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urban sparrow Feb 17, 2021, 2:10 AM

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I don't want to be awake again
I spend my days with my head in my hands
If I go outside, I'll fall apart

I am mostly scared by passing time
The world it seems gets more unkind
Inevitable tragedies will soon be mine

I am looking for an easy place
To mask my thoughts behind my face
Oh, brown baked column of victory

Maybe I should just pack up and run away again
And let you forget that you were once my friend
And watch another go on and do better without me

But I could not go away, not if I wanted to
I can hide from friends, but I cannot hide from you
These chemical reactions are dividing me

Self-deprecating thoughts are interrupting all the time
Emphasizing all the traits that I wish weren't mine
They speak louder than everybody

I try to keep my eyes closed as my outlook isn't bright
Compulsively complaining when I haven't got the right
I hate the way that I think and act

I want to end reality but I feel hesitant
Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present
And so for today, I'll remain intact

I don't want to be awake again
I spend my days with my head in my hands
If I go outside, I'll fall apart

sleek cobalt Feb 17, 2021, 2:11 AM

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@untold tapir so down to hear it?

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And maybe u can help me

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Fjcjdjskks

untold tapir Feb 17, 2021, 2:12 AM

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POGGERSI'MDOWN

sleek cobalt Feb 17, 2021, 2:13 AM

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Okay

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Music lounge?

untold tapir Feb 17, 2021, 2:13 AM

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YE

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shit caps

pseudo marsh Feb 17, 2021, 2:26 AM

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yo is this good?

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it's been a week since i have heard from you
and you know that i already miss you
And that's a fact, im not gonna lie

I don't think if i could make it through
if it wasn't form your cuttest clue
that you really liked me the very first time

Pre-Chorus :
Please don't ignore and pretend that Im not arround
if you could give me a Chance just 1 more time

Chorus:
I would say "I love you" for the very first time
if i could go back into time
where you, needed me well let's say you cried for me

I will do anything just to make you smile
If i have to run a hundred mile
just to get to you, I will make it try

Make It Try...

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welp my lyrics sucks

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@rare nimbus can you unmute me so i can sing tommorow?

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thank you

rare nimbus Feb 17, 2021, 2:34 AM

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pseudo marsh thank you

Wasnt me, but for future reference, please contact the ModMail bot with problems like this

crisp isle Feb 17, 2021, 2:34 AM

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Hola?

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:'v

urban sparrow Feb 17, 2021, 2:34 AM

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crisp isle Hola?

hoi

crisp isle Feb 17, 2021, 2:35 AM

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que tal, creo que aqui la gran mayoria habla ingles :'v

urban sparrow Feb 17, 2021, 2:35 AM

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huh?

short summit Feb 17, 2021, 2:36 AM

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you don't love me.
you love the facade i put up, the mask you see
you love the things i do for you, the love i give to you
but you don't love me.
if you could see my soul, the empty, dark place where dead roses and broken hearts reside, you'd leave.
and i want you to stay, more than anything.
if you could see my soul, you'd get scared of what i am.
what am i?
i'm nothing that can be defined, a scratch on a stainless steel spoon, a smudge on a shining mirror.
even i don't know what i am, and the endlessness, the ever-buzzing screens in the dark corners of my mind, terrifies me.
you wouldn't love me if you knew.
i don't love me, so how could you?

crisp isle Feb 17, 2021, 2:37 AM

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I do not speak English

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xd

urban sparrow Feb 17, 2021, 2:38 AM

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uhm- oof

pseudo marsh Feb 17, 2021, 2:42 AM

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welp my lyricss sucks

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it's been a week since i have heard from you
and you know that i already miss you
And that's a fact, im not gonna lie

I don't think if i could make it through
if it wasn't form your cuttest clue
that you really liked me the very first time

Pre-Chorus :
Please don't ignore and pretend that Im not arround
if you could give me a Chance just 1 more time

Chorus:
I would say "I love you" for the very first time
if i could go back into time
where you, needed me well let's say you cried for me

I will do anything just to make you smile
If i have to run a hundred mile
just to get to you, I will make it try

Make It Try...

short summit Feb 17, 2021, 7:10 AM

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please excuse my terrible effort at a rhyming poem.

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i don't know how to say this
my heart relentless
failing senses
but when i say i'm leaving
the fearless breath, the pulse decieving
what you don't see, my face soon drawn,
i love you, my dear
but i'm already gone.

inland dome Feb 17, 2021, 10:17 AM

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terrible?

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that was great

untold tapir Feb 17, 2021, 11:27 AM

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outsider

reminiscent you all are,
dreamy tales, attractive eyes
drawn to your fascination where you can relive
because i wasn't alive
there isn't but a peck of dust,
a glimmer,
a ray of sunshine that only comes when the blinds peel open
i'm envious you weren't alone on your birthday
i'm envious you never brought food for anyone and everyone because
you only needed it for someone
someone
i'm an outsider to your circle
i'm alone
i am exaggerating, but i'm lonely within your crowd

crisp isle Feb 17, 2021, 12:00 PM

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Pain
A pang in your chest
A thorn cuts your skin
Eyes filled with tears
Up till the brim.

Crushed and angry spirit
Restless wants to be free,
No one knows how u feel
What u wanna be.

It's dissapointment,
Feels like self betrayal,
Feels like anxiety
Screaming to be cleared.

Feels like being pelted by stones,
But no blood is there.
It boils inside
Wanting to flow free in air.

Some care,some not,
Others don't give even a single thought.
I tell myself be strong, don't cry
U have many obstacles ahead
A lot to suffer in coming days.

But I become sensitive, call me crybaby if u want to but,
Some words affect me for others I don't give a shit.

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Idk what to call it

potent peak Feb 17, 2021, 2:12 PM

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I wasn't yours, but you were mine
I loved then, now, and to the end of time
We were more than friends, but weren't together
So now I will wonder forever

Is it me who is messed up now
Or is it me getting better somehow
I've hurt myself but I've hurt you more
Leaving you alone is like a neverending chore

So many people joke about "go commit die"
But it's seriously an option now that you're not in my life
Please don't call me dramatic or over the top
I know what I am and I know what I'm not

I wasn't yours, but you were mine
I loved then, now, and to the end of time
We were more than friends, but weren't together
So now I will wonder forever

How did it come to this
Where did I go wrong
I can't see you anymore
All I have of you is this song

fast wedge Feb 17, 2021, 2:21 PM

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short summit Feb 17, 2021, 3:31 PM

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it feels too heavy, the recognition of closure.
in a second, you're gone from my life forever, and me from yours.
but you won't be gone from my mind, lurking in the dark corners, things i wish i could say.
did you know that when you decided to leave?
did you know that you were the only person i trusted?
did you know that it hurt unimaginably to give up on you?
i guess not, because would you still leave if you did?
probably.
you saw my soul, you didn't like it.
this is for the best, i know.
but it feels lonely now.
i let you in, and you didn't want to stay.
i guess that kind of hurt, knowing that the first person to see me as who i was didn't care.
you won't see this, the final remembrance of what i was.
but it's okay.
if i were you, i wouldn't want to stay either.
don't worry, though
i won't hurt you anymore.

distant gazelle Feb 17, 2021, 7:35 PM

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The crackling of a Dorito
and the rustling of the bag

The flipping of pages
Sliced sheets of paper.

The crackling of firewood in the background
Flames pop and snap the wood.

The clicking of the switch to turn on the lamp
Rain pours
And pats the roof

The book slammed shut
Flipping through the book
Sheet by sheet

Glasses
The crumpling of water bottles

Staring into the void

zealous sentinel Feb 18, 2021, 1:14 AM

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^^deleting soon

short summit Feb 18, 2021, 1:22 AM

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distant gazelle The crackling of a Dorito and the rustling of the bag The flipping of pages Sli...

visual asmr and also i like your name soomer

untold tapir Feb 18, 2021, 6:24 AM

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The faith

You soar my endless mind
Red noses, Green fingers and suns that shine blue
They always say love is blind
But still, I’ll wait a thousand years for you

The gritty sand, brutal waves, and empty graves
You stabbed my heart and let the blood to pool
For all of it, you’re the blame
But still, I’ll wait a thousand years for you

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You took my drink. My fall. My breath
I’m aching, yet I hope you are too
My hate is immeasurable, I can’t love you less
But still, I’ll wait a thousand years for you.

You soar my endless mind
I become sweet and pure like morning dew
I never thought of you being mine
But still, I’ll wait a thousand years for you

restive maple Feb 18, 2021, 3:09 PM

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I'm very proud of these dkashdaj song lyrics just btw

'You’ve always wanted a cottage in the woods
money’s tight but I’ve heard that the
devil’s making deals, it’ll only cost a soul
And look, deep inside my chest, a living mass is squirming
A soul for a cottage
it’ll ease my yearning

Mind is hazy when I look at you
Dream home dream life but there’s nothing left inside cause
The gates to heaven are sealed, my spirit trapped alone
But we dance, quietly and calm, to the stereo I bought
for our anniversary
But there’s nothing left of me'

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my lyrics are still very messy and unfinished but I like the vibes :OOO

restive maple Feb 18, 2021, 3:11 PM

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untold tapir You took my drink. My fall. My breath I’m aching, yet I hope you are too My hate...

Oh that's really fluid and pretty aaa

crisp isle Feb 18, 2021, 8:59 PM

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"We say we're friends, but I'm catching you across the room
It makes no sense, 'cause we're fighting over what we do
And there's no way that I'll end up being with you
But friends don't look at friends that way
Friends don't look at friends that way"

For my crush guys AHAHA

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Lmao Idk

untold tapir Feb 19, 2021, 3:58 AM

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Better

better than happiness
is fake happiness
it tricks him, her and you
a simple game for your fresh, teenage heart

better than food
is false food
which you eat, and eat
then comes the pity party
smeared all over

better than me
is pink me
i’m vibrant, ecstatic, lovely.
i fill the room,
the hues of your eyes,
your shoes,
and the spiders inside

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🕷️
better than my friend
is your friend
where she is cooler and better
than everything, and anything
but is neither of these itself.

better than secretive
is secretly secretive
they never suspect a thing
about your needy heart,
alone in your hollow chest
badum.

better than love
is your love
it’s shunned,
shamed, feared
disgusted. yet i slip.
into those warm, warm arms.
that warm, warm smile.
i hate you.
but i’m in love, love, with you.

better than you
is me
i’m better than you
more pathetic than you
more lonely than you.
it’s you.
stronger. prettier. lonelier.
i want you to get to know me
better and better.

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moreoldpoemsletsgooooooooooooooooooo

old musk Feb 19, 2021, 3:40 PM

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I want to know If your words are true~
The wayside, the deep side from the ever new moon.
Horrified~
From what has come I cant stand you tonight.
I packed my bags and tried to leave Horrified but I cant leave
Stuck in a hole where I cant breath…
Unfairly recognized, the holy knights sheep eyes.
Cheap but fairly nice I…

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Petrified~
From I want to know if your thoughts are true the wayside on the riptide by the ever new moon.
what has come im leaving tonight.
I packed my bags and tried to leave Horrified but I cant leave
Stuck in a hole where I cant breath…
Unfairly discriminized the holy sheeps eyes..
Cheap but fairly nice.

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(Sheep eyes. From me myself and iiiii)

fast wedge Feb 19, 2021, 4:48 PM

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cool

short summit Feb 20, 2021, 8:00 AM

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somehow it's peaceful, the stillness of night.
somehow it cloaks everything in a layer of calm, muffling noise as the light fades away.
is it calm, or is it merely refusal to accept the hurt, the open eyes that don't see, the ears that hear but do not listen, the mouths that talk and talk but never make a sound?
somehow, night has the power to quench us, to choke the stimulation and distraction until we're forced to focus.
we can't handle it, and we busy our minds until sleep takes us away, with parties and drugs and alcohol.
the intoxication is all too tempting, to give in to a world of pleasure and irrationality.
that's all that matters in the moment, the time slipping quietly past, falling swiftly and softly through our fingertips.
we don't want to face it, the knowledge that time is ever-running and can never be replaced.
so we waste it, choosing to put it out of our mind until the sun comes to remind us that we still exist, at least in each other's memories.
but when we fade, when we collapse into the comforting arms of night, are we simply acknowledging what we've tried so hard to distract from?
or is it the end to a world, the end of a time, the end of a memory that's distorted and replayed over time?
the falling of time does not end.
but we do.

unborn knot Feb 21, 2021, 8:16 AM

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https://www.google.com/search?q=polygondwanaland+lyrics

calm flint Feb 21, 2021, 2:08 PM

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appudaun wa yo no tsune kuzu hiitatte doujinai kanjin na no Strong na Mind dashinuite Survive ikitsuku saki wa Heaven or hell kono sekai no ruuru tatta hitotsu shousha koso ga seigi onna wa dokyou jiresaseru no aitsu o yareru koto nan datte yaru atashi wa kakegurui no kuiin omitooshi sore You doubt me yomikitte rettsu Showdown Deal with the devil misukashite atashi no mono ni suru anata no kami no ippon made zenbu A million dollars I'd say raise furueteru wa yo bouya orosase wa shinai wa Deal with the devil Uhhhhnn koufun tamaranai wa suriru dare ni mo sawarasenai kono Money A million dollars I'd say raise saa Com'on kakugo kimete furuetakabure My heart hoshigaru you ja ne mada beibii dare ni mo makenai kanjisasete Love me honey Uh hu anata naisho da wa hora misete ageru himitsu tte amai no shikakete wana ni hameru wa yudan sasou no yo shikou o tometara ji endo nannimo shiranai you na hyoujou de otosu wa anata o kyosei desho sore You doubt me yomikitte rettsu Showdown Deal with the devil minogasanai donna chiisana zuru datte atashi no me wa gomakasarenai wa A million dollars I'd say raise katta aite wa hone made aishitsukushite ageru neratta emono wa nigasanai kuchibiru nurashite itadaku wa My babe daiya no jakku de te ga sorou wa emi o koroshi matsu dake atashi no pookaa feisu wa It's perfect ichippun no hima mo misetari shinai wa shisen kanjiteru wa onozomi wa saigo made mite bakkari inaide atashi to shite ikanai? makeru no ga kowai? You're easy game yomikitte rettsu Showdown Deal with the devil misukashite atashi no mono ni suru anata no kami no ippon made zenbu A million dollars I'd say raise furueteru wa yo bouya tokoton made iku wa Deal with the devil Uhhhhnn koufun tamaranai wa suriru dare ni mo sawarasenai kono Money A million dollars I'd say raise saa Com'on kakugo kimete hai ni naru made utte hoshi garu you ja ne mada beibii dare ni mo makenai kanjisasete Love me honey 😗✌🏻

old musk Feb 22, 2021, 2:08 AM

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I wrote your name in yellow hearts

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eating toenails before they fall apart

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decaying in the dark

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the crust taste like noahs ark .-.

old musk Feb 22, 2021, 2:29 AM

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;w; ThE BeSt SoNg EvErRrRrr

stiff kettle Feb 22, 2021, 2:39 AM

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She spoke to me again today
Words are words I suppose, hanging dry
Dry lips crackle, push apart, television static
Crackle crackle crackle all the way home

Woollen fleece over my eyes
Those misty nights, no claws to pry
Away from that axe, straight through my brain
Chop chop chop chop the growth away
No other way to comply

Turn the dials round again, burn my prickled skin
Freeze these memories away, imposter syndrome win

Mama loves you,
Dada loves you,
These boiled sweets help themselves
Sister loves you,
Brother loves you
And dolly sits on the shelf

This makes no sense and the rhymes don’t work too well unless you actually here it for yourself when I play piano with it while singing tbh, it all comes together when it’s actually being sung

old musk Feb 22, 2021, 3:05 AM

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others:Woah this is great! me: the moral of the story is watching tv for to long will bring an axe to your head and make you have delusions Others:NO YOU ARE SO RUDE Me:how, isnt this what its about?

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that was a great song/poem dude ;w; it rlly was

short summit Feb 22, 2021, 4:50 AM

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okay. this isn't a poem, more like a bunch of scattered thoughts assembled. i'm trying to work on descriptive writing.

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the raindrops, splashing and pooling softly on the weathered cobblestone, patter harsh against my roof. The sound soothes my thoughts, hushes the noisy buzz and slight, dull, pounding as they crash around my skull.
The clouds gather, heavy and clumped as they form, releasing a torrential downpour upon the dry, deserted streets of the city.
I am the only one left, the only mind preserved amongst the ruins of sanity. Sometimes I think that's slipping away as well, my presence fading and shimmering in and out of existence.
The brightness is long gone, disappeared into the seeping wealth of your dark eyes.
You haunt me here, the wisps of wind fluttering, threatening to extinguish my flickering flame, growing smaller and smaller every day.
Do days exist anymore? The time rushes and slows to a crawl, muddy banks and tumbleweeds rolling on the empty plains.
The wind, my only reminder of you, whips through my hair and lashes at my face with a cold, harsh touch. On other days, it's a mere breath on my neck, a soft hand caressing my cheeks, gone as soon as it appeared.
No matter how hard I cling to the notion of stability, I am gone. I have been since the day you died, your gravestone lingering at the edges of my vision wherever I look.
I'm trapped here, caged in by the tightening chains that you used to call "life." It won't let me go, won't let me leave my pain behind and join you where I know you'll be waiting.
Perhaps I'm only here for the rain, the bustle of life left behind and my empty heart to flutter once, twice, then lay still.
Already I have been here a lifetime, countless lives extinguished at the drop of a pin.
I can only take them away, take them to give to you and watch your delicate hands caress them.
Those tiny souls, soft and vulnerable, look as if they belong in your hands, melding into you. I want you, I need you, but I can never have you.
For the only wish I can grant is something I can never have.

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Is Death cruel? No, I don't think I am. I've ceased to care, my once fragile body left to disintegrate and be carried away by the soft touch of the wind. I exist only in the memories of the ones I leave behind, the fearful whispers and shed tears falling swiftly through the air. You fear me, yet I fear this eternal half-space I live in, not life, but not the blissful pain of death.
but still the raindrops scatter on impact, the cool stain of moisture just barely stirring what used to be my heart.
when will the roof cave in?

untold tapir Feb 22, 2021, 6:33 AM

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steady
every word you uttered
with a careful whisper
with an unsteady heart
who was ready to leap
out
of
my
chest
unarmed
every word you screamed
but with no pitch, no tone, no pace, no projection, no
i can hear you
i can feel you
i can hold it
barely
but i can
my finger slowly trace the edge, familiar patterns and i'm stuck
with a tight chest
as if you've thrown me of my tracks
the earth is on me
i sit still
there's no rain,
there's no clouds,
there's only the burning sun
which heats the scattered air you inhale
exhale
inhale
breathe
i'm sorry.
to be wanted and grasped and used and wrecked and silently pushed to your edge
don't fall.
climb.

calm flint Feb 22, 2021, 6:42 AM

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Nnozomi doori ni kakete ageru tekagen wa shinai suki, kirai, suki, kirai saisho wa daare? hodohodo ja tsumannai subete ka zero ka suki, kirai, suki, kirai tanoshimimashou nomeri komu hou ga kimochi ii suteki na suriru no sutoorii wo ikiru, ikiru, ikiru, ikiru ushinau mono wa taka ga shireteru ashita wo nakushitemo mirai ga nakunaru tte wake janai yume wo miru ni wa shirisugita jidai sa oide yo, kono yubi tomare, aishikiru, sore ga watashi no tashinami

autumn bear Feb 22, 2021, 3:46 PM

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baka mitai kodomo na no ne
yume wo otte kizu tsuite
uso ga heta na kuse ni
waraenai egao miseta

I LOVE YOU mo roku ni iwanai
kuchibeta de honma ni bukiyou
na no ni na no ni doushite
sayonara wa ieta no
dame da ne
dame yo dame na no yo
anta ga suki de suki sugite
dore dake tsuyoi osake de mo
yugamanai omoide ga
baka mitai

baka mitai hontou baka ne
anta shinjiru bakari de
tsuyoi onna no furi
setsunasa no yokaze abiru

hitori ni natte san-nen ga sugi
machinami sae mo kawarimashita
na no ni na no ni doushite
miren dake okizari

honma ni roku na otoko ya nai
soroi no yubiwa hazushimasu
zamaa miro seisei suru wa
ii kagen mattete mo
baka mitai

dame da ne
dame yo dame na no yo
anta ga suki de suki sugite
dore dake tsuyoi osake de mo
yugamanai omoide ga
baka mitai

honma ni roku na otoko ya nai
soroi no yubiwa hazushimasu
zamaa miro seisei suru wa
nan na no yo kono namida
baka mitai

old musk Feb 22, 2021, 6:13 PM

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I love you

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you love me

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lets go out and

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kill barney

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with a big shotgun

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a barneys on the floor

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no more purple dinosoar

crisp isle Feb 22, 2021, 7:14 PM

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||Just because you're lonely
Doesn't mean we go back to the start
Just because you're lonely
Don't mean that you can play with my heart
Who do you think you are?||

old musk Feb 22, 2021, 7:19 PM

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I think im...A pEiCe Of gArBaGeEeEe

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https://tenor.com/view/minato-naruto-tobi-rasengan-gif-17445881

Tenor

crisp isle Feb 23, 2021, 1:40 AM

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Are you with me?
Are you in or are you out?
Are you with me?
Are you drifting through the doubt?
Are you in or are you out?
Don't give up, not yet
No matter how hard this gets
We come into the world
Worse for the wear
But the wars of our fathers
Are not ours to bear
Don't give up, no not yet
Don't give up, not yet..

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For those who are going through your own personal stuff.
Don't give up 🥺
You'll make it through I believe in you keep fighting. You are STRONG 💪

short summit Feb 23, 2021, 3:46 AM

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i am awash in a feeling, a strange nature that prods gently at my skin.
communicating without words, i silently understand that this is acceptance, something i craved.
simultaneously, i feel a twinge of sadness, knowing that i truly will be gone soon.
the five stages of grief are over now, and all that's left to do is accept what i refused.
then i can move on, leave with more finality than i said goodbye.
i've been sorry, been angry, been hopeful, been sad.
now all i realize is that it wasn't worth it to hope that i could fix it.
i learned my lesson the hard way.
but it's okay now, i understand and i'm grateful for everything i learned from you.
goodbye.

restive maple Feb 23, 2021, 7:48 AM

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I’ve got an angel at my shoulder who’s blind
I carry her round like balloon on a string
and she sings and she sings and she sings
And her music it opens my heart to the world
oh she sings and she sings and she sings

(I will add more later but I'm happy with the simplicity of this first verse)

short summit Feb 23, 2021, 5:15 PM

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i don't really like this poem but oh well

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mirrors and lost hope

glass hearts and white roses, shining mirrors creating an intricate funhouse obstacle course.
everywhere i look, i'm warped, distorted, and i can't seem to find you anywhere.
increasingly frantic, the whispers bouncing off the walls get louder and louder until they're overwhelming, an immediate rush of noise making me fall to my knees.
i catch a glimpse of you, running through the endless maze of mirrors, and i scramble to find you until i'm hopelessly lost.
shining silver droplets fall from the sky, burning my skin and marking the mirrors with shining streaks.
the poison is everywhere i touch, anywhere i move i feel the sting.
my world is a surrealist painting, shrouded in smooth colors and optical illusions, fading into thin air when i try to reach for you.
the roses shrivel, crumbling to nothing in my hands, the last shred of hope shattered.
you've trapped me here, and i followed you blindly.
now, i have no way out.

crisp isle Feb 23, 2021, 7:57 PM

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you made that!?!?!

short summit Feb 23, 2021, 8:11 PM

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crisp isle you made that!?!?!

yeah i mean i feel like it's missing something, can you give me feedback? only if you're comfortable ofc

crisp isle Feb 23, 2021, 8:12 PM

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of cousre i will

short summit Feb 23, 2021, 8:12 PM

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okay awesome how could it improve

crisp isle Feb 23, 2021, 8:14 PM

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short summit okay awesome how could it improve

https://tenor.com/view/duh-well-judge-judy-obviously-gif-13643427 a title

Tenor

short summit Feb 23, 2021, 8:14 PM

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LOL what

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i mean yeah

crisp isle Feb 23, 2021, 8:15 PM

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crisp isle https://tenor.com/view/duh-well-judge-judy-obviously-gif-13643427 a title

a title doy

short summit Feb 23, 2021, 8:15 PM

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what should i call it

crisp isle Feb 23, 2021, 8:16 PM

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posionus roses. By-.

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i think you're really good

short summit Feb 23, 2021, 8:17 PM

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thank you that means a lot to me

crisp isle Feb 23, 2021, 8:17 PM

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NP i like to help a LOT

short summit Feb 23, 2021, 8:17 PM

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LOL

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sure

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thank you

crisp isle Feb 23, 2021, 8:17 PM

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you're welcome

short summit Feb 23, 2021, 8:18 PM

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:)

short summit Feb 23, 2021, 8:30 PM

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crisp isle NP i like to help a LOT

hey if you wouldn't mind can you help me decide a title for a poem i just wrote two minutes ago as well

crisp isle Feb 23, 2021, 8:31 PM

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okay!

short summit Feb 23, 2021, 8:31 PM

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beautiful poison

beautiful poison, that's what you are.
your words are addicting, entrancing, sweet enough to cover the toxicity that lines every sentence.
they clog my throat, and i'm left wondering why i struggle to breathe.
i need you, i crave you, i love you -do i love you?
or are you the drug i've been longing for, the drug that takes me away and blurs my senses?
your eyes draw me in, wrap me up in your web of lies as you carefully craft a seed of distrust to plant in my heart.
all of a sudden, i'm paranoid, knowing that you're the only one who's here for me, who's helping me as my friends all drift away.
oh, you're so beautiful, so ethereal, but the knives you stab into my back are anything but loving.
still i hold you close, unaware that the chokingly sweet words you whisper in my ear are laced with a deadly acid.
soon i belong only with you, my mind and soul so corrupted with the dark stains of your presence that there's no going back.
you're a drug, i'm addicted, and i won't survive the withdrawals.

