#NOVAnima
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Had multiple sessions, and also one with my mom to answer some questions.
Therapist straight up said "although I cannot give an official diagnosis yet, given my expertise in this field I am super convinced you are on the spectrum" lmao
skibidi toilet
Autism gang
CHROMAKOPIA IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FIREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I’m loving it too

anima's journey
Honestly I have no idea where I am going
I've been thinking so much the last few days
I don't know what I want in life
I know what I'm passionate about, and what I could enjoy doing, but I don't know where I'd start. Making YouTube videos, making music, coaching people, helping people; all of these are hard things to get into
try bath salts
No fr tho only way to start doing anything is to jump right in and start failing. if you want to do youtube, look up a video on what software you need and start making shitty videos until theyre good. same for music. you could start coaching ppl right now by starting a channel and marketing yourself there. you just gotta do it like Shai LeBouef said
if you find out later you dont like it or it wasnt worth it then thats still a valuable experience
based
based
Based
Wasn’t supposed to have caption
You’re cooking
lol
what you doing for school/work?
or what do u want to do
even something broad, doesnt need to be specific
i feel that, that was me for a while
ignoring job stuff, what are some of your major interests?
science? computers? history? etc.
like in school what did u enjoy most
Pick something and go with it. Sitting around thinking about what to do only gets you so far vs trying something and seeing whether its for you. You should pick something you might enjoy, like old hobbies or school stuff like king said, and see where it takes you.
Like you wont know if you enjoy something till you do it
yeah im just trying to point in a decent direction. picking ANYTHING will likely lead to being miserable, but picking something you have even somewhat enjoyment in will help
but yeah picking something is much better than doing nothing
also want to stress Anima that youre not alone homie, this is what EVERYONE goes through when theyre growing up. sure theres those people who know exactly what they wanna do from age 5 but thats just not normal. its tough, but just try and take the leap and youll surprise yourself at what u can learn
Tysm guys
I BELIEVE IN YOU ANIMA
the future IS BRIGHT
like the mf SUN
EXPLORE AND PUSH FORWARDS AND BEYOND
Could push for nova on this but
do I want to

not really
im gonna play air voltaic
more
and then come back and 1 shot
nova

In plenty of cases you will find that 'calling' while going through the motions and/or trying things out.
For the longest time I was clueless on what I wanted in life. Eventually I got my internship at a videography workplace, and ever since then I have a vague clue that I want to do something with video and/or photo.
As King said - you are not alone. The amount of people that exactly know what they want are not plentiful, and you'd be surprised with how many suffer from this exact dilemma.
Many don't know what the purpose of life is, but only we can dictate that.
So don't put too much pressure on yourself. Allow yourself to heal and get stronger, and allow yourself to explore your options. Try things out, and something will stick eventually.
Do it on your own pace. Society might make you feel like that things need to be done before the age of X/Y, but in the end it is your journey and happiness, and not someone elses.
This is way easier said than done, but try to mainly look after yourself, rather than weighing in the opinions of your surroundings too much into it.
The reason why I didn't quit my education sooner was due to exactly that: I was afraid I would disappoint the people around me and that quitting would be considered a "failure"...
... But I woke up the next day, I was still alive, I was still healthy, nothing was broken.... The world just went on, and the only difference that there is is that I have no paper.
Also, the people around you are more than likely much more supportive of you than you might think. I only knew after laying my emotions bare, after thinking the opposite for so many years.
Take a deep breath mate, and give yourself the space to explore on your own pace. The only deadline we have is death, and death will be many decades away. Time is the only real currency that we have, so spend the time in a way that makes you happy.
Whatever it may be, the biggest hurdle that will make you fail is NOT STARTING.
Your first attempt likely won't be good, but no one's is. However, you cannot grow without making said first step.
The first 4 minutes are maybe something you need to here, especially around the 3:30 mark or somewhere in that area (ignore the clickbait, the video is quite informative IMO:) https://youtu.be/Zqr6_t8nBuE?si=gE-nYBwqDJQ9NmMB
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Whatever it may be, the biggest hurdle that will make you fail is NOT STARTING.
procrastination is the absolute death of me
LOL
analysis paralysis
is me
as well
this is a very interesting video already
Same here. I kept looking up tutorials upon tutorials on how to edit and do specific effects, or how to develop "my style"...
... But all of this is something you actually learn along the way. You learn your style with experimentation and what not.
I love montage work myself, and I always kept overanalyzing those videos and watching tutorials on how to make those, but I never decided to take the action to finally start editing. I was stuck in that "analysis paralysis" for so long that I never created a single video.
Eventually I broke through it, made one, was semi happy with the results. Then my next one got better, and my third one even better
But that only happened by starting. And not because of those tutorials. I never even used most of them. It all just took some creative liberty from yourself 🙂
my problem is i dont even know what i wanna make stuff about
Like I am a singer right
I don't think I've written one complete song
because I do not know how to put into words what it is I want to portray
in a song
i have the same problem with youtube
Maybe you could make a small plan for yourself? Where you write down in small steps your journey towards your end goal.
Those steps might be so small that it helps you get started and propel you forward.
As a starter, you can always mimic some form of content you enjoy watching the most. Everyone copies someone, so there is no harm in that. You will eventually find your own niche
got my aimlab working again
Any time.
Just take it easy man 🙂 don't let yourself get pressured.
🙏
went through Aimlabs S3
it's pretty good
might try some advanced scores maybe

