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if parents cant handle their kids or they give their credit cards to their kids
now WHO is at fault
i heard that once the currency is exchanged for in game currency its not betting if they can refund the ingame currency for real world currency
you can't on steam
if u win, lets say
an AK case hardened
not even a pattern 661 or a stattrak
just a plain old case hardened that goes for
idk
300
you can't sell it for real world currency, all that goes over 3rd party websites
now why steam doesnt take action about that, i dont know
thats not what i mean but okay lmao
"your cat can have the same mental problems as you"
You can't do it directly on Steam, third party sites do that instead. Valve has been taking them down when they can, but then another website pops up and they do it all over again
my bad, thats how i interpreted it, mind rephrasing so my dumbass brain can understand
when you buy a game on steam you can only buy DLC for that game on steam so let's sue Valve
1000 IQ move from the lawyers by the way... win or lose, they get paid 
Wrong actually, it only takes down the gambling websites but not the selling ones
atleast to my knowledge
finland 
I genuinely feel defeated
From what I've seen they've been doing both, as that is also against Steams TOS.
its more of a gray zone, so idk
csgamble was one of the bigger ones they took down, same with the one that was promoted on a literal cs tournament
but i dont remember its name
isn't that the one where when you press G he just says swears all the time? 
idk im not getting into it, mainly because i have little knowledge on the subject lmao
yea it is
Yea it's so incredibly dumb
am making fake chimkin borgir
yeah
''If i buy a netflix subscription, i can only watch movies on netflix, lets sue netflix''
literally the same argument
I can’t wait to move on from my current personal problems
if i buy a license to netflix, why cant i watch disney+
UK: YOU AREN’t playing fair VALVE!! STOP BEING COMPETITIVE IN THE COMPETTITIVE GAMING MARKET
Everyone Else: We love you Gabe you get ‘em
because you dont own disney+
We believe in you

look at borgir
It’s mainly just me sticking around people who don’t seem to treat me as a friend lately (not you guys)
american meal
I would say no since im fasting, but I just opened it 😋
but am just dutch
thing is, Gabe and Valve can out-lawyer pretty much anyone at this point
why even try lawfare? it's like people forgot how to do basic cause and effect logic: you can sue Valve but you run out of money before they do

I'm tempted to email the lawfirm asking;
"Did any of you actually read Steams Policy's before starting this Lawsuit?" 
i mean i kinda thought so aswell because i had to download a game via a torrent (no, not what u think, its main files are just uploaded there as its a complete overhaul mod that turns it into a new game basically, Stalker GAMMA) but i could've skipped all that if i had downloaded it on GOG, but to download it on GOG you need to own the original trilogy on GOG, but i only own it on Steam
Isn’t Valve the biggest gaming company?
Lololol

Eid mubarak or something right?
Yeeeee
and i was like "cmon.. just let me have it" but ig i understand why that doesnt work, so i took the long way
i heard its many gifts and many tasty foods and big party
Its like exactly the same as Christmas, except happens twice a year
Double the gifts
Muahah
I get to go see some family and eat dinner with them
you fast twice a year?
Only once
maybe
estimated 20 billion if they floated or something iirc?
The other eid doesnt have a ramadan
thats not real
not quite spaceX money, but getting there
GabeN aint sellin
Fytch isnt real confirmed
Biggest? Nah but they have the biggest earnings per employee
no just the “dutch”
the Dutch getting insulted by the Japanese is a great insult indeed
I would assume so with how much they keep blowing off
yeah printing money with a dozen people
They just shoveling it into an engines exhaust
im half so its half the insult
SpaceX is doing some genuinely amazing engineering, the two downsides being the money wasted and its owner :/
Cool as hell stuff
half is still good
all that colonial trading just to get insulted
historical context added its just funny
oh shit ur right
I guess?
NOOOOO 36 
bytedance are pretty big too
man that was a humungus explosion
36 is gone but not forgotten 🫡
Tencent is huge and owns or funds fully/part of so many different studios
Tencent only owns ten cent
Fytch this is the equivalent of gore to me smh
/j
Like if Tencent dropped off the face the planet, so many studios would go under
Half the size of Halifax iirc
Had to evacuate a large area due to toxic stuff
Could see it on satellite patterns
I think i calculated that if starship is fully fueled and it explodes, its bigger than the largest man made non nuclear explosision
Yo new creature is cool!
