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Like I'm sure it's as lethal as those getting annoyed by Discord pings
@quasi mantleping
- Discord pigs
pong
I'm immune btw
I have been trained with agonizing pain from WhatsApp notifications
damn
here's a booster dose ๐ซ

Plain water has many ways to kill you and deep sea diving is a reliable approach to encountering every one of them.
Which is probably why I can't swim.
I'll never understand how somebody can live to be an adult without learning to swim (short of a disability)
If you live somewhere with limited access to ponds.
I'd assume there are many regions without public pools. (But not in my case.)
well a pond is a bit small anyway, but I'd assume if you live anywhere near a city of some kind there's a pool around... plus I'm talking about over their whole life not just any given time
It gets harder you grow up. Imagination, risk and such.
lol this was exactly my point I'll never understand... I learned to swim as an infant, not knowing how to swim is like not knowing how to walk to me...
The concept isn't hard to understand, I get that some people just never had an opportunity, but it just feels very alien to me
You could argue that they can swim, but they also happen to be better at drowning.
You will never, amen.
I like this one
pro drowners
Sonic the Hedgehog is the best at drowning
doesn't even try to swim
I don't know why you would go want to go swimming, it's like the worst, fear of heights and fear of drowning ๐
Does Sonic drown or is he made of hydrophobic chemicals?
he slides into a plane in front of reality and slides down and out of existence (let's just pretend only 2d sonic exists)
Aren't there some people whose body type makes them sink in water?
I sink in the ocean
everybody can sink/float; it's about the air you have in your lungs... the trick is floating with your face up
at best I can barely keep my lips and nose above water, even with a full breath
well would you rather drown if you fall off a boat?
lemme guess... low body fat (compared to muscle/bone)
you'll never catch me on a boat
bingo
Plenty of competent swimmers die in the water. If you fall off a boat you should hope you're wearing a life vest.
I didn't say swimming was all you need but if you can't swim I wouldn't count on that lifejacket to save you
most of the world is an ocean but I guess you're free to limit yourself
I was walking along the shore in the water with family in florida, turns out there was a hole. Climbing out of a hole in the ocean like it's a boulder in the mountains was a pretty strange experience
Sounds like you'd be excellent at diving.
and not so great at the return trip
but I live in a desert at 7000 feet, so I'm not terribly worried
wait so you live in Florida but you're not great at swimming? did you move there?
lol I typed too slow
I was there for a few days for a vacation
vacation... that's a word I haven't heard in a long time
this was around 10 years ago
more than actually
amusingly, we actually have one of the best swift water rescue teams in the country
flash floods, arroyos, and people being stupid
because storms do this... https://youtu.be/I_kVL_u5SsI
KRQE user abranlarranaga submitted this video of fast moving water commonly seen in arroyos in the Albuquerque area.
lol my town got wiped out by a rainstorm one afternoon a few years ago
ack! where?
The 2016 Maryland flood was a natural disaster in the United States that took place on July 30, 2016. The flooding, which occurred in the Baltimore area, affected low-lying areas of the Patapsco and Jones Falls valleys. The storm caused significant damage to the historic downtown area of Ellicott City, Maryland.
they rebuilt all of it but it'll happen again
too much stuff has been built in the river valley and the ground can't absorb the rain fast enough with all the asphalt and concrete in the way and with all the trees cut down
I actually got stuck at a shopping center for a few hours because the road turned into a river while I was in Home Depot for 20 mins
typically we get half an inch to an inch in half an hour
and it seemed like a normal rain storm
according to the code our drainage systems are designed for up to 3.2 inches of water per hour
in the Baltimore area
ICC Digital Codes is the largest provider of model codes, custom codes and standards used worldwide to construct safe, sustainable, affordable and resilient structures.
impressive
yeh this town is on a river, we do that too
bet your river's better
ehhh it's kinda dinky
same
at this point at least
it gets deeper
just not here
this is what it's like here
cleaner than mine but pretty similar looking
but this is the revivor up river
yeh get some rest
looks pretty wild, is it also bear country?
There are some bears here in MD but they're very small and there aren't many
same with mountain lions
also it's pretty developed but we have some nice parks that still forrested
that's what our bears look like
well they have bike trails but I mean big state parks that are mostly nature preserves
we have bears that are more brown but similar size
ah cool
sounds like a good place to live
as long as you have money
it's very expensive
although it's not as insane as some places where you get even less for more (like Silicon Valley, NYC, etc)
all the surrounding states are cheaper to live in (except the parts of VA that are basically the same as MD)
but yeh back to animals, there's way more foxes than bears here
and more deer than anything
hey, I know that place from fallout 2
lol that reminds me... seeing ads for Fallout 3 in the DC metro on my way to work was certainly an experience
it's like.... what if this totally targetable place you're in right now was nuked?
it'd probably suck
my plan is to go back to the countryside and live off the land
doesn't help we're in nato and ukraine is our neighbour
if they target DC I don't need to worry about making plans for afterwards
unless it's like some baby nuke
Would fat man/little boy count as baby nukes?
sadly at this point
but even those would be a bad time
Considering most of their damage was the spontaneous combustion of everything in the line of sight, I wonder how they'd impact a modern steel/concrete city.
there would be forest fires everywhere around the city at least
I'd imagine DC itself would hold up pretty good but it's had nukes in it's consideration for like 70 years now
all the government stuff has attached bunkers and stuff
also there'd be "new" (compared to when Little Boy/Fatman were dropped) considerations like the EMP an airburst would generate
A: "I must prep for nuclear war by seeking shelter, water, food and safety."
B: "I must prep for nuclear war by protecting my PC in a faraday cage."
I wonder if the radiation burst itself is worth considering, or if you'd be well within the nothing-survives radius for that to be an issue.