yea nvm
too tired
break time
its hell
the flashbangs hurt my eyes
and popshot is a bounce scen but it's not like b180 or bounceshot
it's too much like popcorn
</3
gang shiut
Noooo I’m not in screenshot
Pwnage
lemme try get it on s4
frog
I WAS GRINDING IT FOR FEW WEEKS AND WASNT EVEN CLOSE TO NOVA SO
YOU DO IT IN WEEK
MAN.
I MEAN
FROG.
yeah cuz you are busy with your racist harem
debil
frogima
Its okay ill talk to my people
king will handle it
swagima
Matty complimented my technique a lot on my Air vod

said my smoothness was really good
139.6K likes, 729 comments. “Joker (Persona 5) debuts in Super Smash Bros. — Reggie discusses DLC in 2018”
🗣️🗣️
TS was years ago looool
pulled up a metronome on mine 
I saw HAHA
the what
17 year old moment
aye I’m 18

And it’s not that I was innocent before it’s that I thought the server was more innocent
🔥🔥
where do i get this sheet?
Pinned in general, season 3 benchmarks
tyvm
time to order new pc
fan died and took other shit with it
5 year old pc
it’s over
💔
⚱️

LMAO
it's peak bro
i got so many ideas from it
9800x3d time
YUP
I’m at my wits end
I wonder how easy tracking is there
wtf are they aiming with their fingers
I saw a gridshot clip actually think it was better than my score 😭
I had like 122k
too bad u cant use steam workshop
😭

Anima is so fat
Idk anything
just go to the public library and download steam
Ultimate productivity lifehack
im literally doing nothing
HAHA
i think thats what is killing me
the fact i m so restless
why the fuck I read it as a barking…
😭😭😭 not the furry gif..
I can’t bro I’m dying for like a week now because of a cold and shit is getting worse with everyday
Literally can’t eat anything gg
I mean every time I try to eat something I feel like I'm going to throw up
Idk if that’s some Covid shit
This happens even when I drink tea
uxbdnsmsush
just let me drink at least pls
that sounds like covid
thats happened to me before
the first time i had it
you could have a really high fever too
have you chcked
?
me when i impulsively change my profile
again
you inspired me to change mine too
clash of clans
Drip too hard don’t stand too close
yea I mean it’s jumping like crazy from really high to really low
😵💫😵💫😵💫

When do you think you can get your new system?
Should be this week
Was supposed to be Friday
but they didn’t update me that they had shit missing
and were basically trying to scam me out of express shipping money

what specs u getting
9800x3D 4070 Super
goated setup cant lie
as long as you didnt cheap out the other shit
im considering an upgrade here soon-ish, prob looking to also do the 9800x3d, not sure exactly gpu, finally get nvme ssds, and try to get pcie 5.0 mobo for the speeds
oh yeah baby
im going all out.
For sure this is good for gaming
who is anima
Me waking up from coma and remember annoying orange 🍊
Called pc company
Received 0 updates
apparently 4070 super is just gone now so I have to wait another week
Like
actually disgusting
Wasn’t told anything
was told last week it was just the case
They had all the other parts
like??
what are they doing
I’m actually just going to use my broke pc and let it explode
Idc
what can go wrong..
not a choice when you could easily do both
is there visual evidence
dude that’s just a ripped ass dude with a baby face
fair
thank you for the image though
i figured out
my old broken pc
has
broken HDD
manually disabled that
and it's working again
Ouch...
It’s broke still fam
unbreak it
I got a guarantee it’s here on Monday
womp womp

im gonna blow up the delivery truck
MODS
uhh I think
Wait
@torpid dragon
Love you king
Got the exact same thing
And I play chamber only I think their algo is absurdly simple 
whatd i do

