#🔌│tech
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not just america is full of stupid people
🤷 and?
The third reich lost the war btw

Ottoman? That still a thing? Thought the first world war hammered the final nail in that coffin
there are smart and not smart people in the us
i am not a generic mindless zombie thank you. i think for myself
so please blame it on being missinformation. ignore the possibility of technology (to get back to the topic) centries ago being closer to what we have today.
cause you can't have free energy since it doesn't make money. again. if that scientist was lying that means energy is either free or not. but just cause he says it isn't, all of a sudden it isn't. and it can't.
why should i believe in your science if you won't look at indie science?
This is anti-intellectualism
If you can make energy out of nothing and proof it. You will have no issue financing anything
Indie science is a trap.
The only science with actual credibility is peer reviewed and tested.
Anything less can fuck off as far as credibility goes.
As for why you should believe in my science? It’s peer reviewed and tested, that gives it credibility.
The best science can be described with hundreds of pages of people detailing how the other studies did their job correctly
Neat little bow and all, if the majority of the scientific community is all saying something is right, there are good odds that it is.
THE POWER OF PEER REVIEW!
99.99999% is a bet im willing to take
Yeeee
Science is about, this is the only way this can be described with significant certainty and everyone else seems to come to the same general idea
I feel infinitely dumber having watched that video just now.
You fell into the trap.
They leech the intelligence to make you more complacent and themselves smarter!
- Gaddo, probably
😎 The ancient egyptians were completely sane thinking the nile was like the cum of some god
I sure hope not - Given how they thought cum was poisonous 😛
M8, they aren’t thinking far enough ahead.
Cum religion, everything can be cum and the anthem can be Welcome to the Cum Zone.
I’ll already have all of Twitter as my followers.
Strats.
Egyption methology is pretty much a bunch of ego-centric power abusing discord mods demanding either you to die of a plague or live another day
Your sin? giving too much to another god
Modern diets are a lot more softer than available in the past
Takes some effort to consume a handful of grain
for the question earlier yes ive been banned a lot. banned a few times on steam and only permanately banned from one. i asked dwarfurious to perma ban me on DRG cause i was banned more than once and i was sick at how forgiving steam was in comparison to discord
a deafult ban should not be an instant ip permanent ban
Why give reason to be banned?
it should also be a last resort
It is
Not much you can do after an ban can you?
?
you aren't listening -_-
if you are perm banned from steam you can still view the forums and progress/news on games from devs
you don't get that in discord
Tough break.
You're not buying games on Discord. So... the comparison is pretty weak.
How can you escalate after a ban? It is the most you can escalate something to can it?
what?
What do you mean the Discord game store thing is totally great everyone's using it!
wait so you want a steam discussion section ban to include a ban from the game?
or did I also already lose braincells from reading here
I've seen that several times. Got a friend who's an indie game dev who often picks apart bs sales pitches and promises on Early Access store pages 😄
Real AI with so and so and so features!
Yeah... no... that's obviously not a thing. Why are you lying and what are you ACTUALLY implementing?
DING DONG BANNU
oi
Give them a 1984 surprise that they dont exist anymore 
dwarfurious locked a thread from all of the arguing over when the release date was
to put everyone out of their misery or something
so he did the same for me
https://youtu.be/Ev0n8w_5jEs All im hearing is
alternate title: Huey's Descent to /pol/
Sauce: https://twitter.com/skurletonVA/status/1341831861299982336?s=20
i asked and he gave it. do i regret it? yah
im saying im being honest
i begged for the ban
maybe i should've mentioned i was perma banned from drg
on discord first
that's why i got into the forums and got banned a few times
from arguing
my memory is sht. i thought this was from drg
got banned in warframe discord from giving a mod the middle finger emoji after being put in solitary confinement. worth it
Someone has problems following the rules.
i was arguing with a "friend" and im the only one that got in trouble
Ah yes - And insulting a mod was definitely the way to address that 😛
I got once banned for winning the argument with the moderator 
Then you do the adult thing and contact the moderators privately and explain the situation calmly.
never tried raising it
I call that W
i wasn't an adult at the time was i
Internet janitors do be like that, they want to use their powers! And if you say anything bad to them it's the ban for you
22
mentally
👀