Is it bad that i kinda wanna see such a huge kaboom?
i swear if i was an underwater creature i'd be this goofy watercat
I think its like
A instinctual desire of humans
To want to see big boom
id probbaly be on of those g iant fish that other fish just take big ol bites out of
oh yea funfact thats because their brain doesnt have enough capacity to sense danger or even send their nerve system's responses to the body
Even bigger than the Kuwait explosion?
Yep
they drove down prototyping costs really friggin low, making rocket engines at industrical scale and pace, so they can afford to make expandable prototypes that risk blowing up
it brings them so much more valuable data than endless testing that can't properly account for real life scenarios
It has just ocurred to me
I am making a biblically accurate ferris wheel
Cant unsee it now
aprox 8 times more powerful than beirut
explains me to a T
I read that as biblically accurate ferret wheel
I am just dumb brain
OH wait sorry not Kuwait, the other one
It also cannot unsee you
Thats it Beirut
Wait whats the Kuwait? I was thinking of something else
Good lord
Im aware that Halifax was the largest non nuclear explosion
What a horror that would be
u mean these but in big right
Man made*
and roughly 2-3x larger than halifax
^
which decimated a city and killed nearly 2000 people
Halifax is 2.9kj
Damn
Ship 36 explosion was like 1 or so
War time blunder
Nah I got Kuwait and Beirut once mixed up. The one at the docks that had its stored Ampho blow up
That was Halifax right?
yeah thats beirut, that was some crazy footage
or do u mean these @lone dagger because thats the one i was talking about
Wait im so lost
Isnt beriut the air burst astroid
OH THAT
Yea these guys
Thats insane
the airburst asteroid was somewhere over Russia i believe
Halifax was explosives on a ship meant for war.
Beirut was poorly stored chemicals
their brains dont have enough capacity to understand pain
Weird wikipedia page doesnt mention that one
Yea it was wild. Seen a few videos of multiple different angles.
Chelyabinsk event was the asteroid that went boom over russia
Also that warehouse in Beirut had chances to fix the situation
Basically went ignored
Oh yep thats it
there was also that huge chinese explosion in like 2010
I think in Beirut, the stored material in question was kept there after being seized from a ship
The blast released energy comparable to 1.1 kilotons of TNT, ranking it among the most powerful non-nuclear explosions ever recorded and the largest single detonation of ammonium nitrate.[1]
OF COURSE ITS AMMONIUM NITRATE
Ah the ammonium nitrate
Yup, Ampho
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2015_Tianjin_explosions this in china was also ammonium nitrate
On 12 August 2015, a series of explosions at the Port of Tianjin in Tianjin, Northern China, killed 173 people, according to official reports, and injured hundreds of others. The explosions occurred at a container storage station in the Binhai New Area of Tianjin, China. The first two explosions occurred 33 seconds apart. The second explosion wa...
Timothy Mcveigh. That's the name I was looking for.
Terrible guy ofc, same material used for his bombs
Lots of other bombs made with it too
Crazy
The Mythbusters used Ampho a lot, including for the legendary Cement truck explosion
I keep finding mixing numbers
Having a large quantity on hand, not being looked after and stored with other volatiles
Smart...
And then it was gone
OMG...
yeah that couldve been a very different video
No braincells to be found
Bonk
So funny thing
this chats gonna end up on a federal watch list
Found footage that solves the investigation as to what happened
Entered into the Hall of Darwin
WELL NOW IT WILL BE
You ever see the video of the guy whos rpg7 exploded in his hand? He did a reaction to the video of it exploding in his hands lmao
(He was completely fine)
womp womp
yeah i seen that, he got knocked the heck out
I want to make jokes but im not gonna make the mods sweat
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This is for medical education...
Found it
Insane how he fully recovered from that
i remember when a guy's 50 cal exploded in his hand
Oof
similar to demo ranch 50cal
Speak of the 50cal
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not demo ranch
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he had a part of his throat cut through because of that explosion
Did you see the scars?
Good lord. America, we doing okay?
Don't answer
yup
I know
His whole upper chest area was opened
i watched that video like a few days after it came out
youll make the feds sweat
Bet
lol
Do not buy turkish benelli m4’s
They will blow up on you
Original or bust....literally
Feds, here?
Sig?
