i dont even feel depressed as is idk why they insist
#general_chat
oak gazelle
I have to take them or I can't get therapy. but I'm switching psych meds providers since my last one wanted to put me through all the meds I know don't work for me that they hadn't precribed me and hid that my preferred medication wouldn't even be considered if I did go through all their side effect hoops
I've been approved for ketamine assisted therapy because my chronic depression is quite treatment resistant so fingers crossed for a bit of a breakthrough
twin bear
if i take riddies I start diggin my skin off ill never touch that shit again
twin bear
some stuff just makes u tweak ong
i was also like 8 when i took it so prolly not too good for my brain
shouldnt be allowed to med up kids for misbehaving in school
oak gazelle
yeah one of the reasons I have a hard time discussing adhd meds is I'm also a chronic pain patient whose other doctors understand and approve of cannabis use for pain management but with newer federal guidelines any use of restricted drugs prohibits like stimulant adhd medication types so the shit I know works for me is off the table with a lot of doctors who won't take that risk
neon bramble
yea the thing most people lose the plot on
if you wanna be good then it's all about what you wanna do
oblique stream
If you wanna be good then you should have thought about it when you were 12
or even 10
oak gazelle
yeah somehow my parents saw their weird ass kids and said 'not my problem'
like what
twin bear
id like to think im pretty good at some things but im not great at anything
neon bramble
good enough is good enough
oak gazelle
industrialization sold us the lie that we need to be great at anything
twin bear
can play like 8 instruments but i aint gonna shred im just good at learning how to do things
maybe thats my skill
is visual learning
oak gazelle
makes for a good sound tech tbh
twin bear
cant wait until im old and dont care abt half the shit i do rn
oblique stream
industrialization sold us the lie that we need to be great at anything
Industrialization sold us the lie and then made it a reality 
twin bear
i think humanity is doomed but itll take a rly long time
off topic but thats my stance
oak gazelle
capitalism itself made it the reality it is
twin bear
the lax laws on monopolies is why i think things are as bad as they are social network wise
corpos can just buy out everything
tencent owning like half the gaming industries stocks
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man i missed static x
oak gazelle
once gaming society gets over the initial rush of gacha gaming and wises up to the addictive potential exploited by that niche it'll help, but that's going to take a while
twin bear
brings back memories
oak gazelle
dude I saw static x around 2009 or something
oblique stream
capitalism itself made it the reality it is
Capitalism made anyone that isn't "normal" have greater chances to fail, thats my unrelated take
twin bear
skibidi rizz the securitrons are cranked on the strip someone stop it!
oak gazelle
the place was so packed that during the trance is the motion we were bending en masse up to like 90 degrees
twin bear
the place was so packed that during the trance is the motion we were bending en ...
man that sounds amazing
i wanna see killswitch engaged
oak gazelle
normal is a word that has warped beyond its inception
it just meant that test results or systems were within typical expectations for the rest of the testing criteria and has become weaponized to disenfranchise anyone who gets defined outside that box
oak gazelle
also fun to see live
both of them
saw killswitch engage with Ra and I think Godsmack
twin bear
https://youtu.be/5hTMYk7orHw?si=TqA-5RQhh2HIHjHD this woulda been fire to see live
ah yeah the blood and stuff i can see why the embed is blocked
i hate wmg
oak gazelle
lamb of god introduced me to gojira
so many of these bands I've seen at The NorVa over the years
oblique stream
twin bear
so many of these bands I've seen at The NorVa over the years
i aint gonna be able to see my fav bands play before they stop touring
i like older bands too so its rly hard to find shows that even happen
like ill never see blue oyster cult live i feel
oak gazelle
one band experience I won't ever forget was the singer of God Forbid bumming one of my last two newports off me after the show, then finish the cig, walk into their bus and come back out with a fresh CARTON and proceed to walk past me with it without so much as a thank you lol
never know, I saw the monkees when they did a reunion
twin bear
that mfers dead
oak gazelle
all good dude barely heard himself
twin bear
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https://open.spotify.com/track/4t8JlSjJSxcKlgulCo0igi ik for a fact ill never see this live
oak gazelle
his music was mostly composed via a vibrating rod that he would place on instruments or whatever resonated so he could feel the tone and pitch
twin bear
but alas i rly want too
twin bear
https://open.spotify.com/track/4t8JlSjJSxcKlgulCo0igi ik for a fact ill never se...
@stone meadow is this smth u heard before
oblique stream
all good dude barely heard himself
Did anyone listening to beethoven though "man he sounds different live"
oak gazelle
I missed out on punk but modern american metal like lamb of god, getting to see them grow up was something else
oak gazelle
Did anyone listening to beethoven though "man he sounds different live"
dude is JAMMING
twin bear
i grew up with project pat and korn
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that and whoever was underground in queens at the time
oak gazelle
imagine the grunts and noises he'd make while conducting that he didn't realize were just accepted by the musicians
twin bear
since i rolled with a clique
oak gazelle
I grew up with lamb of god and the clipse
twin bear
imagine the grunts and noises he'd make while conducting that he didn't realize ...
pizaz theyd call it
oak gazelle
two very different groups but quite successful in their own rights
twin bear
or however u spell that funky ass word
oak gazelle
pizzazz
oblique stream
https://open.spotify.com/track/4t8JlSjJSxcKlgulCo0igi ik for a fact ill never se...
