AA is free. There are programs in many places. I don't have any tips because it's not something I've had to deal with, but I know addiction isn't easy. May be worth checking out https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help/helplines/national-helpline
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i havent drunk this little in 4 months
thats always step forward
and of course u should try help or meds
a friend on my
of my*
had Esperal
i have severe schizophrenia
i have meds
its all about physical parts in brain
if u r meds arent working
then u should go to psychiatrist
but they dont do enough and i cant get stronger ones cause the system is slow as hell in my country
I was so into War Thunder that my nervous system got overloaded and every time I focused, I started to panic. An ambulance was called, I thought I was having a heart attack or a stroke, but the results came back fine, so they sent me to a psychiatrist. There's no shame in it, it's human nature, at least that's how I see it.
idk who they are in real life but i talked to them and they are the reason im trying not to kill myself like this
I know it is humane but i dont know how to live like this
A psychologist should teach you correct thinking patterns, and your medication needs to be adjusted.
sorry for using translator but im pole
better not 🫣
i talked to someone else in this server and they are the reason im going to a therapist tomorrow
You simply need medical assistance, as these are illnesses like any other. After all, no one operates on their own leg.
u did really good choice
and im proud of you
people often dont have that courage
and firsts steps are hardest
any amount of progress is still progress, you got this mate
it gets better, and know therec are people in your corner roofing for you
if u forgot things u can write them down on paper
im shaking rn give me a bit
i wrote some things down
thanks for this
i wil try to stop
u are just writing your own story so why just dont try if it is your live
Time will pass, but one day you will be able to say that you conquered it, and you will have a reason to be proud. Your own victory. As far as I am concerned, it is something worth fighting for.
People need to have a goal and develop themselves, otherwise you may end up shrinking instead
wah
poggers
gurt!
Since when can you fast travel in RDR2???
RIGHT
Maybe use a hammer next time
leon was streaming and he fast traveled and i had no idea you could do that lol
thats exactly why it broke-
i knew about stagecoaches
but blatant fast travel
mmmm
I prefer riding my horsey
Oooooh have you tried a sledgehammer?
Next time Ill try your forehead
Nah nah it to soft
Soft hed
It to hollow it rotten to the core
soft head
Guys,when i can find tree bonsai?
in pz? what build are you on
41
ok , uhh gimme sec
Yes
yes lol
Ok
MY COMBO NOOOOOOO
what town are you in ?
Pupper wanna see my doggo
sure
Well, I live in the forest, but I can come to any place.
what a cute sniffle
😍
i love their ears 
uggo
I would check any commercial building and school , garden stores have them but i cant think of any garden stores off the top of my head in 41
near rivercide
😭😭😭😭😭😭
Eggo
Lego in my eggo
Maybe you know where bonsai in 42 build?
Okay thanks bro,where is it?
just any office building really
Ok thanks
whatever your closet town is , just go check for office and see if there is any school maybe they have them in the front entrance i cant remember for 41 where they spawn lol
closet?!
gudmorning chat
after 2:18 the drop made me freak out lol @lyric galleon
guys i just downloaded the game and am a complete noob. Are there any recommended pve servers to play on ? (I enjoy human encounters hence i dont wanna play SP)
he's telling you that you need to learn the art of doing the minimum
I'm pretty decent at it
The thing with working hourly, is that if you work hard it will be expected of you going forward, even though there are people who do a lot less and get paid the same if not more.
So if you went down to their level you would get in trouble
It’s such a stupid environment
hello gen chatters
disco carr🐈
yes actually
ive been spitting out the shit im coughing up
soil
is there any working mod to have like 10k capacity in a backpack? for b42
well, there was one for b41, dunno if it updated
zajibala this life
wha
stealing it rn
:D
Car on horse
i saw somewhere that a great game stays on your mind for some time
I cannot get rdr2 out of my mind
Especially after chapter 6
RDR2 has officially become my favourite game oat
you.
me?
sometimes it do be feel like this after pushing yourself too hard in a rhythm game
had swollen finger joints on my left hand in 2023 and thought i had arthritis lol
You're my Eggo to my L
:D
Blue Knight Edwin. Defeated in the last round after all 4 knights were ordered to fight to the death
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sorry dude its a "smoke the day away while listening to freddie and albert king" type of feeling rn
Lazy day for me too
real
Just got back from the last day of ren fair and am trying to get my voice to work again
Balls.
balls
🤝
^^
hello demihumans
balls soup
fiiiiiiiiiiish
Orbs.
