Ive done a major top to bottom cleanup a couple months ago but its slowly getting bad again
#general_chat
stone meadow
vital marten
Same same
oak gazelle
take a look at that
it's been quite helpful for me and my adhd/depression
each step asks between 10-20 minutes of you no more
stone meadow
the self help stuff is great, the issue is initiating it
But the layout is manageable on that article
oak gazelle
yep for me I needed something that helped me access my need to initiate it as my bathroom and fridge were... not clean
embarassingly so
stone meadow
Really all it requires is one push to get myself to do stuff but that first step is giant
stone meadow
embarassingly so
yeah same here
oak gazelle
I got myself some caffienated bevs and some energy drinks to help me make the first push and it made all the difference
stone meadow
Im literally on medication and its still hard
oak gazelle
some coke zero and a five hour energy and I got a lot more than expected done that first day
yep same, i've been referred to another specialist for ketamine assisted therapy so I'm hoping that makes the difference but for now I just need to find a new psych meds dr willing to have a conversation about how I've gone through all the different overlapping meds reccommended for adhd and depression and is willing to help figure a path towards trying to find something closer to stimulant type meds because those have historically been the only type that didn't give me lots of side effects or straight up not work
I had about half a cm of beard hair, grime and diabetic skin flakes piled up on my damn sink, felt amazing to simply push it into the trash and wipe the sink down and walk away
rain mango
my ass so fat yet i can't sit in a chair without getting itchy #FUCKMYCHUDLIFE
oak gazelle
does fat make you less itchy?
thin wedge
less ass sores
stone meadow
yep same, i've been referred to another specialist for ketamine assisted therapy...
the meds work for me, at least in the sense that instead of completely fucking my life up i can lock in for certain things
Almost failed my apprenticeship cause I kept putting off the theoretical work
On meds did 3 years of work in 2 months
But, unfortunately its nowhere near a cure all
oak gazelle
yep I've been trying to find the right meds for many years
part of the issue was I had too many other fires to put out so my adhd didn't even come to light unti I was 35
it's a long story but short version is my health has been shit the past decade and essentially near death for a few of the past years
got fucking gangrene in 2023 so that was fun
stone meadow
ive scored pretty depressive on my assessment alongside my adhd, and im confident i have autism since i share so many traits, and adhd has lots of comorbidity with autism anyway, plus my little brothers both have autism diagnoses and its genetic
So its an awful boquet
oak gazelle
I just want clarity of mind of adhd meds that work for me and antidepressants that work together
stone meadow
Plus adhd tend to cause depression
oak gazelle
ive scored pretty depressive on my assessment alongside my adhd, and im confiden...
that's the other unknown piece of the puzzle, that or DID or DDD
could be a bit of one and some of another
stone meadow
it's a long story but short version is my health has been shit the past decade a...
I like discord because due to the nature of it people with similar experiences are on here
theres lots of us here struggling with various issues, which helps to think youre not alone in struggling with them
oak gazelle
yeah I am working through shit I should have figured out before I moved out of my parents house
half kettle
you guys ever associate different game titles with your current brand of soap,
for example i associate project zomboid with the smell of pears
oak gazelle
and coming to terms with the fact that my parents didnt give a shit about my mental wellbeing or believe in psychology at all so the only thing I'd get is you should pray about this with the pastor
half kettle
and minecraft with the orange scent
stone meadow
I just want clarity of mind of adhd meds that work for me *and* antidepressants ...
yeah i would like to think i dont need antidepressants but i dont think leaving your room uncleaned for months and letting bottles pile up and constantly feeling low energy and tired is normal lol
stone meadow
and coming to terms with the fact that my parents didnt give a shit about my men...
that sucks man
Generational trauma certainly doesnt help at all
hot grove
any fellow paste eaters in chat today?
stone meadow
im sorry you had to go through that
half kettle
oh dear
oak gazelle
their eldest child my older sister is a dry alcoholic with major daddy issues and only started therapy to be a good parent when she saw my dad try and parent her parenting
if that makes sense
yeah I'm coming to the realization that autism adhd and depression run in the family
stone meadow
unfortunately those things are genetic lol
oak gazelle
and I'm the first one in the family who gets to look back and realize the likelihood of so many undiagnosed relatives
stone meadow
well, idk about depression but autism definitely is
oak gazelle
yep
oak gazelle
you'd think someone whos brother committed suicide would have tuned into several of their kids being depressed
but he was checked tf out
hot grove
and adhd is likely to be inherited
Stuff them full of lightly researched government approved drugs 
stone meadow
unfortunately the culture until not too long ago is that it doesnt exist
Or to man up
Or youre crazy
half kettle
my family doesnt recognize mental illnesses in order to not make a placebo effect
stone meadow
So while i dont excuse that behaviour, i can understand why its instilled in older generations
stone meadow
my family doesnt recognize mental illnesses in order to not make a placebo effec...
how does that work
oak gazelle
'back in my day autism didn't exist' riiiiiight and your special childhood buddy ed who never grew out of their trains obsession and only ever wore 3 or 4 outfits in their life wasn't the slightest bit neurodivergent
hot grove
Get told to man up>do> and will now pass on the same mindset
stone meadow
what do you do if you are mentally ill and your family pretends youre not
half kettle
im not sure, i guess when you say you have adhd or something and you look up symptoms you start believing it
oak gazelle
my family doesnt recognize mental illnesses in order to not make a placebo effec...
that's just gaslighting
half kettle
maybe
stone meadow
im not sure, i guess when you say you have adhd or something and you look up sym...
if you have symptoms of a disorder thats how you get diagnosed
oak gazelle
people can't handle concepts they don't understand so they rationalize around it
stone meadow
thats why theyre called symptoms
oak gazelle
yep
stone meadow
If i have a cough and a high temperature and a blocked nose the odds are i have a flu
because i have the symptoms
oak gazelle
I didn't know what was wrong with me but after my third attempt on my life I realized I should eventually talk to someone about it
half kettle
my family treats anyone acting out of line with contempt and malice
stone meadow
Pretending i dont doesnt mean it doesnt exist
oak gazelle
shame it only happened when I got control over my health insurance as an adult
stone meadow
thats another thing, it must be so tough in america with mental health
oak gazelle
my family treats anyone acting out of line with contempt and malice
sounds like a lot of undiagnosed people with behavioral and mental issues
stone meadow
having to have insurance to even attempt any mental health treatment
shrewd smelt
thats another thing, it must be so tough in america with mental health
I am still trying to reclaim my disability check....
