Luckily not Rust 😅
#lounge
broken sigil
I'm having a little science experiment <:berk:1013540048785907743>
Collecting opinions on what people like, so far about half likes 5 the most and the other half 7 the most
what would be your preferred syntax, considering it's supposed to be context free parsing and const by default
That's one of the reason why I'm mostly leaning towards MyInt: int = 0
For inferred types it would end up MyInt: = 0;(or MyInt := 0;, both would be valid syntax)
Noted 😅
so it would be MyInt: int = 0; for const and var MyInt: int = 0; for mutable (previously wanted to use mut)
yeah I'm leaning on the : operator at the moment for context free parsing but might have other uses for : as well so I might end up needing let in there as well
I'm basically attempting to do "reimagined" C++ 😅
Solving some of the worst issues with C++, native dependency manager and toolchain and a bunch of other stuff
Don't really expect it to ever be a proper complete language because who the hell is gonna write the entirety of the standard library (beyond the basics)
But the language core is going nicely at the moment
Tbf it's a bit different 😅
I'm not compiling to C++, I'm using LLVM, so LLVM IR -> machine code
Allows me to do things differently than what a transpiler from Cpp2 to Cpp would be able to do
But comes with the issue of having to write the standard library myself, which in the case of C++ might not be a bad idea at all lol
Plus should be able to support native interop with C++ without too much issues
timber viper
how surprising things dont work for your non-paragon game
AIModule didnt really improve much after paragon is dead
fortnite using statetree
you wont have ai in your game? 
wait
do you have that default floor thing
or a default cube mesh
because they might not be working
did you manually place it or did it come by default with a map though, this part is for some awful reason is important
try placing a landscape?
mieszko was mentioned landscapes were directly supported thats why I thought of it
celest musk
but then you woke up?
i wonder if UE6 will finally have the ability to move smart objects
so that interactables don't have to be welded in place
deep glen
I kinda ruined my ears with this one.
Just a loop, very loud, high frequencies.
But I think I got all the pieces mixed to where I'd want em.
broken sigil
I kinda ruined my ears with this one.
Just a loop, very loud, high frequencies.
...
Feel like you need a MJ image of aliens to go with that track 😅
deep glen
<a:Party_Porg:470635143782989864>
Feel like you need a MJ image of aliens to go...
I named that high woopwoop synth "Portal Bird" hehe.
but if you want a weird MJ query: "The last Portal bird's mating call"
was actually inspired by this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDRY0CmcYNU
last recorded mating call from the Kauai, the pauses are where its partner would sing.
super sad
broken sigil
but if you want a weird MJ query: "The last Portal bird's mating call"
lol will try in a few min
timber viper
totally not because of amd partnership
broken sigil
The irony is that modders enabled dlss support so it more than likely had it on release but it was disabled
timber viper
hence why its not because of amd partnership
totally not related
why would micro$oft do such thing
broken sigil
totally not, 100% pinky promise 😅
timber viper
totally not, 100% pinky promise 😅
you look more intimidating than usual with that hammer
like if almost you're going to strike me for no reason
celest musk
cyberpunk 2.0 patch had a weird bug where it detected keyboard/mouse as gamepad and showed the wrong controls for some users
someone posted a hex address and some new value for the cyberpunk exe which fixes it
how the fuck did they figure that one out?
and a lucky shot i guess
yea i would have kinda rather expected a mod which fixes it, not a binary patch
i mean, the luck is that only one "address" was affected
and you didnt had to patch multiple places
x64dbg shows assembler instructions or what?
ah nvm, seems like it does
fathom wadi
Visual Studio has billions of features but you will only use it as a notepad++ and compiler :p
dunno about that. I only build from source once per version. The rest of the time its jsut building what I change so it's quick
I'd hate to go back to my i7-4790k build times tho. 7 hours for a full engine build was harsh
Mind you, building a full engine build from source is nothing compered to rendering in Blender with Cycles. I've had renders take 2 days with my current pc. One time I just outsourced it to peer2peer render farm to save time. Wish we could do that with source builds
In fact.... the way unreal compiles into modules, that shouldn't be too difficult to make a program to do something like that. /ponders
broken sigil
you look more intimidating than usual with that hammer
fathom wadi
1080ti
fathom wadi
yeah i'm too far behind with a 1080ti for hardware RT. It's the weak point of my system because I have a 12700k cpu, 32gb of DDR5 and a gen 4 nvme. But when I build it I was waiting for the 4090 to release and by the time it did I had money issues so I didn't want to spend it on a GPU. But it still does the job except in the hardware rtx side
when I have a render that's going to take24 hours or more though I use SheepIt renderfarm. It's usually quicker
only problem is when I'm using custom plugins because it doesn't really work with it unless the other people have the plugin, but SheepIt downloads a separate blender version for peer rendering
it just got worse tbh. My aunt just had a stroke and found out she has cancer. So along with the stress of moving, I'm now panicking over her dying
life is a son of a bitch for me. I don't care for it anymore. It's just a troll
nope
broken sigil
dlss requires information directly from the game's rendering pipeline so the game had to have dlss already implemented for the mod to magically enable it
fathom wadi
aside from wanting the security for my kids, I really want to get this issue resolved so I can get back to coding my game. I've not touched it in over a month. Just can't get my head into it with all the depression circling my brain. I need a fresh start
celest musk
compared to the last 2 weeks, that's probably true 😄
i doubt that they could have even changed the TOS
unless in some 4th world country
bronze axle
An absurd excuse, but it's the result of an all-too-common mindset in tech companies: engagement and growth drive all of their decisions. Not getting engagement? May as well ditch it.
Imagine if they used this excuse to remove the privacy policy from their website.
In fairness, removing a GitHub repository that tracks changes to their TOS is not the same as removing the TOS from their website. The latter is far more important. I still agree it is an absurd excuse.
And is demonstrative of the corrupt thinking that led Unity to this very moment in the first place.
white oxide
had an evil idea for a games soundbit, have a raondom one be the discord PM/mention sound so it makes people check randomly
bronze axle
Diabolical.
white oxide
Yes.. because why not make a game cause physiological trauma. Especially horror games
regal pecan
You want to do that, freeze the screen and put the sound buffer on repeat.
regal pecan
It'd be cruel to yourself with all the bug reports from people who reset their PC immediately.
I wonder what the mobile equivalent would be.
Maybe have a text message prompt appear but the framerate quickly grinds to a halt before the message becomes visible.
errant raven
@broken sigil if C02 causes global warming, and is a greenhouse gas. Why dont we just freeze c02 (dry ice) and slap that shit into space.
tulip orbit
the amount of CO2 generated by the rockets would probably far outweigh the amount of CO2 being shipped
unreal ether
Well just freeze that too duh
tulip orbit
kinda hard to freeze something when its being shot out the back of a rocket at 500+m/s at 1000+celsius
another month or two and I will be
deep glen
"Instant water, just add water"
coral widget
aside from wanting the security for my kids, I really want to get this issue res...
what's going on?
chrome gull
ahhh then ig I'm gayer than I thought I would be
fathom wadi
what's going on?
being evicted
coral widget
sorry to hear, are you in the US?
fathom wadi
no england
coral widget
Anything protecting you, law wise?
