#general_chat
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ah so jolly
idk if i get christmas holiday as contractor for tis tbh. Probably not
Well hello there prz enjoyers
Conclusion? Don't work, it's a trap.
how are you all doing?
i'ts a scam
ea looking for easy money
lol
sucking the life out of pop cap
popcap lost their life a long time ago
if that is even alive
New EA is just a scam company
yeah
here and there they allow sm good things, like it takes two
there is still hope... but yeah generally a scam
yeah... it was alr
pretty people not so long ago
everyboddy playing it
well not me i don't have the ressources
skate was alright for a while
i play games with less pc requeriments you know
ik
i had a laptop b4
but i spent a bunch on a pc and its so worth it
helldivers on max graphics is beautiful
was it? steam reviews don't say the same
awesome man
no yeah the reviews are right but
im planing to do that
if you say so bud
true
GrEedy compAny, easy
yeah... they suck
me too, they look funny
What do y'all think the first 2026 meme will be
Why can I send gifs in the one channel but not in this channel
Because you need the axe role for genchat image perms
Free israel
I'll try but I dont think I'm equipped for it
DAYUMM
I love pūkekos
Lmao
But i want it now

The yappee
You level so slow is server
I don't even know that many words to talk that much
Damn overwatch x fortnite pog....
I love the ultrakill x palworld collab
i like egg on toast
Palworld x Darkest dungeon when
give palworld cursed pals
Darkest dungeon x halfsword
and darkest dungeons, a cute monster
that uses its cute appearance to lower the guards of the mercs
only for it to reveal its true form like a mimic
Flying pal
Halfsword x fortnite
this one for idk what for, but make it exist anyways
What a cutie
thats bob
Weirdest collab ever two very different games with different concepts and player bases
Anything to sell the femboy doom shooter
Egg
Would
Explode with a bomb
But it works pretty well
Hogwarts legacy free on epic
Right now

is a secret boss
one of the hardest, has ruined many of my runs
yawn
When I set up a server with basic mods on b42, the mods do not appear on the servers at all. Is this my problem, or is it because it is the unstable version?
Excuse me lady's and gents just gonna squeeze right here in
Hello, i am new to this discord, i wanted to post something in the pz_techsupport. Is there something i am missing?
Because i can't click the post button
jollypunk edgerunner
no the jolly version
he cant read
get timed out for that nerd
time for PZ?
I have a work Christmas party to go to tonight
I don't know if I've ever been to one of those
I don't know how to act or what to wear
They said it's semi formal
And it's at a fancy winery
There's going to be dancing... Do I have to dance?
i got one next week
we're just gonna eat food and drink
open bar
bless blue collar work
let me in
ok
is cold outside
do the jolly dance
Police
Hooray!
🎄
My goal for the party:
Show up
Eat
Try all the different wines at the winery
Probably enjoy none of them
Irish goodbye
I just realized "Irish goodbye" might be an inappropriate phrase
Inappropriate why
I just googled it... I think it's fine
Cause youre here
your presence is innappropriate
But I'm not Irish anymore
Some terms like that are super inappropriate
Like "Indian giving" or "Eskimo kisses"
I suppose I can understand the concern, but I feel like when they're inappropriate it's much clearer
Like those ones lol
are we state mandating jolly now
Although ig the “eskimo” one isn't as clearly offensive as Indian giving (since it relies on knowing that's an inappropriate term) so that disproves my point
I only just learned that the e word was inappropriate a few weeks ago
Yeah, that's fair. I think I only learned a few years back myself
i got betrayed and stuck being jolly
e word?
pls pls pls pls
This is worse than the IPA mess
ITS JOLLY CHAT
I'm unjollying in protest
i can simply rejolly you
That wouldn't be very jolly
and then lower your rank so you cant unjolly
well,, youre christmas themed so i guess thats fine
I don't even celebrate Christmas I'm too cool
Alright chat
What is your comfort Christmas movie?
