#serious-discussion
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literally
well for me it was like
i was always going to be an engineer, from like middle school
Oooooooooooof
i never really thought twice about it
i was more interested in cancer bio/genetics but the insistence on surgery was just really annoying
it was the rational decision, engineers make money and will always be in demand
i think my college just sucked tbh
I started thinking about engineering (also business world vaguely) in middle school
when i was a kid and 18 i said im never doing engineering

Would this be better or worse than you now?
but here i am
good decision
oh
my brother's wife was sure they'd let me skip the beginner classes 
i am doing engineering 😭
Yeah I think my first thing was to say hey I can do medicine still but instead cancer research or something than surgery
what kind
chemicsl
that's still good! in fact, that's better than mine 
ah cheme is better yeah
i miht die from too much academic stress
She saw I wasn't very fond of blood, not steady hands, also some of the logic for why she thought surgery was best didn't entirely make sense
Nice knowing u 🥀
im technically doing compe but ts is so ass 💔
And I convinced her otherwise
what is compe im slow
yeah i even signed for a research lab to do these stuff and it was just really disappointing
computer engineering. mix of cs and electrical
OHHH yes
Disappointing how? :0
that sounds cool tho
i want to either switch to pure math or double up
Good.
the stuff they do is not something id like to do
doubling with that is crazy
big brain energy
smarts
small brain trying to be big brain energy
im god awful at both
Probably worse? Hmm
i wanted some math in the bio side and gave ideas but they were just locked in with bad stats
idk that has been my experience with chem or bio people in general. avoid math like the plague
not cool
i bet my brain is smaller
i suck at math so bad fr
nah you seem smart
average at best
the way they teach the "math for bio majors" course at my uni i wouldn't blame them
thats cuz i work hard
real
hard work is so cool
it is bad i know
i love grinding through hopeless proofs
What about like some other thing you could have done?
Do you look back and sort of realize where you would have want to have gone?
The main case to go on a different path would be that I enjoy math but the pace of research isn't quite for me
No bc tell me why for pre calc, calc 1, calc 2 IVE GOTTEN ALL Bs
IF I GET ONE A- ILL BE SO HAPPY
😭
I work better with structure, to a degree high pressure
Lucky.
are they forcing u to publish stuff quickly?
Opposite
Research enables procrastination way too much
oh u like working with pressure?
Yup
What would be a new aim then if you had to choose one?
i do get a lot of imposter syndrome with it i wont lie
Not saying you should ofc.
i mean youre also a second year right? you were getting adjusted to whatever changes college brought your way. and math is always tough
im just going into 2nd year
Either I would've been more on the TCS side of things and that would enable me to be closer to industry
wrapped up 1st
yeah then
what year r u esca
i mean there are parameters you can tweak to do better
What's tcs?
going into third
Theoretical compsci
oh good luck bro.
That sounds crazy tell me something about it?
I still very much enjoy the math I did but yeah it might not be entirely seamless going to an industry career
learning which parameters to tweak and how is a process in and of itself that you typically learn after your first year
thanks
If it ends up being sufficiently not seamless and I really struggle then I'll start to wonder if I wish my old self did that instead
hmm i kinda see that yeah
idk i dont like high pressure i pressure myself in the good way to get shit done
If it is a seamless transition, esp if I can leverage my math in industry
like physically i don't know how they expect "shoving half an intro ode course" into the middle of a calc course series in the same timeframe as the regular calc series without turning into a rushed mess
And maybe still do mathy things there
yeah true
Dami im going to start getting on u for procrastinating.
Then yeah I'm fully happy I didn't not take this path
good luck to you as well, i know youll do great
YOU TOO ESCA
What is Theoretical Computer Science like?
I'm working on a software dev degree.