Specially if you have kids
In some countries there are special cases when kids are involved, regarding eviction
fathom wadi
the only thing is the council has to put us in a hostel for upto 54 days. They can put us in the queue for a council house at the highest priority when we are evicted. Until then nothing.
there are a lot of people in the same boat though since the interest rates went through the roof. Landlords are all selling up to avoid huge increases in monthly mortgage payments. So people, like us, are going through what is called "No-fault evictions".
They should call it "Bank of shitty England's fault evictions"
coral widget
I had to close my store 9 months ago because of a similar issue.
I didn't owe anything to anyone, but they just tripled rent out of nowhere because they really wanted to sell and that was their way of getting rid of us, legally they could do this.
fathom wadi
Meanwhile, the government spends billions of trashloot, makes sure the money goes into the pocket of their friends, reduces taxes for the rich and sends billions to the war in ukraine. As it's people starve and get made homeless.
coral widget
karma must be real because they had the building empty for over 6 months and now its being rented by some scum, serves them right for ruining someone's dream that was almost 6 years in the going.
@fathom wadi this happens everywhere, we are heading toward a massive event but perhaps I won't see it happen, maybe next generation or the one after.
fathom wadi
it's like the world is doomed to repeat history. Meanwhile, those that don't ignore it are the ones that suffer the fools that do
coral widget
Indeed but without power there's not much one can do
fathom wadi
Hack the planet !
coral widget
I'm the "shaded" one because I always tell everyone what's about to happen, and how it's everyone's fault... Even though I try nobody cares.
fathom wadi
coral widget
They are all glued to their screens while the powerful play with their future.
This is by design.
tiktok, etc. didn't happen by chance or luck.
fathom wadi
yeah distraction is the best form of control. Make people's attention span so small and increment change slowly, and you bypass any defensive reactionary success.
coral widget
It's all designed to hook mediocre people into cheap and quick dopamine rushes, creating a dependency while they waste away and the ones with this knowledge manipulate the system to their advantage, I know it sounds like a conspiracy theory but it's happening.
This causes information sharing to shift toward this medium as well, so now people use these platforms as search engines...
(information which is degrading rapidly due to "ai" bs as well)
fathom wadi
throw in a little Problem, Reaction, Solution into the mix and you keep the sheeple happy
coral widget
you know how a photocopy of a photocopy degrades?, the movie Idiocracy wasn't too far off, in fact it's dead-on.
fathom wadi
At least people will waste away with plenty of titties on the internet. I mean, better than 1939 when you had to imagine those boobies.
coral widget
I remember reading about this Boris fool making parties over there in the UK, the same thing was going on here... exactly the same. Except the people are still in charge, nobody resigned.
They laugh at your very face.
fathom wadi
That's the least of Boris Johnson's crimes
coral widget
I'm aware of some, but corruption flies everywhere, sadly.
fathom wadi
You know how the US has Skull and Bones? Well Boris was a leading member in the UK equivalent, the Bullingdon Boys Club.
coral widget
And as long as the corrupt keep everyone around them happy, it will keep on going.
They figured this out many years ago, divide and conquer by any means neccesary.
@fathom wadi I'm not in the US actually, we were enemies at some point in time and some people still hold a grudge, I don't.
I think it's always been politics messing with everyone's mind.
fathom wadi
Vietnam? Korea? The rest of the world except England and Israel? 😄
coral widget
But then again if we go back many, many years... you guys were kinda taking what wasn't yours.
"who wasn't"
I don't know if it was driven by religion or what.
fathom wadi
not me. I never took a damn thing. And throughout history the last time my relatives took anything was in 1066 when we came from France to take England with William the Conqueror 😄
coral widget
it's marked so deeply into some cultures like India and the Philippines (with the Spanish)
coral widget
Vietnam? Korea? The rest of the world except England and Israel? 😄
Somewhere in the rest of the world 🙂
Recent conflict by history's standards.
Doesn't matter though.
fathom wadi
Grenada? Guam? I dunno I could list a lot without going into the middle east
coral widget
Because they want hatred to flourish.
The Ukraine war is another political move... I wish they would go full VR and quit wasting lives.
fathom wadi
I like to think that Cyberpunk 2077 had the right idea of the future. We get all self-absorbed by our bodies, but undernearth it all the underground A.I. is smarter thant he military ones and takes it down and we all reset.
coral widget
I find solace knowing in an alternative universe Putin comes out as the raging gay he is, and everyone is happy because he's also happy, win-win.
carmine frigate
Vietnam? Korea? The rest of the world except England and Israel? 😄
England was at war with the US
coral widget
I'll give you the year if you want.
fathom wadi
that wasn't real. We were just split in the decision of who was going to run things. It wasn't a real war
At least Mel Gibson won it for the US and we all had burgers and bbq sauce for tea
coral widget
Speaking of India, they are way ahead space-wise than the UK now?
carmine frigate
we do things in Europe space wize
fathom wadi
the UK space program is dogshit tbh. We might throw money into the kitty with the US from time to time but we don't do anything special
carmine frigate
its just damn expensive
coral widget
who said NASA wasn't expensive?
they are either stealing it or they are the most inefficient folk in town.
carmine frigate
India is ahead of russia in space stuff tho
fathom wadi
my son wants to works at NASA. I told him to work at SpaceX instead because they have a budget, NASA has pocket money.
coral widget
yes, russia failed
maybe one of the vacuum tubes died.
haha
"Sergey the heater broke on this one, what should we do?"
- We drink for fallen electric hero in space then we play roulette. spins revolver drum
coral widget
@fathom wadi not sure about the toxicity of that work environment though
carmine frigate
the head of the russia moon thing got a lil sick and died after it failed
ate bad mushrooms or something
fathom wadi
<@223014362472775683> not sure about the toxicity of that work environment thoug...
at spacex? Why?
carmine frigate
what are the odds.. the lander bad and the mushrooms bad? 🙂
fathom wadi
Ahh an Elon hater. Good old internet twisting minds again 😄
carmine frigate
well its his own posts on the internet
fathom wadi
What he posts on twitter is of no concern to me. What he does to advance the human race is. And with that I stand by him
coral widget
I'm not an Elon hater...
carmine frigate
lol
coral widget
Ask former workers.
fathom wadi
I wouldn't ask anyone I didn't know. Especially anyone who was fired
coral widget
That's a strange way of thinking.
carmine frigate
Elon is not a gift too the human race
coral widget
"so because they were fired they must have done something very bad"
fathom wadi
its not strange. People attack former employers all the time, as if its not their fault they were removed from the job
coral widget
when you point at someone there are multiple fingers pointing back at you.
this is not always the case, people are often fired for other reasons.
carmine frigate
or they just leave
fathom wadi
quit because they are expected to do a certain level of work and can't.
coral widget
when the level is not realistic, and you feel trapped, we'll see what you do.
fathom wadi
I mean if a place is literally breaking your spirit because you are being attacked for whatever reason, sure. But I haven't heard anything like that from any of the businesses Elon handles.
coral widget
you know, people assembling the loved iphone deal with deep depression and many have killed themselves, due to this and other reasons such as low pay, poor working conditions, etc.
and its not a conspiracy, not made up... just the truth.
they even put nets throughout the facilities so people wouldn't jump.