half kettle
sounds like a lot of undiagnosed people with behavioral and mental issues
probably..
oak gazelle
normal people don't get aggressive when confronted with family going through something rough
half kettle
thats another thing, it must be so tough in america with mental health
isnt it in any third world country too?
oak gazelle
I grew up in an abusive household
saw dressed ripped off my mom, saw her beat up and us kids made to watch to humiliate her
had my teeth chipped by both my parents smacking me
and the love bombing would come later
stone meadow
My mum was a product of a soviet asian family with the attitude your kids must be perfect and that mental illnesses dont exist, and she unfortunately also acted the same way in her first marriage, plus my bio dad was an alcoholic which didnt help
onyx igloo
thats another thing, it must be so tough in america with mental health
you just bury it in the back of your mind in america
no more problem
stone meadow
Shes chilled out now a lot once she remarried and move to the uk
oak gazelle
some people should never have had kids but unfortunately thats never stopped anyone
shrewd smelt
some people should never have had kids but unfortunately thats never stopped any...
Lmaaaooooo yessss
stone meadow
She apologised to me and I appreciate that, i can see shes genuienly feeling bad and trying to be better
oak gazelle
it is a third world country
stone meadow
Shes the one who pushed me to finally get a proper diagnosis
half kettle
oh
stone meadow
And arranges therapy
oak gazelle
I know, I had to move across states just to get medical insurance that wouldn't bankrupt me
half kettle
i sometimes wish i wasnt brought into this world
oak gazelle
I'm currently pulling myself out of the worst 5 year suicidal ideation period of my life
hot grove
@vague thicket people with $250k inventories crying over .07¢
stone meadow
and the love bombing would come later
its truly horrible and i feel really sorry for you, im glad you recognise the issues and you act on them instead of internalising them like the older generations
oak gazelle
my last attempt was back in my early teens but that doesn't stop part of my brain from trying to plan a way to stop my pain
it's either therapy or die early from drinking
so therapy
half kettle
the closest i ever got to doing it was on a construction sites rooftop
shrewd smelt
I'm currently pulling myself out of the worst 5 year suicidal ideation period of...
Everyone with extreme mental illness has been there one way or another. America especially doesn't have the resources to help us. Corporate greed and all that.
stone meadow
I saw a meme online which was "why would you kill yourself youll die anyway" and ironically i found that to be a pretty good point
oak gazelle
Everyone with extreme mental illness has been there one way or another. America ...
did you know insurance used to be a non profit industry
onyx igloo
instead of ourselves why dont we kill corporate
shrewd smelt
If I did I had forgotten.
oak gazelle
lobbyists and politicians sold out our healthcare to the companies they owned providing us with multiple levels of care
oak gazelle
they own our health
oak gazelle
I saw a meme online which was "why would you kill yourself youll die anyway" and...
speedrun
end suffering
lots of valid reasons tbh
stone meadow
Nah why speedrun when you can 100% instead
there is no valid reason
things can always be better
oak gazelle
um no
you're wrong on this
its why medically assisted death is a thing
some people just will never get better
stone meadow
Thats a different thing
oak gazelle
and one of my friends with ALS has tried to kill herself so many times she's on 24/7 watch now
no it isn't
disability doesnt exist in a bubble
it's a part of life and anyone of us can become part of that minority at any time
often without any cure
stone meadow
Ok i dont want a discussion on validity of suicide in this chat
stone meadow
Its not a great look for this discord
oak gazelle
but yes I am working on not wanting to go that route
oak gazelle
its good to be positive just know that there's a nuanced conversation not to be had here I'm quite passionate about
stone meadow
I appreciate you recognise its not for this chat
oak gazelle
yeah spent so much of the energy I wished people would have given me to others over the years so it became a part of me I had to change
definitely, btw I found the character I'm going to rp as when I do get the pz mp server set up
this dude
stone meadow
Lol i remember that
oak gazelle
dude reminds me of so many people I grew up around
stone meadow
Zomboid does ammo counts better than the average game though
No ghost loads but it does +1 in the chamber
and remembers if you racked or not
oak gazelle
I've heard buzz about reworking the guns, whats the best build for gun accuracy these days
stone meadow
i havent played zomboid in ages, ironic i know moderating the zomboid discord and all
But if you want aiming levels quick, police officer is always the best bet
oak gazelle
"I GOT 57 MORE GOT DAMN ROUNDS IN THIS 4 ROUND MAGAZINE"
nice, is there an overt difference in vs public gun mechanics/accuracy and whatever the most current beta is right now
stone meadow
what do you mean
oak gazelle
I've read that ammo and accuracy changes happened recently
stone meadow
oh i wouldnt know lmao
karmic jetty
what!!
stone meadow
there used to be a time i knew everything there is to know about zomboid but that is no longer
karmic jetty
stone meadow
i have a lot less time and energy to play any game not just zomboid
karmic jetty
games but no games
stone meadow
and i have to moderate this chat a certain amount of hours
karmic jetty
pass it over to me
stone meadow
no
karmic jetty
trust
oak gazelle
I see the latest public stable version is 41.78.16 on steam, I guess they were talking about 42
karmic jetty
stable? thats for horses tupid
stone meadow
a whole different aiming system now
stone meadow
be warned that it is an unstable for a reason
thats something a lot of people ignore then go on to complain on reddit about
oak gazelle
well consider new vegas is still my favorite game and that beast has been riddled with bugs since day one and they're still just a baaaaby
onyx igloo
i have respect for those mod devs that keep updating to the latest version on unstable
dunno how you do that
stone meadow
thats how it was in b41 iwbums too
onyx igloo
i imagine so
oak gazelle
legit I had no idea this game was this old or in early access still, thought it was a new title somehow and the idea that the game is still figuring itself out is understandable given how much has changed in the gaming industry since it went into early access
barren raven
Stepped on sharp nails after unscrewing a desk and then almost cut my finger with a knife, I'm on fire today 
onyx igloo
i just noticed these cannons have skis on them for the winter environment
stone meadow
legit I had no idea this game was this old or in early access still, thought it ...
