general

[viscid bear]

i plat with wired earphones

[drifting dock]

realll

[little notch]

Just send it bro, in my experience every hard talk with loved ones is helpful

[viscid bear]

i hit diamond with 60hz and office mouse

[placid jungle]

seems like I got worse after upgrading everything

[viscid bear]

now i have 144hz and gaming mouse

and im stuck asc

[placid jungle]

went from 700rr radiant to asc1

[drifting dock]

same

[viscid bear]

new rr changes suck

[drifting dock]

maybe the setup wasnt holding us back 😭

[little notch]

Proof muscle memory is the real truth

[placid jungle]

maybe the skill ceiling just improved

[viscid bear]

like how is max gain 18 rr

[placid jungle]

who knows

[little notch]

🚨🚨‼️

[rose night]

wanna play ow tomorrow

[placid jungle]

I'll gain like 14 rr from mvping 30k 13-4

[drifting dock]

thats tough

[rose night]

6v6

cause im trying to learn tank/support

[drifting dock]

i got 26 for 19-14

[viscid bear]

but ur also radiant

[placid jungle]

not anymore

[sour totem]

I don't think we can man

I'm diamond

[viscid bear]

i hate you

[placid jungle]

I'm an ascendant bum

[sour totem]

In 6v6

[viscid bear]

skill issue

what server do u play kyu

[placid jungle]

illinois

[viscid bear]

maybe i am the one stealing your asc rr

[drifting dock]

im just bound to rank up

[placid jungle]

I play NA

[viscid bear]

nah thats too far smh

[placid jungle]

it's 2am for me

[little notch]

Same

Guys this is my first ever job how do I call in sick

[viscid bear]

i just hit noon

[little notch]

Can I just like text my manager

[viscid bear]

tell them your leg cut off

[placid jungle]

tell them you caught the flu while coughing and wheezing

[drifting dock]

idw spread disease to da chipotle, sorry man.

[woven gorge]

@placid jungle what’s ur fav benchmark?

[little notch]

Poison the food

[placid jungle]

uh

[little notch]

Nah I’m ngl guys

[placid jungle]

just viscose hard

but flick tech only

[sour totem]

Yeah

[drifting dock]

nothing to worry about if ur actually sick

[placid jungle]

I don't really play benchmarks anyways

[little notch]

I’ve laughed on the chipotle food while it’s on the grill

[viscid bear]

man help me get a better score on PGTI

that stuff sucks

[little notch]

Coughed *

[placid jungle]

all I play is pokeball wide and devts

[sour totem]

You can also just call your manager if you wanted but texting works

[little notch]

Bc the fucking spice bro

[sour totem]

Might get a call from them anyways

[viscid bear]

im tryna be a perfectionist and trying to get seal on ever scenario

which sucks rn

lemme save this so i can watch later

[drifting dock]

i tried holding a key instead of holding click and i felt disabled

i proceeded to hold click

[placid jungle]

I hate going for complete ranks

[drifting dock]

balright

[placid jungle]

I release click if I wanna just release tension for a sec

but only during the flick

[sour totem]

Why is it always late at night when I start to feel good

[little notch]

Guys I’m such a Chud

[sour totem]

There gotta be an explanation

[little notch]

Usually the opposite for me

[sour totem]

Then stop being one simple

[viscid bear]

i dont trust the decisions i make after midnight

[little notch]

Until like 12

[drifting dock]

midnight always got ppl feeling some typa way

[viscid bear]

im starting to hate it too as PGTI seal sucks

[sour totem]

It's almost 3am man

[placid jungle]

I can't do pgti either

[little notch]

Post twelve some song comes on in my head and I’m just like holy shit I’m goated asf and I decide to change my entire life

[placid jungle]

can't even get cerulean on it

[sour totem]

I do

I'm my most confident past midnight

[viscid bear]

i watched a viscose pgti vod and i was like no way ur not hacking

[placid jungle]

any scenario that involves vertical adjustments will fuck me

[sour totem]

It's like I remembered how to be me type shi

[viscid bear]

is that why ur sexy and jacked and not chud maxing

[placid jungle]

aside from static or switching

[viscid bear]

i love switching scen

static is well fine

i can do well if i try hard

[little notch]

Bro I was in Japan the other month and I wish I went out at midnight there but my legs were fried from walking 40k steps

I kept getting so hype at night but acc couldn’t walk

[sour totem]

Yes

[placid jungle]

I can only do speed switching or static (not really)

[sour totem]

I mean im sexy any other time as well

Just not as confident in it

😔

[little notch]

It’s okay king

[viscid bear]

im trying to get that orca complete

[drifting dock]

i been sleeping at 430am recently

[viscid bear]

im stuck on pgti rn

[placid jungle]

💔

[drifting dock]

i think i need to start sleeping earlier

[little notch]

Orcas are my favorite animals

[viscid bear]

get a pet orca

[little notch]

Sleeping at 10 waking up at 6:30 is the best bro

So nice

[sour totem]

I think it's cause during the day all my energy is like bottled up

[drifting dock]

lwk right

[sour totem]

So it just explodes at night

[drifting dock]

im trying to wake at 7

[little notch]

I have to get up at 6:30 for work

Cause my shifts are at 8

[viscid bear]

i had to leave for college at 7 30 and i woke up 6 50 , it was so fked up

[drifting dock]

usually at night past a point ur suddenly not tired anymore

then u cant fall asleep

[little notch]

Yeah and then after sun rise u instantly pass out

It’s chopped

[drifting dock]

ok its time to write my professional chudlow analysis

[little notch]

Not even bad tho

[sour totem]

Ugh I need to shave

How do I stop needing to shave guys

[little notch]