@fathom wadi buying a big chunk of social media to pretend you'll stop it from being a censoring w**** when in reality that's what you'll use it for.
carmine frigate
I mean if a place is literally breaking your spirit because you are being attack...
9 hours a day is a lot if there is just tiny lil iritations everyday
fathom wadi
I dunno. People have a choice to work. IF they leave, it's their choice too
fathom wadi
<@223014362472775683> buying a big chunk of social media to pretend you'll stop ...
How has he done anything worse than Twitter before him? He literally gave out all the information that showed how Twitter was censoring people, ergo he's done the reverse of censorship. He's been open.
carmine frigate
any person that says he buys dogecoin to help poor ppl cannot be trusted
coral widget
I show you this hand while the other hand is doing who knows what, magic.
you trust what you can see, the problem is what can't be seen.
fathom wadi
well that's just auto-distrust and I don't buy into that. Especially when there is no other industrialist on the planet doing more for the future of humanity than Elon Musk
coral widget
That's debatable, lithium based energy storage is not clean, sir.
And the energy going into recharging these packs, are not often clean.
fathom wadi
its not as simple as that. Whats the alternative? Big wind farms on your phone?
coral widget
He shouldn't be using private jets and helicopters if he cared, right?
fathom wadi
man Im out. this is fucking dumb liberal talk that the internet breeds.
carmine frigate
well that's just auto-distrust and I don't buy into that. Especially when there...
he aint no Nicola Tesla man
coral widget
What?
unreal ether
Musk is pathetic.
Speaking of clean energy, I hope more focus goes into the hydrogen fuel cell stuff
That's interesting and a lot cleaner than lithium ewaste
carmine frigate
nah man, cold fusion
coral widget
I could so drive him to the ground but I won't, I'm better than this.
unreal ether
Just a shame there's so few places to fuel up with hydrogen
I can only name one near me and it's like a 40 minute drive
carmine frigate
but you might aswell run a steam engine in ur car, cuz the power often comes from coal anyways 😛
coral widget
yey, dumb liberals.
carmine frigate
in ww2 they drove wood gas cars here sometimes
unreal ether
Just have a nuclear reactor car and pinky swear to never crash
coral widget
heh they wanted to do this actually
I think there were a couple prototypes, not sure if they had a working reactor but yeah.... it was the 40s
50*
unreal ether
You should
unreal ether
I think there were a couple prototypes, not sure if they had a working reactor b...
The concept cars from then were weird.
Wouldn't mind getting my hand on one some day :P
The stigma around nuclear power is disappointing
It really is one of the best ways forwards
carmine frigate
The concept cars from then were weird.
Wouldn't mind getting my hand on one so...
atomic age was cool... ppl wanted to solve all problems with uranium... these days ppl want to create problems to solve with NFTs
unreal ether
atomic age was cool... ppl wanted to solve all problems with uranium... these d...
Soooo NFTs = Uranium
carmine frigate
what instead of putting uranium in reactors we use NFTs?
carmine frigate
and we use the power from the reactor to mint NFTs!
now we have a closed loop system
flat jolt
Hello, if you have 5 minutes... https://forms.gle/e2hQJADRH6VPwqfb9 (I hope this is allowed, but thank you)
flat jolt
- In addition, I wanted to avoid spamming and therefore it is necessary to have it as verification.
You can enter anything random if you want...
Shows nothing?
wdym by that nothing?
Weird
It is working for me
Thats okay 😉
I mean...thank you for your info about that, but for me it is working
flat jolt
Nice, I happy for that 😉 good to know
soft night
unreal ether
It is slightly concerning when a game doesn't know what mode fits it, and lists virtually every mode ever to exist
soft night
soon blue man implement deja new features the image generation what implement text for reply
woven wing
I really thought tabbed folders would be really useful
But then I realized that 99% of the time that I'm actually opening a folder, it's to move soemthing from one folder to another and I end up opening two windows anyways
broken sigil
holy crap this actually works lol
woven wing
MS buys Unity, integrates it with W12, "Make games with AI!" Upload them directly to gamepass
soft night
ms buys epic then make MSNITe they new game
woven wing
And in true Microsoft fashion, Godot becomes a better engine than Unity
coral widget
ms buys both, turns them into activex component.
woven wing
ms buys both, turns them into activex component.
Delete this
soft night
Ms buys gobot and rename it to GoPilot
coral widget
a product that will ship as part of office 360, inside powerpoint.
timber viper
.
woven wing
When does the gamejam results come out?
broken sigil
lol this is a pretty cool effect
https://youtu.be/LGkblrCmzlE
fleet tangle
That's pretty cool
broken sigil
LOL
@sand oxide I love how it got some things correct but hallucinated everything else lol
The background of the chat conversation is white.
lmao
yes... white...
😆
lol
got what I asked for lmao
umm
zinc matrix
hello everyone reading this.
i hope you a productive day and put a lot of code on the table
outer sierra
holy crap this actually works lol
what kind of Jarvis is this?
fleet tangle
And still haven't. Cough (sorry, joking)
broken sigil
what kind of Jarvis is this?
Windows copilot
fleet tangle
Look pretty neat.
outer sierra
Windows copilot
only on Windows 11 I guess?
outer sierra
Yeah, only on insider builds pretty sure
uck
broken sigil
Or whatever it's called
outer sierra
my PC is potato, can't run Win11
fleet tangle
Probably one of the reasons I don't use reddit.
fleet tangle
It is, at least, recognisable, if not... good.
The proportions are all out of whack!
It's really not that hard.
What's hard is translating what you want to actually do onto paper.
zinc matrix
that sound mathy
fleet tangle
It's not really mathy, it's just visualisation.
You can use math to work it out, sure, but that's not how humans do things.
It always surprises me that some people are unable to visualise in their head.