Ive been to 2 live concerts in my life
oak gazelle
oh man
twin bear
https://open.spotify.com/track/3A4S0o95OxSgRbqEnEMsn4 this is what i listened too ALOT
oak gazelle
I started going to concerts and shows at a young age but I grew up in a family of musicians
oblique stream
with him as a some sort of digital voice
oak gazelle
a lot of people at my age around the time spent their money on tats I spent my money on instruments and tickets to concerts
stone meadow
i dont even feel depressed as is idk why they insist
i heard the artist before
twin bear
same with mochalt doma
oblique stream
They didn't even do extras
twin bear
or however u spell it
twin bear
i heard the artist before
i love this song in particular
oblique stream
they had 1 "extra" song planned out and thats it
twin bear
i made ppl look at me funny in the store earlier for listening to kino haha
oak gazelle
I miss mixtape culture
twin bear
I miss mixtape culture
as a poor kid growing up i had vhs cassettes and alllllat
oak gazelle
so many cd/vinyl shops made their own mixes but so many of those shops have shuttered over the years
twin bear
i watched he-man on vhs every night
oak gazelle
nice, we lived the 'borrow what you want from the library and neighbors, copy everything to blank vhs tapes' life
my dad taught me how p2p worked lol
oblique stream
so many cd/vinyl shops made their own mixes but so many of those shops have shut...
I've never been to a cd store
although you can still find vinyls in special "geek" store here
oak gazelle
I've never been to a cd store
you don't know the struggle of trying to casually work your way towards the back where the unmarked or very clearly labeled ADULT or XXX door was
oblique stream
And we have our home mixtapes
oak gazelle
dvds, vhs, cassettes, vinyl etc all under one roof often with zines being sold there as well
twin bear
you don't know the struggle of trying to casually work your way towards the back...
i just stole the porn from those places
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oak gazelle
yeah, they knew but loss is factored into profits so they didn't really care
twin bear
then i discovered the great big beyond called the personal computer
turned into a NV fiend
been playing and obsessed with it since i discovered fallout 3 lol
oak gazelle
I should have known I was undiagnosed with something when I got into digitizing and organizing my cd collection when I got my first ipod
oak gazelle
my brothers and I always shared our interests of cartoons and video games but we all had different preferences for types of games
oak gazelle
one of the things that has me considering going out to help with my brother
he's a world of tanks nut
oak gazelle
yeah that's his type of jam and I'm very much not into it
twin bear
i play every genre but gacha
oak gazelle
I have to force myself to get over anything thats basically devolved inventory management simulation
twin bear
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twin bear
I have to force myself to get over anything thats basically devolved inventory m...
a gif i made of eft
twin bear
i learned to not hoard after the fuckass fir thingy
stone meadow
going into raid with my shittiest but functional equipment
twin bear
i needed space for crafting itemns
quasi slate
ill keep everything and never use it
That makes you good at hoarding not terrible
Tupid
stone meadow
and of coirse it comes back to me in insurance cause nobody wants it
oak gazelle
I have to relearn fallout 76 so I can go back and purge unnecessary shit from my main and mule accts
stone meadow
That makes you good at hoarding not terrible
shut it
oak gazelle
I hyperfixated HARD on it when I went on long term disability from work
oak gazelle
I learned that it's alright to hoard games and get good value deals but the goal is to eventually play everything and see if I like it, and if so then finish the title to some degree
oblique stream
ill keep everything and never use it
Dragon mentality
twin bear
and of coirse it comes back to me in insurance cause nobody wants it
the amount of ulachs left behind for some reason
neon bramble
my laziness curbs the worst of my hoarding
twin bear
id have like 20 in my stash every wipe
twin bear
i strip my kills entirely even if the gear is shit
cuz ik they will want some of it back
ill drop my own gear for theirs
neon bramble
mans just doing it for love of the game
twin bear
i wiped a three man on factory one time and none of them got insurance
deadass dropped my own class 5 for their shitty task kits
stone meadow
i remember when you could just pack up all the gear of a 5 man and then run to extract unimpeded
twin bear
i wore this out of the raid
twin bear
i remember when you could just pack up all the gear of a 5 man and then run to e...
i miss it
i also miss no intertia labs
and not having lighthouse
at all
neon bramble
oak gazelle
aw damn my steam acct about ready to start voting
17.8 years old lol
I'm going to have to throw it a birthday this year
tacit meadow
Dragon mentality
After one experience of moving everything his ever seen from one house to another he'll grow out of it.
oblique stream
and not having lighthouse
my only interaction with tarkov is watching my friend go naked with a shotgun on factory
after dying from a guy like that
twin bear
i go in with kits like this
scav is king
kill other scavs and pmcs
kos everything
kill them all
oblique stream
covers up name of his account
still has it in his bio
???
oak gazelle
>covers up name of his account
>still has it in his bio
???
mostly because I've gotten dumb questions about my steam username in other discords
oblique stream
mostly because I've gotten dumb questions about my steam username in other disco...
Im not getting it still
oak gazelle
reduces chances of a question about my name when I was mostly just reacting to seeing the acct age
oblique stream
you do you ig
oak gazelle
no not really, I've got an acct but it should just be repurposed to promote my twitch
oblique stream
Mine is old enough to go to kindergarten
lilac quarry
6 years pfft
twin bear
where do u even see this info
oak gazelle
steamdb
oblique stream
steamdb
twin bear
ah fuck thattoo much effort
oblique stream
oak gazelle
you can sign into you steam acct to get a breakdown of your acct
rain mango
is that an insurgent just
oak gazelle
lol protondb allows you to just copy and paste your steam friend ID
rain mango
roaming the neighborhood
oak gazelle
no sign in necessary
twin bear
its old as some stale bread and worth abt as much
oak gazelle
but they offer different breakdowns of your acct info
lilac quarry
Mine is old enough to go to kindergarten
oak gazelle
nice played percentage
oak gazelle
my whole twitch channel premise is playing games in my backlog and defaulting to replaying titles I haven't finished when I get bored or frustrated with a game
lilac quarry
I bought like 70% of my library I think
the rest was given to me and were games I didn't actively want I guess lol
oblique stream
and stole 30%?
