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celest musk
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now idk what is right and what is wrong

upper oracle
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I used to be so anxious I wasn't able to make phone calls without breaking down, I couldn't talk to any stranger for any reason, i.e. ordering food from drive thrus or at restaurant tables, or even just saying hi to cashiers or answering questions.

This may not work for everyone but for me at least what helped was moving out to my own place. I had to do things myself. I cried everytime and got a lot of strange looks because I'd just be crying while on the phone or getting groceries but eventually I figured it out. (I also got therapy afterwards and highly recommend.)

celest musk
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i had it with "doctors" which learned that stuff from books and not experience

tulip orbit
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I've had anxiety attacks, but not sure if I've ever had a full panic attack. The one time I did lose vision at the time I thought it was a blood sugar thing. But may have been dehydration + overworking, or something else, I never did figure out what cause me to lose vision and feel so bad

timber viper
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I used meds for 2 months only, first month was when I wasnt able to control myself like you do, so it was mandatory

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second month just to feel safe a bit

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but meanwhile I was already seeing a good therapist

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so dropped after 2nd month

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we went with CBT first, then ACT

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did you ever feel derealization/depersonalization?

tulip orbit
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I got laid off shortly after getting on my anxiety meds, (boss was a dick), so once it was actually working, I was no longer in a place where I was getting anxiety so I'm not sure if it ever did anything

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ended up stopping a few months later

broken sigil
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Those of you who had panic attacks, have you ever experienced skipped heatbeats, or any arrythmia, like it is beating out of sync?
Doctors I talked to told me it's normal with intense panic and anxiety but it ain't fun

timber viper
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but not * chronic as yours though

upper oracle
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I still can't keep a job because of anxiety.

tulip orbit
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now I just sleep lots and take a few drags of my weed vape thing every now and then(before sleep, not before work)

celest musk
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as far as i can recall my heartbeat was my littlest concern then xD

timber viper
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lol i know how you feel xD

tulip orbit
broken sigil
broken sigil
celest musk
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also what helps when it comes up is reduce oxygen intake by backbreathing air through a plastic bag (even breathing through a pullover or smth can help)

timber viper
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normal people also experience it, but it lasts minutes

celest musk
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so that you don't hyperventilate(?)

broken sigil
broken sigil
tulip orbit
celest musk
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dont put the bag over your head xD

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just use it like a ballon or whatever

broken sigil
tulip orbit
celest musk
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i only noticed pain xD

tulip orbit
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the class was about teaching coping mechanisms, like the breathing excercise, some meditations, and some other stuff I've forgotten

timber viper
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zapped at school? wtf

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were you living in north korea

broken sigil
timber viper
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oh

celest musk
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it happened to me once when i had no reason to expect it, i think it was some bad wiring -_-

timber viper
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i got zapped by a friend once as a joke, was painful af.. cant even guess 230V

tulip orbit
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no, made me panic quite a bit tho cause if you get zapped across the heart like I did, theres a chance for your heart to be put into a permanent heart arrythmia (forget the proper name), but basically theres nothing they can do and 1-2 days later you just drop dead

broken sigil
timber viper
timber viper
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if you have more than 4 at once

celest musk
timber viper
timber viper
tulip orbit
celest musk
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yea i think anything >50V is a risk

tulip orbit
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when I was electrical apprentice and my jman was working near live power I was told to have a wooden broom on hand so I could thwack his arm off the wires

timber viper
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@sand oxide do you feel anxious when touching electrical outlet or such things?

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because even imagining 230v made me hesitant a bit

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i wouldnt even touch my computer i guess

tulip orbit
timber viper
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polices are using 30k-50kv appearently

celest musk
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well it's probably a combination from AC frequency, voltage and how much power the supply can output

tulip orbit
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600v makes a nice big spark when you cut live 3phase wiring with your cutters πŸ™‚

celest musk
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i got 400V from a small capacitor and that felt worse than 230V from the outlet

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fricking flash capacitor from a camera, absolutely unexpected

broken sigil
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It's honestly quite reassuring to read this lol
Even tho I had like 5 different cardiologist tell me the same thing lol

timber viper
broken sigil
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lol

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doesn't feel bloody normal in the middle of a panic attack lmao

celest musk
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and their power is limited

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like the ampere it can output, idk if power is the correct term...

timber viper
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I've been zapped with that flashlight looking tasers

celest musk
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thanks, now that you say it, right

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power is voltage * current

tulip orbit
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tasers are designed specifically to hurt and disable but not kill. Tho they can kill depending on the persons health conditions

broken sigil
timber viper
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lmao

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would be funny if it was true

tulip orbit
broken sigil
tulip orbit
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yeah, go for the eyes

broken sigil
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lmao

timber viper
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nice

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BM promised me beer, I'll remember this once we meet

broken sigil
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I was a menace in middle school, me and a friend took out those starters from lighters, the zappy ones
And we used them to annoying the crap out of our classmates lol

broken sigil
timber viper
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enough slackers today

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back to mob psycho s3

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weeb mode on bye

broken sigil
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It's almost 6am but I got an itch to play TF2 cry

timber viper
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tempting

tulip orbit
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I'm just playing factorio, and you guys distracted me so long I forgot what I was doing

celest musk
broken sigil
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Laura over here with popcorn casually lurking and reading about our mental issues lol

celest musk
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probably because you posed some cp rtx screenshots

broken sigil
timber viper
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i force myself to play

tulip orbit
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yeah wanna get that and start a new game with it

celest musk
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i was like half way through with my 2nd character and it worked fine using an old save in 2.0

timber viper
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corpo

celest musk
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but now i feel like my save game got bugged somehow, got >500k pistol ammo and sometimes i cant save without quick travelling before -_-

broken sigil
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my first run was corpo, might do nomad or the street whateverthenameis

celest musk
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i think my first one was nomad and now i'm playing corpo, too

tulip orbit
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my first was streets, started a corpo but didnt play long with 2nd

celest musk
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and noticed the lack of female shoe options xD

timber viper
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all hail arasaka

celest musk
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like what the heck

timber viper
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god damn militech

celest musk
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they have a billion clothes and like 2 pairs of decent shoes for female protag

timber viper
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i'm disappointed arasaka and night city in general has no anime

