If I got something like that with say a 10900k or whatever they decide to call it xD
#🔌│tech
ashen spindle
my personal gaming pc is srs buisness 
bandwith I'd suspect, and increased latency
bandwith maybe, latency not really
if the distance is bigger, you still can't push beyond fixed speeds for light/electrons
same reason why we don't just get bigger L1 caches for example, which would make stuff much faster if you could just add more
ok I looked it up, thought backplane meant something else
so just a motherboard but with a pci socket for cpu basically or what is your idea here
oh hell yeah, going over a variable slot instead of having traces directly to ram and such? sounds like an easy way to lose performance
so basically a motherboard but the lower half is cut off
hm idk enough about electronics to know if that would introduce more bottlenecks or so
having a standard size for mobos should make it easier for putting stuff together though, also then cpu's would need support to not break from the cooler's weight or we need gpu coolers for gpus idk
seems like too much stuff to change for not too many benefits
ashen spindle
okay no you cant try it by using something like water as the standard
you cant try to make this the new thing instead of what we have but force watercooling
like it needs to make sense to completely replace it or else why bother if it only segments the market even further
wheat plume
chrome estuary
oh my god i want to buy a 2080ti but they're 1300$ after taxes and 236$/m if on payments
bronze ether
damn
feral jolt
It's possible to find deals on occasion
Not that anything is a great deal with a 2080ti
fair gull
i bought One
plush summit
F
chrome estuary
well i own a 1080 but one of the ports is broken on it and my main monitor is a fairly decent 4k.
plus the payments thing is through amazon and I can pay it easily.
but that's a lot of fucking money
even if it's over 5 months
ashen spindle
got a 1080 as well, I'm waiting for the 3000 series, most likely introduced at gtc in march
chrome estuary
yeah and that's something else i wanna wait on
I kinda wanna buy nicer 4k since this is more of a business 4k.
Something like the Predator series or Nitro series perhaps
fair gull
and here my 2080ti runs 2 24" 1080p monitors
reef patrol
Quite an upgrade 😄
feral jolt
i went from 970 to 2080 ti yeah it was a huge upgrade
fair gull
why would one want a 1080ti over a 2080ti
ashen spindle
price/perf
feral jolt
yeah it was a much better deal
fair gull
cant really compare that imo
the whole rtx shit is barely taken advantage of rn
but the games that can use it
look brilliant
and run brilliant
feral jolt
yeah i dont play minecraft tho
fair gull
what
ashen spindle
feral jolt
the only game ive played so far that had ray tracing was metro exodus
i wasnt particularly impressed
fair gull
metro is like the worst game i have seen implement rt
ashen spindle
dont think I have a single game that supports it lel
feral jolt
yeah i did the $1 month of xbox game pass and then dropped the sub because it was shit
fair gull
the only thing i know of that has an actual good RT implementation and a nice tech demo to go along with it
is bright memory
feral jolt
god damn windows update always changes my power settings
i thought my psu was dying and had a mini heart attack
wheat plume
laughs in Linux
ashen spindle
I do kinda wish there was one settings file for literally every windows setting that you could generate and have it load it after an update
wheat plume
is there any OS that can do that?
wheat plume
welp
fair gull
i only use templeos
wheat plume
wow xddd no networking ftw
fair gull
god has his messangers
wheat plume
:PP you talk to them in that game
reef patrol
created by one man studio
reef patrol
Based on a cherrypicked trailer? Sure.
The entire game? I remain doubtful 😄
fair gull
"cherry picked trailer"
if u mean the game anyone can get for 5 bucks that has a nice hour or 2 of gameplay
yes
totally shit
def doesnt look like the trailers
pale sigil
It’s very possible
reef patrol
It's....not out?
pale sigil
There was this guy who made a fake in 5 years
fair gull
manmsen bro
pale sigil
All using bought assets
fair gull
its out
pale sigil
Was a dope af game
reef patrol
There ya go - Context helps 😛
pale sigil
Oh wait I think that’s it
ashen spindle
I mean its the first thing you see on the steam page.. the early access thing
pale sigil
Shroud played it
fair gull
reef patrol
No what I see is a bunch of chinese letters, an epilepsy inducing logo and an autoplay video 😄
That's as far as I got. Oh and "TBD"
pale sigil
It’s such a dope game
fair gull
i sometimes still cant believe its made by 1 dude
fair gull
i mean first trailer was 2017 or so
pale sigil
So all that time he’s focused on backend
fair gull
he did pay an artist recently
to actually get modified assets of his
and some other shit
pale sigil
Either way it’s s superb game
fair gull
yep i replayed it a few times
fair gull
can u explain to me why u use linux and not windows?