Thinks he has an echo
zinc matrix
oh oh is it like understand connection between c++ classes
that im good
how old are you
noted
but you said like you are 50
carmine frigate
zinc matrix
the thing that you just said.. it sound like you are old
carmine frigate
she is solving a math problem 😛
zinc matrix
that guy is doing full math drawing
i just mean the ability to remember ratio between body part which human sucked at
our brain is just not designed to deal with numbers
carmine frigate
well i made my own profile pic, so im really good
zinc matrix
but if you understand perspective and 3d enough you can calculate anything
angles?
i mean i guess each people look at things differently though
i just apply math to everything i do
timber viper
zinc matrix
well you can say it's not good because human brain can't deal with more complex equations
but something like AIs could really pull math drawing out
or some very smart people
carmine frigate
could just give him some art tips so he gets into art school
well he didnt...
some1 else would have gone full war... it cant be helped
zinc matrix
zinc matrix
we should have a music channel
i feel like all unreal devs always have some similar mood at all time
gray mood
or maybe its just me
broken sigil
zinc matrix
broken sigil
lol
My playlist is everything from rock, metal, heavy metal to pop, electronic, etc... lol
fathom wadi
fuck off
soft night
deep glen
^
zinc matrix
yo i wrote some maze algorithm and they are bitches
i mean hard
very hard
the hard thing about them too is when you are done you cant stop staring at them
zinc matrix
aw so you dont do procgen
timber viper
I wonder how RA3 achieved this graphics at 2008
Not on crysis level but holy fuck this thing looks like almost modern at 2023
unreal ether
I wonder how RA3 achieved this graphics at 2008
RA3 is awesome
my favourite command and conquer by far
timber viper
my favourite command and conquer by far
Generals was also nice
empty dune
man, i love cnc (thats command and conquer, im not a degen)
favourite was probably tiberium twilight
red alert 2 was fun too
timber viper
Whats degen version of cnc? I hope I wont regret asking
zinc wagon
I wonder how RA3 achieved this graphics at 2008
i mean engine/hardware was somewhat capabale of producing real to life graphics. it's just that game were in the "brown" phase for whatever reason
empty dune
Whats degen version of cnc? I hope I wont regret asking
trust me you do NOT want to know
timber viper
i mean engine/hardware was *somewhat* capabale of producing real to life graphic...
Really?
timber viper
trust me you do NOT want to know
I trust u
empty dune
i actually liked the tiberium wars
the concept of those crawlers was cool
i hope they remaster the tiberium series someday
timber viper
i mean engine/hardware was *somewhat* capabale of producing real to life graphic...
What do u think? @sand oxide 
zinc wagon
Really?
gta 4 and 5 are a great example (on xbox 360). same engine, some reused models but gta5 decided to be more colourful instead of restricting itself to the brown colour pallet which made it actually look good
timber viper
gta 4 and 5 are a great example (on xbox 360). same engine, some reused models b...
Im not sure, there are 5 years of gap
They should have added a lot meanwhile
zinc wagon
They should have added a lot meanwhile
i mean the only performance trick gta 5 did that gta 4 hadnt was the reduced ragdoll physics accuracy and some landscaping magic. but overall the LOD of both games are pretty identical
timber viper
i mean the only performance trick gta 5 did that gta 4 hadnt was the reduced rag...
lighting and many other cool things improved way more since then
empty dune
i didnt play cnc series
i mean cnc had 3 series, generals, red alert and tiberium saga
empty dune
https://tenor.com/view/candc-michael-ironside-gdi-command-and-conquer-hero-gif-2...
this is from the tiberium saga
empty dune
is it?
timber viper
alright then
empty dune
all 3 are separate universe
timber viper
final edit: didnt play tiberium at all
fleet tangle
music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NTbNCezCJNM&list=RDV2keGPCHGL0&index=5
PMJ is love!
empty dune
final edit: didnt play tiberium at all
you should if you ever get time, especially tiberium dawn
that game was SICK
timber viper
i guess they focus on space imperialism or something like that
empty dune
space what now
timber viper
space wars but everyone is trying to be victorian era UK
empty dune
wha, no thats not how i remember it
empty dune
the tiberium saga was mostly 80s spy thriller stuff
timber viper
since i didnt play, i dont know
timber viper
the tiberium saga was mostly 80s spy thriller stuff
ok you caught my interest
empty dune
yeah it has lots of subterfuge and backroom politics happening ||you are the scapegoat in the end||
zinc wagon
lighting and many other cool things improved way more since then
i mean lighting really didnt improve much between 4 and 5 from what i remember (in xbox 360 that is). the improvement came from the improved water look but environment wise they are pretty identical
empty dune
eyyy, that looks pretty
timber viper
i mean lighting really didnt improve much between 4 and 5 from what i remember (...
PC versions are radically different
empty dune
you forgot the "with a massive free trial" or something to that effect
timber viper
is this another case where art direction > graphics then
counter question
do you see anything beyond 2008 on the ra3 images i posted?
or does it look like "yeah thats just regular 2008 graphics"
zinc wagon
do you see anything beyond 2008 on the ra3 images i posted?
apart from the lack of browniness 😄
timber viper
all old games I remember from <2010 looks like HL2
bronze axle
Thank you. Please be more careful in the future about insulting others.
empty dune
apart from the lack of browniness 😄
oh yeah why did everything from that era have that stupid ass brown look? i think its called sepia
broken sigil
holy crap titanfall 2 is fun, how did I never play it before 
zinc wagon
oh yeah why did everything from that era have that stupid ass brown look? i thin...
it was the future of gaming man
timber viper
holy crap titanfall 2 is fun, how did I never play it before <:cry:9838498063781...
are you playing rn?
zinc wagon
holy crap titanfall 2 is fun, how did I never play it before <:cry:9838498063781...
ikr! i spent hours on this game's campaign alone!
empty dune
holy crap titanfall 2 is fun, how did I never play it before <:cry:9838498063781...
oh yeah ive been meaning to play that again
zinc wagon
it was pretty much the game that inspired me to pursue game dev lol
timber viper
then on technical level what made Crysis revolutionary? did they use better algorithms, some next-gen lighting stuff etc?
that it looked awesome at 2008
timber viper
https://tenor.com/view/mass-effect-mass-effect2-renegade-shepard-mass-effect-she...
damn, you wouldnt throw a crochet to a woman
zinc wagon
then on technical level what made Crysis revolutionary? did they use better algo...
i know nothing about crysis other than "can it run crysis" meme which for me doesnt give the impression of a highly optimised and clever engine 😅
timber viper
so meanwhile gamers are hyping, graphics developers were finding it usual and something only runs on expensive devices?
empty dune
damn, you wouldnt throw a crochet to a woman
its a running joke in that game series, but if you never punched that reporter you actually ||get a nice ingame benefit in the form of increased war assets||
femshep FTW
exactly!
she's the best thing that happened to voice acting, EVER
i honestly love the emotion she puts into femshep
gw2?
timber viper
nier automata 2b's voice acting is also amazing
both JP and EN
though its rare cases where EN is better than JP
I was surprised
empty dune
no i mean i dont recognise the abbreviation
oh yeah i love nier automata too
ahhhhh
that game
nice
timber viper
anime dubs are probably bad because crunchyoll/retailer does this via contracts and usually one VA company dominates the industry
empty dune
wasnt she in some other game too recently?