It was a sig
Yeah stay away
You hit the slide a bit too hard and it would fire
He almost died there
They dry fire

P320 bad
It's unfortunately gotten people killed
SIG won’t acknowledge it either
is that the faulty one?
which is ass
Removes all memes from the internet like a sea anemone pulling in its feelers
Yes
Yeah I remeber people getting banned on the reddit for mentioning it or something
Like
It's beyond ridiculous
this is a damn handgun that kills people if you forgot
Maybe dont try and hide the fact its unsafe
😭
I need to go to a shooting range one of these days
One of my uncles invited me one time
we have it on video
Ok that one is broken the rest are fiiiine
Theres a range nearby as well
Should, it's good fun when done safely
Did yall know you can go to a shooting range in Illinois at the ripe age of 10 lmao
guns guns and guns
idk how real is it, but i think Krafton the terrible company that they are finally lost and subnautica 2 might actually come out with actual intent of being a good game and the devs of the game will get their money
Well yeah
The judge was amazing
Oh my good the gun talk and shooting range talk i have a perfect but so inappropriate ancient video i could tie in
Like a car, horrible things can happen if you treat it as a toy
Made it that any extra money made after the bonus, would be paided back to devs 3.12x
Sports cars
what an expensive toy
Useless one as well, just loud and obnoxious as well
We've had them and its scary what they can do lol
the problem comes from trusting toy a little too much
None pizza with left beef moment
I dont like loud cars
The M4 cs was an absolute monster lol
Like thank you for destroying my ear drums
its not that making them a toy is the problem, its getting to comfortable with said toy
Just give me somrthing safe and comfy
did they full lose the lawsuit or is there more parts we have to look out for
Its still on going, I dont remember why
Comfortable is fine, complacency is dangerous
I love living in a rural place cause you dont get sports cars you get off the line basic cars supped up to offroad race instead
But so far they are getting cooked
sure
Original ceo and devs reinstated
Deadline for the giant payout bonus extended
And even MORE money will go to the devs if the game does well
also i just ate some street tacos
Should send that as a tts tomorrow
very good
Maybe Thor will be interested enough to wanna play it on stream for us.
god i want to drink my tea so bad but its so pretty wrapped all up
woah
It's food...
Inhale it
Death is only the beginning. Drown in tea and start new game +
employment may be soon 
Nice
Snake tea
Yes
Dude I love Bad Dragon inc
Cool that you are gonna work there
With real dehydrated venom for that extra spice and numbing

Im glad we both are confused
Pay is pay
But its irish day 
🙃
Reminding chat of this masterpiece
Show the full image
irish i could afford the irish blend
buying my first ps5 cause i got a couple thousand dollars worth of games from my ps4 days that i wanna play, from there on i will probably but massive amount of chips and soda
Speaking of masterpieces
guanster
Feel like this would be dangerous irl
not a big fan of monster personally
i do enjoy the java flavors though
Team redbull myself
Same
Best friends in whimsy
i want to try a guonster
20oz a day keeps the Zultralord at bay
DayZ hopping onto the meme https://fixupx.com/DayZ/status/2033879665878729088
Survivors, did you know that DayZ showcase at NVIDIA DLSS 5 last night was cut from the video?
︀︀Here is the footage:
Wha what did i come into
A bad time
here's another
General chat.
Fr dog
https://youtube.com/shorts/dIOIretOjPU?si=B5aFEaeljSiWbGJM
Welp here's something neat I never knew that was Vs voice actor in cyberpunk
FORMAL WEAR, HUH 😳🎩 #anime dorohedoro #animemoments
Would you prefer a boomer comic meme instead?
Now with AI
Making another album cover with this hold on
Oh like a cola
thats weird
DRG jumped onto the meme https://fixupx.com/JoinDeepRock/status/2034019455647318304
Quoting NVIDIA GeForce (@NVIDIAGeForce)
︀
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I mean we make a mean cola using cilantro, lime, orange zest, caramelized onion, and clove.
sounds like some dollar general type shit
Sounds like a normal home made cola recipe you mean 
Cola ingredients are always wild especially since they came from medicine
i feel like it would just taste like trash water
i mean thats what cola taste like anyway
Normal cola is trash water 
exactly
Thats the point its made to be drank with a food like a sauce
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OH NO!! Who could have POSSIBLY predicted THIS??
