television-📺

[sharp yoke]

BRAND NEW (jk it's clearance sale)

[strong fox]

Idk but it’s something nco something arlo

[sharp yoke]

Idk bout boots ngl

LIKE I FOUND THESE ON THE STORE

20K IDR

IT'S LIKE A DOLLAR

I almost didnt buy it but my mum said just buy em since is only 20k

[strong fox]

Why are they so narrow

[sharp yoke]

What? the airwalks?

This?

[strong fox]

The white shoes yeah

[sharp yoke]

Yeah tbh im planning to flip em

They do fit but i have a wide feet

Either that or the converse

[strong fox]

I’ve noticed adult shoes are really narrow

[sharp yoke]

maybe the converse first since it didnt fit

[sharp yoke]

Barefoot shoes are wider

[strong fox]

Converse in general are quite narrow

[sharp yoke]

Vans are wide

[strong fox]

Yeah but they’re very flat

[sharp yoke]

For board feel

[proven hazel]

cant find a picture and in literally too eepy to get off the bed

[sharp yoke]

Damn

OH YEAH I ALSO GOT AN AIRWALK FOR LIKE 3$ USED

[strong fox]

I’m meant like the top part, it’s hard to get the top of the foot past

[sharp yoke]

BUT LIKE THE SOLES ARE FLAT

[sharp yoke]

ohh

[strong fox]

Yeah that too

[sharp yoke]

i've never wore vans tbh

Well i kinda do

i tried my classmate's vans but they're maybe fakes

[strong fox]

I don’t even know what these shoes are or if they’re like some kind of knock offs but I ain’t ever heard about Clanks

[sharp yoke]

Clarks

[strong fox]

THATS WHAT ITS CALLED???

[sharp yoke]

They're famous for the wallabe

[sharp yoke]

CLARKS

BRO

CLARKS ARE FAMOUS

[strong fox]

Bro I’ve been calling them clanks for4 years 💔

[sharp yoke]

LMFAOO

BRO CLARKS ARE FAMOUS

[strong fox]

Anyway, they’re probably the most shoe looking shoe I have

[strong fox]

I should start a knockoff called Clanks

[sharp yoke]

LMFAOOO

[sharp yoke]

dad ass shoes

[strong fox]

It’ll be like the skerple/sharpie knockoff

[sharp yoke]

[west idol]

either im good or these people are dumb.

[hushed walrus]

Lol

[sharp yoke]

@waxen flax

BROOOOOOO I WANT ONE SO BAD

[waxen flax]

Go buy

[sharp yoke]

MY MOM WOULDNT LET ME THO

ALSO TOO BROKE

[waxen flax]

What

uhh

sad

[sharp yoke]

YEA

[simple hedge]

oho, aha

[dark owl]

Last one is a lake so it’s like moments before disaster

[solar nest]

THAT IS SO METAL WHAT

[muted oracle]

did you kill him…..

[dark owl]

Uhhh I didn’t

He kinda

Did that himself I guess-

[muted oracle]

are we fr rn….

yeah ur getting arrested

[dark owl]

NONONON

really

[muted oracle]

we caught the murderer

[dark owl]

Im honest

Please don’t

[muted oracle]

no ur bagel

liar!!!

[dark owl]

Uh oh

UHHHH

LOOK!

He’s still alive I swear

Those are new photos

Cant make them if he was dead right ???

[muted oracle]

taken before the murder smh

[muted oracle]

I see the knife!!!!!

[dark owl]

NOONONONONONO

[dark owl]

It’s not that I swear-

[muted oracle]

mhmmm sure….

[dark owl]

He ate with that

Please

Just

Listen

It’s really not my fault

It was something behind me

That did this

[muted oracle]

hmmmm…

[dark owl]

Im saying the truth!!

Please dont arrest me..

I wanna keep doing picnics

[muted oracle]

500 years no parole!!!!

[dark owl]

And I won’t be able to in jail

[dark owl]

[muted oracle]

do the crime do the time smh

[dark owl]

Can ..I just

Say something to my friends ?

[muted oracle]

absolutely not

[dark owl]

Im really innocent..

That accident

I didn’t control myself

Really

I had no thought left within my head

[muted oracle]

again, you’re bagel not “really innocent”

[dark owl]

It wasn’t me

[muted oracle]

then who was it!?!?

[dark owl]

[dark owl]

HOW DO I KNOW ITS NOT YOU

[muted oracle]

because I don’t go outside smh

[dark owl]

You could have done it to him inside

[muted oracle]

Nuh uh

[dark owl]

Like Sunny did..

[muted oracle]

[dark owl]

Mhm I will play that card

You

Are just like Sunny!!!

[muted oracle]

no!!!!

[dark owl]

You killed him and then blamed it on me

[muted oracle]

NUH UH

shhhhhhh

[dark owl]

HE TOLD ME

LISTEN

THATS WHAT HE SAID

HE TOLD ME

TO GIVE IT AS PROOF

[muted oracle]

uhhhhhh

Nuh uh!?!?!