ashen spindle
because not everyone has an open bench with a fan as pc case
reference card? aib?
then ask zotac
not really, minimum fan speed set to 45% of max is making perfect sense
in terms of definiton
if you want less you turn the fan off, if you want to run the fan the lowest speed is apparently set to 45% of max rpm
thats how it sounds like yes
zenith sonnet
reef patrol
zenith sonnet
I sense approval ☺️
reef patrol
Oh yes. 😄
pale sigil
So based off some calc and monitoring I use roughly £12 a week just for 90% if my room 😒
plush summit
ouch
pale sigil
Wow our rate is higher than I thought
This just can’t be right
This just doesn’t add up
If I base my electric usage in this I should be using around £2.45 a week
pale sigil
And we get charged £1.90 a week set payment
Rounding it up I should be using £10/month
wheat plume
Wow
pale sigil
But for some reason we are constantly topping up our meter
We have an old meter you use a key with
zenith sonnet
That's weirdly low
But it depends on what appliances you run, I guess
2.2 KWh a day is next to nothing
pale sigil
Thing is @zenith sonnet we are constantly spending £10-20 topping the meter up
Like j just put £5 on
And we used 20 quid in 2 days
Or 3 can’t remember exactly
@zenith sonnet that 2.2kwh is just my room
Computer, monitors, router, switch, lamp, charger
zenith sonnet
That's not much, then
zenith sonnet
Your stuff is weird
zenith mirage
actually more like 3 a day
zenith sonnet
Why do you have to top up power meters?
We just get billed at the end of thr year for what we used
zenith mirage
it's shite
only got one coz the last people never paid their bills
so now we're stuck with it
pale sigil
This is why I’m saying it’s weird
pale sigil
Our last bill the entire year was like £900+
My total usage since June last year
@zenith mirage what’s your rate
zenith mirage
no idea tbh
zenith sonnet
Well, you got no high power appliances, and probably do not much heavy gaming
pale sigil
Do you have a meter?
zenith sonnet
Your power is so cheap...
pale sigil
It doesn’t add up we are topping up constantly
Yet so little is power usage
Well
I’ve just always grown up with us having it
zenith sonnet
20 / 0.175 = 114 KWh
Well, that really is a lot for two days
That's approximately 2400W average
Maybe someone has been running a space heater the whole time?
halcyon moss
last billing period we used 2.207kWh
reef patrol
If you're still not taking advantage of free upgrade to 10 at this point, I don't know what to day 😄
pale sigil
Take that to a local shop and top it up
zenith sonnet
'stop providing support'
Who uses Microsoft support anyway?
pale sigil
Security updates
zenith sonnet
There will still be critical security updates
halcyon moss
now i just need to figure out what a billing period is.. :p
pale sigil
When I’m gaming I usually use 230-300w
halcyon moss
oh, seems to be the last year
zenith sonnet
Nothing changes, everyone will just keep using it :p
pale sigil
It’s stilly to use windows 7
zenith sonnet
@pale sigil Has someone been running a space heater or similar appliance the whole time? Dehumidifier? Power tool?
zenith sonnet
Neither uses that much power
zenith mirage
@pale sigil what happens if you press the blue button on the meter?