🚨🚨 @FoxNews: 1 BILLION identity records exposed in ID verification data leak — INCLUDING +203 MILLION America records
︀︀
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︀︀
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Good send that to any local government entity trying to force this
And mention that with that data people can figure out if they have been to islands 
Haven't most people's identity already been sold or leaked
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Nah use it as a way to push they are harming their representatives more then helping their image
hit them in their career being removed
I wonder why
Id rather have any of my old employers still having a physical copy of my identification then it being stored anywhere connected to the internet
Still so much more to do. But, hand crampy. Done for tonight.
Nice symmetry
Ty
Remember PhysX https://fixupx.com/StormslayerDev/status/2033882073270829091
Hell yeah, physX was cool as fuck! Please go back.
︀︀I haven't seen destruction this flashy and complex in an entire decade.
Quoting NikTek (@NikTek)
︀
can't they use AI for better things like making realistic physics simulation, you know make games actually feel realistic instead of adding an AI filter on top of them.
he got a lil butt nose
Nvidea dlss5:
Ye
Planetside 2 and Warframe had it once upon a time
Hackers when the government does anything involving data of normal people
i still would of called it slop
Nvidea hates innovation its been that way for years
I wish it was good slop 
But they got rid of physX for this crap
A instagram filter system
sounds like someones mad about there share prices
In the past
Oh I don’t mean the nvidia, I’ve just had the qualityslop joke in my head so I’m using it whenever and wherever possible
RRRRRRR
They killed physx for ai slop trained on pron. The thing that literally will annihilate any art direction games have. And will make every AAAA slop look the same
OH GOD. EVERY GAME WILL LOOK LIKE OVERWATCH SFM VIDEOS?
NOOOOOOOO
Oh dont worry not directed towards you just in general and adding to your post
man that shit was peak
They wont have good physics however
borderlands 2 physx runs like shit on current gen cards 😭
Almost like its not integrated well by the cards cause they hated it
Get the clanker
that's because current gen cards don't use physx
they use ai
Anyways. Gimp 3.2 released. new things added https://youtu.be/-IFvsyg8p6o
GIMP, the open source Photoshop alternative, has just released GIMP 3.2. This release actually has some pretty amazing new features, especially foundational stuff like non-destructive layers and filters as well as the new Vector layer support. Obviously there are several other features in there as well, including a new drawing mode that shoul...
Oooo
Still getting used to gimp
Even worse. All AI gen tech have a yellow piss filter backed in. All AI gen stuff cannot go without color yellow.
Overwatch sfm artist. Atleast know color theory
Its LIKE photoshop, it does photoshop things
But its like the UI is speaking Chinese to me
Some things I just cant find in the UI
Like how to free transform by dragging edges
this'll help https://github.com/Diolinux/PhotoGIMP
How is that so hard to find
Just have a hand dandy spreadsheet 
I'd rather go back to paint tool SAI ngl
the great thing about open source is people can make things like PhotoGimp
Infographics: 
I'll look into it for sure
Gimp, Krita, Aseprite, PaintNet is what i use(with a little bit of fire alpaca sprinkled in)
i like grimp
How do you find Krita?
be more of a boss and no smoke
Was considering it
on their website probably 
grimple soft linbux
HHHHHH
HOW DO YOU FIND USING IT
Really simple tool that gets job done.
Its also works really well with any chinisium drawing tablet you can find
Gimp and Paint.net are photo/image editing programs.
Krita is a drawing/painting program.
I've been investigating into switching to CSP
Rofl. Should be fine with an xp pen then
Thats what im looking at getting soon
I think it's just my keybinds left and then I'll see how drawing feels
Gimp runs like shit on my steam deck lol
Reminder I use this docked
The gimp shortcut spreadsheet 
reminder. if you're gonna use PhotoGimp. it changes the keybinds https://github.com/Diolinux/PhotoGIMP
Make your own spreadsheet at that point
Have you?
Well duh. But when you need to draw or even do microedits with brush. PainteNet and Gimp fall flat really hard.
Like even when doing photoshop stuff and you try to make edges\light look well via manual edits. Its just faster to do in krita with 2-6 strokes. Then doing 12-21 operation in Gimp\PaintNet
No
My accountant did
Also. this is from 2.6
Gimp is now at 3.2
He's not beating the orange allegations
Yes i know as well not much change since ancient gimp
Honestly I'd likely be using both Krita and Gimp. Krita for the brushwork, Gimp for further editing with textures, masks, special effects, etc
I weave a lot of databent imagery in my digital stuff
Which brings in art program #3
AUDACITY
LOL
I break .bmp files as audio tracks and convert the data back to .bmp
When I get back to my pc I can show an example
taxes? the money the government wants? nah 
Behold 15 years old spreadsheet 
You fool! The IRS will break your [expletive] knees!