if it's a repeated pattern that happens to you maybe there is more to it than the mod being unfair yknow
i don't consider myself an adult
that was like my 3rd ban
the first was from something i try to forget
🤷 Ban one bot manufacture another
that's about 3 more than most people ever get
first discord i got really into was for a paladins group
ended up spamming at everyone till i got banned

Nice
it was basically a trantrum
How curious
im a bit more mature now
doubt
prob would be more mature if i didn't live here
yo someone got a good settings for wooting double movement?''
if someone does have dm me a screenshot
steam controllers get that problem
magic
And so it begins...
Mansen hid a magnet it there somewhere
did you?
have you ever messed around with steam input?
it's so cool
be awesome if some of the features got added to wootility
now to get a job and buy the z and 2he...
Yoink the code and add it yourself
What better way to convince someone to add a feature if it is already implemented and ready to go 
Suffering from success
suffering from loading a game at work
got best mouse now
I've had access to this mouse for a while, but I decided to make a separate thread for it since I don't want some posts to be buried. I have taken some useful photos, if there's something more any of you need, you can ask and I'll see what I can do.
This mouse is basically the same as...
tbh you are better off either just using it
Eh... bit of bodge wire and that's sorted.
or throwing it in a RX250
cause that is almost a drop in replacement
is like .7mm off
oh also if you do get it
NEVER update the firmware
just bricks it
i mean it does look compatible with the logi
SWBF player setup/gear spreadsheet:
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1NmqtVWXP5IOarwhTLMN1uJSOEWIteZElmxKpY8lB784/edit#gid=0
1080p60
Playing: EA's Star Wars Battlefront 2015
btw
Tf is that
zalman zm-m600r
Probably should of got the viper mini instead
you are assuming I don't have one already
Yes
https://o3de.org/blog/posts/o3de-2111-announcement/
So they finally have a "stable" release huh.. wonder if it's gonna see any adoption
oof
nvidia/arm seems to be dead
Cool
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2HwGpoiePMg
God this brings me back hard.
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All that's left is a server tower with four DVD writers and cathode lights.

https://twitter.com/StephenNellis/status/1466536545117081609 looks like Jensen saw it coming days ago and was already salty 
also water cooled ssd's are once again showing people dont understand how shit works, when it's known ssd's prefer warmer operating temperatures
But not TOO much. Otherwise we'd be using RGB SSDs all over the place 😄
oh I see it's just budget vapor champer
so makes even less sense bc now you pay for something that's note even effective
lmao
That is just so impressive the board on the right is a micro controller and it is also thinner than the magnetometer
well then
actually Arduino pro mini 16MHZ
Tryna keep it to my knowhow
Also do not think I will be needing a teensy for displaying simple graphics, magnetometer, potentiometer, and leds.
as much as that a battery waste i want to get it
2 or 3
they just need to change colors on potentiometer values
nothing wild
I do get your point though
in the case I do not have enough resources i got a Arduino Due 😛
hmm why is that
https://www.reddit.com/r/MouseReview/comments/r7c0ep/this_blows_my_mind_steelseries_optical_prime/ any chance gateron makes this too?
That is made by g-tech
They used it in some other mice before
It is not hall effect
The longer arm on the spring just goes in a light gate to switch it
so i have had my wooting2he for a couple weeks now. love it but im having an issue that maybe someone can solve for me. ill be gaming then tab over to my other monitor and 0's will spam unstoppable until i unplug from the usb then plug the keyboard back in. kinda frustrating.
Should uh - Probably repost this over in #archived_helpdesk_for_keyboards before this gets drowned in discussions about #🔌│tech 😄
they are too op
You have the most unheard of tech
What's that?
Looks interesting, I just saw a vid on it.
eh
it obv is not good for public transport etc
since they are basically as open as audio goes
but otherwise they are pretty good
mega comfy
especially with these yaxi pads
cable is ass
will be the next thing that goes
I use them in my office
with an apple dongle