🔥🔥
🔥
got PC back?
nope this is the old one
It comes Monday guaranteed
luckily
Like DPD actually have it now
@torpid dragon I really wanna learn recon I’m ngl
I’m enjoying initi so much atm
Well
In the time I’m playing at least
Once I’ve learnt recon a fair bit I can happily say I can play any role
sova just fit my style really well
moreso than cypher i think
although both are perfect
I’m figuring out I love Yoru (knew that) but I also love characters with utility
when i swapped from senti to learning sova it felt like i could do more individual impact while still getting to do my info gathering for team
best sova to watch obv Leo, but i think C0M for util usage
and then any hard fragging sova for angles/spots to play
yeah my favourite player is Leo
my second favourite is chronicle
in terms of as a player
they’re both so good bro
So like
Who’s a hard fragging sova
Obviously Leo is
Man will drop 30 and have 2 deaths
Maybe Riens is a bit more aim based?

Riens, trexx, n4rrate (from a few of their recent tournies he was on sova), Chronicle, trent, old zekken vods
cauanzin in 2023
Cloud as well
just trying to remember players
did my final database project on all champs stats and trexx was #1 flex player
so he was on my mind
nah ik but hes always been good fragger
mine was better
Gaming
the unwashing begins
It's so beautiful
😭 holy fuck
just cut to the kill

oh wait this one kinda cold
</3

why are ur pb's not higher than mine
i thought
ur better than me
on pasu
yea its aight scen
oh
idk i thouight ur cel
but u are better on bounce scens
tho
so i gotta improve there
🙏
I believe it tbh
mmm my back so sore

i have to#
everyday
otherwise my back will remain weak
and muscle will remain degraded
WHAT

sh
Nah dats weird
shhhh
Go get 4.5
cba
why
Cuz u want
score is probably good enough to stay in the
top 100 for a while
maybe ill push it to top 50
if i can
I need aimbeast
Istg
Are the scens good
?
:p
I’m about to find out
lmk what u actually think abt it
okay
its very like
mbm
rewactive
on here
so

I am gonna play 30cm
on everything
buy
why
ruby iii is the max u can get here
that hectic ball
is truly aimbeast mbm reactive
😭
thats 1 hour down
1/20
does it feel helpful

idiot
yes or no
:[
yk what
fuyck u
i buy
now
i am sayingh
if u think the scens r good
and stuff
that's all i meant
:[]
what i find useful is gonna be different to what you find useful
but yes
i enjoy it
yeah
but if u think generally
that the scens are good
haha
eeeee
oh no
2.5/20h aimbeast reactive
Get the rest 18 today
good luck!
idk
i just cant
i wasnt enjoying it
tbh
me when i get put on an aim agent because they instalocked sova