I must prep for nuclear war by dying ๐ง
You don't want to raise supermutant children and take over the world?
nah I'm good
what, am I gonna save my PC so I can play Fallout? ๐ you'd probably want to strip it and make a chest plate out of it
yo, can someone bring me some coffee
no, my coffee! ๐ฌ
well i do have a fresh pot of coffee ...
ffs ive paying more in Fees on AWS than i am for the free tier stuff i have (i pay $10 a week for a EIP) lol
what are you hosting
liquidsoap test server
why not do some local hosting if for testing?
it needs to be internet tested, it sends a 24/7 audio stream to the server on Oracle, its tested for latency, after 6 months of that testing i should know if it's stable.
what kinda stuff are you streaming
2 audio streams .. 320kbps & 128kbps for mobile
so is it rock or trance
idk never used it
would be nice if you could stream directly in browser instead of with m3u though
im sending my projects to S3 every night but i dont want all the VS crap going with it
http streaming is on the list
m3u it mostly desktop only
how illegal is streaming a radio though
its not, TranceAirWaves even though only in testing is fully licensed by the PPL
why are you sending it to s3?
technically as its not public and only in testing from 1 server to the other i dont need it, but its better to be safe than sorry with these bastards lol
@warm bloom its less hassle than dealing with git
git is so easy though
@proud jay when ppl first came out it was super expensive
you only realistically need to know like 3 commands
git is easy when it works, if it breaks i spend half the day fixing it, easier to just upload to s3 once a night with versioning
radio kinda slaps though
just a basic task scheduled through windows, runs a bat file
you could always use a glob package and ignore certain files
So no carrier pigeon?
haha i remember that part, sometimes ๐
I'm usually procrastinating how I do things so much cause I switch frameworks or decide to make my own shit cause idk I just like the way I do things syntactically
@proud jay there are alot of plans for the readio, like an on demand system for previous shows, it just gonna take a while to get it all done
so I tend to rewrite things a few times over lol
lol
it's very unproductive
Personally I copy the machine code into a large notebook and retype it next time I load the system.
i have done that before ๐
not machine code though, just a small python script ๐
should make an app that is updated every day
the prompt is generated by an ai
and the code is generated from the prompt by said ai
and then pushed to a main branch
Pretty sure that's how skynet started ngl
we will work on the murderous intent later not a priority
Create an ai to remove murderous intent ezpz
he's here
he was just ing #generative-ai
he dumped his chicken off his pfp though ๐ญ
still on his twitter though
but.. we need it here !! ๐ก
hahahaha but true, poor chicken
would be nice to have actual songtitles on your radio as well
there will be, also a bot to announce them via discord
alot of the project is delayed, my partner in the project passed away in january so im left having to do all of it ๐ฆ
getting ready to walk doggo's
woo wrap him up warm !
awwww cute
your chicken sure changed a lot
lol
it's like a walking burrito
aww bless
damn she old
yea, her sister didnt realize she gotten old as well. same energy as when she was a puppy
Speaking of which, on the scale of 10, how much do you enjoy writing documentations for your codes?
I usually use typed languages and write very user experience oriented code
so I don't really document much
I'm almost the exact opposite, even though my codes aren't that particularly spaghetti, I tend to write handful of comments to explain something like why an if statement checks for a bool value, and I could probably write a README.md as long as a chapter of a light novel (which contrary to its name, is nowhere near "light" compared to regular novels)
not gonna tell you to be perfect cause it will be counter productive and tends to be easier to just make things work at first and reiterate later on
but definitely don't be commenting if statements
more like if you live at Twitter
it would be more efficient to sleep in the office
I hear people over at Twitter having 75 hour work weeks
documentation..? what is this thing you speak of? ๐ฎ
// World subsys spawned earlier, wait for player controller before we proceed at all
if (GetWorld->GetFirstPlayerController())
{
//....
}
normally its only me reading my code so like... yeah screw comments and docs
Context: I do this on tick in my world subsystem as even PostInitialize() is executed eariler than HUD actor is getting spawned, and I don't want the hassle of user having to reparent HUD class, so I wait for it to do custom init function once and gate it from there.
I admit it's pretty hacky, but I intend the plugin to be just "plug-and-play", so...
It is gated, so it won't be spamming it on tick
@sand oxide ๐น have a rose cause you are awesome ๐
Send her a bunch of pressed rose cakes as well
oo i didnt think of that
I haven't ate one of those for more than a decade lol
๐
I like them if they explain why something has to be done in some way, or at least provide a hint for it
like //the specs from the business said that we have to do this fucked up thing or so
YW ๐
how do I get fresh air in my room without being cold?
hmm that is a hard one
- be hot
- open a window
wear 10 sets of clothing, open window for 15 minutes, then up the heating, removing one set of clothes until you are comfortable XD
sounds like Luos is speaking from experience there!
can't type with 10 sets of gloves
you don't have ventilation that'd heat the fresh air?
Bingo
do more pushups and such
sorry was not born in medieval royalty
But to be fair itโs not his responsibility itโs whoever owns the property
if you have pets, make a velcro suit and attach them to your body
:sadpepe:
somewhat XD
due to gas prices we went from 20 celcius to 18.5
saves about 300,- a year. thermos-clothing ftw
we have pure electric heating + a heat pump
I used to use my oven
poorly isolated house, we have to. else it drops to whatever outside temp. is XD
thankfully we have a fixed contract for 0.07 euros per kWh ๐
this is me rn
And boil water, it did the job
the only "proper" heating we have is in the living room though
the rest is shitty wall mounted electric thingies
but they suck ass
could you just insulate more? More insulation is a really cost effective way of saving money
the recoup time is short
thats up to landlord. and he nopes
mate... this post war house doesnt even have walls, its just plaster i think
oh
#plastergang
I think if I doubled the insulation in the attic space it would recoup the costs in five years
soon I'll be moving to well insulated house with floor heating and solar panels and heat pump though
soon โข๏ธ
water cycled floor heating?
adding insulation takes like 10-30cm space away, and is usually just glued to the wall... thats a recipe for mold
@hollow dawn that's why you add it on the correct side of the air barrier ๐
first year we lived here, we did not have neighbors, so in winter the heating couldnt handle it and never gotten above 19 degrees.
year after new neighbors moved in, and we found out that the empty space above our plastered ceiling opens up in that empty house.
most expensive year so far, heating-wise XD
Get renters insurance.