The Last Airbender (2010), by M. Night Shyamalan
Og 1966 Grinch is pretty solid
The Santa Clause
Home alone
Jingle all the way
A24s civil war
Y'all ain't funny
im serious
i dont watch chrisrmas movies, so i instead found something thats near the christmas date
I don't care about movies or Christmas enough to have a favorite Christmas movie
latter for me
Christmas has pretty lights, I'll give it that. Other than that, lame ass consumer holiday
I like christmas because i get time off work
Yeah that part is cool too
I will give die hard as a Christmas movie
If your movie takes place on Christmas I will allow it
not disagreeing
oh and i like having a little fire in the fireplace
I like ||being nice to people and spending time with family and doing corny traditions||
@candid patio what kind of american are you
(this)
I HATE ||obligated gift giving and commercial consumerism||
I feel like we shouldn't need holidays for a reason to just hang out w family and do fun goofy stuff
exactly
should be everyday thing
We recently stopped a 60+ year tradition of making these really mid ass cookies every year and it makes me sad
i treat it more like a special occasion with extended family
im going to turn floof jolly
we shouldnt but it does give a convenient reason
i am jolly
It's when people are off work so it makes sense
do you guys like fig cookies
and its a time which is usually given off work yeah
now ill take your jolly away
Just feels like obligated recreation time when it's tied to a holiday
And the holiday is tainted by consumerism which doesn't help
my mom makes this cookies with a fig filling and a lemon glaze
Like fig newtons?
NUUU
Figs are kinda ruined for me
well, for a lot of people having a dedicated family meet up time is what keeps them meeting up
kind of?
Yeah and that's what sucks
my mom rolls them in a different cookie batter tho
I would say it is partially the fault of holidays
I dont think removing them would somehow result in more meetings
jolly season means cut throat boardgaming with my cousins
I like this
these are so peak
I could see a world with more localized family traditions
the only thing that has changed is getting plastered while board gaming
My 2100 elo cousin will probably want to crush me in chess
only if everyone thought similarly and had similar availability
Maybe on my best day I'm 1100
its hard to even plan a holiday away somewhere once a year
everyone lives their own lives and cant be available when everyone else is
No one ever wants to play Catan with me
or they arent in the mindser for it
imagine a winter bb gun fight
Imagine shared time off work seasons without the shared holiday traditions attached
well yeah but thats basically holidays
i.e., the same holidays off but not because Christmas
catan is nice but I like social deduction more
instead of simly getting fucked by the dice and not doing anything you can do something abut it
I love diplomacy and coup
I would hope the lack of shared tradition would decrease the consumerism but realistically it would still find a way
what do yall think about a bb gun fight in a winter environment
i think itd be fun
gaslighting and lying are my favorite mechanics in tabletop games I guess
I think people who dont want to participate in consumerism dont have to anyway
And really, gift giving is something deeply ingrained in us anyway
Not necessarily true if it's an expectation in the family or wherever you're going
feel like gift giving is a tradition everywhere
You can bring something handmade but if everyone's buying stuff you look cheap instead of thoughtful
jolly chat
especially if you're visiting

well thats really on them and you for caring
Im saying in your hypothetical
I love giving (or receiving) a really thoughtful gift that was completely unexpected
It is, but that way of thinking wont be solved by removing the holiday traditions
But like... My dad's rich wife just told me to get my rich dad a cashmere sweater for Christmas
the kinds of people who dont appreciate a hand made gift because it didnt cost money would still be the same people regardless
Holidays can stay, my point was just that holidays as the only reason for traditions is wack
That mfer literally owns over $100k of clothes.
He has a $9000 pair of shoes
I cant afford a cashmere sweater that won't embarrass him
i want a cowichan sweater
well i dont see them as the only reason
whats a cashmere sweater
i just see them as default
sounds like fancy shit
I don't need no default
theyre there
Like... Extra soft fancy wool
ew
then you dont have to participate
this is more a personal values issue
yeah
no jolly wont change it
why do you need fancy shit
If I don't want to participate no one can
That's why I'm stealing Christmas
cowichan sweaters are ideal drip
It's actually pretty nice stuff but it's like $500+ for an Italian cashmere sweater and like visually it's just a normal ass sweater
its not nice stuff for that price
my dude
Is that Nepalese?