[dark owl]

YUH UH

[dark owl]

YOUR PUNISHMENT WILL BE

5 YEARS WITHOUT WATERMELON!!!

[muted oracle]

ruh roh raggy

NOOOO

💔💔💔

[dark owl]

YEH

You heard me right

[muted oracle]

no I’m dead

I cant hear

or see

or uhm

commit murder

[dark owl]

thats not true!!

If you were dead

Basil wouldn’t say it’s your fault

[muted oracle]

basil is stupid!!!

[dark owl]

THATS WHAT YOU TOLD HIM WHEN YOU WERE KILLING HIM!!

If you wouldn’t think that way..

You wouldn’t have killed him..

[muted oracle]

no I would’ve killed him anyway

I mean uhm

cough cough

I didn’t kill him

[dark owl]

[dark owl]

Oh

Understandable then

Have a great day

Wannaaa

[muted oracle]

you too!!!

[dark owl]

Listen to my piano

I just started-

So I need advice on what to do

[muted oracle]

alright

[dark owl]

yaya

Just

[muted oracle]

I have no clue how to play piano except hot cross buns

[dark owl]

Im gonne have to send it in 3 pieces

Cause like

[muted oracle]

so I’m and expert

[dark owl]

It’s too long for discord

[muted oracle]

stupid discord smh

[dark owl]

Okay one second tho

Just saying

Im learning alone

Soo

Expect a lot of

Mistakes

[muted oracle]

its alright lol

[dark owl]

And I’ve been learning for around 2 months so ye

[muted oracle]

hell yeah

[dark owl]

Not sure if I send it in the correct order though-

Normally it would be without those pauseees

I just look at videos on YouTube where they play it and try to memorize the hands movement-

[muted oracle]

lmaooo

[dark owl]

But like I don’t have anyone to teach so how do I learn

[muted oracle]

true tho

idk how learning piano works ig

I just know keyes go ding when you press them

[dark owl]

Real

[muted oracle]

sheet music makes no sense vro💔💔💔

[dark owl]

I just hope my brother won’t want to throw me down the stairs 💔💔

[muted oracle]

LMFAOOOO

[dark owl]

realest thing ever

[muted oracle]

😭😭😭

[dark owl]

It’s funny really

[valid ibex]

R1999, i just want to show how i play

[dark owl]

When I was younger

I would play violin and my sister played piano

And we

Wanted to do like a duet on Christmas

but well

She broke her arm and couldn’t play/

God knows how that could’ve ended 😳

[muted oracle]

hmmmm sounds familiar….

[dark owl]

It’s the good ending

[muted oracle]

wait now that I’m thinking about it I used to also play piano when I was like 5 and my sister played the violin

[dark owl]

Wait whaaaat

Piano at 5

You must be talented then..

[muted oracle]

yeah

[muted oracle]

I wish

I think it all went away💔💔💔💔

[dark owl]

Why do you think that ?

Have you tried

[muted oracle]

I did

[dark owl]

oh I see

[muted oracle]

idk I think I’ve lost all motivation to learn again

[dark owl]

It depends on your mood and stuff though

[dark owl]

Ah I see

To be honest

I just started playing piano because I wanted to have any motivation

To like

Keep myself here

And I guess it worked

I set a goal to learn Clair de lune

It’s pretty hard tho

[muted oracle]

never heard of it but I assume it’s probably good🔥🔥🔥

[dark owl]

To be honest you probably know it but you just don’t know the name

It’s like the ultimate music to sleep

[muted oracle]

true

[dark owl]

It’s pretty iconic-

[muted oracle]

oh wait yeah

I’ve heard this

[dark owl]

I just like it because of personal stuff

[muted oracle]

claude debussy💔💔💔😭😭😭

[dark owl]

It’s my favorite piece of classical music I think

[dark owl]

Ye 😭😭😭

It sounds so funny

Like

When you explain to someone who you listen to

It’s like

[muted oracle]

absolutely insane

[dark owl]

Chopin, Beethoven, Debussy

[muted oracle]

LMAO

[dark owl]

I LOVE CHOPIN THO

gotta be patriotic 🔥🔥🔥 (I’m Polish)

Especiallyyyy

[muted oracle]

Poland more like pooland!!!!!
gottem

[dark owl]

This

[dark owl]

I’ll go eat some watermelon

[muted oracle]

don’t drown!!!

[dark owl]

(Totally not made out of basil I murdered in cold blood)

[muted oracle]

!!!!