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it's basically like a yandere thing yknow

crisp isle Feb 23, 2021, 8:32 PM

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there's nothing wrong to me it's really good

short summit Feb 23, 2021, 8:33 PM

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thank you but i do need a title i think

crisp isle Feb 23, 2021, 8:33 PM

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Ana oop-

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Beautiful Poison

short summit Feb 23, 2021, 8:34 PM

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okay

earnest peak Feb 23, 2021, 8:35 PM

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lyrics from songs or waaaaaa

short summit Feb 23, 2021, 8:35 PM

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basically anything i think it's more for people that like write stuff

earnest peak Feb 23, 2021, 8:35 PM

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oh mk

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im just very slow

short summit Feb 23, 2021, 8:35 PM

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ah no you're fine

earnest peak Feb 23, 2021, 8:36 PM

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;-;

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imma just go catch more pokemon peace

short summit Feb 23, 2021, 8:36 PM

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alright enjoy yourself

spark flume Feb 23, 2021, 11:56 PM

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My person: I once walked down the pier to get on the ship that I would be sailing for a few hours it was a fine ship at the time abd had up to about 50 cannons atleast and from looking at the contracts for the pirate captains I chose the one ship that had the best crew and captain, though not much was known about the Captain but I didn't give it a second thought but anyway I ran up the dock and seen a guy leaning against a wooden pole that had a flag he had scars all over his face and his eyes were black when I looked closely his eyes seemed to be pouring a black smoke out of them that was rolling down his face I stopped and stared.

Mysterious man: what are you looking at oh my eyes and scars like everyone else! See I was a normal pirate before I became this and people think I like this!! No well anyway I was once a pirate like you looking for adventure but one day after sailing the seas with a crew I was with our ship got boarded by other pirates they burned the ship to the ground and in the process I tried to stop them this happened shows scars so I was then thrown off the ship and blacked out from what I remember I was then on an island and their was a thick fog surrounding me though I seen somthing coming my way and the second it hit me I remember the intense burn In my eyes and when a few hours later I seen how I looked I was shocked let's just say a ship eventually found me after a few days and they didn't question my scars and my eyes at the time just took me back to a town and headed off on their journey's so I'm saying this as a warning be careful out there as you never know what lurks in the shadows.

My person in my mind thinking: ok tf well this guy is odd but I should go anyway and go on the ship well sir I gotta go see the crew and captain I'm sailing with so have a good day now and thanks for the warning bye.

•and so it was that he boarded that ship though not much else is known after that•

short summit Feb 24, 2021, 4:27 PM

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if they have curse words in them they might get automatically deleted

fossil heron Feb 24, 2021, 5:19 PM

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https://docs.google.com/document/d/1XNtyerGn5GfA6rRXWm2wbRHAF3NcIb31mXiNQWTYyFk/edit?usp=sharing

Google Docs

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13 By: Avan It so tough being a 13 year old With mental package bigger than my knowledge I feel alone even when i have someone right next to me But that's just how it is when your alone at 13 Yeah When i turned 11 Just got into middle school Thoughts didn't go how i really planed Turns out i ...

crisp isle Feb 24, 2021, 7:34 PM

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She says, beauty is pain and there's beauty in everything
What's a little bit of hunger?
I could go a little while longer, she fades away
She don't see her perfect
She don't understand she's worth it
Or that beauty goes deeper than the surface

short summit Feb 25, 2021, 2:45 AM

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i'm running out of time.
constantly, it slips past so fast i don't even notice.
every second gone is a bit of my life now in the past, never to be recovered.
memories blur like faded photographs through my mind, flipping through an old film reel.
the things i love, the words i string so eloquently along fragile wisps of candy floss, are nothing more than distractions as my timer ticks down.
i don't feel scared, don't feel the immense weight of it bearing down on me.
i'm able to push it to the back of my head, ignore the moments that pass before my very eyes.
maybe it's because i don't know when my time runs out, don't know when my action figure falls off the tightrope.
i know that i can't stop it, that it's inevitable, and it's more than slightly terrifying to the parts of me that recognize me wasting precious time.
soon, i'll be close to the end, but how will it take me?
with a crash, an explosion, a whirl of sound and color?
a choking in my lungs, blood dripping off my lips, fingers finally limp?
a gentle current, a swift transition from pain to peace, or whatever is beyond?
it could be any of these, or it could be something i've never imagined.
don't spend too much time dwelling on things you cannot control, they tell me, just make good use of the time you have.
the time i don't have, countless seconds and minutes and years, turns my head with just a soft touch, beckoning me to look back through the colorful layers, straining my eyes to see what i can no longer remember.
even as i stand, the seconds and minutes flow past, an everlasting force that moves around me at a constant, relentless pace.
i can't keep up, and that's when i know
i will never escape the mindless rush of whirling time.

crisp isle Feb 25, 2021, 4:06 AM

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"Even when she hears his voice she's swarmed with butterflies
It's impossible to get you off my mind
I think about hundred thoughts and you are 99"

crisp isle Feb 25, 2021, 3:40 PM

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I am a man

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I drive a van

crisp isle Feb 25, 2021, 5:42 PM

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Hey I saw you walking by, I don’t mean to sound like a creep, but every time I look into your eyes you seem to be doing fine well how do you think that’s working out for me?
Oh you hold a smile while I walk in shame, do you even remember the good old days?
So I stress all the time and I cry, hoping to be in the arms of someone I used to know
So yeah I think I’ve been doing great ever since that day came, well I’ve felt just a little bit of regret but I think that’s a normal thing
How can you hold a smile when I walk in shame, do you even remember the good old days?
So I stress all the time and I cry, hoping to be in the arms of someone I still do love
But can I even try? Because they said I can never be in the arms of someone I used to know
Have you even heard my plead? How ‘bout when I say I love you? Or when I say “goodnight my dear, I will never forget you”

torn kindle Feb 26, 2021, 8:52 AM

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crisp isle I drive a van

so deep

crisp isle Feb 26, 2021, 8:52 AM

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how?

torn kindle Feb 26, 2021, 8:53 AM

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sarcasm

crisp isle Feb 26, 2021, 8:53 AM

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oh sorry

torn kindle Feb 26, 2021, 8:54 AM

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nono i think it´s funny

crisp isle Feb 26, 2021, 8:54 AM

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really?

torn kindle Feb 26, 2021, 8:54 AM

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yeah

crisp isle Feb 26, 2021, 8:54 AM

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what is funny about it

torn kindle Feb 26, 2021, 8:56 AM

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don´t know how to explain my humour is broken ig

crisp isle Feb 26, 2021, 8:56 AM

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ok

fervent sleet Feb 26, 2021, 7:11 PM

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sooo

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what goes on in here?

shadow ore Feb 26, 2021, 8:18 PM

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fervent sleet what goes on in here?

idk

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Im new here

untold tapir Feb 26, 2021, 8:39 PM

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crisp isle I drive a van

beans of cans
then i sang
got banned
4 being a fan
then i sang,
"ding dang
oha oha
bing bang"

crisp isle Feb 26, 2021, 10:11 PM

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sweet dreams, i'll see you in the morning
all we need is a few hours sleep
and tomorrow, we'll keep looking for clues
to the riddles spelled out in our soup

there's a dozen round every corner
but it won't be easy to piece them together
but we've got minds like barbed wire
i never thought that it would be so tough
just to exist through the simplest, most menial stuff
but i know we're gonna figure this thing out (or self-immolate trying)

there once was a time when we walked crooked lines
but that's all over now
i'll walk with you into the blue

dreamt of a city, somewhere over the mountains
where the sidewalks are paved with helpful ideas
you were with me, standing over the highway
gasoline hanging in the air

can't seem to cut loose all these tangled threads
in my embroidered tapestry crafted by my very own 2,000 hands
you got any weekend plans?
can't help but wonder if you're still my pal
but you told me once that you would follow me into hell
and oh man, that place is far behind me now

there once was a time when we walked crooked lines
but that's all over now
i'll walk with you into the blue

there was a traveler who claimed he had all the answers
he came from jupiter but he was only an amateur
he was all alone so far from home

shadow ore Feb 26, 2021, 10:57 PM

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wall text

modest axle Feb 27, 2021, 12:21 AM

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lol

restive maple Feb 27, 2021, 12:55 AM

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crisp isle sweet dreams, i'll see you in the morning all we need is a few hours sleep and t...

yo what that's so neat- like super cool :OOOOO

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I really adore some of those lines0

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did you write that or?

potent peak Feb 27, 2021, 2:22 AM

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Yes, I love them
Yes, they love me
But not like that.
No you fool, not like that

They were there for me when no one else was
They pulled me out of a dark place
I am alive right now only because
They taught me how to get to a happy space

Get it through your thick skull
We are not lovers
I am so done with your bull
We are always there for each other

Yes, I love them
Yes, they love me
But not like that.
No you fool, not like that

I never thought I'd find someone so perfect for me
They've helped heal my mind and soul
They got me out of the hell my head used to be
They remind me every day to keep my sights set on the goal

This love is platonic
Any other sort usually ends in a way that is
Catastrophic
So can you finally shut your mouth? PLEASE!

Yes, I love them
Yes, they love me
But not like that.
No you fool, not like that

short summit Feb 27, 2021, 3:10 AM

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TW!!!!

she was a stranger on the street.
he was a cousin's friend's uncle.
they were somebody's lover.
they're all gone now, gone by their own hands.
could i have saved them, if only i was stronger?
could i have rewritten their stories, been the person to smile at them and make them want to wake up?
it was quiet when i learned, like the world had gone deaf in their names.
my heart kept beating- theirs didn't get to.
oh god, if only i had saved them.
if only i had been able to look into their eyes and ask if they were okay.
but i passed by, and my moment to help passed with it.
that's my only regret- not being able to save everyone.
it's so much worse now, the dark liquid choking me from the inside out.
the shadows grasp me, pull me in, hug me tighter and tighter until i can't breathe anymore.
i couldn't save them.
who's going to save me?

lapis bone Feb 27, 2021, 2:05 PM

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I love it when the songbirds sing

Its beautiful the beauty of spring

How the breeze dances with the wind

Then all the plants join in

You can feel nature in the air

Remember it’ll always be there

But when you feel scared

When you feel like no-one cared

Just run into spring

You’ll forget everything

The beauty of nature

Its amazing

Animals big and small

The plants that grow so tall

It brings happiness to us all

This is spring

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Its a poem

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Or its rubbish

graceful gazelle Feb 27, 2021, 8:32 PM

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lapis bone I love it when the songbirds sing Its beautiful the beauty of spring How the b...

beautiful poem for me 😌

unborn knot Feb 27, 2021, 10:31 PM

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https://www.google.com/search?q=some+are+lakes+lyrics

final fractal Feb 27, 2021, 10:59 PM

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I have something I'd like to share: Humans are like crayons. They can be melted and broken, but they still work. They'll never look the same again but they'll always work. Until eventually they'll be so fragile and broken that they'll crumble apart. And as soon as you loose the crumbs you'll lose your crayon. Don't waste your crayons by melting them, instead use them for the beauty until they naturally fade into nothing more than a memory. ~ Liv 2021

untold tapir Feb 27, 2021, 11:01 PM

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“All parents damage their children. It cannot be helped. Youth, like pristine glass, absorbs the prints of its handlers. Some parents smudge, others crack, a few shatter childhoods completely into jagged little pieces, beyond repair.”

Mitch Albom, The five people you meet in Heaven (book)

modest axle Feb 28, 2021, 12:40 AM

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sacred kelp Feb 28, 2021, 12:42 AM

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"Fourscore and seven years ago our fathers brought forth, on this continent, a new nation, conceived in liberty, and dedicated to the proposition that all men are created equal. Now we are engaged in a great civil war, testing whether that nation, or any nation so conceived, and so dedicated, can long endure. We are met on a great battle-field of that war. We have come to dedicate a portion of that field, as a final resting-place for those who here gave their lives, that that nation might live. It is altogether fitting and proper that we should do this. But, in a larger sense, we cannot dedicate, we cannot consecrate—we cannot hallow—this ground. The brave men, living and dead, who struggled here, have consecrated it far above our poor power to add or detract. The world will little note, nor long remember what we say here, but it can never forget what they did here. It is for us the living, rather, to be dedicated here to the unfinished work which they who fought here have thus far so nobly advanced. It is rather for us to be here dedicated to the great task remaining before us—that from these honored dead we take increased devotion to that cause for which they here gave the last full measure of devotion—that we here highly resolve that these dead shall not have died in vain—that this nation, under God, shall have a new birth of freedom, and that government of the people, by the people, for the people, shall not perish from the earth."

earnest peak Feb 28, 2021, 1:58 AM

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And I was running far away
Would I run off the world someday?
Nobody knows, nobody knows
And I was dancing in the rain
I felt alive and I can't complain
But now take me home
Take me home where I belong
I can't take it anymore

lapis bone Feb 28, 2021, 3:58 AM

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graceful gazelle beautiful poem for me 😌

Thank you :3

crisp isle Feb 28, 2021, 2:41 PM

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roses are red ,
violets are not blue ,
idk y ppl use this,
but i guess i am too

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lol

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legend man

restive maple Feb 28, 2021, 3:34 PM

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Sorry in advance for posting a huge wall of text aaaaaaa
Longest song I've written!! It's only two minutes but im so proud of it and i finally broke free of my usual style- all my songs sound the same normally 😭
It's about a ghost btw!!

[VERSE 1]
There’s a hole. In the ground.
It calls. calls. calls.
You try. To look down.
But it’s too damn cold.
The hole. It is endless.
Down. Down. Down.
If you fall. You would surely.
Drown.

[CHORUS]
You would choke
as the lies
fill up your lungs
and the realisation
will have only begun
to sink in
this is it
this is it

[VERSE 2]
Open eyes. Look around.
Just breathe. Breathe. Breathe.
You’re alive. Somehow.
But you phase through walls.
The world. It looks misty.
It’s a Shroud. Shroud. Shroud.
Where’s your heart? Gone. Are you
Proud?

[CHORUS]
You would choke
as the lies
fill up your lungs
and the realisation
will have only begun
to sink in
this is it
this is it

[VERSE 3]
Hopeful, you. See a town.
So you walk. Walk. Walk.
There are people. And you call.
But there’s no recognition
In their eyes. You begin.
To scream. Scream. Scream.
They pass by. What does it
mean.

[BRIDGE]
There it is. The pin dropped.
Lightbulb moment. Eureka.
You’ve never seen a clearer mirror than this one before
but your reflection isn’t there anymore

[CHORUS] (x2)
You would choke
as the lies
fill up your lungs
and the realisation
will have only begun
to sink in
this is it
this is it

potent peak Feb 28, 2021, 4:32 PM

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Je sais
Quand j'essaye
Et j'essaye
Et j'essaye
Je me deviens
Tellement fatiguée

De leurs rires
Ils me moquent
D'abord je les bloque

Ils parlent
Et parlent
Et parlent
Mais jamais ferment leurs bouches
Je veux les frapper et lancer dans le poubelle
Comme nous faisons avec des mouches

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 4:52 PM

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@royal dune im alone i cant do this anymore
the walls are crushing me
same sight sick inside
you dont really care if i live or die

breathing gets heavier 
and the memories make it harder
seeing you not being mine
like it used to be 
its like an arrow pierced through my heart

how is it that i opened up for you 
and all you did is to tear me apart like no one else did
but i wont grant you the satisfaction of defeat
promises of reunion washed along side with so called immortal feelings

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 4:55 PM

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@lost raft
Feeling lost in the process
I don’t see this coming through well
I’m broken and useless
Nobody lands a hand to save me

I needed you to need me
But you don’t even see the real me
I feel like I lost you
I can’t breathe

I’ve lost myself a milion times
Trying to reach out to my old self
Breathe in and breathe out
Can’t stop the battle between my soul and mind

You’re too far and I’m afraid
There are times when I feel you next to me
But suddenly you are just a memory that it’s vanishing from me
Wanted you the most

But I feel like I’ve lost myself a milion times
Trying to reach out to my old self
Breathe in and breathe out
Can’t stop the battle between my soul and mind

I’m going to fight for the life i want
I’m going to wish for better and let myself fall in the process
I want all of it
All of you

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 4:57 PM

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as fii vrut sa fie altfel

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 4:58 PM

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Ma duc sa beau clor

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 4:58 PM

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ma duc sa o iau pe urm alu taicamiu

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 4:59 PM

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Daca ai impresia ca vreodata am vrut sa te ranesc ai o impresie foarte eronata. Niciodata nu mi am dorit sa te ranesc. Faptul ca tu acum imi spui ca s ca oricare fata e ok, oricum nu te cred si nu ma raneste, dar e urat. Tu stii mai bine pana la urma si daca asta crezi real fine, i’m ok with that.

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:00 PM

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atunci de ce faci ce faci ?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:00 PM

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Dar nu mi arunca cuvinte urate si nu ma scoate din minti cu niste aberatii gen ‘ ti o tragi cu toti acum’ ca am un orgoliu si o demnitate de invidiat.

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Ce fac Hades? Ce fac?

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:01 PM

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iesi in club si icnerci sa ma uiti si lasi lumea sa faca trash talk

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:01 PM

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Nu plang toata ziua in casa? Asta ar trebui sa fac nu?

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:01 PM

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ma bucur ca tu poti s anu o faci atunci

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:01 PM

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Ce lume face trash talk hades ca pe mine ma doare n cur de lume

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Si de treaba are iesitul cu inselatul?

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:02 PM

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ca ai iesit ca sa iei atetntie de la orice temrinat care te baga in seama si care se da la tine

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:02 PM

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Total gresit, poate asta faci tu dupa o despartire insa eu m am dus sa incerc sa ma simt bine cu prietenele mele

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:02 PM

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si ai reusit?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:03 PM

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Terminati sunt peste tot si mereu se vor uita baieti la mine

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Asta este, ar trebui sa le scot ochii? )))

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Ce rost mai are aceasta discutie, acum vorbesti asa cu mine si peste 2 ore imi xici sa ma sinucid si sa beau clor

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:03 PM

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dont act like u turn them down sau ca nu tia placut atentia

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:04 PM

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Si btw eu ti am zis ca o sa ajungi ca tactu dipa ce mi ai zis tu ca sa beau clor

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:04 PM

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si tu imi psui ca m aiubesti si next thing te comporti de parca nu am aexsisstat

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:04 PM

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Si tu te comporti de parca nu am existat, asa se face

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:05 PM

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nu se face asa

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nu ar trbeuii sa poti daca chiar tmai iubit

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cum nu pot nici eu

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as vrea sa ma scol sa ma tii in brate si sa fii visat tot

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dar nu o sa se intample

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:07 PM

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Btw cand nu ti am raspuns ramasesem fara baterie

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Ba da Hades, pentru ca iubirea nu este totul.

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Si o stii si tu, si acum imi zici de iubire cand mai devreme imi ziceai ca nu m ai iubit si regreti ca m ai cunoscut

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:10 PM

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este destul ca sa putem sa nu renuntam

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dar nu a fost

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cu cine mai inlocuit cu cine vb toata ziua?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:10 PM

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Iubirea nu este totul, este o mica parte din puzzle

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Eu te intreb pe tine cu cine vorbesti?

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Nu cu un baiat, stai linistit

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Nu am treaba cu nimeni

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La modul ca nu pot sa ma uit la altcineva sau asa, si nici nu imi doresc

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:12 PM

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nu?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:12 PM

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Nu

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:12 PM

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momentan gen

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:12 PM

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Hades tu esti cel care mi cauta inlocuitoare, nu eu

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Tu esti cel care simte nevoia sa vorbeasca cu altele, nu eu

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Eu nu reactionez asa, nu ma simt bine sa fac asta

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:13 PM

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fama sa cred ca maacar cand am avut accident si aveai grija de mine era real

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si ca nu a fost doar in capul meu

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si ca cchiar mai iubit

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in ciouda a tot ceea ce ai facut pana acum

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:13 PM

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A fost cat se poate de real

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Dar ce am facut hades?

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:14 PM

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mai pus la story ai bagat oameni pe server sa ma spioneze ai itnrat cu ei sa ma injure

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ai iesit sa ma uiti

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stiind ca sunt bolnav acasa

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putem sa fiu si in spital ca nu cred ca veneai sa ma vezi

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preferai sa dai shoturi

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:14 PM

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Nu stiam ca ai covid

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:14 PM

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si mai injurat de toate alea

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si ai zis c aimi pui pula mea mica pe net

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:15 PM

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Eram foarte nervoasa

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:15 PM

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asta ai acut

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nu este o scuza

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:15 PM

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Tu imi zisesek sa beau clor

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Mai devreme

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Si ca s terminata si sa ma duc in pula ta

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Si ca sunt vai de mortii mei

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Ca oricare alta

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Si ca ai facug ce ai vrut

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:15 PM

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nu inteleg de ce nu pot sa trec mai repede peste tine

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:15 PM

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O sa poti

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:16 PM

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mam deschis in fata ta diana si ai stiut cat inseamna asta pt mine

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stiai ca mie frica

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stiai ca daca ma ranesti o sa imi faci foarte rau

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:16 PM

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Hades si eu m am deschis in fata ta

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:16 PM

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si totusi in dimineata aia ai spus ca vrei sa ne despartim

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:16 PM

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Si totusi zilele alea m am simtit de rahat si te a durut in pula

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:16 PM

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si pe tine la fel

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:16 PM

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Si totusi tot ce poti face acum e sa te victimizezi

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:17 PM

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da pt ca am nevoie de comfort din partea ta

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:17 PM

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Cand ti am@facut de mancare, doar atunci ai vorbit cu mine

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Nu mai suntem impreuna sa trebuiasca sa iti ofer nimic, te ai pisat pe mine si mi ai vorbit extrem de urat

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:17 PM

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si tu teai pisat pe mine

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de mai multe ori

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:17 PM

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Si acum tot vina mea e cand tu ai inceput sa ma ataci si sa mi zici sa beau clor

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Hai ca m am@pisat pe tine daca e

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Niciodata coaie

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:18 PM

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de o gramda de o ri

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literallt

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ti leam si enumerat

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:18 PM

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Coaie e doar in capul tau

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:18 PM

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nu ete nimic in capul meu

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:18 PM

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Efectiv e doar in capul tsu

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:18 PM

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asumati ce ai facut

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:18 PM

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Eu am stat cu tine si ti am@purtat de grija mereu, si la accident

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Si acum@tu imi zici ca nj a fost asa

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Si ca sa iti dovedesc ca te am iubit

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TOATA RELATIA ASTA TI AM DOVEDIT CATE CEVA, nu mai vreau sa dovedesc nimic

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Believe what you want

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Daca vrei sa te minti ca nu a fost real si ca m a durut in pula ca sa treci peste mine ok, do that

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:19 PM

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sper sa intelegi cat ai insemnat pt mine

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si cat de rau miai facu tin ultimele zile

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:19 PM

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Stiu cat am insemnat, nimic

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Nici cat negrul sub unghie

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:20 PM

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nu crezi nici tu asta

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:20 PM

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Ba da, chiar o cred

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Nu ti am zis niciodata sa te sinucizi

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Sau sa bei clor

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Stiind ca nu sunt ok si ca am fost acolo

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:20 PM

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nu dar either way nuti pasa

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unde ai fost?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:20 PM

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Acolo in punctul ala nasol

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:21 PM

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da ?

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si eu nu nu??

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stateam dimineata in brate la tine si iti ziceam ca nu mai pot nu mai vreau

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:21 PM

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Si ti am fost alaturi

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Si ti am purtat de grija

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:21 PM

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si de ce am ajuns in punctu asta?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:22 PM

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Si te ai comportat mizerabil

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:22 PM

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dec enu am putut efectiv sa fim impreuna mereu?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:22 PM

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Hades imi faci creierul varza acum

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:22 PM

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super macar nu sunt singuru care tre sa stea intre 4 pereti si

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sa moara

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cu creieru cacat

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:22 PM

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Nu mai ascunde ce e gresit si intelege real ce s a intampla

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:22 PM

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e vb de mesaje?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:22 PM

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Coaie cat de grav e?

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Ce simptome ai?

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:22 PM

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imi pare

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rau

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si tiam zis

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ca imi pare rau si a fost o greseala

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a durat pana sami dau seama

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ca te vreau

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nu am vrut niciodata sa te ranesc

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:23 PM

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Hades ce simptome ai?