hello teach me
🐐
146 nevermiss
I literally replied to your comment a few hours ago but now the realization hits me that you are back in the server 😅
Nice red tag 👀
on
thanks king
?
?
Holy shit I really didn’t lock in
for like
a lot of this time
may was my surgery
Still had 4% playtime
😭
Went to hospital on April 29
Lmao
my year was 70% aim training apparently
What rank were you at the start of this year
Nice progress
im basically a cave troll at this point
🔥🔥
92 for me lmao
Kvks on today for 11hrs and i played like 2
me fr tbh i leave it on overnight or when im at school/work a lot
I am just dumb
rip
yeah 91% for me
worth
More attempts at pasu cel but not today
square pasu
🔥
Lmao nice
whats the score equivalent on this scen to pasu voltaic
or too hard to say cause scoring
too different
cuz its 1:24
and 6 bullets
I keep throwing
but I think I go back to
pasu voltaic now
oh yeah time diff forgor
miss less lol
popping off
Frog scen
ribbit
reception is going to snipe me
Guys anima leaked VT S6 kvk
The bot profiles will come to your house and beat the shit outta you
Anima S5
okay I wanna find out if my popcorn score is good or not
it’s not pushed
but bro
I need someone to tell me if that Nova req is far too hard or what
Anyway
The grind begins after Christmas
im high as shit but rn i cant hit gm lool
prob just need to give it a lil time
You know it’s bad when req for GM is #4
Had to retune the scale so that all 10 of the aim trainer mains still fit on the scale
😭
The popcorn feels so bad
How it rides the floor
Why even does it ride the floor
Bro
Like
It’s so autistic
it cant bounce everytime man it needs some resting
Yeah like you
And ur ass
i heard yall are gon become jade
wrong
Anima I am losing it
@native idol I found out how much you weigh
My night hasn't been the same since
@native idol noobima
show popcorn
❌
pasu s5 so hard
i was making some progress
only played half so far
hard to be consistent ngl
can you see
from the old scen
770
i got so fast
after changes
the score reqs
are redundant
i swear
ah scores didnt wipe?
ngl i think i do better on the new one lol
you can delete those manually
yeah idm
i'll just surpass it..
gm on both dynamic scens
Will return tomorrow
For a little bit
Actually played some runs out which I’m proud of myself for doing
considering I can barely focus on anything at the moment
:(
yeah i choked a Ground run with 52% average on first 2 bots then ended 2600 LOL
worst 3rd bot in existence
the first 2 bots compliment my style a lot but 3rd is just gg for me
first 2 remind me of gpsv3
i fuck with it
need a VDIM for 3rd bot only lol
whats your sheet looking like rn? @native idol
I haven't really put shit in
@torpid dragon I'll let you know when I input scores
because I haven't like had enough time to push to my satisfaction
gotcha
i still need to play all adv scens, got a few missing
3 GMs so far, can prob squeeze a couple more
you got it gang
💀
i dont even know how to explain but problem solving the bugs has been so fun
theres so much to add
hahaha
i feel that
How has the new machine been treating you
thanks mane
The Pasu variant feels very fair when it comes to strafes
All I see is someone scoring 310 over gm
They rly be trying to make sure there’s no extended scale
Everyone is now relative to the top scores
Is mcrae matty
how you guys feel about 1 being sqrt and 1 being kill based for all clicking
That’s my point lol
I am glad
i cant tell if i like it or not
Having clicking be split between sqrt and reload is based
For ppl who don’t want to get complete badges it’s just one more way to pick your poison
Except ppl who wanted sqrt scoring for multi click or reload for pasu ig
Whoever those ppl are
i orignally voted in the poll for sqrt on dyn and reload for static
but now im not sure
very good point yeah, lets ppl decide which style too
not just scenario type
Still more of a fig leaf than in the past
Where it was take it or leave it on a lot of scenarios
this was the point
i advocated strongly for this
yeah i think the issue is only when you personally think which one is which should be flipped
Different but that’s not a negative inherently
I disagree
because
It's to EMPHASISE
what their skill is about
not balance them
like the precision focused ones
are sqrt
the speed focused ones
are reload
how do you feel about the actual reload mechanic, with it being (from what i can tell?) -30 per miss and +5 for a kill
if you swapped them it would be more like
and 100 pool
-30 per miss
It's a lot better
+37 per hit
+37?
And you have to miss twice to reload
oh
Yes
per shot
Why is the bot scenario that moves in straight lines frogs
They don’t rly move like frogs
Popcorn should have been called frogcorn
They move like frogs with their grounded behavior
Oh ok
That makes sense
Still
Popcorn should be frogs
Just sayin
The grounded balls hop like frogs
🐸
noting this: my main issue rn is easily my hit confirmation
when I focus super hard on bot reading I am ridiculously good at it
but I struggle a lot with where my crosshair is
and I am finding it hard to balance
reading at confirming
I’ve been trying to treat dynamic and linear more how i hold the mouse for control tracking
Kind of a firm vertical pressure and more direct control over movement moment to moment
It’s been helping me a lot with dynamic pacing
yeah i saw
and i think domi posted whatever the target name was called
the things cats see but we dont
I mean
I kinda do this for everything