Set the house on fire
profit
heating and money, you can't lose
I don't think that's legal
yes
nice
also in most of EU afaik fire insurance when renting is required by law
if you have an air barrier and vented walls... and an architect... once, once thats how it was done
so don't need to get it anymore before burning the appartment
19 degrees is nice!
24 is where it's at
currently 17 degrees here in my home office
tis, but not when the heater needs to run non-stop every waking minute.
also, gf's mom has her home at 25, and its so darn hot I keep falling asleep whenever I am visiting XD
chris hemsworth says that freezing your ass off is good for your health
it builds character
health measured in shrinkage
if you freeze to death, you'll never have to worry about being cold again
youll be nicely preserved too
sniped
You use more energy to keep warm!
You could put plastic on the windows though that would help keep some heat in
Yeah, I've done that a lot, just not stating the obvious.
Even idiots like me have (coding) standards in place.
do you allow comment boxes around comment boxes around comment boxes in blueprints?
yes
but also air out?
just don't allow blueprints ๐ง
I would either just stand in the door way with it open, or crack the kitchen window or something
Can I just say how nice it feels when you fix something in blueprint yourself as a non programmer without looking it up.
Yes - BPs are kinda harder to sight read (in one go) anyway
I mean, blueprints are meant for non-programmers no?
Yes, they are, but it's not like you know how to use them from the get-go. It was just a feelgood moment for me
At least with a C++ code, without variable obfuscation, I have easier time sight reading it
Though I'm still struggling with Assembly
well done, now go do it in C++ ๐
My S&G goal is to make software 3D renderer in DOS with Assembly x86
I have much respect for programmers, but I know that my strengths are elsewhere. Blueprint greatly helps me as an artist.
what's S&G?
shits and giggles goal?
That's fair enough dude ๐
Yup
And thanks for being supportive. Sometimes you just want to be proud of something, even if it's a little step in the shadows of skills of others. Everyone has their own accomplishments.
i think weve all been there at some point in time, even mr Luos and his God like VFX
I mean, DOS PC without any kind of GPU is slower for true 3D, even with twice the clock speed of PS1's 33 MHz MIPS CPU
but can it do ray tracing
Yes
cpu ray tracing is slow
this was my shitty ray trace implementation https://github.com/TackyTortoise/CustomRenderer
you wrote a renderer? fuck dude....
you and i will have a very different definition of hard lol
understanding the math is the hardest part I guess
you can read all about it here https://dietertack.files.wordpress.com/2017/11/tackdieter_paper.pdf
I think I've explained myself quite well
Making an optimized real time raster 3D render in ASM is where it gets more challenging
for 2017 level me
i'll stick to beginner level c++ and bp tnx lol
Coming from the archviz side of things, i've only ever worked with static renderers until V-ray realtime became a thing. It's impressive how Lumen might change the market for Archviz.
I used to practice writing my own renderer since I'm started learning C++ as a youngin, that didn't go far though
rendering was one of my favorite game dev parts tbh
but most companies don't need render engineers
or so they say
and by now I'm too far behind on tech and details if I would want to keep my SW seniority but move to rendering engineer
Corona renderer was such a huge leap in user experience.
Anyone seen any good courses on sale today?
what work do you do atm @proud jay if you dont mind me asking that is
Yes, this is the cooking forum right?
game dev is very wide is what I'm saying
im just trying to say somin bout lumen, then i have to say somin silly but post it as reply to the lumen thing... bahhhh....
backend engineer for supply chain planning solution, working on "micro"services
Cooking can be a part of gamedev, e.g. photoscanning foods, or making plausible recipe
I was like what ๐
this https://www.omp.com/
selfdox
I'm more into baking... (maps)
oh dam that sounds complicated lol
very fancy words
it can be at times
oo network design, nicey !
Turbo encabulator overload!
anyone else here not working in game dev or just me?
Vulk is archviz he said... im dorking all over the place, archviz to gamedev to media production stuff
so no, you aint alone \o/
i do Sysadmin, gamedev when i get time
Yo
sysadmin? so, the guy we give donuts to so our pcs dont stop working
I don't work on gamedev (formally at least, probably until next year if metaverse bullshit counts)
@hollow dawn yup lol
I have submitted myself for local game company focusing on metaverse, for some better paying
Why not go try for tri-ace
I'd be underqualified for Tri-ace, and I haven't been able to go to Japan for that matter
rest of you
You know what you might be right
I'm not that proficient on graphics engineering from scratch
Last I saw they just wanted gameplay programmers, I thought they finished their engine already
Even my side side projects are mostly just for fun DX11 rendering, or retro graphics that isn't as complicated as true PBR renderer would
PBR is just a fancy word tbh... its just color specular and roughness basicially
well and some other stuff like IOR etc
At least with PS1 graphics I only have to worry about software level sorting and per vertex lighting (for now, haven't get around doing skeletal animations yet)
Almost like the rendering is based on physical properties.
yeah, just check the properties of the material you turn into a shader and set all the stuff up, rly not complicated, its like painting by numbers
skeletal animations are wholly different topic, but if you know about sorting and vertex lighting and all that, you are likely way beyond being able to do some pbr shader
I might be able to handle gameplay programming ๐ค
Considering even in Unreal I do some gameplay code in C++ after getting proof of concept in BP
maybe tech artist side of things
good tech artists are rare and valueble
Well, I haven't getting it to show up with my DX11 engine code, and it's mainly for fun for now, so I haven't get into it yet
And by PS1 graphics, I mean getting into an actual PS1 SDK (bless psn00b sdk, I no longer have to deal with the archaic Psy-Q) and emulator
people that hug on demand are equally rare and valueable ๐ซ
lol
Speaking of PS1
I got a prototype of Vagrant Story's AOE attack systen going in UE, but I'm likely going to ditch it. It was kind of improvisation from FF7R's command menu system and strategy element from Vagrant Story/Parasite Eve's AOE system, but I felt it started getting in the way of the real time action combat I'm envisioning
a visual remake of vagrant story (with faster loading times XD) would be my jam
I purchased these about a year ago.