I knew you did it smh

[dark owl]

what

B

But

I said it’s not from him

[muted oracle]

oh

no that’s true

yeah u right

[dark owl]

ye

[muted oracle]

mb gang

[dark owl]

Thanks for understanding 🙏

[muted oracle]

absolutely not

[civic spade]

I bring heat, you vibe

https://youtu.be/8YFqxS87Kfg?si=Uf_Z1IExCOwpgkf9

[tulip herald]

This isn't a meme it's just a cat photo

[dark owl]

Holy shit that looks like my missing cat

[fleet stone]

@civic spade

i have them all

[civic spade]

that is so cool, gotta love the art style

[fleet stone]

real

im a big fan of the earlier type-moon artstyle

[civic spade]

in a non ironic way, really like this

https://youtu.be/6plVf2T6AOo?si=DXckxDg7Xy_A8qX-

[fleet stone]

im in the house like carpet

[civic spade]

🗣️

TURTLE

[atomic nest]

The gang

[dark owl]

JUST SHUT UP AND TAKE MY MONEY

[dark owl]

Do I play until then cause like everyone recommends but I’m too broke to find out

[proven hazel]

@sharp yoke

the fancy bois

[sharp yoke]

wow

[sharp yoke]

whatt you have dc's?

[proven hazel]

i dont know what they are i found them at this random clothing store when hanging with my friend

oh wait the shoes in the background

those are my dads

[sharp yoke]

ohh

[sharp yoke]

nice

[mossy plinth]

holy shit yea literally a buck lmfaoo

[sharp yoke]

RIGHT

[next stream]

Looks nice.

[sharp yoke]

thank you

[severe pasture]

It’s very nice and peak

[dark owl]

I’ll have to check it out then

Chilling with bagel

[forest glen]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3LeWw3RhhDw

[west idol]

Choosing between these two!!!

[sly tree]

Ohhhh

It was so far from what I thought it'll look like

But still the note kitties

[west idol]

second one

[west idol]

Yeah! It’s the only way I knew how to describe them haha

[proven tree]

OH PRETTYYYY. im still going with the flowers but i like em both honestly

[west idol]

Okie dokie!

Okay, thanks guys! I genuinely didn’t know what to choose

[sly tree]

It's okay big sis

[fringe mango]

mfs be designing characters like this but tell people that's a boy

[west idol]

i hate him

[sick hazel]

?? leave my baby alone

[mossy plinth]

id feed him playdoh

[west igloo]

So evil.

[mossy plinth]

hello mister

[sick hazel]

his names sodapop cause jules told me to name him that

sticker

oooouuu

[west igloo]

Hello, Pikin.

[soft patrol]

...

[obtuse hollow]

wow so gorgeous can he do backflips

[sick hazel]

probably

[short mango]

took a photo of the moon today

[sick hazel]

@rocky prism

[rocky prism]

ouu!!!

[rocky prism]

U FLASHED HIM

[sick hazel]

@celest coral

[celest coral]

PEPSI!!!!

[west idol]

CLEAN.

[white iris]

@thin wyvern left old, right "new"

apologies for the wait the new one doesn't have google play services So I couldn't just quick share the pictures

[thin wyvern]

Niice they pretty nice

[thin wyvern]

It's okee

[thin wyvern]

I see is it Chinese ?

[white iris]

Nope

LineageOS https://lineageos.org/

[thin wyvern]

Honestly they look nice

[thin wyvern]

Ues

[thin wyvern]

OOOOH

[white iris]

I intentionally "degoogled" it

But it has microG

[thin wyvern]

Awesomee

[thin wyvern]

Nice

I think I'll do that to mine too

[white iris]

because discord app is a pain in the ass and requires GMS

[thin wyvern]

Discord app needs alot of fix

[white iris]

ong (on gurt)

[white iris]

Gotta make sure ur device is on the official list

Also make sure youre not giving up anything you absolutely need

[thin wyvern]

Lol who's gurt

[white iris]

me

[thin wyvern]

I see

Mine Chinese

[white iris]

is it xiaomi?

[thin wyvern]

Because china honestly is making the best for the most reasonable price

Unlike murica selling me a normal ass phone for 130393822 grillion

[thin wyvern]

Yes

[white iris]

Then probably on the list

they have a fuckton of xiaomi devices

[thin wyvern]

Ofc that's my biggest concern

[thin wyvern]

Jifre

[thin wyvern]

Awesoke

[wild lily]

Context: Basically, I'm in an e-racing team called Project Street in the Philippines, more specifically an FRL team (Fr legends, a racing game) and this event is inspired by GT3 (not sponsored ofc) and it has a prize money of $50

But I lost everytime

And coincidentally, I always end up in 6th place

[minor apex]

What do you think about ochako (?!?) And toga (sorry if my spellings are wrong)

[west idol]

i luh them

but that one hit hard

[minor apex]

Doomed yuri's 💔

Why are they so doomed 😔

[west idol]

i cried for 10 minutes just to this one

[mellow vale]

Toga is dead and Ochaco is straight

[west idol]

you when headcanons:

[mellow vale]

BEEN THAT WAY WILL ALWAYS BE THAT WAY

[west idol]

idagf

let people have their fun

[mellow vale]

https://tenor.com/view/omni-man-omni-man-are-you-sure-are-you-sure-invincible-gif-3935116808772397515

[west idol]

ya

[mellow vale]

https://tenor.com/view/omni-man-omni-man-are-you-sure-are-you-sure-invincible-gif-3935116808772397515