If u actually wake up that early ur days feel so much more fulfilling lowk

[little notch]

Hair removal

[drifting dock]

how often do u shave

[viscid bear]

surgery

[little notch]

I did laser to stop shaving

[drifting dock]

if u shave too often it grows back more chuddy

[little notch]

Bc it was getting annoying

[sour totem]

Feels like I gotta shave like every 2-3 days

[viscid bear]

first class at 8 30, 1 hour commute

[rose night]

nah bro

[sour totem]

Cause my ass cannot grow a beard and I know it

[drifting dock]

i shave like once

[little notch]

Wait ur chill that

[drifting dock]

10 day

[little notch]

Then

[sour totem]

But my body is trying so hard to grow a beard

[rose night]

sleeping at 3 waking up at 12 is amazing

genuine freedom

[little notch]

I had to shave daily

[viscid bear]

unemployed

[sour totem]

Hell nah it looks so ass if I want that long

[drifting dock]

lwk same my hairs on my chin look like rat whiskers

[little notch]

Where’s ur paycheck

[sour totem]

Looks like I just got out of puberty

[little notch]

If u guys don’t ever want facial hair get laser it’s so nice

[sour totem]

😔

[drifting dock]

i think i could prolly get a nice mustache tho

never let it grow out

[sour totem]

I used to not shave with any shaving cream as well

[viscid bear]

i hate when i have facial hair

[sour totem]

Using shaving cream was a game changer lowkey

[viscid bear]

makes me look like a creep

[sour totem]

Never knew it was so easy

[drifting dock]

i dont still

[viscid bear]

like the radiohead song

[little notch]

Shaving was irritating my skin everyday and it was so bad and my beard genetics were chopped so I did laser and It saved me lowk

[rose night]

i just like my sleep bro

its genuine freedom

[little notch]

No more razor bumps no more chopped facial hair

[viscid bear]

unemployed

[little notch]

Freedom

[little notch]

Same sleep time btw just 5 hours later

[sour totem]

Dude I just don't understand why my facial hair grows like it does

[little notch]

How does it grow

[drifting dock]

i used to wake up and play games but i could wake up without alarms at 7am

every day

[little notch]

Do u get irritated from shaving?

[sour totem]

Nah

[little notch]

Then why don’t u like it

[drifting dock]

maybe just looks chuddy

[sour totem]

Cause it's trying to make me a reddit mod

😔

[little notch]

Do u have shadow tho

Like even if u shave

[drifting dock]

asian + beard just doesnt go well

[sour totem]

Thankfully no

[rose night]

boyy dont play me

its called freedom

[viscid bear]

get a job

[zenith vapor]

Shadow after shaving is genuinely tragic

[little notch]

See that’s what I had too I needed that shit gone

[little notch]

IK BRO

[rose night]

NEVER!

[viscid bear]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1305638663585267833/1366159215273447534/caption.gif

[sour totem]

Low-key now that I think about it I never learned how beard grows maybe this is normal

[viscid bear]

whos gonna pay the bills

[little notch]

I had it bc my skin is too fucking pale and my facial hair is very dark black

[rose night]

government

[little notch]

But luckily it’s fixed now

[swift plover]

Is gender conflict between men and women serious in your country?

[drifting dock]

woah

[viscid bear]

IRS is coming for bro

[little notch]

What does that even mean twin

[drifting dock]

what country

are we talking

[little notch]

How does it grow

[swift plover]

Gender division and tension keep growing in my country.

[drifting dock]

is there any country that doesnt face this issue??

[little notch]

Bro what

[drifting dock]

tbh

[sour totem]

For some reason below the chin grows the fastest

Then everything else just pops in slowly

[little notch]

I’m lost tf is gender tension

[drifting dock]

just like the tension between people of the 2 genders

[sour totem]

What a random as fuck question to ask

[drifting dock]

frl

came outta no where

i can kinda understand cus

im chinese too

[little notch]

I don’t understand tho bro

U mean girls and guys fighting?

That’s not normal

[drifting dock]

idt this is a good topic to talk ab

[fresh summit]

yeah

[little notch]

Ykw I’ll just google t

It

[fresh summit]

change of topic

Is larping good

[brave leaf]

gm voltaic

[drifting dock]

i support fake it till u make it

hi mr bardo

[fresh summit]

morning sir bardo

[little notch]

Yeah fuck all that

[sour totem]

Depends

[fresh summit]

another productive day?

[zenith vapor]

Gm

[brave leaf]

yes

[drifting dock]

lets continue to click dots

[sour totem]

Actually there's never really a good larp

It's always just sad usually

[little notch]

Why does bro wake up at 2 am

[upper token]

GM hope everyone has a great day or night

[fresh summit]

busy man

[drifting dock]

hi po

[little notch]

Larping watching jjk is where it’s at

[sour totem]

Guys do I stretch before or after a workout

[little notch]

After

[drifting dock]

or just larp watching any anime at all

[little notch]

Unless ur doing dynamic stretching then u can before

[drifting dock]

is there any downsides of doing them before?

[little notch]

But static stretching is linked to increased injury if done pre training

[sour totem]

I low-key don't like doing legs cause like

They just get tight ASF

[little notch]

Only if it’s static stretching

[drifting dock]

wardell type tight?