Hey guys, is there a time threshold at which a help thread will no longer be looked at by mods if I took too long to respond?
mods are just lazy
you sure?
im a steak
mmmmm... preeeetty sure.
Sweet Jesus I get to get out of this shit hole in 30 minutes
I'm so grateful to have a job in this economy
All of the tenants are unhappy. With good reasons. I don't have the authority or the ability to fix anything. But I'm on their side. Their complaints are valid and my company sucks for doing nothing about the complaints.
I probably killed it
u didnt wish me a happy birthday!
I kill everything I love
Oh no I'm so sorry I didn't know it was your birthday!
Congratulations and happy belated birthday!!!!
it was on my status smh
u not online much anymore?
then what o u want to talk about?
i dont really talk much anymore, kinda migrated to a furry server
not your wife though
talk, be the floof that fixes gen chat
i cant talk anymore
my social battery kinda sucks since recently
i just feel like im a bother to many people
you guys ever just get on old minecraft worlds you have and just tears up for no reason
no
Teardown
Check this
This is destruction simulator
I ever saw
quite easy to get free but shhhhhhhhhhhh
Really I enjoyed it a lot
It's simply the best
😭
real
Hello
Yo hold on
You chill
yes?
well if dexter says so i believe him
Fucking abomination of a sticker
You are not a bother at all. Its okay to take time for yourself when your social battery is low🫣
love you too
thank you guys
I thought lix was a mod
U tryna perish
no way...
Nah im newbie here
Dayum
Wuh
❤️ 💙 💚 💛 🤍
Time is something created by mankind People fight to get more but they fail it will never work out. Time is a valuable essence in our existence but we dont know how to get it. We waste our time making sure we enjoy our Time. But in the end it doesnt even matter. We will perish a nice and painless or slow and agonizing death. Lonely or together. We May suffer forever in the afterlife we dont know and we shall never now.
Idk why i typed that
Itsnhorrible
Everyone sleep well
Its quite good point
Do you need extra tomato sauce?
I can shoot.myself in the head for more if u need it
Do need to scrape it off the wall tho
In the future, maybe scientists will stop the ageing process, but the best thing we have now is to stay healthy, because it extends our time of activity
afternoon
Hello
Hiii
To you and to spiffo of course
stole my fucking dog
WUH
WTF MFF
STOLE MY DOG
I think moments are valuable because they dont last forever. The fact that theyre fleeting is what makes them special. If every moment lasted forever, it wouldnt feel unique or meaningful
This is how I see life
I've been painfully busy lately 🙁
And I barely ever look at people's status on discord. I'm sorry.
Im glad u feel happy there
Nah I think she hates me most of the time too.
ok ill shoot you into space so you can appreciate the value of gravity
I will finish virgin ranger scribble tomorrow
Cringe
HAHA
Nah
i dont, i feel terrible all around
We will never stop the marching of Time. Therefor it is in our importance to make the most of what we have. It is impossible to stop something that is happening all around us.
i know how to operate a generator but i havent found no generator what i do im in riverside
Hallo merry
Look for a generator
i did
Good solution i would say
Time is one thing, other thing is how our bodies react to the passing time. We dont need to stop time, we need to stop only ageing.
i know you did
im a ghost here. be happy
Twin can u sdiyb
no i still have my first creative world
Aight twin
Farthead can u sybau and sdiyb thank u
fr
LMFAO
abcdef sybau
no
huge fan of your laboratory
Fuck u sybau
twin
do i look old to you?
i think im going to revel in being an old man
Ur old btch
why is everyone a twin
Freaky
Im sorry you feel like that, I hope things get lighter for you soon 
tale as old as time
Unc lol
Persoonlijk gezien had ik dat niet geneckt
well can you suck it?