oak gazelle
I sailed the high seas for years because I could barely afford the tech I wanted to get and when I could it was used. but then the orange box came out and steam became a really tempting option
oak gazelle
I like to pack out my multiplayer game options because you never know what'll be a lot of fun with the right friend
twin bear
alr ill look at it rn
lilac quarry
and check out Lunacid, one of my top 5 all time favourite games
lilac quarry
oh good for them honestly
twin bear
gifted it to a few ppl but they never played coop
oak gazelle
very peak ps2 era
lilac quarry
a fuck ton of weapons and spells, and like old mmo's there are a bunch of weapons that only drop on % from specific enemies
I grinded the hell out of it, enjoyed every second
oak gazelle
I'm waiting for a check to clear but I might snag lunacid once the damn thing clears my acct
twin bear
im waiting on beta decay
rain mango
and another..
oak gazelle
ooh torchlight III is only $6 right now
lilac quarry
im waiting on beta decay
I'm cautiously excited for that yeah
oak gazelle
yoink
twin bear
I'm cautiously excited for that yeah
hopes up there but not too high for it seeing as how expansive it plans on being
either gonna be god tier or mid as hell with good combat
oak gazelle
thats how you go from 766 games to 767
played the hell out of the first two torchlights so I'm sure I'll have fun with it
oak gazelle
no shame needed, we've all got games we have unreasonable amts of hours in
twin bear
started the server when i only had 130 hrs ish
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this is very recent dam i needa take an loa more often on there
lilac quarry
if you enjoyed it, it's not time wasted lol
our parents probably have like 10k hour watching commercials on tv
twin bear
i love the server
imma put a few hundred irl dollars into it for custom content one day
if i get made into my family
guerra di racket di lu 90 was rly rly fun
lilac quarry
you have 800+ hours and you're not a made man
twin bear
it takes months
irl months
also we are the biggest faction on the server so it just takes ages
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alrdy so many made men and enforcers
im told i may be lookin at some good stuff in a few weeks
pale berry
im told i may be lookin at some good stuff in a few weeks
What would you do if the server shut down
twin bear
What would you do if the server shut down
the owner is a millionaire
idk if its ever shutting down
twin bear
the guy became a millionaire off hosting that server at 18
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gotta respect it ngl
smart fella not a fart smella
twin bear
my embeds are fucky lately
pale berry
https://youtu.be/LlgWqcHXD8w?si=zKNbfczCp7VEa__j
This is how bro feels
pale berry
If I was ever a billionaire I'd probably spend my money on stupid stuff
twin bear
sure i got mad hours but thats mostly fucking around haha
pale berry
While also donating it
twin bear
id buy ppls houses i didnt like
pale berry
While also donating it
Though knowing that human greed has no end I'd be corrupted somehow
twin bear
then break the houses down
oak gazelle
remembered an idea for a physical media pricing tool I'd had a while back today. might be able to get it up on its legs while I'm living with my brother since my retired programmer dad has nothing but time for projects now
all in all I don't want to leave here but there's some compelling and potentially profitable elements of the potential move
lilac quarry
move where
oak gazelle
virginia beach
pale berry
all in all I don't want to leave here but there's some compelling and potentiall...
Just sell the idea to a massive corporation
oak gazelle
where i grew up, but I am not a major fan of the city much less the state
though they've reduced their crackdown on cannabis in recent years I just know I don't want to live there permanently
oak gazelle
Just sell the idea to a massive corporation
Ideally I'd get stakeholders but eventually the right private independent investor type would be my target
twin bear
i wanna move but Im alrdy settling in plus I got some business i have to take care of
oak gazelle
I'd rather not give a tool to make informed physical media purchase decisions to corporations that would just adapt it to make things worse for consumers instead of better
lilac quarry
i wanna move but Im alrdy settling in plus I got some business i have to take ca...
ok mysterious
"I have to return some videotapes"
oak gazelle
i wanna move but Im alrdy settling in plus I got some business i have to take ca...
level up then move out later
twin bear
"I have to return some videotapes"
nah i told frog abt it
im sellin homemade peace pipes at a res shop
lilac quarry
lilac quarry
anywhere i can be in a nice breeze and be outside
hell yeah
neon bramble
mountain village life is nice
neon bramble
lake about a half hour walk
twin bear
i thought id be more complicated as an adult but things are becoming clear
neon bramble
morning jog to chill for sunrise is peak
neon bramble
I used to buy the first haul fresh off the fisherman
oak gazelle
though it's more foothills than mountains
twin bear
somewhere i can grow my own veggies and work on my leather
๐ ill live in slop for awhile tho
neon bramble
I pay market rates so he gets extra from cutting out the middleman
twin bear
least until i start owning and renting this place
lilac quarry
hey as long as you have a plan that's great
neon bramble
tbh we need more younger local landlords
twin bear
life got better when i stopped sabotaging myself
neon bramble
worst ones to deal with are the boomers who live elsewhere
twin bear
before i start renting i gotta pay sooooo much to get things going
its insane
almost a hundred bands
neon bramble
mfw landlord ignores local laws and insists on doing it her way in america
lilac quarry
yeah housing is insane cost-wise
neon bramble
gets away with it because most people don't want to argue with the landlord
twin bear
80 thousand to buy the building
twin bear
then like estimated 12 thousand to fix the bottom level
lilac quarry
brother where the fuck are you buying
twin bear
yes im buying an apt building
neon bramble
guh
twin bear
i am going thru a the process of a loan rn
lilac quarry
an apartment building costs like 1m on average wtf
twin bear
EIGHTY THOUSAND DOLLARS?!??
its a shitty studio
and i wont own anything but the second and top left side
lilac quarry
oh like a gta starter apartment
twin bear
technically no buying the whole thing
neon bramble
EIGHTY THOUSAND DOLLARS?!??