i mean the "early access" isnt an accurate label for it
They would like to have an "in development" label
oak gazelle
right lol
onyx igloo
i just noticed these cannons have skis on them for the winter environment
"sir the cannon is skiing away."
barren raven
The early access is there because the game has been accessible since the early days
oak gazelle
they gotta work within the systems they're given
stone meadow
but if you compare zomboid updates from the beginning to now, its like 4 different games
B40 to b41 was like zomboid 1 to zomboid 2
I started playing on b38, b39 and b40 and i have about 200 hours total across that
didnt really grip me
Then b41 iwbums comes out and its like a different game, i got hooked and now have another 1450 hours
And moderate their discord
lol
oak gazelle
nice!
onyx igloo
once b42 becomes more stable ill probably play it alot more
oak gazelle
I'm giving b42 an install now
stone meadow
Im also waiting, ive played too much zomboid and got a bit of fatigue
oak gazelle
my last character died a few weeks ago and I've been meaning to play again
stone meadow
I'm giving b42 an install now
be warned b42 is harder than 41
but there is a lot more new things to discover
as well as other general tweaks
stone meadow
yeah definitely better to get used to the current state of zomboid
these guys are fucking useless
oak gazelle
like going back into minecraft for the first time in a decade a few days back, "what did I ever really know how to do in this game"
looks like they're hunting but its really just them griefing each other?
stone meadow
like going back into minecraft for the first time in a decade a few days back, "...
I cant believe sniffers are apparently old news now
oak gazelle
the deer and soldiers
stone meadow
looks like they're hunting but its really just them griefing each other?
theyre trying to kill the deer and failing terribly
theyre my summons
trying to play a mage this time around
oak gazelle
what game is it
stone meadow
tainted grail fall of avalon
pretty good game
kinda like when bethesda made good rpgs but better
oak gazelle
nice I like the art style
stone meadow
Pretty impressive for a completely new ip (gaming wise) and an indie dev
the game doesnt look "modern" graphics wise but who cares
the actual gameplay is fun
stone meadow
I dont really know any game where graphics alone carries the game
stone meadow
its great when you get both
KCD is the one with both at A tier
oak gazelle
but anything that looks like it was made in the last 10 years has as good a chance as any other title made in that timeframe to be fun to play
stone meadow
kcd1 already looks really fuckin good and KCD2 is spectacular
Sometimes i geniuenly just stop and take in the surroundings
Its photorealistic but in a good way
oak gazelle
I've done that in so many games over the years
especially with assassins creed titles
waiting for this ebay seller to respond to my offer on his mislisted ram kit
oak gazelle
would be nice as its ddr4 3600 listed as 3200
stone meadow
if it wasnt for the npcs looking the way they do itd be basically real life
oak gazelle
for sure, nature is beautiful as is so when we can enjoy that beauty in game its especially cool
stone meadow
I havent seen any other game do realistic graphics like this
games try but it always falls short, into the uncanney valley
RDR2 is another that does just the environment well
not as good as kcd but still
oak gazelle
oh yeah
stone meadow
would be nice as its ddr4 3600 listed as 3200
probably didnt do that by accident i reckon
oak gazelle
I really think they didn't notice either the speed or the current market situation
it's a 2x8gb 16gb kit of ddr4 3600 pictured and the listing says ddr 3200, and even for a kit of that capacity and speed it's underpriced so I'm hoping he thinks its just a chance to offload the headache of selling it and doesn't wonder why I didn't just buy it now. I'm trying to get a steal lol
he had it listed for $50 OBO so I made an offer for $40 lol
about ten years ago I had a stint as an Ebay 2 Business advisor working for ebay corporate, helped small sellers address performance and listing issues including store sale limits, business to business support, and fraud
stone meadow
he had it listed for $50 OBO so I made an offer for $40 lol
oh ok for 50 bucks it may be a mistake
oak gazelle
so I can take a deeper look at listings than the regular joe
stone meadow
especially in the current market
oak gazelle
yep
they're a non tech person who is just using the platform to do a chore
they want it over with and I want their product 😄
stone meadow
I swear the pc parts market wants to fuck me over the second i earn good money
oak gazelle
the listing had been up for like 10 days with zero bids too
so chances are in my favor they're ready to make a deal
oak gazelle
I swear the pc parts market wants to fuck me over the second i earn good money
thats been 95% of my clientele over the years
oak gazelle
yep when I got my ex wifes old pc upgraded for gaming I spent around the same on a 1660
life is weird
oak gazelle
it was at the peak of both the mining crunch post/eth glut so pricing was all fucked
stone meadow
Im glad i got my ryzen 7 5800x3d now
The best am4 cpu
should hold me over for now
oak gazelle
it was the best card that could fit in her system without upgrading anything else and still managing to severely upgrade their performance plus I paid holiday pricing surge prices
subtle shoal
let that shit crust
stone meadow
32 gbs of ram too
subtle shoal
dont wipe
oak gazelle
same cpu!
subtle shoal
peel it off like a scab
stone meadow
Both were cause of modding games lol
bought 32gbs of ram cause H3VR mods were super ram heavy
oak gazelle
stone meadow
and my 16gb got maxed out quick
barren raven
I feel so hungry that I'm feeling sick also
I could eat. . .
stone meadow
And the 5800x3d because SPT was cpu heavy
barren raven
stone meadow
Still its annoying that i cant afford a top of the line system
Every time i get close it seems the market gets fucked
oak gazelle
I've got a slightly mismatched gpu for my cpu but the 3060 ti is all I needed for 1440p gaming without opening myself to the scope and cost creep of comparison shopping towards 4k performance options
stone meadow
My 7900xt is a 3090ti equivalent and that still doesnt hit 144fps on high/ultra on 1440p
oak gazelle
the beauty of computers is new gen always takes the brunt off old gen
stone meadow
For most new games
oak gazelle
which is why I'm running am4 maxed out for my purposes
stone meadow
and another problem is the corpos relying on DLSS/FSR to pick up the slack so no time is spent on optimising
Release a game that struggles to get 60fps? Just dlss the fuck out of it!
