reason

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Like once i was like don’t feel it boom never touched again

warm summit
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i really wish i never gave up on ballet and swimming

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when i did those i was ripped

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:(

slow gulch
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Lmao. Use the word "lead" in a sentence. You have to use the right one

twin oyster
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What

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Now i am confused

slow gulch
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Exactly

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Because lead is one of those words that means three different things

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Lead, as in the element. Lead as in "I'm leading you somewhere", the past tense like "I lead you there"

twin oyster
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Trash

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UwU

warm summit
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Lead lead

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two different words

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:P

twin oyster
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I drink lean

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:3

warm summit
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i eat lead paint

slow gulch
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Or read

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I can either read a book, or I've read that book

twin oyster
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Man they should add a past tense

warm summit
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dyslexic people when someone writes about a book they read (me fr)

slow gulch
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And there are rules with to, too, and two

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If you use to or too, you have to put the number two

warm summit
slow gulch
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Because English

twin oyster
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Blub

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My head says this is too much

warm summit
twin oyster
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I hope i now wrote it correctly

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AHHHH

warm summit
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used to be bananas

slow gulch
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Well

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You did

twin oyster
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For some reason my is full of swear words

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Or empty

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Then space out

slow gulch
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Because to you should use in the content of like..."I would like to go to the store"

warm summit
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the unshakable urge to say the beans

slow gulch
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And too is "Oh I would like too!"

twin oyster
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Alright i wonder when i forget it

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Probably soon

slow gulch
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Also right and wright

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Sound the same, but they're spelled in a different way

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I fucking hate the English language with a passion

twin oyster
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Better than German

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With way too many rules

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And you can’t just write every single word small

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Apparently just writing the first letter and names big is wrong

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There different time forms and depending what the person was doing if he was alone or not

slow gulch
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Sounds pretty standard for most languages

twin oyster
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And so on and on

twin oyster
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Wait i mean just

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16

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Ohh wait i also forgot den and dem

slow gulch
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This brings me back to Spanish class midlife_crisis

twin oyster
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And that’s just the basic grammar

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Ahhhhh

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And we didn’t even talked about formel and standard

slow gulch
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As a kid I had some developmental delays. It made learning even basic English extremely difficult

twin oyster
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I still have it

slow gulch
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Having ADHD and undiagnosed ASD didn't do me any good

twin oyster
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I am slow

slow gulch
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I'm slow with topics I don't care for

twin oyster
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Also i was half deaf for way too long

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Like till i was 8

slow gulch
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Premature gang?

twin oyster
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I was completely deaf on one ear

slow gulch
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Don't know if I want to knit or play pokemon

twin oyster
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If i am in such Moment i think about it so long and then don’t do anything of them

slow gulch
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I mean it's one of those two activities or pass out because I'm not doing something that's keeping my brain somewhat active

clever apex
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Huh?

twin oyster
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That’s why i always have a video of something playing in the background

twin oyster
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And not only because my head goes extremely wild when i don’t have it do something

slow gulch
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Autism spectrum disorder

clever apex
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Ah

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I fall under the autism scale/spectrum

slow gulch
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Yup

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ADHD falls under it too, but has such specific characteristics it can be diagnosed

clever apex
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Could only hear out of one ear?

twin oyster
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Yeah

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So i needed ear plugs when i was very young

clever apex
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I needed earplugs most of my life cause i couldn't go underwater

slow gulch
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I think they mean a hearing aid

twin oyster
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Ohh

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Silly me

clever apex
slow gulch
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That's alright. Going to assume English isn't your first language

clever apex
twin oyster
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That’s correct

clever apex
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Then what is your first language

twin oyster
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Hmmmm

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German maybe

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Yeah it’s german

clever apex
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NEIN

twin oyster
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Ja

clever apex
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do you happen to have a funny mustache?

twin oyster
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What

slow gulch
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Don't go there

warm ether
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Nomkenons

twin oyster
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Cool

clever apex
warm ether
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What to do next?

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It's pokemon but 3x3

twin oyster
twin oyster
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And tbh i am tired to hear that cliche

clever apex
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Oh want me to make fun of Russian guy with funny stache instead?/j

twin oyster
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Stalin

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Hm

slow gulch
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How about we don't talk about dictators who have done horrible things

twin oyster
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The only communist that wasn’t cruel was marx

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And i think the luxembourgs

clever apex
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Also i did mention the Holocaust a few times lol

twin oyster
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I read the communist manifesto

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Was a good book

clever apex
foggy fractal
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@twin oyster You see the movie version?

slow gulch
twin oyster
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Why?

clever apex
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Why?

slow gulch
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You should have learned about some of these topics in history class

clever apex
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I learned it last year tho

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Is that a bad thing?

slow gulch
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No.