(images grabbed from interwebs, because lazy)
Replace PS1's CD ROM drive with an SSD

Though granted the loading is also partly at the mercy of the game code
was vagrant story's actually good, I always wanted to play it but never got around to it
On second (times twelve) thought, I'd keep the AOE system around, for menuing and special abilities, since I also have D-pad used to switch weapons
it was like reading a comic book, quite a grim and dark story.
though I played it mainly for the gameplay and visuals
The story itself is okay-ish and the equipment system is tough to master, but the graphics/presentation and combat is good
once you understand the equipment/upgrading system and the combo-timing, it feels so good. albeit a bit slow. especially the upgrading / leveling weapons
like, if you kill demons with a knife, your knife will increase damage to demons. while killing angels (example) with it, would reduce the damage to demons. so you'll have a whole arsenal of weapons at all times.
you can also merge weapons and combine their increased stats.
but with how atrociously long it takes to load the chest that contains your weapons at forges, you could easily spend an hour or more just upgrading weapons.
And to think that they somehow cram all that in a PS1, with 2 MB of RAM (and 1 MB VRAM for the graphics), is quite a marvel.
its bonkers
also, imho it has the best mimic chests ever
like a very realistic version of the link to the past mimics
Oh yes, those look quite grotesque in the model viewer, and animated in such way too
Also procedural sound effects! (except for grunts)
man I just had a meeting of 30 min about the simplest implementation ever, just like a find and replace
I could've done it in the time we had the meeting
lol
i have to redo everything i have done today ๐ญ
hope you worked slow today then
i did actually, just some animation retargeting, seems unreal still doesnt like you to move directories around in the editor
Are antidepressants really worth it? I really don't know where else to ask this and want to know but I don't want to be reliant on a drug if it's not necessary
I need some actual advice here
moving directories in the editor is the only way to do it really. That way it gets updated on references. Doing it outside of the editor is criminal tho
ye thats what i thought marc :/
for some people yes. I used them for a while and they made me suicidal, so I switched to medicial cannabis and now I'm all good.
If you're really depressed yes, but they come with a lot of negative side effects as well. I never took them myself but my brother did. He was less depressed, but also less energetic, weaker, just a more empty person, but it's what he needed to get through some stuff.
so it depends
see what your doctor says
I'm very social irl when I try
yeah venylafaxine and sitroline can leave you feeling like a complete zombie that doesn't care about anything. It can be good for some, dangerous for others.
maybe go to a psychologist first if you haven't yet
But when I'm having a bad day it hits hard and I can't even socialize
cognitive behaviour therapy is the best, first, port of call you should go to. Often that does more work than SSRIs and other pills.
speaking of depression. I just installed Windows 11 and now my unreal projects are all un-associated with an engine and I have no option on the uproject to set the engine version. I had this issue before but I cant remember how I fixed it. Anyone any ideas?
:question: will Brazil win?
:8ball: As I see it, yes.
I mean idk but I don't think therapy will do anything for me, I am able to socialize and am very outgoing, but when I'm "in the mood" it's literally impossible to get things done
you have to do "open with" and select the version selector exe in unreal isntall directory afaik
nobody thinks CBT will work, until it does.
thanks will try
I'm also 17 if that helps
I would always advise trying therapy first
antidepressants should not be taken lightly
17 years old you are supposed to be depressed. You are still on the end game of puberty. I'd relax a little and just wait it out some ๐
also sometimes having a bad day is not a bad thing
everyone has those
as long as it's not encumbering on your life
I think it's much worse than that for me
never hurts to try a session or 2.
talk to your doctor. tell them how you feel. Get a referral to the mental health crisis team if you think you are going to self-harm or anything. Ask for Cognitive Behaviour Therapy (because they will try push SSRIs onto you) and try it out. I guarantee you will be better off than where you started. As the saying goes, "Once you hit rock bottom, the only way left to go is up".
Alright
one secret I shall share. When I hit my rock bottom, I isolated myself and started to teach myself programming. It was a good way to focus on something else. Plus it was beneficial as here I am, 22 years later, slacking in Discord :p
Depending on the severity and prescription
If you're in doubt, do get yourself checked.
yoo samee
funny you should say that. I have a fmily of 5 children and a wife. Often being alone is the only good thing left in my life :p
even with only 1 other person in the house I agree :p
although when I lived alone for the first time I felt that loneliness
you just have to get to know yourself and be comfortable on your own
learn to keep yourself busy
I haven't been lonely since the voices in my head started. What? No I'm not telling them about the voices? Huh? No I promise.
For me, social media doesn't do much on its own
I mean, my ideals that I'm currently picturing is having RL friends to talk with, visiting anime conventions, and push my drumming skills further
I guess hitting practice pads is my next best thing to vent out
Mostly just questions like:
Why did x not want to hang out?
Why would x say something like that?
Why did xRandomEvent occur?