I'm sure it's nothing bad, I've just never done it
Also I'm pretty sure the rates on these prepaid meters are trash
We're on 17.42 pence per kWh apparently
zenith sonnet
Free bitcoin mining
fair gull
tmw u read about win7 support ending
tmw u check ur service queue and theres like at least 50 planned upgrades next week
makes me wanna quit
cause everyone comes to us and is like "we cant work with it" and so on
fickle ore
change job? 😄
fair gull
and when we are like "it just means no more updates except critical security patches"
they are like "what do you know... ure not microsoft"
fair gull
sadly doesnt work
theyd call
or email us
or talk to us when we are not working
like in the store etc
fickle ore
ehh make them call microsoft, how is it your issue
fair gull
because we provide it support
u dont call ur car manufacturer either if its not working
fickle ore
rip
zenith sonnet
Can I make a living building custom watercooled computers? 🤔
dapper ridge
possibly
if you can market yourself
problem is getting customers
well ultimately its up to how well you can market yourself
can you convince everyone they need water cooled pc's?
and can you convince them that they should pay you extra to do it?
pale sigil
@zenith mirage you're on a lesser rate than me by 0.022 lol
dapper ridge
bleh
Im a little upset
but
we have been working to mitigate windows 7 in our org for the past year
so we are down to probably less than 5% windows 7
fair gull
@zenith sonnet from my experience id say no
unless u do international
which becomes a real pain in the butt
zenith sonnet
Germany is big enough a market
fair gull
just on watercooling? no
zenith sonnet
Just the question, whether or not I would get customers and if they're willing to pay
Watercooling is comparatively big here
fair gull
u said just on watercooling and i can tell u no
zenith sonnet
Just custom builds?
fair gull
custom builds in general yes
zenith sonnet
One of our three big etailers is based around watercooling
fair gull
lije i get tons of requests for watercooling
but not custom loops
just aio
and u def cant really live just of that
zenith sonnet
Upsell them, lol
fair gull
theres only so much theyd pay more
like i have worked in pc retail for 5 years now and on parts alone u wont be able to live and they wouldnt even pay much for putting it in
the people that want that wpuld usually say "i could just look on yt then so just sell me the aio" or "its cheaper on amazon/conrad/whereever"
i barely make profit of coolers i bought in bulk
zenith sonnet
Lol, that's harsh
fair gull
thats the reality of any store selling smth thats noot food
same pc building is just one of our services
we mainly do it support
misty saffron
i can't see how that would be enjoyable to do all the time
misty saffron
i hate swapping components in my pc
zenith sonnet
Same, lol
misty saffron
literally the worst way to lose time
reef patrol
😄
wheat plume
Your youtube history must be a strange place @fair gull
fair gull
wheat plume
need to open this one my phone welp one sec
pale sigil
i rarely logged into YouTube
wheat plume
ahh
does android stop you getting security patches if all your apps arent fully updated?
cause I am not getting the january patch
and my phone thinks its a pixel 4 so it should be
wheat plume
that image isnt loading
fair gull
thank discord
open it in browser
high res scrolling cap
thanks sharex for having that feature
wheat plume
my wifi is too busy struggling to load a 22 minute long video in 1080p60fps
wheat plume
ooooof
pale sigil
fair gull
i really wanna run that docs macros
better make a vm snapshot first tho
so win10 doesnt do 128mb of ram
but 256
everything just takes 200years to open
fair gull
i think this word doc is actually borked
wheat plume
hmmmm
fair gull
no clue what the crap this is supposed to do
and a huge macro list
Sub n()
End Sub
woops
dapper ridge
what language is that?
fair gull
VBA
dapper ridge
vb?
fair gull
yes and no
fair gull
ya VBA
dapper ridge
tbh that shit scares me
I will do powershell scripting and batch scripting
but never have I tried doing vba shit in excel
Ive had to use it in outlook
dapper ridge
when I needed to do stuff to excel I used python
does nodejs have good libs for excel?
dapper ridge
eh
I can use it
but it has fallen from my favor ever since I learned more logically structured languages
I much prefer langs that use physical character syntax like brackets to designate logical structure
fair gull
if (files.length) {
debugMessage(`Files in ${folder.name}:`);
const columns = [
{ width: 93, name: 'Name' },
{ width: 20, name: 'Date updated' },
{ width: 15, name: 'Size' },
{ width: 38, name: 'Hash' },
{ width: 15, name: 'URL' },
]
for (let entry in columns) {
entry = Number(entry);
sheet.column(entry + 1).setWidth(columns[entry].width);
sheet.cell(1, entry + 1).string(columns[entry].name);
}
sheet.row(1).freeze();
let i = 2;
for (const file of files) {
debugMessage(`${file.name} (${file.id})`);
const extension = path.extname(file.name);
if (!['.nsp', '.nsz', '.xci'].includes(extension)) continue;
sheet.cell(i,1).string(file.name);
sheet.cell(i,2).string(moment(file.modifiedTime).format('M/D/YYYY H:m:s'));
sheet.cell(i,3).string(getFormattedSize(file.size));
sheet.cell(i,3).comment(`${file.size} B`);
sheet.cell(i,4).string(file.md5Checksum);
sheet.cell(i,5).link(file.webContentLink, 'DOWNLOAD');
i++;
}
} else {
console.log('No files found.');
}
over the stupid python tab system
crimson wigeon
Python would prefer if you used 4 spaces tho
dapper ridge
which is generally inserted by tabs on most ides
zenith sonnet
Gimma an idea what to do with 2 thermistor cables?