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yet strong japan culture

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my corpo V dated judy

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bff with panam

tulip orbit
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gah, just noticed in the notes it strongly suggests having an SSD.... gdmmnit

timber viper
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and that detective tried to date me but didnt continue quests to achieve it

broken sigil
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Mine with both Judy and Panam, Judy was awesome, wish they did more with her

timber viper
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my V was a lady

broken sigil
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My V was male

celest musk
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can you romance panam as female protag?

timber viper
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no

celest musk
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😦

timber viper
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only detective and judy

celest musk
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ffs

unborn lotus
timber viper
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lmao you made me curious now

broken sigil
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should I do a female V thinkies

celest musk
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apparently not

broken sigil
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since I already did a male run

celest musk
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unless you want to romance judy as your NPC Girlfriend xD

timber viper
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female V is both more charismatic and more interesting

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VA also awesome

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Johnny is so goofy

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sometimes

celest musk
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also noticed that today

celest musk
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staring at some wall after talking to you

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i also picked a weird ending for my female protag, with that arkwhatever company

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felt like a bad ending -_-

broken sigil
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I mean I would be lying if I didn't wish there was an option for the male character with Judy πŸ˜†

celest musk
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but they wont bring you any lore like you have with panam on the dates

broken sigil
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Fun fact but in competitive games I almost always play as a female character if I can... but because they almost always have smaller hitboxes lol

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like pretty much always

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in Rogue company that was the case, apex as well

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like smaller enough that it makes quite a difference

celest musk
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that's the worst excuse i've ever got from a pervert

broken sigil
timber viper
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and in the quest where you dive to ocean

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if you stare at wrong parts she complains

broken sigil
timber viper
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my character is female

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and she didnt complain

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and yeah i know this fact

broken sigil
timber viper
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this is where I need AI based convos

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to flirt with NPCs

broken sigil
broken sigil
timber viper
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this will unleash a lot of degeneracy

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this should be removed

broken sigil
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Raw modules are unhinged

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it's basically a self reflection of the internet

timber viper
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best usecase for An Uncensored and NFSW Language Model

celest musk
timber viper
celest musk
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ah right, you have to say that to not be flagged

timber viper
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interesting

celest musk
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i got that model and it's fun

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and it can get wild

timber viper
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can my ryzen 2600 and rx570 run it

broken sigil
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yeah kind a side effect of fine tuning, it's gonna be better at one thing but since the whole probabilistic model/distribution is shifting it's gonna be worse at something else

celest musk
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not sure, irrc it ends up at 10GB vram usage sometimes for me

broken sigil
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But GPT models are way too censored to the point of actually hurting the performance of the model too much

celest musk
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wait, gonna test it

broken sigil
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you should be able to run 13b with Q2 if available

timber viper
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i have 4gb vram

celest musk
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oh yea, then it wont

broken sigil
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yeah it won't

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in 8 it would with quantization

celest musk
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that is quantanized!?

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yea just loading the model comes up to 8.7GB

broken sigil
timber viper
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but they are the same thing

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memory wise

broken sigil
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if you are using llama.cpp you are more than likely running quantized

timber viper
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oh no

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they are not

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int32 is equal to f32

broken sigil
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yeah

regal pecan
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You'd think you'd save more than 20% from that much of a change

broken sigil
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quantization makes your GPU and memory go brrr

broken sigil
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yeah, I can bet attention layers are no quantized because those are the most "sensitive" parts of the model

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yeah it's attention qkv projection tensors, attention normalization and post attention feed forward network weights that are in fp32
bascially everything related to attention

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interestingly not all

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Actually the qkv projection tensors aren't fp32 (I misread), interesting
It's the post attention normalization and post attention FF network normalization that's quantized
it's a interesting choice, feel like quantizing it instead of the attention projection would be more beneficial for the model output

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32k token vocabulary

broken sigil
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πŸ₯²
I was going to πŸ˜…

broken sigil
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I'm there just for the emojis, I have about 0 clue

lofty lark
broken sigil
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I've spent so much time researching LLMs and everything about it that I know what that model looks like internally/how it's implemented just from that tensor dump πŸ˜‚

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||I need a life||

lofty lark
broken sigil
lofty lark
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Wtf

broken sigil
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I do have DMs disabled by default

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enabled for some servers only

lofty lark
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They have some quality emotes. I am potentially a fan.