SEA SALT

[west idol]

ya

[mellow vale]

I NEED YOU SEA SALT

[west idol]

https://tenor.com/view/invincible-invincible-are-you-sure-are-you-sure-mark-grayson-nolan-grayson-gif-6480547052217762637

[mellow vale]

https://tenor.com/view/omni-man-omni-man-are-you-sure-are-you-sure-invincible-gif-3935116808772397515

[mellow vale]

I personally believe that Toga and Deku belong together due to the simple fact of time spent together while Toga is a Murderous Psychopath due to her quirks nature...No she's not misunderstood she's a Murderer Deku and Ochaco naturally make more sense due to how humans Bond and Connect through shared experiences

[west idol]

again, your hc

[mellow vale]

I am not homophobic whatsoever you can have fun with your head cannons but don't get mad when I make a light joke You do You man

[west idol]

perfectly fine

light joke and it's just inforcing your own hcs

i actually couldn't care less although

i don't ship them but i'm not an ass either

[mellow vale]

Good day My fine sir Or Madam! May thou sleeps be fine and thy Bitches many!

[mellow vale]

I wasn't being a ass😭

[minor apex]

I don't mean to be rude but you may disagree to people other opinions but u sould also respect it each one of us has our own perspective most of doomed yuri's are also mostly made by the fandom so even though you don't agree with it you sould just respect it 😛

[mellow vale]

I didn't disrespect it,I just disagreed with it

[mellow vale]

I don't mean to be rude but you may disagree with other people's opinions however you should also respect it. Each one of us has our own perspective besides doomed Yuri's are also mostly made by the Fandom so even though you don't agree with it,You should respect it.

[mellow vale]

Interject yourself into a conversation when you can spell and punctuate correctly. Okay?

[minor apex]

I'm aware I don't spell and punctuate correctly I just don't like using ai 😋

[mellow vale]

I Didn't use AI but okay.

[minor apex]

I didn't really say that you used ai ?

[dark owl]

Why is my village so touristic today

[mellow vale]

Your typing form is sloppy and all you did was create a run on sentence using the words But multiple times.I apologize but this shows your vocabulary lacked the means to fill those gaps with other words to explain yourself and sound somewhat intelligent whilst doing so.

I did also just create a run on sentence by using the word and multiple times so for that I do apologize.

[minor apex]

I don't like sounding intelligent?

Huh

HUH

[mellow vale]

It's because you lack the means to sound intelligent even if you tried you wouldn't be able to.

Your grammar, punctuation and spelling shows that.

[minor apex]

HUH 💔

Okay buddy...

As you say so..

[thin wyvern]

Awesome dude

[thin wyvern]

Nooooo

It's ok you'll do bette

[mellow vale]

My point is proven GOOD DAY MY FINE LAD!

[minor apex]

Okay sunny can we just stop fighting atp?

[mellow vale]

(Or Lady)

[mellow vale]

I call this to duel to a complete and utter defeat on @minor apex 's Behalf!

[mellow vale]

Practice makes perfect however Fucking up alot also makes perfect

For every 1 shot I hit I missed a thousand!

[minor apex]

Mhm have a good day sunny.

[dim canopy]

oc cosplay

[elfin cedar]

Ah, another fellow practitioner of the playing of the words, literature is a gimmick where no one but ourselves are to blame for its incomplete form.

But I do wonder how a fine gentleman (or lady) like yourself would comprehend such a difference!

I also applaud you on your tremendous achievement in slaying the uncouth swine!

[spice wolf]

fire

[cursive heron]

I'm here!!!

[subtle cliff]

new credit card

[hoary estuary]

show show the other side

[subtle cliff]

it changes colors with heat

[hoary estuary]

woah

[subtle cliff]

ok

[proven hazel]

oh shit thats cool

[hoary estuary]

I want robux 💔💔💔💔

[celest lotus]

I know the numbers… 👁️

[proven hazel]

show

[hoary estuary]

I feel like I'm 10 again when I say I want robux

[subtle cliff]

the other side!

[hoary estuary]

stop... teasing me!

[celest lotus]

Bravo

[hoary estuary]

Ba
Wa

[wild lily]

Show the other other side

[proven hazel]

the bitches in the two dimensional plane losing their minds after this vanishing trick

[hoary estuary]

show the the other side

[proven hazel]

hell yea

thats sick as hell

gives magnus archives vibes

[hoary estuary]

bro how do I sent stuff I'm so lost

[subtle cliff]

tap the plus

[proven hazel]

ne ne sais pas

[hoary estuary]

it's grey I cant

[hoary estuary]

what in the French

never mind I forgot what I was saying

🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕

[proven hazel]

r u new

[hoary estuary]

yeah

do I need to be old for that

woah

[proven hazel]

yea theres a wait on sendong images

[hoary estuary]

this is devastating.