that's cheaper than the house annex I wanna buy wtf
lilac quarry
yeah 80k is literally dirt cheap for any housing
neon bramble
and it's just part of a lot behind my house
quasi slate
Eastern european prices
lilac quarry
if I want to buy a shack that needs 300k in repairs to be livable, the buying price is $700k
oak gazelle
yeah it's why I'm glad I live where I live. I intend to buy some cheap land somewhere in Colorado some day so I can put a temporary trailer on while I build a home and workshop on
neon bramble
yeah 80k is literally dirt cheap for any housing
bro it's just the land to boot
twin bear
i also picked prime estate so i rly fucked over the person selling hes bascially dying of old age tho sadly
oak gazelle
land can be super cheap here as well as federally subsidized for those with low income
neon bramble
gotta pony up more to get something built on it
twin bear
such a nice man
twin bear
bro it's just the land to boot
gonna cost even more to get this fuckass bottom section finished
missing interior walls and plumbing on the bottom apt
alot of it isnt finished tbh
oak gazelle
If I can buy and renovate a stealth box truck apartment it'll help with the eventual goal of having something to travel and live in while building my home
twin bear
his son is overseas rn so he cant do anything even if he wanted too
twin bear
If I can buy and renovate a stealth box truck apartment it'll help with the even...
i want a truck
only because i need wood
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i have to have a friend bring me stuff on his truckbed
oak gazelle
I'll have a section of the box truck set up as a pop out or blocked off garage where I can put an ebike and foldable trailer for smaller hauls but I do plan on getting a vehicle that can do some hauling. but I'm sure I'd need to rent a uhaul or something for larger pickups
oak gazelle
had my inspiration to renovate an rv for full time travel and tech repair back in 2011 I just never could settle down the bullshit going on in my life to achieve that dream, but there's always a chance to retool the idea
twin bear
just a nice quiet place to read and eat
oak gazelle
my goal now is to find a good deal on a car so I can get back to gig work driving
twin bear
is all i need in the end and the breeze is a MUST
i may prod beats again and try to commision money on soundcloud again
fuckass rappers always buying beats
oak gazelle
there's always someone who wants to make music, my dad is supplementing his retirement doing audio recording and production for friends
they'll gift him gear and computer stuff for reduced recording rates etc
oak gazelle
something like this in an actual like 16 foot or 18 foot box truck would be amazing https://youtu.be/fSgVD64tjOU
twin bear
sold three beats but no idea where they are
or if they even got used in a public song
250 each
oak gazelle
i just made trap beats for hoodlums
my buddy who did that would refer his clients to me to buy weed so he'd be making money on them both ways
lol
twin bear
i miss selling weed sometimes but dispensers made it tuff for ppl like me who depended on home grown
u can just go to the city and bring it back for profit
oak gazelle
it just made it more risky and drove niche value in unexpected directions
twin bear
PA is a good market tho i still sell a dime bag here and there to friends since its lowkey illegal here
oak gazelle
I used to buy my mids in north carolina and bring them back straight from the grow op
twin bear
i go to NY and get some green from the shops and bring it over here and charge a lil more
oak gazelle
always really well cloned bagseed but exceptional range of stable genetics that kept me going back until I had verified medical grade connections
twin bear
I used to buy my mids in north carolina and bring them back straight from the gr...
when it comes to weed i love selling drugs
oak gazelle
landing a contact in mendocino county was a huge windfall for me
lol I love not being in pain
so I got nerdy with cannabis when I realized it helped me
twin bear
so glad i changed cuz id prolly either have OD'd on sum dumb shit or got arrested for said od
oak gazelle
sold to help supplement my cost at first then became a boutique seller for medical grade bud when OG Blue Dream was making its first debut
twin bear
weed is as far as ill go now
twin bear
sold to help supplement my cost at first then became a boutique seller for medic...
i want moon rocks
oak gazelle
cannabis and magic mushrooms for me
twin bear
but so rare here
oak gazelle
moon rocks SUCK
twin bear
gotta dip in keef
oak gazelle
just get some good quality oil, kief and bud then make your own and you'll enjoy it
but you won't do it again unless its for parties
I have a pic of my favorite rapper holding some sour diesel I was in the process of selling to him
twin bear
i cant smoke narely as much anymore with how much i gotta save
shit is ass
but itll be worth
maybe ill turn it into a trap house ๐ฅ
nah imma prolly have an old lady live there or some shit
oak gazelle
ever heard of Doomtree?
twin bear
ye
oak gazelle
hold on a sec
twin bear
is it what i think it is
rain mango
merp
oak gazelle
post show meetup with mutual friend who helped them book the show, the owner of the cafe was going to wind up smoking some of that as tax lol
oak gazelle
we were smoking with them after their show and gabbing about tour life as they all had the flu or something similar but were pushing through it to keep the tour going
rain mango
rate my CAR-15
oak gazelle
my buddy tj asked me a bit buzzed "hey do you have any more sour diesel" and mike mictlan hopped on top of a stack of speakers and went "WHO THE FUCK SAID SOUR DIESEL" so I had to make a trip back to help them out
I was always a small time op but they were happy to get verified genetics even if it that eighth was $65
twin bear
post show meetup with mutual friend who helped them book the show, the owner of ...