audeze tuning is a big yikes
if you want a decent planar IEM you essentialyl end up with the 7HZ timeless
cause all others have either wack tuning
or the drivers are bad sizes and give you bad tonality
for the IEMs there are also just better options at the pricepoint
like they are so much more than blessing 2s
Weeeeell kinda.
I got mine on sale for 400 AUD.
And for iSINE20s that is not bad at all.
Admittedly it’s a hard deal to find for new ones, but if you wanna go second hand they’re nice and cheap.
their tuning is just weird
Yeah it is.
But since I have an A&K SE100 that was a fairly easy problem to fix.
Just tedious.
get's quite a bit better with EQ admittedly
uhh
dunno if the included EQ is that good in DAPs tbh
parametric EQ is just better than most stuff
ah
yea dunno how android handles those
Pretty well actually.
I know the SE100 has modified android, but it feels pretty close to 10.
Yeee, APO is good.
I mean
yea
just another DAP though
which already is a niche product category
even for audio
yea they don't make a lot of sense for myself as well

also barely listen to music on the go by now
and when I do I want ANC anyways
which makes the point of a DAP completely mute
for me at least
Look at the time taken
25 minutes
I think people like this csnt afford it or can't download the game without major compression
25 hours
O.o
lol
Pretty damn good compression.
Fitgirl is known for that.
Good repacks with superb compression and installers.
Ye she's good but compared to dodi installs are awful
I think the COD Black Ops repack I installed was FitGirl
blasted music I wasnt expecting at top volume when I Opened the installer
xd
All?!
If you aren’t going to rickroll me then don’t bother putting your awful repack music in.
I mean I install Dodi or Fitgirl depending on who shows up first on the torrent list 
The iconic music
Yeah it’s a super common practice.
I pretty much always go fitgitl for preservation

I'll. Dm you
My most recent ones
I kinda just preserve them till I play one day
Smells like seas here
Oh yeah - High seas yarrr harr that.
Lirix is a new Arch Based Linux Distro that uses the MaXX Interactive Desktop Environment to simulate the feeling of using an old IRIX system. Let's see if Ben can navigate his way through this unique Linux experience!
Here are some links to check out:
Mum Tries Out IRIX 6.5.30 (2006): https://youtu.be/wlVjE4otV7g
MaXX Interactive Desktop: http...
Why are desktops that look like this being made in 2020?!!?
Because it's beautiful
This is the strangest save dialog box.....got to give it the full path to save a txt file
its a coffin :')
still though
microsoft with their truly infinite wisdom decided that copying info of all files to ram in a directory you have opened in explorer is perfectly fine
🤔 but how?! the file explorer is one of the oldest windows apps
That is alot
How they not notice a memory leak in the like 20 years of windows?
35 million strings is when i stopped process hacker from scanning