[subtle cliff]

age limit is 50+

[hoary estuary]

Oh

it's okay I have more than two decades left

[hoary estuary]

I'm not 30 okay I just said two decades cause I was too lazy to spell the other number

[copper canopy]

They judge my performance.

[flint plume]

Kel love his Reese's PEANUT BUTTER Trees 6 PACK
MILK CHOCOLATE & PEANUT BUTTER plush pillow

[lilac finch]

guys is my theme tuff? (ignore the cat)

[ruby sparrow]

WOAAA SO PRETTY > < HAVE SO MUCH FUNN

[cursive heron]

It was fun, but ooh I'm resting now, 🫶

[sharp yoke]

Mm plaen

[hard hull]

oh cool

where are you

[sharp yoke]

uhh

soerabaja

surabaya

going to makassarsche

aka

makassar

[hard hull]

ok

[waxen flax]

when sunny get a gtr r32 be like

[vague trellis]

i want robuh

[strong fox]

Is this mold

[fringe glen]

i dont think so?

[strong fox]

It’s the only black stuff in the corners of my room

[dark owl]

Guys rate ^~^
I just started playing a month ago and Clair de lune today and I gotta learn everything myself from hand movements on YouTube so please don’t judge

(also it’s just half cause I’m to tired to learn the whole song today )

[fringe dome]

I try to make this mix, enjoy

[strong fox]

This roblox game was my childhood

[muted oracle]

peak

[dark owl]

[rotund grail]

“shut up calcium” 😭

[strong fox]

💀

[rotund grail]

Its good!!!

[strong fox]

Chat I need one of these so bad

[dark owl]

WOW THANK YOU

To be honest

I don’t even know why I started playing

I suppose I just wanted something to do

It’s just

There’s no one to teach me

So it’s kinda hard-

And I had to go in debt to buy a piano..

I just hope it’s gonne pay off some day

[rotund grail]

Eh dosnt matter where inspiration comes from so its good that youve progressed so far

[dark owl]

thank you

It takes a while to memorize though-

[rotund grail]

It may if you keep working hard which you already are it seems

[dark owl]

Since I don’t really know how to read sheet music yet

[rotund grail]

Well thats smt new to learn for you

[dark owl]

I just don’t really have anything else to do to be honest

im always too tired to meet up with anyone haha-

So i just usually stay home and write or play piano

[rotund grail]

I mean if you like it dosent really matter… so its not a waste of time or smt

[dark owl]

yeh you’re right

I really like playing

It calms me down

it’s just

[rotund grail]

Youll meet ppl who share similar interests to you through playing the piano

[dark owl]

I can’t really tell if I make progress..

Because I don’t really share it with anyone..

[clever root]

That's actually insane progress for 1 month

[dark owl]

really ?

[rotund grail]

You can um compare sessions after a like a 3 week period it will keep you motivated

[rotund grail]

Yea

[dark owl]

I dunno only played home for flowers before hehe

[clever root]

I mean comparing to myself at least

[strong fox]

Chat can we rate the Lockscreen/Homescreen combo?

[dark owl]

My technique and stuff probably sucks though-

Since I don’t really know how to do anything on it

[rotund grail]

Youre gonna kidnap someone fs..

[dark owl]

Just kinda figured it out myself

But I might be wrong

I probably am

[strong fox]

This is with the time and date

[dark owl]

Is it 4:14 for you ?

[rotund grail]

Youll learn it by yourself cause youll find smt comfortable for you

[strong fox]

Bro 😭

[strong fox]

Uh

No it’s uh

[clever root]

Yeah that's why a teacher can help in the beginning

[dark owl]

yeah I suppose. But currently my wrists hurt a lot from playing-

[strong fox]

Ok yes it is don’t dox me

[rotund grail]

Mb mb jus made a joke

[dark owl]

I just started the Clair de lune today because I wanted to have something new to play-

[rotund grail]

If you cant get a teacher youll just have to watch tutorials and trial and error it..

[dark owl]

So I played for like

4 hours

And now it hurts a lot

[dark owl]

yea…

[strong fox]

Oh what do you play?

[dark owl]

Piano

[rotund grail]

Remember you can practice all you want but if you dont do smt enjoyable like learning a new song youll feel demotivated real quick

[dark owl]

Yeah it’s kinda how I felt most of the time..

I only knew home for flowers daisy and title both from omori before

[strong fox]

[dark owl]

And I have really dangerous stairs-

[clever root]

Yeah that was quite important for me 😭

[strong fox]

👨‍🦯 🚣

[rotund grail]

2 songs in a month is nothing to scoff at 😭

[dark owl]

They aren’t really long songs though-

I can send them if you don’t mind-

[rotund grail]

Long or not just learning them in the first month is insane progress

[dark owl]

They don’t sound too good though..