oh he a real one he got the newports box
i keep mine in the wrapper after melting the ends to seal it sometimes
oak gazelle
yeah I was on my camel xxl menthols phase then lol
got too much shit for smoking menthol newports at that point
IIRC he gave me that empty cig box for his purchase so I went back home packed him his order and brought it back so that was his unboxing reaction
oak gazelle
for sure, and it's just better for slowing down tar buildup
twin bear
i truly hope i dont get the tb ending
killed so many in my family i feel imma be apart of the curse
oak gazelle
I haven't had a cigarette in almost ten years now but yeah
twin bear
i smoke like 3-4 packs a day
oak gazelle
still a cancer candidate as I was vaping up til a year or so ago
the only reason I really quit cigs was my ex was allergic to them
but when I smoke I am a chain smoker
my late teens and early 20s were spent in bars and coffee shops smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee at odd hours
I imagine my golden years will be similar even if just smoking weed
ever just make yourself a new vegas caravan lunch with some spam, pork and beans, and instant mashed potatoes?
twin bear
yes
oak gazelle
slaps
twin bear
i actually made sunset one time but it tasted like ass cuz i made it wrong
oak gazelle
especially with some hot sauce since we know jalapenos are still a thing
twin bear
especially with some hot sauce since we know jalapenos are still a thing
so weird how in nv food is fresh
oak gazelle
you can get some of the jones soda sunset saspirilla from consto right about now
twin bear
and in dc and boston its gross
oak gazelle
yeah how am I finding a fresh apple in a room that's been sealed off by aggressive robots for 200 years
twin bear
shows u how much house rly protected
oak gazelle
i call shenanigans
oak gazelle
houses little prank project, leaving fresh fruit in inaccessible or dangerous places
it's all victor
last spoke
Hey chat
Golden Brown
Green
Orange
Pick one
oak gazelle
golden brown
twin bear
it's all victor
i knew that rust bucket was sus
ever since i got dragged out of my slumber
i purposely killed off every faction one time
ending slides made no sense haha
oak gazelle
have you seen the glitched ending where you see the room where the end credits are projected from
people who were pissed off about the fallout 3 ending choices really did push new vegas to its limits
twin bear
have you seen the glitched ending where you see the room where the end credits a...
ye
theres an npc talking the whole time
fun fact ur guy opens his mouth cuz ur actually emitting the gunshot sounds
i presume u knew this tho
oak gazelle
always fun
twin bear
nv is isnane not even in story just technically
oak gazelle
so many weird facts I've learned from watching fallout lore and playthrough videos
twin bear
18 months of grindage
rushed game ends up being the most respected
funny how halo 2 did the same
oak gazelle
so many original fallout fans have dubious takes on new vegas
twin bear
og fallout simps are smth else
oak gazelle
someone in the fallout network discord called it a cash grab
like I get the inclination but no
twin bear
i love fo2 and 1 but i prefer some changes made in nv and 3
still wish i could kill literally any npc tho
oak gazelle
the glory of fallout 1, 2, tactics and brotherhood were the lore building
then 3 made it immersive and let you experience being in the world
twin bear
tactics was cool
oak gazelle
nv let your choices really matter and they made the world fun to struggle in
twin bear
brotherhood but if they were actually the good guys
twin bear
nv let your choices really matter and they made the world fun to struggle in
post ending mod is so good
u can see the aftermath
oak gazelle
as it should be
one of the joys I'll have with living with my brother is introducing him to the world of modding fallout
oak gazelle
he's not technically savvy but I am and I enjoy handling tech stuff for family
yeah I'd love to see that content restored
twin bear
one of the joys I'll have with living with my brother is introducing him to the ...
modding nv and 3 is
smth fierce
oak gazelle
I'll get him on linux one way or another but in the meantime it'll be enough to teach him how to mod on windows
twin bear
oh god hes gonna switch? that poor soul
oak gazelle
he has no idea
if he wants to live with me he'll suffer a secure modern OS
he wont learn windows so what's the difference
he's a full grown man and can make his own choices lol but if I'm going to live with him and work on the tech he owns I want a say in some of it
keeps me from having too many headaches
oak gazelle
I have a server which is just my old gaming pc and its fully steam os compatible hardware so I'll likely install it when I can afford to get a lower power server pc
oak gazelle
https://tenor.com/view/linux-breakin-windows10-windows-computer-gif-21384541
we'll install free bsd on your laptop
hollow grove
i mean itd be an improvement
oak gazelle
lol
hollow grove
i have windows 11 on my laptop
oak gazelle
I'm tempted to play with linux from scratch and straight up arch
but I'm quite enjoying my experience with cachyos so far
several months in and zero headaches just small hiccups and the performance optimizations make my fast pc feel faster
twin bear
okay maybe staying up to write this script was a bad idea
oak gazelle
valve has a real opportunity to make linux adoption pick up by encouraging and supporting Steam OS on what consumers already own while we wait for ram and storage pricing to normalize
twin bear
three days and i still cant get deformities to work on the clones
oak gazelle
just sleep and take frequent breaks and I'm sure you'll figure it out
twin bear
i just wanted missing skin and tiny arms to have a chance to spawn on clones when producing them ๐
quasi slate
Linux will be good when they allow kernel level access
idle raven
Yo is this a tuff video idea? I spent 100 days becoming a cartel leader in Minecraft
quasi slate
Okay plungie whats next you got assassinated on 100th day?
twin bear
i spent 100 days fleeing from the fbi for cult activites in the hills
Kool-Aid included
idle raven
i spent 100 days fleeing from the fbi for cult activites in the hills
Thats a good one
hollow grove
i spent 100 days doing nothing
oak gazelle
Linux will be good when they allow kernel level access
how so?