timber viper
meanwhile game companies value more meritotracy
empty dune
like a couple years ago
i cant remember what though
BAYONETTA
goddamn that took me wayy too long to remember
right
i mean tbf i said recently
empty dune
||she's even more pissed at the thought of cloneshep killing her fish||
dammit now i want to play mass effect again
oh btw @sand oxide my profile pic is from the leaving earth scene, just before the shot of the ||alliance fleet wreckage in orbit of earth||
i just picked ||destroy||. thats the only real ending
lmao
||marauder shields died for our sins||
no
i actually didnt get that scene because ||that krogan lady in me3 died||
listen i didnt know that genetic data was so important lmao
graceful sequoia
@sand oxide finally getting 5.3 set up as it turns out apparently oceanology requires no changes for it anyway (they are taking their sweet time on releasing updates for it)
maybe soon ill be able to confirm WP is unfucked
graceful sequoia
i dont like a lot about them
empty dune
the marketing is bad
graceful sequoia
the plugin itself works well, but they have ticked me off in many ways
for instance, in 5.1.6 they straight up removed the coast masking feature
kind of important if you have a continent that has elevations below sea level
empty dune
graceful sequoia
they were just like "we'll add it back in the next version", no explanation, no warning
and fwiw they removed that feature in july
still no release adding it back
errant raven
https://tenor.com/view/thats-heresy-that-is-heresy-thats-hairesy-dr-squatch-that...
Heresy, no my friend.
timber viper
its amazing that game runs on 3gb ram
graceful sequoia
whats left on materials that nanite doesnt support at this point btw?
timber viper
whats left on materials that nanite doesnt support at this point btw?
translucency
how did you write this sentence in lesser time than 1s
my one word equals to your 4/5
you're an alien
did you ever participate in fast typing competitions
pretty sure you'd beat tons of people
meanwhile types all day to newbies at cpp
graceful sequoia
how did you write this sentence in lesser time than 1s
it still wasnt enough
points for adding the skeletal though
timber viper
it still wasnt enough
i cant imagine you're typing faster than that without breaking your keyboard
Laura is typing... literally appeared for 1s
graceful sequoia
i just meant enough to win
timber viper
0.1ms or server latency
graceful sequoia
i feel like depends on keyboard
timber viper
but laura also reads fast
bonus point for that
she starts finishing her answer while I'm reading my own text after sending it
graceful sequoia
serves em right for being on the phone
timber viper
how dare they use phone at.. 2023
graceful sequoia
you got dis 5.3
empty dune
5.3 is calibrating
timber viper
you got dis 5.3
world partition
timber viper
recently the principal dev who is developing WP followed me at twitter
I felt so cool
graceful sequoia
nice
they are cool now that its apparently fixed
compiling shaders, time for coffee
what else is going on
graceful sequoia
accurate
timber viper
🏳️
empty dune
@sand oxide you did this. i hate you
graceful sequoia
@sand oxide how about ai pathing
graceful sequoia
it barely works for more than like 2 or 3 characters
zinc wagon
wait so do you just have a completely custom AI system for your game? or did you give up on AI in general?
median wraith
What's the todays talk about?
graceful sequoia
you have a choice of an unrealistic avoidance strat or one that doesn't work at all
timber viper
it barely works for more than like 2 or 3 characters
it works for 50 characters for me
graceful sequoia
it works for 50 characters for me
I guess I meant avoidance
timber viper
and Laura being alien for typing fast
graceful sequoia
how are you doing avoidance Eren?
broken sigil
are you playing rn?
not completely terrible considering I have no clue what I'm doing lol
timber viper
not completely terrible considering I have no clue what I'm doing lol
add me lets play
median wraith
not completely terrible considering I have no clue what I'm doing lol
too much Titanfall there
graceful sequoia
I've not heard of nrvo or orca
graceful sequoia
ughh dont make word tricks <:CB_angery_cry:407262705041276929>
gotta use that superhuman typing speed for comedy
timber viper
i wish I had fast typing skills as laura, could bully people on other servers faster
god knew I would be too powerful
empty dune
luara
timber viper
empty dune
she exists btw
wdym
graceful sequoia
timber viper
is nrvo even real
graceful sequoia
oh goddammit laura
empty dune
luara is real
of course she is real, i just talked to her about mass effect
timber viper
of course she is real, i just talked to her about mass effect
you talked with laura
luara is her evil twin
graceful sequoia
@timber viper do you have humanoids with that rvo?
timber viper
one brings half jets through cpp jobs other via lua jobs then they achieve complete F-35
graceful sequoia
bipedal creatures
timber viper
<@748517221608980631> do you have humanoids with that rvo?
Yes
graceful sequoia
Yes
how do you handle the side slide weirdness-- a trick in your anim controllers?
graceful sequoia
ah
graceful sequoia
yeah fair
timber viper
ORCA and detour is better
but UE doesnt utilize detour properly
why would it when paragon doesnt need it
graceful sequoia
detour has mostly been broken for me
timber viper
its not, disable rvo first
timber viper
kythera had ORCA
and it was beyond amazing
and it was per unit via data assets
not AIController bullshit
it is
also terribly interop
to UE
it works well on cryengine though
I had a client who was really going to pay, but they didnt know this and assumed he's broke
idiots didnt answer to our emails
and lost a chance to earn a few tens thousand $$
graceful sequoia
if one were really motivated, could it just be implemented directly from the paper? or is there some kind of patented crap that would preclude that? https://gamma.cs.unc.edu/ORCA/
or is this not the orca I'm looking for
timber viper
if one were really motivated, could it just be implemented directly from the pap...
someone implemneted from this paper
and told us know at cpp
search the link on message history
graceful sequoia
Eren: s/know/no ?
timber viper
what does that mean
graceful sequoia
did you mean "told us no"
graceful sequoia
and told us know at cpp
syntax error
graceful sequoia
oh ok
timber viper
in 4 days
graceful sequoia
soooo probably a month or two for my dumb ass
timber viper
would be even more for me
graceful sequoia
or we pay Laura to do it and it's done in a day
timber viper
she already did
now pay up
"It's worth noting, however, that no matter how many orks are barreling your way (and often there will be a lot) the framerate never takes a hit."
because probably you didnt run it on a single gamethread
median wraith
Uno or Unc 👀
graceful sequoia
ok so yes my characters still fall out of the world on load, but i think thats more about the character logic than WP
because there are some physics objects that are not falling out of the world anymore
it seems load times are definitely optimized, as i have a debug command to make the PC run at a ridiculous pace and a lot more of far areas gets loaded before i get there-- though there are some assets that appear to be loading in super slowly. Interesting that it is specific ones
maybe they are in the wrong grids though
Yep thats why. They are on grid None 😛
relatively new additions to the map
let me try my axes of evil test map
i havent gone back to this since laura mentioned that it was because the quadtree doubled the distance when it overlapped multiple cells
proud jay
this is horrible
why is everything of the "any" type
for some reason I'm writing JavaScript
thanks for ruining my message order discord
graceful sequoia
if you are in typescript it sounds like you dont have strict mode turned on
in javascript thats just how it works
oh, if you are in TS and even stuff that has type annotations is showing up as any, then probably your imports are squiggled at the top
graceful sequoia
@sand oxide sooo when i select something during simulation and WP unloads it, the inspector gets cleared. I can use this fact to see if actors on the axes ever unload even if i go really really far away
it appears they do not
so its not the quadtree cell overlap thing
wtf you said it was fixed 🤣
maybe it was that other guy though
but he was, well
you know
lets just say "it was the general channel"
oh that would be helpful at least
as long as I can leave a 50m area of nothing around the grid axes lol
sigh, I guess as long as I cap render distance on everything then it's only game thread affecting actors that I need to worry about, and the character logic already has freeze rules for distance
when 5.3 came out I was surprised to hear the axes thing would be fixed because epic marked it won't fix
tbf if I can get hlods up and running this should be a nonissue
woven wing
What is happening here?
