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Ah yes ofc
there would probably be a lot of fake donations to ukr scams open i think already
Aye, I already saw several "opportunists" from onlyfans, to restaurant owners, to crypto ofc.
..onlyfans?
The best bet is only official channels, approved by your government if possible.
Yeah, PR things.
Reminds me of this
https://youtu.be/QIl8mP_8X4g
sorry for the delay, that feeling of uselessness has been creeping back into my life. i tried some new stuff for this video, namely my iphone 6s for recording video, my blue yeti for audio, and a handy program written by TheGreatCodeholio that makes DOS run at 60Hz, enabling my camera to capture it without inducing seizures due to flickering. ch...
staying in the new trend is so important for people
i recall memes of war games making games on this
I like the keyboard clickin'
(danooct1 was the catalyst for my interest in malwares in general)
i will probably watch this when i plug headphones in, if i ever remember this again
Mfw when I'm about to put Chinese soldiers and made them as hostile for my game (Chinese people might get upset or mad about it just like what they did on BF4)
Make a game where american soldiers are the enemy, nobody can claim you're stealing ideas from someone else then 
Aren’t Americans the good tho?? 😳😳
The victors write the history books
US vs Russia vs China (none of them are the good guys, both are bad)
How much $ per hours should i pay a good slovakian freelancer? Idk what fair prices are in this business..
1 Slovak Koruna (SKK) = 0.045 US Dollar (USD)
ok, then rather 2 than 1
what's the password?
i want to waste their time, not mine
possible
i just need someone to talk
maybe i should call a scammer
But first, do you know how to setup VM?
there are ways to hide that it's running in a virtual machine
and most scammers probably wont notice either
Nah, most scammers / malware creators have no decency to detect VMs.
some do for sure
And those that are have more sophisticated engineering, like reading system information or as simple as looking for Guest Additions
the detection is most likely just testing if some usual "vm" hardware is in the device manager
Anyone 3ds max smart? What do i do to increase the amount of polygons to make things look smoother and rounded. i tried sub divide, but this makes things look awful. I can not seem to find this on youtube or google either.
Thats what yiu use, you need to sub divide, you do not have enough supporting loops if it looks awful
at least in blender you can do "shade smooth"
You can in 3ds too, but they wanted more polygons
Which means they need more supporting loops
@oblique cloak turbosmooth modifier
Yeah i actually just tried this lol damn it looks good. I added a chamfer, mesh smooth, and a subdivide. looks great 🙂
It also depends what youre doing, of you are making something high poly for baking normals, then subdivide, if its something to go in game then smooth shading is better
Its an arch i made just like cs go archs
i could not get those damn mesh triangles to actually look rounded. they do now tho 🙂
lol its been quite the journey. I have maya too, but idk how to use it.
I've used 3ds for a short time but personally I like Blender much more
Honestly I feel like I can do things faster in Blender than with 3ds Max
although my first 3D program was actually Maya, speaking of
Maya is created by the devil
And yeah, I also used to use 3ds Max as a kiddo
😅
LOL
introduced to me through college classes, heh
blender is just lighter and quicker to open etc, it was easy to use at all a few years back, but it's way better now
wasn't*
I like maya a lot more than 3ds but blender has been my favourite tbh
i really like how customizable Blender is, thats the main thing for me
I used maya for like a year then switched over
I don't feel blender is yet ready for production in games, still clunky stuff going on
i feel that.
Nah blender is fine in production games
Blender also has alot more scripts available for the things I usually mess with (whether its been importing/exporting stuff, doing mods for games, UE4, etc)
max was really good for me, i loved its 2009 version, but then i switched to 2014 and recently 2020 i think, it was terribly slow, maybe my pc was just bad but such slow response made me feel detatched from the model
Blender is lighter, cleaner, better ui
The only autodesk software i prefer is mudbox
I've been daily with Blender and Unreal Engine since the beginning of using UE4
And even then id use zbrush
though, the simplicity in max is way higher, just that it has low tuts and guides
@unreal ether IF they make the UV editing industry standard maybe. But going back and forth with your mesh to other programs...it's a timesink
Honestly, i prefer unreal engine. Just take a mesh, model it out, and merge the meshes.