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Just..I feel like you should know more

clever apex
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Why

slow gulch
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My school taught us a lot about the crimes committed not only by Germany, but other countries as well during the world wars

clever apex
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Oh yea. Nanjing...

twin oyster
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I mean marx communist manifesto was written before ww1

slow gulch
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But you should read Night by Elie Wiesel

clever apex
slow gulch
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A lot of the things in that book still haunt me till this day.

twin oyster
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While the Luxembourgs did their own take on it shortly before ww1 and got chased for it

clever apex
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One thing i do know i learned about that my parents didnt was Pol Pot

slow gulch
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Reading is wonderful. I don't do much reading now, but it was a good way to escape my reality.

clever apex
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Reading is boring to me

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I can read fast, but i just hate reading

slow gulch
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The book I recommend is more than just a book

clever apex
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Then what is it

slow gulch
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It's a memoir.

clever apex
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Yea im still not reading it

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Not only do i not like stuff about war (besides songs obviously), i just dont like to read at all

slow gulch
clever apex
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What

slow gulch
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Not to sound like an old fuddy duddy, but a lot of kids your age hate reading for some reason

clever apex
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Yea cause its legitimately boring

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Also probably cause we're forced to do it

slow gulch
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It's not though

clever apex
twin oyster
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I read sometimes

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I like Reading

slow gulch
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Reading is nice. It's good for your brain. Good for your imagination

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I mean for those who can actually "see" images in their mind

twin oyster
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I love to wander off

clever apex
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Only reading i do really is the reading i have to do to do things like write and type

twin oyster
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And be in that world

clever apex
twin oyster
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Even though i always have a problem if they are a bit unclear where the characters are

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Or in what position that would make sense

clever apex
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Reading to me is just a whole bunch of useless bs that's also boring

slow gulch
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Might be because you are constantly on your phone. You have images provided for you, therefore you don't really have to use your imagination

twin oyster
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But reading can open some hidden worlds

clever apex
twin oyster
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And i don’t mean like fairy tales

clever apex
twin oyster
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I mean like

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Dark worlds

clever apex
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But how

twin oyster
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That are more hidden

slow gulch
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Reading is so important for just...everyday life

twin oyster
#

So many books about the hidden psychological issues from toxic families

clever apex
clever apex
twin oyster
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As someone who is in one

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And didn’t even notice it because you get born into it

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It helped me see the red flags

clever apex
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Damn

twin oyster
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That other wise would always be never there

slow gulch
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I'm losing hope

twin oyster
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Hm?

clever apex
twin oyster
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Also other stuff

clever apex
#

I would love to read about dinosaurs but all the dinosaur books at my library are outdated and i already know so much about dinosaurs lol

clever apex
twin oyster
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Hey the world is place where so much happens even in close doors

timber bough
slow gulch
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It's good that you read about things you like, but it's also important to learn and read about things you don't like. About the world around you and it's history

clever apex
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And whatever the School doesnt teach about i usually dont care about

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I dont exactly have to care about it do i?

slow gulch
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It will help you grow to understand the world around you

twin oyster
clever apex
twin oyster
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Ohh because it’s a very interesting country with a very hindi culture

slow gulch
#

Why not? Why not learn about the history and culture of another country

twin oyster
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It’s mostly located at the mountain region

clever apex
twin oyster
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And it’s neighbors are bhutan india and china

clever apex
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If i wanna learn about Asia before humans, then i'll just learn about dinosaurs

slow gulch
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It's really important that we look at things outside of our bubble. It helps broaden our horizons

twin oyster
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What i mean nepal has one of the most unique and complex flag that we have

clever apex
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I also know

slow gulch
clever apex
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I mean, i do find a little history interesting. Recently ive been getting into learning about normal lives in the medieval times

clever apex
slow gulch
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Extremely

clever apex
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How

slow gulch
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You become like the people who don't accept change. They don't accept people who are different from them. You become so afraid of change that it starts to hurt the people around you.

twin oyster
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Wow that sounds like my father

slow gulch
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Let's look at US history.