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One of those messages were for another server that also seems to have some nice emotes

broken sigil
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well she asked me like 50 times to go out but I quite literally can't and I don't know when I will be able to (by "out" I mean out like friends), it's quite honestly depressing but it is what it is

broken sigil
lofty lark
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That is the first server I've joined for the emojis... I still don't know what asterism is

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I now know what an asterism is

rare mauve
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laughs in kids

empty dune
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Morning everyone, how goes the Monday

timber viper
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is this true

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because I totally dont want kids

empty dune
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Lounge is in high activity mode today

lofty lark
timber viper
rare mauve
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fact: i have white new balance shoes

broken sigil
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Thanks

a shame that lifes passing you by
Trust me I know, and I don't feel to great about it

Anxiety, at least chronic anxiety is involuntary reaction, like when you see a car and instinctively move out of the way, or when you see massive spider and you get that "feeling"
Anxiety is like that in a sense that you can't control it

The mechanism is exactly the same in those example of instincts and fear but with anxiety that mechanism isn't functioning correctly and it's overreactive and activates when it shouldn't
And you can't really do much about it

rare mauve
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that was a funny accidental typo

lofty lark
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That's a dad

empty dune
lofty lark
timber viper
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unless you are Australian

timber viper
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i love doggos

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i want to have 7 dogs like makima

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denji doesnt count

lofty lark
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You just aren't scared when you die

timber viper
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Australians keep them in their homes as a pet

broken sigil
lofty lark
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Since we're talking bout spiders, couple months back was having a cookout and this spider started having lunch with us right in front of me

empty dune
lofty lark
empty dune
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Anxiety is a bitch, thankfully those days are past me now

lofty lark
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I'm sorrrryyy KaguyaPanic

rare mauve
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jumping spiders aren't real spiders though, they're cutesy

broken sigil
timber viper
lofty lark
timber viper
broken sigil
empty dune
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Ah

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Shit

rare mauve
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we have a few little guy jumpers that live on the back porch, i like watching them go zoom

timber viper
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@sand oxide ur not drinking coffee either?

timber viper
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i will establish a new religion and call it coffee

empty dune
broken sigil
rare mauve
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the only caffeine i drink is shit like monsters, when i'm doing stupid junk like 14 hour drives

timber viper
timber viper
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and why

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drink coffee

rare mauve
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7 hour to site 7 hour back and f staying overnight

broken sigil
# empty dune You taking meds? They helped a LOT

nothing prescribed, I did take some plant based thing which did help
I was supposed to be taking a breaks from it every week but didn't and it ended up actually causing me PVCs (anxiety meds can do that)

timber viper
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drink more then

rare mauve
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(so yeah, couple hours of work of some sort in between two short drives noobthonk but i've only done that like twice in 5 years)

broken sigil
timber viper
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ban vazu

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indeed

lofty lark
rare mauve
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quick vazu, post the obi wan kenobi strike me down gif, it saved me once

timber viper
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testing if banning people who watch love live! works

lofty lark
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All 4 of my brain cells crying

timber viper
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can i borrow one of yours to develop bp2cpp

lofty lark
timber viper
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it was too much for me

broken sigil
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I think it's my time to go to bed lol

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@timber viperSo we playing TF tomorrow? berk

timber viper
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half jets, half brain cells

rare mauve
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vazumonger's brain running in that impressive late-2000's quad-cell parallel processing

timber viper
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i see a pattern here

broken sigil
timber viper
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late monday or early tuesday

lofty lark
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Titanfall? Titanfall 2 is dope

broken sigil
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ok... today ma'm
You happy now πŸ˜…

timber viper
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who says

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i disagree

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damn sad

lofty lark
broken sigil
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for me "tomorrow" starts after I sleep and wake up, even if that's the same day πŸ˜…

empty dune
timber viper
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last time I took a nap

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it was 12.5 hours

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i was impressed of myself

rare mauve
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that's not a nap, that's a coma

timber viper
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I'll take a lil nap
dies

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@lofty lark dont forget my ssd

rare mauve
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when you woke up were your parents standing over you with balloons and get well soon cards and shit?

broken sigil
lofty lark
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I ain't forgetting any of it

empty dune
timber viper
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i always fail

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and ask dumb questions at cpp

empty dune
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Mostly by hitting my head into a wall a couple times

lofty lark
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Does erens gif pfp player for anyone on mobile

timber viper
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i tried, like this: torturemyself

empty dune
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Yep

broken sigil
timber viper
rare mauve
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eren typically wakes up from a nap to see his mom crying and turning off a heart monitor beside him then suddenly elated with joy for some reason

lofty lark
timber viper
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you got me dankfingers

timber viper
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Alignment is a property of a memory address, expressed as the numeric address modulo a power of 2. For example, the address 0x0001103F modulo 4 is 3. That address is said to be aligned to 4n+3, where 4 indicates the chosen power of 2. The alignment of an address depends on the chosen power of 2. The same address modulo 8 is 7. An address is said to be aligned to X if its alignment is Xn+0.
ffs

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how am i going to understand when I'm burntout

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gotta take one of those 12.5 hours naps

lofty lark
rare mauve
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πŸ™ i'll order the defibrillators on amazon, they should get here tomorrow to wake you up

broken sigil
timber viper
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oh wait you really did

knotty skiff
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today I found out that clipchamp has godforsakendamn 100GB+ on a goddamm local package folder

celest musk
empty dune
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@sand oxide i put it for download overnight, stupid machine decided to take a nap itself >:{

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i again blame you

timber viper
timber viper
empty dune
knotty skiff
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I want that unknown carbon-based species squashed by a roller compactor!

proud jay
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is this indoctrination

worldly sapphire
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Does your team gather in front of it every morning and chant it?

tulip orbit
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theres a tv at my workplace in the lunchroom that constantly plays work related news and stuff, I've been very tempted to put a sign on it that says "corporate propaganda"

proud jay
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do you work at my company?

tulip orbit
proud jay
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strange

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there is no desk next to me

tulip orbit
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also a lie

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naw I work at a hardware store 😦

proud jay
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sounds hard

tulip orbit
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ware it could be worse

pearl elk
proud jay
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metal hammer

tulip orbit
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of course it gets a lot more granular than that depending on what type of metal work you're doing