how i always done things lol
The uv editing is a tad annoying, but its not like you cant make good uv's in blender
I like UE4 alot when it comes to modeling simple environments and rooms, so I'd do that in UE4 rather than Blender
Blenders uv mapping is nowhere near as good as maya or 3ds, but you can still make great uvs
If it's something complex you'll want to shoot yourself in the head 😅
The mark uvs and mark seams are great though
for blender a lot of stuff is "it works" level
hmmm, i added the irritations to 5 on turbo smooth, and clicked save i think i broke the model... I think it crashed 😦
now i'm curious of what other software handles it better, because it always feels like it could be better in blender, but i don't know how exactly
a wild gnome appeared
I mean yeah a lot of stuff wont hold up to the million dollar industry level, but its still better than the autodesk monopoly imo
however one thing I dont like about Blender is the animation side of it, which i never got the hang of simply cause of its controls and timeline layout which I couldnt even customize properly lol
Mayas uv mapping is way less painful imo
im going to install maya right now and see if this is easier than 3ds max
Unfortunately everything better costs a hell of a lot
At least you can get maya Lite which is like 350 dollars a year
what i've seen in maya looked more like a pita
may depend on the user of both softwares 🤷
Very true
And it's free open source (even though it's GPL)
i recall installing anything autodesk took like quite a while for me, and it also leves a few gb of trash in other drives like language etc
I mean good luck running maya in a usb
3dsmax and maya indie! Full features for 300 Euros per year
i only have maya 2016 😦
oh yeah, adobe does the same thing all the time too, lol
installing many folders all over the place
adobe also adds a ton of startup stuff
So does autodesk
I could also pay 0 a year and have somethinf good though
Strangely I had to unwrap some 1mil tris meshes and blender was the only one to do it. Maya died and 3ds just froze for 5 minutes on each operation
great i guess i forgot autodesk doing that
@unreal ether you could then the client sends you .ma and .3ds files and needs the same files when you're done 😆 and you need their game exporter that only works with maya
i guess blender is just best for hobbyist because of free and such huge capabilities, + it's always growing, hopefully it doesn't go down the bloat route
True but im indie, i dont have a client
If i was gonna freelance then ye id use the standard
oh yeah, lots of online market also has max files
i just watched 5minutes of unwrapping in maya, and i'm not convinced
i guess that's what you get if it's in the industry for so long
unwrapping sucks 😦 I wish we could go beyond it already
to pay money for slower workflow 😄
from what ive seen in the past, Maya is basically the software to use if you're making a 3D movie
Who needs to unwrap when yiu can just vertex paint
I never manually unwrapped anything. Is there some reason to do so? :P
exactly
I can just press the auto unwrap button and then paint it in something
Textures in complex models
unwrapping is definitely a hard problem that can't be solved algorithmically
this is why mesh painting is getting popular ig, good uv unwrap hard
holy crap LOL turbo smooth level 5 is 5m polys. this is exactly the thing i wanted xD
sounds like you are doing a nanite thing
with translucency
i mean you can attach a staticmesh to a skel mesh then nanite it.
You have made a model with more polys than like 10 ps1 games combined
i think the main reason we don't have nanite on skelmesh yet might be that a lot of skelmesh operations happen on the GPU
btw how is nanite on storage? if you have such huge meshes
which would otherwise have to run on the CPU, like morphs for example
which is a step backward actually
huge meshes obviously take more space, I don't think there's any surprises there
and require higher IO
so no cheats there huh
1TB games intensify
it's probably less of an issue than say huge textures though, because I think meshes compress better
I like nanote but it seems its just goving an excuse for bad modelling practices
I still don't get the workflow and haven't seen it used. Rocks and scanned stuff ok sure
it seems like it's making normal/bump map texturing displacement etc go out of job
so do i, until i need stencil buffer
the 6 million nanite arch xD
maybe it's time to change modeling practices though
I need to see a breakdown from their dcc programs 😋
I work a lot with individual polies instead of using shader transparency atm
which is cheap enough as is, but gets expensive with dynamic lighting
but i guess a 3f vector takes more than 16bit normal map pixel?!
Its all fun and games until ur indie game is 200gb
i mean, i think nanite needs special hardware? it doesn't? idk
just make sure that every material you have is instanced and parented to one single base material
why
this sounds like a restaurant dish
I never even heard of it before until today, lulz! But sounds interesting :p
i was thinking we went #food again for a while
nope
i don't believe you
one more question, the Fbx export compatibility, I set this to my version of 3ds max? FBX2020?
i recall unreal learning had some nice stuff on instances meshes and materials etc
what if one child is opaque while the other is translucent?
What is this quarrel 🤔
that comes down to shader performance, not drawcalls though
lol
and this "power" has half people from cpp
looks around for a while, and leaves laughing in cobol.
uh colbol shows up medicine
2 drawcalls, they are 2 separate materials
though I'm not sure you can switch material domain on an instance
Different instances require different workings out, draw calls may increase but you reduce the amount of memory used up. I think.
maybe you can? 🤔
is the inheritance on shader level?
i thought they all just compile out
ok, so the whole idea of a big master material isn't that bad
well, look at some.... 😄
I did this. Makes more sense than having 100+
i like the approach that twinmotion/automotive materials have
If your big master material has things in it you don't need, it's bad. If not, then it's not.
but some asset packs have one master material for everything
if you know how to add a material function to the material
Shader complexity is important here
yeah they do, but you can fix this when makign your own master.