idle raven
โDraining wells in African villages to see how long they lastโ
hollow grove
so im poking around in my discord data
quasi slate
Kernel level anti cheats and malware dont work on linux
hollow grove
do these two flags not contradict each other
oak gazelle
that's a common complaint for linux for sure
idle raven
do these two flags not contradict each other
Show that to a judge if anything happens
oak gazelle
but if I'm not mistaken it's because developers choose not to develop for it since linux has such a historically small market share
quasi slate
do these two flags not contradict each other
Me when i find out discord is run by pedophiles
twin bear
me when i when the when is when to when back to when
hollow grove
next up: the vishnevskiy files
quasi slate
Release the table files
twin bear
@oak gazelle oh yeah if ur looking for companion mods look up hawkins and then molerat
two peak nv mods
both are fully voiced and react to the worlds events
hawkins will even have opinions on vanilla companions u bring with you
he loves rex and raul hates boone
didnt ask how he felt abt lily
or the others
oak gazelle
always thought it would be fun to collect multiple companions and see how the interact in a party
quasi slate
you know life is good when you free up 32gb of storage by cleaning up windows 10 updates
twin bear
molerat sings and makes jokes while u explore
u can even tell him to stay quiet
๐ญ
oak gazelle
gotta have an annoying companion option
stone meadow
do these two flags not contradict each other
maybe it means the discord age limit
cant be under 13
twin bear
discord age limit should be like 15
13 is a fetus still
nah make it 18 cuz why not
what use do kids actually have for this app
it is daylight time to make porridge
quasi slate
vc with friends and post very offensive memes in their group chat
idle raven
maybe it means the discord age limit
Yeah no, thatโs what itโs referring to Im pretty sure
quasi slate
idk what snap is
idle raven
idk what snap is
The big chat
quasi slate
the big chat!
twin bear
but alot of ppl use it
oak gazelle
quasi slate
rename this channel to big_chat
twin bear
did u know gifs are older than alot of ppl here
and they were used for pictures on the internet
didnt even move
oak gazelle
anway thankfully steam has made access to easy anticheat a bit easier but it would be nice to see devs choose to work with linux limitations for better solutions to cheating
oblique stream
so im poking around in my discord data
No cause CEOs are full fine with doing you know what to people of those age
oblique stream
i see no contradiction in these flags
idle raven
https://tenor.com/view/anton-chigurh-no-country-for-old-men-ok-oops-javier-barde...
That the big Anton?
fast lava
imagine needing anti cheat
Imagine not just cheating back at the cheaters
oak gazelle
I never have an issue as I don't play many if any anticheat games
that single player mode life
rain mango
discord age limit should be like 15
14
13 is baby fetus
14 is like
minimum time where brain awakens
oak gazelle
I think it should be 2-3 years after responsible account ownership can be enforceable
rain mango
when your first neuron activation happens
oak gazelle
16-17
rain mango
and you become smart
twin bear
i say ban all minors bro been said it for years
oak gazelle
hahaha GeForce Now has an open sourced client called OpenNOW
twin bear
ban from discord entirely ofc not just servers
rain mango
i dont think that makes sense
austere cloud
Did they remove the wild knowledge trait in the most recent version? I can't find it.
rain mango
this is british logic
oblique stream
It is olden people's logic
oak gazelle
considering how much of a wild west it is I think there's an argument for restricting access to the platform for minors
but I grew up without those restrictions
rain mango
It is olden people's logic
yea back in my day the world was better without internet except it wasnt
oblique stream
You cannot have restrictions without some sort of control
oak gazelle
so it's weird to think of being young and having access to these kinds of tools
twin bear
the internet is smth everyone should have access too now being able to just join "hangout" servers as a kid is dumb to me
oblique stream
Restrictions are useless if there's no way to endorse them
rain mango
i like arguing and shouting at people who live halfway across the planet from me
quasi slate
do that irl so you get punched in the face
rain mango
but i also like connecting and meeting people from other places in the world and learning about other people
yknow
oak gazelle
restrictions are useful to indemnify the platform from damage caused by abusing the platform
twin bear
spit yo facts
rain mango
learning about people other than midwestern white christian people
oblique stream
but i also like connecting and meeting people from other places in the world and...
And you're also a minor
rain mango
yeah and you a bitch
twin bear
why so specific
rain mango
why so specific
thats most of the people where i live
oblique stream
restrictions are useful to indemnify the platform from damage caused by abusing ...
And they are also useful to monitor people
rain mango
i know enough about people here already im eager to learn about other places of the worl
oak gazelle
making it about our actions on the platform being acceptable is a one size fits all solution but the poor and franky non enforcement of it on discord is just typical tech industry bullshit
oak gazelle
And they are also useful to monitor people
I hear you, but privacy isn't a given in digital space
it's public
managing ones personal security is a nightmare though
oblique stream
Yeah and I don't want my data to be leaked without any responsibility on the platform
oak gazelle
frankly most of the problem would be taken care of if users who consistently post hate and racist content were banned
edgy internet humor is expected but the rails of regulation are on the individual as ineffective as it may be
oak gazelle
you can do that but you lose market share
stone meadow
is this politics
oak gazelle
and business
oblique stream
Ill just say that internet had long since became a tool to promote ideas
primarily because it brings more traffic to platforms
And attempts to speak about it will lead to you being discredited
Its just memes and edgy humour
twin bear
debating on finishing this soundtrack
oblique stream
White monster sucks
twin bear
agreed
oak gazelle
always preferred Rockstar
twin bear
i miss drinking a few of the big cans of og green a day
oblique stream
don't have it here
twin bear
i bet my heart doesnt miss it though
oak gazelle
thats a bummer, it's one of the few energy drinks that taste good
oblique stream
Ive heard about Mother
oak gazelle
jonkles in the heart
hollow grove
i personally prefer a cup of coffee to energy drinks
oak gazelle
better for the heart and wallet
hollow grove
i had a red bull recently to see if it was as bad as i remember or if i just have no taste
and no i still dont like it
oblique stream
We have our own energy drinks
oak gazelle
I love yerba mate now
oblique stream
But its 21+ so i never had a chance to try it
oak gazelle
coffee and tea are nice but yerba mate is god tier
stone meadow
whats better about it
oak gazelle