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Take a look at segregation

clever apex
slow gulch
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Like really look at it. The people who wanted to keep those laws in place were so afraid of change that they started to violently lash out

clever apex
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Yea ik that

twin oyster
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Or we could look at most families houses

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Especially older generation

clever apex
slow gulch
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I never knew my mom's father because I had a suspension he didn't approve of her not only marrying a black man, but also adopting black children

clever apex
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Either way, i could legit care less about history i dont find interesting

twin oyster
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Wow i hear slurs from my own father even before when i just made hints of it in public

slow gulch
clever apex
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My dad just doesnt care lol

twin oyster
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And be happy i guess

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I am still afraid of my father

clever apex
slow gulch
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Because it's important

clever apex
slow gulch
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What do you think school is for?

twin oyster
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He made me put myself about stuff about me so down that i am afraid they find out about my gf

clever apex
twin oyster
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Or other stuff i don’t even want her to meet my parents

slow gulch
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I mean if you don't like school then by all means, drop out

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You're allowed to do that

clever apex
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Not legally tho idk

slow gulch
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Doing a little research can go a long way

clever apex
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According to a nice google search tho, School apparently does more harm than good "School discourages learning from mistakes, hurts students with unnecessary stress and teaches students unhealthy lifelong habits. When a student studies for a test, their intention is to get a very high score or even get perfect. This is because they want their grades to look solid and even excellent"

slow gulch
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But I personally would not recommend it

slow gulch
slow gulch
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No buts

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School is still important. Learning new things is important

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Keeping an open mind and an open heart is important

twin oyster
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Yeah

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I almost didnt done it

clever apex
twin oyster
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And i am happy i choose to do it

slow gulch
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Without proper funds a school cannot become a good place for education

clever apex
twin oyster
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Idk tbh you guys have it good

clever apex
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How

twin oyster
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German schools are even worse

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With everything

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We have no fundings

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Every eduction material is extremely outed

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Some teachers get forced to teach stuff they don’t know

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The whole system is state based

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And the buldings are barley holding on

clever apex
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Im forced to do a little thing in School called ✨starving✨

twin oyster
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Ohh wow

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AT LEAST YOU HAVE A CAFETERIA OPTION

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We don’t have that stuff at all

clever apex
slow gulch
# twin oyster Idk tbh you guys have it good

Some of us have it good. Schools in low income areas have very little funding. Most of the kids in low income areas have a harder time graduating, and because of the way things are currently set up, they end up dropping out for one reason or another. Just last year a teacher friend of mine went to roughly ten funerals because students were involved in gang activities

clever apex
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My School can afford to heat the building but cant afford to cool it

slow gulch
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Other kids can't even eat lunch because they have debt

twin oyster
#

Sounds like everywhere is that

clever apex
twin oyster
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I never eat anything till morning and later

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We always needed to bring food

clever apex
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If i dont eat in School id probably collapse 💀

slow gulch
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@clever apex you have no idea how privileged you are

twin oyster
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In some other country they must even pay

twin oyster
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And even if they pay they get bare bones

slow gulch
#

Are you really asking me that right now?

clever apex
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Ig one privilege i have is i havent been in a School shooting yet lol

twin oyster
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Ohh yeah they also increases here now

slow gulch
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There are kids that would love to be able to go to school and just..learn. They would love to have the extra shoes and clothes that you have, let alone a stable source of food

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They would die to have books to read

clever apex
slow gulch
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You really need to shift your prospective

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Look outside of you and your life

clever apex
slow gulch
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Girl

clever apex
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I know i have it better than most, but im still gonna complain

clever apex
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What?

slow gulch
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Empathy

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That's part of what makes us human

clever apex
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Obviously

twin oyster
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I mean a bit of complaining is what everyone does no matter what

slow gulch
#

Being a teen is hard. You kind of just focus on you and what you want and your needs

clever apex
#

I can still complain about my not so enjoyable School no matter what lol

slow gulch
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But please take time to look at the world around you

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And enjoy the simplicity of your life right now

twin oyster
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If you wake up with a headache you gonna complain about it that’s is what most people do and what they are used to

clever apex
slow gulch
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Like classmates.

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Teachers

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Your parents

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Walk a mile on their shoes

clever apex
twin oyster
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I mean heck i complained the heck out of my life even though probably someone has it worse

slow gulch
#

....

