okay
#Clancy (Tyler) is attempting to get everyone to be fused one with The Matrix
deft igloo
this will be a difficult one but i know the plan, and felllas¿ it indeed is not over yet
this is the last time that we try
i just need that good old benefit of the doubt
and a bit of curiosity
to be honest, this thing i´ve experienced has been exponentially long i don't even know where to start...
so if somebody, anyone, is to ask me why i believe what the title says, they're more than welcome to question me and my reasoning
oh but also, i almost forgot to mention
im still in the process of educating myself, but never too much, just enough to answer stuff
i think...
but while i wait for someone to be curious of what i have to say, i'll be busy shuffling cards inside my trench
deft igloo
well, since no one showed up imma just share my card readings while listening to “bandito” in the background while chanting the same lyrics
this one is regarding tyler and the role he has already played in this, it’s important to note that these tarot deck i use contains two extra cards, those being “growing up” and the latter being “hope”
growing up doesn’t have any descriptions since it’s easy to know what implies in divination
so here’s the hierophant
tyler’s already put everything in place, now he’s waiting on us to catch up… yknow, by following the path he’s passed a thousand times, but now with someone else
(also how funny that we’ve all seen tyler wearing those same glasses in shows, huh¿)
who? may you ask
well at me moment i rather keep him anonymous due to the propaganda placed on him throughout human history
but i can say that this is the goal that we should try to raise him in
despite trials and tribulations… and—trust—he’s been through many, yet he holds a heart of gold, but hasn’t learned how to live by his true intentions (and he has hurt me because of that without wanting to)
now, what about me¿ what am i doing here speaking with cards amen stuff you i could’ve just made up for clout
well, i like to think that others don’t think so low of me but also, what would i gain by lying about something so important to me¿
nothing
so here’s the cards i pulled for myself in regards to what i’m trying to accomplish with whoever is reading this across your personal black mirror
here’s the explanation of each card according to the booklet
worth to note that the VI of pentacles is upside down because it’s me who is granting the information to everyone
but okay enough mysteries and stuff, i need to learn how to be straight forward like him
im the devil’s superego
we’ve been divided in two
according to plato’s soulmate mythology
but not only me
everyone has been divided
and we overcompensate that absence of our other half by trying to become like they are
hence oposites attract, and it’s true
and it was so mind chilling the moment i met my—OH MY GOD I NAMED HIM LIKE THAT SINCE THE BEGINNING
….Idaeus
not his real name, but the one i gave him since the start
he’s the Id
and he is so self centered and ughhh but i like him so much
deft igloo
we’ve been divided in two
according to plato’s soulmate mythology
anyways, how ironic was it that our first in person meeting was to watch the movie “together”¿
…hopefully it won’t be so rough like thateughhhh
but yeah! that’s the thing
idaeus doesn’t know that the world does hang on his shoulders this it seems, and if he does, he’s just so goddamn stubborn on doing it alone
but i digress
tyler, jenna and josh are another trinity that have been able to find each other and cut the distance
in my case, it’s not so easy
idaeus is just freaking stubborn about not hearing about me
and our ego lives up north and just… quiet
i can’t help both
i have to decide to go east and help idaeus, or do as my brother says—east is up
oh and i say brother because technically we are, i mean—angels falling divided by three also happen to more creations of god than just us
it’s funny how at the end of the video the letter “E” gets highlighted
deft igloo
tbh it makes me more nervous no one has asked anything
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probably because i sound too insane
and it is...but its not my job to make everyone else unblind
i keep forgetting that
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actually
im doing it again aren't i¿
i am way ahead of this time
ughhhhhhh
waow i sure love coming up with solutions to problems that haven't even occurred yet
deft igloo
I feel I owe you an apology. We have a rule. We never free a mind once it’s reached a certain age. It’s dangerous, the mind has trouble letting go. I’ve seen it before and I’m sorry. I did what I did because…I had to. When the Matrix was first built, there was a man born inside who had the ability to change whatever he wanted, to remake the Matrix as he saw fit. It was he who freed the first of us, taught us the truth: ‘As long as the Matrix exists the human race will never be free.’ After he died the Oracle prophesized his return and that his coming would hail the destruction of the Matrix, end the war, bring freedom to our people. That is why there are those of us who have spent our entire lives searching the Matrix looking for him. I did what I did because I believe that search is over…
— Morpheus, Matrix (1999)
imma say something very personal, but i’ve always wanted a little brother
and yes everyone always goes “you are taking it too personal” well excuse my crassness but we’re all adults, everyone knows exactly what they are doing even unconsciously
and i feel frustrated because my closest friend isn’t here to back up my claims due to me saying the wrong things about them
and i hate myself for it
deft igloo
things need a change it seems
keep in mind that lately i only so card spreads when watching the matrix movies
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i just realized this has been a breach of info
im closing the thread
deft igloo
…okay im okay i just needed some space to lessen my concerns
it’s difficult putting stuff i so undoubtedly believe in out here
deft igloo
i just don’t know where to begin without sounding crazy and shouting it to the void feels very difficult like this