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for you, I suggest the ban hammer πŸ™‚

pearl elk
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I like how the engineer hammer looks like its made for whacking broken things till they are truly dead

tulip orbit
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its referred to as "percussive maintenance"

pearl elk
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Precision tooling

fathom wadi
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that is unless im mistaken

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definitely looks like the video im thinking of

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nucealr assault derp

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goddamn my brain is so fried today

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I woke up too early thanks to night terrors. Can't seem to get into gear

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cries in anxiety

proud jay
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idk

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the gif link says "sepultura"

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but I don't know the source myself

fathom wadi
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yeah ignore me. My head is literally up my arse right now

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It's the Sepultura Arise video. Which ironically is my favourite of theirs too

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that whole album is a banger

proud jay
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I'm not really that into metal so idk

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I don't hate it, but don't actively seek it out

fathom wadi
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well if you are ever in need of outputting some stress, check out Arise. It's a thrash delight.

carmine frigate
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I used to be into that stuff a lot, not so much now but i can still listen too it

fathom wadi
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Yeah I don't listen to much thrash anymore but I was all about it back in the 90s. Now I'm much more varied

carmine frigate
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like the guitar and drums and stuff is often verry complex and good

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never was much into the vocal stuff

unborn lotus
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it was the teenage angst

fathom wadi
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that and I played guitar so the techniques always interested me. But then I got reall into Frank Zappa so my idea of what was technically impressive changed.

carmine frigate
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unborn lotus
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hah I was trying to emulate darkthrone on mine, then I got over into more indie stuff

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now I play classics. classic children songs πŸ˜…

fathom wadi
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carmine frigate
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ye that drum solo at 5 min is sick

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camera cant quite catch it πŸ˜›

fathom wadi
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yeah he's tighter than Unity's monetization policy

carmine frigate
pearl elk
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Im thinkin of swapping to Unity cuz they take less royalties than Epic πŸ˜›

proud jay
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πŸ‘‹

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they also give less engine than epic

carmine frigate
proud jay
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and let's be honest, your'e never making 1M

fathom wadi
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I'm moving to jquery because its all just animation right?

pearl elk
tulip orbit
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woo, finally launched my rocket in factorio

proud jay
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nice

soft night
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πŸš€

deep glen
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So, at work the engine kept crashing for all of us. not fun. so, I made this after my day was over.

proud jay
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should probably switch to unity /s

deep glen
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lol

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i'll also make one with "banned"

deep glen
soft night
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did you make more?

empty dune
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Oh yeah isn't Netflix making games now? What engine did they use do you know?

timber viper
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UE

unreal ether
# deep glen

You really need to make Quinn dm banned users with these GIFs :P

timber viper
empty dune
timber viper
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meh

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godot for commercial is a joke

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imagine dealing with reduz

empty dune
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No idea about reduz but my logic was Netflix wouldn't have to pay a dime for it and that fits in with that company lmao

timber viper
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making games with godot is very difficult

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engine fights you with its everything

empty dune
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More than unreal?

timber viper
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indeed

empty dune
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Damn

timber viper
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best thing about UE is if you are something like netflix you can partner with Epic

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get special treatment, support, training etc

empty dune
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That's true, they probably got a nice deal

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With godot they'd be the same as all the rest of the peasants

timber viper
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recently I saw a sonic game made with godot

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it wasnt working at all lol

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poor sega

empty dune
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Oof

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That recent game that came out, jump light odyssey. That is made with unity. And from what I've heard the dev team was regretting it, even before the pricing model change

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That game got negative reviewed back to the stone age

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Which was pretty sad cause i liked the concept of that game

timber viper
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The Forest moved to UE

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for 2nd game

empty dune
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Oh right yeah, i heard about that

timber viper
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i wonder how mihoyo managed to release genshin on unity

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they didnt even have much money back at the day

empty dune
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No idea, genshin was pushing the mobile specs pretty hard when it was released, im actually impressed by what mihoyo pulled off

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They really came out of nowhere (i mean honkai impact existed but it wasn't exactly a household name)

timber viper
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i hope runtime fee thingy makes them move to UE

empty dune
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Didn't unity basically fold and implement a revenue share model with extra steps?

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I didn't follow the saga after a while

timber viper
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They did but they should feel on the edge after all

empty dune
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Also i heard they "clarified" that the "you can keep the old TOS if you keep the old version" clause was still in effect

timber viper
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true

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but I just want unity to be damaged Evil_Patrick

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hence why I wish mihoyo to ditch it

empty dune
#

Nah, i don't want that tbh. Unreal needs competition, even if it's as pathetic as unity

#

Monopolies are never good

timber viper
#

Unity is not really a competitor

#

except the mobile & gacha area

#

which UE not even interested

empty dune
#

That is bigger than pc+console combined

#

Id say that makes unity a competitor

timber viper
#

but still its something you cant use UE for

empty dune
#

Yeah im not talking about feature parity

#

Im just saying something that has comparable clout to ue

#

Cause if UE has nothing to fear, das not good

timber viper
#

To make UE fear you need to provide something can clash with lumen and nanite, also something that threatens its tech debt