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You know what

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I'm done. I'm not going to do this to myself

twin oyster
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Ohh wow that’s a main character thinking

clever apex
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Most of my classmates either dont want anything to do with me or are asleep lol

twin oyster
#

Hmm i mean they just want to say that you should show everyone respect and empathy no matter what or how

clever apex
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But i do

twin oyster
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At least this is my interpretation

slow gulch
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I'm not going to sit here and talk to a brick wall. I've done this to myself too many times and it always results in frustration and hurt feeling. I really hope you mature more in the future.

twin oyster
clever apex
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Why

slow gulch
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You wouldn't have to ask why so much if you just picked up a damn book

clever apex
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You cant force me to do something i dont wanna do after all

slow gulch
clever apex
twin oyster
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I mean yeah you are right but still at least a little bit

clever apex
#

Huh?

slow gulch
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Life isn't about what you want and what you want to do

clever apex
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Ik that

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But i have full control over if i wanna read my books lol

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Which yes, i do own books

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Ive even read some of them in the past

slow gulch
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It's not just reading

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We need more educated people in our country

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And with the path that you are going down, you will not be one of them

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I'm not just talking book smarts either.

clever apex
slow gulch
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See you say that, but I don't see it.

clever apex
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Even if i hate what im learning, i still remember it

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I hated graphing in 5th grade but i obviously still remember how to do it

clever apex
#

Maybe my attention issues and depression are why im failing

slow gulch
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I'm done with this conversation. I do not see it going anywhere and I do not see you learning anything valuable at this time. Like all teens, you have potential, I just hope you don't waste it

clever apex
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What potential

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The potential to fail? Cause its already happened twice

slow gulch
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I already said I'm done.

twin oyster
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And you will more but you need to keep going

slow gulch
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I'm not going to join your pity party

twin oyster
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Don’t give up

clever apex
#

Obviously i have to do the work, but i cant do the work obviously if i can't make myself do it

twin oyster
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Sometimes just force

clever apex
#

"i cant make myself do it"

twin oyster
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Fred

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Search help

clever apex
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There is nothing i can literally do tho if my dad wont help

twin oyster
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Force yourself doesn’t mean you say now i am doing it and then not

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Heck i know from experience this all

clever apex
twin oyster
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But just rotting in your corner is a tactic but it will just creat a circle

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I was and probably are back in that

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And the only one who can break it is you

clever apex
#

I legit googled rn "how to force yourself to focus on something in school" and that isnt helping

twin oyster
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Because there is no formula

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You must get up

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And just do it

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Even if you don’t care

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Or hate ut

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Or just sit there and think

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Write anything

clever apex
twin oyster
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Or draw

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You know i am extremely lazy

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And like my own comfort space

clever apex
#

Maybe the entire solution to this is to give up. Obviously nothing is helping

twin oyster
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But i can say that it’s a negative trait that i learned with other stuff

twin oyster
clever apex
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Giving up is the only choice i have tho if i cant get help

twin oyster
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Heck my gf tells me so often i am smart and such but do i hold on to that and continue to work with it use this power i get no and be my guest if you do the same but don’t complain if you are extremely old and have so much wasted potential

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Tbh i wish i could’ve slap my escapism me extremely hard

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Idc if that sounds cliche

twin oyster
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I just don’t want anyone to be like me

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I am ashamed of what i became

clever apex
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The one thing id actually love to do when older, i can't do cause im too heavy. Its also cruel

clever apex
twin oyster
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Ohh i think my head skipped some stuff

clever apex
#

Huh?

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That sounds like me. Just without the PC lol

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Im also not laying in bed

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I live in my room and only leave if i have to usually

twin oyster
#

Is that the ideal live?