i do agree tho the consumerism is too far
I mean santa claus being a Coca Cola product is ridiculous lol
ai coca cola ads
In 2030 you'll have to pay for a subscription plan the say the word jolly
i want to die everytime i see them
When I worked at Disneyland I signed my 7-11 guys family in and they were from Nepal and they gave me a toque that looked like that
They were really cute
coca cola, one of the biggest companies in the world, cant afford to pay some people to do an ad apparently
That's a famous volcano
i would love a toque
toque my beloved
Perhaps the shareholders demand it, perhaps the marketing department wants to justify their existence
Who knows
the ads are ragebait to get attention on purpose
Nepalese yak cheese is one of my favorite treats to give my dogs
and it worked
I feel like this isn't an any press is good press situation though
Best case you get AI fanatics who support it out of spite for the backlash
theres ai fanatics
But realistically most people will clown on it and not change their consumption at all
Have you not been around the past few years
no
i live under a rock the modern age scares me
My little one will be occupied with her piece for several days
My big one crunches it up in seconds, it's kinda alarming how easily he could crunch through my bones if he wanted to
probably the second part
Hello Patrick Star
Dude it's kinda scary
i cant imagine if they stopped advertising that coke sales would drop
The "ai artist" community
Who demand to be respected like any other artist
yeah but this again, why would coca cola need this
isolated tribes know about coca cola
I worked (typed) really hard (had to change the prompt three times) on this one guys 🙂
i dont know im not a marketing or business major 
point and laugh
I'm really excited for the free phase of AI to pass
The name of this chat is different
I can't wait till a single prompt is too expensive for most people
The bubble won't be popping for a few years I fear
I wonder how much per prompt chatgpt would have to charge to be profitable right now
Wonderful, my college SFF PC will have 40% of its cost be allocated to just getting ram
"it's estimated that openai's operational cost is up to $15 million dollars per day"
Doing what
"globally chat gpt uses 40 million gallons of water per day." Wtf lol


its less like and more wanting to latch onto being able to call themselves an artist
That's a good way to put it
delulu lazy people
i like making pz art
boom
I make good pz art
Therefore they love ai
Prove it
It looks like to me we are approaching it fast tbh, a lot of people are not satisfied with it, there is a ton of investment, some "Ai" companies being exposed as fakes
I hate that word. Prove. Prove should have 2 o's
i made the buses and taxis
a more well adjusted person would have a healthier relationship with AI generated content, I like to hope
RAM apocalipse
You made this?????
well, the textures
no i made this
im one of the texture artists
I don't know who to believe
I made frogski
one speaks the truth one speaks lies
me, cause im green
i also made textures for an entire PD
The word it comes from has the sound you expect—the spelling is the strange part, not the pronunciation (I just realized this is what you said anyhow, oops)
Same for similar words like move, I believe (checked & yes if you go back to Latin, but not French)
I hope you're right but it seems like we'll be stuck as it is now for a bit
In general I have an inverse relationship between the amount of authority I perceive someone to have and how much I trust what they say
You should trust me though
Well i dont think itll burst within a year but i dont think itll last for more than that
going all in on gambling is what concerns me
gambling isn't new nor is it going away ever but the more brazen gambling oriented startups are concerning
arthur chrismas is my fav chrismas film 
Move doesn't have another tense/variation with 2 o's so I never thought of it... But yeah I would support the moovement
The inundation of mobile gambling is really scary
gambling on being able to pay your fuckin bills should be made an example of by regulators but here we are
Approve, improve, disapprove, remove—I can't think of anything that doesn't end in prove or move 🤔
Mobile game revenue is higher than consoles and pc combined
If the gov prints it it is infinite
I haven't played a mobile game in like 8 years
mobile gaming was nice when it had actual games
I play balatro on my phone daily
Mobile gambling with a hint of games
when it had flash game energy
Sure grampa lets get going
Beloved flash games
I love sudoku
Gemcraft td
Sudoku slaps
i play bad piggies and bloody bastards on my phone
Im learning advanced
sudoku.coach brother
the only mobile games I play are the rhythm games I bought half a decade ago
Sudoku is alright
btd6 and minesweeper are the only games on my phone now
Thats so sweaty
and chess
Im trying to figure out on my own
Such as?