Time for you to take ur meds lil pup
thank yu fren
the hubris of forcing existence leads to this of course
I can
Alright pause ur like a minor please don’t
proof?
it's from the video
Maybe we need to help slappyhands
what about your bday?
the can you give me something? money wise?
are you dutch or just eccentric
ITS ON YOUTUBE
real
sure it was good
makes sense
i bipolar remember? i change emotions every few hours, just waiting for this to blow over i guess
ain't no way i'm the only one who watched the vid
i like em bipolar
more to explore
who, me?
KILL ME
Im not the schizophrenia is getting worse and it wants me
are you rizzing me up endless
heh
i rejecting you before you even ask
i'm*
Everyone silence slappyhands is typing
it's that Sosa in my ears. i can't help it guys
sorry dexter
i'm cooler then a cooler?
let slappyhands have the floor
shouts out to my jeweler?
when game leaves early access and realeses
give or take 1000-1200 years
Not really sure how to provide evidence of that.
She likes me most of the time or at least appears to but when she's under a lot of stress she'll blow up on me and say a bunch of things that seem like they are constantly bothering her but she just bottles up the feelings.
would you rather be barbeque bacon burger or 24% rate VAT tax
wheres the person that their friend or whatever flew to south america to meet a girl?
Id rather kill myself
columbia too i think
That's me!
why
lift off or nah
Im done with this
should I play minecraft in vr?
He's there at her house hanging out with her and her mom. He says it's going great and Los Angeles feels more dangerous.
chill bro. dexter reaching for the needle bro
I hope i will hear from you tomorrow how therapy went 🫣
so it was NOT a trap?
that emoji pmo
colombia is great
you should check out half life alyx
Thats super
I like it
yes it is
Not yet
latvia better
ok lol
serbia better
The fucking schizophrenia its eating me alive but i cant stop it. It wants me dead my medication doesnt work and i have a severe alcohol problem
I talked to someone from thos server in private and they pushed me to get therapy but idk if it will work. If it doesnt i wilm be found hanging if it does then idk.
north korea better
oh wait
uh oh
U dont try u will never know
Don't give to it without fight when u still have strength
just drink something else
scream when you love the baltic states 🇪🇪 🇱🇻 🇱🇹 🗣️ 🗣️ 🗣️
I drank till i passed out yesterday
switch to kratom. it's tea that's like alcohol but safer in a way
Then it's highest time for stronger means like medical and mental assist
dexter are you mcdonalds person or hesburger person
Idk
i'm central fucker
CENTRAL EUROPE
hamburg germani
The medical system is slow as fuck in my country
naww
Rare item aqquired
Im Just going tk becomr a femboy or something
which country
Netherlands
@twin bear did u check my dm?
yeah please do. and contact my gmail after you do.
you got good infastructure tho
Maybe but u are not the first nor the last one to win with it. People before u prove it is possible. U don't want to be worse than them yes?
imma visit
why talking so weird
Which country are younfrom?
You from
I'm grinding on mine and gurts world rn
czech republic
I also wont be the first or last to lose
oh okay, respond to me when u can pls
First ones in last ones out
if u want to be silly u can always dm me, i gud at tolerating the sillys
Yes and that's why u take means to win with that
Should i order the thigh highs?
nah i was actually heavy on kratom my guy. i just stopped though. parents didn't like me drinking it
Yes
YEEES
aight
Buy a skirt too das wut i have
i need some breathing exercises
Parents dont like me drinking either but they never found me passed out
How many femboys are already here
heh
I want a femboy friend im gay as hell
same here. they didn't see shit except the bag.
im not gay but i want a femboy boyfriend
They know o have a drinkong problem
U can check on socials
Idk
We can figure something out
i serious
everyone did. some still do even though i'm clean. idrgaf
okay.
I Just ignore them when they teybto help me and i am starting to see who is rhe problem
Oh no dot spoted 🥶
noo...
i tend to fuck up things
i mean finding cancer is pretty rare
Nah there is no one here problem u just fall under disease but it is curable buddy
Mythical floor loot🙏
Your parents will support u
I hope so
i gotta say sorry in the dms now
And it's important too
Found a mythic tier leukemia
ask close friends their take on it
Otherwise i have the cure in my room
sigh
It doesn't even stand to cure
this the place to ask stupid questions?
Depends
Yeah
Yeah.