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:23 PM

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nu o sa mor calmeazate

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nu ma refeream

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fizic

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ma refeream sufleteste

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:24 PM

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royal dune Hades ce simptome ai?

da asta trebuia sa te intereseze inainte

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:24 PM

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Hades te am sunat la 3 dimineata

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Panicata

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Si bausem mult

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Doar ca sa vad daca esti bine

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Cand ai zis ca ai covid

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:25 PM

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mai usnat inainte

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si tiam zis dupa

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:25 PM

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Nu imk zice ca nu m am interesat

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:25 PM

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si mai sunat d e pe nr lu ioana

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:25 PM

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Te am sunat de pe tot ce aveam la indemana

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:25 PM

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si teai distrat cand ai iesit in club a doua zi?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:25 PM

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Mi ai zis sa ma sinucid

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A doua zi

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:26 PM

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urasca ca

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stiu ca totusi

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nu as permite sa ti se inample nimic

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chiar regreti ce ai scris in blog?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:26 PM

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????

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:26 PM

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ce ai scris in blog e totu adevarat?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:27 PM

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A da

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Normal

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De ce nu ar fi?

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:27 PM

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ma iubesti?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:28 PM

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N ai spus tu ca nu te iubesc si nu te am iubit?

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:28 PM

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vreau sami spui tu

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ce simti

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sincer 100 la suta

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:29 PM

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Doar gandeste te la ce iti zic

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Am avut pisica la gat toata zilele astea

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Nu am dat o jos

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:29 PM

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ma gandeam daca ai luato

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:29 PM

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Da, am avut o

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:29 PM

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ascult mkg toata ziua

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si playlistu

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de punk pe care lam pus dupa ce am facut sex

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in masina

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si ma gandesc doar cum imi puneai mana

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:30 PM

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Alea nu au fost singurele piese pe care le am ascultat impreuna

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:30 PM

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pe fata si ma mangaiai

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:30 PM

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Ia o de la inceput, iti dau si eu piese daca vrei

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Ca si eu am playlist

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:31 PM

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cu ce sa o iau de la inceput?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:31 PM

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Cu piesele

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A si stai ca mai voiam sa zic ceva dar am uitat

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:31 PM

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U07VKXydCUw&ab_channel=MGKVEVO

YouTube

MGKVEVO

Machine Gun Kelly - Downfalls High

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lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:32 PM

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royal dune A si stai ca mai voiam sa zic ceva dar am uitat

?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:32 PM

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Am uitat

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:33 PM

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te iubesc is team iubit.. mult iti jur ca as fii vrut sa mearga totu bine

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:36 PM

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Si eu te iubesc si o sa ramai in inima mea precum ti am promis, insa lucrurile nu sunt okay intre noi.

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:36 PM

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noi facem lucruile s amearha bine intre noi

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nu ele decid

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noi decidem

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:37 PM

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Si stii si tu asta. Sunt foarte multe lucruri care dor si o sa doara, si nu se pot schimba

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:38 PM

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vreau noaptea aia inca o data

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te vreau pe tine inca o data

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:38 PM

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Si cu celelalte nopti in care am stat spate in spate ce se intampla?

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Si cu Diana de care nu ti a placut si de care nu te a interesat ce se intampla?

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:38 PM

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nu le vreau pe alea

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:39 PM

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Sau cu zilele in care eram prea trista ca sa ma trezesc?

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Si imi dormeam zilele ca sa nu mai sufar

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Sau cand eram atat de paranoica ca vorbesti cu altcineva ca ma macinam singura?

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:39 PM

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si ai decis sa ma faci sa ma simt si eu la fel?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:39 PM

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Nu, am decis sa iau o decizie buna pentru amandoi

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:39 PM

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si e mai bine?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:40 PM

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Ai doar un moment de slabiciune

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:40 PM

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si tu de c enul ai?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:40 PM

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O sa iti revii si o sa ti bagi iar pula n mortii mei si o sa mi zici sa beau clor

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Pentru ca l am avut si nu a contat

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:40 PM

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mereu ai contat

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:41 PM

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Nu in masura in care mi as fi dorit

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:41 PM

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vrei sa dispar de tot?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:41 PM

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Am contat doar cand ai avut nevoie de mine

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In rest nu

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:41 PM

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nu e adevarat

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hm?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:42 PM

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Hades tu nu o sa dispari, nu e ca si cum te sterg de pe fata pamantului

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Vreau sa fii bine

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:42 PM

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adica s anu mai auzid e mine

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la ai am arefer

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i just want one more of ur loving caring hug

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:43 PM

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Faci cum consideri

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Imi pare rau ca momentele tale de slabiciune au fost atat de rare

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Aaaaaaa si mi am adus aminte

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In ziua de joi tu ai postat story gol pe facebook cu vorbim

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Ala a fost declicul, am avut un soc

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:45 PM

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si se compara cu ce ai facut tu

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:45 PM

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Tu ai pus ala ca sa primesti atentie

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Eu am iesit ca sa ma distrez

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Deci nu, nu se compara, eu n am iesit la agatat in schimb tu ai pus ala fix pentru a agata

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Dar nu te judec, doar iti zic

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:46 PM

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dar ai stat cu tipi pe car enui stii si care sau dat la tine nu

#

?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:46 PM

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Ce tipi

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Omule

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Ce

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Tipi))))

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:46 PM

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bogdan pula mea

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si aia care mau injruat pe discord

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:46 PM

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Care bogdan?

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:46 PM

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nu stiu

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tu sami zici

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:46 PM

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Pai nu stiu de care zici

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:46 PM

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era la tine in story cum nu stii

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nu ma intereseazxa care

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:46 PM

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Daca zici de ala de la story e un terminat care se da la ioana de 4 ani

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:46 PM

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ma intereseaza ca asta aif acut

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si la ioana casa

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cand ai stat

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cu aia

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cine erau?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:48 PM

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Hades nu te intereseaza, esti doar intr un moment prost

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Nu am facut nimic si stiu

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Stii*

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:49 PM

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si atunci de ce te retii sa zici

#

?

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:49 PM

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Faza cu discordul a fost una foarte simpla, mi a pasat si un prieten m a auzit ma plang si cum stau stresata

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Si a zis ca intra el sa vada care i faza

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Si dupa mi a zis ca faceti misto si ziceti de mine

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M am enervat ca bausem

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:49 PM

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da nu sa int asta sub icio forma

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:49 PM

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Eram inca la club si i am cerut contul

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:49 PM

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miai bagat oameni care erau de vrei3 zile

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marauk

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bogdana

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:50 PM

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Sa intru sa vorbesc cu voi

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:50 PM

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si theodorinski

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:50 PM

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?

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Doar theodor

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E prieten

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Restul habar n am

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Oricum, nu se va mai intampla pentru ca nu ma mai interesez de tine

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:50 PM

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as fii vrut

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ca

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nimic

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nu mia conreazsa

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:50 PM

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Zi hades

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Nu mai face asta

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:50 PM

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nu te intereseaza d emine

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nu mai are

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rost

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:50 PM

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Nu te mai stakeresc, nu te mai caut

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:51 PM

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ok

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:51 PM

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Asta am zis, sa ma interesez de tine inseamna sa ma uit

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:51 PM

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o sa incerc sa fac la fel desii e greu pt ca tu poti sa iesi obvs

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:51 PM

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La ce postezi

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Zi hades

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:51 PM

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si eu nu stau decat in chis in casa si ma gandesc doar la tine

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:51 PM

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Ai fi vrut sa ce

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:51 PM

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dar o sa incerc

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:51 PM

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AI FI VRUT SA CE

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Lasa ca abia astepti sa iesi cu una cand iesi :)))

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M as bucura

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Daca asta te linisteste

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Sa ai atentia alteia

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:52 PM

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mda?

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chiar teai bucura sa ma stii al alta?

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si eu ma bucur ca ai fost trista in club

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si ca ai avut macar o remuscarre

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ca inseamna ca teai gandit la mine

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:54 PM

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M as bucura sa te stiu fericit, chit ca ai fi cu altcineva

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Sau ai cauta sa te simti bine cu alta

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Ca stiu ca asta faci si asta te face sa te simti bine

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Atentie din partea altor fete

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:54 PM

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as fii vrut sa fiu fericit cu tine

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si atat

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nu o sa fiu fericit cu alta

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:54 PM

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nup, that’s a lie

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:54 PM

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nu nu este

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:54 PM

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Tu vrei sa beau clor

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Si sa ma sinucid

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Si ma faci scarboasa ca raman fara baterie la telefon si punn un story cu fetele

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:55 PM

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nu nu vreau

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pai nu poti sa vb cu mine

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dar ai timp sa pui story

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:55 PM

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Si stiam ma frate ca o sa te uiti la ce pun pe story

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Dar am zis ca de ce sa nu pun

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Ca si tu ai pus ce ai vrut si te a durut in pula eu de ce nu as pune ce vreau?

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:56 PM

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whatever

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:56 PM

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Dap, asta zic

lost raft Feb 28, 2021, 5:56 PM

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pune ce vrei

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nai nicio obligatie

royal dune Feb 28, 2021, 5:56 PM

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Dap

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Same

rustic field Feb 28, 2021, 8:25 PM

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obtuse cradle Feb 28, 2021, 9:19 PM

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rustic field

Did u write this?

short summit Feb 28, 2021, 11:39 PM

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her pleading eyes reach towards the sky,
crying the bloodred tears.
the poison they drink can make a heart sink,
the fluttering pliance of fear.
manipulation is ego inflation,
pouring the pattering sins.
while i try to save them, their blinded complacence,
caresses the eternal din.

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honestly i don't really like that poem it's kind of just what it feels like in my head

green bear Feb 28, 2021, 11:55 PM

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hi im overtime but my friends call me big milly

crisp isle Mar 1, 2021, 2:21 AM

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So to my ex-best friend
I thought I'd know till the end
Sorry I know things aren't going as we planned
To my once ride or die
The one who always knew me right
We would swear it'd always end up you and I
We really messed up this time

hidden cairn Mar 1, 2021, 3:17 AM

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crisp isle So to my ex-best friend I thought I'd know till the end Sorry I know things aren...

i love this song so much

crisp isle Mar 1, 2021, 3:18 AM

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@hidden cairn Hurts even more when you can relate

hidden cairn Mar 1, 2021, 3:19 AM

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crisp isle <@!784987981714423818> Hurts even more when you can relate

this is one of the songs in my playlist for crying

crisp isle Mar 1, 2021, 3:19 AM

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Two of my bsf are toxic so I let em loose you have no idea how many hours iv'e been sitting in my room crying

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It's been hours

hidden cairn Mar 1, 2021, 3:20 AM

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omg

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ill throw hands with them 4 u if u want

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also

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if u need me my dms are open

crisp isle Mar 1, 2021, 3:21 AM

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crisp isle Two of my bsf are toxic so I let em loose you have no idea how many hours iv'e b...

ditch those fakeass losers . U got a friend in me bro

hidden cairn Mar 1, 2021, 3:21 AM

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me too

crisp isle Mar 1, 2021, 3:21 AM

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and ur an awesome prsn

hidden cairn Mar 1, 2021, 3:21 AM

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also is it bad that i sang that outloud

crisp isle Mar 1, 2021, 3:21 AM

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lol

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no

hidden cairn Mar 1, 2021, 3:21 AM

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u got a friend in meeeee u got a friend in meeeeeeeeeeee

crisp isle Mar 1, 2021, 3:21 AM

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i did the same thing

hidden cairn Mar 1, 2021, 3:21 AM

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haha

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gosh that sounded sarcastic

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haha

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ahahahahahha

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there we go lmaoooo

crisp isle Mar 1, 2021, 3:22 AM

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crisp isle ditch those fakeass losers . U got a friend in me bro

Hah thanks but I still need time

crisp isle Mar 1, 2021, 3:22 AM

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crisp isle Hah thanks but I still need time

ik i got backstabbed by what i thought ws my bfff

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it sucks

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Yea it really does

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but thn u learn tht it aint ur fault so y u gotta waste ur time on those 2 faced ppl

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they aint worth ur tears

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That's true

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and move on lol

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lol

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easier said thn dn ik

hidden cairn Mar 1, 2021, 3:25 AM

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me who always befriended toxic ppl and when i rlly befriended good ppl i have trouble letting them in is quaking

crisp isle Mar 1, 2021, 3:26 AM

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no its hard

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i get it

hidden cairn Mar 1, 2021, 3:27 AM

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yea

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and im the loud and cheerful one in the group

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so like

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im always pressured to be cheerful

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but then ppl are like "can u be quiet" and that stuff which i understand

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but then when im quiet and when im more like me and i dont feel pressured to try to be happy and stuff

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they go "hey something's wrong with you! ur so quiet"

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like asdfghjk make up ur mind

crisp isle Mar 1, 2021, 3:29 AM

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what are you for you?

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loud or quiet

#

or a mix of both?

hidden cairn Mar 1, 2021, 3:35 AM

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mix of both

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im comfortable speaking and stuff and im the person who usually has to fill the awkward silences and make everyone feel comfortable in the setting

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but i prefer to be quiet

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mostly tho if im with a person ill be chatting off their ear

untold tapir Mar 1, 2021, 3:37 AM

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hidden cairn like asdfghjk make up ur mind

OH MY GOD I GET YOU SO FUGGIN MUCH DIHABJNKMEFJIHJNAMFE

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like YOU'RE LOUD
aND YOU DON'T WANNA HAVE THE AWKWARD SILENCE

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aND yOU lAUGH A lOT

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BECAUSe

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it'S GOOD AND FUN AND GOOD

#

buT thEN pEOPle aRe ANNoyEd

hidden cairn Mar 1, 2021, 3:39 AM

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its annoying bc i dont know what to do or say or how to act or asdfghjkl

untold tapir Mar 1, 2021, 3:41 AM

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mhmm

hidden cairn Mar 1, 2021, 3:44 AM

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ooo viola is typing...

#

jkjk

untold tapir Mar 1, 2021, 3:44 AM

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DJSKDSNF

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i'm makin'

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a poem :D

hidden cairn Mar 1, 2021, 3:44 AM

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hahahahah

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im the type of person that can just type it out and make it sound poetic

untold tapir Mar 1, 2021, 3:45 AM

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:OOO

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that' sdope

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i usually just right it down and send it right away

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but a friend of mine put writing stuff in a new light
so i'm tryna yk
fix it :D

hidden cairn Mar 1, 2021, 3:46 AM

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BASHAHAHAH

untold tapir Mar 1, 2021, 3:50 AM

#

carry your heart
with safety
hold it tight,
just don't squeeze
someone will come and do it for you

carry your heart
with safety
if you can't breathe
i'll give my lungs to you
i'll breathe for you,
inhale

because these strings,
these threads are bound to tear
lets just enjoy
our tapestry
even with you next to me,
we could disappear

carry me away
let me fade
talk about our feelings
don't stay
couldn't even help
but it's okay
we'll disappear
we'll disappear

hidden cairn Mar 1, 2021, 3:52 AM

#

can we pin this

#

i wanna pin this

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lmao i copied and pasted it and showed it to my friends

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i didnt take credit for it tho

#

but yea

#

omg that is sogood

untold tapir Mar 1, 2021, 3:53 AM

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LMFAO NDSAJDAS

#

nahh

#

yOU SHOULD LOOK AT LIQUIDS POEMS

#

THEY'RE SO GOOD LIKE HOLY SHIDT

short summit Mar 1, 2021, 4:13 AM

#

untold tapir carry your heart with safety hold it tight, just don't squeeze someone will come...

BRO THIS IS SO GOOD

#

GOAJGOEWJAOGEA WOW

#

i'm so impressed ngl

#

it somehow conveys all this raw emotion in a concise format????

#

it's so good though

untold tapir Mar 1, 2021, 4:32 AM

#

BAHAHAHAHA DSBHFDJSNKMKDSNF

short summit Mar 1, 2021, 5:42 AM

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i'm losing myself again.
it feels like an endless struggle, the blueness of night sucking me in.
can't even find myself anymore, don't know who i am.
the moments of clarity strike me, sting me in the deepest place.
there's no way to escape anymore, and i'm starting to think it's pointless to try.
i don't think i can do this for much longer.
the plastic clips in her hair, the vivid, artificial color seeping away.
my color is fading, being drained dry, bits of paint rubbed off on people through the years.
maybe i made an impact.
maybe i mattered, once.
but at what cost?
everything around me is filled with my color, the brightness i used to have spent on them.
i am the only gray thing in a sea of rainbow umbrellas, shivering and alone.
sometimes it feels like i should just drop to my knees, let the weight of the world crush me.
still i'm fighting, hoping i can hold it for a little while longer.
hoping i can still try.
my happiness is gone, but at least they're better off.
that's all that matters, anyways.
would anyone care if i were gone?
i think it's clear enough, the wall strengthening every day.
i seem to be the only one able to see it, the walls tightening around me and choking the life from me, my color draining away.
it's all gray now, but i pretend to be okay.
that's what it takes to lose myself.

untold tapir Mar 1, 2021, 6:47 AM

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scream c,j,k,l,y

you see i can't carry you
my hands, limbs carry their own weight
i want to help
i want to
i want to
the damage you hold
the hurt you have
i'm so
sorry

fun you are,
lighting the hues of my eyes,
the colour of my boots,
and what's inside
but as light can be mesmerizing,
you are blinding
you burn
leaving an acidic aftertaste in my lungs
peel the skins of my eyelids
until the water is set off

i'm sorry i don't have the words to
give, offer, pass,
i am here
i know you know,
but i beg of you
to know i'm here

and finally to you,
just know that my heart is a mess
my mind is a mess
irritatingly so,
i wish for you to love me
because i can return just as much
i can and i will,
if i can't, i won't,
but i will love you
i'm enchanted by the idea of it
please help me stay
attached to this
love we have

short summit Mar 1, 2021, 6:52 AM

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untold tapir scream c,j,k,l,y you see i can't carry you my hands, limbs carry their own weig...

your poems carry beauty, weight.
they seek to reach us, the words building a spider-silk bridge across the vast expanse.
your emotions, fiery and muddy and blindingly bright, shine through your exterior.
they're beautiful, the stinging words carrying soothing antidotes to a clean poison.
your poems are water, trees, hungry flames lapping at everything, soothing but sharp wind, the calmness and chaos of night and day.

untold tapir Mar 1, 2021, 6:53 AM

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Honestly, your replies always make me swoon istg.

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Especially this.

short summit Mar 1, 2021, 6:55 AM

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idk like honestly you never fail to amaze me

untold tapir Mar 1, 2021, 6:57 AM

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hughgughughughugubhdsajkm

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i'maaaaa

short summit Mar 1, 2021, 7:00 AM

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lol

potent peak Mar 1, 2021, 3:17 PM

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Quand tu es triste
Je le sens
Je sais quand tu pleures
Je le voi dans tes beaus yeux
Je l'entends dans ton voix douce
Bien que la distance

Quand tu es content
Je le sens
Je ris quand tu ris
Tu doix le savoir
Que je sais comment tu te perçois
Bien que la distance

Quand tu t'apportes une masque de toi-même
Tu dis des blagues, tu essaie d'être comique
Mais tu veux seulement dormir
Ton visage montre l'image parfait
Tes yeux cachent la tristesse

Je ne peux pas le déguiser encore
Mes yeux me trahissent
Des pleurs courrent de mes yeux
Quand tu pleures, je pleures
Quand tu caches tes larmes,
Je sais quand même qu'ils sont là
Bien que la distance

tidal raft Mar 1, 2021, 4:04 PM

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danm spanish, nice

untold tapir Mar 1, 2021, 8:00 PM

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your skin i'm afraid
isn't made of smooth copper
your skin i'm afraid
isn't made of pure silk
your eyes i'm afraid
they tear over air
your eyes i'm afraid
lack that piercing, lovable stare
your mouth i'm afraid
full lips, yet so small
your mouth i'm afraid
only sputters shame
your nose i'm afraid
matches those brows
your nose i'm afraid
you wish to carve
your cheeks i'm afraid
can't fit in these hands
i'm afraid
oh, i'm afraid
you can't be enough,
for you're so little,
problems so big,
they drive me away
please leave me alone
if you don't want
what you see
please leave me alone
because i'm afraid.

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she

she is beautiful
pure in every way
but she loathes, and loathes, and loathes
pain subsides,
but as easy as it sides away,
it eases in like cool waters
it stays ankle high
you could hear the metal drag
she still looks up
stares among the stars
open arms they have
but she stays
i'm unsure if she's anchored,
or if she's chained,
but i'm glad she's here
selfishly
i think i'm leeching off her
i don't know
the lack of arms i had as a child,
the only arms i was familiar with
was a broken arm i had at 11
waters were off shore,
staring at me in disgust
i'd spit at you too
going offtopic,
but i'm glad she's here
but i hate her so much
a constant reminder of how much
of an empty shell i am,
a husk of what could have been,
what should have been
she's so beautiful i swear
you'll love her

short summit Mar 1, 2021, 9:52 PM

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is there no one to see me
no one to bare their heart?
i see it in their eyes, the regrets that haunt them, the secrets that flutter within their hold.
i can see everything, the raw shame and love, the cracks in the walls they build.
everyone is holding something, the tiny, delicate flames burning enclosed.
it feels as if i'm observing from afar, the emotions mixed and pleading, swirling, flying.
they're so beautiful, the tiny imperfections, the flaws that make us human.
inside of every shell, there is light- a spinning orb of vivid, bright colors beyond the realm of imagination.
when i look to myself, i can barely see it.
the flame is small, but it's still there, my color clouded and translucent.
but it's still there.
please hold on.

potent peak Mar 1, 2021, 10:01 PM

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tidal raft danm spanish, nice

La français, mais merçi

tidal raft Mar 2, 2021, 3:09 AM

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potent peak La français, mais merçi

Oh, oui

somber cloak Mar 2, 2021, 4:35 AM

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Vedrai, Carino (from Don Giovanni)
by Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart

Vedrai, carino, se sei buonino. Che bel rimedio ti voglio dar! E naturale... Non da disgusto. E lo speziale non lo sa far, No! E un certo... balsamo ch'io porto addosso, dare tel posso, se il voui provar... Saper vorresti dove mi sta? Sentilo battere, toccami qua!

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||Please don't translate ^^ it is much prettier when you don't know what it means||

untold tapir Mar 2, 2021, 8:12 AM

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don't get me wrong,
i'm glad you found someone anew
i love you,
i care for you
maybe i did fall for those loving eyes,
that smile,
chuckle,
the slightest bit of attention you gave
maybe i did fall
for you, maybe not
i apologize
with my whole heart, i do,
i'm sorry you were toyed
and i'm sorry you were used
i promise to atone
to give you my everlasting love
i'm sorry it's not the type you want
but i'm sorry, sorry, sorry
i never trusted it from the start
and i'm sad i saw through it
but i'm glad you'll find someone anew
don't get me wrong,
i still love you

crisp isle Mar 2, 2021, 3:11 PM

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this made me cry lowkey

📎 message.txt

novel schooner Mar 2, 2021, 5:12 PM

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!l bad guy

old musk Mar 2, 2021, 5:30 PM

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the itsy bitsy spider went up the water spout....drowned all the beer to get the voices out

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up cam the sun that brang all the pain so the itsy bitsy spider went out to drink agin..

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I thin i need help, weaving my web as if its something else, trying to drin it away but it was born in my veins i tried getting high and waisting away but nothing worked so i decayed
[11:27 AM]
one shot two shot 3
[11:27 AM]
all the bad feelings leave.