Need this fr. Once my laptop is fixed I gotta start revising my paper + learning coding, esp leetcode
my prof told me no matter what u do in math transitioning into industry is not too hard
ofc gotta put in effort
Leet code is fun, which language?
can I tell you something? I got only Bs and Cs in my first year math courses 
come second year though, I managed to hit a couple A-'s; you can interpret that however you wish, but I really do believe that you'll surprise yourself and find greater success in the next year 
no im going to spam u everyday
So it's gonna be a bit broad. There are a lot of math topics which underlie stuff in CS. Turing machines are your general model for computation. There's automata stuff. Error correcting codes. Cryptography
I was objectively doing worse than you a year ago, when I met you
There's automata stuff. Error correcting codes. Cryptography
Right to my heart.
you've got this ally 
feel free to shoot questions my way 👌 or just rant about code
and sorry again about ur laptop
correcting codes talk loosely about lattices in such, and I love it.
thank you higher u do comfort me with imposter syndrome <3
im glad how far uve come too
If I'm gunning for ML then possibly Python. Other candidate would be C or Rust
cheers!
feel free to send me ur code
Much as I'm like ahhhhhh I do appreciate that <3
so i can bully u when i see grab children
Python for ML (100%) or c++
😂
Thanks, I may very well take you up on that
fn fn_as_arc_dyn<T: 'static, Ret, F: Send + Sync + 'static>(
f: F,
) -> Arc<dyn for<'a> Fn(&'a [T]) -> Ret + Send + Sync>
where
F: for<'a> Fn(&'a [T]) -> Ret,
{
Arc::new(f)
}
Like I found out recently if you have a set of error codes and don't know all of them.
You can usually form the rest with xor, but it depends on which error codes you have.
rust code is awful
SO COOL WANNA SEE MY CODE
character_name = "Suremark"
status = "pregnant furry"
print(f"{character_name} is a {status}.")
My math stuff is in the general area of expansion. Which is important in error correction
did u chatgpt this or do u actually know a bit of python
But usually y = x ^ x where x is inset hamming/golay y will be in that same set.
smh
Right yeah C++ prob the right pick over C
at least if u wrote it urself i would have been surprised pleasantly
C is good for like understanding C++ deeper.
Hey maybe ill be a coder one day i kinda know how to use latex now
It's good to know if you want to branch out into different languages.
This is a good general thing to keep in mind: many people struggle more than they let on
it is if you're sqeral 
Hot code though
where is that guy i can't find him in the names list
So your struggling doesn't mean that you're doing badly. I see you learning and everything
My big takeaway from your struggling is that you have the work ethic to persevere
uhhhhh. thanks 
One of my CS friend would beat tf out of me if he saw me saying this
And imo that's most valuable
thanks dami!!
babies = 0
while babies < 5:
babies += 1
belly_size = "o" * babies
print(f"Suremark's belly: [{belly_size}] ({babies} baby{'ies' if babies > 1 else ''})")
queen dont stress

this is trump's america folks. disinformation everywhere
bro thinks hes tuff sitting like this 🙏
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
omg its nearly 1 am i have to wake up at 7:20 for work
??? 1. this is not me, 2. who tf r u again
i nee d to brush my teeth n yea
Suremark will make a point to not let us find out about him getting married or esp having kids
Me after thanksgiving.
STOP CUZ
fr bro
WHEN I HAD U AS
its 10:48 PM and i'm staying up until 8:00 AM, count your blessings.
THAT WAS CRAZY
I'm Yeet.
you mean ysst
it's gsst obviously
L + ratio + ripbozo
Ur a furry?
i should start giving dami chemistry talks
Maybe i can talk about suremarks pregnancy and how the atoms are too!
Ysst will know one day
Oh yeah go do that you do not want your coworkers seeing you all chopped and unable to work. They're gonna regret hiring
Decidedly not
Yeet has stuck with me for a while now, but his time is coming.
So you were debating on it?
.
aDID U JUST CALL ME CHOPPED
Nope
If you don't sleep tomorrow you will be
THE ONE TIME I DO TOO WELL ON THE TOXIC MOTIVATION
bruh im not chopped but i still dont get the huzz 🙏
Have personality
(Not saying u dont)
But
YOU LOOK GREAT I WAS JUST TRYING TO MOTIVATE YOU TO SLEEP
Be proud of ur personality
Fair.
δον'τ ναμε υορσελφ υσστ ιφ υο δον'τ υαντ το βε ψαλλεδ θατ
οὐ λέγεις
ty for being my fan
Help me with error code research?