o.o
Is that why Windows uses like 5GB ram on bootup? cause the entire desktop is a process of the File Explorer and its loading all the folders into ram?
no it only loads info of folder you open
ah
Desktop is technically a folder
do you want 1 million files on your desktop?
No thanke
average grandma setup tho tbf
Thankfully it is usually links
Minus the recycle bin
And in the some keeps files out on the desktop and not a folder
is there a way to pin the recycling bin to the sidebar of Explorer?
cause rn I have it as a tile in the start menu
Disgusting
I do
and the onlyl way to acces it usually is the icon
I do not want wanna cramped as hell bar
You could also ask Microsoft tech support through a sketchy site
Do not worry team viewer is 100% legit and safe
I do find it funny how one guy goes around with a virtual machine rips the files off these scammers
Sometimes even taking pictures with their webcam
And then throws it back at them in curve balls as the conversation continues, may even reveal their house location to them
A lot of them stupidly keep sensitive information on them their desktop 
Github Copilot: https://copilot.github.com/
Timestamps:
00:00 Intro
00:48 Coding Starts
01:35 Center a div
05:58 Completed Project
06:03 My thoughts and conclusions
oh wow
didn’t know you can literally code in english with that
i mean
its still not good with complex stuff
but ya ai code generation from a text input is kinda been going on for a year or so like that
Iv got a strange issue on WhatsApp recently
....
I select a photo from my gallery to send
And it shows in that editing preview Whatsapp does after you select a photo
And I send
But it sends the photo that's after the one I selected in the gallery instead despite showing the correct one in the preview
The photo to the right gets sent instead
If only there were more hours in the day today
don't do today what you can do tomorrow
Lol I did tonight
Beside the spool holder
Could not find the nuts until just now
I did not like having to put the belt on it
It took several steps forward to correctly put it on -_-
And I literally had to remove all the pieces and then do it correctly
just print the nuts lol
Hah
How I print deez nutz
Hah got em
Anyways wanted to print some stuff for my nerf gun
And my mouse
holo and feet?
I do not get that
holo sight and new feet
Oh
No not holographic sight
Just create maybe a potentiometer dial/knob
And yes new mouse foot that I can use any mouse skates I want to on
Thankfully, mouse feet are held by magnets and the area there is for them is substantial
Price of what?
printer
Oh lemme check
I got it on cyber monday
$236
Pretty sure it is a bit more than the original or pro well whatever
But it has muffled motor operation
bro i do everything in the same day. always.
working until i die
... well you did give an answer
or get rich and die trying
Thanks i hope you do too
tried it once, made me tired
this your print?
that's what anyone with some brain would do as their first print
sucks i didn't have one when i had my first
fun device to use nonetheless
Is the one you use closed?
Oh
six years ago
I remember my high school having that and wood laser engraving
Could have even went to waterjet was offered to help
But I just did not have the time to focus on that
Man sounds nice
So I only got to do one semester
But I have a great grade in that class
There was preparatory class like financial meanings everyone had to take
They ripped out my engineering second semester big sad
Still got to do computer science for four years in high school thoufh
Yeah
My friend
Would bitch about inventor
But I like imventor
Looks modern
Has the features
Workflow does not crash
Cough cough crappy University cad progran
It did not just crash at school either it crashed on my damn gaming pc
it's dope, going to obtain it through """"definitely legal means"""" and mess with it again
Yeah it is quite expensive
loved going back and forth between faces and angles editing the crap out of whatever i was modeling
Yep
workflow as you said
heard it's a solid free alternative
But I heard it also has it's own interesting workflow
that's mainly animation ain't it?
I thought it was
I honestly do not know anymore
Because people also use it to render
Ect
That said though, inventor has ray tracing
more recent, so i likely didn't experience it
Yeah either 2021 or 2022
screw unreal and unity, inventor is the future
bai
Me: Highlights ONE LINE of text to convert to Heading 1 style
LibreOffice: Makes the ENTIRE PARAGRAPH below that line also Heading 1 style
Me: 🤦♀️
I have to agree with @misty saffron for once
But Google docs is pretty good
Not as good though
i also don't like giving microsoft credit
Tempted to use Linux mint xD
It's not very mint
I like ZorinOS
ASDF REFERENCE?????
That show was extremely cursed.
You never realise it as a kid, but it was so cursed.