I keep shader complexity low always
extra polies > more complexity
spaghetti forest
you are using lots of food terms today
There are material presets you can find online that created for common material use cases. Usually you replace almost all of the marketplace content with that preset material to reduce count of separate materials and instruction count
it's "blue" print because it's from the sea
Thats what I heard though, I'm a big noob about these things
The spaghetti tree hoax is a famous 3-minute hoax report broadcast on April Fools' Day 1957 by the BBC current affairs programme Panorama. It told a tale of a family in southern Switzerland harvesting spaghetti from the fictitious spaghetti tree, broadcast at a time when this Italian dish was not widely eaten in the UK and some Britons were unaw...
Based on True Story
"Can you tell me what are the soldier models are you using from your game? or can you give me a link?🙂 I would wanted to put it for my game and of course I'll credit you or probably someone who made that model tho so...."
Me: "GO MAKE YO SELF LMAO!!! LOLOLOL!!"
Man I feel bad
So at the end, I didn't gave him the models
just not respond maybe
Let's all go dig some sand
6m poly sand
why
Private modles
moodles
is that a pun on private soldier position
I mean even then a " I made these myself and am not willing to share them. Sorry." Woukd have sufficed
you could have sold them
Some people act like dicks. Some people aren't acting.
Very true
so what you are saying is, there's a chance that lorash is acting? 😛
No the model of the soldiers are private
just say "sorry these aren't for sale, much less free by credit"
If anyone ever asks me for help imma just say "DO IT URSELF! LOLOLOLLLLOL"
!8ball is lorash acting
@deep copper, :8ball: Without a doubt.
there there
Now that is a confirmed LOLLOLOL
LOLOLOLOLAOALOLLOLOKLLKOOLL
the eyes during the lololo though
wanna revive it?
what's that?
what's what?
Uh oh
what in the-
Lol!
poor private
so you decided to kill them?! just for some tiny amusement?!?
No I didn't, that US guy with a cinder block did it and laughing histerically
oh, i see
OLOLOOLKOOKOL!!
LOLOLOL
Which country? 🤔
X Pain
Meanwhile, the cyberwarfare is impressive to observe. Sites fly down, TVs gets hijacked, now even the railroad system in belarus they say is down.
Itch removed the game we reported 🙌
Because Spain is on sticks and stones level in the network security matter
that malware thing?
adult illegal one
itch listens huh
about the malware no idea what game is that one
that's probably not a game
yea, that was more like malware which was advertised as being a game that should be playtested
there's plenty of other sites tho
yes
You just have to replace the lumens for secure hashes, hev.
hi
are there any games about rednecks? like with all that good stuff that makes it fun, kinda like the classic movie representation of them
thinking about making one to go wild and have fun
😄
rebel galaxy
GTA V, play as trevor
does it matter if there is?
Redneck Rampage
just have fun
rebel galaxy is rednecks in space.
lol
rage also has some redneck feeling
gta is like 50/50
rdr2 is a bit oldschool
redneck rampage is trash
oh no
sorry
immortal redneck
that's a bad one lol
sup
sad 😭
Same
A transformer box for the power line just shorted, and the engineers were slacking like hell lmao
only wires should be slacking
This is going to be a long night...
oh that happened to me a few months ago, we had no power for a few hours.
and i don't like to use phone data, so literally no electronics.
Well, to make it worse, local electric engineers are not exactly known for their fast recovery work either
So I'm expecting at least 6 hours
do they arrive fast though?
No, response time were slow
Yeah that's how long the power was out here too.
..rip?
i recall gambit saying something about a transistor going bad today as well
maybe it's a bad day for electronics today
Heck, it would be a miracle if they get it up in less than 6 hours
Not to mention it's night time, they're going to assume people are sleeping and no nocturnals in the area at all.
IMO Far Cry 5's campaign felt a bit disjointed, but the idea of religious cult gave me idea
of starting a cult?
yeah
Yes
lol
In my world building
i remember watching vides on youtube of abandoned desert somewhere in usa
there was sound coming from houses, but nobody was around
you don't need electronics at night? for sleeping
No, at least they probably thought so.
sometimes i wonder if you really did plan to take over the world
I'm far too lazy to do it
seems like a lot of work
50 mins lol
hang in there, just believe in yourself ! ❤️ you can do it!
😄
Locally there is (used to be) a religious "cult" that, instead of being haunting, is borderline terrorism
there is always an extreme form of anything
where?