YEET i can teach u how to captivate a girls attention
I know like you weren't talking to me, but easiest point of ref.
Ofccc always
I might be down. I don't know anything about error correction yet but might not be a bad idea for me to learn something
Valid
idk how to get a boys attention
hey yeet werent u a discussy 1 enjoyer
what brings u here
I have pulled a few people last year and a lot more people this year but i've never made it verbally clear to them that I wasnt in the right spot for a relationship, so now every time I see them its always so awkward.
(Not right this second because it is late for me but in general I'm down to talk about error correction)
Dude, I want to nerd out about them so much. I never use them for actual error code use, just to generate lattices.
well if ur not in the right spot ur not in the right spot
u need to focus on urself
I'm a new man.
X
relationships should not be rushed into
and when u genuinely like someone, be ur honest self and just shoot ur shot
ye I agree, but at times it does feel like meeting the right person will help me but I know deep down what it is I need to do
well know ur not going to be 100% perfect before and in a relationship
That's fine if you know matrices and F_{2} it's not that bad.
It's just time.
Yeah
but i think a good indicator is how content are you with yourself
how many struggles r u currently going through
because love is pain too
its not all sunshine and rainbows
At the moment I think im suffering with low self esteem despite having a lot of accomplishments
I need to learn how to just be happy by myself first.
The French would agree...
Jokes aside yeah there is definitely an art form to deciding which types of issues you're working through = you shouldn't be looking for relationships yet, and which ones you can still go for with
i would think those two r very important to learn before getting in a relationship
no pain is bread
And they love bread
Alright, it looks like im going to really have to work on myself this summer.
j'adore le pain 
I would say focus on yourself. Be proud of yuor acccomplishments. You should write down the good stuff you did every day and see how that works
idk how old u r but stop listening to society when their asses say "u must have ur shit together in ur 20s"
absolutely not
Agreed.
we all grow differently and r at different stages
17, and yeah I can't stand these people sometimes lmao.
but also just know
so majestic
before getting in a relationship u dont have to be 100% perfect either bc u wont be
Yeah maybe don't
you should have followed it up with "i know, you study stochastic analysis"
in relationships ull learn a lot too
deleted
ESPECIALLY if its ur first one
Yeah
The spire demands
The idea of loving oneself is def a tricky one to understand
oh and if u want really good relationship advice from me
pls dont go on reddit or some shit asking ppl "Oh how should i feel about this.."
no.
ask YOURSELF that
how do YOU feel
I would take Ally's advice with a grain of salt since she's still young
A lot of those girls I genuinely liked (probably off their looks) but a lot of them weren't as good as people based on the conversations I heard them have with other people and I didn't want to go down the wrong path.
I mean... Everything being said is quite valid
i am 19 and have been in 2 relationships i would say i have good relationship advice to share thank you
yeah she has been spitting facts
you're doing great queen!

trust if they arent good not worth ur time
want someone who can treat u right
listen to this
If someone young says something correct it's still correct
if u ignore the red flags in the beginning, theyll be the reasons u breakup later
ye, and the first breakup always hits hard :/
Slay it
Joever
exactly
vero i think ur just being salty
ok im blocking u deltoid/dami
fine i dont care
No, I must meet my quota
Lmaoooo
As we discussed yesterday, all is well between the two us until this "spire" insists on eating me.
That I will not tolerate.
Indeed

Ok blocked
As long as you don't become a delivery driver you should be fine for now
I'm safe!
i feel u
but tbh!
regardless of first or not
depends on the relationship itself
sometimes a later one will hurt even more
yeah thats true
Yeah, I had to feed my first girlfriend to the spire
Pretty rough day tbh
at least for me, best ways to get over a breakup is to take care of myself and take the no contact rule seriously
can confirm ive never once contacted any of my exes since the breakups
Yeah I feel like if it was a harsh breakup instead of "Oh we're still chill but maybe friends are better since chemistry isn't there"
not bc im still not over them, i am well over them, but also bc when i breakup with a guy i tbh wanna leave it history
bc 1) what if my future partner dislikes it 2) i find it weird seeing the guy i used to kiss is next to me
Then seeing that person soon after will just mess up the healing process
Also that
I'm so glad I don't have this issue (I have yet to date irl)
Yeah i've seen a lot of people doing this, I thought it was them avoiding an awkward conversation but I never considered they were avoiding them to just better themselves, thats good to know.
lol first date breakup sucked so badly
i still talk with my exes
arguably some do come to me and i just say dont
like just be friend
oh yeah no i guarantee i wouldnt have been able to move on if i still talked to them
esp if i saw them move on w someone else..