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said this to my friend earlier- new remix

earnest peak Mar 2, 2021, 5:31 PM

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dope

urban nest Mar 2, 2021, 8:12 PM

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Needles in me
Letting people poison my fears
Making it worst
trying to battling my fears

Nobody notices
My sobs
My pain
The heartbreak from that guy

Saying I'm toxic
But they don't see what I've been threw
Killing myself
cause of the pain

It shocked threw my veins
Hurricanes threw my brain
The pain got worst

Waiting for my time
to be gone
It doesn't make sense

short summit Mar 2, 2021, 8:13 PM

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the words hurt.
they might be harmless in your eyes
feathers drifting gently to rest on my skin
but they're knives
gleaming silver
sparkling blood.
scars cover me
my skin untouched and smooth
you can't see them
but they're there
the surface on which they fall deeper than the skin.
the world is simple and gray
sharp and treacherous
scented sweetness laced with poison
can you see me?
see my heart
see the wounds ever open?
i can.

old musk Mar 2, 2021, 8:23 PM

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urban nest Needles in me Letting people poison my fears Making it worst trying to battling ...

i love getting needles poked in me, its a daily thing lmao

potent peak Mar 2, 2021, 8:51 PM

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You're so far
but I don't mind
I can see you in my mind's eye
I love you, you love me
and we're perfectly content just to be

There for each other
you're like family, but not like a brother
can't you see from behind this cover
of a screen
there is you, there is me
maybe one day in the future, we can actually meet

You make me smile
and babble like a fool
making me float up in the clouds
and I have no idea what to do
So I hope that we can always be

There for each other
you're like family, but not like a brother
can't you see from behind this cover
of a screen
there is you, there is me
maybe one day in the future, we can hopefully meet

I have imagined a future, me with your last name
Emily Natalia Rose Hagan
it sounds great in my opinion, what do you say?
everyday I would be reminded of where we began
I'd be so glad that we could always be

There for each other
you're like family, but not like a brother
can't you see from behind this cover
of a screen
there is you, there is me
And I long for the day when we can finally meet

untold tapir Mar 2, 2021, 11:06 PM

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am i allowed to have this sinking feeling
because right now
your dangling on my intestines,
dragging my guts below
6 feet under
sometimes i can't breathe
even if this dirt and mud keeps me snug
could it be
you're getting rid of me?
we've held on tight for the last three years
my thoughts gently fall onto my hands
like hair peeling from my scalp
it wasn't red like this,
no it wasn't
and it's scary
if you chose who you wanted to be with,
would i be there?
would i?
it doesn't sound like it
because this thing we're on that made us grow closer
i've never felt more distant
you get to pick who, pick what
i wasn't there, was i?
when eyes meet eyes, teeth meet teeth
do you feel guilt?
for having to put up with me?
overdramatic i am
but i'm sorry i never got to experience
the shit you got
i'm sorry i never held hands with someone
i'm sorry i've never talked with someone
i'm sorry i've stuck onto for my own sake
because no one did it for me
i'm sorry

crisp isle Mar 3, 2021, 2:05 PM

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The itsy bitsy spider crawled up the water spout.
Down came the rain, and washed the spider out.
Out came the sun, and dried up all the rain,
and the itsy bitsy spider went up the spout again.

short summit Mar 3, 2021, 6:11 PM

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i'm trying
i promise i'm trying
but it's hard when the sea is overtaking me, the screams lost on deaf ears
my feelings are all gone
i haven't breathed in years

blazing remnant Mar 3, 2021, 8:07 PM

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And i climb every mountain swim every ocean

untold tapir Mar 3, 2021, 11:36 PM

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fiddling with my eyelashes
thinking of the kiss you left
i see a trace of vanilla left
glitter comes pouring,
mixed with salt
i'm yearning
couldn't you hold me
in those closed arms

closer than the breath we share
you probably could meld into me
holding on to both my hands and waist
swing me around
as daisies flutter and fly
damn, i could fly

maybe maybe maybe
my stomach keeps churning
maybe you'll keep turning
let it slow and we'll groove down

stoic parrot Mar 4, 2021, 2:47 AM

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night

untold tapir Mar 4, 2021, 6:51 AM

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"Cinderella stood by the door, patiently waiting for her step sisters to come by. Although the slight trembling, the pastel pink colour that the dress lent to Cinderella's baby blue eyes gave her audience a look of ease. Nothing edgy, nothing tacky, nothing noticeable except for the soft squeak from her creamy-white laced slippers. She was a sight indeed. Cinderella fidgeted with her fingers nervously. The two step-sisters approached. They wore dresses that dared compliment their unusually pale skin; A rich shade of olive green and a striking purple. But the way their dresses held their waist, unwanted fabric sticking out at awkward edges, and the loud squeaking with every move made heads turn. A set of bundles of curled hair sat on their shoulders. Brown and black locks, silky but a tangled mess; A JUNGLE. Cinderella took a deep breath and held it, hoping that they'd forget she even existed."

urban fractal Mar 4, 2021, 12:59 PM

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I'm sorry, don't leave me
I want you here with me
I know that your love is gone.....

short summit Mar 4, 2021, 7:00 PM

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the dream plane, the cloudy rain, they spill from me.
it should horrify me, grasp my neck until my life seeps out.
but i observe with nonchalance, resting delicately upon a fragile cloud of dreams.
up here, i am alone with the air so thin i can barely breathe, sickly sweet scents poisoned and blurring my mind.
the smiles that grace our lips aren't happy, are no longer exclamations of joy.
rather, it's the only thing that shows our regrets, the timeless tales we never told.
acid tears sting our eyes, the wind threatening to sweep our world away.
do i care anymore?
maybe it wouldn't be so sad to fall forever, to let everything pull me in.
to close my eyes for the last time.
would it be so bad?

short summit Mar 4, 2021, 7:28 PM

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tw: mentions of implied abu$e

there's a cobblestone house in the middle of the forest, secluded under a mass of flowering, twisted vines. no one lives there, long abandoned, but the artifacts of the house are still well-preserved. the master bedroom is untouched, fashionable dresses hanging limply in the closet along with dusty suits and undergarments. a woman's shoe lies on the floor, light glinting ever so slightly off of it. the life seems paused, simply a moment frozen in time, hidden in the forest of eternal dreams. a knife lies innocently on the counter, the plain white plate next to it only slightly chipped. there's a little girl's bed in the attic, small with a cold metal frame. her toys, the small stuffed animals with sewn-on grins, peek out from the moth-ridden, decaying blanket. long ago, the girl would lay and listen to the same rain that's now pattering on the tin roof, dripping through to a spot on the wooden floor softened by years of weathering. a silver box glints softly from under the bed, opening to reveal printed pictures of the past, snapshots of time. a woman and a man are smiling, cradling a dark-eyed, soft-skinned baby. even then the tension was present, the faintest shadow of a bruise present under the woman's eye. just like the stuffed animals, their smiles are sewn on in every picture, forced and plastic. the only semblance of joy is present in the little girl's eyes throughout the pictures, and then even that disappears. a dog collar lies, nothing more than a few tattered threads, on the wooden planks below the bedframe. this was her only friend, her only companion beyond the wild animals lurking in the shadows of the near forest. then he was gone, and soon after she was too. no one remembers the people who lived in the cobblestone house in the forest. no one cares. now, it belongs to the greenery and wildlife, nature slowly reclaiming what was always hers.

potent peak Mar 4, 2021, 9:23 PM

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Je sais qu'elle est une fille forte
Comment est-ce-que je le sais?
Elle fait son promenade chaque journée
Dans les couloirs
Et sur les escaliers
Tout autours de l'école
Mais vous n'a jamais trouvé
Qu'elle est au but des pleures
Chaque'un de ses tristes journées

crisp isle Mar 5, 2021, 8:13 PM

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Know that you are good enough..
Please don't give up when things get tough..

magic cloud Mar 6, 2021, 12:43 AM

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Et dans le bruit, je cours et j'ai peur
Est-ce mon tour?
Vient la douleur
Dans tout Paris, je m'abandonne
Et je m'envole, vole, vole, vole, vole, vole, vole
🌺🍊🥝🤍🧡🦋🌻✨

untold tapir Mar 6, 2021, 3:20 AM

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raining on my skin
it's made of cracks and burns
soothe the earthly pain
let the cold water run
soak my hair in your piercing eyes
let the sweat and tears drip down my neck
this is bliss,
ecstasy to the inside
the pops you make against the tiled ceiling,
sliding down from the the top of that plastic fence
each drop causes an ocean of ease,
now still i can stand,
not rigid i can breathe
i can sleep
without feeling the need of escape

crisp isle Mar 6, 2021, 4:12 PM

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"No one can hurt you unless you let them"
You are strong and brave!

crisp isle Mar 7, 2021, 7:35 AM

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I wrote a Dwarf version of bones in the ocean
Oh, I bid farewell to the grass and the sky
As I travel away from Erabor on high
To search for my long-ago forgotten friends
To search for the place, I hear all delvers end
As the souls of the dead fill the space of my mind
I'll search without sleeping 'til peace I can find
I fear not the darkness I fear not the deep
I remember the fallen, do they think of me?
When their bones in the mountain forever will be
March through the night to a place I once knew
To the place where my hope died when Durin was slew
So I swallow my grief and face life's final test
To find promise of peace and the solace of rest
As the songs of the dead fill the space of my ears
Their laughter like children, their beckoning cheers
My heart longs to join them, to raise a mug of mead
I remember the fallen, do they think of me
When their bones in the mountain forever will be
When at last before ghostly legions I stand
I shed a small tear for the gold in my hand
Though their eyes speak of death filled with struggle and strife
Their smiles below say I don’t owe them my life
As the souls of the dead fill the space of my eyes
My body collapsed like the walls of these mines
I’m here in the mountain, where I’m meant to be
I remember the living do they think of me?
When my bones in the mountain forever will be
Now that I’m down here, in the darkest abyss
I’m not sure what I want but I’m sure it’s not this
As my comrades call to stand fast forge on
I’ll make way for the gate ‘til the darkness has gone
As the souls of the dead live forever in my mind
As I live all the years that they left me behind
I’ll return to Erabor from Khazad Dum free
I remember the fallen and the think of me
For our souls in the mountain forever will be
I remember the fallen and they think of me
For our souls in the mountain forever be

crisp isle Mar 7, 2021, 11:17 AM

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baka mitai kodomo na no ne
yume wo otte kizu tsuite
uso ga heta na kuse ni
waraenai egao miseta

I LOVE YOU mo roku ni iwanai
kuchibeta de honma ni bukiyou
na no ni na no ni doushite
sayonara wa ieta no
dame da ne
dame yo dame na no yo
anta ga suki de suki sugite
dore dake tsuyoi osake de mo
yugamanai omoide ga
baka mitai

baka mitai hontou baka ne
anta shinjiru bakari de
tsuyoi onna no furi
setsunasa no yokaze abiru

hitori ni natte san-nen ga sugi
machinami sae mo kawarimashita
na no ni na no ni doushite
miren dake okizari

honma ni roku na otoko ya nai
soroi no yubiwa hazushimasu
zamaa miro seisei suru wa
ii kagen mattete mo
baka mitai

dame da ne
dame yo dame na no yo
anta ga suki de suki sugite
dore dake tsuyoi osake de mo
yugamanai omoide ga
baka mitai

honma ni roku na otoko ya nai
soroi no yubiwa hazushimasu
zamaa miro seisei suru wa
nan na no yo kono namida
baka mitai

crisp isle Mar 7, 2021, 3:10 PM

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Hindi~ Thodi jagah dede mujhe
Tere paas kahin reh jaaun main
Khamoshiyan teri sunu
Aur door kahin na jaaun main

Apni khushi deke main tujhe
Tere dard se jud jaun main

sturdy parrot Mar 7, 2021, 7:17 PM

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Lil something

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Stars in the night sky i like to imagine them as angels watching over all of us to make sure we are ok tiny little lights in the sky but baby u are the best of them all u shine so bright oh u light up my world so take my hand and light my hand and show me the way Stars in the night sky i like to imagine them as angels watching over to make us fell safe when we are scared but baby all i need is u to be safe b/c u are my guardian angel tht god sent to me oh u are my guardian angel and i am ur demon I like to think as the stars of angel watching over of us all to make sure we are ok but my dear when i am with u i will be a ok so take my hand and show me the way b/c u are my star tht lights up my world

untold tapir Mar 7, 2021, 10:31 PM

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nothing personal,
short and sweet
i'd love to sit under the limelight
let the warmth shower over my head
let it seep into my skin
since their hands can't cover mine,
i'll cross my own and wait
since your eyes aren't laid on me,
i'll wait for another set
because there's no use crying
over useless hearts,
useless hearts

old musk Mar 8, 2021, 3:22 AM

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Lullabye creation:

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rock my sweet child dont cry no salt, momma will wipethem away, i lay you in the angels crib to god ill pray all day, you wont be hurt nor startled sleep easy for tommorow will come, soft as an angel~ sweet like a tart healthy as tea to push away the dark, diapers wrapped in custom cloth forever sleepthe crib i will rock.

tribal gull Mar 8, 2021, 3:03 PM

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oops discord randomly brought me to this specific channel

short summit Mar 8, 2021, 5:23 PM

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tribal gull oops discord randomly brought me to this specific channel

enjoy your stay

wraith juniper Mar 8, 2021, 11:48 PM

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tribal gull oops discord randomly brought me to this specific channel

yeah same

short summit Mar 9, 2021, 5:09 AM

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when i was young, the tears would fall from my eyes at the slightest inconvenience.
my blocks would fall down and my eyes would sting, heavy gasping and dramatic pouting at the accuser.
splashing, pooling, a river forming over the years.
i let the words get to me, let them hurt and pierce my flesh easily.
maybe it was easier back then
because now, no matter how hard i try, i feel dead.
i can't remember the last time i cried, with shaking shoulders and uncontrolled, uncensored emotion.
the tears are gone, spent on trivial things, and now i listen as people say things that would hurt me, squeeze my heart in an iron grip, with dry eyes.
only late at night do pricks of moisture come to my eyes, my face otherwise blank of expression.
i overthink
let them get to me
ignore everything until it gets too much
but i do it alone.
i do it with a smile on my face, hide my emotions with a quick swipe of the eyes and pretend everything's okay.
it's easier for everyone else around me, and they come first.
my entire life was an endless cycle of knowing that others came first at all costs, that people acted out of self interest and wouldn't care if i couldn't help.
so i'm okay on the outside, drowning on the inside.
but it's okay- it's always okay.
my skewed perception of love, taught that everything was transactional, that's okay.
my unwillingness to let someone in, let someone try to help because it hurts so much when they leave, that's okay.
because after all, it's all okay if they are.
stop being so sensitive, they told me, and i did.
it was just a joke, they told me, and now i can't tell the difference.
you're overreacting, they said, and i stopped reacting at all.
so afraid of stirring the water, angering them and causing the red-hot words to spill out, afraid of losing even more memories than are already gone
i lost myself trying to make them be okay.
but it's okay.
i'm always okay.
right?

lament mantle Mar 9, 2021, 9:32 AM

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short summit Mar 9, 2021, 5:44 PM

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would you care if i drowned?
does it matter if i'm here at all?
why not let the gentle current pull me down, down down down, until i can't see the surface?
i'm fighting for air, gasping and flailing, trying to stay on top of it all.
it feels impossible, and the shore is so far away.
my limbs are heavy, weighted, those iron blocks attached dragging me down.
was this supposed to make me stronger, killing me slowly and forcing me to struggle as I lose the will to try anymore?
all i need is a life raft, a rope, a single beam of hope to show that someone cares.
i know there's still hope as long as i don't touch the bottom, but as the black, thick water begins to fill my lungs, it doesn't seem so bad.
after all, would anyone care if i were gone?

dense plover Mar 10, 2021, 1:01 AM

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I wrote this for music class... is it good?

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I need feedback pls, it due tomorrow

tulip charm Mar 10, 2021, 1:24 AM

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dense plover I need feedback pls, it due tomorrow

THIS IS SO CUTEEE

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If u can sing it for us well wahh

untold tapir Mar 10, 2021, 5:38 AM

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i can't pretend i'd miss you
i can't pretend i don't care
please let me in
i won't hurt you
maybe let his stare stay
he could bring in some danger,
treat it as a spice left in
treat yourself like a piece of meat
get beat, thrown, or eaten
don't care if i'm used
don't care if i'm not okay
i'll cry about it another day
it's all my fault, don't worry
i'm tired of your fighting
stop or i'll join in
just stop please
just stop please

autumn bear Mar 10, 2021, 3:02 PM

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Falling
We are falling now
Words written down
They are falling now
But the lies they will hurt you
Hold on
Human kindness desert you
Hold on

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Let's start a revolution
How beautiful
It is
Let's start a revolution
How beautiful
It is (revolution)
Running with a crown on your head
A resolution
Written on your hands
And the lies they will hurt you
No more
Human kindness desert you

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No more
Let's start a revolution
How beautiful
It is
Let's start a revolution
How beautiful
It is
City's on fire but it's beautiful
Revolution

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City's on fire, won't you burn it all?
Revolution
City's on fire but it's beautiful
Revolution, revolution
Let's start a revolution
How beautiful
It is
Let's start a revolution
How beautiful
It is

dense plover Mar 10, 2021, 3:21 PM

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Now I am asking my friens how to say i’m sorry

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then say lad give it time

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theirs no need to worry

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any we can’t even be on our phones now

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and I can’t be will you alone now

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oh how sh changes

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we where in love

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now we are stranges

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when I feel it coming up

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I just throw it all away

mild olive Mar 10, 2021, 9:03 PM

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[I wrote this after I attempted suicide]

Taking it to the next level on my own
Got gone
I don’t even need the strength of my foes
Fo sure
I know that I’ll die alone
So why fight the inevitable
Why not push it on
Nah
If that was the truth
Then I’ll fight it
Look over the cliff and I spied it
Tried it
Denied it
But you can’t hide forever inside it
Take off the shell let the light in

Pull down the mask and take five
Everybody knows that you’re just that guy
Cracking jokes
Behind
The backs of those
You can’t find
And failed to see the truth
You can’t hide
It’s my time
Yeah it’s mine
My story to tell
How the farther I climbed the further I fell
And then soon my life turned for worse damned to hell
But I’m already here drowning down in the old unused wishing well

Yeah my life’s cold
But surrounded by warmth of the new and the old
Hoping my feelings go back to the ceiling
And that my black heart goes from coal to gold
And that this whole page of my life will just fold
And I can go back to doing exactly what I’m told
Taking lessons of heat and the metal of mold
But I can’t close the book cus it got sold
No

And you can’t even take classes
I’ll surprise the masses
Of how massive
My assassin-like
Raps is
I’ll show you all exactly what the whole world be lacking
The only remedy is a mass hit
That is
My one meaning of sadness
Giving in to death be the way of a sad kid
But it’s still their choice, I’m not acting like a sadist
Making their mind move as slow as molasses
They can’t even add this

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The cold press on the skin
Grabbing the barrel like I would a pin
Death Reaper waiting he says “This the End”
Don’t look back now it’s too late, be convinced
Crying begins
The looks on the faces of people come in
Black they be wearing, dark gloves on their hands
They pay their respects all over again
Oh what a sin

Tap it
Thumps on the casket
Body be gray like a dead mans basket
Top of it opened up like a good jacket
But this ain’t good it the body of a would-be legend
I had it
A perfect lineup of the next five lives
But I thought I could take my time
Then it done and it gone in the blink of an eye
And I sigh
With my heart still burning on fire

Read my legacy
A story of what would have been and what was meant to be
It was long, I was impatient, so I took the back seat
Settled down, had a nap, woke up, couldn’t see
Reached out to the dark and a hand I could feel
Pulled it in, woke up, nightmare felt real
Feeling the scars once again cus they would not heal
Bottling up, grab the cork and I make a seal.

Shaking my shoulder
Waiting for the one time I might feel older
Colder
Might turn a bit too old for my own good
Turning all my problems into minor things
Look it over
Put it in folders
Wonder why I can’t find the only thing to help me be more sober
Drinking up my sadness with a good cold one
One too much
Now I’m moving like my feet be boulders

And my heart still beat
Beat death with a tweet
Tweet that status out
Out the ball park found
On the street
Street living with the homies
But I still can’t see see
And they all still on me
That’s called loyalty
Till the last sheet sheet
I got s-e-n-t
Got the will back
Take a seat.
Got back on my own two feet
Giving new heat
I don’t give defeat.

crisp isle Mar 11, 2021, 2:05 AM

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@mild olive Your really strong and brave to right something like this

mild olive Mar 11, 2021, 2:57 AM

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I feel most of my strength comes from venting my problems in the sheets of a rap.

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If I didn't have that I'd be gone in the wind and I'd never come back.

crisp isle Mar 11, 2021, 5:56 AM

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https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/816761165069025310/819188962743549962/20210310_180949.jpg

short summit Mar 12, 2021, 12:37 AM

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forced into it, the spinning wheels and countless flux of noise.
everyone is playing, but nobody's playing on the same ground.
i got addicted to the rush, the speed, the constant motion making me seasick.
the ones who tried to escape the game are gone, locked away in a dark corner and subjected to losing bets.
it's a roller coaster, a giddy sway, moving so fast my head spins at it all.
we're always playing, even though we know we're going to lose it all.
it's too exhilarating, too entrancing, mandatory involvement but i don't mind.
player non player, choose to ignore it, let it spin in the background.
you'll lose soon enough.
only the strongest rise to the top, the ones who are in it for everything and know how much they bet.
the rest are swept aside, every member struggling through the hand of cards dealt to them.
is it fair? of course not!
no one cares.
the ones who're losing try to get out before any more damage is done, but we feel the silence.
if only for a moment our game pauses, slows, crushing our breath from our chests as we struggle to see anything but the table in front of us.
we know, but we ignore it in favor of a momentary gain, a fuzzy surge of dopamine, fed directly into our pleasure-hungry brains.
who cares?
after all,
the house always wins when you play into the gamble of life.

vast temple Mar 12, 2021, 4:21 AM

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My lyrics

||I rlly dont know .||

untold tapir Mar 12, 2021, 4:34 AM

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the way she clenches her hands in a prayer
makes my heart softly ache
the way her brown locks holds her delicate head
makes my chest feel light
the way that black jacket frames her soul
makes me think she's maybe a dancer
those three silver locks stuck onto her ears
could i hang from there, and maybe whisper
could i talk with her and maybe we could become
something more than four metres,
something more than pieces

spiral star Mar 12, 2021, 7:13 AM

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vast temple My lyrics ||I rlly dont know .||

Deep, profound, really makes you question the significance of our lives. You sir, have done it once again. Another work to rival the greats such as Shakespeare. Nay, it may even surpass the works of his!

vast temple Mar 12, 2021, 7:16 AM

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Lol

untold tapir Mar 12, 2021, 9:33 AM

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waiting on the swings for you
maybe i'll check out the seesaw nearby,
maybe could exchange some words,
could exchange some eyes
you can take the orange ones

i swear on that butterfly net
i can hold them all
let them fly, should we?
because i've let mine escape
you'll find them under the bridge
and the hot, salt pool beneath

maybe if i rested there
i'd let the candle drip from my skin
you wouldn't know if i was bleeding silently,
or sinking in
if you could say something,
give me a sign,
because i'm stuck in the line
for the flying fox
i'm not ready to fly,
i'm not ready to take my turn
i don't have your regret

maybe if we stayed together a little longer,
held hands in line,
could we have seen the beauty of it?
would i see the slip, that turn, the reveal?
because i want to feel it
i want to feel that smooth metal bar
under my hands,
can i have those blisters?
because that feeling of the burn,
the peel,
let the bark cool it down
or let the rubber ground take us places

we'll run in our playground
we'll run in our playground
even if you're running after
her twisted, black locks
that soft shine through your heart
i'll be waiting on the swings
big goofy me will still have open arms
tag you're in :)

untold tapir Mar 12, 2021, 10:54 AM

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kind of love

you want a slice of heaven,
to shield, to hold, to crave, to keep
but i'm no cloud 9,
i'm nothing
i simply exist in the air
wafting in the vanilla
but what weighs me down,
pulls me down,
is your heavenly touch
where the nails on your finger trips
trace my skin like art
i want that
your strange movements,
i want us to revolve around each other
spin where ever whenever,
please let us keep in bound
because beware i am in bound,
i'm incoming
because i hear the soft grumbles you make,
the little chuckles,
feel that wide cheek, white teeth
smile
please keep your hands on me
and reside in mine
i want you

untold tapir Mar 13, 2021, 12:26 AM

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA SCREW IT LETS MAKE ANOTHER LMAO

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careful
stay light, mouth
stay quiet feet
safely measure the weight of your words
carefully shape the bluntness of it
allow it to maybe poke, but don't impale
only sharp words can cut through
keep in touch with your image
don't let it fall,
keep them in touch with your vulnerability
give them a role
make sure you stay in their lives as they do in yours
even if they're awfully loud, awfully shaded green,
stay
because who'll stay once they're gone
stay
make sure you're careful
because he won't

because they'll have him
yes,, you cannot express the amount of joy,
amount of what do you call it
amount of bullshit feelings?
don't know, don't care
happy for you
but that's exactly what she did
and she's now in a constant loop of what could be,
what could of been
look, i'm happy,
but i'm envious,
if possible leave me alone
if you're happy with the things i don't have
leave me alone
go be full of the good
you really deserve it

short summit Mar 14, 2021, 12:15 AM

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opposites attract, they said
and that's how i thought it was with you.
"best friends-" we've known each other since we were three.
i was fire, you were ice, i was sassy, you were shy.
of course we changed.
how would we not?
eventually we found ourselves, reached and grew like trees swaying in the wind.
tangled in each others branches, we begin to realize.
we're not so different- we're broken in the same ways, shattered and letting our insecurities feed off the vulnerability we're too afraid to show.
my silver to your gold, your light to mine, we're shining together in a haze.
cling to me and i'll cling to you, the flowing wind that shaped us bringing us closer until we are almost the same.
we are closer than family, worlds apart, reaching across the glimmering expanse.
we're both running from our problems, into each other's arms.
can you heal me if i heal you?
will you stay?
i love you, in a way that transcends light and darkness.
our imperfections only make us stronger, and i see the light in your eyes that you've tried so hard to suppress.
you are beautiful, even if you don't believe it.
you're raw and undeniable, cracked and in pain, but all the same, you're stunning.
i wish you could see yourself the way i see you.
just stay for a minute, hold my heart in your freezing hands.
thank you, my friend.

untold tapir Mar 14, 2021, 10:02 AM

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could you be so kind
lets create something new
because as pastel colours
explode in my head
changing, changing, changing
my body is shaking
while your eyes violently cry
tears are fighting back the knives
soothing the pain behind your cries
but the colours can't see
you are blind
blind to this cluster,
blind to the love
that you can't muster
why's it a must that you
should do what you want?
it doesn't matter
you don't matter,
there bigger things in this
bigger than you
you've obviously pointed out
you're the mark in art,
you're the chip in the cup,
you're the stain on a shirt
just go fix yourself up
you've done nothing
in these years

humble crag Mar 15, 2021, 10:01 AM

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Poem: ( I am from india, I am 35 year old and tiday i make a lirerature poem. I wrote it myself)

Rudimentary minds.
Sojourn in your room.
Conversations.
Vociferous oratory.
Please embody my thoughts.
Impart.
All the bad things you watched.
Dogma.
Aver, apropos.
I want you to be like before.