#

for example being able to develop Verse is extremely luxurous

#

it doesnt serve any market

#

tim wasting money on it out of nowhere

#

this means UE doesnt feel any competition at all

#

meanwhile Unity ditching every legacy of itself and trying to chase movie industry

empty dune
#

Idk about that, epic has been keen on breaking into the mobile gaming market so right now they still have some motivation to reduce the overhead of nanite, lumen etc so that mobile processors can handle it

timber viper
#

lol if they can make lumen run on mobile let them be monopoly at that point anyway ahahahah

empty dune
#

Although i do see how ue keeps introducing more and more feature that just seems bizarre instead of fixing the really old problems

timber viper
#

idk how familiar you are with lowlevel stuff of UE but it's insane how they can keep get away with bullshit

empty dune
#

Not very familiar

#

Only know about the bullshit ive run into myself

#

Im still in the "blueprint shores, maybe a little fishing expedition in cpp gulf" phase

unreal ether
empty dune
#

Ah right, that makes sense

timber viper
#

"this feature was so terrible we removed it, its ridicilous"

#

at 2023 UE keeps that system

empty dune
#

What feature is that?

empty dune
timber viper
#

anything moves goes through insanely complex computations

#

not because its advanced its because Epic thought old system was too good to use

unreal ether
modern dock
#

frostbite looks good though

fleet tangle
#

It is pretty cool.

empty dune
#

Apparently it's terrible to work with. A lot of ea games went down with technical performance because apparently nobody really understood that engine

timber viper
#

Decima and idtech7 > anything

empty dune
#

That's what i heard during the anthem stuff

modern dock
#

they said they tried to use the engine for things it wasn't designed for

timber viper
#

we have a mod works on frostbite

#

and he often defends it tbh πŸ˜„

modern dock
#

it's not a general purpose engine, it's literally a scriptable battlefield template

timber viper
modern dock
#

right

empty dune
timber viper
#

and its been a very long while since its not like that anymore afaik

#

they pushed generic engine for anything motto too hard

#

they have tons of cool stuff UE doesnt have too

#

like ECS and proper multithreading Hehe

empty dune
timber viper
#

the mod i mentioned is kanibel, doesnt hang around much anymore here though

empty dune
#

I remember seeing some EA devs here too

timber viper
#

appearently EA devs are cool af unlike the EA itself

empty dune
#

Im pretty sure the EA we all love to hate is a few dozen tiers above the level where their game devs play in lmao

lofty lark
#

My package was suppose to be delivered today. At 10:12am I got an email telling me my delivery date was changed to tomorrow NatsumiAngry

timber viper
#

this means war

lofty lark
#

I might see if I can just pick it up. That facility is only 15 minutes away.

worldly sapphire
#

Flag down every FedEx truck driving out and ask if they got your package

#

I actually had a packet that was supposed to be delivered to work but it arrived 5 minutes before I came in to open up the office

#

I saw the van drive past while I was walking from the metro station and I flagged it down to ask if they had my package, which they actually did and gave to me

lofty lark
#

whaaaaaa

olive rune
fleet tangle
#

That's probably true of everywhere tbh.

#

Devs are generally nice people.

#

It's the management that make or break a workplace like that!

olive rune
#

Pretty much

lofty lark
proud jay
#

Fucking traffic, my normal 30 min commute took 65 min today

#

Fucking dumb people crashing their car in the middle of the road

#

Learn to drive

#

there's been talks of making it mandatory to go to HQ once a month for some reason

#

that takes 2 hours at least

#

if they actually follow up with that I'm looking for a new job man

#

the majority of my team is in my regional office anyway, so there's literally no point

unborn lotus
#

Might as well bike over there

proud jay
#

it would only be a 5 hour and a half bike ride

unborn lotus
#

100k?

proud jay
#

to my regional office it's only 1h25min

#

so wouldn't have made much difference today

proud jay
#

95 by car

#

but it's always congested traffic up the wazoo

unborn lotus
proud jay
#

pro tip: never go to Antwerp

proud jay
#

I'll refer you to HR though

unborn lotus
#

Isn't it flat as a pancake? You can probably do it in under 3 hours

proud jay
#

I don't ride 30km an hour

lofty lark
#

~6 hours of biking for a meeting? gross.

proud jay
#

25 maybe on a good pace

proud jay
lofty lark
#

4 hours of driving for a meeting is gross too

proud jay
#

you'de just have to go

#

"just because"

lofty lark
#

???

proud jay
#

like I said, most of my direct team is actually in my office

#

luckily my team manager said he wouldn't care

lofty lark
#

that's gross x3

proud jay
#

but if they ever start enforcing it, jesus

unborn lotus
lofty lark
proud jay
#

and somehow my colleagues don't understand that I would quit over that

proud jay
#

and I'm fat

#

don't overestimate me

lofty lark
unborn lotus
#

I used to commute to work, but like 8km per day. Once i stopped doing that I got fat

proud jay
#

well 8km is fine though

#

I did that in high school

unborn lotus
#

It's probably a lot better there where no drivers try to run you off the road

proud jay
#

I'd like to go to work by bike tbh

#

it's just not feasible in my current job

#

luckily I can work from home 3/5 days already

fathom wadi
#

I'd just like to goto work. I'm in limbo right now

fathom wadi
#

On the upside, I have 3 rpg games to grind through so it's not like I'm wasting my time πŸ˜„

proud jay
#

so are you living in the airbnb thing now?

fathom wadi
#

I should do another Blender piece though. I've done one for 3 weeks

#

not yet. The landlord hasn't sent the goons round to kick us out yet

#

I've got a few pieces of work in Blender to do. Not sure which one I will do first tho. I've got a boombox, an aurora, a fibre optic lamp, an environmental scene of a loch and a scene from the Pink Floyd The Wall movie I wanted to recreate

#

it's all kinda moot tho. I want to be doing unreal engine stuff for money

carmine frigate
#

30km to work is doable with an ebike

#

prolly wouldnt do much more than that altho with good weather i might from time to time