Cure is to live life how u want, not how u was forced bc of disease
get her to vnt but work with friends to fix the problem, friends can change your life
I know but its hard
As I said victory is all better WHEN IT IS HARD WON
Busting emotions out is good
f**k cant post a screenshot. damnit. um
so i based up in the american tire in the town under Louisville
but i cant seem to remove the drill press thing in garage would like the extra space for storage but if i cant remove might base somewhere else...
busting is good
used sledgehammer?
i dont have one of those yet 🥺
Otherwise they will strangle you. Shedding emotions is a good idea
tough
I meant shedding
shedding skin?
Sheshut up
uhhh. on roads where construction is or warhouses
yuuuuh russian roulette ahhh russian roulette
Wha
sledgehammer should get rid of it though?
cause i tried the pickup thing like i did with shelves and bed and its not even counting it as anything just a waste of space xD
hopefully i can find a sledgehammer soon and get rid of it
thanks endless ❤️
chief keef top 10 artisty
no problem ig
if pick up or disassemble doesn't work. sledge works
wait.
did i... just... help someone?
did my hundreds of hours pay off?
YOOO
SOSAAA BANG BANG OBLAH
you did indeed, well im hoping it works, i mean it makes sense as to why sledge>pickup option
Word my roblox gameslop is coming together
hop on gmod
hop on half life
Hop on me
piggyback!!!!
me looking at the fbi agent watching through the energy sockey
You play sot notoriety and rise of nations
A man of passion i see
what server
Nu uh
Hi is there anyone who helped in the development of project zomboid who can give me advice on how to fund my game project?
mine
Project Zomboid Rezzed Session - How NOT to make a game!
for more gaming news and reviews check http://www.eurogamer.net/
follow us on twitter @eurogamer
be warned its british
What do you guys think about 9/11
yo can someone buy me the game i'm broke 🙁
I would but I have 1.3$ in my bank rn
now i'm diamond pissed
just steal it
no one would know
Make this but with biggy cheese
will we get a judge matt hass hottiez edition 🤤
hunkz
sickness update
NOOOOOOO
i have antibiotics and an inhailer now
THE GIF
you.
yes endless fren?
Bee baa Boo buu
you don't make my blood boil

Making these jungle life forms suffer for all the pain they caused me yesterday
please indie stone I need this .. my moms kinda baseless….

I ve 10years and it's deep

Terraria
House Party
U got hook?
Why I'm under attack by my emojis 😭
someone need to do the thing where it’s like “stop using the sad emoji not everyone has an iPhone
”

we can go deeper
Nu uh
love the pfp
😭 😭 😭
into judge Matt hass 
I need to go to sleep vro
i fucking hate the 🫣 emoji
i wish i still had my nitro
the opposite??
The what
looks the most fucking freaky dumb ass playing
I dreamed I ate a spiffo burger
I'm gonna play minecraft in vr
It's about hiding face behind hands and just lurking out a little
see if that spark back that childhood wonder to explore minecraft
don't look (looks) emoji
jenny mod does that
Wha
shut the fuck up
childhood spark to mine
I treat it my way
yeah no I don't think it does
Whhaaaaaaa
i can't hate you man
Jenny mod would be fire if it was … judge matt hass 🤤
the prozect skyboid mod
the news dude?
i HATE TRIPLE N
I love judge matt hass
for no reason whatsoever
I want a hottiez magazine of him
lil z hotties magazine
i wanna eat those toenails
How about quattro O
the texture of boiled nasty toenails must be so unique
Here’s a question why do you think about that
i assume its like warm plastic 
why not
they actually had good manicure or pedicure idk which onr
oOoO
they're cut
I want judge matt hass toes
your mind must be so banal and empty if you dont wonder about things
It seems like bubbles
ok dont make this romantic
oOoOoOoOo
im interested in tasting the boiled hard keratin of toenails, forensically
sometimes I lick the tv when im tuned into triple n
A lot of bubbles
U can just take creatine sup
ok
why dont you setup a bunch of a tvs in a room and make a pz goon cave
I can’t power went out 4 days ago 
would you taxidermy matt hass' zombified corpse and sleep next to it on your bed like a fucking creep
no because he would be a zombie
simping for a random pz character 🙏 i respect it
Just a little check up excuse me kind people
You are rank #3,160 at level 6 with 1,613 experience. (287 left for the next level)
[■■■■■■■■■ ] 47%
Because
if you get an axe you're level 10
The crave possesses me
skill issue
Mustarddddd
Peaksue
I drink mayo
Guys dog went apeshit when he saw me, the guy said his dog has never done that before with anyone else
like happy apeshit or you suddenly look like a fine piece of meat apeshit
Roxy was Hottie of the month in Feburary 1993!