(i wrote this because the person i wnat to date is bisixial and likes gay porn and my famly is homophibic. she dons't like the songs i like adn she catn koock for me.)

Please undirstand how i feeal, i am very sad. Also if your compotor is facng any problms please messige me because i am compotor fixer.

short summit Mar 16, 2021, 1:55 AM

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maybe it's time to let myself sink.
curl into the darkness, tip endlessly into the gray, hypnotic mist.
maybe it's time to free myself from these chains, let go of the ropes to which i cling so desperately.
what good is it to stay anymore?
the world is flashing around me, but each time the light recedes it's darker.
i'm truly alone now, my goal succeeded.
i feel empty, quiet.
the way i used to scream, shout, laugh, cry, i miss it.
i miss myself.
but i guess i'm gone now, and there's nothing i can do.
as always, it's my fault, but i can't really bring myself to care beyond a deep, pulsing ache in my chest.
i was afraid of losing myself, but now that i'm lost, i find it's not so terrible.
the days fly past me, only delaying the inevitable sting accompanying the loss.
still my heart cries out, a silent sound muffled instantly by the all-encompassing numbness.
is there any way to come back, to be saved?
i don't know, and I don't know if it's worth it anymore.
let me fall.

short summit Mar 16, 2021, 4:01 AM

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tired of this
tired of the fighting, the endless pounding of loud voices in my head
tired of you yelling, the tears spilling out against my will
tired of trying to cry silently against the door, hoping you won't come in
tired of flinching every time you raise your hands
tired of the guilt that pools in my stomach when you're nice to me, the thoughts that drive me crazy when you're not around
tired of never feeling free of you, of the shadow that lurks over my shoulder, pressing a steel blade to my neck
tired of dying quietly as you fail to notice how low i'm sinking
tired of pretending to be okay
tired of the trauma, the noise, the twinge of disgust that rises in me every time you speak
tired of wondering if you're just going to hurt me more when i let you in, wondering what i did wrong when you call my name
tired of the pet names you give me, too scared of hurting your feelings to tell you i hate them
tired of feeling exhausted whenever i'm around you, of feeling like i can never do anything right
tired of you victimizing yourself, taking my words and twisting them, then blaming it all on me
tired of you taking everything personally when i try to tell you i'm not okay
tired of everything you put me through and more.
but you're my father, so i have to love you regardless.

north notch Mar 16, 2021, 4:01 PM

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Itching and Burning, Itching and Burning
Stankin' and fishy, Stankin' and fishy
Fishy and Stankin', Fishy and Stankin'

I Got STD's
They make my coochie itch
It really stank
Don't matter how many baths I take

Itching, Itching, Itching
Itching, Itching, Itching

Burnin' and itchin'
Burnin' and itchin'
Itchin' and burnin'
Itchin' and burnin'

Stanky and fishy
Stanky and fishy
Fishy and stankin'
Fishy and stankin'

crisp isle Mar 16, 2021, 6:47 PM

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@north notch Peaches is a nightmare

short summit Mar 17, 2021, 1:46 AM

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the tumult, raising storm, falling cries upon deaf ears.
it's so easy, so delightfully pleasant to be able to expect so much from me
so difficult, so chokingly obstructing to listen, to help me
all i want is for you to ask, ask me if i'm okay, ask me how i'm doing.
all i want is to be able to answer you honestly.
i'm not okay, haven't been for forever.
i can't remember the last time you asked me if i was okay, bothered to look below my smiling mask, tried to wonder beyond the comforts of my act.
when it cracks, you'll be sorry
and i'll be sad.
so give me the duct tape, the glue
the ammunition to guard my feelings, keep it to myself, let it wear me down until i'm nothing but a shell of who i once was.
you readily supply it, and i cling to you as if you don't turn a blind eye to the gaping wounds in my back.
i cling to the pain, the trauma, because it is my reason, my rhyme, what i can blame for who i am.
the parts of me i hate, the parts that flinch at your touch and feel sick when you come near, i want to blame it on the pain
because if i can't, it's all my fault.
so maybe that's why i stay in this cage, my blood smearing through the one-way mirror.
you look at me, but you don't see.
i love you, as a child should love their parents.
i hate what you've made me, what you've done, but i love you.
hate the sin, love the sinner.

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honestly that poem is a complete mess but whatever

untold tapir Mar 17, 2021, 7:48 AM

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feelings twisted,
feeling stuffed
kept my chest puffed and huff
and breathe, because
it's the last thing you'll ever do before you leave
this
earth
love
the turmoil of deep emotion,
the easy stunning green that slips over into your retina
as you breathe in and out,
with your chin hanging a little low,
head a little low,
but your heart remains high because when that's low
you see the colours blend,
into an ugly grey
please stay pink and red and blue and green and purple and black and white and
stay
for a moment,
because i can't help but feel lonely
but when you bring up that one reason that falters that tone
i'm hurt,
while little salt water dances down
you're sleepy, but you're alive
as she is too
she sends me messages
you're still awake why?
because Her.
i understand, okay?
i'm okay, okay?
do you hear me?
because these stuffings will stay inside until a
thread uncurls and twists,
and tears
because right now,
i don't want you to hear a sigh
i don't want you to hear a breath
because it'll be the last you'll ever hear
while you're on this earth
from me
and i don't want another hug from you
because mine mean so much more

crisp isle Mar 17, 2021, 8:19 AM

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Is it time to lead or is it time to die?
Time to raise hell or walk on by?
Is there anybody out there that's payin' attention?
Yeah, yeah
Is it time to speak up or time for silence?
Time for peace or is it time for violence?
Is there anybody out there that's payin' attention?
Yeah, yeah
Tell me what you tryna hide
And what you runnin' from inside
'Cause I got a surprise
We might not make it to the mornin'
So go on and tell me now
Do you have enough love in your heart
To go and get your hands dirty?
It isn't that much, but it's a good start
So go and get your hands dirty
Do you love your neighbor?
Is it in your nature?
Do you love a sunset?
Aren't you fed up yet?
Do you have enough love in your heart
To go and get your hands dirty?

untold tapir Mar 17, 2021, 10:10 AM

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can someone miss me like that,
hold me like this
can someone think of me that way,
love me that way
of course i'm loving what you're working
because right now i'm gone,
let go,
i'm scared
i'm so tired of this used milk bottle
stored away to only be sour
laid on my arms long enough
to turn onto my back and watch the room spin
i've been slapped with reality,
he'll never love me
she's great isn't she,
so great isn't she
i'll let the pitch black cloak my wet cheeks,
let it enclose my thoughts and me
"feeling like light,"
my ass
you're bullshiting yourself
you're well aware i know,
but please
stop
yellow and blues never felt so good
never felt such rage in my fists,
such grief in my arms,

balmy swallow Mar 17, 2021, 10:29 AM

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Oh, maybe I came on too strong
Maybe I waited too long
Maybe I played my cards wrong
Oh, just a little bit wrong
Baby I apologize for it
I could fall or I could fly
Here in your aeroplane
And I could live, I could die
Hanging on the words you say
And I've been known to give my all
And jumping in harder than
Ten thousand rocks on the lake
So don't call me baby
Unless you mean it
Don't tell me you need me
If you don't believe it
So let me know the truth
Before I dive right into you
You're a mystery
I have traveled the world, there's no other girl like you
No one, what's your history?
Do you have a tendency to lead some people on?
'Cause I heard you do, mmh
I could fall or I could fly
Here in your aeroplane
And I could live, I could die
Hanging on the words you say
And I've been known to give my all
And lie awake, every day
Don't know how much I can take
So don't call me baby
Unless you mean it
Don't tell me you need me
If you don't believe it
So let me know the truth
Before I dive right into you
I could fall or I could fly
Here in your aeroplane
And I could live, I could die
Hanging on the words you say
And I've been known to give my all
Sitting back, looking at
Every mess that I made
So don't call me baby
Unless you mean it
Don't tell me you need me
If you don't believe it
So let me know the truth
Before I dive right into you
Before I dive right into you
Before I dive right into you
Ed Sheeran - Dive

short summit Mar 18, 2021, 3:11 AM

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we leap from our station
not into love, but infatuation
fireworks, surge, warm butterflies
we toss words carelessly, stars in our skies
warm summer days and cool nights entrancing,
hearts on our sleeves, can we go dancing?
look to my eyes
i see your smile
till this fire dies
we'll stay for a while
maybe our hearts will grow cold
flicker dim
but until we reach ours tenfold,
still we brim.

short summit Mar 18, 2021, 4:12 AM

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censored version lol
||my heart is ripping, or maybe it's the simple drops of acid eating through it. ||
||i'm running up an endless barrier, deaf to my yells as the walls close in.||
||i don't know what i feel.||
||i can't do this anymore||
||i'm dying.||
||cotton candy words, delicate floss strung through my throat||
||i can't talk, can't breathe, can't move from this terrible stasis||
||i hate you, i hate me, i hate this||
||i don't mean anything.||
||i'm not worth it, i don't matter, i'm less than a blip.||
||i am nothing.||
||so why am i even here anymore?||
||what is wrong with you?||
||why don't you see me, see this, hear the exhaustion that runs like rivers through my voice?||
||you can't turn a deaf ear to me, can't show a blind eye||
||if you do that, you won't notice until i'm gone.||
||i hate you for doing this, i hate you for not wanting to see me, help me, at least try.||
||i hate you for trying to preserve me in a tight glass bottle, toxic fluid surrounding me, paralyzing me, killing me slowly. ||
||i hate you for pressing the mask to my face, contorting my features to fit the plastic smile, sewing it roughly as to not come undone.||
||i'm not the same person i once was, and i hate you for not seeing it.||
||you know what?||
||i hate you for not caring enough to look at me until my body is limp and drained of blood.||
||screw this.||
||i'm done.||

untold tapir Mar 18, 2021, 5:49 AM

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I’ve felt waves recently
The smooth cursive letters carving in,
Caving in.
As still waters ease into my soul
Your winter cold tends to
Leave an icy spike
That sits in my mouth,
And hails in my stomach
I want to wade in your warmness
But I’m afraid that your fire dances on your pain,
And I’m nothing but the spark
Only for a second you’ll see something great,
Only for a second you’ll feel something
But it’s not great is it?
Get this spark running under a different light
But
It's too late
I've gone cold, gone gone
Long gone

short summit Mar 18, 2021, 6:13 AM

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it's not worth it to hold on to me anymore.
i'll be floating away on my cotton candy clouds, hands no longer weighed down by life's shackles.
it took a long time to realize no one really cared about me the same way i cared about them
everything, i'd give you anything and everything if you would just care.
nobody really does, though, so does it matter if i slip away, fade through the pages of an ancient coloring book?
i was always too impatient to finish coloring inside the lines, a stray blade of ink traversing the crisp page.
bleeding lines, identical to the ones on your arms.
i want to help you, to rub the pain away and make everything okay, but i can't.
i tried- believe me, i tried
but when you used me, when you pushed me away after i made it better, it got harder.
that's when i realized i didn't mean nearly as much to you as you did to me.
now i'm not more than smudged marker, painted smiles and ripped paper.
folding myself smaller and smaller to fit into your pocket, carry my image around with you like a photograph
i don't mind.
it's okay to remember me after i'm gone, just remember to let me go.
that is, if i was ever there to begin with.
it's three in the morning, music pounding through my headphones.
quiet, peaceful.
this is the time when i let myself love you.

small swift Mar 18, 2021, 10:16 AM

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Damn you all are so talented and I thought my songs were good 🥲 blobaww

lament mantle Mar 18, 2021, 10:37 AM

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My crys through out the night I have no hope by the time of light I cry in despair as my death claims the air eyes tired and colder then befor

Am tired of living as a worthless nord of self hate and sorrow that means tomorrow I accept the fate of my days alone and locked away like criminally insane the feeling of love and light will always be new to me very True to me it will always be the fall of me as for I will never as I once was before eyes more tired and colder then before

I dont know much longer I can live in a world of despair and self hate I try eradicate this feeling but I keep it cuz it's all I know and feel anymore

Eyes more tired and colder then before

I die as a worthless slug of despair and self hate I accept this fate there I will die alone in a world coldest to the bone

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I wake up to the cold empty feeling that is my life there used to be light as I walk through a realm of broken glass I can only stair into unknown territory of mass

My heart slows my brain explodes it hurts to go on down this road deeper then any physical pain it is a twisted mental sprain that twist and contorts every life waking moment I spend the live in this world my eyes colder and more bloodshot and more dead inside then before I only wish for my pain to end not meet my end I know will never end I'll never be the same agen as I cut through layers
of pain it bleeds agen till I thought
I met my end it stopped i failed why am I cursed
Trapped in my mind of pain and despair I wish i wasn't here i wish i was gone
The blood lose has finally won am gonna end my life with my gun..........

just like that a persons mental state can evaporate Into Thin Air it's a serious issue for some others not so much very few never make it out alive and end dead in there own head a death 1000× worse than hell it self u cant run from the monster's in your head u can only hide then die one can simply not stay alive when they are this far gone its impossible why people resort to
Drugs and cutting they rather know they are still alive and feel at least something one can only hope......

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It was in this haunted place under a moonless cloak of ebony
I was drawn to the glow of a young spiritess weeping in the woods

The blackest ravens and ice-veiled boughs
Have spoken of you, goddess of these bleak woods
I yearn for your embrace, spiritess of the melancholia
Show me, again, your sweet face
Enchant me with your rich, cinder burnt ether
Lure me into your arms and bless unto me eternal death

She had spoken to the dawn
Her words wisped in tongues of the wind

And then silence
Pale clouds betrothed the dawn
Black rain fell
The birds wore masks

The haunting stain of her woe
Had burned itself into the oak
Night had gone
Bereaved, I was torn for her

One last time I witnessed her beauty in the distance
The arms of the trees tore at her morbid gown swaying in the loathsome winter
breeze
She faded before my eyes
Since that day a thousand veiled birds have taken flight
And the melancholy rain still pours forever on

untold tapir Mar 18, 2021, 11:08 AM

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OUT OF MY CONTROL
I WANT TO LEAVE,
ETCH MY ART INTO SOME PLACE ELSE
BUT WE'RE TWO LOST SCULPTURES
YOU'VE BEEN REBUILT, STANDING UPRIGHT
I'M AFRAID THIS CROWN I OWN IS CRUMBLING,
FALLING ALONG WITH MY HEAD
AS WE DRIVE THROUGH LIGHT YEARS AND TAR,
I'M FROZEN IN THOUGHT
WITH A HEAVY FEELING THAT TUGS AT MY LUNGS
RIGHT IN THE BULLSEYE YOU'RE IRRITATINGLY POKING AT ME,
INTENTIONAL OR NOT,
STOP
OR I'M GOING TO LOSE IT
EACH
TIME
THAT NAME
SLIPS
OUT OF THAT MOUTH
MAYBE I'LL JUST SWITCH TO GREY,
CROUCH ON MY KNEES AND HOPE YOU WON'T SEE
ANY TRACE OF ME

crisp isle Mar 18, 2021, 7:56 PM

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https://www.partyfm.dk/

PartyFM.dk

PartyFM - Festen starter her!

untold tapir Mar 19, 2021, 1:08 AM

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The Mayflower ft Adrien

A second chance...to get up and dance
to groove and swoon, but you're in a stuck stance
Feeling nervous like confessing in a religious service, probably causing a disturbance...
I've seen and done some sins, but if you're willing to forgive, I'm waiting for cool water to pour on my skin
I'll drink the blood of Jesus if I have to so I don't become a demon I just want freedom
Dancing on this thin life between fact or fiction, just listen, between us you are my religion
As well as the brim of my happiness, you ease of my emptiness.
stopping and waiting, stopping and waiting, I'll never cease of this selflessness
Never feeling helpless ever again if you're around although I'm just a beat-down clown.
taking a step back, I'm weakly convincing myself, "just listen to the sound."
We should rest I feel as weak as a fawn
we lay and stare up in the sky, it's dark, but the mellow colors seep in around dawn
The lawn is thick and soft no doubt we will ever end up in a drought.
But still I thirst, I'm begging on my knees crouched
I burst in tears showing all my fears I seriously need repairs
the grass is always greener, but we're all pale in color
Like white flour, our moods are always sour.
Like golden syrup, the moments shone brightly but were always bittersweet; did I always cower?

small swift Mar 19, 2021, 2:23 AM

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Would anyone notice
If tonight I disappeared?
Would anyone chase me
And say the words that I need to hear?

That I'm no burden
Not so worthless
Bent so much that I just might break
All-consuming
So confusing
The questions that keep me awake

Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?
Would anything change, would you all be just fine?
'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight
It just might save my life

Would anyone want me
If they knew what was inside my head?
Would anyone see me
For the person that I really am?

I won't lie
So hard to hide
I've never felt worthy of love
I would give up
Everything I have
Just to feel good enough

Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?
Would anything change, would you all be just fine?
'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight
It just might save my life

If you're dying inside
Sick of being alive
Let me in, let me share in your pain
From my lungs through the dark
Spoken straight from the heart
Let me give you a reason to stay

If you're out there still lying awake
If you're out there still wondering

Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If you finally gave up and turned out the light?
The world would be changed if you left it behind
You can't be replaced, no, tonight is the night
You take back your life
Take back your life
Take back your life
Take back your life

Citizen Soldier-Would anyone Care

flint valley Mar 19, 2021, 7:01 AM

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mama

copper arrow Mar 19, 2021, 9:55 AM

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It's all over, got to know her
Our memories buried inside my brains
Chased the thunder, now i wonder
If god could bless me with another her

Can't connect with anybody else
When they don't understand
The way my soul is built yea
Said i have put it all in the past
Regret is all i feel
Can't help to forget yea

All this time, i looked for you
But you were right in front of my face
It can't be, wish it wasn't true
I lost you then i lost myself

It's all over, time's getting slower
All these attempts that i failed at again
Took my chances, still no answers
Can someone tell me what i'm searching for?

Don't you think that life is kinda weird
One day you're after me, next day i'm after you
Let her go or should i let it be
If i said all my prayers, will i get my piece ? yea

All this time, i looked for you
But you were right in front of my face
It can't be, wish it wasn't true
I lost you then i lost myself
Now i'm standing here, little drunk and high
And i've realized i can't change your mind
Now i'm standing here, in this broken town
And i want you back
But i can't change your mind now

untold tapir Mar 19, 2021, 9:56 AM

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frick aaa mee6 deletes itgdsbhjhiuhaf

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AAA

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bruh now my dumbass has lost my poem

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that's
so wack
jesus christ

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UHGHGHGBFNK

potent peak Mar 19, 2021, 4:47 PM

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One more day
It's what I always say
Just one more day
For weeks, now months it has been this way
Push through one more day

Let's go, let's go, let's go
I think you need to know
Well, maybe it's time to show
You this side of me Ohhhhh...
We gotta go, gotta go
Now go, go, go

For weeks at a time
I feel so sublime
But it all changes in just a split-second
I turn into an enormous wreck and
Can't deal with it, but for the record

My mind is a mess
I'm overwhelmed with stress
I begin to regress
I go back into my shell
Being alone with my thoughts is my own living hell
I guess after all, it's all just as well

The days have become blah
I'm asked to do something, I'm just like "nah"
My skin is all red, it's all raw
From the scratching
From the scraping
That's why I'm now taping
To hide both my wrists
And cover my arms
So maybe, just maybe, it won't leave harsh scars

For weeks at a time
I feel so sublime
But it all changes in just a split-second
I turn into an enormous wreck and
Can't deal with it, but for the record

My mind is a mess
I'm overwhelmed with stress
I begin to regress
I go back into my shell
Being alone with my thoughts is my own living hell
I guess after all, it's all just as well

I haven't slept in days
Time passes me by, all in a haze
Somewhere through the blinds I can see the rays
Of the sun that makes me come back
To the middle of emotions, a nice even stack
Of happy and sad, but normal, no flack

For weeks at a time
I feel so sublime
But it all changes in just a split-second
I turn into an enormous wreck and
Can't deal with it, but for the record

My mind is a mess
I'm overwhelmed with stress
I begin to regress
I go back into my shell
Being alone with my thoughts is my own living hell
I guess after all, it's all just as well
It's all---
Just---
As well...

modern cave Mar 19, 2021, 11:26 PM

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"Wished i wasn't all alone, calls in the night feeling so controlled, wished that i never checked my phone, though its hard just being cold, in my music you'll stay unknown but in my mind you'll stay the,,, host"

untold tapir Mar 20, 2021, 12:30 AM

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i've tapped and tipped
singing along
i've got the tears,
but the pained squeeze at my heart
is gone

short summit Mar 20, 2021, 3:09 AM

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perfect
kind
simply divine
that's what they say
the voices unswayed
of the man who calls himself my father.
little do they know
the side he won't show
comes out when i act as his daughter.
maybe i'm scared to be alone with him
disrupt the brim
but i flinch wherever he touches.
his voice is too loud,
his shouts.
they haunt my thoughts,
tie my stomach in knots
but his eyes still linger
on my back.
just a slight brush
his footsteps are hushed
but i can't seem to escape his clutches.
i don't know who he claims to be,
but the man you see
is not the same to me.

short summit Mar 20, 2021, 3:25 AM

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i watch as you pick at yourself, criticize the smallest flaws and hurt yourself in a desperate attempt to be like them.
pretty.
you're oh so obsessed with being beautiful, so blinded by the blood dripping down your eyes to see.
you're ashamed of your body, the same one that grew with you and held you when you were about to collapse from not eating.
you're ashamed of your hands, your hips, your face, your thighs.
i wish you could see yourself the way i do, the slight imperfections freeing you from the shackles of beauty.
you look at yourself with blurred eyes, rely on the mirror who always lies.
and still i stand in the corner, watching you destroy yourself trying to gain something forever unattainable.
you'll never be satisfied, not in the way that i am with you.
you're already good enough, so perfect, so incredible, but you shoot yourself down with deadly poison, targeted arrows at the places you're weakest.
you are your own worst enemy, killing yourself slowly as i plead with you to draw the film from your eyes, move away from the sickly sweet standards they set.
you know that they use tools to make themselves pretty, shrink their bodies with the mechanical lens of social media.
you know, but you don't care.
in your mind, you can be like them, the skinny blondie with striking eyes.
the perfect body, perfect smile, perfect plastic.
you aren't pretty in the way they are, but you're so beautiful.
why can't you see it?

short summit Mar 20, 2021, 5:03 AM

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screw it here's another one

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sorrow is such a beautiful word for such a solemn subject.
the midnight blue feathers of the raven fall, float to the ground amidst a blazing sunset and outlined trees.
we're dancing in the dark now, your hand on my neck, the slight control lacing your honey words with fear.
sorrow is bittersweet, candy gone sour and dark.
it's deep, an ocean of nothing and everything all at once.
it starts as a seed, vines twisting through my heart, holding it captive in a chokehold of blue ink and tears.
soon it knots in my stomach, then stains my brain with flickering lights and glimmering shadows.
what a lovely term for the rain that falls on a cobblestone street, splashes off a yellow streetlight trying to light the night.
how tragic, how numb.
it seems to caress my cheek, hold me as the world dims and flashes in and out of view.
sorrow and i, we're okay here in the void where we just begin to stop caring.
sorrow and i, such alluring, toxic company.
dine with me, stare into my eyes and convince me that you'll land as light as snow, freeze my heart so i don't have to feel anymore.
tell me and i'll believe you.
untangle your fingers of ice from my hair, pass me off to numbness after you've had your share.
regret holds my hand in their own, guides me to the deepest darkness, the place you don't leave.
intertwine within me, soak me in memories of happiness.
navy blue starlight, take me away.

untold tapir Mar 20, 2021, 6:02 AM

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to everyone who sees this channel and liquid's poems, give her poems the love it deserve rn no balls

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🔫

short summit Mar 20, 2021, 2:56 PM

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untold tapir to everyone who sees this channel and liquid's poems, give her poems the love it...

are you threatening innocent people

obtuse cradle Mar 20, 2021, 2:59 PM

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XD

untold tapir Mar 21, 2021, 7:11 AM

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roses r red
mee6 ur fugking dead
my left toe b blue
mee6 fugk u

untold tapir Mar 21, 2021, 11:11 AM

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tight knit,
bundles together
whispers sound like a bell
decipher this carelessness that's got me bound
save whatever's left of me because my feet's planted
on the ground
unfamiliar faces make me dazed
couldn't feel more out of place
i'm dressed in yellow what the hell is this
why are you all blue

crisp isle Mar 21, 2021, 4:42 PM

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@hasty brook ??

limber lodge Mar 21, 2021, 9:59 PM

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everytime ⏰ I see 👀 you 👉 baby 👶 I get lost 😵 . if I'm dreaming ☁️ baby 👶 please don’t 🙅‍♀️ wake me up 😴 every night 🌙 I’m with you 👉 I fall 😖 more in love 😍 now I’m laying 🛌 by your side 👯‍♂️ everything feels right 👍 since you came along 🧍‍♀️🧍

hasty brook Mar 21, 2021, 10:10 PM

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crisp isle <@!807031986719817758> ??