I do need it for running space heaters, because I can't stand the night time cold.
i can understand, night time is probably the worst, because in case of emergency everyone is asleep, and electronics dead
Though that makes me doubt whether I can survive winter or not if I'm somewhere far from equator.
I mean, it's like about 22°C and I'm almost chilling
ponki's winter suit makes him sweat below 0°C
At daytime, I got around 30°C and it's warm enough for me.
At times it can get into 33°C ish, but not too extreme for me, though it is a bit too dry.
gnomes like the cold huh
ice expands
true
well i guess gnomes are dry
how heavy is one?
Hm. Well, google says a 12mo baby is about 20lbs
i am not too confident in my strength....
gnomes are probably more muscled than a baby, so I'm guessing they're 20-30lbs?
yeah okay I don't think i can move it even a bit with a kick
maybe if i can unbalance it, gnome will roll
what about you?
Need to practice then. if you cant find a gnome... 👶
i can't find 👶 but we have ponki here
close enough 🙂
🚬
cough
CuppaTea isn't it
That's my mood right now
POV: when you suck at slate 😂
Not sure where did that icons came from
is that ue5 or what
ah, it seems quite, like those modern action game upgrade screen
nice UDK skin
I deal with rupiah all the time too lmao
so my Maya is actively crashing right now - constant 17% CPU use, no change happening to memory.
Is there any way I can save it?
Use Blender.
T'was a miracle, the trafo box got repaired fast
Use Blender (2)
For my entire time using either 3ds Max or Maya, I had more crashes there compared to Blender
Full reinstall tho is worth it. Maybe scrap the app settings too.
some of us have industry jobs @cursive crypt @quasi mantle
really?? hurray!
Let's not dig into industry. Refer to the previous hint. It was also joke.
same
I'm inclined to think my region's industries are different, because I used Blender on pro works scot free.
blender does have crashes, especially when using the newer versions, but the background saving has saved my butt so many times
Also, if your company uses Maya, use their damn support - you are paying for that?
If it was free, understandable, time is money.
my pc powered off during a save once, both backups got currupted but somehow opening a second time worked, idk how
Try the reinstall tho. It might also related to a scene or something.
gpu drivers too can screw it.
if it's windows then perhaps windows update messed something
too many factors, have you tried turning it off and on again?
Now I can sleep because of the space heater
@narrow pantherusually when that happens to me there's some operation on-going and 99% of the time it stops and it's back as usual. if it crashes for good it's usually instant
it's a scam
Damnit! went to make stew in the slow cooker. my potatoes were moldy 😦
substituted with corn pops 😄
thankfully they were in a ziplock baggy
Ah
isn't that joe biden's friend
whaat no way
probably also part of the reason they went moldy
Be careful tho, you know the green skin and sprouts are usual indication of that toxic chemical.
Tho, I read, the green skin is actually not an indicator 🤔 They are formed on the surface and a bit deeper inside.
Does not help.
the same way green meat will cook out
Saponins
trust me
wha, so potatoes aren't safe either...
oh yeah, weren't their eyes also toxic or something?
😮
Many species of potato are poisonous
well now I'm sad
you finally decided to make something, and potatoes back stabbed you
yup
Nothing is safe in the world, too much oxygen, to much dihydro-monoxide etc etc
that physics though (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻
They don't know? Or don't care 🤔 Or there is some regulation asking them to do that.
I store few potatoes/onions in a wooden cup, in a dark place.
However, I usually forget about them, so they start to sprout and I have to plant them outside.
Although the green color itself is not harmful, it may indicate the presence of a toxin called solanine. Peeling green potatoes can help reduce solanine levels, but once a potato has turned green, it's best to throw it away.
Yeah, that was really interesting point back then. Color != solanine
maybe it's to protect it from the cold
Because people like to see the things they buy 😄
I bet people would dig dark room potatoes
I was told few times already, that at the beginning, red tomatoes were considered poisonous. They ate them green.
“We keep our potatoes in organic darkness”
Organic darkness...
Yeah it’s just one of those things people would be like: oh that’s thoughtful and responsible
it would also feel fresh, if you pluck it from the soil and give
direct from farm style
don't they grow above the surface though?
Still plucked
Though the pulling technique is becoming more popular among foray enthusiasts, it is highly recommended to cut off mushroom, fruiting in troops (e.g. chanterelles) from their base. Cutting bigger mushrooms at the base allows the base itself and smaller mushrooms to continue to grow.
I guess not necessarily
Another point worth mentioning: Any time you purchase cultivated mushrooms, such as cremini, portobello or white button, and you see what looks like dirt in the package, you're not actually looking at dirt. These 'shrooms are grown in sanitized, composted peat moss, which is totally safe to eat.