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No

clever apex
#

Im forced daily

twin oyster
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I wish i would

clever apex
#

I dont

naive kite
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Uhh maybe yall should take this to the dms, its getting kinda personal…

twin oyster
#

Be fucking happy you got

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I am miserable

clever apex
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Never will

twin oyster
#

You for sure are a brick wall

clever apex
#

No

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Id rather be home all day and learn at my will than be in a gross building for 6 hours and forced to do shit against my will

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And then im always told im failing like i dont already know that

naive kite
#

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Dms?

clever apex
#

Anyways. New topic

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Everyones opinions on Rob Zombie?

honest saddle
#

Looking for someone to run a soul link random nuz of this game with me 🙌 vc required dm me bruh

clever apex
#

Huh?

clever apex
#

@twin oyster So i tried talking to my dad about my ADHD and other attention issues. Ofc it hit another dead end

sweet pulsar
clever apex
slow gulch
clever apex
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What lol

sweet pulsar
clever apex
hidden hollow
slow gulch
#

Snails are delightful little guys

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Almost done with this. Once I am I'm going to make a bunch of scarves

steep glacier
#

Oh nice

slow gulch
#

With the cold season rolling in, my hands have been hurting a bit more than usual, so I can't knit for very long

jaunty igloo
#

This is an issue ive been fighting myself over for a while now and wanted some other gamers to put in their 2 cents. I 17M and my younger sibling 14F both have nintendo switches. my younger sibling has been known to not like to play video games and thus the switch sits in the doc collecting dust with no use. Ive tried to ask my sibling and my parents if I can have the console because it just never gets used. Both of the times ive been told no and when I ask why they say its theirs and they can decide how little or much to use it. I just want to know if my anger to them is just or if im blowing things out of perportion

slow gulch
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They're 14. They aren't going to give up something that belongs to them easily. I would say don't push the issue too much. Maybe ask if you could play on it every now or then, or offer to buy it from them, but don't just straight up ask for it.

jaunty igloo
slow gulch
#

It happens. I have an Xbox One that went unused for almost two years. My PS4 kinda collects dust too. Sometimes you just aren't in the mood to play games

jaunty igloo
slow gulch
#

Then that's on your parents for wasting money. Again, you can offer to buy it, but honestly I wouldn't worry about it.

clever apex
slow gulch
#

Its a shawl

clever apex
#

A what

clever apex
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Unless i have to for some reason

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Like during a power outage

jaunty igloo
#

Thanks for all the feedback. I guess I'll just let the console sit in the dock and get damaged from the lack of use until It gets to the point where it can no longer work then it just gets thrown away

steep glacier
#

PANCAKE CRAB.

twin oyster
#

Shiver me timber

steep glacier
#

I’ve been obsessing over this crab all week

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Fun fact: If you photoshop Nicholas Cage's face onto Ross from the sitcom Friends, he somehow just looks even more like Ross.

steep glacier
clever apex
raw sluice
#

Can we talk how masuda liked this post?

clever apex
night locust
#

Does it matter?

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It looks like a low budget venusaur

clever apex
#

Who is Masuda tho lol

night locust
#

No clue either

clever apex
#

Aight

drifting linden
#

I miss the old kanye 😔 straight from the go kanye 🏎️ chop up the soul kanye 🔪 set on his goals kanye 🥅 i hate the new kanye 😠 the bad mood kanye 🤬 the always rude kanye 😤 spaz in the news kanye 🤪 i miss the sweet kanye 😇 chop up the beats kanye 🗡️ I gotta to say 🗣️
at that time i'd like to meet kanye 😄 See I invented Kanye ✍️ it wasn't any Kanyes 🚫 And now I look and look around 👀 and there's so many Kanyes🥹 I used to love Kanye 😍 I used to love kanye 💔 I even had the pink polo 🤽‍♀️ I thought I was Kanye 😎 What if Kanye made a song about Kanye 🔥 Called "I Miss The Old Kanye, " ✅ Man that would be so Kanye 👍 That's all it was Kanye ☝️ we still live kanye ❤️ and I love you like Kanye loves Kanye 😘

raw sluice
#

But its funny, ngl

clever apex
raw sluice
#

"bulbasaur, does your boyfriend bend you over the kitchen counter, does he know how to make you roar, sometimes his bulb can make you sore"

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But with a huge southern accent

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Evo tree i elaborated

quartz marlin
#

anyone know a good moveset for aegivoir?

steep glacier
#

Today I learned that panic is the feeling of losing an entire bucket of live crawfish inside one's car.

slim heart
#

the car had an Crustacean Invasion as one would say

steep glacier
#

They aren't even my crawdads

#

The mechanic is so utterly confused as he tries to make sure he doesn't miss any

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Meanwhile I'm talking about pokemon on my phone lol

steep glacier
#

Freaking love this mechanic rn. He only charged me for cleaning when he could have easily charged me for way more for this. Seeing that bill is such a huge relief x,..,x

steep glacier
#

Fun fact: Monkeys have been observed making snowmen.