#

actually public transport is not that great here so if i would miss my bus or some shit an ebike would be faster for 25km

#

bus just stops a lot and takes a bit of a detour

#

bike is way cheaper and nicer when the weather is good

#

If i go too the city its like 15km biking next too the canal

unborn lotus
carmine frigate
#

i know some ppl doin unreal youtube streams and making some allright money

#

and they dont even have 10.000k views for each vid... they do make constant vids tho

#

or used too, havent spoken in a while

unborn lotus
#

I think UE is as popular as ever

woven wing
#

I thought they would be like treadmills where people buy them, and ever never use them and are posting them on facebook marketplace for like pretty cheap

carmine frigate
#

ahh i bought mine new nothing too expensive tho, under 1000 euro

woven wing
#

But used isn't cheaper at all! They're like "Rode daily for 4 years, $100 off MSRP"

unborn lotus
carmine frigate
#

prolly used it for more than 5000km

#

dunno what that is... and havent been in the market for a new1... it still works fine after a whole bunch of years

fleet tangle
carmine frigate
#

yea, thats prolly not a good deal πŸ˜›

proud jay
#

I think I have new messages

carmine frigate
proud jay
#

who's marc?

sweet rose
#

I got banned on a subreddit because I told a guy who asked if he can have kids on his salary to have kids regardless of his salary

#

reddit is filled with losers smh

carmine frigate
#

@fathom wadi Dieter has some jobs for ya πŸ˜›

proud jay
#

oh that marc

proud jay
#

idk if you should be banned for that though lol

sweet rose
proud jay
#

well to each their own

lofty lark
#

vacationing with a newborn sounds like an absolute nightmare

proud jay
#

luckily they don't stay babies forever

carmine frigate
#

man there are lots vids of both parents really fucd on fentanyl passing out on the train while they have their kid with em

lofty lark
#

sounds like philly

carmine frigate
#

yea some place in america prolly

sweet rose
#

drug addicts shouldn't have kids

carmine frigate
#

other countries prolly worse but there less internet and cameras

proud jay
#

a lot of people shouldn't have kids

sweet rose
#

true

broken sigil
#

@timber viper 35 kills lol

carmine frigate
#

not much of a thing in Europe yet

#

Amsterdam had a lot of heroin junkies, but got cleaned up pretty good

lofty lark
proud jay
#

call of duty 48?

lofty lark
#

greatest fps of all time

#

titanfall 2

broken sigil
proud jay
#

ah

#

I played the first one

#

very shortly

#

never really got into it

sweet rose
#

Hmm wait

fathom wadi
sweet rose
#

I may have gotten banned for saying something funny to a person who was inquiring about where to get their 5th booster dose

carmine frigate
#

that battle royale game was in titanfall universe or something but i never really got into it

fathom wadi
#

apex legends

sweet rose
#

if that's the case then it was worth it 🀣

carmine frigate
#

yea that

broken sigil
fathom wadi
#

its a great game but I'm terrible at battle royale games so I suck at it πŸ˜„

lofty lark
#

I wish Titanfall 2 got more traction when it came out 😦

carmine frigate
#

well im pretty decent at most shooters, prolly too agressive for BR tho

lofty lark
fathom wadi
#

Titanfall 2 was one of the few games I got truly immersed into. Without spoilers, when your mechanical friend has his moment, I was winded and the end of the game just made me wish they had a third one lined up asap

#

speaking of games I get utterly immersed into ... back to CP2077. Expansion is out in a few hours and I got catching up to do πŸ˜„

carmine frigate
#

I liked the rat game that was free on Epic, plaque or something

#

yea the kid was a bit annoyin... the game was good tho

#

if you have to protect the kid... as least make him a lil likeable

#

nah just the 1st so far

proud jay
#

a plague tale

#

there is a second one though

#

oh I'm just bad at reading

#

nvm me

carmine frigate
#

yea might play the other some other time

#

hmm the upcoming free game doesnt seem like my kinda thing

#

this looks good tho

proud jay
#

is that fortnite?

carmine frigate
#

soulstice... its the next free game on epic

soft night
#

i got drops from eve online fanfest

timber viper
#

wtf is unreal source

fleet tangle
#

I just noticed that.

#

New icon too

timber viper
#

we're rebranding?

broken sigil
bronze axle
#

Info incoming.

rancid root
#

announcement in a bit

timber viper
#

πŸ‘€

fleet tangle
#

Sounds sourcy.

zinc wagon
#

what the new server icon supposed to be πŸ˜…

timber viper
#

We might be source now, but I'm still a slacker praisethesun

timber viper
deep glen
#

we are moving you all to the half life source engine.

#

the future is now

fleet tangle
#

This discord immediately takes over all SEO for "source engine"

slow gyro
#

We gonna use Hammer from today on

timber viper
#

you're so evil

slow gyro
#

UE and Unity are dead

timber viper
#

I rather lifetime sentence

deep glen
#

lesson 1, everything is a hammer

hybrid scarab
#

unreal source?

#

whats happening?

slow gyro
#

Right? And Hammer++ is a thing too

timber viper
turbid spindleBOT
#

:question: do you know what unrealsource is?
:8ball: Ask again later.

timber viper
#

looks like mods are forcing pfists hand

zinc wagon
hybrid scarab
#

whaaaaaaaaa

#

LIGHT THEME?!?!?!?

timber viper
#

too bad you wont be able to ❓ manny

deep glen
#

you know, besides Quinn and Manny...