ashen spindle
eat them
feral jolt
Well I think spatial sound would be really important for br
glad scroll
Today is the day, my friends, the final day for Windows 7. It's long journey have finally come to an end 
zenith sonnet
@old marlin That's insanely cheap
Even if it's not that great, still a good deal
Personally I'd spend 20€ more and get an AData XPG, though
zenith sonnet
Depends on your use, really
I wouldn't store music or videos on an SSD
And it's space for plenty of games
And if you don't game, you'll 'never' fill it up
halcyon moss
if you game most aaa games are going to 100gb these days
and yet here i am.. playing graveyard keeper on my 3700x with 5700xt :p
old marlin
I have just a 512gb drive rn
it is only limiting because mhw got an update which made it almost 80gb
halcyon moss
My 1TB drive is almost full :/
feral jolt
i need an hdd for my gameplay clips
dapper ridge
you need salad state
dapper ridge
My work needs a bigger nas
smh
tired
cant get my fekkin acronyms right
we presently have one with like 30 tb, raid 5 or 6 so we get about 20 or less
dapper ridge
personally I would love 10tb nas
dapper ridge
I have about 1 tb of shit to back up
and then I will likely do consolidation backups
not to mention the shit I would love to have a copy of in the cloud
so my present data foot print is probably ~2-3 tb
and it will grow a lot more since im saving more shit these days
am I a bit crazy for wanting this much storage?
probably
but dammit I want it
fair gull
i just use google drive
halcyon moss
1TB of data to backup? videos or something?
dapper ridge
music making shit
- historic game backups
I have several kerbal space backups
for pre aquisition kerbal space program
with some historical config shit and projects
dapper ridge
I dont like google that much
zenith sonnet
Holy crap
Edge is so much faster now
fair gull
eh idc 10bucks a month for unlimited storage is unbeatable
zenith sonnet
The old Win10 installation is just keeping on running, lol
Been using Edge Beta for a couple months now
God damn it
Ryzen is so snappy
Holy crap
Ever felt like letters lagged behind when you typed?
ashen spindle
No?
fair gull
the real question is if its actually ryzen that made the difference or that u just got a new cpu
zenith sonnet
Feels like they did on the old rig
fair gull
not for me
zenith sonnet
Maybe all the security patches degraded the experience of the 5820K
It's not like it was too slow for discord or edge
fair gull
lol 5820k
zenith sonnet
But Ryzen is noticeably quicker
zenith sonnet
Right click menu on the desktop? Quicker now
Folder opening? Quicker
Downloading? Quicker
zenith sonnet
Speedtest.net? Better results...
Still need to do a clean install, though
Was the 3700X 4.4GHz?
Seems like I got plenty of good cores
GPU temp when idle: 27°C junction. Awesome
old marlin
@fair gull 4790 with all security patches is slower than some FX CPUs in MC apparently
dapper ridge
we talking intel 4790?
old marlin
yea
dapper ridge
I loved that processor
my first desktop had that processor
I overclocked it about 8%
bleh
dots
workin on em
gonna make nice readme
oh wups
wrong discord group
well that was supposed to go to a linux group
bit tired today
Fite me
I mean you knew what I was talking about
so
why did it need clarification
so you could feel right?
crimson wigeon
ackshually if you're one of those programmer nerds you would call them guilds ackshually
dapper ridge
ur good, im being salty for no reason myself
dapper ridge
furry confirmed
fair gull
we already knew mage was a furry
ashen spindle
reef patrol
I... I have no idea.