Ghosting? who heard of that?
oak gazelle
the one upside to all this is devs having to realize that regular pcs aren't going to have the expected ram next release cycle so they have to start taking optimization more seriously
half kettle
ooh my memory of ddr3
stone meadow
the one upside to all this is devs having to realize that regular pcs aren't goi...
true but its a "we won but at what cost" situation
stone meadow
game companies have to optimize, because we cant fucking afford good hardware
oak gazelle
I'll be fine though I've always built systems with used tech and I know what components are worth buying used and which to just get new
stone meadow
Crazy how this AI bubble affected literally every major pc component
GPUs, RAM, storage, even cpus are getting hit
oak gazelle
my rig will last another ten years with parts replacement keeping it alive and me proactively buying replacement parts as I can afford to just to have repairability and uptime considered first
stone meadow
At least during bitcoin it was just gpus
RAM and storage was actually getting cheap!
I got 3 ssds in my system right now cause it was affordable
and another nvme ssd i cant plug in because i have no m.2 slots left
oak gazelle
this just means that new companies have the opportunity to fill niche markets and help keep pc users up and running
hopefully we'll see some investors shake things up with some new OEM company startups
half kettle
we need more ram manufacturing
stone meadow
this just means that new companies have the opportunity to fill niche markets an...
yeah but unfortunately it takes time, and it doesnt solve the issue of component shortage
Without chips nothing happens, and chips are low
oak gazelle
nope it's going to suck a while which is why I'm not leaving much to chance with my rig or trying to make the system better than it needs to be and therefore more expensive to repair in the future
stone meadow
consoles arent doing well either
Sony are raising prices, xbox is out of their minds
nintendo is nintendo so they were always absurdly expensive
stone meadow
I cant even recommend people to build a pc because the pricing is outrageous, and i cant recommend a console because theyre at war on who has the worst offering
oak gazelle
valve has an opportunity to open up their steam OS for people to adopt and 'upgrade' from winrot gaming issues and stretch more life out of their tech by switching over to it. only issue really is they'd have to hammer out nvidia support which honestly can't be that hard
loud pumice
It's all gone downhill since AI has become mainstream
oak gazelle
people want their ai bf and gf and its gross
loud pumice
Every company wants their hands on it
stone meadow
valve has an opportunity to open up their steam OS for people to adopt and 'upgr...
Valve and their decks are the only thing i can currently recommend
For someone getting into gaming
oak gazelle
and companies want to replace a human right to work with cheap software
stone meadow
since for now its reasonably priced
half kettle
laptop manufacturers are making the ram in their laptops soldered.
stone meadow
But who knows how long that lasts
oak gazelle
except their deck supply is very lean globally
stone meadow
laptop manufacturers are making the ram in their laptops soldered.
well thats not new tbf
stone meadow
except their deck supply is very lean globally
i can imagine
half kettle
well thats not new tbf
its increasing way more
stone meadow
I myself want a deck tbh, not because i dont have hardware but cause i spend 3 hours a day travelling
oak gazelle
currently out of stock in the us
all models
very grateful I splurged on mine when I did
stone meadow
people want their ai bf and gf and its gross
did you see when gpt 4o got taken offline
oak gazelle
mind you thats because the timing was before I had to be in the hospital for over a month
YES
it was delicious
half kettle
i went on their AI bf and gf reddit, its all AI text
oak gazelle
your LLM is not sentience
stone meadow
the code doesnt love you
no more than the predictive text
I wonder what that guy who married hatsune miku is up to
oak gazelle
and abusing an experimental products service terms to make your own buildabear love interest is creepy
stone meadow
and abusing an experimental products service terms to make your own buildabear l...
I get people are lonely but damn, this is not healthy at all
AI psychosis is on the rise
I watched a video of one guy exclusively listening to gpts advice on his paranoid ideas
oak gazelle
yeah I self isolate because I'd rather deal with my issues alone that deal with other people's noise on top of my own dysfunction. but I'm also an older millenial who still remembers what life was like before the internet was so pervasive
stone meadow
paranoid for the sake of the video
oak gazelle
they lost the plot
stone meadow
and it was feeding into his delusions
oak gazelle
I want content of real people making food and talking about their childhood pets and friends and their gripes about their neighbors pets etc
stone meadow
Its crazy, people worldwide already have lots of issues being in echochambers without psychosis maker 9000 involved
worthy nexus
Its crazy, people worldwide already have lots of issues being in echochambers wi...
Pointing out one of the most massive problems we have now days
stone meadow
I want content of real people making food and talking about their childhood pets...
I literally am much happier to see people make garbage online than make anything with ai
stone meadow
Pointing out one of the most massive problems we have now days
yes, indeed
oak gazelle
once the AI bootlickers and investors realize the profound difference between their expectations of the possibilities of AI vs the hard limits of what it can and cannot do
stone meadow
which is why a chatbot feeding into it is terrible
oak gazelle
things will change and change quickly
stable scroll
stone meadow
once the AI bootlickers and investors realize the profound difference between th...
well the problem is people see it already, but the investment is already there
the only way to not lose investment for now is to give more money
which is kicking the can down the road
oak gazelle
we have "right to work" laws that are inherently about forcing people into shitty jobs but even that system defines that we as humans have a right to work and earn and if some ceos decide that humans can be replaced then humanity will be over in a very quick speedrun
stone meadow
The funny thing is this attempt to do so only backfires
oak gazelle
AI as it currently exists and/or will exist in the future does not have rights or sentience, and cannot be the priority for any society where human life is what drives market and governing concerns
economics 101
stone meadow
But every time it backfires there is more investment to make it "better"
Like the coca cola ad
fair bay
The bubble has to pop at some point, no?
oak gazelle
if it wont pop I will pop it myself
stone meadow
The bubble has to pop at some point, no?
it will,the issue is that the when keeps being delayed through more money
oak gazelle
stone meadow
which will make the resulting fallout worse
fair bay
At this point, I think its building to a level worse than dot com, the best outcome would probably be a slow deflation
oak gazelle
considering the goal of AI investors is to become a new digital middle management system and/or outright replacing jobs that pay humans to digital entities designed to output a result no matter if its hallucinated or not... it's so dystopic. the original guidelines about basic computing showed that conventional advice was that a computer should never be allowed to make a decision because it cannot be held accountable....
random carbon
Hiiii guysssss
stone meadow
We gotta stop this cause its most likely against the rules
oak gazelle
I JUST WANT MY GAMING HARDWARE
oak gazelle
it's not my fault the world is the way it is and to say its the p word is just stupid tbh
stone meadow
Unfortunately being an enforcer I have to act upon my duties
oak gazelle
yep
fair bay
oak gazelle
the big upside about all this is people just talking more in general so thats something
oak gazelle
I mean online in general
stone meadow
Hiiii guysssss
also hello
fair bay
go outside, see some people, talk about spiffo
oak gazelle
a lot more people out there vacuuming their lawn online to keep up with the public discourse
stone meadow
Well this is a company
Gotta have some level of impartiality
Im paid to make sure and im sure im pretty bad at it lol
Anyway, lets choose another topic
fair bay
if I get veteran, can I have a duckboat role?
oak gazelle
I'm just killing time watching my amazon packages slowly make their way here
fair bay
yes sir frogski sir!
oak gazelle
green screen and pc case will be here in a few hours so thats nice
oak gazelle
yep!
