She was probably bullied when she was growing, tbh, and hyper fixated on a single aspect of her culture that helped her dissociate, which is to be generally less inclined to violence and showcase your intellectual superiority by outwitting and pacifying your opponent. (Elves definitely kill, though, when prompted the need to)
Guarantee she just shut down and justified her position by telling herself âif I hurt anyone, Iâm bad, so if I never hurt anyone, Iâm better than everyone.â And it only got worse when she was picked by orphion