wheat plume
Same
...
ashen spindle
wheat plume
It's odd and it's scary
dapper ridge
wonderful
ashen spindle
time to burn everyone and resume to talk about tech, though I dont think anything interresting in hardware space will happen till gtc, aside form 3990x launch next month
dapper ridge
why does my microwave sometimes turn on by itself
dapper ridge
pff
foggy solstice
This chat wasn't about either tech nor hardware for a bit.
ashen spindle
no its also about xeanoa's pc that he's never building bc he waits for better parts
foggy solstice
Speed stripes.
dapper ridge
speed stripes would make it go faster
foggy solstice
Also flame decals.
foggy solstice
Whatever happened to regular darrell
dapper ridge
perfect
and fuck spelling
cause too many chars
/giphy Tayko
wups
meant to do nick
fek im tired today
hands are just defaulting to usual commands
and I guess bat works
my job rn
dapper ridge
f.lux
ashen spindle
flux ftw
fair gull
ya makes all screenshots look aids
dapper ridge
does not work with displaylink
fair gull
ftw indeed
ashen spindle
you can turn it off quickly if you really need clean screenshot
ashen spindle
and I really care more about my eyes than the color in screenshots
dapper ridge
same
at least it is better than what my coworker does
his apps have this stupid darkness filter
that just darkens shit
fair gull
@ashen spindle uk that win10 has a blue light filter itself right?
dapper ridge
makes it almost impossible to read anything he screenshots
fair gull
that goes all the way to hellscape
dapper ridge
as I said builtin bluelight filter does not work with my displaylink drivers
ashen spindle
I had flux installed and it means I dont run the risk I need to change it after windows updates
fair gull
ashen spindle
so no point in changing it to windows' solution
dapper ridge
heh
ashen spindle
foggy solstice
You sometimes need colors.
dapper ridge
I just like my eyes not hurting after a day of work
foggy solstice
Graphics designing is so much easier with colors.
fair gull
@foggy solstice guess im lucky to not work in that branch right?
not that normal monitors show the actual color anyway
foggy solstice
It's just an example, there are others.
fair gull
my profession luckily doesnt need accurate colors
fair gull
u can sadly
dapper ridge
I have some that I have had to
although what really hurts me
are people who make me walk to their office
to press a single button
My printer does not work!
turns it on for them
yes
My title is officially IT Help Desk
but I am basically the Sysadmin/Business Analyst/Help Desk/It Everything
foggy solstice
It is.
foggy solstice
They just missed it.
dapper ridge
like dos and donts
dapper ridge
well also note these are construction workers
so
40's mostly
a lot of these people started their jobs with pen and paper
fair gull
so if i become a construction worker now im mostly 40
zenith sonnet
Blue light filters aren't all that great either
zenith sonnet
I hate them
dapper ridge
to not causing me a headache and making looking at my screens a pleasant experience
zenith sonnet
I can't deal with the colours being so far off
fair gull
i imagine mages screens being pure red and burning themselves into his soul
foggy solstice
Some people choose to use the light theme.
zenith sonnet
Hours, and it still feels off?
dapper ridge
foggy solstice
Sometimes these people are in charge of UI design.
fair gull
like i got so used to it that wihtout bluelight filter looks off
foggy solstice
I wish these people weren't.
dapper ridge
I stare at windows 2012 servers all day
bright white interfaces and shit
is wonderful
thank you bluelight filter
fair gull
so buy a crt?
foggy solstice
LCDs sound like racists.
zenith sonnet
Due to my astigmatism I have issues with light text on black
Light on medium gray works, though
dapper ridge
they are not pointless
zenith sonnet
Just imagine every letter bleeding colour
The background needs to be bright enough to mask it
fair gull
i hate white text on black
zenith sonnet
I have no issues with night driving
fair gull
windows night light saves me tho
dapper ridge
I cant see very well at night
dapper ridge
because lights glow like freaking beacons spreading massive light everywhere
mostly creates giant shafts of light that go all the way to the bottom of my vission
fair gull
@dapper ridge btw to quickly chime in on the unlimited gdrive ```
rclone size games:
Total objects: 244252
Total size: 134.698 TBytes (148102145367791 Bytes)
holy fucking shit
fair gull
thats the top drive
out of all the ones i have
so i dont have to worry about not finding download links later on
dapper ridge
and that is business right?