I dont pay taxes. Because there is nothing to tax (unemployment)
PaintTool SAI is another really great drawing tool. But it be old(usually used by manga\comic people)
And you can only get it here. Everything else is fake download sites. Only this ancient dinosaurs one
sales tax
it is a paid tool tho
They're my knees
cant have em
@supple steppe good news
https://youtube.com/shorts/7R3eOUtyMC4?si=H8tMp86yBRR4T7zf Fox girl in marvel rivals
ty, been a while since I had it.
here's the example I mentioned. end result is that first image, but the second image is what I used for the background. it is a heavily photoshopped image, then fed through audacity to wreck it even more. makes for really good textures
i have been cursed
the title of this is called anxiety manifest
so I guess its an anxiety curse
cesspool
Can i fight this manifestation using a sword?
https://youtu.be/cw11meDvtLw?si=02CbME2h3VuBQSDW I love this so much
Royalty Free Music from Bensound
http://www.bensound.com/
Bossa nova is great
you first have to question the morality of you using this sword against an unknowable being. how could you know its own morality and judge it so?
you drop the sword. in an anxious fit, you curl into a ball and rock back and forth.
what morals thats for philosophers
Stabbing things dont need to know what the thing is
philosophize this (laser beam)
Strike
If you're cold, they're cold. Let that sink in.
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wonderful moves. unfortunately it was all in your mind. you are still curled up
Then put it in #advertising
you are drooling now
Don't want people getting uppity
Eternal combat with an unknown entity
hell yeah
😭
🫂
I feel you
I know the pain
Nice try but that only works on the weak and powerless i just power through being stabbed and bring out my dagger from behind my own eyeball
anxiety into depression into internet addiction (and others) into depersonalization
WOO WHAT A TECH TREE
I love feeling like my life is a movie and im not really there
.../j
Just become the main character 
nah im the tertiary merchant
im an npc
You see there is a merchant anime with your name one it 
I am the main character of myself since I have self conscious
All of you are figment of my imagination
how can I be a main character when I'm going through 3 different character arcs at once
Or im a brain floating in space that is imagining everything
dissociation is a real heck
so was the blacksmith from chrono trigger, but he was so goddamn plot relevant
Boltzmann brain mmmmm
That happens to main characters too youll be fine just have to take it one episode at a time
my head is a full party LOL
just needs a rogue...
theeeeeen its full
(I dont want this)
Mom became a lich grandpa murdered my love interest and my best friend wants to kill me
but im still fine
u know what
I rly need to watch dungeon meshi again
well, past a few episodes and finish it
Good show i can recommend it with it being worked on
women...
shivers
Still have my trigonometry 
my face is bleeding
Did this happen on purpose?
love it when random work scars decide to just pop
Ah yeah ive had that
no, i was sitting here, scratched my cheek and i apparently accidentally scratched a scar i got myself on work thanks to me being a dumbass
High blood pressure and face wounds dont mix cause of the amount of flexibility
Ah yeah done that too
theres a big possibility i have high blood pressure actually
due to my dad having it
and his dad had it aswell
Dont eat salt
that should help
i barely eat salt
unless something is too unsalted for me, then i put 400 kilos of salt on it just so it tastes like something
It runs in the family, my grandparents told me not to sit cross legged cause we all have high blood pressure, chances of a clot go up
This also isnt good for blood pressure
@kindred kayak
the video isn’t loading 
its a pucci edit
noice
how come the rebranding, did nintendo sue you
no
I do that grok bit in a different server and some bozos kept pinging me saying “@grok this @grok that” so I’m changing it to this out of spite
might change it back Idk
ah oki
they did this every ten minutes or so for six hours straight btw
...so smart
My dad has high blood pressure, but I've somehow managed mine via my mom having low blood pressure and thus creating this abomination of "why is the room spinning I need to breath for 10 mins, okay I'm fine"
At least triple the IQ of a orange cat /j
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I want TOO TRY MY TEA SO BAD GUYS 😭 BUT ITS SO PRETTY IN ITS WRAPPING AND MY HANDS STILL SMELL LIKE ONIONS AND CILANTRO
I bet it's so good
sounds like a taco
Yeah I ate street tacos
Put like a whole 10 ounce steak in three different corn tortillas
i had taco's on sunday. was good
Tacos are great
Gmorning chat. You ever just wake up and feel like you're missing something? Like foundationally
yes
God i want a taco so bad
tacos and cervezas
Every day
I am full of foundational holes
Yeah, my right butt cheek, and then it also wakes up
my brain wanders into them all the time
He's a heavy sleeper
I came back at a weird time huh
Nah im just weird all the time
You'll figure that out
Car
Car crash
Crippled car

Never crippled, just different ❤️
Missing leg
Yes
???