I am still finding my content niche but my inspiration is my backlog, finishing it that is
it was a challenge getting OBS/multicasting figured out but its been fun so far
fair bay
I used to make youtube videos a whole ton, and my zomboid videos popped off, but I just got lazy
oak gazelle
nice
fair bay
it was a challenge getting OBS/multicasting figured out but its been fun so far
you use that chinese extension?
oak gazelle
I'm friends with some fallout 76 content creators who encouraged me to consider getting into it since they liked how I played
fair bay
or wait, sorry, japanese it looks like
oak gazelle
yeah I tried it and it worked
that was on my windows install then I switched over to linux and am running into other issues but more or less got multicasting figured out through restreams plugin instead
just have to troubleshoot why my desk mic is detected but not working
fair bay
I had to build it myself on fedora, and it broke everything -_-
oak gazelle
ah yeah
I try and avoid compiling because I'm not a programmer and don't understand anything that isn't explained as a procedure
stone meadow
I'm friends with some fallout 76 content creators who encouraged me to consider ...
fallout 76 btw is a solid game now
oak gazelle
so good
stone meadow
when it was released it was ass
oak gazelle
I am creeping up on 2k hours in it
stone meadow
idk who at bethesda thought no human npcs was a good idea
oak gazelle
got buddies in game with well over 8k hours
fair bay
The action of compiling is pretty easy once you get into it, just download the files and type one command then your good to go
imo, I use more LLM generation to debug stuff than I do myself
oak gazelle
bro even yay was a learning curve lol
stone meadow
i was so hyped for 76 i joined a BoS rp discord ages before it released
fair bay
yay -Syu
stone meadow
I was also dumb and young unironically liking BoS
oak gazelle
i like the pacman manager in cachyos, pacman eats the dots go brr
stone meadow
eventually there was a "coup" in the discord and it fell apart within a week
oak gazelle
eventually there was a "coup" in the discord and it fell apart within a week
there's a lot of immaturity in rp if we're being honest
and lack of social skills
fair bay
Cachy is a great operating system, and it broke a lot less than my vannila arch, but it was just missing that, jobless aspect, yk?
oak gazelle
lol
stone meadow
But it was funny that the hype was so strong the bos discord spawned and had thousands of users overnight
And everyone took it seriously, with the ranks and all
Anyway, coming back to fo76 after years was a nice surprise
Its actually pretty fun now
oak gazelle
I am currently looking at a linux from scratch or vanilla arch install but I have no reason to do so unless its on my laptop since my desktop is running great and my windows host and plex server just works as is until I can be assed to learn containers properly
oak gazelle
76 can be soooo beautiful
bold cobalt
@stone meadow change general chat name to shrimp_chat
stone meadow
I wish the balance was better tho cause when i played heavy weapons were miles better than anything
oak gazelle
visual mods on it are so good
fair bay
<@188264718849277952> change general chat name to shrimp_chat
one does not make demands of our overlord
stone meadow
Not that other weapons werent viable but heavy weapons were broken
bold cobalt
one does not make demands of our overlord
I am above the hierarchy
thin wedge
wifi is NOT it
wifi is so dogshit indeed
fair bay
oh hey joe
stone meadow
<@188264718849277952> change general chat name to shrimp_chat
you know what, we had good weather today, ill allow it
fast lava
<@188264718849277952> change general chat name to shrimp_chat
NO, change it hydroxyzine_chat
oak gazelle
I basically only own a laptop because I was homeless for a while, since I got an apartment I've really had no real use for it but I do want to have a system set aside for learning
oak gazelle
so my 'production' server and gaming pc aren't whoospied
oak gazelle
https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/752106070532554833/1256326374327586977/...
leave some MSG for me
fair bay
That stuff unhealthy for you
bold cobalt
leave some MSG for me
Thats actually pure concentrated fine powdered premium white concrete
fast lava
Youre not based enough to get favors
I will Toadstarsify you
oak gazelle
stone meadow
I basically only own a laptop because I was homeless for a while, since I got an...
There are too many people who were/are homeless in this chat, its heartbreaking
But im glad you overcame it
oak gazelle
the world is cruel, thank goodness most people aren't
bold cobalt
the world is cruel, thank goodness most people aren't
I can change that
fair bay
you look lonely
bold cobalt
I got a few bucks to donate machetes to homeless people
oak gazelle
you going on a presidential run with evil gurt?
stone meadow
I mean i live paycheck to paycheck technically, despite earning more than 75% of the country
oak gazelle
bold cobalt
you look lonely
That movie is still a mindfuck for me
half kettle
for april fools the chat should be renamed back to general_chat
fair bay
I mean i live paycheck to paycheck technically, despite earning more than 75% of...
invest, uncle!!!
stone meadow
too much debt and i dont even have any student ones
bold cobalt
I mean i live paycheck to paycheck technically, despite earning more than 75% of...