Oh god, that.
I forgot that even existed.
Even more fun to see speedrun.
I think it's if you go in with the expectations that it'll just work like the other operating system you're used to you're gonna have trouble
Yeah... What ngh said
Everyone looks at Linux initially and think "this doesn't look and act like Windows, this is scary and bad"
Until they try it they don't know the whole experience
The key to learning and enjoying linux is too go into it wanting to learn a new experience
Not going into it and getting mad when it doesn't do things the exact same way as windows does
I would recommend switching to fish shell
For doing commands in terminal
It does syntax highlighting, auto suggest and can use abbreviations to type a long command with a few characters only
fish is not posix compliant
That's the only downside
You can run bash to run scripts if they need it
What desktop you go with?
Wait.......
That's fish shell?!?!
ZSH does it all 
Ohhh
Manjaro switched to zsh???
if i run 2 m.2 ssds in raid 0 will it make any significant difference in speed?
Why would you want to anyway?
MAXIMUM SPEED
one goes down all data goes poof
Mmm yes, posix me harder, daddy Stallman
HUHH

Forgot to reply to the message lol
Isn't raid meant to be a backup system?
Narf
You have two drives and the second one copies the original incase the original breaks
No?
honestly im not sure
Nope
You should probably have a few
1 breaks is okay
Another breaks oh no
They have like a pool of data
Noooooooo, no it is not.
Raid is redundancy, not backups.
So for backups you want the data stored on site and off site, preferably in multiple raids in multiple locations. Provides backups and redundancy for those backups.
A good example would be storing some important files on a RAID6 both on site and off site with cold backups in both locations. That’s what I’d consider a stable backup scheme. You write to the RAIDs every day or two and copy all data to the cold backups every week or so.
With the backup schema being incremental, of course. Don’t wanna be writing fuckloads of data all the time.
RAID (/reɪd/; "redundant array of inexpensive disks"[1] or "redundant array of independent disks"[2]) is a data storage virtualization technology that combines multiple physical disk drive components into one or more logical units for the purposes of data redundancy, performance improvement, or both. This was in contrast to the previous concept of highly reliable mainframe disk drives referred to as "single large expensive disk" (SLED).[3][1]
Data is distributed across the drives in one of several ways, referred to as RAID levels, depending on the required level of redundancy and performance. The different schemes, or data distribution layouts, are named by the word "RAID" followed by a number, for example RAID 0 or RAID 1. Each scheme, or RAID level, provides a different balance among the key goals: reliability, availability, performance, and capacity. RAID levels greater than RAID 0 provide protection against unrecoverable sector read errors, as well as against failures of whole physical drives.
Microsoft: The only multi-billion dollar corporation that does not have a Quality Assurance or Software Testing department so they can save money and use customers of their OS and products as the testers instead
Thinking you were the customer now? 
Make you blind to the fact that the product is you
🤨
oh right
its more of a side hussle
the customers are big corporations paying the massive contracts to maintain dos or xp
ah...
linkedIn is owned by microsoft? the more you know
Yeah it is
For as whole lot of years by now.
does anyone else have the issue where screen becomes dark on windows 11
until you move cursor
started happening after i updated nvidia drivers 
I had that too. Solved by reinstalling 10 xD
oh thank fuck i'm not insane
It will darken everything except a youtube video I'm watching.
yep
also happens in games so
definitely something to do with hardware acceleration
Haven't seen that myself.
Thank fuck.
Somehow I haven't using dev Windows 11. 
But hey, if it wants to keep working with little issues I'm happy to let it.
Ah, America
Where expensive things prevail because people dont want to appear poor
this cable management hurts me
Wdym it says fast bro
Lmfao what even?
Let's build and review the MiSTer Multisystem hardware expansion kit! In addition to its 3D printed case, the Multisystem is a board adding tons of functionality and quality of life improvements to the MiSTer FPGA experience. Plus it has all kinds of nifty upgrade options with a modular expansion slot and integrated SNAC ports and things, so thi...
bet sweat would look amazing on that pink one
Wot
this black one!
Something is wrong with my mouse of one of cables. It started not working after few seconds, and even had flickering lights when connecting by cable. Both wired and using receiver it just usually after few seconds stops working but sometimes it lasts
Trying different cables atm
Since both wireless and wired two of the cables are the same
But it looked like a mouse issue
Hmm now it works again using same stuff, clueless.
does anyone know if i can optimize this even more without fucking up usability
i don't think i can cause the only thing to optimize is memory allocation for decrypted string
and if i don't allocate it each time usability is gone