I am practically never alone because wife and kid never leave the house...it's christmas once a year when I'm home alone ๐
I also prefer to talk to RL people
always good to have a musical outlet. I used to be a bassist/guitarist but I spiral fractured my finger so I can't play accurately anymore. So I took up piano because there is room for a spannered finger to hit a note :p
Even if it's online tbh
Stalling myself in programming helped a bit but the dopamine went away and it killed me
I also picked drumming mainly because I kinda hate plain exercising, but drumming is something physical that I can enjoy
I do wish to build my own kit one day, I happen to know a good local drum factory, someday I order concert toms from them lol
nice. Beat Saber is good too :p
this is just how it is getting older.
this will maybe hit really hard once you're done with school.
though yea, keeping yourself busy, and finding things to do is a good way to get rid of that feeling.
could recommend sports because it introduces you to new people.
you kind of need to go out and seek new people. else your social situation is unlikely to change.
sounds like you need to learn how to filter people and care less about what others think and more about yourself
My ultimate goal would be to do the In The Air Tonight fill for real, with proper toms and all.
the hardest thing about getting older for me is having those memories of being like 16 years old at an Iron Maiden convert. But it feels like yesterday. Then you realise you are 30 years down the line and the time remaining seems short.
not literally without consent
this is probably the thing that took longest for me to learn.
i used to care so much about what people thought.
Maybe after getting my proper icon drum kit, I'd bring them in anime/J-pop cover bands/gigs for drumming
well I do, but only about people I care about like my mom or my gf or something
but not random people that I see once in my life
I care about people knowing I'm good with Unreal. Because thats how I get paid :p
or "friends" that are just the shallow kind that I don't really care about
I don't need to care about people knowing that I'm a good programmer, because I know I am ๐ช
I don't care what others think of me, I just care what I think of myself, but the thing is I'm disappointed in myself if no one wants to talk to me ๐
Okay this, I had a suspicions that I'm being raised in a narcissistic environment, as I kept being told about caring what others think more than yourself.
I used to think I didn't care what people thought of me but the whole episode on twitter being called a predator and having someone try to stop people working with me was a good indicator that I do care. That upset me for a solid 6 months.
y'all sound like on meeting of anonymous alcoholics
I can safely say it's more on the narc side, but maybe that's just me being weak from getting constantly harassed by parents and my grudge against them
I haven't drank alcohol since 2012
Haven't drank alcohol since (Array.Index OUTOFBOUNDS)
I still thought I'm being weak, maybe I misconstrue it as constant targeted harassment, I don't know.
dont take parental harassment as a negative, even if it makes you consider grudge-like feelings towards them. Parents aren't told how to raise a child. They usually take how they were raised and mirror it. Changing things they need to in order to think of themselves as a good parent. I bet the harassment is really frustration at being responsible for how you grow and trying to set you on a path they think would be better for you. What I'm saying is it's most likely done through love, even if its negative in your perception.
what doesn't kill you makes you stronger I guess, even if I almost tried to self harm from it
very true. And thats super important for development into later life.
i recall a dude that killed their parents because they forced him to study and stuff, even when he was good at other things already. so yeah, the love can be deadly at times as well i guess
So with that I can safely threaten to amputate my future child when he/she did a small mistake in the name of love?
According to my parents yes
cause I had getting it few times
depends if the threat is real and if they perceive it as real. That could be said in a hyperbolic sense. If it was in a true sense I'd call the cops ๐
I heard someone say they were blind in one eye because his dad was mad at him and pushed him into a table
I've been threatened with a machete few times just because I missed small things in a chore
that sounds nuts
but I guess that's fine since I didn't actually get amputated or even beheaded
anger does weird things
well I imagine you feared it actually happening? Or was you aware it was an exaggeration for linguistic effect?
the parent may often regret it years later though
I don't know, dad would point his machete at me when it happened.
But if you say it's very acceptable, than who am I to contest that
ah, that's a cool relation
If by that logic then I can freely threaten to kill my future kids, because it won't actually happen
||For clarification, I am NOT going to do that, I'm going to end the shit parenting by myself||
My dad used to beat the living crap out of me. What made it worse was it was reasons I couldn't control. Often because I was late home when the people bullying me would keep me out and not let me go home. Eventually when I knew I was going to get a beating I would run away for a couple of days or a week or so.
Years later I was sat in the car with him and he stopped at a red light. Out of the blue he told me he was sorry for all the times that happened. This was out of character for my father. He was a John Wayne type. Stoic and cold. But I grew up in a time when that was still legal. So I forgave him.
||It's just that I found it hard to justify my mental health problems because of it||
how did you survive away though
it seems odd but when I was young a policeman could give you a slap around the ear. Strange times.
well barely. self-medication helped get me through a lot of years.
That being said though, my experience (or rather my point of view) led me to writing a quest where the protagonist had to go down through memory lane, fighting the devil in her father figure.
I named the quest "No Child of Mine", kinda based on a song with similar title.
Yeah, I hope my plans of moving out further next year go through.
I also hope to move out, but my parents literally won't give me any advice
Hard to minimize contact with them when I'm still in the same city
you can do so much with a few solid game dev skills ๐
I ask them how much our house costs or something like that and they dodge the question and begin getting mad that I'm on leave at McDonald's ($9 hour)
(btw if you can guess the song I'm referring to, you win nothing, but kudos)
sweet child o mine?
Nope.
Child in Time?
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Oh mayne, I hated being a teenager
The clue is in the quest title I brought up, but the protagonist is a female so "No Daughter Of Mine" is a little more mouthful
when you are old you will miss it ๐
Nope
Just donโt do like I did and turn to a life of crime that really messes up your prospects when you finally get your life together
yeah go the education route. deep dive the books
For sure go the education route
You miss it in your 20s already lol
If it's comparable I don't miss any year before this one one bit ๐
You will
But thanks for the prog suggestion, I haven't lean into Deep Purple lol
My go to old prog stuff is mainly Yes, Genesis, ELP
Deep Purple and Rainbow are godlike music
also Rush
Ritchie Blackmore was the king back then
Jon Lord on keyboards too. Only Rick Wakeman was a match
/root
Solider you will be fine. Just learn how to use the Gameplay Ability System. Then go speak to our lord and saviour, Lyra. That will make you're first million.