graceful sequoia
the quadtree that WP uses has a limitation around the zero axes of a runtime grid
actors around this area remain loaded at all times
they have been aware of it, and apparently have tried to fix it, but could not and so without HLODs in place you can have a big perf impact if there are a lot of actors in these areas of your map
in my measurements it can be about 50m around the axes, but really that should depend on the extents of the actors involved
woven wing
I've been using WP, and having haven't noticed this. That's very weird.
graceful sequoia
as it says in the thread, with HLODs enabled and built, it isnt really an issue
if you dont have HLODs then... maybe you dont have stuff around those axes? you can use Simulate to test this stuff out pretty easily on a map
WP will center loading around your simulation camera by default
woven wing
graceful sequoia
problem for me is i was unable to get WP HLODs working until 5.2
and my map is huge
woven wing
This basically what it is?
graceful sequoia
so i have a lot of layer configuration and build time to do
graceful sequoia
ehh that doesnt look like the same issue no
woven wing
Oh, after playing with it a bit more, it is very odd
graceful sequoia
thats 2 crashes in 5.3 so far and i dont think its my fault this time
zinc matrix
it's 4am here almost breakfast time im so happy
errant raven
My brain, all nice and rippled but flat on the spot I need it to be rippled
broken sigil
<@261183265438695424>
Need to finish this titanfall match first 
broken sigil
I think I'm addicted to Titanfall now
https://youtu.be/1pjD_6CFuu0
zinc matrix
I think I'm addicted to Titanfall now <:cry:983849806378188812>
https://youtu.b...
what's ur edpi
broken sigil
what's ur edpi
800 dpi and 1.5 in game
zinc matrix
that's much higher than mine
im so struggle with flicking around
that look fun though
it's nice enjoying video games
broken sigil
I don't know how I have never played titanfall before
broken sigil
that's much higher than mine
yeah this is about perfect for me, any higher and I'm overshooting, anything lower and I can't flick far enough
I'm also using ceramic mouse skates and hard mouse pad so it feels quite a bit faster than it would on a cloth pad
which I like
broken sigil
😅
broken sigil
you tried aim lab though?
ages ago, haven't used it in a long time
carmine frigate
dpi doesnt say much by itself
broken sigil
zinc matrix
yeah this is about perfect for me, any higher and I'm overshooting, anything low...
oh that ceramic stuff even make dpi faster
that thing is crazy slip
broken sigil
that thing is crazy slip
it feels like there is barely any friction
carmine frigate
you have dpi, mouse speed and monitor resolution
unreal ether
broken sigil
you have dpi, mouse speed and monitor resolution
in any sane game final sensitivity is gonna be detached from resolution
carmine frigate
if you go from 1080 to 4k you need to up ur dpi or mouse sense
zinc matrix
ill been doing aim lab for a while and i dont know how to get 100k
saw some pro player got 130k
those guys are monster
broken sigil
ah I have Kovaak's, not aim labs
Just checked, couldn't remember
zinc matrix
ah I have Kovaak's, not aim labs
Just checked, couldn't remember
go try aim lab it's kinda entertaining though (also addicted)
carmine frigate
in any sane game final sensitivity is gonna be detached from resolution
i dont change my monitor to a higher res verry often... but last time i had to change my mouse speed
broken sigil
i dont change my monitor to a higher res verry often... but last time i had to c...
it will depend on the game, I know it was a lot more common in older games
broken sigil
go try aim lab it's kinda entertaining though (also addicted)
I'll have to give it a try
carmine frigate
you move the cursor pixels per tick
broken sigil
yeah it is about 30ish cm
timber viper
<:berk:1013540048785907743>
Did you elevate just after I left lol
broken sigil
Did you elevate just after I left lol
yes 😅
Once I warmed up a bit
broken sigil
I'll still play bad
Dw I used to play a with a friend that I had to carry every single time and I didn't really care 😅
I don't really care about winning
carmine frigate
it will depend on the game, I know it was a lot more common in older games
think it was when i moved my pc to friends place to play fortnite... uses pretty common engine 😛
timber viper
Dw I used to play a with a friend that I had to carry every single time and I di...
I generally suck at any shooter
A bit good with souls likes
And generally play well on RTS games
broken sigil
I generally suck at any shooter
Let me know tomorrow if you wanna play
zinc matrix
And generally play well on RTS games
yo im literally the same, turn turned out that is all to do what the aim
timber viper
Normally if this was rs6 or csgo I could play at least "good" but tf2 is on another level
Everyone is everywhere
zinc matrix
im almost immortal in dota but nova csgo
fathom wadi
Titanfall 2 has one of the best single player campaigns I've ever played
zinc matrix
hmm that's questionable if ur good at rts but suck at dota 2
timber viper
hmm that's questionable if ur good at rts but suck at dota 2
I played when I was 12
carmine frigate
had a friend that was like top10 red alert 3 in ranking ... got invited to test the latest game or something... but was in US and he had to pay everything himself
pretty lame for such a big name game
broken sigil
im almost immortal in dota but nova csgo
I'm the opposite lol
I can't play dota, league, etc... but I do very well in shooters
In fortnite me and a friend were super close to qualifying for the world cup when that was around lol
When I was playing fortnite I was actually like 2nd player with the highest number of kills for a while, first was HighDistortion (streamer) 😅
and yes I was addicted...
timber viper
had a friend that was like top10 red alert 3 in ranking ... got invited to test ...