Was wrong about that too
Perhaps dirty potatoes won’t fly
The cutting was a frequent advice I heard during my hikes.
Smart
There were many ppl who just plucked them out. And lately, some angry mushroom guy was ranting about that to me.
Sounds intense
i will keep that in mind
though I don't think i would ever eat mushrooms or pluck them, i have seen enough stories of them being deadly
I like hen of the woods
aaaand I have a friend which worked in the hemo inside the ER. She is scared from mushrooms for life.
Hemo?
The thing to clean up your blood...
Ah ah
oh it might, it's organic and fresh after all, close with the nature, how it always was
Soil isn’t necessarily safe to eat though
Like I guess you could cultivate the potatoes in peat moss apparently
Definitely? Parasites, chems, bacteria...
Yeah
hmm yeah, as far as safety go it definitely isn't there
peat moss does sound interesting
It seems unlikely a good habitat for potatoes unfortunately
But hilling potatoes in an open garden I would assume to be a different story. If used as straight peat moss, it would dry out and blow away.
potatoes are difficult to grow huh
Idk some people use hay ig
I don't use dirt at all--just pile the hay I use for mulch thickly around the potato plants--works great, has for years.
Random search result
i feel like experimenting with those sounds decent
there's quite some suggestions in there
😖
so someone was drinking deer urine before then, and just happened upon one who'd done mushrooms at some point
that reminds of the saying that all water today is dinosaurs'...
ohhh
interesting thumbnail
well all oil IS dinosaurs
sunflower oil tho 🤔
well sunflowers are eldritch anyway
that's a scary photo
Amanita muscaria if it is not heated for enough time, has it main hallucinogenic compound in a more toxic form
that is why people let it dry on cup of pine trees, drink urine from the shaman
but about deer urine i never read
as our bodies can transform this toxic form into a better one and interesting, the ibotenic acid gets back to urine so you can re-dose X number of times if you drink your pee
yeah… we can tolerate high amounts of muscimol, which is the ibotenic acid processed by our bodies
however, 5 medium sized Amanita muscaria if eaten raw, probably can kill you
does toxicity decline over time?
as they have mostly ibotenic
what do you mean, tolerance?
well, like say there's some natural thing that's toxic to humans
like a tree
if you keep the tree, does it decline in toxicity over time?
i guess not actually....
probably as it it reacts with oxygen
and very old ones are not desirable if you harvesting them for later trip
water soluble too, so every rain, toxics are washed away
and you can make edible Amanita by boiling them first, some cuisines do
and if you saw them in the nature, after mature, some caps start to make a bowl and they accumulate water
some old people used to drink this water too
but survived?
yeah, eating one raw will probably make you trip light and not die
a friend of mine, inspired by my careful research and use, went to forest, and ate 3 raw state and went to hospital completely unconscious
ahh, he was trying to trip out?
yeah why would you eat them for taste? there is plenty of other tastier mushrooms out there
true true
interesting 🤔
they can be very dangerous
i've been doing a lot of research about natural toxicity lately too.
it's interesting.
yeah, they are not child play
i mean, the trip is not under the recreative ballpark, so there is a huge chance of not being fun at the slightest
and if you do not process them or eat VERY small amounts to feel how you react : you can head into problems
at least my friend did not got any neurological problem after that idiot use
yeah, that's true! i've read about the risk of that.
actually that guy wasn’t my friend but a friend of a friend
if was some of mine i would got very mad
as ponkkis typed, that is waay too many options to get hammered
safer and fun
either the way, i placed too many beans of the pressure cooker
i kept the pressure escaping too frequent
a mess on the stove
at least is water and beans
I have never gotten hammered ever. 🤔 it is an interesting subject.
older the better, the more research = better the hammer
i mean, age, older the better
and research sometimes helps if you freak out when you start feeling the effects
was he with people?
or was he just found luckily?
oh i see
on an unrelated note,
I cut people off frequently. I'm not sure why or how to stop. 🤔
It's like I spend so much time being like 'oh man, i wish i had a girlfriend but it's so hard to get one' but then when i do i cut them off so it doesn't matter.
loneliness is a specimen of poision
i personally dig into a point of finding a partner is barely impossible as i look for specifics things that match mine
but i am fine
have you took a look at the % of separating couples over time?
the vast majority is clearly not ready to monogamy
there is only one true way to make a connection for life. Mutual respect.
in a partner scenario?
i think it goes way beyond respect
what is the point of having a partner that does not kick in with you?
like that arranged marriages of feudal Japan?