Omfg thats a PAIN
but tbh that makes me move on faster
if i see them w someone new
Yeah it prob depends somewhat on the feelings surrounding the breakup
why am i talking about relationships at 2 am
How much like do you know about matrices?
LMAOOO I feel that even tho its never happened to me
sleep well king!
It do be that way sometimes
I like to think I'm decent at linear algebra
well tell that to my insomnia demon
please convince the demon to not melt my igloo 🙏
bro unless its my friend dating them.
then i think im gonna
cry
nahh thats the worst feeling fr
i wouldnt mind my friend dating my ex if im well over them so rn i coukldnt give 2 shits but
if it was like
RIGHT AFTER BREAKUP
im crying.
Like idk I can def imagine that if the other person loses interest and breaks up with me and finds someone else soon after

im sorry to hear that ally
She's saying hypothetically
Then the feelings of inadequacy would kick in HARD
hypothetical and idc if it were to happen now
oh okay
thank god
that didnt happen to u
Fine i'll keep being Batman.
you guys are making me remember how badly my first relationship went 
I'm Batman.
I sort of realized you probably want error codes to actually know why they correct errors.
And not about like groups and lattices or whatever, which I know less about.
Here's a good youtube video about it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X8jsijhllIA
my first relationship was RAWELLY BAD LOL
cant write shit properly smh
Not possible considering im Batman, but I respect the confidence you project.
No you are my little Robin.
Oh i broke up with my 1st one cuz he started treating me poorly
Oof sorry fam
and i saw him kissing a girl after i broke up w him
Didnt regret 
this was 10th grade
ehh 10th grade is whatever
i feel like
most high school relationships are just bad
thats true
I know them mostly due to this construction:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/E8_lattice#Other_constructions
So, they started instresting me as like an object.
Yeah. In the moment it's def still gonna be pure pain but I guess afterwards you are likely to look back and think hmm that was doomed anyway
E8 lattice mentioned
omg my beloved
no bro he came back to me
and i just blocked him
that was like later in the months
Good call
Well it's basically the E8 lattice over F_{2} is what hamming codes are
I'll check this out! I've been meaning to learn about this for some time
remove hamming code and you are my friend
It's how you generate them.
They also might be a group or whatever under xor.
I have no one to help me with that though.
Hamming distance bruh
I never use them.
wait dami
@velvet dagger
we didnt get to vc
can we vc tomorrow
or later today
😭
Ah tru. Right now we both gotta sleep but yeah tomorrow if there's time
It's a bit late for me and I've got a talk I gotta get to at 9:30AM ideally
But I might be down some other time
I have definitely self sabotaged every relationship ive been in
i'm not really sure how to summarize mine, other than i was the one broken up with sort of due to being mentally ill, but also the relationship was the catalyst for my mental illness
not that i blame her of course, it was all just very unfortunate and kind of accidental
yea me too i have work soon deltoid
i still regret how it all went down
And im pretty sure it comes down to not giving enough attention
i can do it tmr no worries
cant tonight but later in the day
oh bros also working
need to get up tmr and explain my nonsense to my prof
im so sorry matt
Ah that's rough. Yeah sometimes luck is not in our favor
then hear her saying "nuh uh that is BS"
i just didnt love myself
i thought my partner would fill my holes
that was very wrong
Ah rip
There is a very low hanging joke
she was mentally ill too and i was depressed af
Im so fucked is what youre saying then
think i've probably been a bit afraid of getting in another relationship, although in my current physical shape it's probably not happening soon either way. but hopefully that will change within the next year
now that u said it yeah it is
H = {00, 0F, 33, 3C, 55, 5A, 66, 69, 96, 99, A5, AA, C3, CC, F0, FF}
for some elements in a and b in H, a xor b will also be in H.