OK real
cytus, deemo
I like the challenge ones they have
What's your lichess puzzle elo?
F I got sloppy I'm down to 1836 🙁
there's a pc deemo?
yes
I can clear advanced in a matter of 15 minutes but it involves using every note in every square so its sweaty anyway
yooo
Sometimes I open puzzles and I just want to throw pieces around til I get it right
Then I lose all my hard earned rank
already own like half the song packs so I just emulated it lmao
I'll clear some hard ones really quick and some take me one million years unless I do cell candidate
Some techniques just haven't stuck yet
I dont know why deemo eludes me on mobile
process cytus timing better
got a few mil masters on cytus but hardly any full perfects in deemo
the mfs with one hand million masters
Is there like a official project zomboid server on build 42 or no?
jolly general
project zomboid christmas presents update when
Pz x palworld collab wen
PZ x Ollo in the Sunny Valley Fair collab when
then it will be 21+ which we don't need
What would that even look like? Spiffo is a pal?
Good ost
im setting out to watch seven samurai today
and my pal sphere is a jar
ive heard great things about this movie
Tricorn black
Isnt corn yellow
Idk I don’t live on a farm
jolly labubu
Corn comes in so many colors
ha i beat you to it
those things are on their way out
actually?
I think so?
:c
Not seen them in a month
Not even 100 years ago crops were way different than what they are today
So prolly lol
I never see labubus in my social media 😌
apocryphal as far as my terminally online ass is concerned
Ik something I dare not say but I haven't gotten 6 in my social
The most awful girls I interact with at work have them dangling on their purse
are they also blonde
Or latina
White and Black has been a popular choice for exterior colors since at least 2020
But their hair color and race aren't important... They all behave the same way. Super entitled and just... I don't want to use this word but I can't think of anything more appropriate... Bitchy
Make your house brown with white trim, needs less cleaning this way
Black and white exterior colors are usually gross
1950s was peak home exteriors
Red, yellow, blue
Would be more fun lol
Nothing is worse in real estate than a modern house in an old neighborhood
See my personal pick right now is a chocolate brown siding with pure white trim and firehouse red handrails/posts
Example?
I’m trying to find the swatches but I am having trouble, may take me a little
Lol don't worry about it if you can't Google or pull up a pic you took recently
Man a plumber just came in and said he's cleaning the lines out for the building and he turned on the hot water in the sink and left
That was like 10 minutes ago and it's starting to stink
he's trying to find a blockage I believe, happens to me every onces in a while as well when many residents above my appartment are using lots of water
caused my home to be flooded this summer too
Sometimes i look at plumber money and think man maybe i could look into it
then i see how much literal shit they deal with
and all my interest evaporates
ill stick to my field
Yeah... Tight spaces+human waste... They deserve all the money
And heaps of respect
They are a fucking pillar of human existence in its current form
According to my quick googling 40% of people don't currently have indoor plumbing
I guess I lived in a car before... But I still used the bathroom in a place that had indoor plumbing

i mean the modern world is supported by blue collar
you lucky one, I wanna go home already
I couldn’t find firehouse red, my guess is it was a color match and this is the best I can find
These are the swatches
Pure white, real red, and chocolate brown
Pure White (not pure)
without electricians, plumbers, factory workers there is no modern comforts like any devices, heating, plumbing, electricity
lightly pissed
what makes that red real
its the red that makes u go real
At first I was like "I can't imagine not having indoor plumbing"
But then I was like... I guess I could poop in an outhouse and fetch a pail of water to do the dishes or bathe or whatever
Highest contrast red offered by SW
Honestly playing pz kinda prepared me for that lol
I have no imagination to picture this on a house.
i mean, you don't necessarily need plumbing
do what cavemen did
poo and pee in woods, wipe with leaf
uses poison ivy
Maybe this
if i could send gifs.....