England was NOT happy of having his helmet knocked off by Sir Edwin, so he came back picking a fight. So the queen announced a final joust and fight TO THE DEATH
Audio sucks cause the crowd is LOUD. my phone keeps cutting out
@dawn jewel Thank you
Yeah diamond one rn waiting for my pimp to get back online so i can actually do the fun stuff
Like good or bad apeshit
Suddenly I look tasty
The bad kind
Is this real
just do protein powder imho, creatine overrated
Creatine monohydrate is good
roxy sold me laced kratom in 23'
It helps with recovery and retention
Rennasaince Fair finale. I got the full 8 minute final combat too! Sadly my knight Edwin fell at the end.
Where you seat determines your nation/knight you root for. We sat in the blue section for the blue knight, which is for France.
I think maybe the dog wanted to eat me because it could tell I am scared of all dogs
They fight HARD too. Despite it being pre-determined like pro wrestling matches, the swords are real, the mace is real, the shields are real. Members of a fighters guild take this stuff seriously and you CAN get injured for real.
The initial joust is also very much real. They don't pick who wins. These guys are professional jousters and mean to win every time
Was a different Roxy. Foxy Roxy makes food and only substance is a lil' bit o' weed.
I understand utilities cut off between 0 and 30 days, but can a water shutoff happen on the very first day?
basicly the same thing
Absolutely. Just super rare, but yes it can and does happen
Well fuck me, looks like it is. I don’t know what to do, I’ve never lived long enough to where utilities shut off before
Let alone this
don't stress it too badly. You can find 20 units of water in abandoned sinks to fill up a water bottle. You can also snag a water cooler from banks and offices and those have water for weeks.
As long as you have some clean water to refill a bottle, yer good to get by and live long enough to base up~
water barrel
rain
cook water
or plumb sink = clean water
until then just do what dave suggested 
apparently some words liek skibidi is now on the cambridge dictionary
we're doomed
theyre just words
Nah it's even better it helps brain plus I do 2g per kg of course
you don't understand the power of words zozo, we're dooooomed
but it being in the dictionary means i can use it
I can use it in a writing exam without quotes
YOO
🦌 Shikanoko nokonoko koshitantan 🦌
are slang words usable in an official writing
that's a good question lol
Nu uh
What is the best mod to add random bandits to my game? Like npcs that wander around and shoot on sight?
depends, but mostly avoided
damn whats it like to be isekaied
if they're officially in the dictionary, sure, but I assume you'd lose points on the level of language used
"Ah ah, so two-two's fam, listen up. If you hear a loud siren blare 5 times in succession and there is no follow up sound, you need to evacuate immediately. No cap fhammo, if you don't? Things are gonna get real brick."
HAHAHA
you should get muted for that sentence
things are gonna real bricked up
'skibidi delulu tradwife' is now a legal proper sentence
theres variations of publishing guidelines but they all specify only a certain nomenclature and lexicon be used
im aboutta fucking bomb the zombies
are you having a stroke?
Yeah I don’t like being in that guys house, his nice dog ain’t so nice if he have to hold it down when I walk in
Idk why doggo don’t like me, could be cats, could be it senses my emotions
man it happens
just like how you sometimes dont fuck with a guy for no real reason
sometimes you gotta hit this one
out of nowhere
or when they had to hold down the police dog cus the lady in the elevator had a sweater like the training dummy
dogs trained like an ai
"18,000 water cups"
erh, clearly you have skin cancer cause all the non skin cancer pictures didnt have a ruler for size measurement but this one...this one does
you train a dog to maul somone to death like let that revuster
real
dog's name is Buster or Cupcake
sharkbait is this true
imagine getting torn to shreds by a police dog named Bingus
I fucking love those dogs
im glad i dont eat out much; using the ai ordering would grill me
I want one so bad
hes so happy lmao
pitbulls?
the infamous land seal
mr worldwide
not a pitbull but a staffy
what about boxers
I like that they smile and they have jet black, hollow eyes like looking into the eyes of a bloodthirsty shark
but they're so cuddly
staffy is what i call deez
I would insult that ai the second it got something wrong


double stuf oreo? thats what they call me
thats kinda spoopy
u can never tell...
what's that supposed to mean, zozo?