Imagine dragons radioactive is playing in that car while the driver is passed out
yep. environmental story telling genius right here
car up there. how it get there? car hauler. ah.
Sir you can't park there
There's a dude at the Mexican restaurant across the street playing trumpet
It's so good
Ya'll ever have those days where stuff seems to be happening slower than normal?
caffeine probably but also im no stranger to it this late at night
but that plus the drawing. yeah, also the muscle fatigue
Love how the crooked moon setting that avantris made (the group with chuckles the clown), begins with ||getting boxed up by a train||
stopped when my hand got sore
SIR
YOU CAN'T PARK THERE
Yeah I used to draw a lot, but I kinda stopped as I got older.
Tried picking it up again but didn't have a desk
Now I have a desk
Hmmmm
the desk I have is a big part of why I've been getting in the zone so easily
tons of space and my keyboard and mouse exist on a slidey bit underneath it
my drafting board fits wonderfully on it
they can. they did
Mine isn't very big but big enough to fit a monitor and a laptop on it
And keyboard
And mouse
So maybe I'll move it around and try drawing something again
I've been trying to draw mushrooms but they are harder than they seem
Every piece you make is a FU to AI
I've never really tried drawing many things realistically. just landscapes every now and then back in highschool
lots of what I do is very cartoonish or abstract
I mean I drew my hand in a fist once, and then some flowers but honestly I always drew like sonic or tribal art, or cartoonish landscapes
I was like 14 though so 😂
I could take this out of context so bad...
these are OLD

You could,
I like dem
had fun with them. kinda want to try again
I could

I like sharing these ones. 4 sketch dumps with sketches that I'm really proud of and helped form some of my styles that I still use to this day
some abstract landscapes in there
honestly same, I do not sketch at all like I used to
used to be prolific
You could totally just snip each one and make a graffiti style wall paper if you add street colors to them
GIMME A SEC, CAUSE I HAVE
Why is there a ghost dancing on a giant toilet in the forest
vry old one
Ohhhhhh album cover when?
when I buy drums and make one
100% something you'd see on an albums CD cover
Really nice
I like
I'd love to do that one day ngl
Oh that's dope, I don't have a bsky account as of rn
Chat, you know that thing where everything evolves into crabs eventually
And then the crabs evolve into crabs designed to eat other crabs?
aaaaalso I've been trying to stream and show my process. first two streams kinda winged it + my webcam wont pick up fine details
I am buying a tablet, likely. soon.
a better one than my 15+ year old wacom bamboo
I'm just sayin like... Every time you pick up tongs you do the tink tink thing
Crab
Yeah, I want to stream but both my laptops are weird, if I could I'd probably stream playing Skyrim. So I'm always happy when someone else starts streaming
I might eventually stream games but for now, it's all art or solo board gaming
maybe model making
Hey do what makes ya happy
ye
just doing it for fun
Yuh
I wish my body would calm down and relax
Foolish Ferret fails to fight frosted donut
my face feels tense wtf
Could need some magnesium, brain stuff yaknow
dont got any on hand
Got like any sports drinks besides Gatorade? Usually has it
Dang, I usually keep some sort of electrolytes on hand, especially for the brain. Mine tends to go wacky when I don't eat and hyper focus to hard on stuff
I should probably do that
It's a life saver honestly
definitely had brain bad moments lately where I could use anything that might help
psychotic episodes and dissociation are awful
would not wish them upon my enemies
Yup
I want my enemies lucid
Personally it's more of an aid, not a preventative or anything, helps with the before and after but not the current
fair
I wish I could see a psych faster, but the wait list is loooong
and they come from out of town
starting to really believe some of my coping mechanisms saved me from the padded rooms
cause when I get a big psychotic break it never lasts long and I just go into a dissociative pit and eventually forget why any of that just happened
pop out the other end, usually feeling small
Giant shelves, or tiny funko pops.
and I think my memory has suffered big time cause of that
the other parts of me pull that piece of shit back into my brain
Been to the padded rooms before. Not fun, if you deny your meds they mix it up in a syringe and pop you in the leg and after you come back from being out for like 8 hours you'll shit your pants. Not fun.