[sour totem]

What

[little notch]

Lactic acid 🤢

[sour totem]

Brother speak English

Like I might injure myself type tight

[drifting dock]

the guy from valorant

[sour totem]

If I continue the workout it's so weird

[fresh summit]

wardell level tight

tightest man alive

[little notch]

Just larp leg day twin

[fresh summit]

[drifting dock]

see he gets it

[sour totem]

It's only in my like calves too of all places

[little notch]

That’s what I do

[drifting dock]

just bench

[little notch]

Leg day isn’t real

[sour totem]

But I could have such a nice ass bro

Y'all don't understand

Smh

[little notch]

Have u seen videos of girls rating men’s body parts

Legs are always last place

[drifting dock]

hip thrust 3x bodyweight

[fresh summit]

Nah

[sour totem]

I don't follow lookmaxx bullshit so no

[little notch]

Fair enough

[drifting dock]

whats split u do jade

[little notch]

Nah it’s not looksmax it’s just the filter on instagram where u rank them

[sour totem]

Also if my woman can't understand a nice pair of legs that I put work into that's its own issue

[little notch]

Surely u know what im talking abt

[drifting dock]

do u work calves?

[little notch]

True

[drifting dock]

atp i might just stand and walk more instead of doing calf raises

[rose night]

i played a notoriety match where i stole the moon for 150 septillian dollars and the irs called and took all of it and left me with 150 mil

[drifting dock]

waste of my time

[sour totem]

Sometimes, I refrain to cause any calf work makes them hella tight

[rose night]

not even joking

[little notch]

On a real note tho looksmaxing is so backward

[sour totem]

N I need to stretch them for a while after

I was a fat guy I got calves by existing man

[drifting dock]

oo

[rose night]

u heard what happened to clav

[little notch]

Like the principle is great but the world view and the thing they all idolize is the opposite of being attractive

[drifting dock]

what happened

[sour totem]

Motherfucker what did I say Joey

[little notch]

He overdosed on meth

[sour totem]

I don't follow that bullshit

[rose night]

be overdosed not tok long back

[little notch]

Was it meth

[drifting dock]

wow so surprising

[little notch]

I forget

[drifting dock]

totally didnt expect it

[little notch]

He’s fine tho

[sour totem]

Methamphetamine

[rose night]

and he got choked out and started shaking and ppl started making fun of him

[sour totem]

A drug

[little notch]

I feel bad for clav lowk

[drifting dock]

what else would u expect from him

[sour totem]

I don't

[drifting dock]

he hammers his face

😭

[little notch]

The guy talks about how much he hates everything he does

And it’s kinda sad

The amount of self hatred bro has

[drifting dock]

he kinda has mental issues too tbh

i watched a vid of his like

upcoming

[little notch]

Oh no definitely the dude is insanely mentally ill

[sour totem]

Low-key cant wait till my hair is long again

It needs to grow faster

[drifting dock]

yea

[little notch]

U don’t do any of that shit without being mentally ill

[drifting dock]

i buy ticket to turkey for you

[little notch]

Dude is actually sacrificing his entire life’s longevity to be slightly hotter for 5 years at max

[sour totem]

I feel worse for the kids thinking he's cool or some shit

Smh

Gonna get a whole new generation of alpha male bullshit

[drifting dock]

he thinks he looks nice but until he meets people that do nothing and look better than him

😭

[little notch]

I mean he is objectively good looking but like he could’ve got 99% of the result without taking steroids or meth or all the other harmful stuff

[pine cliff]

Yayayay

[little notch]

It’s just like fitness influencers making little kids get on cycles at 15 years old but way worse because the whole mentality just teaches you to internalize hate and inferiority complexes and shit

[drifting dock]

i looked up looksmax

[sour totem]

Do yall warmup before exercise or jus rip it

[drifting dock]

and this is what shows up

[drifting dock]

warm up sets

[little notch]

Depends on the weight

[blissful garnet]

sometimes

[little notch]

If it’s heavy warmup first if it’s not

Ur prolly fine

[sour totem]

I'm just imagining how I would of ended up dead if I found this when I was in the depths rather than like

Honestly not that much better but like David goggins shit

[hard stump]

i love typing in my bank confirmation code to buy pixels

[drifting dock]

he has no knee caps vro 😭

[fiery flume]

WHOSE GONNA CARRY THE BOATS

[hard stump]

really makes my day

[little notch]

David goggins at least gives u more to work for than looksmaxing

[sour totem]

WHOSE GONNA CARRY THE LOGS

[hard stump]

who’s

[drifting dock]

me when i make a purchase:

[little notch]

The truth is 90% of looks are genetics

[hard stump]

[little notch]

And the only thing that actually changes that is surgery

[hard stump]

whose is possessive dammit

[sour totem]

It was a message I needed to hear back then of just do it stop being a bitch and do it

[drifting dock]

holy english teacher

[sour totem]

Lookmaxxing doesn't even feel like you're doing shit

[little notch]

So it’s kind of a dead end to put Everything on it

[fiery flume]

knives*

[sour totem]

It just feels like you're permanently running away

[fiery flume]

fuck wrong reply

[sour totem]

Imo

[drifting dock]

10 sets of hooting and hollering

[sour totem]

Kn1ves you're up early

[hard stump]

i am getting old and cranky…

[sour totem]

Or awake late

[hard stump]

im riding my manic wave

[drifting dock]

at least you are right

[hard stump]

its pay day

[drifting dock]

almost used the wrong word

[hard stump]

after depositing an absurd amount of money for stickers

i will now sleep

[hard stump]

honk shew

[sour totem]

Sub to my twitch

[hard stump]

when im on my pc igu

[drifting dock]

2nd send

[hard stump]

remind me tmw

[drifting dock]

but valid

[little notch]

Yeah I mean the only thing you can do to make your face better looking in any real way is get surgery or filler and that isn’t very accessible can go wrong is subjective and even if u do it and it goes well looking hot isn’t rlly gonna make ur life better lmao

[sour totem]