I don't hate it... But it also doesn't spark joy
It looks like you hit sledgehammer
So give it a try
yeah no, no perms
looks like a gingerbread house
Yeah I got myself there but it took a whole exercise
Sort of yes
this looks like the kind of house a family in an adult animated comedy cartoon would live in
b43 when
gosh we need to update our b42 gifs
yeah nah im very happy for modern indoor plumbing
check your dms
I spent summers at my grandmas with outdoor toilet and shower
Its a blessing to be able to do all that indoors
with heated water whenever you want it
Right!
Like I could live without it, but I don't want to
outdoor shower with no roof
bumfuck nowhere living
Where is suggestions channel?
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there
While i do have some nostalgia for village living that dont mean i want to actually reexperience it
Young frogski can stay in the past using an outhouse and the ice cold outdoor shower
get this man a b43
i just wash in the rain but it only comes like once every few weeks
young frogski was happy with his life, that is, until he found toilets and hot water, then his life fell appart
oh sorry, we're talking about irl, not pz
i feel like out of the options to bathe outside in, a river is best
yeah say that outside of summer
I remember having to hand wash dishes at 8 in a river
I choose the none of the above option (during winter)
because im not freezing to death because i wanted to wash up lol
thankfully it was summer but man it was ice cold
you must choose one. the water is shutting off day 2.
And trying to scrub off oil in a cold stream takes forever
summon for dupes of Bob which are turned into fragments requiring you a total of 40 to 6 star Bob
would a lake be better then?
The more we talk about this the more I think about how if I lived like that it would be so incredibly rare that I bathed
no young frogski knew about the conveniences of modern life, he just didnt mind as much being young and sent off to his grandmas dacha
theres a reason they barely washed in the medieval times
with how much cavemen probably smelled like smoke, i'm surprised we didn't develop smoke smell in our genetics lol
back then they could probably still heat up the water in some form and then wash with it
I would probably do like... A sponge bath with a bucket and a cloth... But I'm not dumping cold water on myself or submerging my body in a cold ass lake or river
go skinny dipping in -20 water
I'm not that nordic
lmao you emerge from the lake with your hair literally frozen on your head
I'm just picturing a medieval peasant doing this for fun...
That's like the equivalent of skydiving for them... Like a thrilling and dangerous activity
You better have the biggest fire your hearth can contain waiting for you a short walk away
"let's see if we can go swimming in this lake without freezing to death!!"
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non magnetic sticks in 2025
"johnny has already frozen into an icecube and i think i might be next!"
xbox tries to imitate literally everything popular
so does playstation
there is absolutely no poiint in getting a controller or handheld device without magnetic sticks because ur gonna get stick drift
you dont get stick drift with magnets
instead of the Nintendo switch, they call it the PlayStation screen
cough cough ps5 controllers cough
they don't have magnets and fucking suck
i looked it up actually
i may be wrong
but my ps5 controller has stick drift
so the magnets inside the sticks suck
acktwually ps5 controller without its gimmicks is just a worse ps4 controller
the little adaptive triggers are the only gimmick
i turn them off in every game i play because they're annoying and i feel like im gonna break the plastic trigger entirely
no, the sticks on the ps5 controller are potentiometers
not magnets
Ughhhhhh my boss just sent me a big pile of work to do
damn, good luck
i pressure cooked my balls and now im a woman
i do this
i know i have adhd but idk if that's what causes it
Some things are better left unsaid. But also good morning.
That came from an ADHD memes place
lmao 😭
good morning
i've been sleeping in classes a lot lately and stopped talking to my friends as often
i think im getting burnt out
and if i left things unsaid how would i make people uncomfortable
what am i some kind of friend?