I have three simple requirements: no kids and no pets, not morbidly obese, does not smoke
This filters out 80% of profiles on tinder. The rest get filtered out because they have no text, or they have text that makes me think they're crazy, and thusly I'm not interested
Well, I could accept a fish as a pet, or anything else that doesn't require you to constantly clean up their shit and such
:p
oh the shit part of guinea pigs is horrible
Apparently
and if the do not have, they want
as soon as possible as the lifespan for that type of creation goes up to 40 i think
I keep hearing stuff about Tinder "it makes men feel ugly" or something along those lines... but honestly all it does make me feel is "why are people using this utter garbage fire of an app voluntarily"
:D
i have a single cousin 35+ that has a bunch of female friends in the same level and it is scary how they want babies
indeed, i have extremely high standards too.
though, even if i found what i'm looking for (which i have before) i would still end up spontaneously cutting them off.
i think Tinder or other dating apps are better than going out
Probably, but I never liked going to bars or such to begin with
Tinder i reject a bit since their political is garbage and i used for 5 years if not more
i use Hinge
It seems other apps are much better as they actually allow you to put in criteria to filter out the undesirable profiles so you don't have to keep browsing through them
But the problem is that apparently there's almost no users on the other platforms where I live
counter-strike 1.6
Hinge even allows you to filter by race.
I'm surprised people haven't complain and called it racist or something lmao. I love it though.
ethnicity*
well, without it, people who do not like characteristics of some ethnicity will always keep reject them, so why not?
out of curiosity, what's the difference between race and ethnicity?
plus i think the amount of likes and unlikes you receive alters how much you appear to others
one sounds more civilized
LOL. true.
yeah, saw gameplay of it
race = biological markers
but sometimes you want something chill, put it on as a landscape and enjoy environment
like wow, getting stuck in desert and thinking about wow addiction
have you tried Proteus?
is it weird to text a girl months after saying goodbye to her?
looks shit lol
nothing is weird until someone or yourself tells you
indeed. maybe i shall.
at some point i gather all contacts of high school girls i had and hit them
years after school is finished
🤭
that's a nice thing to do. though i did kind of ghost this girl and then say goodbye to her after she got mad at me.... maybe it's not such a good idea in this case. xD
well, then again, in her final message to me she did say that she cherishes our friendship....
in a very polite way, some even started liking me
everyone has its up and downs
oh indeed, and she was right to be mad, that's why i broke contact with her and said goodbye as i knew i couldn't justify myself....
ugh, i should've stayed though. i can't believe i did that to her.
and to myself....
calm down there is around 3 billion of girls
i bet some are in lounge too
2 chances
yeah, but i'm not quite right. xD i rarely get chances and even when i do i blow them. 😩
Yeah, I'm not in the rights to give advice, my dating experiences were suck...
🫂
@zinc matrix, :8ball: Outlook good.
ok
XD
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i hope you get well soon, take care , lutriq 💐
love you <3
!8ball 😔 i though we were friends
@zinc matrix, :8ball: Ask again later.
i am fine, spend the first night with fever and the others 3 resting just in case
now i am kicking
but actually i do not want to open blender
after 200 fruits things starts to get really depressed
just woke up
well it has been 1 hr
i called my sister a little bit**
it is actually the 2nd time she spread covid to the house
but this time i got really mad with her
i was recovering myself from a burnout of game dev., i was slowing getting on track and then i just got hit
thanks she is going away to do university
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oh so you are feeling okay now right?
that does sounds irritating
yeah
a lot! she posted a story on her instagram on a park, dividing cups with friends a day before she contaminated everyone
and because she is lazy / disrespectful in general with my parents and me most of the time
dividing cups?
there is a traditional beverage here, it is a herbal caffeinated thing
let me find a photo
o, looks unique
and there is a culture of sharing it and everyone from the group drinks it until it is over and the owner fills with water again and pass to the next
idk, very popular in south america as far i am aware
interesting concept
at least in argentina/brazil/uruguay
anyway, WTF! the pandemic is not over
i saw her many times without mask
she is just irresponsible
yeah it's probably bad for the pandemic
but actually it was just during my fever time
i got no wax because recommends of my mother
and before this double fever of getting contaminated with covid twice, i do not remember the last time i got sick
so i just spend the time highly anxious thinking if it will get worse
so it got you when you already had fever,?
i got antibiotics twice in my whole life
no, the fever was the output
yikes
generally she gets sick and the next night i get the symptoms
i think it will not be next time
according to my mother, which works in health field, there is a low low chance of another contamination
hehehe
i hope she is gone to university already then
but actually i did say a word
i just asked if they could strict her parties more often
but i wanted to lock her in the bedroom and make it work for me
until half of my game is finished
feed under a vegan diet
@deep copper were not you sleeping?