Thank you for this golden advice
*your
Also blame JRPG (and Phil Collins) that I'm getting into prog in recent years ๐
Before that I had no interest on prog
I've spent a solid 40 hours watching videos and reading about lyra recently. That's some granular stuff.
hes having a rough time
Just... rootbeer
It's free
i want to be a treeeeeeeeee
๐ wtf
Well that's your loss,
Root for me
Who are you?
๐ก
Good question.
I will remember this

Laura knows who I am
Take the bait, just take it
Back to bottlenecks
Janisku7 looking at this conversation. - 2022, colorized
@slow gyro how come you were allowed a vacation? ๐
lol
You never take a vacation?
not since i was err.. 19 lol
Lol why
Twitter you have a 50/50 chance on No Vacation or Forced Vacation without end
Is this america?
Health reasons mainly
To be fair, if I wouldn't have people tell me I should take a break, I would probably neither.
Vacation is unhealthy?
Well!
True life: Iโm addicted to work
My employees are drawing "Work Life Balance" memes on the whiteboards
I think it was time
Double entendre right there
I mean I get 20 paid holidays a year, Iโm gonna use then lol
We have 30 paid days
And then 9 more from work, but they can be paid out and I like money lol
I now have 4 left for the days between christmas and new year
Wait what
I get 28 + bank holidays
What are bank holidays again
Federal holidays
public holidays @slow gyro
Ah
Wait, there are countries that count those as your days off?!
Don't tell me Murika
I mean, we have 30 days, and any public holiday is extra
you also get paid triple time for working a bank holiday ๐
I have unlimited PTO. Have never had my PTO denied either.
Yeah I'm mainly asking because I wouldn't list those. You don't go around and say "30 + public holidays". Public holidays are off time. So much that even stores are closed in Germany
There is no "working on bank holidays", in theory
Right
That's a thing I noticed in American based HR Softwares
Well - that's not the US for sure.
imagine calling something a holiday when it's not
Yeah I offer that to our employees too
If they do have to stay longer cause some American client needs help (timezones..) then that's exchanged with free time
However public holiday in America != automatic day off
That country...
It depends on some weird thing I donโt understand
Blessed be our employers.
I took that whole third week of November off
Daredevil
I also donโt work the last two weeks of the year
Yeah I usually take the two weeks around new year off
I dont work during the first two weeks of a new Path of Exile league if I can help it ๐
Iโd rather be playing PlayStation
#cityboyz
The only benefit of working non stop the first half of the year
lol
yeah I cant remember a league that wasn't rough for a week at least
I have to forgive them for it as the turnaround for leagues is pretty swift. Plus they should be allowed to try stuff and see if it works. Although I don't think any of the Archnemesis haters would agree. ๐
do you think you will play Ruthless? Seems fruitless but might have something charming about it I dunno yet
yeah the new hard mode
ok this is a little odd, but I updated my Unreal Engine github fork to 5.1.0, then pulled it and recompiled my source to 5.1.0. I made a project that was with 5.1.0. I decided to update to Windows 11 and now my Unreal source build is 5.0.3 and I have to do it all again. That's actually more than a little odd.
my lord that's confused the crap out of me. I specifically remember switching off my e-cores to compile it
did someone write the text and move it manually to follow characters?
such effort
๐ yes it is
im truly amazed. over a decade of work, it sucks
over a decade of work and the starting areas haven't been QA'd enough to not fall right through on your first time playing
you forgot the sarcastic quotes around "work"
yes, you can tell that they "worked" on stupid things like facerig to character, whos going to wear an actual facerig+headset when playing just to have your face move when you rarely encounter someone or looking at someones face when you call them, which also doesn't look like it happens much either
he should have stopped at the wing commander series
wow I completely forgot that's who it was
No strikes remaining.
11/26/2022 11:00 AMO```
yey
@late comet you still suck for banning me !
:question: did NigeyS deserve it?
:8ball: Signs point to yes.
looks like manny is with quinn on this one ๐คทโโ๏ธ
:question: will nikeyS get more strikes?
:8ball: Cannot predict now.
:question: should NigeyS get banned again??
:8ball: My sources say no.
:question: will NigeyS get more hugs
:8ball: Cannot predict now.
what sources ๐คจ
everything that's been said in these channels up till now i guess
:question: will brazil win?
:8ball: Cannot predict now.
and pfist and quin
:question: will brazil loss?
:8ball: Concentrate and ask again.
:question: does @deep copper deserve more hugs?
:8ball: Outlook not so good.
too bad for you affectionateUser
:question: should i legally own this discord group?
:8ball: Outlook not so good.
oh come on!
manny just wants to keep me to itself
:question: do you love @late comet ?
:8ball: Ask again later.
:question: is this true?
:8ball: Very doubtful.
:question: weirdo
:8ball: It is certain.
lol
hug me to prove manny wrong
:question: should NigeyS do it?
:8ball: Most likely.
yay
how many people did you hug so far?
true dat
what about you?
then, wanna kill me rn?
hmmmm, no
are you also quality over quantity?
i need to catch you off-guard
my guard is always off!
it needs to be extra off
quite demanding, aren't you
ha! stabbed ya
๐
i am never gonna take it out โค๏ธ
i think that's a good idea. you might bleed out
o, saving your victim? now that caught me off guard
#RickAstley #Rickroll #RR
i mean, your life expectancy has defiantly shrinked
if you hug me with the knife inbetween it will shrink more , faster
nah im good (: i will just push the knife with my little fingers like so ๐
if you push it deep into me, i will get finger hugged
oh thanks for warning me
that's not a warning! it's a request
:question: will you hug @deep copper
:8ball: My reply is no.
see? manny gets it
but I didn't get it aaaa!
too bad for you ig ๐คทโโ๏ธ
:question: Has @deep copper faced legal trouble for their criminal activities?
:8ball: Most likely.