Oh, when?
carmine frigate
years ago
zinc matrix
I'm the opposite lol
I can't play dota, league, etc... but I do very well in sho...
battle royale are the worst to be addicted to
so fucking time consuming
second must be rts and dota 2
broken sigil
battle royale are the worst to be addicted to
so fucking time consuming
yep, kinda regret spending years on it
zinc matrix
now that i am trying to dev in unreal engine i cant even play dota 2 anymore
only league of legend or some card game
card game is so fast and healthy
but also expensive XD
broken sigil
Today was the most I played a game in one sitting in ages, played TF2 for like 4 hours
That's how much I do in a week these days lol
but damn tf2 is fun
timber viper
Tf2 was nice
broken sigil
need to play the story mode
broken sigil
carmine frigate
i was sick good in tribes 2, I got invited in one of the top clans in tribes ascend after 2 weeks of playing but the game was dead pretty fast
really couldnt bother joining the clan
had like 120kill per death ratio on that shit on average
zinc matrix
oh i just remember the worst game to be addicted to
it was rust and dayz
holy i spend like 12 hours a day farming
timber viper
I dont remember being addicted to a game
But csgo and lol was around 500 hours
And I had a rs6 phase once
Then Pubg when it was really popular but dropped easily
carmine frigate
im like above average on shooters... but when planes are involved i get superpowers
timber viper
Bf42 sucks at planes
How do u even play that
Bruh
Dont waste ur life
Be productive
timber viper
It says "resume" 
zinc matrix
play dota 2 like having sex, you cant really delete it
broken sigil
i was sick good in tribes 2, I got invited in one of the top clans in tribes asc...
tribes ascend was awesome, I loved that game
carmine frigate
i played like 2 games on dota, didnt like it much... i played some LOL tho
carmine frigate
tribes ascend was awesome, I loved that game
i am hi
carmine frigate
tribes ascend was awesome, I loved that game
i was sick good on the bikes and planes 😛
zinc matrix
i played like 2 games on dota, didnt like it much... i played some LOL tho
dota is the kind of game that feel bored first 100 games, but after that you addicted
carmine frigate
also 500m mortar hits
i had a pilot build and a heavy build on tribes
i was near immortal
broken sigil
i was sick good on the bikes and planes 😛
I didn't even go for the goal of the match
I was just trying to gain as much speed and do drive/fly by kills lol
The trick where you shoot behind youself to get that massive boost lol
carmine frigate
I didn't even go for the goal of the match
I was just trying to gain as much spe...
mid air collision kills with my bike was my thing
I would just max speed fly into any player and they would die
repair my own plane cuz they cost credits
true flag grabbers were near impossible to kill with a plane tho
basically nothing could hit a player goin 2000km/h
broken sigil
I also loved Hawken, kinda reminds me of titanfall, I played that a lot as well
But servers have been shut down ages ago
Hawken reborn or whatever it's called is not it, the original one was really good
it was great
https://youtu.be/udEAEARD-Fo?t=34
timber viper
Fortnite was something like 4k
why
broken sigil
broken sigil
why
I was invited to play fortnite BR before it was even fully publicly released
Was like 2k players on the servers lol
Played it for years after that until they kinda ruined the competitive aspect of it
carmine frigate
bet i can beat blue in a match with planes 😛
broken sigil
broken sigil
The OG fortnite felt very special
timber viper
hire laura to write verse
broken sigil
when it came out
carmine frigate
ow its still kinda special
carmine frigate
ppl got sick fast with the builds tho
they seperated competative and normal mode in a weird way tho
timber viper
how do you people be productive while playing games
broken sigil
carmine frigate
like pro players/streamers dont wunna get replaced and hate on anything that can beat build meta
so competative and normal play is actually not the same items you play with and that is weird
broken sigil
that sounds... confusing
carmine frigate
yea, i like ranked games.. they dont have bots... but on later versions only non ranked had planes... and i love my planes
I just wanted to play ranked with my planes but i could not 😦
so if you play non ranked to test a new strat you play a diffrent game than you play on ranked
broken sigil
that's so weird
carmine frigate
yea
broken sigil
yeah from what I've seen the standard mode is super casual now
carmine frigate
its still a good shooter
broken sigil
Might give it a try again
woven wing
Any "20 game challenge"ers here?
Needing something more lightweight and bitesized for a bit to help get over some mental blocks
woven wing
how do you people be productive while playing games
I trick my ADHD by being like "I'm going to play a video game today!" And then I open up the game and within like 30 minutes I get distracted by something UE related.
These are always my most productive days
timber viper
I trick my ADHD by being like "I'm going to play a video game today!" And then I...
nice hack
I'm not suffering from adhd so I wouldnt know though
woven wing
I love that my uni never closed my account
Oh, I'd never say a word
I dropped out because I didn't want to sit through 2 years of classes just to get to something I hadn't learned on my own already
CS
It was like 8 hours of classes a day, with like 1-2 hours of actual CS work for like 2 years
That's a lot of wasted time if you can just learn it yourself
Who cares about a paper
I got my first 'gamedev' job from a Craigslist ad after spending like a month learning Unity
It was very interesting
Granted, it was just making slot machines
zinc matrix
what is this? I made an account in deviant art to publish AI generated landscapes. All images of landscapes and beautiful nature, roads. Nothing related to concept art. Then this PM comes.
woven wing
Oh yeah, with the help of ChatGPT, my resume looks like I invented the concept of gambling
zinc matrix
must be a scam and a virus. I didn't open the exe. But there were screenshots with props included
woven wing
I love that my uni never closed my account
Using this to try Maya because I feel like Blender messes with my head
My fingers simply can't swap between UE and Blender
woven wing
I keep sending him videos of like cool Houdini destruction stuff and being like "wow! That's so cool! I sure bet the people who make this kinda stuff are just the coolest people!"
zinc matrix
Devian Art lacks a report button
broken sigil
it's the "artificial" bullet spread, early FN BR was notorious for it
yeah I really liked that 😅
Streamer bloom refers to getting "lucky" and having basically no bullet spread
Same as "streamer loot"
I didn't either and no one once asked me for a degree for a programming related job
woven wing
My plan is just portfolio, gamejams, and 1 single fully complete commercial product
zinc matrix
art station seems to be a bad place to post AI generated landscapes
dusky bobcat
art station seems to be a bad place to post AI generated landscapes
Really? I just thought Epic doesn't block AI stuff even on their store. Although I don't like AI generated thing being on some professional art community like Artstation
timber viper
epic should block it
dusky bobcat
But Tim is quite free for AI stuff as he mentioned.
Again, I don't like it to be in the commercial production including games, arts, music and etc.
broken sigil
I can almost bet that pretty much any decently large studio is right now looking into or working on their own AI models
It would be crazy not to considering we are still pretty much in the infancy of AI
zinc matrix
imagine if NPCs in games are powered by ChatGPT?
woven wing
Eventually it'll be seen as no different as any other digital art
I remember there being backlash about "digital art is not real art" stuff when photoshop was starting to become a thing
I always wondered what the Millennial version of boomers being like "Kids these days with their smart phones. Back in my day..." and after the whole "kwebbelkop ai" thing, I'm 100% sure it's going to be AI
"All this AI created content! Back in my day we watched real content creators!"
broken sigil
imagine if NPCs in games are powered by ChatGPT?
ChatGPT, or GPT in general would absolutely suck for it considering how censored and limited it is
But custom models is where it's gonna be at
timber viper
until AGI comes anything custom will be better
and once people will be able to customize freely as if they're writing python scripts gpt will die
based on openai ceo this is 5 years later
dusky bobcat
"All this AI created content! Back in my day we watched real content creators!"