dapper ridge
gsuite business?
fair gull
@dapper ridge yes
dapper ridge
encryption
fair gull
@proud nacelle only if reported
i have collected all that shit over a year now
and nothing
dapper ridge
well
this is business
not sure if they run scanners on business
I know they do on personal
I have had some of my stuff share locked due to copyright concern
fair gull
i even got a cool organization logo
dapper ridge
hence why I dont store anything in google drive
fair gull
fair gull
so ya i wont waste thousands of dollars/euros on drives to build a nice raid 6 or smth
if i can spend 10bucks on unlimited storage
and we do know u can technically use it as cold storage aswell
since u can suspend a business plan
which leaves the drives intact and accessible
just locks the business accounts
and according to their support they wont ever get deleted
dapper ridge
I think box does
fair gull
since u can technically always reactivate
dapper ridge
and backblaze
fair gull
so u could make 40 shared drives
add another account as manager
on all of them
and suspend the plan
in theory
at least
btw if anyone wants a copy of that games drive.... hit me up and add me to ur google shared drive 
fair gull
i do have a gog folder
a lot of repacks
and pmuch all console games ever
except a few psx games
i borrow for an unspecified amount of time
and this is more archival
dapper ridge
oof
dapper ridge
Im trying to find a copy of nfs underground 2
fair gull
i got 20
fair gull
different langs
beta builds
physical copies for ps2 and pc
obviously isos of those aswell
dapper ridge
best nfs
imo at least
that is the only one I ever enjoyed
my life now
turned up bluelight filter to save your eyes
fair gull
reef patrol
I wanted orange, but it gave me lemon lime.
fair gull
all nfs2 copies on the drive
and as i mentioned i own the game multiple times for ps2
cause
its a good game
dapper ridge
^
dapper ridge
now there is a cat size hole in the yard
dapper ridge
:p
fair gull
why archive anything
obviosuly for future generations
the hardware is lost at some point
its not made for eternity
sadly
yes
for me there is
i like video games
and i like the journey video games had
maybe not right now
like
animals arent all endangered rn either
dapper ridge
I think all art should be preserved
fair gull
doesnt mean we can just let them be killed for no reason
dapper ridge
regardless of quality or message
fair gull
^
like at some point
these games wont be able to be found anymore
i had a serious ahrd time finding a game i really like from my childhood
dapper ridge
it is all part of the human spirit and an expression of the human condition in a way
fair gull
one day i found someone like 100km away from me who owned a barely working copy
scratches all oiver and shit
i was so fucking happy
sure the english version is pmuch everywhere on the net
but i wanted the german one
so?
thats still not what was sold
1:1
no i wont
still doesnt make it the original
easy as that
why do we even make international releases lol
just let modders do it
only release in jp now
nowhere else
dapper ridge
semantics are important in this case tho
why have a modified copy when you can have an original translated one
feels more valuable
not tarnished by another person
fair gull
and i wish i could just go to smth like archive.org
or what it was called
the problem is
a shit ton of this
is copyright material still
exactly
tons of IP etc
if that wouldnt be a problem
id already have mailed them
@digital cliff thats why i offered
if someone wants a copy of this
and has gdrive business
dm me
copying them takes like 10mins
or so
no
if u want free games use pirate bay or some shit
some yes
some no
also a ton from other collections
i know
private collectors i met
they either exchanged me for music i had
or just marketing docs etc i had
since i own a ton of german crap
which they didnt have
like i met someone
who pmuch collected nintendo marketing material
u dont go anywhere
at some point a convo starts like this
u get a dm
u talk
and u just meet them then and there
dapper ridge
urg
sorry to change topic a little but we have a guy who broke the first toughpad in our org
fair gull
LOL
"hey kid u want some nice tunes"
prob shot it with a Tiger Panzerkampfwagen
shush
dont blow my cover
ive been found out
gonna delete this account
hf bois
fair gull
knocked it over with this?