I mean how can you hate this fr
true
im gonna type like a half bren individula this week...
all I will say is that I love all bulldogs/pitbulls/staffys
should be pog... 😔
does anyone like seizures
who'd you loan the other half of your brain to?
if you have a seizure in front of those dogs there is a high chance they just maul you to death lol
apparently
my new pet gato... shes tupid...
Awww I'd let that cute little doggo tear my arm off in one bite any day of the week 💖
i-
Dogs like yeah that guy looks like a bitch woof woof grrr
mr worldwide a freaky dude
believe me been there done that
genuinely
"thanks pitbull"
why not
He isn't that wide though?
bcs he pit the bulls
pit the bulls 
nothing wider than dis
gettin too old for these quirky typing
than deez
my oldday is soon chat!!!
nah nah you gotta hit em with the "sdfsdkjfndlkmsdf" as a react now
bro will be wide after im done
my sovereign mind refuse to stoop so low
I hope all of your Deez and aspirations come true :)
jope chat
idk why it looks like bro is drinking from the inside of a beehive
Unexpected but oddly uplifting
truly the mark of being old
welcome 👴
You are lucky
Why is the child in the background shaking
That is very rare
every once in a while I get a day I wish I won the loto because of how shit working is
peepeepoopoo time
go day trade xal 
Who let this happen
the stockbro mindvirus
still gotta make myself a passport for that, I've been too lazy
butthole
he's gonna be wearing Lockheed martin merch soon enough
john butthole mc stomach
The beginning of a legend
I have a better one now
average dnd name
This at 3 am hits different
just like mad diarrhoea after a bad kebab from a pub crawl
did you all know that minecraft bedrock edition is the same as minecraft PE down to even being able to enable PE's gui in bedrock this is because minecraft bedrock is not made for consoles its a phone game repurposed for a console
I love all the problematic consequences that arise from what is portrayed in this video, that which will destroy humanity as a whole
That's why you never get a kebab in a pub you haven't been to before
Neither have i, i just make shit up
the kebab is from a pub crawl bruv
you get it after or in the middle
so you can keep drinking or stop yourself from dying of alcohol posioning
I only have snacks and bbq wings
american
I was born in the mountains
bruh what that sucks
My parents threw me down a dark chasm and i was to make it out alive to have the right of being considered a true Caucasian
so you crawled out the earths asshole
Haha butthole
maybe, but I don't wish to know the alternative of not having the US army next door
crusty butthole of the earth fr
🦅
what does that make us
the back dimples????
or the cheeks
giant voluptuous cheeks
the earths cheeks is the landmass
The earth has many a butthole sire
I want them on my desk by morning, and I WANT THAT SPIDERMAN
i just got jumpscared by a reflection of a flag
What was the flag
of
Guh
OF headquarters flag
I can't take this anymore
yea u cant
Can i at least have the open doritos pack
Please
no
Fuck my life
gotta pull urself by the bootstraps
do they have a hq
well someone has to host the servers
wonder if they display their top earners
MY GIF
well fuck me. ain't that larry
i hate this
like actually isn't Larry
i ruined it
u even ruined ruined
AGAINJ
SDLPGO JEQRTIHJKQ
just try again
I think it's a bad link
just send it again it happens
try again junimo
kinda like gambling
gottem
you guys are just bullies
it works ⅓ the time
wtf is thatt

NO WAY
MY GIFS DONT WORK
its the future
ah yeah theres an issue with tenor
it is unfortunately by design
u got the very rare no embed curse
use a giphy link
¼ the time??
alas, we were having a jest at your expense
nah nah guys dont bully them
.
stop using tenor
prithee, gather some exp from chatting to gain ranks and develop the skill of posting gifs

xal called me fat and threatened to run over my non-existant dog with a car
am i supposed to be here more often then to actually play the game?
he even shoots dogs in rdr2