I will trust me

[fiery flume]

not everyone got to see it

I’m trying to spread the good word

[hard stump]

why am i paying my owner

[drifting dock]

u making sure no one misses out

u a real one

[hard stump]

chat is this backwards

[fiery flume]

yeah

[little notch]

That’s the biggest flaw is that the end goal of being really attractive doesn’t do shit for u

[sour totem]

Nope

[drifting dock]

gl looking cursed when u grow old

[little notch]

Besides give you vapid validation which prolly makes u more insecure and obsessed with ur face

[fiery flume]

what

you’re gonna get old anyway

[sour totem]

I mean I'm kinda lucky cause I think my face shape is chilling

[drifting dock]

thats what plastic surgery does to u

[sour totem]

It's just the face fat that fucked with it

[fiery flume]

oh

[drifting dock]

it looks weird ash on u when u grow old

[sour totem]

Okay maybe im being too confident

[drifting dock]

and u just have to keep doing more surgeries to "maintain"

[little notch]

Don’t sweat it

[drifting dock]

its just really weird

[sour totem]

Was about to send a face reveal we're approaching dangerous territory

[little notch]

Can u even do that in this server

[fiery flume]

https://tenor.com/view/voltaic-jade-kovvaks-aimlabs-gif-17284784816934136006

[little notch]

Idk

[drifting dock]

its ok we wont grill you

[hard stump]

cmonnnnnn

i miss trade bots

[echo topaz]

https://tenor.com/view/invincible-dance-thragg-bacon-egg-cheese-gif-11562573915687280062

[sour totem]

Wdym can you do it

[hard stump]

this is ass

[sour totem]

It's not against the rules???

😭

[little notch]

Idk the rules

Chill

[fiery flume]

posted a pic of your face? banned

[sour totem]

When hair was long

[drifting dock]

holy hair

[sour totem]

Alright that was up for long enough

[little notch]

Yeah ur face shape is chill

[drifting dock]

oh no u have the

[fresh summit]

Yo

[sour totem]

It was 90% the hair

[fresh summit]

Its dude who sees red

[sour totem]

Hair made me smh

Without it I look so odd

[drifting dock]

negative canthal tilt

[sour totem]

That's why I'm growing it back out

[little notch]

Lmao

[sour totem]

If only I knew what that meant sigh

[drifting dock]

ur eyes look sad

[sour totem]

Cause they are

[fiery flume]

real

[drifting dock]

ur eyes are angled downwards

[sour totem]

Mfers I'm always sad

[hard stump]

i forgot this happened ti you too

LOL

[drifting dock]

but tbh its not smth bad

[fiery flume]

LOL

it really did

[sour totem]

Of course my eyes look sad

[drifting dock]

everyone rocks they own features

[little notch]

I like my face I fair amount

[fiery flume]

I had some 16 year old tell me I had a negative eye tilt and I wanted to choke slam him

[sour totem]

Did it?

[fiery flume]

yes

[hard stump]

yeah

[fiery flume]

right here

[little notch]

I have positive canthal tilt

[fiery flume]

in this server

[hard stump]

i was trynna remember who it happened to

[sour totem]

Thank gods I don't know shit about it so I can't give a shit

[hard stump]

and its rake

[fiery flume]

I told them I don’t even know what the fuck they’re saying

[hard stump]

[sour totem]

PLUS LIKE IM HOT NO?

[little notch]

It doesn’t rlly matter much

[sour totem]

can't get in the way of my ego even if you tried 😔

Too pretty to listen

[drifting dock]

this guy has eyes like that too

[hard stump]

get a face tattoo to seal the deal

[fiery flume]

I don’t know what this means

[hard stump]

he has hunter eyes

[little notch]

Wait I’ll show

My eye

[hard stump]

#alpha

[little notch]

Vs a downturned eye

[drifting dock]

but it kinda shows that he has some story behind his eyes

well not actually

[fiery flume]

you people have autism supreme

[drifting dock]

like marty supreme?

[sour totem]

Lmao I'm just shocked you actually know this shit

Like that's

Holy chud

😭

@hard stump How do you feel knowing what your owner looks like

Do you feel empowered

[hard stump]

actually practicing black pill is to prevent development to chud…

i think i missed it

[sour totem]

Fuck

Dms

[drifting dock]

jade how old was u in that picture

u look like 15

[hard stump]

he’s 47

[sour totem]

I was 18 actually

Lmao

[fiery flume]

she’s 100

[drifting dock]

hair too gorgeous

[sour totem]

I have baby face

Even now I still look pretty young if clean shaven

[rose night]

i love being lazy

[sour totem]

Thanks for remembering my other pronouns rei

You're so sweet

[little notch]

This is a pic of my eyes and the second one is a rlly rlly downturned eye, mine are like very slightly positive. But honestly canthak tilt matters way less than ur overall features

[sour totem]

Kisses 😘

[little notch]

I’m 18 rn and I look way older than u did

Ur lucky

[drifting dock]

yo dont look at me like that

[sour totem]

I know

[little notch]

I was into black pill when I was 15

[sour totem]

That's kinda sad

[little notch]

That’s why I’m chudding out

[drifting dock]

https://tenor.com/view/eagle-peek-hole-tree-gif-7736281

[rose night]

holy shit bro

[drifting dock]

mfw look like hes hunting me down

[rose night]

blackpill at 15 is diabolical

[fiery flume]

yeah I’m thoughtful like that

[little notch]

Those are not hunter eyes LOL

[sour totem]

Do your eyes change color tho?

[fiery flume]

well, technically..

[little notch]

my eyes are pretty wide hunter eyes are supposed to be rlly narrow right?