What

red crown Mar 22, 2021, 2:30 AM

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A naked man crawling through the parking lot
Can't find a toolbox for his stairs nowhere
There's a missing egg in the basket
It can't be fixed
Serotonin's bending into an afterbirth
A deep monologue with a stone-cutter
Dissipating lines
Dissipating holding arms
Dissipating an agglomeration of atoms with a sigh
Suddenly the cars stand up
Notice a little boy covered in porcelain masks
A showcase of ominous smiles decorate the red asphalt
And the echoes of car horns infest the oldest heartbeat
The baby carries on
The boy carries on
The man carries everything
A naked man crawling through many parking lots
Wide eyes open, warm heart.

crisp isle Mar 22, 2021, 2:42 AM

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Interesting

short summit Mar 22, 2021, 6:46 AM

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draw on my skin with permanent marker
try to wash off the marks
but they're not coming off for a while
just like the stains you left on my mind.
maybe there's a hint of green in the flame, a soothing summer breeze
maybe you can help me, but i'm scared.
oh so scared of you, of them, of myself.
i don't know what it's like to be cared for with no limits.
i can't let you in.
i'm sorry.
wipe off the tears with sandpaper
scratch my skin.
it's okay, even though your words scratch my heart, dig trenches through it without even knowing.
you're so smooth, not a hint of texture on the entirety of your glass surface
oh so beautiful, so terrified of the world beyond those you left behind.
you can't let go yet, cling to the familiar pain because it's all you know.
i stand apart from you, hand outreached towards your form.
you're facing away, hair whipping in the wind as you choose to leave me behind.
why would you do this, let yourself hope and then retreat as soon as you grasped my emotion?
you dropped my heart, and it's falling endlessly through the rosy gray clouds, down for someone else to hold.
wind sweeps away my tears, lifts me when i'm suddenly lighter than a thought.
this time, i'm the one leaving you.
it's fair.

sullen raft Mar 22, 2021, 9:34 AM

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wait so here do you share song lyrics of songs you wrote yourself or just any song?

azure bolt Mar 22, 2021, 9:55 AM

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yep

azure bolt Mar 22, 2021, 9:55 AM

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sullen raft wait so here do you share song lyrics of songs you wrote yourself or just any so...

your songs u wrote yourself

sullen raft Mar 22, 2021, 9:56 AM

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ohh

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thanks

serene cosmos Mar 22, 2021, 4:48 PM

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C’est un peu comme stromae, avant j’ai cru qu’ils étaient les paroles d’un de ses chansons

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Ah j’ai juste trouve que c’est miraculous ladybug 😭

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Je suis bête mdr

short summit Mar 22, 2021, 10:05 PM

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dizzy
spin with me just as the clock hands spin on the clock, marking the furious passage of time
let's get lost in the fireworks, your glimmering eyes, the smile that you gifted me last summer
let's make our heads pound with laughter, allow the rain to crash down on the roof
steal the cake batter and steal my heart, both with such grace and eloquence
how charming you are, how delightfully intoxicating your presence is
twirl my hair around your finger, fall asleep on my lap
pull me through the moment, steal a glance at the smile that dares to appear on my face
let's be alone together, freeze time for a simple walk through the forest
tell me everything about you and i'll listen just to see your eyes light up, ignore the rest because time doesn't matter when i'm with you
you free me and trap me, push me away and pull me into your arms, waltz on the brink of illusion
but i don't mind, because i'm drunk on you
i know this won't last forever, the sweet summer nights that set flickering flames alight in our hearts
i know it'll end, grow apart with a shimmering field between us
reserved smiles and polite laughter, only memories of the secrets whispered in the night
i know it can't last, but i don't mind.

untold tapir Mar 23, 2021, 2:54 AM

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They called you a wolf in sheep's clothing
A snake in the grass
Ever since you showed your ass with no class
However let's move on from the past and the hate and sass
You got a smile that lasts and legs that can dance
Always giving me belly laughs as we walk similar paths
We stay up to the dead of night telling our tales as my emotions become that of a person drinking ale
Thank you for letting me break these bottled up potions and helping with my notions.

💜 thank you, ambie

untold tapir Mar 23, 2021, 10:38 AM

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I'm sorry I didn't reach the ceiling that was lifted up so high
I'm sorry I didn't become the sweet, sweet smoke to your high
The standards you've neatly placed on the table
has made me become a mad wreck
I'm thinking, thinking, thinking
Tired of the overthought thoughts being narrowed down to
"He loves me not."

The roses that weren't handed to you were safely delivered to me,
to hold and keep,
to cherish and love,
to protect,
But right at this moment this rose is wilting
because apparently someone has set it on fire
Apparently there weren't enough petals to judge whether we'd be in a frenzy or not.

Right now, I'm on the adrenaline of this sick love that I firmly squeezed myself into,
I know I didn't consider your side, how you'd be,
I only thought about
The sweetness of your lips that sugarcoat your words,
the bittersweet company you gave even if it was meant for another,
the little giggles that gave fuel to the smile tomorrow,
how I could maybe love someone for a bit more than "forever and ever"

But then again, if you truly wanted it, the ceiling wouldn't be so high,
you wouldn't be so exhausted or sluggish,
I would be talking to you right now,
telling you how much I'd like to hold your hand

potent peak Mar 23, 2021, 12:52 PM

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You are always so kind
You know exactly what to say
You cheer me up, even on a really bad day
Just a snap from you can make me smile

You make me happy
I don't know how
I don't know why
You just be you
You do what you do
And it makes me happy

static hamlet Mar 23, 2021, 2:29 PM

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I'm scared to get close
And I hate being alone

I long for the feeling
To not feel at all

The higher I get
The lower I sink

I can't drown my demons
They know how to swim

Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel my heart?

(Bring Me the Horizon, Can you feel my heart)

crisp isle Mar 23, 2021, 2:51 PM

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That blade that touched your skin,
That meal that you skipped?
Every blade and every purge..
Every day you told yourself..

Why?
Why am i like this?
Why?

Well, We can tell you why..
You're in the army
Fighting against your war.
The war.
The Battle of blades.
You're such a brave soul,
Fighting in your war.

Those cool girls in park
The ones with those tattoos..
The ones who catch the eyes of all the boys
Tellin' you to go and die..
They don't understand..
Do we have to spell it out?

We're fighting our war.. our each and every battle.
Blades that cut your skin
'cause darling, this ain't a gore-free war.
But you can make it out. (Oh, oh)

You're in the army
Fighting against your war.
The war.
The Battle of blades.
You're such a brave soul,
Fighting in your war.

Even if you war.. is far from being finished..
We can tell you now..
You don't need that bullshit war -
Cause you
You're beautiful.

short summit Mar 23, 2021, 10:44 PM

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i don't deserve you
deserve this
what have i done to make you care, to make you keep hoping even as you see me collapse with every step?
i wish i could be better for you.
but i'm not, so you should just leave.
we'll all leave eventually.

glass ferry Mar 24, 2021, 12:25 AM

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You can break my knees, break my arm, but you cant break a broken heart
My knees are already bruised for when i begged you to stay
My arm is twisted from saving you from ur dark thoughts
But my heart...my heart has been broken since the first cut
Cry in the middle of the night
Make sure no one hears the screams from inside
Put a fake smile on so no one knows
People said i had pretty eyes but they only shine from the tears i hold back
My smile may light up a room but its nothing without true happiness
I may have lied but it was so i could stay alive
The cuts on my thigh proves how much im dying inside
They said i was depressed but im not just heartbroken
I push people away and they call me a fake
I push you away..cuz i was to scared to get you infected...with my pain

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(a spoken poem written by me)

untold tapir Mar 24, 2021, 3:45 AM

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crying gets you dehydrated
but fortunately the tears are gone
they were already gone by today's dawn,
along with the feelings that i've prolonged
feeling bittersweet
couldn't feel more complete
to finally breath without the heave
because watching you talk about her
i couldn't ever leave
with such adoration where sparks lovingly fill your eyes,
it's not for me,
but don't you worry,
these feelings, these thoughts, this pain
i've already rehearsed this scene
brushed up my poise and let go of the scream
welling inside, i've already cried,
fortunately they were always gone

serene cosmos Mar 24, 2021, 5:48 AM

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some lyrics i've written in the past few minutes so its a little rough

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sitting here for hours

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thinking of solutions

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ive heard these problems before

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not sure things have changed in the meantime i've been gone

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the problems are new turns out the solutions are the same

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i'd been searching for hours for answers already in my brain

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time wasted, more time wasting

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im stressed, need a break from it all

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I need some sleep

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my eyes still awake my brain mode overproductivity

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drifting into a deep sleep

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im gone oh im gone

untold tapir Mar 24, 2021, 7:52 AM

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your orange flower seems to sing
gorgeous strings are plucked by your fingernails
i thought that'd be running through another's hair
with the little words tuned into your ears,
would you still be here without them?
would your feelings still be here without her?
i can't say i am to trust your feelings,
for this is something unexpected
with my whole heart i know it can
but could you?
i need you to know
walk out if this was the wrong door
run away if you're chasing the wrong girl
wrong timing, wrong person?
i'm sorry,
i'm just timidly in denial
of this whole thing

abstract turtle Mar 24, 2021, 1:31 PM

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not a song but a poem i wrote.

an epistolary to all those invisible, from 2020.

often she wonders the way things work.
often she ponders on what lies beyond the universe.
often she questions the mystery of life.

doubt, fear, anxiety seems to burst in at night.
books and papers have become all witnesses.
as though they listened to the poured out griefs and tears.

she then found herself in the shadow.
a juvenile with melancholy moniker, child of the moon.
yes, that is her.

she has loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night.
though silent messages never fail to baffle her, such enigma.
she seeks the moon, the stars, and the sun for answers.

yet...
nothing.

spark flume Mar 24, 2021, 5:04 PM

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It is pain that makes us feel alive and strong that gives us courage to fight through things and not hatred or loss but the courage that comes from that pain to stand up and rise again that makes us stronger!

wind plinth Mar 24, 2021, 5:20 PM

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poem Trapped

Why is it always dark ?
I can see the light piercing through the peepholes of this contraption,
But i don't know where i am,
Lost in this thing of my own thoughts and regrets and that's only one side of the wall,
I've tried to escape but I would get open skin and those open skin left scars,
So why should I even try?

Why is it so small?
I can't stand or stretch my feet in this contartion,
But i can sit,
Sit in my stress and my struggles of life and the urge to be accepted,
I've tried to punch it open but that left broken bones,
So why even hope?

Why can't I sit straight?
I can't raise my head in this contraption,
But i can see my feet,
See the dirt of it and remember the red that runs down my arms when i'm depressed,
I've tried to swallow the circle and oval small things but they saved me when i didn’t want to be save,
So why am I even alive?

Why can't I move?
I'm trapped in this box of my depression,
But i can't go on anymore,
I know what i feel but can't make it better,
My mom doesnt help cuz she thinks i'm fine , everyone thinks i'm fine,
But i'm not,
I’M FADING INSIDE!

crisp isle Mar 24, 2021, 5:53 PM

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lmao

wind plinth Mar 24, 2021, 6:33 PM

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crisp isle lmao

?

crisp isle Mar 24, 2021, 8:48 PM

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nvm

wind plinth Mar 24, 2021, 8:49 PM

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okie

velvet moat Mar 25, 2021, 4:54 AM

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lines lines and more lines when i look at my arms all i see is my past and how useless i am i wish i could die but i would hate to see people worried about me and i would hate to know that i ruined peoples lives by killing myself i try therapy but its so hard opening up about my heart and why i am like i am i am talentless ugly and i have 2 friends that i trust i am broken and i dont know how to get fixed people bully me saying i try to impersonate people and i am stupid and now im starting to believe them i dont wanna live anymore.

spark flume Mar 25, 2021, 7:25 AM

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Never give up fighting as giving up is accepting defeat and shows weakness instead of dominance!

stark nest Mar 26, 2021, 12:32 AM

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I'm not Creative.
I can't think of any songs to write
They're kept delayed and I'm up all night
I'm losing sleep and I'm losing sight
When I try to keep up with my lessons right
but I should've just learned. Screeching out
for help and now I'm still not heard.
I feel like I couldn't breathe
hanging off of my whole damn seat

Oh, wait.

Well yeah I'm Okay.
I just overeat everyday
Abusing my substance is great
it's just an emotional gray - zone
I just can't leave home
I got no friends just to lean on
not to even dream of.
I'll get better, when it coming?
Never.
I could get a severed limb any week
shot dead in the street.
head sandwiched with concrete
get crippled for less than a heartbeat.

No where to run or hide
being held hostage I'm terrified.
Gun to my head
once I was better off dead
and my only regret
was not to take back all just said.

Bang.

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Think this sucked on paper because the way I had the flow in my head would probably be way different for anyone reading. but I think this would have been fun enough to make.

crisp isle Mar 26, 2021, 4:12 AM

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https://soundcloud.com/user-583249168/funky-gorilla Give this a listen....... tell me if it was worth it:)

SoundCloud

Duke of awesomeness

Funky Gorilla

Funky beats for those funky times.

▶ Play video

untold tapir Mar 26, 2021, 5:57 AM

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the bottling begins,
as black oil is smudged on me
couldn't we pretend that everything's okay
i'm sorry i just don't know
if i feel something
something that you'd want me to feel
this scene is too repeated,
i'm getting bored this instant
please save me
from my organs collapsing
this heart ache i'm not but used to
this overthinking
is this me?

untold tapir Mar 26, 2021, 9:39 AM

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there's this date i'd die for
an image where you're stuck with me
eating some sweet food and apple cores
please be my little darling

'cause on that sweet picnic table
can you stain my life with your
strawberry scent
in this date i'd die for

thinking how'd you talk to me
say it with your heart beat
little cheese at the end of your notes
don't mind, i'm gonna still weep

'cause on that sweet picnic table
can you stain my life with your
strawberry
in this date i'd die for

i'm waiting,
waiting,
calling out to you
maybe,
oh maybe,
do you wanna do it too?

'cause there's this date
that i'd die for

short summit Mar 27, 2021, 5:38 AM

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at a party i don't want to be at, pretending to be someone I'm not, agreeing to things I wouldn't do just to make them all happy.
acting like I don't see the sickening jealousy in your eyes, the way you try to act like you're not foolishly obsessed with having something you can't.
you don't even know what it means, but you still want it.
such is the nature of greed.
fake laughter and stitched smiles, plastic waves in a sea clogged with artificiality.
why do we do this, dance around the truths unspoken in the sake of protecting invisible, nonexistant things?
I won't tell her I'd rather be home, won't say it because it'll ruin the image she so desperately wants to keep of me.
paste me into a mold, falsely encourage change when really no one wants me to develop beyond a two dimensional picture in a dark room, layers upon layers of breathless untruths.
I won't tell her things I used to, secrets and feelings and hopes because I know she just doesn't care in the same way I do.
it's her birthday party, after all, and I'm sitting lonely in a crowd full of people.
can I be selfish, just for a minute?
so many things we'll never say, enough lies to clog the air and leave us gasping for breath.
people who I know are different than they pretend: the yelling, manipulation, dirty little secrets swept beneath a satin sheet.
we're all such liars, honey and ice cream, enough sugar to coat everything in a layer of sick.
nod along with every word that comes out of your mouth, try to blind myself to the ugly emotions swirling just underneath the skin.
I'm so tired.
let's play pretend in a house made of glass, one that never disappears.
forever and always, my dear.

hot field Mar 27, 2021, 6:52 PM

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It is the Mercedes AMG or the jewelry from Cartier, Cartier watch?
Heads of the bottles to the Party
And say to tens of thousands of euros goodbye
Shots in the night, Mainhattan-City Gangs
Do everything for the Lambo Diablo GT
Frankfurt am Main is not the 'Miami Vice'
But we are in the 80s movie
Traffic with Beyda and MDMA
The whole city is revived
Deep into the night, le le le
Deep into the night, le le le
NWE would like ride'n in the direction of Milano in the Club, Milanos Club, Milanos Club
In the Lambo Diablo GT, le le le, le le le, le le le
And maybe this is the last ride, the last night
The last battle we are to survive in Mainhattan
Because shots falling more often as rain
We're going in the direction of Milano in the Club, Milanos Club, Milanos Club

naive plaza Mar 29, 2021, 4:34 AM

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does anyone here know the title of this song?

barren veldt Mar 29, 2021, 7:38 AM

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naive plaza does anyone here know the title of this song?

idk stars?

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it seems catchy to me

untold tapir Mar 29, 2021, 7:50 AM

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it's the first time i noticed
the warmth under the blanket,
which sneakily runs through my legs.
the bed is smaller than usual,
and the pillows return to their natural shape.
my shoulders are wider and every time
i look into the mirror,
the smile grows less.
it's easier to not cry now,
but even with you the walls crumble
and i'm in shambles.
the conditions of my hand is worsening
it sucks,
but to me it's a physical reminder of who i am;
of what isn't meant to be.
if i don't fix it, i'm not fixing anything.
if i try to, i'm trying,
but it eventually dies down.
while my fingers bubble up.
i can't believe you want to hold them.

naive plaza Mar 29, 2021, 4:42 PM

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@barren veldt I have found it from other discorder

crisp isle Mar 29, 2021, 5:06 PM

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this song below is called Mr.Bright side by the killers

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Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look, it's killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr. Brightside

red crown Mar 29, 2021, 7:51 PM

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Sitting on a ivory corolla
Let the ground suspend the abyss
Our hands will meet at the edge of the hall
A vivid dream to dazzle a sheet of stars with a touch
Our lines draw and travel along the edge
Overflowing the genuine
Let the ground suspend our sights
And we will adorn the earth with a balm in condensation of our words
Being like exhaling Aphrodite's lungs
Today we are our own myths
To live in the ambiguous and the oblique and the right and the sane
All hearts bowed in the bowels of the sky
Manifesting a bundle of static roses in midair
Time plays accordion and seeps into the veins of the two stars
Rewinding piano tracks, jumping on keys like dancers
Cell and dust rehearsal
Sleep breaks and corrupts the roots of the obelisk
Everything is charming and everything is you, It's us
Crystals falling apart and painting the staircase
Cytoplasm as an orchestra
We will live forever

short summit Mar 30, 2021, 6:17 AM

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i can already tell from the way i watch the candle dance, the performance inside throwing shadows onto the walls illuminated by such flickering, fickle flames.
i'm drawn back to a world of harsh blue light, where i can die slowly and no one really cares.
words spin heavily in my mind, thoughts blurring and winding carefully around a centerpiece tangled in emotions.
who are we now, when so much of us is hidden, reflected and shattered through endless mirrors?
i'm losing track of your words, the emotions that wander inside your eyes, your body moving to accommodate your thoughts that dare to burst out of your mouth.
my attention is grasped roughly by different things, but the world of solitude and eternal noise still lingers in the forefront of my brain, calling me to action.
how much time do i have before i fall into the trap again, sink into the murky waters of the future i've created?
how many times do i have to go deeper before i can finally understand?
even as i reach my hand towards the flame, intending only to brush against it, feel the heat to bring me back to reality, i freeze.
i'm too far in limbo, too high in the clouds to come down now.
it's cold up here- i can give everything i have to you, but it can only last so long.
stress tears at the fragile edges of my mask, threatens to rip it off if i don't bend to the all-consuming wind.
maybe that's why i'm sucked back into a world of endless imagination, darkness and painted smiles.
the constant push and pull, the pleasure tinged with pain at every step.
welcome to the online world.

urban nest Mar 30, 2021, 6:46 AM

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This isn't finished! I'm just showing you it. It might be a long song- idk

Just pretending to be me, doing things that weren't right acting like you weren't jealous
you try to act like you're popular
when you actually arent

Your brain is clogged with jealousy
Ignoring the truth
Only listening lies
Feeling guilty, when you speak
I see it, I see the jealousy
I hear the sobbing, when you're gone
The rumors you spread, makes you feel innocent
Telling my secrets we used to share

What happened when you used to be so nice?
But now you're losing all your confidence
Asking me...to be friends
Replying, no
I see your heartbreak
It's not just you
You did it to me..

mortal bloom Mar 30, 2021, 6:55 AM

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P-2

I wear my heart on my sleeve
Thinking carefree
Like giving birds sunflower seeds
While autumn leaves fall
My behavior is uncalled for
I always had my doors closed
But one day I decided to take a different road
And that's when the regret started to
show

Through every single high and low
I've always been alone
Showing no emotion throughout the extortion- (x2)

But at this point I'm ready to toss all my coins in the wishing well
So I can escape this hell-
Since my body is an empty shell
Can't you tell?

However I'm willing change-
Just give me a few days
I know it's not too late
Can you please be my date?
I promise I'll make you butterscotch cake-

Through every single high and low
I've always been alone
Showing no emotion throughout the extortion- (x2)

I'll adorn you heather flowers
Since your a goddess and I feel forever powerless
You fill that empty hollowness
My mind is just a mess I wish I could give you some rest
I may be just pest
An annoyance to the best-

Through every single high and low
I've always been alone
Hiding from the storms-
Just to feel your warmth
With memories books that are torn
My mind isn't full of thorns
Or worn devil horns
Not anymore
Not anymore

crisp isle Mar 30, 2021, 3:18 PM

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song name: It Will Rain

If you ever leave me baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.
There's no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
Ooh so keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin'
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin' out the door.
'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain
I'll never be your mother's favorite
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Ooh if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl
Walkin' with that troublesome guy
But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
Ooh but little darlin' watch me change their minds
Yea for you I'll try I'll try I'll try I'll try
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make you mine

crisp isle Mar 30, 2021, 8:51 PM

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who likes Mr.Bright Side by the killers?

minor holly Mar 30, 2021, 10:15 PM

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Me me

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tuturu

glass ferry Mar 31, 2021, 4:20 AM

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it was you..it was always you...met a lot of people but i still cant find me in you...why did you break my heart.
You tore me all apart...this is how it starts...trust me you broke me before. Dont lie again cuz i am delicate.
I still miss you no matter how it hurts. Im still waiting yeah...im still waiting for you...im scared ill fall down and die but i know you'll be there.. -by meh (It Was you)

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^ if you know the song It's you by Ali Gatie then you get how it sounds-

potent monolith Mar 31, 2021, 4:35 AM

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That was really good

glass ferry Mar 31, 2021, 4:35 AM

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potent monolith That was really good

thanks lol- T-T its a way i cope

potent monolith Mar 31, 2021, 4:36 AM

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Ye I do it sometimes

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Lol non of mine are actually good tho

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But you have a talent

glass ferry Mar 31, 2021, 4:38 AM

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thanks...i want to be a singer and write songs that touch people songs that have meaning yk

potent monolith Mar 31, 2021, 4:41 AM

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Yeah, I can't wait to see you progress with your song writing

glass ferry Mar 31, 2021, 4:42 AM

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potent monolith Yeah, I can't wait to see you progress with your song writing

thank you. Im making a song rn but its not done

potent monolith Mar 31, 2021, 4:43 AM

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Ooooo when your done can I see the finished product?
I wrote one the other day for my friend haha she said it was good but it's ok I guess

crisp isle Mar 31, 2021, 3:56 PM

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minor holly Me me

yay!!!!! now we have something in common!!!

glass ferry Mar 31, 2021, 6:40 PM

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potent monolith Ooooo when your done can I see the finished product? I wrote one the other day f...

yeah ig you can lol i wanna find a way i can put it out there for people to listen first tho when i do finish it

minor holly Mar 31, 2021, 8:57 PM

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crisp isle yay!!!!! now we have something in common!!!

Weeeee!

crisp isle Mar 31, 2021, 9:00 PM

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minor holly Weeeee!

https://tenor.com/view/minion-woohoo-yeah-excited-cheer-gif-5002827

Tenor

minor holly Mar 31, 2021, 9:00 PM

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https://tenor.com/view/miyano-jump-jumpy-jumping-excitement-gif-7179525

Tenor

crisp isle Apr 1, 2021, 2:38 PM

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When the days are cold and the cards all fold
And the saints we see are all made of gold
When your dreams all fail and the ones we hail
Are the worst of all and the blood's run stale
I want to hide the truth, I want to shelter you
But with the beast inside, there's nowhere we can hide
No matter what we breed, we still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come, this is my kingdom come
When you feel my heat, look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide, it's where my demons hide
Don't get too close, it's dark inside..................At the curtain's call is the last of all
When the lights fade out, all the sinners crawl
So they dug your grave and the masquerade
Will come callin' out at the mess you've made
Don't want to let you down, but I am hell bound
Though this is all for you, don't want to hide the truth................They say it's what you make, I say it's up to fate
It's woven in my soul, I need to let you go
Your eyes, they shine so bright, I want to save that light
I can't escape this now, unless you show me how.............................