[strong fox]

I can play a crazy hot cross buns on the recorder 🔥 🔥

[rotund grail]

Sure

[rotund grail]

I can assure you it wont be as bad as you imagine…

[dark owl]

Gotta send it in three pieces since it’s too big for discord

You just kinda gotta figure out the order-

Im sorry

[strong fox]

Wait hold on what do we think about these

[dark owl]

I love the colors

It matches nicely

My wallpaper is just uhhh

My cat

[clever root]

Nah that's actually pretty good for a month

[dark owl]

Though to be honest they are a bit too bright for me-

Would get boring quick

[clever root]

Second one type shi 🙏

[dark owl]

ATLEAST FKR ME

[rotund grail]

It’s genuinely good but like you said you just need to work on technique which i am sure youll get better with over time

[dark owl]

I’ll try

Thanks though

I really needed some motivation haha

[rotund grail]

This isnt me trying to be nice or anything this is genuinely what i first felt when i heard it

[dark owl]

yeah I see

I really appreciate it though

[rotund grail]

Oh no i really appreciate you sending this 😭

[dark owl]

THANK YOUUU

I’ll be honest

I felt really sad today

Im kinda in a wrong position in life I suppose

But

This really does make me a bit happier

Really thank you.

And you all

[rotund grail]

gl and i am sure within like half a year youll be comparable to professionals at this speed

[dark owl]

I mean it

[dark owl]

If I’ll be still here then sure

[rotund grail]

Just keep practicing it if you enjoy it thats the greatest gift you can give yourself

[dark owl]

It’s just

I know that some people stop progressing after some time

Atleast ive Heard

That they start really nicely and then just hit a barrier

[rotund grail]

The best thing to do when you hit a barrier is to try new things

[dark owl]

Oh I see

[rotund grail]

because even tho youll be bad because its new the feeling of progress will still remain

and eventually youll cross that barrier

[dark owl]

oh so it’s more about the attitude ?

[rotund grail]

if you keep telling yourself you are bad you will become bad, but if you feel atleast your a bit better youll improve

[strong fox]

Bro it doesn’t fit 💔 😭

[dark owl]

Okay I’ll try to remember

well

[strong fox]

Ok so which one of these

[dark owl]

There is a reason why I try so hard haha

it’s just

A bit complecated

[rotund grail]

just enjoy playing because thats the only real and good motivator

[clever root]

Yeah that's what happened to me

[dark owl]

There’s someone I promised I’ll play

And it’s just

I don’t know how much time I have left

[dark owl]

Have you gotten thru it already ?

[clever root]

I rented a violin today 🙂

[dark owl]

Or are you still kinda stuck..

[dark owl]

YOO

so you’re the opposite of me

I used to play violin

But I once hit a barrier and stopped

I mean

It wasn’t the only reason

But one of them

[clever root]

College started and I kinda gave up on the piano but today I kinda got the courage to try violin

[dark owl]

And now I play piano

[dark owl]

Then I believe in you

[rotund grail]

oh umm.. i wont ask because its most definitely personal but remember always try to keep improving and learning new things because without those everything will feel meaningless

[dark owl]

You ll be the greatest violinist ever trust

[clever root]

Yeah I'm afraid that'll happen to me as well that's why I'm only renting it 😦

[clever root]

I heard it's like super hard

[dark owl]

No no don’t be I’m sure you can do it

[dark owl]

To be honesttt depends on the person

[dark owl]

Yeah I’ll try my best :>

[rotund grail]

I believe in you!! Tho ppl say its hard things are only as hard as you want them to be

[dark owl]

Cause like for me it was kinda hard just because I was shaking all the time

[rotund grail]

Thats more than enough to get good at anything!!!

[dark owl]

And it made it hard to play..

[dark owl]

I just want to say

If you guys have any problems or anything

I believe in you.

Really

Im writing a book right now

It’s kinda weird

It basically has all the aspects of my life

But

[rotund grail]

When you think like that remember franz kafka thought his work was so bad it could never be published… so have some faith in yourself

[dark owl]

I mean honestly apparently it’s not bad

Got my Polish teacher to read it

She told me to publicate it. It

But I just can’t

It’s terrible

Really

[rotund grail]

The best way maybe to get many close ones to read it

[dark owl]

Im not even scared of what people would think..

It’s just

Rather what I would think of myself

And when I feel frustrated it usually doesn’t end well

[dark owl]

Can’t do

It’s

just not what they would expect from me

[rotund grail]

Ah ok I understand

ik how that feels..

[dark owl]

I see

It’s just

I want to be a writer

Or a poet

[rotund grail]

Well calm down and think of what inspired you in the first place..

[dark owl]

But I don’t see myself as one

Apparently I’m supposed to be a politician because I’m good at lying

That’s what they tell me-

[rotund grail]

What 😭

[dark owl]

Tbf I would probably have a lot of money

BUT

I honestly prefer to die in the streets as an writer

It’s just

[rotund grail]

Remember while money is very important what you feel makes you happy is even more important…

[dark owl]

I want to help out my mom when she ll get older..

[rotund grail]

You can still do that

[dark owl]

Indoor think she’ll be able to keep herself on her own..

