general-2

[opaque lantern]

wanderlust

can i join

[devout surge]

MAN

dms

[exotic raft]

have i been ghost pinged

[opaque lantern]

filterted

can we play

adkapdaksda

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paladins will finish installing in 9 hours

[opaque lantern]

etf

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what

[opaque lantern]

cap

[exotic raft]

no i just have shit internet

sometimes i get better ping on eu servers

[opaque lantern]

can we play when ur done

[exotic raft]

sure

[opaque lantern]

crayons

wana watch yt or sum

vhs tapes

idk

pls🥺

[exotic raft]

why

[opaque lantern]

im bored

i have no games

waiting for paladins

i uninstallted valo

come

gen pc

vc

[exotic raft]

would you rather have unlimited bacon but no games or unlimited games but no games

[opaque lantern]

what

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what

[opaque lantern]

u said games tewicw

twice

[exotic raft]

yeah

[opaque lantern]

come

vc

ashoole

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why

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daddsd

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now what

[opaque lantern]

idk

we watch

sumn

[exotic raft]

why

[opaque lantern]

im bored

[exotic raft]

hi bored

[opaque lantern]

whay do yu eana watch

waht

mandela cat

[sour ravine]

Hi

[exotic raft]

no

[opaque lantern]

QWHATY

TELL M

E[E

WANA PLAY GARTIC HPJONE

PHONME

[exotic raft]

idk what that is

but sure

[opaque lantern]

https://garticphone.com/en/?c=01d0fef38a

come

lok at the gamemodes

chose one

[exotic raft]

now what

[opaque lantern]

my english is bad

tell me one u like

[exotic raft]

secret

[granite smelt]

done @gaunt fractal, gonna try this team l8r

[opaque lantern]

should i continue

oe u wana play icebreajker

@dull valve

xome play with us

people

chayt

crayons

@exotic raft

should i start

[exotic raft]

idc

[opaque lantern]

i did

[exotic raft]

lets do animation

[opaque lantern]

what

I PAINTED YOU IN WHITE

LMAO

ok

mb i left

wait

[exotic raft]

why do you take so long bruh

[opaque lantern]

wtf

knock off

do knock off

ah yes

[exotic raft]

its shattered glass

i hated that

[opaque lantern]

ez

i didnt see

whay was it

[exotic raft]

what was what

[opaque lantern]

@exotic raft

the nimtasion

O mb

[exotic raft]

?

@opaque lantern hurry the fuck up

please

you take so =fucking long

i hate you

[opaque lantern]

lmao

[exotic raft]

???

[opaque lantern]

emotionalol

fasrt''

[exotic raft]

😭

[opaque lantern]

sex

[charred wave]

meow

[exotic raft]

meow

[opaque lantern]

fuck you

crayons

[exotic raft]

i had to

sorry

[opaque lantern]

lerts do sum els

ee

[exotic raft]

smh

[opaque lantern]

https://tenor.com/view/смешно-лол-хаха-хихихиха-clash-royale-gif-24513754

[exotic raft]

i just picked a good one too

i have a good game

[opaque lantern]

sex

[exotic raft]

why are we watching fusionzgamer

i havent watched him in ages

[opaque lantern]

he is awesome

lowkey

[exotic raft]

@opaque lantern

https://www.rpsgame.org/room?id=3f8md

join

@opaque lantern

@opaque lantern

[opaque lantern]

LMAO

[exotic raft]

gg

[opaque lantern]

FUCK

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FUCK

[opaque lantern]

EZ

3 0

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hm?

[opaque lantern]

fuxk

NBROP

hahhaha

ANAAHAHAHAJ

EZ

[exotic raft]

[opaque lantern]

aahahahah

HAHAHAHAHA

OUT PLAYED

LNMDAO

[exotic raft]

" out played "

mk

[opaque lantern]

yes u did

[exotic raft]

i did out play you

yeah

[outer crag]

this place is still alive eh

[quick warren]

was this just added

i swear i didnt see it a second ago lmfao

[opaque lantern]

ahhhahahahja\

NAJASHJAHAJA

[exotic raft]

were playing rock paper scissors

[granite smelt]

you probably just got the role

[quick warren]

ohh

its a role thing?