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FINALLY JESUS CHRIST!!!!! I FINALLY GOT IT TO WORK FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE

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I HATE THESE DAMN BOTS

untold tapir Apr 2, 2021, 1:06 AM

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kissed amber last night
faint gold was marked on her lips
he fell in love love love
he fell down down down
as he swooned
watched the moonlight girl
dance on the curve of his hip
cried as her moonshine disappeared with his laugh
although you're mine
you'll never ever ever come back to me
she's already taken your veins
she left you alone snug and loved
i wonder if i'm just the candles
caked on top
i've been put on hold
as soon as the smoke grows
sunshine won't shine no more
my little peaks through your blinds
are long gone

untold tapir Apr 2, 2021, 1:56 AM

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cried in our call again
but not for the reasons you'd want
yes i'm getting emotional
yes i'm getting tired
hey jay,
how are you feeling?
hey jay,
did she let you go?
do you ever feel so sad
even when she smiles?
when she looks at him that way
do you feel knots twisting?
no, i'm not obsessed,
i'm just getting emtional

brisk tide Apr 2, 2021, 3:54 PM

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He gave her his sweatshirt
While I am watching from the back of the room.
He is so happy
But he can't see my feelings for him
I am so lonely.
But my friends never know.
I put on a fake smile
I might as well be a robot because all the things I do is for show
My feelings have never been fake
I just wish i could be me
I just wish i was not judged for all my actions
But that will never happen
Because everyone has wished this
And nothing happened yet
So please leave me be and let me cry
So if u see me smile just know it is a show

crisp isle Apr 2, 2021, 6:10 PM

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I am not throwin' away my shot
Hey yo, I'm just like my country
I'm young, scrappy and hungry
And I'm not throwin' away my shot
I'ma get a scholarship to King's College
I probably shouldn't brag, but dang, I amaze and astonish
The problem is I got a lot of brains but no polish
I gotta holler just to be heard
With every word, I drop knowledge
I'm a diamond in the rough, a shiny piece of coal
Tryna reach my goal my power of speech, unimpeachable
Only nineteen but my mind is older
These New York City streets get colder, I shoulder
Every burden, every disadvantage
I have learned to manage, I don't have a gun to brandish
I walk these streets famished
The plan is to fan this spark into a flame
But damn, it's getting dark, so let me spell out my name
I am the A-L-E-X-A-N-D-E-R we are meant to be
A colony that runs independently
Meanwhile, Britain keeps shittin' on us endlessly
Essentially, they tax us relentlessly
Then King George turns around, runs a spendin' spree
He ain't ever gonna set his descendants free
So there will be a revolution in this century
Enter me, he says in parentheses
Don't be shocked when your history book mentions me
I will lay down my life if it sets us free
Eventually, you'll see my ascendancy...................

untold tapir Apr 2, 2021, 6:10 PM

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I AM NOT THROWIN' AWAY MAH SHOT

short summit Apr 2, 2021, 6:11 PM

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everything is gone, and i feel so wrong.
it all feels wrong, surreal in a world of shimmering, bouncing colors.
i'm not bright enough to be here, not shining high enough to stand among the crowd.
what do you see in me?
i'm too broken to love myself, much less you, and i would give you everything i had if it wasn't already given away.
you're so beautiful, the wild mirage of unimaginable colors flying through your hair.
forget me already, let me fade into the very walls.
i'll only drag you down, so why don't you let me go?
everyone else has gone, but you're still here, hand outreached towards someone who will never be able to take it.
you're too strong for this, strong enough to pull me out of this pool i'm sinking even further into.
it requires a certain fragility to let go, to die softly in the arms of a cold soul that never loves you back.
you need to be hurt, broken to the point where it's not worth trying anymore because you know people are better off without you.
let the fire that used to be in your soul burn your hands, stop caring until your bones are showing.
your eyes are too full, too hopeful to reach me here in a hopeless circus full of animals that never existed.
i love you, i do, but i'm too gray for you.

crisp isle Apr 2, 2021, 6:13 PM

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Ah, Mr. Secretary!
Mr. Burr, sir
Did you hear the news about good old General Mercer?
No
You know Claremont street?
Yeah
They renamed it after him
The Mercer legacy is secure
Sure
And all he had to do is die
And that's a lot less work!
We ought to give it a try
Heh
And how you gonna get your debt plan through?
I guess I'm gonna have to finally listen to you.
Really?
Talk less, smile more
Haha!
Do whatever it takes to get my plan on the congress floor
Now Madison and Jefferson are merciless
Well, hate the sin love the sinner
Hamilton!
I'm sorry Burr I gotta go
But decisions are happening over dinner
Two Virginians and an immigrant walk into a room
Diametrically opposed
Foes
They emerge with a compromise
Having open doors that were previously closed
Bros
The immigrant emerges with unprecedented financial power
A system he can shape however he wants
The Virginians emerge with the nation's capital
And here's the pièce de résistance
No one else was in the room where it happened
The room where it happened.................................

short summit Apr 2, 2021, 6:13 PM

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i wanna be in the room where it happens

crisp isle Apr 2, 2021, 6:14 PM

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I love the room where it happens at my shot they are my fav

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well, at least ONE of my personal favs

vivid comet Apr 2, 2021, 7:21 PM

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MMM AYE COMEE ERE DROP ON THE OPS LETS TAKE IT THERE SAMURAI GLOPP WE DONT PLAY FARE BAD GUY LIKE MAYFARE WE ROADMANS CAUSIN' MAYHEM FOR THE OPS

old musk Apr 3, 2021, 2:09 PM

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welcome to wonderland weve go it all...potions and pastries that make you grow tall...forests and cottages where cards can talk (fav lyrics ever)

untold tapir Apr 3, 2021, 7:22 PM

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another sleepless night
where i've broken another promise,
i'm too gentle for my own good
where i feel your auburn locks slipping

but maybe it's just my hands
coming closer to my chest
maybe if you listen closely
you'd hear the lonely heart that beats
against the blue rib cage i've set aflame
badum.

paul became a broken record
and sweeter to the sharp edges,
to the exchange of our words.
slowly in reel my dark bones

because i'm sorry they're not gold
i'm sorry they don't heave stories to move you
i'm sorry they can't leave this earth
because they'll stay set beside you
snug in the same dirt we've rose from

sweet tooth is my favourite song,
'it back' was all i wanted
even if your molar still craved
that sweet moonlit girl

solemn saffron Apr 4, 2021, 12:31 AM

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I-

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MY SONGGGGG SMSNDKDBDLDJ

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Jeez, I spent so long writing that just for the bot to tell me I sent that message as a spam. Smh.

cyan gulch Apr 4, 2021, 12:32 AM

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ot a number one victory royale
Yeah fortnite we bout to get down (get down)
Ten kills on the board right now
Just wiped out tomato town
My friends just go down
I’ve revived him now we’re heading south bound
Now we’re in the pleasant park streets
Look at the map go to the mark sheets

Take me to your Xbox to play fortnite today
You can take me to moist mire but not loot lake
I would really love to, chug with you
We can be pro fortnite gamers

He said hey broski
You got some heals and a shield pot
I need healing and I am only at one HP
Hey dude sorry, I found nothing on the safari
I checked the upstairs of that house but not the underneath yet
There’s a chest that’s just down there
The storm is coming fast and you need heals to prepare
I’ve V-Bucks that I’ll spend
More than you can contend
I’m a cool pro fortntie gamer
Cool pro fortntie ga-

Take me to your Xbox to play fortnite today
You can take me to moist mire but not loot lake
I really love to, chug with you
We can be pro fortnite gamers

La la la la la ee a
La la la la la ee a
La la la la la ee a
Yeah you be my pro fortnite gamer
Pro fortnite gamer

Can we get a win this weekend
Take me to loot lake
Let’s change the game mode and we can disco dominate
We’ll top an ATK take me to the zone
I’m running kinda low on mats
I need to break some stone
Dressed in all these fancy clothes
He’s got Renegade Raider
And he’s probably a pro
He just shot my back
I turn back and I attack
I just got a victory royale
A victory royale

Take me to your Xbox to play fortnite today
You can take me to moist mire but not loot lake
I really love to, chug with you
We can be pro fortnite gamers

flint hedge Apr 4, 2021, 2:38 AM

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Amazing lmao

lusty rock Apr 4, 2021, 3:26 AM

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Drop From Our Windows-Mccafferty
Well I hate talking about dorm rooms and moving out.
I hate talking about the future because the future is right now.
But I was desperate for your love, you were desperate for attention.
We were destined to grow up but I was scared without direction.

The House With No Doorbell- Mccafferty
It's on again and off again
Destroy yourself and lose your friends
And isolate the ones you love
Pathetically abandon them
I'll run until my legs give out
I'll smoke until my lungs give out
I'll sing until my heart gives out
The house with no doorbell

untold tapir Apr 4, 2021, 7:24 PM

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snazzy stars
and starry eyes
sadly i think of disgust
when i see the slip of my hair,
the needy dots painted on my skin,
and the awkward posture of a hug
but could you love this?
you're already scooping out my secrets,
and fishing out my love with ease
it was a bittersweet feeling,
but as you unzip and paint me in trust,
a glimmer of soft light
has showered on me
the golden light seeps into my skin
just a moment
never felt more good
maybe i'll let myself fall
with my treacherous heart

toxic relic Apr 5, 2021, 4:43 AM

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To all those who’s having it rough and thinking they’re not good enough.
Just Cry... and scream...
But please don’t die and give up your dream!
Stop thinking you don’t belong.
I rather you be dead wrong than dead alone... just another name written in stone!
Stop thinking you’re not good enough. I know life can be rough.
Why can’t you just appreciate?
There are those who can’t relate.
Waking up everyday to pray for another day.
Don’t deny yourself because sometimes you can only rely on yourself.
It isn’t your fate to set your own expiration date.

short summit Apr 5, 2021, 7:33 AM

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can you be lonely in a room full of people?
they seem to stream past, mingling and loud, bright and sharp, flashing colors through my head.
it hurts to watch, the emotions spiking and falling, crashing and sinking, on a high, too dizzy to come down.
it feels like i don't exist anymore, like i'm finally transparent enough to bleed out, become part of the walls that surround us
it's always shrinking, trapping me inside a box where i feel i can't breathe.
i've never been claustrophobic, but as the breath is crushed out of my lungs and no one cares, it feels hopeless.
for the first time, you took my hand.
saw me leaning against the wall, blending in with the shadows, almost gone.
in the moment, you were the brightest in the room.
your eyes met mine, and it was easy to be happy.
it's okay that you left, though, on to instant gratification and blinking lights.
stare at the screen of a video game, let the dopamine carry your brain away from me, the twisted knots that are my heart and mind.
in the party, you don't look my way anymore.
maybe this time you'll let me go.

dim kernel Apr 6, 2021, 1:35 AM

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I'm going back to 505
If it's a seven hour flight or a 45 minute drive
In my imagination, you're waiting lying on your side
With your hands between your thighs

Stop and wait a sec'
When you look at me like that, my darling, what did you expect?
I'd probably still adore you with your hands around my neck
Or I did last time I checked...

Not shy of a spark
A knife twists at the thought that I should fall short of the mark
Frightened by the bite, though it's no harsher than the bark
The middle of adventure is such a perfect place to start

I'm going back to 505
If it's a seven hour flight or a 45 minute drive
In my imagination, you're waiting lying on your side
With your hands between your thighs

But I crumble completely when you cry
It seems like once again you've had to greet me with "Good-bye"
I'm always just about to go and spoil a surprise
Take my hands off of your eyes too soon

I'm going back to 505
If it's a seven hour flight or a 45 minute drive
In my imagination, you're waiting lying on your side
With your hands between your thighs and a smile

(not my song, but one of my favorites. its called '505 by arctic monkeys.)

short summit Apr 6, 2021, 3:58 AM

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i'm a bit tired now, tired of the pastel colors and softened glass that awaits me.
it looks so easy, should be easy to walk among the sleeping flowers.
it should be easy, but it feels so difficult.
i'm looking at the sky, realizing that none of this is real anymore.
a glass dome of silence, a practiced smile before the weight of the world crushes me completely.
you can all see me die, watch the show as my mind fades to nothing, look until i'm nothing but a grinning shell.
it's too peaceful, blood draining slowly onto the snow white grass.
too quiet for the endless noise inside my brain.
i'm not dying alone, but i'm dying lonely.
slip me a strawberry smile before i go, will you?

short summit Apr 6, 2021, 5:14 AM

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take me to the moon with you.
we'll watch earth from the frozen space, see the sun flicker through us in our last moments.
take off your helmet, kiss me softly one last time.
die with me, here where we'll be forever.
the moon and us, and maybe i'll be able to love again.
i'll watch you on the moon with another girl, watch you take her back home.
leave me on the ruined earth, destruction my only friend.
i'll learn to exist as if the world never ended, as if i never died at all.
but that night we stared at the moon, i was already gone.

untold tapir Apr 6, 2021, 8:56 AM

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an old poem i've fixed up :3
if you were her,
wearing white socks
what would you see?
what would you feel?
what would you think?
would your toes curl and dig under the carpet
would your lungs beat like your heart that threatens to stop
would you see their eyes that sit on your swollen cheeks
would you? would it?
or would you feel nothing but incoherent sighs
or would your teeth gnaw their words and speak how a knife clatters
or would your heart drive your lungs across no mans land
i'm sorry i'm not strong
i'm sorry i tried
but if you stood in my white socks
would you too have cried?

crisp isle Apr 6, 2021, 11:17 AM

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but mom u say u love me
love?, i cant see
vanished in thin air?
or imaginary?
Love, cutting deep
through veins, rage seeps

but mom u say u love me
is it true?, i disagree
clear pearls, fell on ground
crackling, shattering sound
a tree grew, thorns all around
and to that tree, i am bound

but mom u say u love me
with love comes pain for free?
empty, inside and out
Its love? i doubt
Words, echoing in my hollow heart
life! wht a sadistic piece of art!!

here rage=blood, pearls=tears, shattering sound=heartbroken, tree=life

twilit ridge Apr 6, 2021, 1:31 PM

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wow just found this chat, this stuff is amazing!!!

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have any of you made these into an song?

crisp isle Apr 6, 2021, 1:56 PM

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twilit ridge have any of you made these into an song?

Not yet... I don't play instruments) :

twilit ridge Apr 6, 2021, 2:06 PM

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crisp isle Not yet... I don't play instruments) :

shame these are all really good

crisp isle Apr 6, 2021, 2:06 PM

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twilit ridge shame these are all really good

😔

elder marlin Apr 6, 2021, 3:56 PM

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crisp isle but mom u say u love me love?, i cant see vanished in thin air? or imaginary? Lo...

damn these are good lyrics(not trying to put down others cause i think theyre just as good 🙂 )

plain stump Apr 6, 2021, 6:05 PM

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last night, i dremt of you
and now i cant get you out
your like a song
thats stuck on repeat

you kept telling me
that i needed to stop
stop wht i asked
then you pointed at my wrist
and said

you cant join me
youre needed by everyone
if you leave everyone
will be lost thell be so
cluleless with out ya

i looked down and
my wrist were split open
i try to cover them
but as i look up
your gone im at a grave

someone standing over a gave
it has my name on it
this person is talking bout
joining me so i apperead and say to him

you cant join me .
you cant join me
youre needed by everyone
if you leave everyone
will be lost thell be so
cluleless with out ya

he looks up and said
who would miss me
when everyone hates me
my life is point less
i wanna be with you

he looks down and says
you were the light of my life
you were there whne i needed you
but i know

i cant join you
im needed by everybody
if i left
all would be lost
they would be so clueless with out me

im in abed i looked
over to see him .
and together we sang they lines
we cant join you
were needed by everyone
they will be lost
they would be so clueless with out us .

then i woke up
see the sun shining
and smiled

crisp isle Apr 6, 2021, 7:45 PM

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So, this is what you meant?
When you said that you were spent
And now it's time to build from the bottom of the pit
Right to the top
Don't hold back
Packing my bags and giving the academy a rain-check
I don't ever wanna let you down
I don't ever wanna leave this town
'Cause after all
This city never sleeps at night
It's time to begin, isn't it?
I get a little bit bigger, but then I'll admit
I'm just the same as I was
Now don't you understand
That I'm never changing who I am
So this is where you fell
And I am left to sell
The path to heaven runs through miles of clouded hell
Right to the top
Don't look back
Turning to rags and giving the commodities a rain-check.......................

This road never looked so lonely
This house doesn't burn down slowly
To ashes, to ashes

crisp isle Apr 7, 2021, 1:14 AM

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elder marlin damn these are good lyrics(not trying to put down others cause i think theyre ju...

Tysm❤

cloud flare Apr 7, 2021, 2:34 AM

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crisp isle So, this is what you meant? When you said that you were spent And now it's time ...

i love it, lol

crisp isle Apr 7, 2021, 2:59 AM

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cloud flare i love it, lol

thx its called it's time by imagine dragons

cloud flare Apr 7, 2021, 3:01 AM

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nice

short summit Apr 7, 2021, 7:29 AM

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my thoughts are toy trains scattered amongst the wreckage of a burning house, grinning faces and jubilant smiles as the public watches my world cave in. fire licks at them, the panic edging through the flames as a cool burst of air, but it's still not enough to save me. it only fans the mess, and people watch with malice in their eyes, hatred and fear of which there is no cause. i can sit among the toy trains, a plastic smile plastered onto my face as my body burns along with the rest. mock me, laugh at me, because nobody really cares anymore. the toy trains are melting.

untold tapir Apr 7, 2021, 8:40 AM

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before the light switched,
i've chosen to put my need over your concern
selfishness can easily blind me,
and i can't simply string two words to ease it
but i want you to know
i need you to know
that i chose it
with my own hands,
i chose it
i chose to let the eyelids heave
i chose to let the arms quiver when i turn
i chose to ramble my sweet rambles to you
i chose to do this
so let me love you selfishly
because on or off,
i still chose to
but if you want me to,
i'll go

crisp isle Apr 7, 2021, 2:15 PM

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📎 lyrics

crisp isle Apr 7, 2021, 10:32 PM

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I ponder of something great
My lungs will fill and then deflate
They fill with fire, exhale desire
I know it's dire my time today
I have these thoughts, so often I ought
To replace that slot with what I once bought
'Cause somebody stole my car radio
And now I just sit in silence
Sometimes quiet is violent
I find it hard to hide it
My pride is no longer inside
It's on my sleeve
My skin will scream reminding me of
Who I killed inside my dream
I hate this car that I'm driving
There's no hiding for me
I'm forced to deal with what I feel
There is no distraction to mask what is real
I could pull the steering wheel
I have these thoughts, so often I ought
To replace that slot with what I once bought
'Cause somebody stole my car radio
And now I just sit in silence
I ponder of something terrifying
'Cause this time there's no sound to hide behind
I find over the course of our human existence
One thing consists of consistence
And it's that we're all battling fear
Oh dear, I don't know if we know why we're here
Oh my, too deep, please stop thinking
I liked it better when my car had sound
There are things we can do
But from the things that work there are only two
And from the two that we choose to do
Peace will win and fear will lose
It is faith and there's sleep
We need to pick one please because
Faith is to be awake
And to be awake is for us to think
And for us to think is to be alive
And I will try with every rhyme
To come across like I am dying
To let you know you need to try to think

The song above is called Car Radio by twenty-one pilots

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I just wanna stay in the sun where I find
I know it's hard sometimes
Pieces of peace in the sun's peace of mind
I know it's hard sometimes
Yeah, I think about the end just way too much
But it's fun to fantasize
On my enemies who wouldn't wish who I was
But it's fun to fantasize
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm fallin' so I'm taking my time on my ride
Oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm fallin' so I'm taking my time on my ride
Takin' my time on my ride
"I'd die for you" that's easy to say
We have a list of people that we would take
A bullet for them, a bullet for you
A bullet for everybody in this room
But I don't seem to see many bullets coming through
See many bullets coming through
Metaphorically, I'm the man
But literally, I don't know what I'd do
"I'd live for you" and that's hard to do
Even harder to say, when you know it's not true
Even harder to write, when you know that's a lie
There were people back home who tried talking to you
But then you ignore them still
All these questions they're for real, like
"Who would you live for?"
"Who would you die for?"
And "Would you ever kill?"

This other song is called Ride by twenty-one pilots

short summit Apr 8, 2021, 5:46 AM

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it feels heartless
but is being heartless always bad?
i'd rather be heartless than be here.

untold tapir Apr 8, 2021, 9:23 AM

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mw

sought for the little croak in your words
that hiccup and reveal their flimsy swords
you've drawn yours out, but you're trembling
come here, dear, let's continue our loving
i swear i'll stay here
just another hour
please let me stay here
because you said that's something you needed to hear
i swear i'll try keep up
just another prayer
please let me try keep up
because i'm slipping
oh, i'm slipping
what's it feeling up there?

meager forge Apr 8, 2021, 1:25 PM

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You think you’re a villain
But I know you’re not~
Beneath all those angst and anger
Is a beating human heart

crisp isle Apr 8, 2021, 2:41 PM

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mmmmmmmmmmmmmm

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kkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

left rain Apr 8, 2021, 3:21 PM

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This was never the way I planned, not my intention
I got so brave, drink in hand, lost my discretion
It's not what I'm used to, just wanna try you on
I'm curious for you, caught my attention

No, I don't even know your name, it doesn't matter
You're my experimental game, just human nature
It's not what good girls do, not how they should behave
My head gets so confused, hard to obey

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

Us girls we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist, so touchable
Too good to deny it
Ain't no big deal, it's innocent

crisp isle Apr 8, 2021, 5:23 PM

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I know I took the path that you would never want for me
I know I let you down, didn't I?
So many sleepless nights where you were waiting up on me
Well I'm just a slave unto the night
Now remember when I told you that's the last you'll see of me
Remember when I broke you down to tears
I know I took the path that you would never want for me
I gave you hell through all the years
So I, I bet my life, I bet my life
I bet my life for you.............................I've been around the world and never in my wildest dreams
Would I come running home to you
I've told a million lies but now I tell a single truth
There's you in everything I do...................Don't tell me that I'm wrong
I've walked that road before
And left you on your own
And please believe them when they say
That it's left for yesterday
And the records that I've played
Please forgive me for all I've done

The song below is called house of gold.
The song above is called I bet my life

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She asked me, Son, when I grow old
Will you buy me a house of gold?
And when your father turns to stone
Will you take care of me?
She asked me, Son, when I grow old
Will you buy me a house of gold?
And when your father turns to stone
Will you take care of me?
I will make you
Queen of everything you see
I'll put you on the map
I'll cure you of disease
Let's say we up and left this town
And turned our future upside-down
We'll make pretend that you and me
Lived ever after, happily............................And since we know that dreams are dead
And life turns plans up on their head
I will plan to be a bum
So I just might become someone

short summit Apr 8, 2021, 11:45 PM

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who are you?
why do you twirl me, my sunset gown, your silver knife poking through the walls of your expensive suit?
you pull me close and stab me, my blood dripping down your hands as a smile is plastered onto my face.
this dance happens every night, waltzing beneath the cobalt sky.
when i was younger, i didn't feel it, didn't see the blade carving through my skin.
as i grew older, i became accustomed to the familiarity, chose to seek the midnight pain instead of running like i should have.
grew callouses, darkened my hazel eyes just enough to become one-way mirrors into your soul.
you still hurt me every night, draw me in and slit my throat.
only a couple more years of this.
or maybe less.
who are you, the stranger who tries to get to know me through a sickening voice and mocking calls?
i grew up around you, became exactly who you wanted me to be to make it hurt a little less.
then you turned to the shadows, the shimmering storms that were your loved ones, and danced with them too.
nobody escapes without their blood on your hands.
"he's so nice," they say "what a good person," but i don't see anyone behind those blank eyes.
sometimes i wish i could kill you.

crisp isle Apr 9, 2021, 1:31 AM

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soy martin

untold tapir Apr 9, 2021, 5:38 AM

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just a little more time
maybe a little space
because our hands almost met
but you've made them meet defeat
it's colder than ever,
and this sweltering heat is unbearable
i want to show you
what i can do
when our hands greet,
oh, the feeling
when our hands meet

proper jolt Apr 9, 2021, 1:42 PM

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I wish I found some better sounds
No one's ever heard
I wish I had a better voice
That sang some better words
I wish I found some chords
In an order that is new
I wish I didn't have to rhyme
Every time I sang
I was told when I get older
All my fears would shrink
But now I'm insecure
And I care what people think
My name's Blurryface and I care what you think
My name's Blurryface and I care what you think
Wish we could turn back time
To the good old days
When our momma sang us to sleep
But now we're stressed out
Wish we could turn back time
To the good old days
When our momma sang us to sleep
But now we're stressed out
We're stressed out

modest axle Apr 9, 2021, 1:47 PM

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Jingle bells, Batman smells
Robin laid an egg
Batmobile lost a wheel
And Joker got away
Jingle bells, Batman smells
Robin laid an egg
Batmobile lost a wheel
And Joker got away

real sand Apr 9, 2021, 2:17 PM

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Hey guys so I partially wrote this song called white and black
And i could really use some opinions, lemme know what yall think:)

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Verse I :
On the cold december morning when I said sorry it was a warm hug you refused ,
I know when you're around me you feel used
Lost against the war of my slant , battered and bruised .
My words shoot to kill when im mad,
You put the full stop in my lifelong ballad .