Idk what this makes H under the xor.
my second relationship was great tho
im sorry to hear ab ur struggles matt
but my partner died due to cancer : (
Keep working on it
im sorry to hear this
I definitely dont think my partner would fill my holes, but thats because I dont think I have any. This sounds conceited though
thanks ally i appreciate it!
Im pretty sure I want a relationship but at times, like daily I dont want to be around the same person
im still looking for relationships
I dont think ive met someone where I want to be with them everyday
Yeah how do you do this
Im against online stuff
And in person is fine for me but like i only have finite amount of choices
I have had great success irl with getting dates
My problem is that I get lazy with distance
I dont wanna commute to see girl im dating lol
It feels dumb
Hope you find luck in that regard soon fam
relationship is a commitment lol
I guess so but it makes me think im not meant for one lol
Idk what I think of online vs irl. For logistical reasons the dynamic with me and relationships is gonna be atypical
So many things I dont want to do
And if its made easy then its barely a relationship right
also some tolerance to random bad RNG is recommended
cuz shit happens
just as it is with life
I mean i have non negotiables that have made me sad
Like not texting after consecutive days
Im not a big texter at all
But like if you dont respond to something in like 3 days then its most definitely because they dont care
But yeah if it were more generic then... Hmm... I could see it working but yeah it's tricky
Tbh 3 days is too long to make sense
im gonna sleep now or ill be cooked in the morning but gn and @warm umbra or any1 rlly idm ever giving relationship advice or anything in general really ill try! i do think i can be considerably emotionally intelligent ill owe that to myself
Id say 2 days at most
gn ally
Also apparently ive given impression that I dont want a relationship and ive been told this multiple times
And im starting to believe it
Good night Ally! You def are emotionally intelligent, and deserve credit for that
THANK YOU DAMI LY
yeah emotional intelligence is underrated fr
gn queen!
gn ally 👋
I had an idea for a continuous training LLM which uses web crawlers for data. It has layers such as filtering data, censorship, misinformation etc.
Not gonna build it cuz ik continuous training is really volatile atm but i really want to think about the theory side
I also want practice writing papers for when i'm older and can actually have good ideas, but also for my portfolio.
It will not be published, but i want to build a very small scale beta model that i can update over time, as well as a paper covering the theory side.
I have no idea how to go about the latter, could someone help me pls. Also what should i cover and am i missing anything for the model?
Sorry for bad english. It is my first language but i just do maths
Also i forgot to mention i am doing this just for fun and i am aware this isnt origional nor viable nor better than current nornal LLMs. I just want practice and satisfaction
@velvet dagger img stoo i regret stayinf up im so tired
But have to make out work.
Have had worse days
🤣
it’s not 🥀
below the knee its like 2x as long
Ty for giving me more of a reason to bully you
#hairyandproud
ngl
ive never shaved my arms before
theres hair but its so minimal to be noticeable
unlike leg hair
gm
what work btw
good morning Deltoid
Well there were times where I haven't checked my phone for 3 days, but also I'm not in a relationship
just a 2.5 monthish role; orientation leader
sounds fancy lol
not really bc im cooked if i get an annoying person in my groups
rip
im handling two jobs
one is just with family so its ok
the other one is just math research
big brained
i just proved a little lemma and im already dead
the prof gave up temporarily she's coming back after one week
wait @deep mango wheres the tier list ranking
i have some availability rn i wanna do it rq
oof but regardless u got it
of what
wait nvm i see it https://tiermaker.com/create/ultimate-fruit-tier-list---labeled-183857
it was just of the fruits
"ryc do you have a tierlist of all your tierlists!?!?!" no. fuck off
actually thats a question id ask
too lazy to rank but the bottom unranked ones ive never had before
d i would not eat c and above i would eat
@deep mango
You would not eat apples?
no dates?
oh nvm
im blind
ngl after getting my braces off i got scared to have apples
or pears
i just never had them again
No steamed carrots exist
Blackberries are definitely S for me
no just hard carrots
and dates r gross af
Yes
Blueberries are very sour at times
i love dates : (
blackberries r good
i like how
U can steal all the dates my family try to give me bc i just never have tjem
"i love dates" is such a good play on words
i iwll never understand avocado haters
avocado is like
the reason i live fr
they are basically unaffordable though, costs like 7€ for 100g
true
raisins and dates are disgusting yes
THANK YOU
u dont like apples?