more consistent energy, a more robust flavor profile that meets where tea/coffee/chocolate intersect, and its a solid antioxidant like tea
twin bear
i like water
well i actually have three gallons of milk in the fridge because thats mostly what i drink
twin bear
milk and water half anf half
idle raven
Did you know LeBron James is called LeBron James because his first name is LeBron and his last name is James
oak gazelle
I drink 2% milk, filtered water, gatorade zero, coke zero and like instant espresso or coffee
oak gazelle
occasionally I'll be able to afford the yerba mate but it's an item you have to plan for otherwise the canned stuff is relatively expensive relegating it to being a treat
twin bear
only time ur getting water is med times and meals
๐ญ
milk tastes good and water hydrates so i learned to mix it
oak gazelle
but getting a yerba mate mug and straw makes the loose yerba 'tea' a solid budget option I just haven't been able to pull the trigger on it yet
quasi slate
quasi slate
begal
oak gazelle
I know I'm like 16 years late to it but phineas and ferb has held up really well
hollow grove
i drink cappuccinos and eat smoked salmon
twin bear
I know I'm like 16 years late to it but phineas and ferb has held up really well
i hate it now because i watched it nonstop
hollow grove
no my hair is not blue
oak gazelle
i hate it now because i watched it nonstop
I get it, it's how I felt about a lot of adult swim content for a brief while
and now its fun rediscovering a lot of it
twin bear
i remake it better soon
twin bear
and now its fun rediscovering a lot of it
i will still watch some shows
but most faded with time to me
oak gazelle
I got into building a plex personal media server a little over a decade ago and have just been slowly ripping media and adding lost media as much as I can
whole bane
oak gazelle
when courage the cowardly dog got taken off whatever it was on I just laughed as that was the whole inspiration behind my server, I hate losing access to the shows I reguarly rewatch
I still have my ipod video, works fine just needs a new battery
going to mod it out as soon as I can afford to
quasi slate
oak gazelle
rewarding my progress on decluttering and cleaning with some swiss rolls. it's junk food but it's my favorite aside from like cinnamon rolls or honeybuns
twin bear
there that should be the right typa file now
oak gazelle
halo / doom
twin bear
one of the voicelines for the clones but idk if imma use it ngl
oak gazelle
concept stuff is a lot of throwing things up against a wall to see what sticks
twin bear
this is one of the boss themes
quasi slate
twin bear
made to loop and cut with scripts thats why its so weirdly timed
twin bear
im debating on the angels design
i rly want smth grotesque and unatural prolly tumours on rotten skin with biconical wings
stone meadow
reminds me of that sheep mobile game
why were mobile games so much better when the hardware was worse
oak gazelle
they offered more and the point wasn't always to drive ads
oblique stream
Yo peak
oak gazelle
I can't play mobile games now they're too addicting
oak gazelle
nice I lost my first one on mobile from ages ago but I started a new one on pc after finishing s2 of fallout
twin bear
๐ฅ it just crashes the game on my shitty phone now
they basically run themselves as is
oak gazelle
as long as you have enough mr handy's
twin bear
every floor has one
every dweller has a pet except like a few new ones
ngl i think when i played last on it i was opening lunchboxes i collected thru grinding
stiff geyser
Why do they keep changing the name of gen chat smh
twin bear
mr house got a dew rag
fast lava
Why do they keep changing the name of gen chat smh
It needs to be hydroxyzine_chat
glass wigeon
raiding
glass wigeon
my main goal is to destabilize the security of the nearby town
its culture doesnt align with its owners
if i lower its loyalty enough and destablize its security helping do that
it may rebel
barren raven
oak gazelle
C H U B B Y
fallow hound
1 day since new general name????
fresh nacelle
Y'all (screaming at the discord sky) can't fool me! I'm seeing those server pics change! I'm not crazy!
barren raven
C H U B B Y
Big Chungus
oak gazelle
Chungo Grande
twin bear
if i lower its loyalty enough and destablize its security helping do that
damn id just starve the castles by sieging them for super tedious amounts of time
or id kill every single caravan coming to and from them
twin bear
imperium on top
glass wigeon
before starting hostilities with the khuzait i bought all food from that town a few times
then raided the connected villages
twin bear
i usually make a 250 man army and siege while smaller groups attack supports
twin bear
250 is a sweet spot
glass wigeon
16
twin bear
look at how bad the artsyle for fallout is now
even without the green filter
what in the rainbow buildings
oak gazelle
always thought it was a stylistic depiction of people's perception of the wasteland's constant barrage of negativity
twin bear
always thought it was a stylistic depiction of people's perception of the wastel...
i just miss art deco and brutalism
they went from concrete tombs to buildings made of ketchup colored metal
fast lava
look at how bad the artsyle for fallout is now
I kinda like the Fallout 4 buildings ngl
oak gazelle
makes sense in a way with adding to the feel of dystopian industrialization retro futurism but yeah it's maybe 12-15% too many buildings in like f04 that aren't as faded as they should be
fast lava
Its very... "retro-futuristic"
twin bear
fallout 4 just went all out with the jetsons theme
fast lava
Financial District and Theater District were a part of my favorite places in 4
twin bear
fallout had the fuckin p90 and FaL now we got wtv this is
onyx igloo
todd is a lame ass mf
twin bear
he wanted to get it out to housewives and young kids i feel
its much brighter and less dark in themes
onyx igloo
i dont know why
twin bear
like cmon synths r just a doctor who episode idea
rotund sleet
fallout had the fuckin p90 and FaL now we got wtv this is
That's uhh
Its a
The thing
oak gazelle
fallout succeeds despite todd, but one wonders what different leadership would be like
onyx igloo
if they really like tubes that much you can give guns cylindrical magazines
twin bear
im fine with what i got because there will always be the fans and devs who like the older themes
onyx igloo
not the inbred grease gun
rotund sleet
I ain't working for 510 years just for sum armor
oak gazelle
is it supposed to be a salvaged car exhaust or something? I just never got the inspiration on the front end
rotund sleet
another gun from the older fallouts
No shit man
twin bear
then mfers will say they dont belong in the game with mods๐ฅ
turns out its more lore accurate than wtv the heavy ass improperly balanced ar is
barren raven
Genetic_chat
onyx igloo
now thats a gun
this looks like a really fockin thicc BAR
I ALREADY MADE THE MEWGENICS JOKE
GET OUT
twin bear
this looks like a really fockin thicc BAR
it the nv light machine gun chambered in 5.56
twin bear
gout
rotund sleet
Yogurt
onyx igloo
twin bear
oak gazelle
we had kobe beef and now they're giving us corndogs and telling us it's definitely wagyu 
onyx igloo
just dont buy the new ones
barren raven
I ALREADY MADE THE MEWGENICS JOKE
?