Chorus :
Coz it's better to be blinded by a daydream than to see the harsh reality
Everyone showed me black and white but I only was blinded by grey.
You know I wonder if I could go back
and cut your faults some slack.
You tried filling my life with colour but what if I prefer it white and black

Bridge :
What if I had it all , still nobody to call
On days of my triumphs and my
worst falls
Would you remember the days we ran through happy halls
And if my waves ever meet your shore
You'll remember every second of this heretofore .
All our memories danced in colour now I only see them white and black

modest axle Apr 9, 2021, 4:54 PM

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real sand Hey guys so I partially wrote this song called white and black And i could real...

i like it

hardy ravine Apr 9, 2021, 8:20 PM

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real sand Verse I : On the cold december morning when I said sorry it was a warm hug you r...

GOLD

untold tapir Apr 11, 2021, 5:32 AM

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told the stars about you
oh, how your name tirelessly hung on their ears
the moon shuffled closer, listening to the tales
repeated over and over

i've told them about the way you tuck in your hair
where your grin shines bright,
illuminating the brown in your eyes
about how fickle my unsteady heart
shoots across the blackened skies

oh, how the colours bleed into each other,
only with my white dots splattered
"go on, go on," they usher me inside,
to spill the ongoing uneasiness
of this cosmic missile just waiting
to drop by

told the stars about you
as i fall into their arms
oh, the smallest heartbeat,
a feeling one could cause

amber token Apr 11, 2021, 9:19 AM

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Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill, but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
Now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn
To win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
Hmm (hey, hey)

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Well, open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and, damn, you're free
And look into your heart, and you'll find love, love, love, love
Listen to the music of the moment, people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved, loved
So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

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Do, do, do, do you, but do you, do you, do, do, but do you want to come on?
Scooch on over closer, dear
And I will nibble your ear
A-soo-da-ba-ba-ba-ba-bum
Whoa-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-whoa-whoa-whoa
Uh-huh, mmm-hmm
I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I've been saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue
But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
Well, open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and, damn, you're free
And look into your heart, and you'll find that the sky is yours
So please don't, please don't, please don't
There's no need to complicate
'Cause our time is short
This, oh this, this is our fate, I'm yours

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Oh, I'm yours
Oh, I'm yours
Oh, whoa, baby, do you believe I'm yours?
You best believe, you best believe I'm yours, mmm-hmm

stark nest Apr 12, 2021, 4:18 PM

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IGNORE THAT. YOU ARE NOW BLIND

red crown Apr 12, 2021, 4:19 PM

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not true

stark nest Apr 12, 2021, 4:23 PM

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THIS IS NOW FACT

red crown Apr 12, 2021, 4:28 PM

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you can't fool me

modest axle Apr 12, 2021, 5:26 PM

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frozen let it go

crisp isle Apr 12, 2021, 5:37 PM

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Maybe it's the way you say my name
Maybe it's the way you play your game
But it's so good, I've never known anybody like you
But it's so good, I've never dreamed of nobody like you
And I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime
And I'm pretty sure that you are that love of mine
'Cause I'm in a field of dandelions
Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine
And I see forever in your eyes
I feel okay when I see you smile, smile
Wishing on dandelions all of the time
Praying to God that one day you'll be mine
Wishing on dandelions all of the time, all of the time
I think that you are the one for me
'Cause it gets so hard to breathe
When you're looking at me
I've never felt so alive and free
When you're looking at me
I've never felt so happy Dandelion, into the wind you go
Won't you let my darling know?
Dandelion, into the wind you go
Won't you let my darling know that?

crisp isle Apr 13, 2021, 1:24 AM

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im gonna write if anyone would like to help me write and sing

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ping me if you want to

rocky swift Apr 13, 2021, 12:51 PM

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this is for riverdale fans only :
Someone: * breaths *

Cheryl: “Jason used to breathe..”

short summit Apr 13, 2021, 11:14 PM

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words. they're so slippery, so yellow, loud and voracious and bouncing around on the walls. these words are different from when it's just the two of us, when it's the green and purple and blue shades floating gently in the air, piling heavy on the floor as the air is thicker. these words have sharp edges, where we pretend that everything is fine, like it doesn't bother us, the slits in our armor just barely visible. don't let it hit you, cut you, hurt you, because they won't understand.

lethal loom Apr 14, 2021, 2:28 AM

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It’s over,
The Battle is over. Sin has vanished, Spira is free.
Yet with all the victory and celebration, In my eyes, it’s all fruitless.
Now that the battle is over,
Now that everything is all done and saved,
Everyone is free from all the suffering.
The souls and the memories of the dead would at last return.
Yet, you too will vanish. Leaving me, once again.
Your body turning translucent and Hollow. Smiling, reassuring that everything will be okay. ‘I have to go’ you say.
Emotions stirring into a horrible realisation. Shaking thy head, frustrated from all. Apologise.
Too late, there’s no more time left.
Running towards a departing spirit.
Failing and falling towards the ground.
Standing up strongly, once more.
Blinking eyes, trembling lips descending tears ‘I love you..’ Embraced by a departing memory of a lost soul.

untold tapir Apr 14, 2021, 7:22 AM

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tore strands of loose hair
peeled them from my drooping scalp
pulled out cavities that covered the honeyed molars
baby, you simply don't understand
my urge to rip you and me apart
we could be a romance,
a tragedy at best
given the fact you've fallen for my flesh,
fallen into the void i've provided
with my own two arms i've held it up
held
together
my
own
sorrows
with a thin piece of string
trust me, they provide a lot more comfort
than your soft, miserable sighs
just remember
that everything you need
or want is with me
selfishly, is it allowed for me to dream?
maybe i'll run my hands through your hair,
and burrow deeply into your head
because somehow
it's refreshing to have something new to cry about

crisp isle Apr 14, 2021, 8:38 AM

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wow

crisp isle Apr 14, 2021, 8:58 AM

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Looking for someone to write lyrics for a song for me with credits for a ep

crisp isle Apr 15, 2021, 11:03 AM

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crisp isle Looking for someone to write lyrics for a song for me with credits for a ep

What's the song mainly gonna be about ?

hardy ravine Apr 15, 2021, 3:18 PM

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i made a song to bread

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oh bread, you taste so good
oh bread, you taste so good
long live to bread
i like to eat bread
i like to eat bread
long live to bread

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xD

brisk tide Apr 15, 2021, 8:50 PM

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hardy ravine oh bread, you taste so good oh bread, you taste so good long live to bread i lik...

omg yeeeesssssss

hardy ravine Apr 15, 2021, 9:07 PM

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brisk tide omg yeeeesssssss

it's poetic

brisk tide Apr 15, 2021, 9:08 PM

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hardy ravine it's poetic

duhhhh Lol

hardy ravine Apr 15, 2021, 9:08 PM

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lmao

brisk tide Apr 15, 2021, 9:08 PM

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hardy ravine lmao

better than drivers licence thooo ;-;

hardy ravine Apr 15, 2021, 9:09 PM

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obvious

brisk tide Apr 15, 2021, 9:10 PM

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hardy ravine obvious

yuhhh

short summit Apr 15, 2021, 11:53 PM

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please leave me alone.
i wish i could tell you this, could gently untangle your suffocating arms from my frame.
i'm grateful for you, really i am, but the space i need is not something you can provide.
my mind is a brimming, empty, dark place, and i see your hand reaching down to me, threatening to pull me up and into your own.
maybe i don't want to leave this painful familiarity, a twinge of regret whenever i speak.
i've lost my ability to write, sheared my brain away until it's just as smooth as you like it.
leave me alone, and maybe i'll be okay.
i'm not used to being loved.

short summit Apr 16, 2021, 12:14 AM

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i hate myself.
i hate the person whose words fly yellow from their mouth, sharp edges and purple stings uncontrolled.
i hate the way my emotions turn my stomach, my confusion at never being good enough stirring my brain and pulling it every which way.
i hate this, but there are things i still need to do before i go.
to peel off the bandaids, pull the wool from my eyes, unplug my ears to see the damage i've caused.
i need to apologize for the things i've done, the hurt i've caused, the black silk curtains closing on the empty theater of my life.
i'm sitting with blank eyes in a sea of unhappiness, forced laughter and threads of jealousy and hatred lining the sky.
i say i wish i could care, say i do, but i have no idea anymore.
i don't belong here.
i can feel the pull in my gut, a forcing hurt that reminds me of secrets badly kept.
i always thought i wanted this, wanted you, wanted to be wanted, but it was all grand delusions and feather-light clouds.
resentment begins to stir in my stomach, cutting eyes and ebony blood dripping from my mouth.
i can't do this to you, can't hurt you when you're already balancing on the edge of insanity.
i have no one without you, but maybe that's okay.
maybe i don't know anymore.
maybe it's okay to care too much and not at all.
i want to be gone.

crisp isle Apr 16, 2021, 12:22 AM

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This kid is going places not home or the studio but places

tropic orbit Apr 17, 2021, 2:19 AM

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let me try to come up with something right now

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you come and ask me what i'm doing

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i say nothing im just thinking about you

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~~uhh~~

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~~wait~~

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i wish i can really tell you what im feeling?

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cause i just cant seem to stop thinking about you??

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~~anyways~~

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boy, i want to tell you when i look into your eyes??~~(this getting weird now)~~

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i feel butterflies, i want to fly?????

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i want to go somewhere so far away, lets run away, yeah someday???

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~~IDKKK~~

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uh

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i dont know if you knew this, but i feel so perfect when im with you???

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i know we already been through this, but i cant help but keep thinking about you????~~(man idk anymore)~~

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you come and ask me what i'm doing
i say nothing im just thinking about you

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i wish i can really tell you what im feeling?
cause i just cant seem to stop thinking about you??

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boy can we get back together, cause i can't stop thinking about you

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can we fall in love for ever? cause i dont want to forget you

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~~wait~~

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~~ima have to make the song a bit longer~~

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~~but for now~~

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about you, about you, about you, cant stop thinking about you, about you, about youu, i dont want to forget you

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then end!

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yayayayay I I I I

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now, a few editing, then all that is left is singing, ewwww, but yaaaayy official lyrics vvvv
.

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you come and ask me what i'm doing
i say nothing i'm just thinking about you
i wish i can really tell you what i'm feeling
cause i just can't seem to stop thinking about you

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.
boy, i want to tell you when i look into your eyes
i feel butterflies, i want to fly
i want to go somewhere so far away, let's run away, yeah someday

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.
i don't know if you knew this, but i feel so perfect when im with you
i know we already been through this, but i can't help but keep thinking about you

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.
you come and ask me what i'm doing
i say nothing i'm just thinking about you
i wish i can really tell you what i'm feeling
cause i just can't seem to stop thinking about you

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boy can we get back together? cause i can't stop thinking about you
can we fall in love forever? cause i don't want to forget you

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about you, about you, about you, can't stop thinking about you, about you, about youu, i don't want to forget you

silk dew Apr 17, 2021, 4:14 AM

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I'll be lost inside my head
Bad thoughts 'til 4 a.m.
Then I'll try to sleep
And I can't tell anyone
I'm so scared they'll get up and run
So I don't speak

And oh, I miss when we were younger
The days were so much funner
Weren't they?
Oh, I book a new appointment
It's another disappointment
They're all the same, same, same

When the doctor says I'm fine
One at morning, one at night
These pills will help you remember how to smile
But what does he know?
'Cause I feel so alone
And mom and dad both tell me I'm alright
'Cause the doctor said you're fine

My own mind can lie to me
They all say it's anxiety
But I just think it's me
Now I've lost so many years
My pillow's a tissue for my tears
But you never see

And now, I can't even eat my dinner
Mom says I'm getting thinner
Am I?
Oh, I book a new appointment
Yet another disappointment
They're all the same, same, same

When the doctor says I'm fine
One at morning, one at night
These pills will help you remember how to smile
But what does he know?
'Cause I feel so alone
And mom and dad both tell me I'm alright
'Cause the doctor said you're fine

But he don't care about me
He'll just go home to his family
Why does no one see?
I'm not the girl I wish that I could be

'Cause the doctor said I'm fine
One at morning, one at night
These pills will help you remember how to smile
But what does he know?
'Cause I feel so alone
And mom and dad both tell me I'm alright
'Cause the doctor said I'm fine

vivid comet Apr 17, 2021, 12:01 PM

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have you ever done suttin in the bando look at your capsole and felt so sick if you saw what i did at *****brook park you stay at home i backed my blade and splashed man down and felt is bone now i just dont feel bad for the neeks family chat on my name thats fine slip up pull up with a knife im still angry how did he not die?

untold tapir Apr 17, 2021, 2:42 PM

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staring into space
i see you floating around
you tightly grasp your chest,
thinking you're to make a sound
but darling dear can't you see
this silent ring i sigh inside
i'm comfortably in glee
an arrow was slung over your head
shot through the shadows of your roots
had impaled mine
blood pools on the floor,
while my heart, awe-struck
beats in beat
one two three four,
one two three four..
i keep in line, collecting the blood
right off the smudged marble floor
but in the white room full of noise and voices,
only yours cuts through
cuts like warmed butter,
hits like a sweet high
and on sleepless nights
i think often of things we could do
collect white stars and laugh at their bizzare shine,
kiss the pure honeydew of the sunkissed roof of ours,
or watch a pitter patter slide down the window
that frames our moment,
divides our moment
with a small hit, the glass can shatter
pitter patter?

untold tapir Apr 17, 2021, 9:03 PM

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personal space
can't you f-cking see?
the little white lines that are drawn into my skin
get cut
with my paper cut fingers,
i'll squeeze my lemon tears into you
get cut
it's not like i ever gave a shit about you
so f-ck off, get lost
i don't need another day of tears
just leave me alone
if i closed my eyes enough,
i'd be gone

kind wyvern Apr 17, 2021, 11:27 PM

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I was born to be of service
Camp Lejeune just felt like home
I had honor, I found purpose
Sir, yes, sir
That's what I know

untold tapir Apr 18, 2021, 12:37 AM

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it's a tragedy
it's love story
with a silent death,
you've pushed it down
gulped hard on your cries
so you'd have enough space
just for another
oh, dear,
you're not a vessel
oh, dear,
just cry
there's a shoulder nearby
it's not hers,
but don't you worry
she's fly high
with you
stuck in her eyes

crisp isle Apr 18, 2021, 6:28 PM

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silk dew I'll be lost inside my head Bad thoughts 'til 4 a.m. Then I'll try to sleep And ...

Can I use this to make a song? I have never made music in my life, I think I can make some rythm with my keyboard on this

silk dew Apr 18, 2021, 6:29 PM

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Sure, it's not mine anyway lol

crisp isle Apr 18, 2021, 6:30 PM

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So who's it?

hardy ravine Apr 18, 2021, 10:10 PM

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now some poetic lyrics

autumn schooner Apr 18, 2021, 10:12 PM

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do you get deja vu

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oh

hardy ravine Apr 18, 2021, 10:12 PM

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long live to chickens
i like chickens
long live to chickens
~chickens are superior~

untold tapir Apr 18, 2021, 11:59 PM

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song i made for my best friend :3

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pp

he swiftly says,, "pp"
you'll never know when he comes round
he'll scoop up your troubles
and you're suddenly safe and sound

he slowly says, "pp"
could never feel down with him
he's glorious, and wonderful
he'll make you laugh off a whim

and when things are tough
sketchy and rough
he'll make you smile
even if you feel like falling a mile
"so keep your head up,
time is still waiting
and so
is your loving"

untold tapir Apr 19, 2021, 1:51 AM

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since i saw vienna - wilbur soot

The cute bomber jacket you've had since sixth form
Adorned with patches of places you've been
Is nothing on my khaki coat I got
From a roadside when I was sixteen
My boots are from airports
My backpack's from friends
I'm not a man of substance, and so I'll pretend
To be a wanderer, wondering
Leaving ascetic belongings in hostels and restaurant bins

The roads are my home, horizon's my target
If I keep on moving, never lose sight of it
Treating my memory of you like a fire, let it
Burn out, don't fight it, and try to move on
It's been sixty weeks since I saw Vienna
A bandage and a wide smile slapped across my face
I'll pick up my hiking boots when I am ready
And I'll put down my roots when I'm dead

The distance is futile
Come on, don't be hasty
You'll get that feeling deep inside your bones
I'll be gone then, for when you must be alone

untold tapir Apr 19, 2021, 2:06 AM

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losing face

saw an appetizing look
stuck to the bland theme you preached
you've slathered yourself into an image
we know too well, seen too much
can't be bothered to keep this face
but i'm too ashamed of myself to face
your booming cries,
your faithful eyes,
how can you still save me?
what do you think of me?
admiring the thought,
but i'm too sheltered to see eye to eye
i'm a coward
you know i am
so why save the one
who can't bear her gun
whose words can't cut like hers,
or smile that can't swoon like his,
they're way better aren't they
go chase after your heather
the one who couldn't be your daughter.

pseudo yarrow Apr 19, 2021, 10:41 AM

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Hi,
This is an original song I wrote:
I've always fell for tricks like this
Left my heart out always did
But just a moment I really pleased
Focused on their judgy stares
When will I ever stop to care?
Guess I can't do it by myself

More I have, more I want,
It's why we never cherish anything
Darkened nights, here comes the fights
And I'll never ever learn just why...

Never will I-

But I, I'm more than a feeling
I'm a light in the dark and a spark if just figured out to light
But you just think otherwise always say that my purpose is nothing like I ever pictured
quite?
Sometimes I feel like you might be right

They'd all stare and point at me
I was the laughing stock you see
Yeah life wasn't quite a breeze

I still cry
And still lie
All through the night...

But I, I'm more than a feeling
I'm a light in the dark and a spark if just figured out to light
But you just think otherwise always say that my purpose is nothing like I ever pictured
quite?
Sometimes I feel like you might be right

You could call me a fool
But is not that easy to do
Try walking in my shoes
My shoes.....

But I, I'm more than a feeling (ohh)
I'm a light in the dark and a spark if just figured out to light (to light)
But you just think otherwise always say that my purpose is nothing like I ever pictured
quite?
Sometimes I feel like you might be right
Sometimes I feel like you might be right
Sometimes I feel like you might be right.

crisp isle Apr 19, 2021, 7:43 PM

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Can we go back when we were young
And didn't care if we messed up?
We have forever so we got lost in each other
'Cause time wasn't catching, time wasn't catching us

tropic orbit Apr 19, 2021, 9:25 PM

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damn, i need to write lyrics to a song because i want to make another song because i trashed my last two, ok. short and simple short and simple, happy rainbows yayy, ok i think i got it. 👉👈

walking around in the woods,
i feel the light nice breeze
flowing through my hair
going everywhere
let me walk among the grass
feel it between my toes
let the small critters and animals make their way out
for we shall all sing together
let the wind blow
let the grass grow
let the sun shine
let me let go

sitting by the pond
watch the little fishies go
feeling the water between my hand
oh how it feels so calm
peace and calm
by the pond
let the little fishies go
let the water continue to glow
let the water let me go

oh how nature is so nice
you just let it do what it does
and let the bees fly and buzz
for you shall find the beauty and the worth
of nature on this little earth👉👈

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thats good right👉👈

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i wrote too much👉👈

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damn it👉👈

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don't ask about the emojis 👉👈

tulip olive Apr 20, 2021, 2:36 AM

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EEEAAAOOO

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Baby blue buildings far above the crystal grove
Magenta plated terrace with a table and a stove
Guarded golden railing just to frame the pretty stars
Fix that old piano and the birds will fall apart

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im weird OvO

tropic orbit Apr 20, 2021, 3:23 AM

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take me to the lake, i want to see the reflection
of my face staring down
a empty expression
blank
only blank

take me to the park, i want to see the children
playing til it gets dark
only left and
a spark
of my memories

i want to drift away, on this ship
and look at the sun set
sit down and watch the blue sea
for it only shows me
a reflection of me

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i think that was good, yaaaa👉👈

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this might be it, i might be able to sing it!👉👈

crisp isle Apr 20, 2021, 3:14 PM

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And I was runnin' far away
Would I run off the world someday?
Nobody knows
Nobody knows, and
I was dancing in the rain
I felt alive, and I can't complain
But now take me home
Take me home where I belong
I can't take it anymore

red crown Apr 20, 2021, 4:57 PM

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Just a little song I wrote

What if we didn't walk pass through the time
We would have lots of deeper words we wouldn't mind
And how could we express ourselves
If the only common thing would be the air we share
I could go on and break every hourglass in the hall
If It would stop ourselves from spending our hours on the floor
Crying, reliving the dying
But the flowers of Eden are waiting for you
Burned out garden we insist travelling to
It will show
It will show us some day
And the nights we stay up waiting for the welcoming embrace
The ancient ruins, lost in time
But what is time
When the now has never come

tropic orbit Apr 20, 2021, 6:06 PM

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blue
why is it blue
everytime i close my eyes
i think of you

blue
i always wondered what
what goes on inside your head
you never gave a clue

the sky
it open and free
i stare up at it
but it stares back at me

blue
blue like water
flowing down the river
maybe it saw her

are you blue inside like me?

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yeah that made no sense

crisp isle Apr 20, 2021, 7:49 PM

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dont go tonight

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Stay here one more time
Remind me what it's like...
And let's fall in love, one more time
I need you now, by my side
It tears me up, when you turn me down
I'm begging please, just stick around
I'm sorry, don't leave me, I want you here with me
I know that your love is gone
I can't breathe, I'm so weak, I know this isn't easy
Don't tell me that your love is gone

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i cant send the rest

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:(

wintry lotus Apr 20, 2021, 8:45 PM

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I just wrote down some lyrics on a song I'm working on.

Followed by your curiosity
Praised by your faith
Shadowed by your animosity
Shamed not just today
When will they see
What you have accomplished
Over all these years
They still fail to see

How can you live a life of sadness
When the world only shames you
No, I see
You raise your head up high
Higher than I could ever be
Praised by one who loves you
Shamed by those who don't
But never will you be mean
To those who broke your legs
Down on the ground
Feeling the pain of those days

Shadowed by your fear
Hearing what is near
Can you see today
So I pray
I pray for those who fall
I pray for those who took a big toll
Just to be happy with you
But, now
As we break down the ground
Could you feel the electricity
Fading away
So, now I'll pray
I will pray for you
I will pray
I'll pray
I'll pray
I'll pray

tulip plover Apr 20, 2021, 11:10 PM

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Took me by the haaaand

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Maaaaade me a maan

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That one night

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You made everything alriiiiggghttt

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That one night

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You made everything alriiiiggghttt

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So raw, so right, all night, alright

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Oh yeah, oh yeahhhh

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So raw, so right, all night, alright

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Oh yeah

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That one night
You made everything alright
That one night
You made everything alright
So raw, so right, all night, alright
Oh yeah, oh yeah
So raw, so right, all night, alright
Oh yeah

tulip plover Apr 21, 2021, 1:46 AM

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So there was this woman and she was, uh, on an airplane
And she was flying to meet her fiance
Sailing high above the, the largest ocean on planet earth
And she was seated next to this man, who
You know, she had tried to start conversations
And the only, really the only thing she heard him say was
Was to order his, his Bloody Mary
And she's sitting there and she was reading this
Really arduous magazine article about a third world country
That she couldn't even pronounce the, the name of
And she was feeling very bored and very despondent
And then, uh, suddenly there was this huge mechanical failure
And one of the, the engines gave out
And they started just falling thirty-thousand feet
The pilot's on the, on the microphone and he's, he's saying
'I'm sorry, I'm sorry, oh my god, I'm sorry' and apologizing
And she looks at the man and she, and she says, she says
She says 'Where are we going?'
And he looks at her and he says 'We're going to a party
It's a birthday party, it's your birthday party
Happy birthday, darling
We love you very, very, very, very, very, very, very much'
And then, uhm, he starts humming this little tune
And, and uh, it kind of goes like this, it's kinda
One, two, one, two, three, four"
We must talk on every telephone
Get eaten off the web
We must rip out all the epilogues
From the books that we have read
And to the face of every criminal
Strapped firmly to a chair
We must stare, we must stare, we must stare
We must take all of the medicines
Too expensive now to sell
Set fire to the preacher
Who is promising us hell
And in the ear of every anarchist
That sleeps but doesn't dream
We must sing, we must sing, we must sing
And it'll go like this, alright
While my mother waters plants
My father loads his gun
He says death will give us back to God
Just like the setting sun
Its return to the lonesome ocean
And then they splashed into the deep blue sea
Oh, it was a wonderful splash
We must blend into the choir
Sing ecstatic with the whole
Must memorize

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Must memorize nine numbers
And deny we have a soul
And in this endless race for property
And privilege to be one
We must run, we must run, we must run
We must hang up in the belfry
Where the bats and moonlight laugh
We must stare into a crystal ball
And only see the past
And into the caverns of tomorrow
With just our flashlights and our love
We must plunge, we must plunge, we must plunge
And then we'll get down there
Way down to the very bottom of everything
And then we'll see it, we'll see it, we'll see it
Oh my mornings coming back
The whole world's waking up
Oh, the city bus is swimming past
I'm happy just because
I found out I am really no one

tropic orbit Apr 21, 2021, 3:30 AM

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Oh @hidden lantern
he doesn't like cats
he likes to say their fat
but he himself is a rat

stop being obsessed with roblox
or i make sure to put u in a box
and ship you off to canada
and drown you in a pool of fanta

@hidden lantern
is a fat rat
he think what he says is a fact
but little does he knows that
no one absolutely aaaaaaaasked!

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@hidden lantern

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😎

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like the song @hidden lantern?

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you prob wont see this anyways @hidden lantern

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lol

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@hidden lantern

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