[drifting dock]

yo why ur lashes so nice tho

😭

[little notch]

Genetics

Idk

[drifting dock]

i had to zoom in to notice

[fiery flume]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1033422777224540191/1453058417018277938/start_doing_this.gif

[drifting dock]

who gaf

they look sharp

[little notch]

I don’t I like my eyes a lot

Hunter eyes are lookmaxing cope imo

[fiery flume]

who even has time to think about things like this

[drifting dock]

real

have more important stuff to worry about

[fiery flume]

maybe if you’re teenagers ig

[drifting dock]

like what to eat for lunch

[little notch]

People who are rlly rlly sad abt a girl and then think if they were hotter they wouldn’t feel as bad

That’s how I got into it when I was 15-16

Now I’m 18 and I’m doing a lot better

[drifting dock]

W

[little notch]

I’m worried abt college

LMAO

[drifting dock]

frl after grad hs

time to actually do some adult shit

[little notch]

YEAH I start in fall

[drifting dock]

taxes bills

[fiery flume]

I’m with mason Im worried about what to eat for dinner

[drifting dock]

job

[drifting dock]

the real worries tbh

[fiery flume]

I ate an entire burrito in 60 seconds today

[drifting dock]

i start in july

[drifting dock]

light work

[fiery flume]

best meal of my life

[little notch]

Bro I work at chipotle for like 2 hours before I eat breakfast and I can’t eat a burrito that fast

What’s up w u

[fiery flume]

I fasted

[sour totem]

@hollow basalt quick shout out to you for teaching me the bardoz method back in 2022 aimlabs

[drifting dock]

working at chipotle doesnt make u eat burritos faster tho 😭

[sour totem]

Kick started my static journey fr

[fiery flume]

shoutout burritos fr

🌯

[little notch]

Yeah but like I’m starving cause I’m already 2.5 hours into my shift by then

[sour totem]

Burritos sound nice

[drifting dock]

my country doesnt really have them

[little notch]

For my break

[kind glade]

shoutout the burritos

[drifting dock]

we only do wraps

[kind glade]

burritos helped me put on a lot of weigjt

[fiery flume]

I literally fasted before I ate it

that why

[kind glade]

no burritos no me.

[drifting dock]

pullup to my country to start burrito business

[fiery flume]

I hadn’t eaten in like 24 hours

[drifting dock]

why

[fiery flume]

that burrito didn’t stand a chance

fast

[little notch]

What country

[drifting dock]

malaysia

[little notch]

Wait based

[drifting dock]

we got good eats here

[little notch]

U could have a monopoly on burritos in Malaysia

[sour totem]

Fuck y'all making me hungry

[drifting dock]

shi maybe i should do it

[sour totem]

@fiery flume Did you do pushups recently

[fiery flume]

it was so good bro…

[little notch]

I want ramen so bad rn

[little notch]

Dive in

[fiery flume]

I did a plank this morning

does that count

[little notch]

What food do they have in Malaysia

[fiery flume]

plank before gym

[little notch]

I’ve never been

[drifting dock]

uh cus our country is mainly 3 ethnic groups

[hard stump]

did you push up at all

[drifting dock]

so its chinese malay and indian

but we are all malaysian

[little notch]

What type of food is Malay cuisine

[proud hatch]

Hi kn1ves

[sour totem]

How long

[fiery flume]

not today no

[drifting dock]

they cant eat pork cus muslim

[proud hatch]

Hi Reikuro

[sour totem]

If it was sub 2m it doesn't count

[proud hatch]

Hi JadeSOAR

[kind glade]

dude got in push up position and called it a day

[fiery flume]

I’m not sure actually

I just did it because my friend told me to

[kind glade]

please tell me

u didnt do it

[fiery flume]

probably was 2 minutes

[proud hatch]

Hi snow

[kind glade]

doing both arms making a 90

[little notch]

Is it like rice or noodles or what like the main ingredient

[fiery flume]

it wasn’t long

[drifting dock]

so theres 1 thats called nasi lemak which is rice steamed with pandan leaves and coconut milk and 1 big fried chicken

[empty chasm]

https://giphy.com/gifs/6hKL8BI8rRNrMRFtAx

[sour totem]

2m plank and not long...

[drifting dock]

https://tenor.com/view/bebek-cabe-ijo-gif-1932686487720453550

[little notch]

That sounds good

[drifting dock]

its kinda like this

[empty chasm]

is that cheese?

[sour totem]

Rei you're a menace for that

[fiery flume]

I do all kinds of autistic self hatred shit

[drifting dock]

egg i think

[empty chasm]

ahhh

[fiery flume]

I fasted for 24 hours just for fun bro

[drifting dock]

oh no thats tofu

not normal white tofu

[sour totem]

I'd end up ripping my guts out if I did thst

[drifting dock]

a diff type

[fiery flume]

I stared at a wall this morning for 30 minutes

[little notch]

Guys yk what’s crazy

[sour totem]

I'm like the epitome of gluttony

I'm always hungry

Never full

[drifting dock]

and the one bside i s chicken floss i tihnk

[sour totem]

Sleep on a bed of nails too?

[fiery flume]

yeah I’m david goggins

[little notch]

I feel like when u travel u kinda crave whatever food u eat at home but when you’re home you crave the food in other places

[drifting dock]

do u have knee caps still?

[gloomy flume]

Pun pun yayyyyyyy

[fiery flume]

no they’re gone

[empty chasm]

i heard doing this can help you lock in afterwards on wtvr task did it help?