So 22 dollars an hour?
fair bay
is this your day job, frogman?
stone meadow
I dont get paid in dollars cause im not american
bold cobalt
I dont get paid in dollars cause im not american
Good
stone meadow
This is my side job
fair bay
I dont get paid in dollars cause im not american
paid in hotpot?
onyx igloo
i have tater tots and chicken
stone meadow
Well i suppose i convert some of my money to buldak
onyx igloo
i have tater tots and chicken
i remember one guy having tater tots in his pocket in a movie
stone meadow
but yeah anyway, fo76 is pretty damn good
bold cobalt
I convert my money into 3 packs of cigarettes
onyx igloo
im that guy
fair bay
fair bay
okay gang, Im gonna leave now, thanks frogman, thanks yall!
stone meadow
i miss my wife
bold cobalt
Also is there a mod that spawns packs of cigarettes instead of stacks, i want a little realism
stone meadow
Probably
bold cobalt
i miss my wife
Curie is the only good robot
stone meadow
back in 41 there was a mod for anything but in 42 since its developing maybe not so much
stone meadow
Curie is the only good robot
curie is great but not in fo76
bold cobalt
Curie best girl and best robot
stone meadow
plus a romanceable assaultron is genius
she lives with me in my chem den in the swamps
stone meadow
unfortunately not
bold cobalt
You suck at this
stone meadow
whats wrong with me and my robot wife living in a crack den in the swamps
judgy much
thin wedge
frogski pls
that chat name is insensitive
think about the ppl with shellfish allergies
stone meadow
your tag is insensetive
thin wedge
bold cobalt
whats wrong with me and my robot wife living in a crack den in the swamps
Do some sorcery and summon the small deathclaw from NV and name it donkey
oak gazelle
yes
bold cobalt
And my life will be complete and i will accend
stone meadow
Do some sorcery and summon the small deathclaw from NV and name it donkey
Theres probably a battlepass with one
i got my robot wife from a battlepass
bold cobalt
mprg for short
Male preger
stone meadow
im gonna mass player roleplay you
thin wedge
a shrimp did not chat this channel
stone meadow
games
oak gazelle
I got 76 reinstalled day before yesterday so I'll have to renew first before hopping onto a private server and managing inventory
thin wedge
that even worse
oak gazelle
but I am excited to clear a mule inventory and character out for the ghoul dlc
bold cobalt
Play eldar and youre a bitch
stone meadow
I got 76 reinstalled day before yesterday so I'll have to renew first before hop...
I might be awake and not hungover on sunday, we could coop
bold cobalt
Youre in america anyway
A sad fate truly
oak gazelle
yep and also in mountain time zone so I'm off the beated path
stone meadow
Can i dm you my username?
thin wedge
everyone knows your cutekittenboi
worn linden
🦐
bold cobalt
Imagine not having a cool username
oak gazelle
my friends list in 76 takes like a minute and change to scroll all the way through but i always am down to add to it
I just need to redo my Bullion Runners organization attempt, got burned out trying to fix poor discord server design and deleted it to start over with a server more dedicated to organizing my streaming efforts
subtle shoal
celicus
bold cobalt
Its 71 degrees
Whats that in normal measurement
stiff geyser
I didnt know zomboid was transphobic
Elaborate
fast lava
my source:
I don't know whether you are fucking around with Inspect tool or if this is real
thin wedge
gurt quit being such an egg
neat moat
stiff geyser
my source:
I don't get the transphobic part 😭
neat moat
its a joke
fast lava
my source:
Oh shit, ITS REAL
neat moat
gurt never lies
stiff geyser
to correct things
Never cook again
toxic hawk
I didnt know zomboid was transphobic
fast lava
TIS needs to let us sniff gasoline to cure depresion (tall fences made me sadness again)
stiff geyser
Chat I went to the tallest building on B42 and dear lord
neat moat
gurt never misses
stiff geyser
Computer struggled lol
neat moat
cheesy
fast lava
Chat I went to the tallest building on B42 and dear lord
WHO WOULD WIN A FIGHT?
Bateman Office Building
VERSUS
The research laboratory
harsh crane
Shrimp chat eh
stiff geyser
WHO WOULD WIN A FIGHT?
Bateman Office Building
VERSUS
The research laboratory
Oh wait... Right, the Bateman is taller
I went to another tall building lol
fast lava
I went to another tall building lol
What color was this building
stiff geyser
Research lab is so ass
stiff geyser
What color was this building
Grey. It's the one with the burnt floors
harsh crane
Guys it’s Friday
fast lava
That one is better than Bateman imo
stiff geyser
That one is better than Bateman imo
It's more funny
neat moat
fat fuck friday
fast lava
It's more funny
Mall, apartnents, drug labs, cooler penthouse
harsh crane
oak gazelle
harsh crane
Cuz everyone’s gettin it
fast lava
WAIT
stiff geyser
Mall, apartnents, drug labs, cooler penthouse
Such a wild ride fr
fast lava
IS THE GABLE ROOFED SKYSCRAPER WHERE TIS COOKS THEIR DRUGS!?!?
stiff geyser
Penthouse and Mr Burns office
fast lava
Guys I think we know where the TIS HQ is now muahahaha
stiff geyser
The laboratory is full of blood splatters btw... THE KNOX VIRUS STARTED THERE?
I wanna add the hive form the resident evil movies to PZ lmao
fast lava
I wrote its wiki page btw
oak gazelle
the leftover genera taos chicken in my fridge doesn't know whats about to hit it
stiff geyser
Speaking of food... There's no MRE in PZ smh
dire timber
The laboratory is full of blood splatters btw... THE KNOX VIRUS STARTED THERE?
It started in Muldraugh when Spiffo tired to make people crave meat to boost sales of their burgers :3
viral echo
we need shrimp farming in PZ
stone meadow
like a toilet seat
Thats what i think of when i think warm totally
fast lava
It started in Muldraugh when Spiffo tired to make people crave meat to boost sa...
Livestock Satan trailers are actually the ones that started the Knox Infection btw
stiff geyser
we need shrimp farming in PZ
Ngl it makes me sad that a lot of food becomes unobtainable after it rots on the supermarket. Like, most of the fish
stone meadow
Livestock ~~Satan~~ trailers are actually the ones that started the Knox Infecti...
unironically livestock is one of the theories in lore
viral echo
warm toilet seats in public toilets make me uncomfortable
fast lava
unironically livestock is one of the theories in lore
I said livestock trailers, not the livestock themselves
stone meadow
I said livestock trailers, not the livestock themselves
yeah and im talking about livestock themselves
smh
dire timber
https://klipy.com/gifs/spooky-cow-1
moo
stiff geyser
My favourite theory is that it came from space fr
stone meadow
shaking my hiney
harsh crane
Zombies are terrifying if you think about it tho. Another human chasing you that wants to eat you alive
fast lava
This fucker was the one who invented the Knox Infection
stone meadow
Zombies are terrifying if you think about it tho. Another human chasing you tha...
of course
stone meadow
especially since they have no psychological limits
they will bite you to their fullest potential
harsh crane
This fucker was the one who invented the Knox Infection
I found one of these in my second story bedroom once
viral echo
zomboid children trying to eat you would be more horrific, the devs are not brave enough to add them.
fast lava
I found one of these in my second story bedroom once
Satan is trying to use you as his test subject
stone meadow
realistically, or at least if we assume zombies are realistic, a zombie would not just bite you, itd take a chunk out of you
harsh crane
zomboid children trying to eat you would be more horrific, the devs are not brav...