[clever root]

Thanks guys I'll try to practice a lot

[dark owl]

And what if I die before ?

[dark owl]

JUST REMEMBER TO HAVE FUN OUT OF IT

[rotund grail]

Thats not likely…

[dark owl]

Really depends..

[rotund grail]

Yea have fun

[rotund grail]

I wont ask since ik youll feel pressured…

but anyway

[dark owl]

not necceserely

Though yeh

Let’s just skip it

[rotund grail]

Yea

[dark owl]

anyways

Really

Thanks :>

Do you play something ?

[rotund grail]

Oh i do some vocals.. but i mainly do art and programming..

[dark owl]

OHH DAMNNN

I have one friend..

Who plays bass

And

He wanted to make a band with me

Apparently I have good vocals

Though

I never really sung

[rotund grail]

its nothing impressive tho.. i am still a beginner in all but programming…

[rotund grail]

Singing is about experimenting

[dark owl]

Programming takes a lot of patience though-

[clever root]

Bro I wanted to be in a band so bad

[dark owl]

I can give you his number

[rotund grail]

I sadly lack that 😭

[dark owl]

Apparently he’s still looking I think -

[dark owl]

😭😭

I see

[clever root]

Online band 😭

[dark owl]

It still give syou a lot of choices I suppose-

Programming is well paid from what I know

Atleast

Some works related to it

[rotund grail]

The job marked its kinda cooked 😭

Anyway

[dark owl]

Ye🔥

[clever root]

Bro in one of my classes we have to code in assembly we all gonna fail this semester 😭

[rotund grail]

Assembly is not a programming language its an ancient script to summon the computer gods 😭

[dark owl]

Shit it’s almost midnight for me-

Just realized

[dark owl]

😭😭What is programming even about 💔

[rotund grail]

Get some sleep its important

[dark owl]

no its fine

[rotund grail]

Do smt interesting and then questioning your life after encounter bugs…

[dark owl]

Tommorow gotta wake up 5 am though 💔

Sad as always

[dark owl]

I see

Sounds like fun

[rotund grail]

I cant really be one to say tho its 5 40 and i haven’t slept…

[dark owl]

Oh damnnn

You should really go to sleep then-

I mean it

[rotund grail]

Ill be fine..

[dark owl]

just

Take care of yourself really

I mean I shouldn’t be saying this to be fair

[rotund grail]

It is but i mainly wanna do vocals and art…

[dark owl]

OHH RIGHT ARTTT

I FORGOT

what kind??

[rotund grail]

Ill try my best… but i think i may have developed insomnia…

[rotund grail]

Illustration

[dark owl]

ohh

I love art..

[dark owl]

oh I see.

that’s kinda rough not gonne lie

Wish you the best man

Really

[dark owl]

I always wanted to do art but

Well

Im not really too good at it

[rotund grail]

Yea and the good thing is youn need to put everything in it you can start whenever

[rotund grail]

Neither am i 😭

[rotund grail]

Thank you…

[dark owl]

My art ends at notebook scribbling/

Lmao

[rotund grail]

Its good tho..

[dark owl]

Is it 😭😭

[rotund grail]

you just need to learn some anatomy and perspective

[dark owl]

thats for sure..

I just

Usually don’t have the patience for it

[rotund grail]

Its isnt much just the basics is enough

[rotund grail]

I feel you 😭

[dark owl]

😭😭

Shit my head hurts-

Might have gotten boleriosis

Just a few days ago

[rotund grail]

Whats that..?

[rotund grail]

Sleep…

[dark owl]

An illness i think

Ticks have it

I was doing an experiment in them

And uh

One was sick I think

[rotund grail]

Ohh

[dark owl]

Cause now there’s a big red dot in the place of its sting

And my head hurts a lot

[rotund grail]

Some antibiotics can fix that

[dark owl]

Yeh I know

I don’t really mind it yet though

It’s just the head

Might not even have it at all though

[rotund grail]

best not let it fester…

[dark owl]

Gotta go someday diagnose myself

[rotund grail]

Could be but a doctor is the only one who can make a verdict

[dark owl]

yeh

I just

Really don’t want to take my shirt off

Otherwise I’d have a lot to explain-

That’s the only thing keeping me away

basically

[rotund grail]

Oh.. idk if its what i think.. hopefully not…

[dark owl]

As long as it’s not gonne be dangerous it’s fineee

My friend had boleriosis

Apparentlyyy

Didn’t even notice

And they found it by mistake

[rotund grail]

Just research a bit, if you see any major symptoms remember that explanation is worth less than your life..