[little notch]

When I was in Japan all I wanted was Mac n cheese and a burger but now in the us all I want is udon and ramen

[drifting dock]

thats pretty hard to do itself tbh

[fiery flume]

it absolutely does, but I wasn’t aim training today

[empty chasm]

ahhh

[drifting dock]

id probably last 5 minutes

[empty chasm]

mioght have to give it a try myself

[gloomy flume]

❓

[fiery flume]

it’s not as hard as you think

[little notch]

Peak unemployment wtf

[fiery flume]

I’ve done it for hours before

[drifting dock]

stare at wall

[fiery flume]

no? I work full time

[sour totem]

Do you meditate actually or nah

[atomic nebula]

same

[fiery flume]

I get up at 5:30 am, gym at 6 am

[fiery flume]

yeah

[gloomy flume]

Who is a good little employee

[timber jacinth]

Would it just be better to walk outside

[rose night]

u lost me at waking up early

[little notch]

Where do u find time for 30 minutes of wall staring

[timber jacinth]

For 30 mins

[sour totem]

Ho do you even start

[drifting dock]

probably same thing as long as no screen

[fresh summit]

i like doing this

[fiery flume]

I didn’t have work today for one

[rose night]

i like to wake up late as shit

[drifting dock]

just keep the mind clear for 30 minutes

[fresh summit]

same man lmao

[sour totem]

Like I feel like I can't sit quiet for long enough for it to matter

[timber jacinth]

U see things further away

And walk

[little notch]

My apologies bro ur just built different

[drifting dock]

i hate waking up at 5 i feel like 630 maybe is the sweet spot

[little notch]

I could never

[timber jacinth]

So better blood flow

[fiery flume]

no

you don’t need to keep your mind clear

that’s not what it’s about

[drifting dock]

so you think when u look at the wall?

[fiery flume]

ye

this isn’t meditation

it’s different

[drifting dock]

oh

[little notch]

6:30 is great cause its late enough for it to be daylight when ur done getting ready but also gives u a bit of chill time

[fiery flume]

this is more to put yourself in an ultra low dopamine state

[gloomy flume]

30 minutes australian time or american

[fiery flume]

to switch on your dmn

[sour totem]

Rei egoing my question on how to meditate

[little notch]

What is dmn

[fiery flume]

I’m sorry I didn’t see

default mode network

[fiery flume]

to be honest, start with the wall stare

even though it’s not meditation

start there

[drifting dock]

anyway i had a question

[fiery flume]

because the first step is learning to sit with yourself

without any input

[sour totem]

I can sit with myself it's just

[little notch]

My therapist told me to basically imagine a busy street of cars and then imagine each one is a thought and let them all drive past you idly

[sour totem]

Thoughts man

[little notch]

Or like

[sour totem]

I think so much

[drifting dock]

if 2 sensitivities share the same edpi but use different dpi what is the difference

like how does it feel like

[fiery flume]

well, when you meditate, it depends what kind of technique you’re doing and what you’re looking to achieve

certain techniques promote concentration, certain techniques are grounding, etc

[little notch]

This guy prolly knows more than I do now I’m curious

[drifting dock]

i try to sleep and i start thinking bcus its just me and its nice dark and cozy

[sour totem]

I just want to like

[drifting dock]

then i take 2 hours to fall asleep

[little notch]

Consistency I think

[sour totem]

Center myself?

[fiery flume]

the easiest place to start would be dr k

honestly

he’s a fucking goldmine

[sour totem]

Cause I think the biggest thing for me like mind wise is I get wandering a lot

Or lose myself

[little notch]

Lower dpi is more consistent for tracking

[drifting dock]

is this that

indian guy

or is he indian

[fiery flume]

https://youtu.be/qX5_JLl3wYg?si=iDLN_u-9W0Mc8yAG

[little notch]

And high dpi is just kinda worse from what I’ve heard 400-1600 is the best but idek if it changes anything

[drifting dock]

oh yea its this guy

[fiery flume]

yes

he’s amazing

I’ve been watching him for years now

[drifting dock]

im using 800 but i think imma try out

1.6k but same edpi

or 400 same edpi

[little notch]

Yeah tbh I don’t notice much difference at all so maybe it’s placebo but I prefer 800 to 1600

Just feels right

[fiery flume]

something you guys may or may not know, is that we all have entered meditative states hundreds of times in our lives by accident

it’s not as difficult as it might seem

[little notch]

Sometimes I’m so focused I start drooling is that a meditative state

[fiery flume]

sure

🧘🏻‍♂️

[drifting dock]

https://tenor.com/view/telepathy-mind-reader-psychic-gif-16262705097218086291

[drifting dock]

120% locked in

https://tenor.com/view/patrick-drooling-patrick-star-spongebob-movie-drooling-slime-gif-525340425450564005

[little notch]

Actually o think it’s just my undiagnosed autism or smth

It happened at work when I was grilling chicken and luckily I locked in and saved it otherwise it would’ve poisoned someone

[sour totem]

It's not hard but like

I keep hearing that I need to do it for like

10

15 25 30 minutes

Why can't I just lock in for like 5

[fiery flume]

my advice is go long

[sour totem]

And be better

[fiery flume]

you can

but

as a beginner

the newbie gains are potent

16 minutes is the sweet spot scientifically

[sour totem]

Mm that sounds hard

[fiery flume]

trust me, it’s not

try it

[sour totem]

I've tried before

[fiery flume]

set a timer for 20 minutes

put your phone away

close your eyes

sit in silence

[sour totem]

In between 5-10m I wanna open my eyes so badly

[fiery flume]

and just do nothing

[little notch]

Isn’t the point of meditation to learn to not interact with all of your thoughts

[fiery flume]

just don’t

[fiery flume]

sort of

[little notch]

Or is that a specific type

[fiery flume]

no that’s more of an underlying theme that you’ll see with most of it

[kind glade]

I meditate all the time to hit nascent soul late.