dapper ridge
it was a toughpad
stupid service tech thing
they used to use ipads
I wanted to use toughbooks
fair gull
well
fair gull
thoughbooks would have been indestructible
dapper ridge
yesir I know
dapper ridge
I have to jump through hoops to get them anything
they want to save all this money
but want the best of the best
oh well
its broken
and now I have to replace the dam thing
with another 2.5k device
I dont have it yet
he just called me
ill have it within the hour tho
he apparently shattered the fuckin screen something bad
fair gull
i know how to convinve highe rups to buy toughbooks
get them all in a meeting
bring a toughbook
lock the door
bash someones head in
and say if they dont approve they are next
dapper ridge
fair gull
ez
fair gull
"Even after dealing with your underground business and killing someone with the toughbook body and blood all over it, it will still work fine"
dapper ridge
it took us 2 years to convince them that cloud storage would be better than spending hundreds of thousands
in march
I will put in my 2 months
so the IT department can prepare
if I did 2 weeks it would collapse
fair gull
i dont get it
dapper ridge
and besides
I want to get out of this business
I hate IT
it is my least favorite thing
I want to be a programmer
It is the one thing I actually enjoy doing
fair gull
software engineer*
dapper ridge
yep
fair gull
id rather not want to be a software engineer
dapper ridge
there is not much else I want to do with my life
maybe kill myself later but for now I want to develop
fair gull
for all the programming i do in my free time
and i do enjoy it most
i wouldnt want to get paid for it
its the shittiest job to get into
and the shittiest job once ure in
dapper ridge
eh, if its getting Alzheimers or dying by my own hands at the age of 50, id take the latter any day
fair gull
who says ud get alzheimers tho
dapper ridge
im gonna die to something
fair gull
maybe u just get old and die in ur sleep
dapper ridge
and as I get older my Quality of Life will deplete
just a fact
I dont want to be old
dapper ridge
I've known tons
fair gull
that are really up there
dapper ridge
I've watched them go from being incredibly healthy
riding bikes 20 miles a day
to limping down the halls
unable to lift a thing
old marlin
yea can happen in a year
dapper ridge
fuck that
old marlin
or you might get a stroke like my grandpa
dapper ridge
Im not a very positive person ngl
old marlin
was working in the garden one day
dapper ridge
sorry, I usually filter it
old marlin
and then never recovered from it
old marlin
also making your hobby your job isn't all that great
dapper ridge
nothing makes me satisfied anymore
old marlin
since you loose something to do as rehabilitation in your free time
dapper ridge
so honestly I might just dig ditches the rest of my life
I disagree
modern technology is pretty much the root of all my depression, anxiety, and in general stress
reef patrol
Ever since the vibrator incident?
fair gull
wha
reef patrol
reef patrol
dapper ridge
Im fine
dapper ridge
I know actual depressed people
fair gull
u are depressed bro
dapper ridge
a bit sure
dapper ridge
I know
again sorry for getting dark there, just not very excited for what the future has to bring for me
fair gull
get help
dapper ridge
this is america
you think I can afford that shit
xD
im better off starving in a gutter
when is Nvidia's next card coming out?
well
tino
I love programming
creating
solving problems
it is my passion
but
I fear for what a job will do to it
but I have worked the last 10 years of my life towards that goal
and if I change my mind
I have devoted that time and effort to nothing
I think honestly no matter what I do
I will hate it
dapper ridge
regardless
3 months ish and im gonna probably have a new job
ill try programming next
maybe I can find a position I enjoy
I do dread the hunt for a job tho
it starts in march
old marlin
?
dapper ridge
hi
old marlin
oh ye
ashen spindle
old marlin
you should always have a hobby besides what you do at work
fair gull
sorry @ashen spindle
dapper ridge
I do wood work
ashen spindle
dapper ridge
Make Music
fair gull
i also work my wood
dapper ridge
play with lego obviously
do general art stuff
frisbee golf is one of my favorite outdoor activities
and I hop around with different hobbies
im tempted to get back into modeling again
its just
this job is killing me
and I want to program
fair gull
NO
take ure time
not when u have time
make time for it
otherwise ull always not have time
dapper ridge
its fairly low priority
fair gull
i can already tell u right now u wont be actually happy with anything until u got help
dapper ridge
eh...
fair gull
^
dapper ridge
honestly it comes in waves these days
fair gull
like ik that i wont ever get rid of my depression