FR
no more just like a fear tbh
avodacos are cool for shower. that's about it
Yeah avocados are fine, they just don't have a strong taste
i dont like how apples crunch
yeah I usually eat them with buttered bread
i like them in my pastas or guacamole
i like them plain
I don't think I've ever had guacamole
in pasta is wild
Ur missingnout
tf
have u heard pasta salad
or made a sauce w avocado
guacamole is very clean and refreshing
theres this green sayce i make with avocados
oh yeah that's good with avocado
no, interesting
agree
I don't know how dragonfruit tastes
never had it
raisins are awful
but how did you have that but no apricot 
my sister adores them I never understand why
i love dragonfruits so much
i will marry a dragonfruit
are they soft or do they have a crisp/crunch to them?
dragonfruit are weird
theyre weird as fuck you cut them open and theyre all white
Alright
purple.
Yeahhhhh ugh the night is just such a nice time to be awake. But then the morning has stuff to do
i think raisins are generally very difficult to dislike if used in context rather than just shoveling a handful directly into the mouth
in a tajine? god tier?
soft, delicate flavor, tropical
if you dont live in an area where they grow natively, the flavor is extra mild, almost tasteless
go somewhere where they grow natively, get a good one, they are sweet and fragrant and awesome
some are white flesh, some are purple, might be a few other colors?
taste wise i think purple is slightly better but it's pretty close
Hey an ignorant question here; I want to be able to generate problems for Calc 1 and 2, along with the steps to solve each problem as needed. This is so I can generate practice problems for myself. I am (somewhat) experienced in python. Do you know of anything that I might be able to use?
@grand epoch same HS or same college
college
hello. how do you draw graphs with holes (empty circles) using computer? Which program do you use?
you can use desmos I think
if you write
f(x) {x < a}
f(x) {x > a}
Is there a way to make the empty circle biiger? Like they have gray circle, and it's not so visible.
I don't think so
I dont understand how raisins are possible to like
<@&268886789983436800>
Raisin fans are trying to silence me
True!
so firstly, do you have a problem with grapes?
if so, then understandable
otherwise, raisins just have a more caramely intense sweetness and a sticky texture
the sweetness is, i imagine, not generally an issue, few people have problems with candy
so it just comes down to the texture usually? and thats what i mean, if you put it in some recipe that makes the texture less of a problem, retaining the flavor, then i find it unlikely anyone would dislike it
raisin texture is strange yeah
another thing is just quality of ingredients
i didnt like raisins in cereal until i actually had GOOD cereal
and by good i mean like this is cereal that blows any commercial cereal out of the water
youre not gonna enjoy raisins when its in your special K
Muesli ( MEWZ-lee) is a cold Swiss breakfast dish, the primary ingredient of which is rolled oats. Traditionally, it is set to soak in water overnight ("overnight oats") and eaten the next morning with fresh fruit, nuts, lemon juice, and cream sweetened with honey. Additional ingredients, such as other grains, seeds, and dried fruits are sometim...
i dont like raisins but prunes are goated
i just dont like how sticky they are and they also remind me of the little cardboard boxes with the weird texture
cereal should be bland, unsweetened
are you seventh day adventist or something
that wasnt a serious question that was poking fun at you
yeah i gotchu i took it in good humor
cereal absolutely should have flavor, but not the kind of flavor most people imagine
when most people add flavor to cereal they think to add like sugar or honey or chocolate or whatever
but actually, good flavor in cereal comes from the layers of things like sunflower seeds, raisins, the contrast between crispy rice and oats
its the nuts and grains that shine
man i wish i could just hand samples out to people on the internet because without actually tasting it i bet i sound cuckoo
yeah i mean to be frank im not buying it
i think a softer, easier to chew version of raisins would be good in cereal
i also like dried strawberry slices
dried fruit in general, barring raisins, is a banger addition to cereal
I like grapes, I just don't like the texture or flavour of raisins
Both dry raisins and soaked raisins (in a sauce or drink) taste bad
interesting
How do you guys evaluate like living costs for graduate school
My family said in short they're not going to support me financially whatsoever and so I'm a little worried
Seid ihr das Essen?