Second pic doesn’t look level 
yeah F that I want to avoid it as much as possible
Ik and I’m too lazy to fix atm
my mom has been institutionalized before. I do not want to end up there.
we're both haunted by it in different ways
I do worry I might be bipolar like her
Yeah it sucks.
I'm bi polar, scitzoeffective bi polar.
I'm bipolar too its not fun
I know lots of people keep epsom salts on hand magnesium sulfate (its used as a laxative is large doses and helps relax muscles and pain on the skin) thats a decent source for magnesium but in small doses to not get the laxative effect
What's scitzoeffective?
hi bi polar, schitzoaffective bi polar
my name is idk my diagnoses lol
I can only relate them with internet speak rofl
It's like schizophrenia but more compounded and not as bad in some cases
Like it's not a stand alone thing
So yall see the new warbond?
I cannot wait to have someone figure my shit out and medicate me
annoyed
northern ontario healthcare is glacial
even down south it's bad
but so much worse here
That armor passive is CHERRY
It helps, but there's ways to get yourself in a better frame of mind and prevent constant episodes
+2 nade slots and armor padding not bad at all
If you can't get the meds that's what I suggest, personally couldn't have done most of it without my meds
Wishing you the best donut
thankfully not all that constant + usually suppressed in a timely manner. I have my gf to thank for helping me with that
The poopoo man strikes again
otherwise I'd have an episode and be in that dissociative pit until someone snaps me out of it
or I manage to do so
I hate how helpless I feel when im like that
or the "power saver mode" me that can barely speak takes over
I understand
I was stuck in an episode that the government was out to get me
I hardly do
the more I contextualize my shit with DID the more it matches and that shit scares me ngl
Probably one of my longest episodes honestly
damn im sorry
worst one I had, I was chanting some hari krishna shit. no joke
i wish it came in orange...
high school. right after dropping out
Oh yeah, things tend to make absolutely no sense to anyone outside but you.
Why though orange is ugly
Yeah, sounds about right
I want to be seen as a hazard
firstly, how dare you
secondly, i like the orange and black color scheme
thirdly, it's my faction colors
I am not a full person and the me that exists is fragmented
but hey, im still here
and thats what counts
Same, I dropped out too so don't feel bad
fourthly, industrial fury vibes
I eventually went to a 3rd HS and graduated, but damn that was difficult to push myself and do that
thankfully that HS was wonderful
lots of arts funding even for a public school
one of the art teachers gave me a whole damn art gallery book
Dang nice
❤️
art saved my ass
and at that 2nd HS I dropped out at, the art teacher was the only one that cared or asked how I was doing
mf broke through the pit
BELIEVE IN PEOPLE.
Idk about thst you seem like wonderful and strong person
Yeah people can be great or the complete opposite
may be, but inside it's still a rough patchwork
sorting it out.
love you all
I HAVE A DOORKNOB
Ah fair
We love our donut too
Love ya
I showed you my doorknob please respond
ACCEPT OUR LOVE YOU GOOB
I DO
Nice knob
damn, luxuries, im on a balcony at the top of the house, which also means im at the hottest part of the house
This is absolutely peak
:3
all thats left is the valley
I live there
AA
I has to have a code because I have a little brother and I like herbs
Lol. Sorry
Typical hollweird behavior
(I gagged typing that)
https://youtube.com/shorts/oz4JTM4ezn8?si=SlukSIyPJ7bmvm4Q istg these guys are just the funniest, idk how tf they made such a serious and fire campaign setting 
From our Uproot-a-rama campaign. Animated by @shoocharu!
Mmm 🤔
Saaaaaaame choom
Yeah my brain is goobered today
Hell I was half sleep earlier and it was just nirvana for a second
What did it smell like
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Like..... nothing i guess
Love when that happens, your brain just goes like "brain is now lump of fat" for like a few mins
Yeee
Seriously…
Idk i was half asleep

Cant smell in your sleep
Hi bread
hi
Another question tho
I farted in my sleep once and scared myself
You see the new armor buffs

Did it smell like teen spirit
for hd2?
Yes
A bit.
wait armor buffs? like for armor passives or?