lmfao
they could yes, but thats a lot of effort, time and material
oh and fortnite collabed with kim kardashian and her skin is extremely customisable for some reason
hence it only really happened once a week at most
by just being there (i'm joking please don't castrate me)
i dont really know why but this makes me feel deep sadness
Using all the valuable work time, plus the wood
There's an ADHD survey psychiatrists use to diagnose you and I damn near got 100% on it lol
me too this isn't cool
no gif perms 😭
for what is essentially vanity
fortnite makes me sad with literally everything they use
nicki minaj skin
when i did my form i "scored" super ADD lol
probably already exists
Kim Kardashian says that "Fortnite is iconic" and that she picked this design because she hasn’t seen a skin in latex before
"I was really excited for this.. I feel like we’ve known about Fortnite for a long time now.. and Fortnite is just iconic"
i did it when i was a child
yo mod could you repost my gif pretty please 
i know i have adhd because coffee makes me tired
no
i hate celebs that are famous for being famous it really irks me, you could genuinely live off the freebies this person discards on a daily basis i find gross excess of wealth and idolization of said culture so fucking uncomfortable we shouldnt idolize rich people for being rich, no PERSON on this earth needs a BILLION dollars
evil frogski

"how often do you lose or misplace something like your wallet or keys?"
Every day of my fucking life actually.
i dont know much about her other than her being very popular lol
i know i have adhd because i am lazy
the end
I currently have multiple right earbuds somewhere in my room
lost
shes popular for being mildly attractive and being a nepo baby
When i find them ill complete the sets
I have 3 left earbuds in cases atm
i love this gif
Do you sleep on your right side and they fall out from gravity?
i actually found the missing earbud the other day, now i have a spare set
love the way the baby's head goes flying like a ballistic missile
I sleep with earbuds in and toss and turn a lot
so my earbuds come out and end up in various places
sometimes across the room
who's the rich person who gets clowned for taking a helicopter across the yard of her estate?
one time i woke up to it being on my desk somehow
swift hands
My boss literally does this daily
This one is pretty close to what my psychiatrist gave me
hes a 80 year old relic
all this waiting just to become a racist cop damn
i hate rich people deciding they're too good for anything
yeah mine looked similar
like yeah, i understand convenience
i hate rich people
Very often for basically every question
but just be a regular person 😭
i plan on dying with 0 cents and 0 dollars in my bank account
nothing to give to your future generations
What did I do to you?
i wont be having them anway
grandchildren
im a lesbian and as much as i try i cant impregnate my wife
i will actually achieve immortality in the distant future
erase the entire season of winter
you can try if you just believe
insert just do it gif
I didn't do that. I'm very much experiencing winter right now
lucky
create a time machine and kick a rock please
maybe the future will be better lol
The snow is up to my knees
if you think about it, going back in time
what's the smallest thing you could do that would cause a butterfly effect?
who said i wanted a better future
i wish it snowed where i lived
for us 🙏
i love my life and the people in it
im very thankful for everyday i have on this earth
but mostly to myself
well done me
i did it
narcissist
basically not hyper whatsoever

but very much attention deficit
which is why i hate that they rolled ADD and ADHD into one now
was this told to you by an actual doctor?
im the girl in highschool u said u could fix but then i ended up breaking you instead
a psychiatrist yes
as?
apd is auditory processing disorder
holy you have 60 different adhds?
ive been diagnosed twice now, once when i was a kid in kyrgystan and once in the uk where i paid over a grand for it
i thought there was only one adhd wtf???
its also antisocial personality disorder
ah
oh i think i was in here when you got a diagnosis frogski
i remember you being pretty bummed out
im scared to go take an autism test because with how i act and think im pretty sure it would come back positive
i wasnt bummed i was glad its finally reconfirmed so i could be treated for it
The meds do help
yo
Although my evaluation also gave me a mild anxiety and depressive score, which, fair

Hunger
yeah its a give and take relationship i share with these situations i cant fully lean into the recovery process because i abuse it as a form of self hatred
im running into trouble hosting the b42 server
or rather i use it to make light of my own situation
any help?
its saying something about terminated
how do I like host a server rn
I wanna play coop
uhhhh check #1019767076094758924
im literally too in love with the idea of being a lost mess to accept the process of recovery
they might have something there
its like a self fulfilling prophecy except a really shit one
i think part of me genuinely enjoys being miserable
thats not productive
the webs we weave
for some reason i like the idea of constantly being unhappy and things going wrong for me so i can complain about them
at least you recognise it
i don't actually like sitting in sadness but i try to subconsciously
thats the worst part about my condition tbh
i can recognize my flaws perfectly and then im left to face the fact that im just so shit a person that i dont really want to change them
Its not uncommon to be like that tbh
i think most things that people suffer with can be traced back to childhood
imagine being able to see your flaws from a 3rd person perspective and then deciding that your content with them
But noone can help you but yourself at that point
i recognize that, i simply don't want help
Sheesh. I'm unmedicated right now and it's been really tough.