/8ball hi
:question: are you human
:8ball: Cannot predict now.
:question: are you a robot
:8ball: Don't count on it.
:question: are you a discord bot
:8ball: Most likely.
:question: are you questioning your existence?
:8ball: It is certain.
:question: were you laying?
:8ball: You may rely on it.
skechers it's the S
Huh
exactly what i said to pfist, he just said the source code has random in it for picking answers, and it does but I don't buy it
Lol
when you are on windows 10 visual studio will compile UE with just the e-cores if they are enabled. You have to disable them and go with the p-cores to get any performance at all. But W11 supports both.
laziness upgrading I guess.
I went from a 7 hour compile on my old cpu to a 58min on p-cores with win10 so it was good enough for now. But last night I decided to just go for it.
========== Elapsed 47:17.662 ========== not much of an improvement with win11 and e-cores but I could probably shave a couple of minutes off if I didn't watch videos whilst it was compiling.
oh! build times that are comparable to me! finally!
btw are you building the whole engine or something?
yeah
What cpu? 5.1 took me about 40m on a 5950X, and for the last 30% (linking) it was bottlenecked by the sata ssd so it would be like 5min faster if I got an nvme ssd
Ah yeah that's about the expected time for that cpu
running my unreal stuff on an nvme ssd and its a decent one so that prob helps
Have you set it to the best performance option in the win power settings?
my mobo has 5 nvme slots so my wallet is crying at filling it up
Ill double check as i updated windows so you never know if it reset.
I still don't have a single nvme ssd, have like 4 sata ones lol
I should probably get one but I can't be bothered to move the os install
I used to run my unreal stuff on a sata ssd. I have to say this is worth the money to upgrade. especially for starting up projects
Actually shouldn't be too painful to upgrade to nvme, can make an image of my current os install and just install it from that on the new SSD
yep I felt guilty spending money on a 12700 tho ๐
oh wait I see
yeah I got a 12700 not a 12900 my bad.
Unfamiliar with dd
I used the image approach before so that's what I'm familiar with ๐ค
Oh
Hmm, so which linux whaterveritiscalled do you recommend ๐
K, yeah I'm gonna slap it on a USB
Ty
The image approach can be a major pain if you have drives with different sizes
Last time I was going from smaller to bigger and still was a major pain in the butt, can't remember actually how I got past its complaining lol
I will actually have a use for Linux, who would have thought
Lol
last time I used clonezilla it shrunk the partition automatically iirc. Dont think I've had to resize partitions with ghosting software for a while. But linux sounds like a plan.
cat /dev/urandom > /dev/null
my entire computer life has been spent avoiding linux. bad experiences back with slackware put me off. But then I don't even remember half my Dos commands anymore either so it's probably for the best ๐
I once fixed a dying HDD by cat /dev/hdd1 > /dev/null to force it to read and fix every sector
so cats + dev = cool?
i like the fact you can run linux within windows now. Im sure thats useful to someone. I used it with a pixel streaming setup a few months back but not had use for it otherwise.
only took them around 10 years
what a shitshow twitter is rn
Lol
but it's fun to watch the chaos unfold so
"I'm taking my talents to Facebook. Goodbye"
๐ฟ
> has 200 followers
70% of them are bots
slavery is frowned upon
they do it oversea
i read he has been calling companies that stopped twitter adds
that must be quite the convo ๐
wish i had twitter adds so i could pull em and he would call me ๐
All this shit about twitter and elon and nobody talking about the biggest criminal, fifa.
Putin also doin bunch of bad stuff... iran is shit also
fifa have been consistent with it tho
There are many repeated comments on the twitter replies... wtf? That place is filled with bots, isn't it?
everything is shit ๐ but hey
hotreload is bad guys
he who controlls the bots controlls the retweets
I'm sure the Qatari slaves have the same sentiment... except they aren't talking about football.
the ones that are still alive that is
but it's not time for the superbowl yet
on the grand sceme of things it isnt all that bad
earth the hellhole... the book that writes itself
You can educate people. But, yeah, a friend says he was "really passionate about fifa being bad", but still watched the WC. Says he pirates it because he watches it without a TV licence and stuff, but it still all goes to viewer counts.
People are scum etc.
at least FTX crashed and a bunch of ppl looking to dump their ponzi on some other ppl got fucked... so that was a fun read
cant w8 for part 2 :the tether crash
This is how I feel about pretty much all sports.
Me too!
I just filter it as white noise personally.
great read on the crap FTX spend their money on ... what a bunch of crap:)
FTX?
much deeper the sad story it really is
the supposed billionaire messiah turned out to be a scammer
offshore company and more
kinda ironic actually
can you get any more god complex? ๐
my Guess tether is backed up by FTX coin... luna and evergrande:)
the great summary was here about it https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hb_7zovdJ_4
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i hope crypto dies so that I don't have to deal with this later
understanding banks and money is already hard enough
yea best it dies now while its still small ๐
then you cant get anymore hugs then
as if i get too many even now
perhaps that is the future
It should be heavily regulated after this. Should... And that would kill most crypto currencies, but the biggest or the ones that have some practical use should still survive.
hugs are the future? sounds not too bad ๐
glad im contributing to this ๐
when traders for traders isnt that what they say it is
the whole point is decentralized. but coinbase holds more than 15% of all BTC that doesnt sound decentralized
The currency record is decentralised, not the owners.
remember earlier scandal? on this space
anyways too much of it is bought on loan... that was never gunna last long
i think having 15% btc makes it concentrated not centralized
when one entity had lots of bitcoins
My whole crypto experience in a nutshell lol
total worth of crypto was more than google at one time.. but if google would burn all their assets delete all code and close up shop the world would get set back decades.... if crypto dies tomorrow not much would happen
quite, blue
People would just switch to a google alternative.