Well, the real art is still there and I believe real contents will still be there in the future. AI might take a part of low level stuff, that's true. Like super low budget casual games
woven wing
Texturing AI is my biggest want
"here's a brick texture, he's some textures that I'm using, make the brick texture match the style of the rest of the assets"
broken sigil
broken sigil
Mine was the average after 5 attempts
woven wing
same
broken sigil
broken sigil
this is my best "single" attempt so far
woven wing
Guiness World Records is standing in my room
woven wing
He has clipboard and is quietly writing while going "hmmm... mhmh" and everything
I'm just going solo right now
broken sigil
woven wing
I'm too busy learning to make a dream game
Probably going to go through the 20 game challenge over the next couple of weeks. Or Looman's course first, then the 20
broken sigil
I think AI revolution needs to come sooner so we can all just have AI partners
celest musk
you prefer that people stay without partner at all?
broken sigil
honestly doesn't sound too bad in my case 😆
woven wing
I use AI to tell me my code is bad and suggest worse code. So basically no different than a person at this point
broken sigil
If they only licensed my long term memory system I made for LLMs 
celest musk
deserve is quite the phrasing...
broken sigil
ok I hate that emoji
oh it's so bad
This emoji
?
Yes it's
I hate it
😅
ngl it kinda is starting to grow on me the more I use it
celest musk
you could use it as profile pic to get used to it
woven wing
I will live through lonely people making parasocial relationships with AI provided by some company free of charge, only for that company to turn around and start massively charging people for the same service or else they'll lose their AI friend
celest musk
love how one convo here is about relationships and the other one about an emoji
broken sigil
I mentioned I blacked out like gonna be 2 years soon and I developed pretty debilitating heart anxiety, borderline PTSD, to the point where doing absolutely anything alone is a challenge
So yeah I think at this point AI doesn't sound too bad
Someone who hasn't been in the same situation won't understand
celest musk
someone who would understand that might drag you down more
i feel like it's better to have someone who is able to distract you good enough
timber viper
i added this to my never ending long long list
at this point I'll die before watching all animes but this fact makes me happy
i forgot you were a bookworm
broken sigil
First year I couldn't go up stairs, take a shower, do absolutely anything without thinking I'm about to die any moment
Went to the ER about 10 times within few months because I thought I was having a heart attack while it was just a panic attack, which I never had before
As of this year I am better, can actually function relatively normally but I still can't really go anywhere alone, can barely get myself to drive which I enjoyed before
And it's not as simple as "oh just don't think about it", the anxiety is so bad that it actually causes skipped heart beats and arrythmias
Only those who have experienced it will know how bad it actually is
timber viper
First year I couldn't go up stairs, take a shower, do absolutely anything withou...
I've went through similar experiences before, but not rough enough to this extend
I was always in more control
tulip orbit
broken sigil
lol
celest musk
xD
timber viper
lmao
celest musk
this guy... just slamming this image in here
timber viper
small surprises for BM
small innocent surprises
that he'll remember during panic attacks
broken sigil
it is funny lol
tulip orbit
I love it when I have a meme that relates to the convo, I have nothing else to add really 😦
celest musk
yea because a panic attack is kind of the opposite
tulip orbit
I have anxiety, and possibly had a panic attack/dehydration where I was losing vision, but probably not to the extent BM says
timber viper
panic attack is 100% something an individual can defeat though, unlike other severe mental issues
I'm living example of this
its genetic from my parents
we all managed it
celest musk
idk if you can defeat it
timber viper
you can
celest musk
you can get used to it and get some "fuck it" mentallity about it
timber viper
nope
celest musk
not sure if thats healthy tho
broken sigil
First year I couldn't go up stairs, take a shower, do absolutely anything withou...
@zinc matrixTo add to this... I have a friend who I used to hang out often, I bought her a birthday present on her birthday and now after over a year later I still haven't given it to her, it's still sitting on my desk
And it's someone I wanna go out with but can't, we still talk but yeah...
celest musk
because thats how i deal with them often...
one day i might have a stroke and think "fuck it, just another panic attack"
timber viper
just like any other mental disorder, even schizophrenia it can be defeated with proper usage of medicines to get over the rough experiences and therapy (ACT or CBT) to completely remove it from your life
tulip orbit
for some its easier to get over anxiety/etc issues, but for others where its more serious, it can be really really difficult to overcome
timber viper
one day i might have a stroke and think "fuck it, just another panic attack"
my mother is still suffering from panic attack and her attitude towards this is same as you
and she is doing wrong
broken sigil
panic attack is 100% something an individual can defeat though, unlike other sev...
haven't had it in a while, I learned to kinda recognize it and stop it before it fully takes over
timber viper
she's taking the easy route
timber viper
haven't had it in a while, I learned to kinda recognize it and stop it before it...
the more you try to control you'll get worse
gotta accept you're living it and make peace with it as first steps
broken sigil
at least can stop it now before it gets to the "ER visit" level of bad
timber viper
gotta accept you're living it and make peace with it as first steps
these sound like lame advices anyone can give but thats what you go through at therapy no matter what situation you are in if your case is panic attack
celest musk
isnt that pretty much the same as just getting the whatever attitude towards it?
i'm just worried that one day my mind wont be quick enough to come up with the "whatever" and that the panic attack takes over -_-
timber viper
isnt that pretty much the same as just getting the whatever attitude towards it?
"whatever" != "I'm having a panic attack and I might experience disturbing feelings for a while, but this is just a survival mechanism my brain is simulating and it'll stop if I take it easy"
celest musk
that's what i meant by "fuck it" mentallity before
being aware of what happens, and that it will end
timber viper
yep then you're doing great congrats 🥳
celest musk
if it really does or you are falling for the devil is another question... xD
broken sigil
for some its easier to get over anxiety/etc issues, but for others where its mor...
for me it's because I didn't just fall and black out
I was like 2 minutes without vision or hearing but still conscious before I finally woke up on the floor, if it didn't take that long maybe it wouldn't have done as much damage to my mental state as it did
It also didn't help that at ER they raised so much panic (they thought I was having a heart attack or something) just to at the end tell me that everything is actually fine and the whole thing was harmless
My anxiety showed up after that ER visit, after they raised so much panic
celest musk
yep then you're doing great congrats 🥳
idk, i feel like this wont help me much, the panic attacks had their reasons, and accepting them feels like accepting a bad fate
timber viper
idk, i feel like this wont help me much, the panic attacks had their reasons, an...
this is the part where you should talk this with your therapist
worked for me, cant recommend enough
celest musk
yea they havent been exactly helpful
timber viper
i've seen 6 therapist, one of them asked me "how can I help you" after 5th session, and I was like "wtf, you should tell me that"
other one tried to make me believe I am just doing fine
you gotta find the best one for you
celest musk
well they gave me meds which solved some issues for a while, then they told me that i take the meds too often, and i reduced and noticed how they turn me into "someone else"
broken sigil
i'm just worried that one day my mind wont be quick enough to come up with the "...
Full blown panic attacks are pretty damn scary, my heart rate goes to like 190