[little notch]

I did cbt therapy for anxiety before and I did meditation during it to learn how to let intrusive anxious thoughts exist without interfering with my actions

But I kinda stopped for some reason

[fiery flume]

it happens

[little notch]

Maybe I should meditate more

[fiery flume]

don’t be ashamed or anything

some habits come and go

same as thoughts.

🧘🏻‍♂️

overall, your goal should be acceptance

that’s what meditation really gives you

acceptance

and then that opens the door for peace

how can you live in peace if you can’t accept your circumstances?

[drifting dock]

https://tenor.com/view/spongebob-gif-22548199

[sour totem]

That's like

Sigh

Never that simple man

[fiery flume]

yep

and yet

it is

[little notch]

I am not mature enough to reach that level of acceptance

[drifting dock]

i understand u jade

[fiery flume]

your mind wants a sexy lie

but all you’ll find is an ugly truth

sometimes it really is that simple

[drifting dock]

i put a timer and start closing my eyes, i think ive kept them closed for a long time

i open my eyes and see

3;45

😭

[sour totem]

Most people stop because they either think they got better and don't need to do it anymore so they fail to maintain or they're not used to how it feels to be

[fiery flume]

you just have to let go of trying to complicate and intellectualise it

[sour totem]

Regulated

[little notch]

I forgot tbh

I have lots of mental health problems I’m diagnosed with and after awhile it all started sounding like bullshit so I kind of stopped trying to fix it and just live anyways LMAO

[drifting dock]

dang

never thought itd be like actually pretty common for people to have like have issues with mental health

[fiery flume]

if you want a seriously powerful book and place to really get a grasp on the concept, try The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle @sour totem

[little notch]

Wdym

[drifting dock]

in asia our parents dont believe in mental health issues

[fiery flume]

funny enough there’s a book that dives into this a lot too

[drifting dock]

seems like a lot of u guys here are like dealing with smth

[sour totem]

I was there at one point

[little notch]

Yeah they are 100% real I can vouch but bro

[sour totem]

Realized it's bullshit

Lmao

[fiery flume]

the difference in perspective between western and eastern cultures

[sour totem]

The idea that you can just live normally is bullshit

You have to put in the work

[drifting dock]

me personally i understand it and i believe it is real

[sour totem]

It doesn't let you live normally

[drifting dock]

but still damn

[fiery flume]

they don’t call it shadow work for nothing

[sour totem]

You have to beat it down

[main compass]

2muchsauce

[little notch]

I was going from therapist to therapist doctor to doctor getting more problems diagnosed and I was like so focused on that that I forgot that I’m supposed to be living life lmao

[drifting dock]

vt gen meaningful conversation moment

[little notch]

Like yes I do 100% have the conditions I’m diagnosed with but it doesn’t make life unlivable

[main compass]

To therapist hopping

Stick to one girl

Or whatever alpha males say

[little notch]

But yeah mental health services and mental health are both real and helpful but like all things they need to be balanced

[sour totem]

Im just of the opinion it's war and I'm going to win it smh

[little notch]

If all you do is go to therapy you won’t be getting anywhere and if you just struggle without getting help in any way you won’t get anywhere

[fiery flume]

sometimes maybe good, sometimes maybe shit

[drifting dock]

W

[fiery flume]

that’s life

that’s it

[drifting dock]

idk i always overthink and it messes me up

so i just dont do that and keep things simple

not letting it get to me

[little notch]

Yeah that’s good

[sour totem]

I just tell myself if I have time to overthink I have time to ask or pose my concerns

If people have an issue with that that's a bullet dodged anyways

For personal anxiety overthinking well

[drifting dock]

real

[sour totem]

I ain't got a method for that yet

I just get so anxious I get mad I'm anxious and do it

😭

[fiery flume]

just don’t care

[little notch]

For the most part mental health can be contended with by yourself by just understanding how to deal with it like anxiety but some conditions like adhd or ocd do really need treatment by professionals

[fiery flume]

problem solve

[drifting dock]

to be cringe is to be free

but i still find it hard too

[sour totem]

I just suppress my ego a lot I think

[drifting dock]

i tell myself to not care so much but deep down i still always care

a little

[sour totem]

I have a massive ego but it never shows ik ik

[fiery flume]

don’t suppress

integrate

[little notch]

Does anyone here have ocd

[sour totem]

How TF does one integrate ego what

[drifting dock]

actually what is ocd

[little notch]

It’s really weird

[drifting dock]

i know ocd as people having to have their stuff tidy

[fiery flume]

psychedelics

[little notch]

It’s kind of like anxiety

[drifting dock]

but i know thats not it

lemme look it up

[little notch]

But it manifests in lots of ways

For some it’s that they need organized spaces

[sour totem]

No thanks

[fiery flume]

I just had some mushrooms today

[little notch]

Some people have to wash their hands dozens of times often

[fiery flume]

that’s why I’m speaking in riddles

[sour totem]

I'm not one to do any types of drugs

[fiery flume]

that’s ok

[sour totem]

Don't trust em

Don't trust me with them

[drifting dock]

do u have ocd soco?

[fiery flume]

that’s ok

[little notch]

Yeah i do

[drifting dock]

can you tell me ab urs

[little notch]

When i was a kid my ocd was with hand washing

[sour totem]

So I can't integrate my ego 😔

[fiery flume]

you can

I was just being tongue in cheek

[little notch]

So i woukd badically get a very deep urge to wash my hands everytime they got greasy

[sour totem]

What's our opinion on flavored water btw

[little notch]

And id have to do it over and over

[sour totem]

How smh

[little notch]

Until they got really dry

[drifting dock]

shit hold up

i think i have ocd too

😭

[main compass]

Lf egirl.