Getting medicated is also tough
I relate cause especially unmedicated i can very acutely see that my lack of focus is actively damaging my life, and despite feeling anxious about it i did nothing about it
Adhd talk?
Being medicated helps level me out to at least a level where I have some energy and focus to do whats right
its far from a cure all but its better than nothing
i stopped taking adhd meds a while back because i wanna be normal without needing substances that cost like a thousand dollars lol
i only really take them when i really need to focus
thing is sure that would be ideal, but we arent physically built "normal"
our brain chemistry is by default not that way
medication should be free for everyone and the fact it isnt is pathetic
I will literally sit and do absolutely nothing. Like stare at a wall. And think about how my life is falling apart and I have so much stuff to do and I need to start doing it but I can't so I just sit there and talk badly about myself until I'm too tired to stay awake anymore
there is nothing wrong with being medicated if it helps even out the odds
if there is a way to monetize something you need, humanity will monetize it
But yeah, if the cost is unaffordable thats certainly an issue
I was diagnosed as a kid but was never told about it till i got into my youth
Im glad at least in the uk its pretty cheap
thank u cool boy
and it explained a lot
yeah, many such cases
Anxiously lying in bed doing nothing
i have moments where i cant breath due to how overloaded i become with information i cant accurately process
panic attack i think
but this is rather rare
im a notoriously huge multitasker
@vital marten
i have 4 monitors on at all times with 2 mice
In America the medication is affordable but you have to see a psychiatrist MONTHLY and it costs $300 and you just go say "hey Dr. Bill. Yeah I still have ADHD." And Dr. Bill goes "here's your prescription" and that's literally it and it drives me crazy
Ive had a couple panic attacks, theyre awfully close to heart attacks
in terms of symptoms
Im curious have you tried brown noises
ive heard a lot of times that it helps but i feel like its a placebo
And if you don't see the doctor regularly or refill your prescription regularly it puts a red flag on you in a nationwide database and it makes it harder to get your prescription
Well im doing my adhd meds through a private company so im also paying about £200 a month atm, but once im settled on a dose which hopefully should be next month, ill only have to pay about £40
well adhd being a spectrum of sorts, what helps some doesnt necessarily work for others
but no i havent tried
Yeah, figures
ill have a look at it
That sounds semi reasonable but still pretty expensive
well i could get it subsidised/free from NHS
Free sounds better
Ive had a talk with someone and ive learned that adhd a lot in common with autism funnily enough
Except i literally failed my shared care process this week
AuDHD we call it.
cause my add ass kept putting off emailing them back
Lol
yes, absolutely
And docs usually give you diagnosis based on which is more prevalent in you
This is the thing i hate about NHS adhd stuff
I'm suffering the consequences of some recent inactions and it is the worst
The process is as anti adhd as possible
Mail this at a certain time
make sure to keep track of the process
Fill out this form
Like if i could do all this shit i wouldnt be here applying for it
What is this chat for?
Thats why i paid about a grand for private so i can skip waiting 2 years for correspondance
just general talk
christmas
anything
adhd and autism talk
Ohh it’s the general chat it changed names
within rules and reason of course
jolly ☃️
you know I always wondered how do you get adhd meds
is it like prescriptive
yeah i absolutely hate that there is so much stuff i fucked up because i DIDNT do something that in theory is very easy to do
or can you walk to the pharmacy and ask for some
Ugh... Remorse
we could make our webs adhesive if we wanted to be spiderman by using super strong snot
well in the uk at least it is through being prescribed
by either the nhs or a recognised private company
adhd meds are controlled substances
theyre amphetamines
Like frogs?