Minecraft added baby zombies I don’t see why we can’t
fast lava
(In Earth, Satan possesses livestock trailers to use as vessels)
dire timber
realistically, or at least if we assume zombies are realistic, a zombie would no...
Realistic frozen zombies in Canada :3
stone meadow
i gotta read wwz
harsh crane
The underground is a crazy place most ppl don’t know it actually exists
barren raven
Shrimply fantastic
barren raven
This guy did NOT fry rice
stone meadow
the rice shrimped this fry
viral echo
Minecraft added baby zombies I don’t see why we can’t
i like prawns
harsh crane
i read the zombie survival guide
I have that on my shelf. I’ve concluded spear is my weapon of choice. I’ve already made several in my garage
terse slate
Brine shrimp are nice
terse slate
They have a lot of cool novelty sea monkey accessories
viral echo
fuck I'm hungry now
viral echo
they never feed us
harsh crane
Workers don’t get to eat. Get back to work
carmine monolith
no way
barren raven
Earn the right to work
viral echo
back to the mines
dire timber
Minecraft added baby zombies I don’t see why we can’t
There are no children because canonically people just spawn into existence as adults with zero knowledge about what's outside the vicinity of their spawn house
harsh crane
There are no children because ~~canonically~~ people just spawn into existence a...
This explains why smoker trait never spawns with smokes
viral echo
devs will never add killable children
stone meadow
I have that on my shelf. I’ve concluded spear is my weapon of choice. I’ve alre...
the survival guide is one of the best zombie media
even if it has some silly things
carmine monolith
i still contend shaun of the dead is the best zombie movie ever made
oak gazelle
My dream is to own a trailer park like echo creek one day
I'll move in and be the resident Ricky
harsh crane
Zombie survival guide is in my go bag now
carmine monolith
and i will die on this hill
thin wedge
sure
harsh crane
Best part of Shaun of the dead is the beginning when he doesn’t realize what’s happening
stiff geyser
Minecraft added baby zombies I don’t see why we can’t
Minecraft is too fantasy to be a good example. Baby zombies are adult zombies but scaled down lol
carmine monolith
yeah if he just ignored the zombies he wouldve been fine the entire movie
its hilarious
thin wedge
indeed
oak gazelle
real goofy goobers rise up
stiff geyser
Best part of Shaun of the dead is the beginning when he doesn’t realize what’s h...
Me starting a new zomboid run after 1000 hours
thin wedge
if i cant see em then thet arent real
harsh crane
Minecraft is too fantasy to be a good example. Baby zombies are adult zombies bu...
Can we do this in PZ
stiff geyser
Can we do this in PZ
Probably
harsh crane
Scale me down 70 percent
carmine monolith
stiff geyser
Would be funny lmao
stiff geyser
No More Room In Hell actually added zombie kids and they are terrifying
harsh crane
The forest had little squid cannibal babies in caves
stiff geyser
They are just like the ones from Minecraft in mechanics. They don't do much damage, but are fast and with smaller hitbox
stiff geyser
But NMRiH is way more realistic with graphics
thin wedge
builder mode
carmine monolith
yeah but they dont really do anything
dying light child zombies
you run into them basically only in story missions, outside of that im constantly shooting guns anways
stiff geyser
Chat, real question
harsh crane
Imagine a horde leader zombie that launched a mob at your base while screeching at the moon
carmine monolith
real answer incoming
stiff geyser
Since PZ starts during the summer, should there be zombies at schools at all?
harsh crane
Zombies wearing varsity jackets in July. Totally normal bro
carmine monolith
summer school 💀
carmine monolith
nice..
thin wedge
stiff geyser
I should finish my TWD prison mod frfr
barren raven
https://tenor.com/view/mob-of-the-dead-black-ops-zombies-black-ops-black-ops2-me...
This reminds me of a meme I wanted to make (it'll be good!)
stiff geyser
We can olive together
worn linden
Shrim
onyx igloo
i just heard someone say deconstructed pico de gallo
isnt pico de gallo already deconstructed?
Its a fucking salsa
oak gazelle
too processed I just eat some garlic, cilantro, tomato and chilis when I need that salsa hit
fair bay
Like, just straight raw?
fair bay
no salt?
modest lynx
🦐 🦐 🦐 🦐 🦐 🦐 🦐 🦐 🦐 🦐 🦐
stone meadow
skip the middle man and eat the sun
fair bay
All is dust, and shall return to dust ahh
oak gazelle
I get the salt from the dirt
stone meadow
"you cant absorb the energy from the sun" blah blah watch me
fair bay
"you cant absorb the energy from the sun" blah blah watch me
frogski think he some sort of super-man
hardy muralBOT
rain mango
half kettle
does shrimp taste like chips
thin wedge
no shrimp taste like shrimp
waxen ingot
hello shrimples
viral echo
the chicken of the sea
waxen ingot
oak gazelle
waxen ingot
the shrimper
twin bear
nah reloaded was redone by a douche and it has a ton of conflicts with other mods
i just use the normal versions
1 thru 3
oak gazelle
cool thanks
yeah it's always a crapshoot to know if a forked project is going to improve it or make it much worse
vague thicket
<@824037043637452850> people with $250k inventories crying over .07¢ <:tired:721...