[dark owl]

That would’ve been a looong explanation though

I’ll just

Stick to my piano and studies for now-

I don’t wanna do anything just yet

[rotund grail]

You can do that but just be on the safer side

[dark owl]

I have like this exam next week

The final exams

[rotund grail]

Oh gl with that

[dark owl]

No idea how it works in other countries-

But in Poland

Oh im15 btw forgot to mention

No idea if that changes anything

But

[rotund grail]

Me too

[dark owl]

Im in 8th grade

So

End of elementary school

[dark owl]

[dark owl]

And at the end of elementary school there’s like those big exams from Polish , English and math

Three days in the row

From all 8 years

So basically all the education

And those tests kinda decide on our future almost completely

[rotund grail]

Oh i see

[dark owl]

And it’s next week 😳😳

Sooo

[rotund grail]

Oh gl with that.. and remember dont stress yourself too much

[dark owl]

I really dont wanna have to complicate stuff before the exams

[rotund grail]

stress can speed up things but too much of anything is bad

[dark owl]

And if people Fournier about some of my shit that would be kinda bad

[dark owl]

Yehhh

to be honest

It’s not that bad

Had 98% from English

Uhh

92 form Polish

[rotund grail]

If you’re prepared anything will be easy!!

[dark owl]

And 40 from math

BUT I DIDNT STUDY

Cause it wa alike the test exams

We would write them before to know how the entire system works etc

And to find out how much we know

[rotund grail]

With math the only thing you can do is to practice cause you even if you study and know everything you need to know when and where to use those things

[dark owl]

I mean im not bad in math

It’s just

I was really tired when writing it

And didn’t study at all

But still

It’s scary

There’s one school I really want to go to

And if I won’t get in

Shit I don’t know how I’ll react honestly

[rotund grail]

Oh no i am not saying that maths is quite irritating for me too 😭 (i am sounding less and less like a programmer 😭 )

[dark owl]

I just need to get in

[dark owl]

😭😭

[rotund grail]

Youll get in

[dark owl]

I have to😭😭

[rotund grail]

With academics your preparation is more directly proportional to the result you want so yea if you feel you’re prepared then you are

[dark owl]

It’s so amazing-

[rotund grail]

It looks so cool

[dark owl]

Yeh

Center of the city too-

There’s apparently a good pizzeria litellary next to it

And a good grocery shop

And it has good transportstion-

I NEED TO GE TIN

[clever root]

How are yall 15 and programming, playing piano, drawing, playing violin, singing 😭

[dark owl]

Btw I live in Bielsko Biała

Best city-

[rotund grail]

I did not say i was good at everything…

😭

[dark owl]

Im not necceserely good 😭😭

[clever root]

Still you're trying a bunch of stuff and are probably decent at them

[rotund grail]

I am good enough to ignore programming at my grade levels thats it 😭 (9th grade btw first year of Hs..)

[dark owl]

Im litellary spending all my childhood years in my room reading, writing and playing piano😭😭

Im not really ambitious-

[clever root]

You homeschooled?

[dark owl]

Nope

I don’t count school-

I basically

Don’t exist there

I don’t like it at all

[rotund grail]

Tru.. i do this cause like all my 3 friends are like galaxy’s apart..

[dark owl]

What’s the reason I was sad today-

A guy litellary spit at me at school today

[rotund grail]

wha?

[clever root]

Yeah when I was your age it was literally like that for me

[dark owl]

And because I look feminine they think they can beat me

And not only that

But I’m not even weak-

9 years of karate

I even train children from time to time😭

But I don’t look like it-

[rotund grail]

Woah thats amazing!!!

[dark owl]

Im of kinda weak posture-

[clever root]

Ah hell ye I also dropped karate 😭

[rotund grail]

Me too 😭

I only spent 2 years..

[dark owl]

It’s the last thing keeping me in form tbh 😭😭

Cause like

It’s actual karate

Last time

[clever root]

I don't really remember how long I trained but it was a lot

[dark owl]

We ended up with someone in bandages

Cause we fought

Till first blood

[clever root]

Bro what 😭

[dark owl]

That’s not really good

But

[clever root]

What karate is bro doing

[dark owl]

It’s really nice trusttt

[dark owl]

Kyokushin

It’s like

Karate but not karate

[clever root]

I did shitoryu or whatever it's called

[dark owl]

No idea what that is 😭😭

[clever root]

It was not as serious as yours 😭

[dark owl]

Once

There was an accident

Where I kinda pushed my training assistant too much-

It was really scary for me

[rotund grail]

Mee too

[dark owl]

I felt the stress

Cause like

[rotund grail]

It gives more importance to form

[dark owl]

He lays there without moving

[dark owl]

Oh I see

[rotund grail]

Basically less fighting..

[dark owl]

Mine is weird

[clever root]

Yeah exactly we did a lot of kahtas or whatever

[dark owl]

Cause it’s like

Kata and kumite

So basically

One day we do kata so technique

And then kumite so fight

[rotund grail]

Oh no yours is more traditional shitoryu is quite new..

[dark owl]

Kinda like practice and theory

[dark owl]

Ohh I see

BACK to what is as saying before though

I just really hate my posture

cause like

There were probably around 5 times when guys asked me out already 💔

Im not gay bruh

Cause they think I’m someone else

I guess

I hate nyselffff

[rotund grail]

😭

[dark owl]

To be fair i do have long hair-

I could

Atleast get rid of them