I hate myself for not doing a lot of stuff and feel helpless to do shit about it 
I feel this and I'm sorry you are going through that
wtf is a jollyral
Jolly general
At least i know why, before youth i wasn't told that i had adhd
Same! Diagnosed at 31
so i just hated myself and couldn't figure anything out
idk if my parents were right or wrong to not reveal it
The trick is to avoid an official diagnosis so you don't end up on RFK Jr's list
jolly holly general
it is stupid if you think about it, like why am i not doing this simple thing that will maybe take 5 mins and make me not hate myself
parenting is tough and they had given me more care and attention due to that
A really annoying part is my dad had been taking Adderall for years... Probably when I was as young as 5... And he never thought "hmmm maybe my fuck up son who loses his house keys weekly and gets in trouble for not doing his homework could benefit from these drugs I take."
but hey, if these conditions were reasonable they wouldnt exist
and not just said that im normal so why aren't you doing stuff like other normal kids
i love sour cream n onion chips with vanilla ice creamer
they probably did what they thought was best
When im listening to how other were raised its like a war zone
executing all adhd people tomorrow
but yeah id also appreciate it if i was medicated earlier
The more I learn and the older I get... I went from hating my parents to having sympathy for them and thinking they did the best they could with what they had and back to hating them.
I had to fight for my diagnosis and only got it done at 23
i would have benefitted a lot more if i did it at 16
while its not a magic bullet, it was certainly a huge benefit
clearly everyone should just take HEROIN!
My neighbors tell me stories of being hit by hard metal belts and sticks routinely
its crazy how parents treat their kids sometimes 
parents don't deserve kids sometime
s
it's like, if you can't handle your kids and take your anger out on them
DON'T have kids
How many doctors did you have to box for it
13
I wish there were a way to say “man it really seems like there should be some sort of approval process for having a child” that isn't either eugenics or state-controlled birthing
23
Did you start at age 1
were you brought up in a russian speaking country
I very much felt the soviet upbringing in kyrgystan
then people would complain about the government trying to "control them having kids"
belt, stick, all of it
Yeah that would be the state-controlled birthing, which to be fair would be dystopian
Sometimes the belt buckle
But something is clearly needed when so many people end up having kids and messing them up
Make it community-audited and not state controlled idk, just something
well tbh
there's more traumatized kids today than kids who had a normal childhood
Better yet do what some cultures still do and have the literal village-raised child
and it's because traumatized kids have kids and then treat those kids exactly how they were treated
Hurt people hurt people 🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯🔥🔥💯💯🥀
Hurt people hurt, people hurt people
MULTIPLAYER TEST BUILD
Hurt people hurt people hurt, hurt hurt people
hurt
to see if i still feel

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we now live in a world where the government can just contract all the illegal things it can't do to private companies and then claim it isn't violating the law because they aren't doing anything
Molly jolly
@azure tangle I actually had to dig in the atf website but unrifled standard arms fall under ghost guns/pmf's because all unrifled arms of a calibre are indistinguishable after the fact. Nearly 700 murders in 2025 were committed with them with no unique characteristics found. It's impossible to tell what fired the round. As a result more and more states class possession as an A1 felony. Meaning a sentence of no less then life without parole. Now if it's been fired? I wouldn't be surprised if you got put to death purely for having it.
Hot fire yes
what's the difference between 16 bit machines and 32 bit?
16 can process 16 integer numbers while 32 can process 32
you can machine your own barrels legally within the US, you can build an entire firearm from anythign and not legally have to register it.
Also, fuck the ATF
The ATF in itself is unconstitutional
atf sucks ass
wouldn't be surprised if they just straight up told people they couldn't own guns
They try
i want my bumpstock fully automatic 50 bmg armor piercing 9mm extended barrel and stock explosive glock with a switch
The ATF doesn't need to know what all i own
And even if they do, i'll see them before they're at the property line 
I lsot all my guns in a boating accident.
Hold on he is cooking
Not telling no one where
this is some shit they'd say a criminal put together 😭😭
most of those things can't even be modded onto a glock
Where is this? Where am I?
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