wut
Don’t tell me it crashed again
I’m still friends with the guy I bought my nocts from he’s the goat
hidden spruce
modest lynx
peak
rapid moth
shimp
oak gazelle
krill nye the science guy
rapid moth
🦐
twin bear
WIP city rooftops music
polar kernel
GOOD AFTERNOON
neat moat
Bad morning 😼
polar kernel
IN 2004 I COMMITTED A HIT AND RUN KILLING A 28 YEAR OLD MINNESOTA MAN
@vague thicket thank u for the support
vague thicket
i pray im next
rain mango
i need to escape to illinois
onyx igloo
why is this in finland
thin wedge
import
viral echo
people do import american stuff
thin wedge
minecraft boring need zombies gameplay indeed
rain mango
hypno > vaporeon
neat moat
project mineboid
neat moat
hypno > vaporeon
was the paint yummy
rain mango
ya
viral echo
Discord hates me
dusty marsh
🦐
viral echo
keeps doing the thing where the page wont load but the login page does
then runs some javascript that maxes 1 thread on my CPU, I'm mad now
viral echo
cat abuse
oak gazelle
why is day old steamed white rice so good
like
fresh is good but day old is somehow better
neat moat
does that mean
typhoid
twin bear
the grind continues today
it never stops
rain mango
friday night cuckin
twin bear
novel fern
https://tenor.com/view/blasphemy-blasphemous-gif-16975780747119540116
always gotta pet the dog
onyx igloo
i do realize my oldest cat is 10 now
novel fern
boss told me we had a project that needs finished 10 minutes before hours ended and i was like “yeah i’ll get started” bc overtime. the project is actually messed up too bad for me to do anything too lmao
onyx igloo
i do realize my oldest cat is 10 now
thats weird to think about
novel fern
any damage?
glass wigeon
luckily only sore for a bit but after some hours i felt better
i fell in a way that minimized damage yes
novel fern
it’s annoying when the roads aren’t taken care of
glass wigeon
slip and immeditely go into cross leg kinda fall
novel fern
i used to fall walking home from college all the time during the winter
glass wigeon
using legs as like a shock absorber slowly
novel fern
one time i fell carrying pizza home and my pizza box got messed up and the pizza sauce blew up in my pocket
novel fern
lol
glass wigeon
What is Obama's last name?!
twin bear
@subtle shoal custom camera scripts are kinda booty
novel fern
<@595560418504736778> custom camera scripts are kinda booty
holy shit is that GML?
distant rampart
q
neat moat
<@1291223447279636492> trash fish come meet your maker
So eager to meet death so soon
I am more than happy to oblige
glass wigeon
thin wedge
glass wigeon
azure tangle
<@595560418504736778> custom camera scripts are kinda booty
that's how I feel about custom inventories
raw rock
You da real cat
harsh vault
hai chat
onyx igloo
evil salutations
quartz drift
What's a shrimp?
harsh vault
What's a shrimp?
a crustacean
harsh vault
evil salutations
be nice
quartz drift
a crustacean
What's that.
quartz drift
Really? I thought shrimp were baby seahorses.
neat moat
twin bear
rain mango
seems like i was ahead of the curb
minecrafts newest version has removed the ability to swear or say slurs even in single player
quiet siren
Just got Helldivers 2
I was hanging back at the extraction ship with a machine gun, trying to cover my team so they could escape, but they just bunched up and charged into the bots 😭
rain mango
it has censored all mutiplayer servers even if u build a "lewd" structure u can have ur account banned permanently
twin bear
imagine cussing on the Christian minecraft server
twin bear
Just got Helldivers 2
I was hanging back at the extraction ship with a machine ...
democracy
rain mango
it has censored all mutiplayer servers even if u build a "lewd" structure u can ...
building anything "lewd" is now bannable saying any swears or slurs even just ass is bannable
by bannable i mean u get ur account taken away even tho u payed for it
even if ur 18
twin bear
good thing nobody plays that shit anymore
rain mango
i play old minecraft for a reason
they may try to stop u from doing it in the future tho
quiet siren
Just got Helldivers 2
I was hanging back at the extraction ship with a machine ...
I then got chewed out and kicked because the game forced me into the extraction ship without letting me call reinforcements, so everyone got the failure to extract penalty 😭
rain mango
because old minecraft bypasses the filters obviously
microsoft has started abusing copyright
and trying to strike games...
that are voxel based
thin wedge
minecrafts newest version has removed the ability to swear or say slurs even in ...
roblox ahhh
u
rain mango
no they dont even hashtag it
they just mute u
even in singleplayer
lOL
they dont let u type on signs either
thin wedge
Yeah they can do that
rain mango
they removed swearing entirely
thin wedge
lucky that shit doesn't work on private servers
rain mango
the fact u need to have decent knowledge of how pcs work and files to play minecraft without getting banned for saying "furry" now is insane
yes furry is a slur.... according to the eula
arctic shore
yes furry is a slur.... according to the eula
Use fuzzy instead :3
rain mango
you can legit get muted or banned for saying "hoe"
in the eula
HOE IS A GARDENING TOOL
IN THE GAME
thats how bad this update is
and its already banned thousands of people
they struck down all anarchy servers and freedom of speech too
u cant even say the word "hate" in game
candid tide
i remember there was this person whose veteran role icon was a rainbow crowbar
where might he be
arctic shore
I love rum!!
hardy muralBOT
.whatchamacallit.
tender igloo
HOE IS A GARDENING TOOL
yah but most people saying it are using it as not that lol
rain mango
yah but most people saying it are using it as not that lol
yeah but u cant even say the word hate
tender igloo
lol
rain mango
you dont realize what ur talking about this is genuinely the worst thing they've ever done
u cant say HATE
or gay or furry nothing
its more censorship then roblox
tender igloo
yeah i know what im talking about, i was on a server you couldnt even say damn on
pastel dragon
the fact u need to have decent knowledge of how pcs work and files to play minec...
wait they fucking Wot.
rain mango
wait they fucking Wot.
yup
candid tide
oh it's imnvs and doesn't seem to be as active anymore
thin wedge
yeah i know what im talking about, i was on a server you couldnt even say damn o...
stop swearing puppers
be nice
rain mango
i genuinely cant believe they've made minecraft officially for E-EVERYONE
on all things
java bedrock pocket all of them are now E-EVERYONE
terse galleon
java bedrock pocket all of them are now E-EVERYONE
Doesn’t surprise me, they don’t wanna appeal to adults they wanna appeal to mommy and daddy’s credit cards when their little Timmy wants to place blocks everywhere.
rain mango
Doesn’t surprise me, they don’t wanna appeal to adults they wanna appeal to momm...
yeah but they legit cut out any adult interaction at all
they just silenced every single minecraft player from the past 17 years