#

@bronze axle

#

we need a Banny

hybrid scarab
#

i dont want to see you or communicate with you anymore

proud jay
#

is this the next chapter the pfist was hyping us over 3 weeks ago

hybrid scarab
#

guys laura is sus af

foggy path
#

Fortnite chapter 2

proud jay
#

so does this mean we're not allowed to slack all day anymore?

deep glen
#

fortSlacker chapter 2

proud jay
#

I can't just be productive

timber viper
#

imagine being productive

lofty lark
#

I don't remember what the old server icon was. my memory is going to shit

zinc wagon
#

i cant focus on the task at hand 😭 i need this group to waste my time

timber viper
#

it was a white u with red background

proud jay
#

but like pretty

timber viper
#

my description is better

fleet tangle
lofty lark
#

why was I in the server icon

proud jay
#

can't even collapse the friggin header πŸ˜”

lofty lark
#

that looks so weird to me

nova herald
#

Why new icon

proud jay
#

why new server name

timber viper
slate orbit
#

They HWAT

lofty lark
#

well apparently my memory is failing because that just looks odd lol.

nova herald
#

What if they take this URL

foggy path
deep glen
#

rofl

slate orbit
#

Not wrong

broken sigil
#

So from now on no more slacking is allowed on this server

deep glen
#

speaking about slacking, @broken sigil XD

slate orbit
#

slacks

soft night
#

we are alwasys slacking

slate orbit
broken sigil
hybrid scarab
slate orbit
#

Ew

fleet tangle
hybrid scarab
#

as this its also as dirty

deep glen
#

also, ya'all better get seated and put on the safety belts. There might be an At-Everyone hitting the deck soon.

slate orbit
#

Look I don't make the gifs, I just serve whatever I find

fleet tangle
slate orbit
#

That one is Bob Dobbs, which is relevant to the Slack discussion

deep glen
#

floppy disk chapter 2

nova herald
#

I thought it looked like some game icon, maybe Destiny but that's not it

zinc wagon
hybrid scarab
soft night
#

Luos have now VFX god

zinc wagon
proud jay
#

now we're panicing

swift iris
hybrid scarab
#

whats up aura

zinc wagon
swift iris
#

c#

lofty lark
worldly sapphire
#

Waddup fellow slackers wait what happened

swift iris
#

@broken sigil c# c# c# managed code

proud jay
#

we are no longer slackers

#

we are now source

slate orbit
#

We're sourcerers now

deep glen
soft night
fleet tangle
swift iris
deep glen
deep glen
rancid root
swift iris
deep glen
#

Pfist is giving everyone a car XD

proud jay
#

I need this in the next 15 min please

#

going to bed soon

slate orbit
proud jay
#

won't sleep cause of sourcerer anxiety

deep glen
#

i think he's nurveus

lofty lark
deep glen
#

i cant ever write that word right

slate orbit
#

Nervous

worldly sapphire
#

i tried writing the dutch word but it got overwritten by the english one in my head

deep glen
#

nervous, nervous, nervous.

zinc matrix
#

what's going on ???

deep glen
#

nerveus

zinc matrix
#

why are we Unreal Source ??

worldly sapphire
#

we're all getting nerveus

zinc matrix
#

where's slackers went to ??

zinc wagon
zinc matrix
#

???????????????

#

HERESY

zinc wagon
#

time to actually be productive

zinc matrix
#

WHAT????????

worldly sapphire
#

I say we rename ourselves to The Unity of Unreal Source

zinc matrix
deep glen
worldly sapphire
#

Does it have blackjack and hookers?

upper canopy
#

What a terrible name for a server, who would call a server that!

deep glen
#

no, just umg and kismet

swift iris
#

is this where pfist announces he's actually Tim and he's planning on ascending all original UE discord slackers before Unity ruined themselves into the next dimension?

upper canopy
#

Also I dont use unreal for a few weeks, and everything has changed now I am scared

worldly sapphire
deep glen
#

its so exclusive, not even Ponkki is invited.

rapid fox
#

New icon who dis? πŸ‘€

zinc matrix
#

I HAVE ONE QUESTION

rapid fox
#

So many questions

bitter crag
#

Looks like a square egg

worldly sapphire
#

Don't ask to ask a question

swift iris
#

I can't be the only one who thought the icon was something...questionable.

zinc matrix
#

WHY ?

turbid spindleBOT
#

:question: do questions have any meaning?
:8ball: Better not tell you now.

mental trellis
#

I don't like change

bitter crag
#

It makes me gassy

turbid spindleBOT
#

:question: will Pfist ping everyone soon?
:8ball: It is decidedly so.

nova herald
carmine frigate
#

we are now us?

turbid spindleBOT
#

:question: will i be the new admin of this server?
:8ball: Most likely.

#

:question: Are we Unity now?
:8ball: Most likely.

worldly sapphire
#

I'll be honest, it is kinda weird that it was still called Unreal Slackers 7 years after we migrated away from Slack

zinc matrix
#

TO THE MODS : IT'S NOT TOO LATE TO REVERSE IT

turbid spindleBOT
#

:question: will The Creator show up?
:8ball: Concentrate and ask again.

rapid fox
zinc wagon
#

what does source even mean?

bitter crag
#

Get runtime'd

rapid fox
#

Highlander movie

sand acorn
#

New icon looks rather close to the Halo Monitor design, just sayin. xD

nova herald
zinc matrix
swift iris
#

Look I am just waiting for the at-everyone now

deep glen
#

same

worldly sapphire
#

ugh, i have to learn all the entities again now?

zinc wagon
soft night
#

the unity source fee will be placed

swift iris
#

@broken sigil hurry it up will you?

proud jay
#

This announcement is taking too long

#

I’m leaving the server

sand acorn
#

New icon be like...