no matter how troublesome, she probably won't agree to that
i sensed your presence and woke up early
slap her with a trout
yes !
i don't get the reference...
neither do i
well all i am certain of, is a slap is in it
From an Internet Relay Chat program, mIRC, which includes a /slap command that caused a message to appear that "<person A> slaps <person B> around a bit with a large trout".
i saw a comedy-romance last night
i had to stop for some hours at the middle of it
ugh!
oh i see
why did you stop?
it is just too perfect
although they got together only after 12 years of friendship
although i liked their way of ridicule sexist talk between men and women
rom coms are generally unreleastic anyway, to appeal to people
if they did not got together at the end that would be a great movie
still, it is considered a masterpiece by some
atleast you enjoyed something
there's quite a lot of stuff i dislike that's considered world's best by a few
haha why
never heard of it, but i see
my perception of their roll
released in 1989, that's old
it does seem to have a decent rating
though i am not too sure how to check ratings
oh yeah, in that lists of 100 best movies of all time i can only watch 5 or 7 because of no-violence stuff
you dislike destruction ?
just feels wrong
and in that 5 or 7 films, more than 50% i turn off because they lead to violent scenes at some point
at least one do not have to model in Blender with a gun
and i am happy now actually
films are generally capturing the emotions of people, and destruction is generally something that demonstrates that well, besides, people can't experience it too well in their daily life, so it's an escape of sorts?
haha true
aa long as you are satisfied
there is way more constructive ways of escaping whatever you have inside you
yeah, i discovered how to control a value with a MIDI knob and limit its % on the parameter so i do not have to micro manage it pixel-perfect
midi knob?
actually it is a envelope tab
are you working on audio?
nah just playing
ah i see i see
i was desperate to find my way out of Csound as bigger compositions can get messy
it can be done but ah! modern DAWs are in another ballpark
yeah, atleast you are satisfied with it
super! Reaper is the beast
Csound looks rather Technical side
although Csound is more powerful
yeah… you can build serious synths out of it. but noobs have their stand there too
but for a more classical composition piece it just gets clunk compared to a piano roll
there is Csound Blue but i did not get the grasp of it
Csound seems to have a piano roll, it doesn't.?
it seems rather flexible yeah, but too much flexibility is hard to master for people
i used for 2 years now and by lacking any code language background except Blueprint and Gdscript in a basic level, building complex stuff is very unfriendly
but i can see a shine if someone understand generative algorithm
it's for audio programming, it's hard to imagine it all being written
and it has c+++ and python binds
i am just going through the site, it looks quite fascinating for new textures
audio textures
yeah but it is very modernized too… they update frequently
and the coolest part is that you still can run your code from 1987
on modern versions
it does seem to be in development for a long time
1986
no wonder
so it's fully backwards compatibile huh
nice
is that the term?
i do not think you can run modern op-codes in older versions
but i am just supposing
probably not new to old, but for old to new
it looks like a cool thing if you use it with say a daw, like repear
csound is like a very strong synth from the looks of it
i can see why you said it lacks in bigger composition
actually it is a dual edge vegetable knife
you can visualize all your instrument changes along the score
it's more on the programmer side, so i can see that happening
you have a synth parameter that linearly goes to 5 to 10 in 100 seconds
i1 0 100 5 100 10
in a daw you would see a instrument, the note it is playing and if you click, you would see the envelope track
without any information of values etc.
yeah daws are more visual with graphs, not exact figures
but when you compose something like 500 lines with chords and stuff is slower than a daw
although it is roughly there
yeah
there's csound for android as well, i wonder if it's any close, probably not
i tried this one years ago but i did not have a good time
last update was beginning of last year too so idk
the text editor is indeed buggy
but when i tested i was just discovering what is electronic music
oh, i wasn't expecting android version to also allow code, it's released on 2015, playstore doesn't tells me about update
let me check the official site and see if they are updating seperately
nope
i was at their github some days ago
actually, playstore gave 6.15
there's a 6.17 on site
i see, it probably doesn't updates much
hm
ah, wait
that's the sdk
the app takes me to playstore anyway
so the app uses 6.15, but sdk is ahead
yeah… there is some cool apps out there using csound as backend
iOS and Android
there's also a html5 version,
for web
convenient
i might play with this on my phone if it actually works in my free time
take a look at op-codes foscil, oscil, buzz and pluck
they basically consist of what music synthesizing is
noise* synthesizing
and white noises too but that is far more advanced
and if you feel just playing with some cool instruments, there is the STK op-codes but i dunno if they work for Android
but it is nice calculus of simulation of real instruments done by someone
in C++ and implemented in Csound as a plugin
oh alright, i will check that out too
oh it has been more than a week that i do not cycle
i am getting crazy for exercise
and i have to wait more 5 or 8 days till i can get it 😐
i think i will sabotage my sister
i dont have enough brain cells to be in this chat
i will install arch linux without x11 on its computer
rest up well first
though i can understand your frustration 😔
idk what that means but alright, goodluck
sleep
it is 9.45 am
without a graphical interface, just CLI
she would stab me with a knife i think
all her documents of university inside the computer
what happened the computer to you to think that she will stab you with a knife ?