The largest worry the code gives me is memory violations. Considering C arrays begin at 0, array[size] would result in the address after your array. Which you might or might not own. Atleast it might lead to problems if the compiler doesnt step in. Which it likely does by default..
string_length is never >31
@fair gull so uh did ever update the 3d printer firmware?
yes
thats the one i use now
ooooo, Banggood have the AMD Aya Neo....
okay i got that one two days ago and i honestly do not know what to do with the firmware
oh i see you are just using plain marlin then
not the modified marlin that creality uses
basically plain marlin, eith creality mods and more mods
it works
just
i always get elephant foot on my prints
then compensate for it
so
Fix how?
compensate by just making the gear have an inner curve?
Easier to do it in software with the slicer
elephantsfoot meams the printer is printing into the bed
not on the bed
but if i raise it minimally where it would print on the bed it doesnt stick anymore
it sticks for like a line or 2 amd then moves round
o.o OP AF
just have more money
and the connections in the tech world to find a non scalped RTX card
pretty sure that's just an expensive heater
wtb hug
I haz the bad type of Irish accent

hug emote looks like more than hug... 
dont challenge my introvertedness, youll lose... probably

extroversion is the sign of being a normie
i had to go to the post office and argue over a broken corne pcb being sent back... was pain
outside
im enjoying lockdown, means noone expects me to go out and do things
i dont think i would suggest meeting a friend irl, but if they did then id consider it
last time that happened, got very inebriated in london...
was fun, i remember semi falling over on way to bed 
considering the state i was in, im surprised i remember as much as i do
i dont drink unless someone else is paying for it 
i just had to throw out some milk that was just turning bad... so im out of milk rn...
but yes, consume fluids indeed
i do have cereal with my breakfast but chances of me remembering to eat more than once per day is 50/50
ye ive pretty much dropped out of uni at this point,
how far did you get through before ya decided it was enough?
realised earlier than i did, i made it through first year, then covid so all lectures online, didnt watch any of them, failed all the open book exams due to anxiety/panic attacks
im technically repeating the year externally but thats mostly because parents wont let me drop cleanly
yeah... i dont have to start paying loans off until i actually make over the threshold of some amount... i should look at that sometime
¯_(ツ)_/¯
bad government
yeah... mental health care is a fucking joke, causes more stress and pain than you had to start with... 
anyway, this is tech talk... find something techy to talk about
erm... yeah, no i got nothing
i lurk in so many channels i cant keep track on all of them
Alcohol makes you feel better by breaking your body. Making it unable to keep processing the brainthinkideas
i find drugs are better for that ngl