thin wedge
nice we got the margret thatcher chat
oak gazelle
rotund sleet
What is bro playing
barren raven
https://tenor.com/view/thatcher-sans-fortnite-thatcher-sans-grave-gif-18802854
Rโฌ$t IN PI$$
rotund sleet
Rโฌ$t IN PI$$
That's not how you spell peace
onyx igloo
What is bro playing
finnish cottage simulator
elder prism
yk whats crazy. not a single organisation has ever collated every single ethnic group into one dataset and ordered them by population.
barren raven
That's not how you spell peace
Korrโฌยฉt
elder prism
thousands of organisations have ranked them within countries
onyx igloo
the playerbase doesnt talk much but if you ask you eventually get an answer
twin bear
Typa veggie the riddler uses for salads
elder prism
but there is not a single organisation thats even tried to do a global dataset
of every ethnicity
ranked by population
only nationalities
thats crazy
twin bear
I say an organization should pull fast one on us and release the zombie apocalypse
onyx igloo
i love drugs and alcohol in video games
rotund sleet
I say an organization should pull fast one on us and release the zombie apocalyp...
Or a nuclear war
onyx igloo
(no real life consequences)
rotund sleet
Or both
rotund sleet
i love drugs and alcohol in video games
Yummers
twin bear
Knowing my luck I'll be asleep if we get blown up
rotund sleet
Knowing my luck I'll be asleep if we get blown up
Sweet dreams
twin bear
Won't even have time to run around and tell ppl stupid things I wouldn't say if the world wasn't ending
oak gazelle
onyx igloo
lung cancer speedrun
twin bear
More games need smoking
It's iconic
One of the first things I mod into my games are animations which includes smoking cigs
oak gazelle
Joe Camel boomer shooter where the higher the combo the thicker the smoke
onyx igloo
i dont get how "drugs in games make people do drugs in real life!!" is a real point
like
people really used that
ive used fent in games and ive never wanted to use fent irl
twin bear
I'd use fent if it meant going to heaven like the cartoons
But alas I'll just begin convulsing and die
A sometimes slow and extremely painful death
oak gazelle
the one positive thing I can say about smoking cigarettes at least is it made me go outside more
onyx igloo
dear smokers
if you smoke near me can you atleast use the cartoony tobacco pipe
oak gazelle
I have a corncob pipe somewhere around here
glass wigeon
onwards
onyx igloo
I have a corncob pipe somewhere around here
i think those are the best
oak gazelle
mine is so old it'd be purely decorative at this point
oak gazelle
what game is that
onyx igloo
finnish cottage simulator
oak gazelle
not loading for me
oak gazelle
not working for me still but anything could be to blame for that
vital marten
Did you find it yet
twin bear
Don't forget the vodka
polar kernel
harsh vault
today is a very sad day for me
apparently a free trial that ended 5 months ago decided to renew itself
twin bear
Why is everyone always tuckered out or in a bad mood these days
harsh vault
and i lost all the money i had
dire timber
today is a very sad day for me
patpat
harsh vault
Why didn't u lock the card
its my paypal
twin bear
I have mine locked
harsh vault
it randomly decided to just take money out
twin bear
Not even I can buy stuff with it until a certain day I have it unlocked for purchases
Schedule I ong
twin bear
it randomly decided to just take money out
Which company
twin bear
Could prolly get a refund if it's ah nvm
Ur money is gone
And why didn't u just like
harsh vault
they decided to charge me 200 dollars for cancelling
twin bear
"Borrow" the software for when u need it
twin bear
they decided to charge me 200 dollars for cancelling
This is why we don't hang out with microslop and friends
twin bear
I didn't rub it in if nobody acknowledged it
U could forget how important it is to just not use those
oak gazelle
that adobe early cancellation fee is a bitch
twin bear
Because let's be honest nobody need adobe u needa find a better cheaper software
Or do the thing
And have it forever
harsh vault
Because let's be honest nobody need adobe u needa find a better cheaper software
i didnt even use the free trial
twin bear
i didnt even use the free trial
๐ I hope u don't sub or use these things anymore after this
They are genuinely not worth it
harsh vault
I want my money back
twin bear
If I wasn't abt to be in huge debt I'd send u money
But Imma be literally barely getting by the next two or so years
Prolly longer
twin bear
I want my money back
Ur good though? I know what that feels like so ur def not alone
twin bear
Not to the full 200? Or both
harsh vault
not yet
onyx igloo
me when the pixel art doesnt look like the real life counterpart
harsh vault
i shouldnt deal with it
twin bear
Time to sleep in the trap38
harsh vault
scav
twin bear
Goodnight my fellow hoodilyumptious friends
harsh vault
why are you sleeping now
twin bear
I stayed up for 3 days scripting