i did not understand
i was just supposing she would do that, she has some aggressive trait
that's , i see
do give her the docs back
nah i am not moving to do that, too much work for a girl shouting at my ears
i just got mad by its 18 years old responsibility
well she will stop shouting once you give her the docs though right 😅
and then reinstall Windows
as my parents would give me no chance of letting her discover how to do it itselff
and she is the astro of the house
i don't think anyone usually prefers installing OS
skyrocketed grades
sorry
simply what i meant is - why would she stab you ?
she good in studies?
i was the sun who started to smoke weed at 17 and did not give a fuck about school
he has her documents on the pc where he plans to remove gui
i think
because i would format her computer to a completely different OS and then she would freak out about her university docs etc.
i cee
CEe
yeah, one of the most highest grades i saw actually
really? odd, she seemed rather irresponsible
beyond that she is infantile and irresponsible and VERY VERY rude
💀
and for my standards of hygiene, a full blown pig
so just a top grade and nothing more huh
i think she will learn the rest along the way hehehhe
aff
when i was young i remember saying to my parents that i did not wanted a sister/brother
our difference of 8 years is too much
i basically ignored her during its childhood completely
no wonder she seems irresponsible to you
i always was the type of loner and then a little kid entered the zone, wanting to do everything that i did

a rival appeared huh
yeah… at least in Pokemon it lived in the next door nor in the next room
haha, well it's s unique type i suppose
one day i was with my friends and she cane with a poster “LUCAS HAS A SMALL DICK”
such a prick
xD what
i was like 14
XD
thats my age
do you have a lil sis
i wish
i got so mad
i wonder how she reached that conclusion
we were pretty okay with nudism here
hol up
now that we are older, not so much
she was 6 when she said that ?????
ah i see i see
eah
ah i see i see
i mean, a 6 yo is more likely to say that
yeah but to know ... nvm
i teached her all the possible ways to offend someone
ig it backfired ?
idk maybe their friends too
right, friend circles can gwt weird
my parents were not much worried about our education
i think before she lives i had a South Park film cassette on my bedroom
now thats life
you do not watch South Park when you are 8-7 years old
my parents were laughing with me
idk what south park is about but the gifs are, quite extreme
the film is an absurd
it is like Germany vs Canadians in war
ik 6 years olds who watch hent
and some sexual stuff and the bad words as usual
that sounds pg18
i masturbated at 6, certainly
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ok
Information I didn't need to know
🧐
now you tell about yourselves

damn what a story
i don't know what to say
you still mad about that poster?
we laugh a lot if we remember that episode
xD
lol
i do not have much stuff of my past actually
some analog photos till years 2000s
what poster ?
i went through various metanoias and i even deleted stuff of my backpack trips
Me and my sister watched Silent Hill when she was 4 (I was 8), we watched it at least 20 times 😐
Probably why we are both desensitized to horror stuff lol
hehehe
i almost had sex on a empty cinema with one passing by
but shit my pants of thinking of exorcism film when i was a kid
life stories and facts are always nice
i hoped people were more open about their life on chats
oh okay, that's good enough
his sis made a poster above about that remember
immune to horror, neat?
those films are nightmare material after all
I'm still kinda freaked out when playing horror games, but it can turn into frustration when one of them is super jank or have awful level design
lol when frustration by bad game design > scary horror
Dreadout series is one of those frustrating examples, either awful level design or just straight up jank with glitches and whatnot
i think i should create an alter account then
delete this one
idk how much my id #number will distract people thinking i am a new human
because i liked lutriq nickname
oh i have to type that i abandoned godot
is too hard to my non coding hands
just keep both
though I don't know if you really need to do it
actually i need
Probably at best it would be strike evasion
i have never seen anyone getting striked because of that
there is a chat discord that i used to go and i went banned after a muslim started pricking me because i was vegan and then i got really upset and started to make some dirt jokes
but it is a server of +300k people
but i can not contact administrators anymore
if you want alts then you can keep a few around
they also help in testing discord features
what do you mean?
?
something new in discord can be tested if you have a few alts around
i usually do not try something new
i just discovered that i. can not type the word beach here
I myself have few alts armed at my virtual machines
but talking about Amanita muscaria in a sub18 server is fine
i don't even know what that is