Yeee
oh nice. but I didnt see those
wait what where
did they forgor to add them to the notes?
in other news: psychic freezer
Its +2 bounus gernaids and armor padding
Had a bit to much for st. Pats day huh?
his face after saying that
💩 👖 ❔
sick
Yeah its solid
Jim dandy strikes again
Hipity hoppity
Happy st Patrick’s day
oh you mean the new passives
yea there's 3 variants depending on light/med/heavy armor

chat
stellaris 4.3 came out today.
the habitable planet menu is still broken 
yep sounds like a stellaris update
I mean I guess
how? it's been fine for me iirc
Yup sounds right
i thought you were saying they buffed an old passive
its showing agri districts as mining and agri are just gone
oh. that seems like someone missed a minus sign in an array somewhere
its been like this since 4.0 IIRC 
at least for me
Uuuuh no
worked fine in 3.14
i have a reputation for dodging bugs like opportunities, but that i think that's a you problem
you filed a bug report right?
hold on let me google
He wanted to kill you can see it in his eyes 😂
he was having the time of his life doing some derring do
Imagine he just kills vader
Any time Luke is fighting in any other scene he’s having the time of his life
its in their known bugs so since november last year
i checked
Pattern recognition test
oh [expletive] you
posts that you can include in a memetics class
Head feels weird
Like physical pain turning into mental pain
Hhhhhhh
Gonna try sleep
Idk if it will work
https://youtu.be/5Duje_sZko8?si=b0MC-sn1NLNel5DG so fun fact I’ve been listening to this for a while and only just watched the video and realized the other language was in fact japanese or Chinese, not spanish 
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Someone needs to explain to indie devs this is something you do on a sequel
Not mid development
Maddening to me
Luke warm
ReLogic: what tf is a sequel?
Drives me nuts how many indies are like, re-engineering thier entire engine halfway through development and then are like "why run out money??"
Fun fact: the binding of Isaac was the dev’s practice for making mewgenics, to avoid that issue
Hence why the upcoming “small update” has like 300 new abilities and a bunch of other stuff, with a “large update” coming later
You already sold the video game ultrakill, you gotta make it to the NEXT thing you sell on that budget ultrakill, please, I don't want to see you explode into indie dev viscera because you make dumb choices
Binding of Isaac you mean remade 3 times in different engines the indie game 
3 years re-engineering the code base instead of just working within scope
Hey, he was practicing 
7 more months until mass migration to linux
Indies forget sometimes you need to move on to new things just like big corpos
You have to sell NEW product, to not run out of moneyyy
10 years of early access dev does not the budget make
Bout to do it just because it’s getting annoying at this point, which says a lot considering how lazy I am lol
nah you just have to SELL a new SOLUTION, to your OLD PRODUCT, that has PLANED OBSOLESNCE
Just make small side games to have the fans ravenously destroy for the main project 
Bsod I refuse to derail from my subject to talk about windoes
Honestlu, I like Bioshock 2's hacking mini-game more than 1's
Anyway
tf did i do? 
Hey relogic is doing the make new things they just wont stop adding to terraria
WE WANT TERRARIA 2
Maybe this works but also, diluting your own time finish ur product gamer
nah they made it and no one wanted it and then they canceled it
Finish your product and make a bigger and better sequel
I know but tbf they never really finished terrarias gameplay loop
Lot of people actually did want that game, myself included 
nah
Just made it bigger and more incomplete
You don't make the bigger and better sequel Frankenstein into the original product what are you doing indies
looked half baked
We aren’t certain what they’re gonna do next, but there have been hints that it could literally just be terraria 2
Stop it
There's some irony here with somewhat recent events https://fixupx.com/WBCBaseball/status/2034101615397937441
Everything is half baked before it’s released 
ok I guess im just wrong

ill just get off then
The fix to the problem of the gameplay loop issue ingame world hopping lost to time
Tho terraria winning labor of love award was one of the most deserved awards in the history of awards lol
Akdhfuocnt
Anyway rant over about indies ouroborosing themselves
Labor of love
last of us 2 remaster remake refinalized
The movie
Love seeing the occasional person going “what if game… but twist, game inside of game?” And I get to enlighten them to the existence of inscription
What if game... but you don't cop out halfway and make something else entirely cuz you couldn't think of a good way to iterate on your initial concept

Btw, think inscription is very cool
Which is why I'm critical of it's choices
Valid I suppose lol
It's good they put out the dlc that fleshed the good part of the gsme out tho