tall ledge
rapid fox
#

Is the icon like an upside down match?

proud jay
#

Not really though

deep glen
#

pfist is proof-reading the proof read announcement again XD

carmine frigate
#

<@&213101288538374145> should get banned for this

timber viper
#

@lofty lark yes it had

zinc wagon
#

oh do mean good games like counter-strike and that dota card game? /s

proud jay
rapid fox
#

Let them cook. I haven't been this active here in ages.

woven wing
#

CHANGE!?!

sand acorn
woven wing
#

How dare they make changes!

sand acorn
#

Oh sorry, that's baking. xD

swift iris
#

Someone tell pfist to run the announcement in a bot that reads the text outloud for errors.

deep glen
rapid fox
#

They made a change and I don't know what to doooooo

swift iris
#

Charging 0.01 cents per message on the discord.

rapid fox
#

Lol

zinc wagon
#

hmmm no doesnt really ring a bell. do you mean minecraft? that has portals

proud jay
#

Never making announcements in proper eu time smh

lofty lark
#

sry but my messages are non-transactional. change isn't guaranteed to go through.
unsure if I used the right term there or not at this point

rapid fox
#

Nothing beats my typical lurking in silence while I work.

dense storm
#

What was the ping for?

woven wing
#

Calling my local congressman and representative right now about this insanity of making the icon not be like it used to be

zinc wagon
#

i thought it was an anime πŸ€”

worldly sapphire
#

ffs do the announcement i want to play bg3

swift iris
#

What if P-fist is writing the announcement in 30 different languages to announce the discord has become it's own country succeeding from the world structure?

nova herald
green ferry
#

why we are called unreal source now

zinc matrix
swift iris
rapid fox
#

I like how we beat the ping just by noticing the changes.

#

Winning

late solstice
#

oh no the stay calm protocol isn't working!

nova herald
#

Hey guys, just curious, do any of you have any ideas on how to monetize a discord server?

green ferry
#

invite me

swift iris
carmine frigate
woven wing
#

Animation looks cool

carmine frigate
#

from the gif list

deep glen
#

best anime ever, comedy wise XD

zinc wagon
swift iris
#

Ok at 5 pm est, lets all mass ping pfist to peer pressure him into releasing the announcement.

proud jay
#

Invite pls

lofty lark
rapid fox
woven wing
#

Unreal Slackers Slackers

sand acorn
#

This discord server has derailed

worldly sapphire
woven wing
#

OH GOD THE SERVER NAME CHANGED

zinc wagon
#

i want in

proud jay
#

Lounge never been this active

worldly sapphire
#

dangerous link

zinc matrix
dense blade
#

We bout to kick everyone who don't use unreal engine from a source build, thanks for hanging around guys

carmine frigate
quaint basin
#

unreal slackers bought by apple

zinc wagon
sand acorn
#

How to make a channel explode with activity 101: Change the Server icon

rapid fox
#

Now Laura is all "don't do anything." I'm an indie dev Laura that's what I already do 😭 now I'm all in my emotions

stone saddle
swift iris
woven wing
#

Is this becoming an official UE server?

proud jay
#

Mr tim has murdered pfist

carmine frigate
woven wing
#

Get Tim on the phone!

fleet tangle
#

You assume pfist wasn't Tim all along...!

carmine frigate
#

not enough skin

zinc wagon
fleet tangle
#

Just 1 part of the unreal pbody.

worldly sapphire
#

i thought pfist was icefrog

dense blade
#

pfist sweeney

rapid fox
#

Someone call Serellan

unreal ether
#

So when are we updating back to Unreal Slackers smh

swift iris
#

pfist should just write "the" in the announcement and ban anyone who asks questions about it for a week.

unreal ether
#

Now I don't have an excuse to slack

zinc matrix
proud jay
#

Where is the ping

#

Why is pfist so slow

woven wing
#

They're going to make Unreal Slackers p2w!

worldly sapphire
dense blade
gaunt charm
#

oh no.. its actually the pushes the slack from the server, INTO YOU, all that remains is source.

carmine frigate
#

@proud jay here it is

zinc wagon
#

what is this lol

proud jay
#

He was not prepared

deep glen
#

"slackers now renamed to "ye"

late solstice
sand acorn
fleet tangle
#

People named Matt are the best.

woven wing
#

"The server formerly known as Unreal Slackers"

proud jay
#

X

worldly sapphire
swift iris
#

We've teamed up with Epic Games to bring you another Community Q&A!

Does source change have anything to do with this?

Or did you guys start deciding to support Source Engine?

zinc matrix
#

"Unreal Source" pepevom

swift iris
#

HERE IT IS

proud jay
#

Ping hype

carmine frigate
woven wing
#

PANIC

deep glen
#

what other gifs do I have bookmarked

zinc wagon
#

YEEEEEEE we got pinged!!!!!!!!!!!

river sable
#

PING

late solstice
zinc wagon
#

woooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bronze axle
#

Bring on the memes. That comes with every new logo change, right?

late solstice
zinc matrix
#

FINALLY valves source engine

gaunt charm
#

okok, but what is the actual logo representing ? a save disk ?

zinc matrix
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i fucking love the source engine

woven wing
near field
woven wing
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They're adding a battlepass!

worldly sapphire
frank saffron
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Does this mean we can talk about Valve's Source engine here now 😁

soft night
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for all change I get bad taste this year

unreal ether
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What flavour is Unreal Sauce?

proud jay
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Rip unreal slackers is now a subscription service

zinc matrix
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best day of my life i dont have to use this lame engine anymore and can use a Real Mans Engine

proud jay
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Inspired by unity