I mean, bing search would die because they just copy google results, but still ๐
i mean, apple exists
KFC maps?
they have internet cables trough the ocean and shit
server farms loads of em
if they burn it all tomorrow it would be total chaos
a fun thought is google actually tracking all their assets and burning it down, i wonder how long it would take
Don't need to physically burn them.
if they ask all the employees, maybe it would be real quick
Just delete all the data with a virus
but the hardware remains and is usable
we need to get rid of everything google for most impact
they could kill 90% of all android phones over the course of a month i think
internet cables are hard to completely remove... but all stuff combined they dont even need to destroy all of it too really wreak modern world
so hugs are the fastest way to transfer data !
wasn't there some ocean cable that died and some part lost internet or something
internet got a lot slower... there are a few cables... i think google and meta share a few
megle
goota
but if the main hubs are down .... internet would be near unusable
and crypto would die too
pretty much yes
Most banking would die...
people would have other things to worry about
we should really go back to gold coins and stuff
barter is also looking good but i doubt game devs can barter
well i think you banks would still run w/o google cables... but a lot would get fcked
specially with no internet
so ppl that buy crpto cuz they believe in the tech... really dont know tech
only ancient banks that use paper would survive for a while
we should start farming and gardening, so we can barter potatoes and stuff
that's a lot more reliable, worst case you still get to eat it
is it tasty?
yea super great
i have garlic growing it seems
like... in the cabinet?
man you gotta get those forrest strawberries, the tiny ones, they turn into somekind of pest and you got strawberries all over the place
no in some, mud i guess
onions also grow if they are not stored proper
potatos too
yea
plants just give a damn
normal strawberries spread pretty good too... goin all over my garden now
nice, strawberries are great
not sure if you can even eat those lil forrest strawberries
you can and theyre nomnomnom
you know, as they say, you can eat anything atleast once
Fragaria vesca, commonly called the wild strawberry, woodland strawberry, Alpine strawberry, Carpathian strawberry or European strawberry, is a perennial herbaceous plant in the rose family that grows naturally throughout much of the Northern Hemisphere, and that produces edible fruits.The Latin specific epithet vesca means "thin, feeble".
i might have to doublecheck that B4 i eat stuff cuz some1 on discord told me it was safe ๐
yeah sounds wise haha
you need to make sure you are thinking of the same plant
ill ask my sister she knows that stuff
i grew up in a valley surrounded by those strawberries in the wiki link, tasty af, but always make sure lol, the inernet has much wisdom, but always check first :P
yea i cant 100% sure tell its the same from the picture
well i wouldnt necessarily eat those growing in a public park where the doggies go
we have these around here
but yea allway pick the ones on top cuz foxes altho not a lot of those here can carry parasites
pretty sure those leafs are not correct btw ๐
TIL about Frostbite's BP-like script editor
its all good untill they promote it for artists ๐
but they have transparent eye material and animations, that wont work in nanites yet :/
well actually tiny black snek eyes dont need transparency, black chrome fits their demonic demeanor better
Poor snake.
we dont really have snakes here
they are like super rare and not deadly
when u see a snake here its prolly some weirdo losing his pet snake
who would mess with something like that?
altho i would like it not be close too my house
Obviously some guy trying to look cool.
prolly a professional removing it from human territory
It looks like the snake catches itself with its own fang.
thats why it screams after
Possibly!
did it stab itself?
best viper
I have 7 packages arriving between wednesday and saturday
Hey @broken sigil , long time no see buddy 
๐
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Planetarian was a great anime. That is all.
I watched through all of Stranger Things seasons... now I want more ๐ญ
The GC will no longer clear UPROPERTY + RawPtr/TObjectPtr references (even for Actors) but instead mark them as garbage (MarkAsGarbage()) and not GC them
Isekai Smartphone anime in one picture
Good lord, I hate that anime so much, it led to conception of my current game project
i hate python so much right now...
i should have rather spent the last 3 days writing my own parser in c++ -.-
well, it's mostly parsing json data, and has to transfer them on a skeletal mesh
so i need the unreal side of things, too
now my plan was to do the stuff in blender, and import it as fbx
Yes. It is trash, pls don't follow it.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/In_Another_World_with_My_Smartphone
I'm sure any sane GCs would cringe with this one
In Another World with My Smartphone (็ฐไธ็ใฏในใใผใใใฉใณใจใจใใซ, Isekai wa Sumฤtofon to Tomo ni) is a Japanese light novel series written by Patora Fuyuhara and illustrated by Eiji Usatsuka. It began serialization online in 2013 on the user-generated novel publishing website Shลsetsuka ni Narล until it was acquired by Hobby Japan for publishing the print e...
But it's funny how this single crap anime led to me creating an isekai game with more serious tone (and female protag for a change)
Just follow me, and I'll show you the way
This was super trash. I am also trash. I enjoyed it.
asian game/movie titles are just on another level
I could've joked by using a title "That One Time A Soda Junkie Girl Ended Up In Another World"
Good to hear that it helps dark souls out there
See also: Smashing Pumpkins Into Small Piles Of Putrid Debris
For a second I thought I was hallucinating for having heard this term in the game dev industry
Isn't it a Unity thing too tho?
I wonder in what state Mecanim is in, the last time I saw it it was so far behind UE's anim BP stuff
i feel so, too
It's at the same level/state as Unity Ads
i watch someone work with unity often, and well...
their state machine seems to be a joke
And yet on YT "Why Unity should be your go to engine in 2022"
But not surprising considering how Unity takes something and proceeds to neglect it
Almost like their entire engine that was once good
If you're dead set on just the money, yes.
I feel like every single one of those videos is paid for by Unity
theyhavealwaysbeen.jpg
but i just played an awesome unity game (desperados III)
People like Sakura Rabbit is very few and far in between
(I actually admire her work)
I love her/their stuff
Everytime I see her work, I always thought, "how can we do this in Unreal?"
- Make her move to Unreal
- Ask her