steep glacier
#

That's one way to grab attention lol

dense kite
stuck tangle
#

TURNIP BOY COMITS TAX EVASION IS FREE :D

night locust
twin oyster
#

I will buy it without taxes

#

So i can be like turnip boy

clever apex
slow gulch
lapis steppe
#

is music videos ok to post here?

rough yew
floral creek
midnight saddle
#

Late night hello from me happo

ionic gyro
#

Don't you see banana man
hopping over on the white hot sand
here he comes with some for me
freshly taken from banana tree
(continue lyrics)

warm summit
ionic gyro
#

its the song "banana man" from tally hall

warm summit
#

I understood what I wanted to do

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👍

ionic gyro
clever apex
#

What song would yall play on this

night locust
gritty lintel
gritty lintel
clever apex
#

Nah

wary portal
#

Hii wanna show you guys something

night locust
#

Your phone is probably hiding the upper and lower ranges of the battery to make sure you preserve it better;

wary portal
#

After taking screenshot my phone turn off lol

stuck tangle
#

breh i wake up to see google telling me that my accounts passwords have been found in a data breach

steep glacier
#

Dropped my laptop off at the repair shop this morning. Hopefully this evening it'll be fixed.

stuck tangle
#

google?

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aw nvm i rad it wrong

steep glacier
#

Well, the crawdads were in a big cylindrical water cooler looking thingy...

clever apex
#

Huh?

steep glacier
#

Water got spilled on my bag in the car and the display's fucked, basically.

outer shoal
steep glacier
steep glacier
clever apex
steep glacier
clever apex
#

First you said something about your laptop and now your car lol

steep glacier
#

My bag with my laptop in it was in my car.

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A big thing of water holding live crawdads, which I was transporting for a friend, tipped over and got everywhere.

clever apex
#

I totally forgot people carry laptops in bags that arent School bags lol

#

Also wtf are crawdads

steep glacier
#

Imagine little shrimp/lobster hybrids that live in rivers

trim karma
#

Yo, upgrading my pc from GT 760 to RTX 4070 TI. is the specs good?
(Sorry for the many photos. im just showing specs.)
also, this would cost me around 2800$ i think.

#

am i missing anything?

trim karma
#

im just asking for advices, since i kinda suck at this.

clever apex
clever apex
steep glacier
clever apex
steep glacier
#

They were in the passenger seat.

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The container, my bag and a couple other things were in the back of the truck.

clever apex
#

Oh

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Shouldve just asked them to carry the crawdads

steep glacier
#

Container was way too big for that.

clever apex
steep glacier
#

What do you mean how? Do you know how much 30 gallons of water weighs?

clever apex
steep glacier
#

I told you it was too big to hold in the car and you asked how, as if there was no way it’d be that big.

steep glacier
#

You ever held a gallon of milk from the store while it was full?

timber thunder
#

A gallon of water is about 8.34 pounds. 30 gallons is 250.2 pounds.

steep glacier
#

It was probs a little lighter because the container itself was marked 30 gallon and it was about a third full with the crawfish but yeah

steep glacier
clever apex
steep glacier
#

. . . There’s a certain volume issue with that idea.

clever apex
steep glacier
#

That is literally what we did.

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That’s what the bed of a truck is

clever apex
#

You said "the back" not "the trunk"

steep glacier
#

I take it you haven’t ridden in many trucks?

clever apex
steep glacier
#

My truck doesn’t have back seats ._. It has driver seat and passenger

clever apex
steep glacier
#

I said it was a truck more than once x_x

clever apex
clever apex
steep glacier
clever apex
steep glacier
#

Why do people react like vampires to anything brighter than dark grey? ._.

clever apex
#

It can hurt your eyes

steep glacier
#

Not if you have the lights on when using screens like you are supposed to

clever apex
unborn tundra
steep glacier
clever apex
#

It hurts my eyes sometimes

steep glacier
#

Even gotten some hate for using a bright color scheme in the past. I like floral colors :/

clever apex
#

I love the color black

#

Im wearing a black shirt rn

steep glacier
#

I’m wearing my usual weekend stuffs

clever apex
#

Which is-?

steep glacier
#

The same thing I usually wear on the weekend, when I don’t have work.

steep glacier
#

Just my usual weekend stuff, that’s all.

clever apex
#

Lol

#

I wear jeans everyday. Unless its summer