Nein, wir sind der Jäger!
Feuerroter Pfeil und Bogen
踏まれた花の 名前も知らずに
地に墜ちた鳥は 風を待ち侘びる
祈ったところで 何も変わらない
不本意な現状(いま)を変えるのは 戦う覚悟だ
屍踏み越えて 進む意志を 嗤う豚よ
家畜の安寧 虚偽の繁栄 死せる餓狼の「自由」を!
@short grail
posts linked horizon lyrics
tags themselves
leaves
I’m taking the fun approach of not worrying about it!
I truely have no idea how I’ll make it work but so it’s goes 
*die Jäger
Pickles go hard too
it's slower!
Discussion 1 is insane rn
and usually a tad bit more professional 
oh don't worry about it, we have lots of uh
Go ahead sister
everything alright? 
Future planning sucks!
that's a mood 
Oh no you did not haha
dream about doing volunteer work and hiking southeast asia
have u ever done anything like that?
but only november- february. so the southerly asia
no cold
Hello everyone, at the moment I'm asking myself a lot of questions about what it really means to have a facility in maths or in any other field. I wanted to get your opinion on the possibility of developing facility or logic. Or should I just revise, do 1000 exercises and hope to get the best mark without even having a logical mind. Thank you very much.
That's a very interesting way to view things...
@velvet dagger @craggy parcel @jagged forge @fresh comet should i wear a headband if i think its cute but it legitimately feels like its crushing my brain the second i wear it
not like
an extended period of time
headbands arent cute
Guy's check out my anti personnel odm gear in the chill section
i mean you could always take it off
ouch
try to stretch it ahead of time at least
if it feels like that you shouldnt wear it
i think by headband she means smth like this, it doesnt stretch out well
i once tried to and it broke 🥀
awh nooo <\3
i just got a new raincoat but its tight on my head
hopefully enough wear will make it fit
ah yeah i think hoods can be like that but for raincoat material idk
I did i just am not creative enough for another convo
real
LMAOOOO
oops weong reply
This
yeah LMAO
never ine of my headbands broke but
this one feel like it will tbh
its the inly one that hurrs my head
real
Hmm, yeah I guess wear it until it becomes uncomfortable
you could also try putting your head under cold water to shrink it
LMAO
R U CALLING MY GEAD BIG
tragic case of hydrocephaly
U a big head
When r we calling
yeah
LMAO THAT'S CRAZY
THANK YOU
Right now I'm out but I might get back to the hotel in a couple of hours
it was just a funny idea
"put ur face in ice cold water for clear skin" ahhh
UGHHHH
yeah i do this and it works wonders
my pores close
Yippity yappity
im never putting my face in cold water.
u probs rub lemons on ur face too
Wait do u actually put ur face in iced water
well i take cold showers in the morning
it can be harmful to the skin bc of the acid
makes sense
NO I MEAN PUTTING UR FACE IN A BOWL OF ICED WATER
i use hyaluronic acid
COLD SHOWER IS DIFF
LMAO yeah i dont do that shit, i dont even have a big enough bowl
the water bill gotta be crazy if you do that regularly
based
YES PPL DO IT AND I THINK ITS INSANE
SO UNNECESSARY
let them cook with the bills
i do neutral if im not washing my hair
but cold if hair
it sounds pretty dumb yeah. ive seen those tiktok influencers do it
and they put 20 skincare products on them
i mean it does probably close your pores the same way a cold shower does
LMAO yeah
everything is an ad
or the mfs who tape their mouths so they dont mouth breathe in their sleep
yea me too
speaking of snores my dad is a loud af snorer
wtf
same deal i think. mouth breathing makes your jaw recede or smth supposedly
u could hear him from a few rooms across
generation of ugly mfs 
same lmfao
Ngl i dont care so much ab a sharp jawline in a guy
I like those muscles more fr.