yeah, keeping the mind busy so it cant dwell on... certain things is gud
drinking with aquantances is treated as an activity in of itself, too much idle time for me,
ill also completely zone out and ignore anything going on around
although, i do that anyway
i have the opposite conclusion but go on
ye
might just be i use it to take the edge off existence while continuing normally, so it just lessens the pain rather than being an activity in of itself
parties
dont need to change numbers if you never gave it out in first place 
those that did still have contact i told them about stuff and they stopped trying to talk to me... 
i cant even remember my own number let alone a different one
its too damn long and its all numbers, would make more sense as alphanumeric rather than just numbers
im not doing that here because open channel 
oversharing publically works fine ¯_(ツ)_/¯
interestingly, talking to people in vrchat (shhh yes lots of anime girls, no my player model is toothless the dragon), helped with anxiety and processing some of the heavy shit
many nights i fell asleep in vrchat because the real world was too much
theyre hot because theyve go so much fur on those suits, it traps air and creates one way thermal barrier...
too literal? probably, correct? probably
i still dont get the furry hate, people can like what they want
yeah not all are, got a friend who writes furry erotica and isnt trans
im not sure if theyre a programmer but based on them only having 16gb of ram and being bad at computers, i doubt it
i think thats probably because there arent any societal requirements of programmers, they write code, dont have to conform to any societal norms like other jobs
yeah... dont piss off the trans furries as the entire internet will go down 
self fulfilling prophecy
i dont even know what im gonna do anymore, ¯_(ツ)_/¯
yeah im just existing until i fail my exams again 
who knows, maybe covid will go away for long enough for me to get driving lessons in....
yeah, fuck that
just pirate them
not worth the aggravation, fuck that course
too many things, degree bad 
same ;-;
its funny how in this day and age, youre pushed to get a degree like you wont get a job without it, then everyone has one and still cant get a job 
so far, I am not going to :/
This semester I am so behind on work and have such little time or knowledge or motivation
I dropped out of uni but apparently still got a degree
wat
yeah, everything ive found useful, i have learnt through my own research, theres interesting tidbits from uni but nothing i couldnt have learnt myself
wtb uni hax
need ez degree
ive got a single event to blame anxiety on, the depression is more of a timespan
all of mine is + family members being shit + not knowing enough life skills ot be able to live on my own
but those specifics are the heavy stuff
if noone sees your physical body, you dont need to 
sadly, showers exist and I need to use them often
are they public showers?
same... plus takeaway like 3 times a week
ew no
then noone see ¯_(ツ)_/¯
just seeiny my own body makes me wanna get a knife and stab myself
realising my body resists that helped tho, im still sad af but no point dwelling on it as i cant do shit about it
pesky society breaking all the people
thanks for the offer, but I really need to get this thorn out of my side first :/ FREAKING COLLEGE .-.
Im so fuckign done with its shit
is there anyone who doesnt have mental issues? probability dictates that however low the chances there are, there must be one
there are people out there

I think
not me though
ngl, best feeling is your entire body feeling like fire when you shower
so you mistake it for an itch, scratch all over and all the scabs peel off
then you bleed again
Oh BTW
i think the best feeling is probably the sharp pain then nothing at all 

it's sharp, but only because the cuts are really jagged
Start
yeah, its a unit alright xd
blunt blades are an entire reason not to do it in the first place... probably the reason my blades are all blunt actually 
Luckily, I am not in debt for college
anyway
my family situation is shit enough that the goverment are paying my college fees
did you assume their existence?
/s
i wonder if sentient mold can have mental issues 
👀
i dont even know how much debt im in 
seriously...how are y'all not in like...crippling amounts of student debt?
I'm still years away from completing a masters
the sweet sweet suffering
My switch is here
Taunting me
But I can't play it......
Have a 3000 word essay go write that's 100% of this subject
I'm £58k in debt rn
hey, that's a familiar tæle
Rookie numbers
imagine not being suicidal throughout it all anyway...
meds is just "try this, it might work, if youre lucky"
true
turns out antidepressents just make me sleep for 16+ hrs a day
that shit will give you a rack so fast
cant be depressed if youre asleep 
also make you fucking soft as all hell emotionally
well, the alternative was telling you you genuinely sounded like a rockslide, a 6'8" bodybuilder
it sucks, but it could have been 20 times worse
fair
yeah, i dislike when people tell you something to please you rather than what you asked for
Honestly, If I met a trans person just randomly, like they passes and still sounded guy-ish, id still be jealous af
physically passing for the moment is my main goal
that includes bottom surgery
I have telegram....
wait, do you need to give your phone number to add people on Signal? idk how that app works
most image sharing is just sending a link to the server its on
theres already photos of me out there without my consent, what difference does i make if i send photos with my consent? ¯_(ツ)_/¯
i use MIUI, getting any notifications from any app is already hit or miss
I always manually open apps to check notifications like once or twice a day
cause thats the only way I see them
wait...y'all check your phones?
only notifications i care about are on discord or emails, both of which are on my pc
so no, i dont check phone
I care about whatsapp cause my college year group is on there and my landlord for when rent is due
Animal Crossing.... I need my login streak miles....
i should probably sleep
same but I cant
5 thousand
on what?
but I've been staring at this blank document on my screen, bleeding on my desk and crying for the past 12 hours
I have the downloaded version
mood ;-;
I got physical copy cause I didnt know if I would like the game or not and it was also cheaper than the eShop version
I'm just leaching
Add more buzzwords
just "fuck this essay, fuck you, fuck this course, fuck this essay again, fuck project managers and their bullshit also fuck you" there ya go
i dont think any extra words are needed
fun fact, "fuck" is the most versatile word in the english language
"the fucking fucker is fucked" is a perfectly fine sentence
Project manager turns narcotics into angry rants why the juniors are incompetent
Locke
too many words, brain no worky
let me be deft
fuck you
and fuck off
fucker
we fucking clear on this matter?
good
indeed
imma go get into bed... i wonder if ill come back before sleeping 
nah, mods want me gone