[fiery flume]

self actualisation, self realisation

meditation

[sour totem]

Mfer is self diagnosising

[fiery flume]

learn about non dualism

[drifting dock]

is it better now?

[sour totem]

But I'm all about duality

Shit it's basically what my mental disorder is /j

[fiery flume]

then so be it

you are what you are

if you think you can, you can

[sour totem]

You stopped being interesting rei

[drifting dock]

i think mines probably mild ill get over it

[fiery flume]

if you think you can’t, you can’t

[little notch]

But ocd can sometimes switch focus, now my ocd is related to my appearance which involves being compelled to look in mirrors and fix my hair and studf

[sour totem]

The riddles aren't fun

[little notch]

So it kinda got worse

[fiery flume]

lucky Im not trying to be interesting

[drifting dock]

i see

[fiery flume]

I’m just sharing my knowledge

[drifting dock]

i kinda had that issue too cus i have a skin allergy

and it makes me look horrible

[sour totem]

Sharing your knowledge would mean it wouldn't be in riddles

[little notch]

But ocd is one of the things where like no amount of willpower can help

[sour totem]

You're not sharing anything if it's a code to be deciphered

[fiery flume]

I can only really point you in the direction

[drifting dock]

but i genuinely couldnt gaf cus i was busy trying to not suffer

[fiery flume]

it’s not something that can be taught, it’s something the person has to figure out for themselves

[sour totem]

Lowky that's one of my annoyances with like any master or sensei type character

[fiery flume]

I’m sorry

[little notch]

That sounds awful i hope its better now

[fiery flume]

if I could just tell you, I would

[sour totem]

They always be acting like the three to speak in riddles

[drifting dock]

it is thankfully

[little notch]

That’s good

[fiery flume]

well I’m not doing this for any reason, it’s just that I know I can’t teach you

[sour totem]

Okay but you can expand upon concepts in a way that isn't fucked and you know that rei

[little notch]

The only thing I’ve personally encountered that can help with ocd is medication

[sour totem]

You could actually talk about what you're saying not just go

[drifting dock]

im like 4.5/5 for this one

😭

im lwk not even kidding

[fiery flume]

for lack of a better word, I’m tired

and it’s an incredibly complicated topic

[sour totem]

"mm yes strokes beard meditate and you'll understand. Learn about non dualism and you'll find the inner self"

[main compass]

Is ocd the best way to get huzz

[little notch]

I mean you might have ocd

[proud hatch]

Reikuro has Exclusive role too now 0-0

[sour totem]

Why are you two fucks trying to self diagnosis

That's not how this works and we know it

[drifting dock]

ok man

[empty night]

how does one get exclusive role

[little notch]

Every girlfriend I’ve ever had has broke up with me bc of my insecurity which my ocd feeds so no

[drifting dock]

but im not joking

[proud hatch]

Donate iirc

[sour totem]

You're going to make something that wasn't something an issue

[little notch]

I mean I am clinically diagnosed

[drifting dock]

patreon

[main compass]

Crossing it off the list

[sour totem]

Okay but those are vague as fuck and overlap with many other things you realize yes

[empty night]

😢

[sour totem]

You're not proving you have anything

[fiery flume]

Jade, can I ask

[drifting dock]

ok

im not have ocd then

[sour totem]

You can Google if you have cancer man and probably find a couple things that line up

[fiery flume]

why don’t you actually explore these topics?

[little notch]

Well yeah

[fiery flume]

if that’s my advice

[sour totem]

Don't really care

[fiery flume]

alright

[little notch]

If you have ocd it wouldn’t just be the emotional side

[sour totem]

It's an interesting conversation

[fiery flume]

then why ask for more?

[sour totem]

Not an interesting thing to go research on my own

[fiery flume]

feels rather transactional at this point

[sour totem]

?

[fiery flume]

I was talking about it because I cared

[little notch]

OCD requires a clear fixation which is basically like a trigger and a reaction and it becomes incredibly hard to not compelte the loop

[sour totem]

Okay

And?

How is me saying I don't want to go research it on my own become an issue

[empty night]

what is the convo about

[sour totem]

I find it interesting yes but it's not that interesting man

[little notch]

Huzz maxing

[fiery flume]

alright

[little notch]

Two convos

[main compass]

LF A GIRL THAT CAN VC PLEASE

(i wanna talk to a girl because no girls wants to talk to me at my school :(( i am a really nice boy, i can never say no most of the time. i just want to talk to a girl and become friends with one. i rarely talk with girls so i don't know what it's like. i watch a lot of girl streamers and youtubers so i might be able to relate with you.)

[empty night]

which

[empty night]

hi i am a kitty buy me skins and robux

[nimble coral]

rizz

[main compass]

What rank r u in overwat

[little notch]

How long did u spend crafting this masterpiece

[empty night]

unranked

[sour totem]

It's a copypasta

[little notch]

“My xp bar is low”

[main compass]

No

Original kfc chicken.

[sour totem]

Yes it is

[main compass]

Mods ban this one

He called me n word in DMs

[sour totem]

I've seen it before smh

[main compass]

( I must maintain the agenda)

[empty night]

https://tenor.com/view/baseball-brainrot-brain-rot-tung-tung-tung-sahur-tung-tung-tung-tung-sahur-gif-14634229915399093883

[main compass]

Ain’t no good waste of time rn

[nimble coral]

Sahurbot

[main compass]

Gaming so ass

[nimble coral]

Lowkey just daydream in bed