based?
indeed
hmm ill have to disagree at. a pure aesthetic level
but i dont want to get into a looksmaxxing argument rn
you know how media portraits that girls dont like abs and stuff
i rly dont care ab the sharpest of the sharpest jawline lol
i think that's just wrong
since when does the media portray this
I don't care what girls think, I like abs motherfucker
exactlyy
based
depends on the girl some care some dont. the only wrong thing is when people shame
abs just look cool on anyone i think
those with abs get shamed, those without abs get shamed as well
agree
and i like both
but i would like a guy who does take physical activity seriously
not to be like a idk wrestler but
thats fair
cares about physical health
yeah
i agree
I should honestly
hi tabs
you reminded me to drop my yoga class this term thank you
uhh, I'm someone who prioritizes comfort over appearance so 
no.
its so cute
I need to wear it sometimes
do yoga do yoga do yoga do yoga do yoga do yoga do yoga do yoga
done
then maybe wear it while you can't take it anymore, and then take it off
probably not if it hurts so much 💔
and then put it on again later
no i dont have time
True
id rather have 1 class on tuesdays and thursdays
theres these pants i have that dont fit me anymore cuz i lowk lost a bit of weight
hai tabby
hai esca!
smh i've been neglecting daily pushups
real 😭
You should do yoga in addition to daily pushups
i know stretching doesnt count as yoga but i stretch daily
i went into first semester weighing 130 after vacation and im like 115 coming out of my second year
for me it was the opposite
my weight has definitely decreased
maybe not a great idea to have this convo here though
yeah understandable
so... hows the weather been
that shit is exposing my hyperpigmentation more
🥀
hatred
rainy sunny rainy sunny in the span of 36 hours
🥀
sounds about right
i love it though the rain is so pretty when youre not outside
its hot where i am
jealous
i invited my international student friend to an amusement park with me i offered to pay for her ticket
do you just go to waterparks
that shits expensive
but all my friends are out of town
oooh fun
idt there are any waterparks in my city
yea like a few times a summer
i love waterparks
i would never go with people theyd probably want to do scary shit i dont want to do
theres an ice skating rink
well you can still want it
ICE SKATING IS SO FUN OMG
ugh
fuck ice skating
i used to ice skate so much
i sprained my ankle ice skating on my first day back for winter break freshman year college
.
all my friends in middle school were on the hockey team for some reason and they taught me how to skate
worst fucking break
Ryc ice skating is smth id do as a date lowkey
i love ice skating
so ice skating has like sentimental value to me
same
i would literally never do it
i have had multiply people try to get me to do ice skating dates
yeah we got opposite emotional context for this
and insist it would be cute for me to try and do it and be bad
yeah it would
and i have to say over and over, no, i broke my foot doing that shit, never again
not you specifically
Damn
real though
its NOT fun enough for it to be worth it for me
one time in the swimming pool my tube from after i went on slide completely flipped over on me
understandable
and sunk me to bottom of water 💀
i love diving boards
probably 15-20 feet?
happened to my dad once in a river. he got sucked into a whirlpool and 10-15 people had to pull him out
20 i think
i could never
a whirlpool in a rive
omg
it was scary
oh no im too scared of this shit
i did it in Bern
i miss swimming omg
okay mr navier stokes idk what it was
idk why but i always convince myself ill die of surface tension even tho id literally be fine ☠️
i like the middle height diving boards bc then i can actually do fun flips
thats a decent height
in Bern there is a river that runs through it super fast and you can get in and float down it super fast
YK WHAT I LOVE
i cant do a flip. i can dive
like a lazy river?
but sure
No like
fairrrrr
idt ive heard of this
oh those
i can jump into them and itll lift me or .... Drown me but i can swim
it must be so fun
i thought you were talking about the ones that make big ass waves and its 50 people all crunched into one space
awwwwww
my hometown is right by a river and theres like a place with really intense rapids ajd you can raft on them
i only did a mid sized one
roller coasters are a no for me personally
You should try Leviathan
it looks like it would be fun
oooh
D1 tried to make our first date six flags