Sleep
cheers
What is it and why do the shadows want me to sleep. Part 52
eh, fuck it
I got vodka
from the freezer
yum
vodka is best at subzero temps, change my mind
Its special water
we have social programs to do it for me.
Pretty great, especially compared to the us model
From birth produced by the gut bacteria
Just leave some drink out for too long and you get alcohol
^^
idk how to continue this damn essay :/
I returned!
why drink alcohol when you can drink juice
i also drink the water of the flesh of fruits
cut your cocaine with anything specific?
caffeine, the usual
I cut soda out while I had braces now they're off I have it occasionally but not often at all
fun for the whole family
i dont think i'll be able to leave soda if i get braces
I had braces ;-; the worst part of them is constant food getting stuck on them
I wonder how cocaine cut with ket would work 
that reminds me
"do ketamine" is still on my bucket list
it's fun
and considering I'm basically a frothing animal that needs to be put down, I'm surprised they haven't tried either that or a 12 gauge enema on me yet
time is a social construct
Paranoia and delirium me thinks 
and lunar calendar
it's a construct, not a social one tho
if paranoia is correct, is it still paranoia?
in 1867, two scientists were in space, and they were watching the sun revolve around the Earth...when it had completed one cycle, they had enough and decided to call it a day
I am in your walls, i will give you communism, you will be given stuff
that was fun question therapist asked, "have you had any delusions", idk if I knew they were delusions, they wouldn't be delusions
methinks they didn't have space travel down in 1867
Shhh
they were still coming up with ways to fuck up native populations
dont expose me
even more so than ripping children away from parents and members of the church beating and raping them
oh
and establishing the lovely nation in which I live at the same time
great place
just be white
:)
it was the celebration of killing natives not long ago
Canadia Land
but it is cheaper to be a killer
mhm

mouths to feed...cost money
bullet is cheaper than food
or ig long pointy stick is cheaper
I could kill myself 1440 times for less than I'd spend on food in 2 months
Especially if their name is Joseph Stalin
If you yourself recognized them as delusions then no they wouldn't be delusions, but a person could know they were being treated for a delusional disorder. That's about as much insight as you could have in order to know you're having delusions
ik, why they asked and they probably expect you to have a friend notice and tell you or smth
ikr
or a previous therapist
that's always the problem
💰
I've only had one therapist be any good, I should go back to them
the one reliable friend I ever had was my xbox...fuckin thing transported me to worlds that didn't suck
or at least ones that did where I had a gun and a lot of bullets
to fix a lot of the problems
I want VR headset so badly ;_;

But I can't get one because the cheapest ones are made by Facebook
Just make a fake account called Dee Dee Mega Doo Doo
You are required to use your real name o n Facebook
"required"
quest 1 vs quest 2
Oh
og rift 




no, VM go brrr