[exotic raft]

active

[opaque lantern]

HI BOT

[exotic raft]

thats awacs

not bot

[opaque lantern]

oh

mb

rpc

[granite smelt]

yes

[opaque lantern]

prs

RPSS

made me

saiodS
j

gg

[exotic raft]

OUT PLAYED

HAHAHAHHAHAHHHAHAHA

KLMAOOOO

YOU SUCK

[opaque lantern]

SHTUU OP

[exotic raft]

ggs

[quick warren]

can i join

[exotic raft]

you fucking suck lmao

[opaque lantern]

https://tenor.com/view/wazowski-mike-mike-sulivan-meme-monster-inc-gif-19634164

[exotic raft]

sure

he sucks

[opaque lantern]

fuck you

[exotic raft]

https://www.rpsgame.org/room?id=43usr @quick warren

[opaque lantern]

paladins is done

[exotic raft]

ok

mines at 22%

[opaque lantern]

@devout surge

come

emma

[devout surge]

hey

[quick warren]

dang it

[exotic raft]

nt nt

[granite smelt]

vector funny

[quick warren]

was doing good tho

oo

[exotic raft]

damn im ass

what

[quick warren]

nah im just lucky

LOL

[opaque lantern]

come

[exotic raft]

ggs

[quick warren]

ggs

[exotic raft]

im actually fucking cracked at rock paper scissors

[opaque lantern]

fje duck

[quick warren]

the 3-0 just sitting there

[devout surge]

add me so i can add u to the call

[quick warren]

paladins amazing

[exotic raft]

its really not that hard

and yes i have a reason i dont pick first

[opaque lantern]

call?

u on disc

im eu tho

and no mic

💀

[exotic raft]

you gotta phone

and a new one at that

[opaque lantern]

Cant will i be waerin headphones

or whag

[lusty hare]

[opaque lantern]

i did

[devout surge]

aight bet im almost done witht his matfhc

[exotic raft]

matfhc

[opaque lantern]

bro💀

[quick warren]

giving sage from valo

[exotic raft]

id purchase her

ngl

[jolly palm]

Bro on paladins

💀

Bro on androxus

💀

[quick warren]

bro on discord 💀

[jolly palm]

Bro on bro bro 💀

[quick warren]

bro on bro's bro bro 💀

[jolly palm]

Real

[quick warren]

ong

lowkey why

[jolly palm]

Damn

[quick warren]

jiro so dumb to play

in a good way

like people be underestimating you just bcuz he has low dmg

defense*

[jolly palm]

People that still shit talk jiro are actually

Weird

Same with vector

[quick warren]

jiro god

[jolly palm]

Or dusk

[exotic raft]

i just dont find him scary

[quick warren]

lowkey rn

playing like

[exotic raft]

i like playing dusk

[quick warren]

jiro, fait, dusk, ada the most

i think

[exotic raft]

fait is so hot

[opaque lantern]

mommy fr

[quick warren]

fait is my bae

[exotic raft]

you can have her

i got onyx

[quick warren]

thanks

[granite smelt]

momi sori momi sori momi sori momi

[quick warren]

^

very that

[exotic raft]

i thought it was nomi

[granite smelt]

it is

[exotic raft]

oh

[granite smelt]

you thought correctly

[exotic raft]

W

[granite smelt]

nomi but momi

[exotic raft]

no

nomi but nomi

[granite smelt]

mb

[quick warren]

NoMid amirite

😂

jk ily nomi

[exotic raft]

sure

[sour ravine]

Guana

[opaque lantern]

WHAT

what

did u say

[devout surge]

i said

they re joinin apex

vc me here

[opaque lantern]

oh

ok

yeye

ive played before

[quick warren]

apex is so fun

wraith >>>

[exotic raft]

valk >>>>

[quick warren]

hm

[opaque lantern]

yeah

[quick warren]

mirage >>

[exotic raft]

free movement

[opaque lantern]

im eu

[exotic raft]

mirage is medicore

[quick warren]

mirage is fine (apex)

[opaque lantern]

is there cross region

tho

[exotic raft]

i play loba and valk

[opaque lantern]

leme re launch

💀

shit takes ages

ok

im in

[exotic raft]

i havent played apex in ages

[opaque lantern]

u here

?

@devout surge

alr

[exotic raft]

i am going to play ranked

[opaque lantern]

havetn played in a while

~you took tyra

zzzz

[jolly palm]

Fusie mate

[exotic raft]

hes odd

i dont like how his ult works

[jolly palm]

I love it

Its perfect

[exotic raft]

like with all the angleing and shit

i am 1552

i am going to play 1 ranked 1s game

[jolly palm]

Real

[exotic raft]

if its scythe or lance im leaving

its jiro

2 def

i win anyway

[sour ravine]

Ez pickings

[exotic raft]

i left

hes fucking weird grimey stinking ass mother fucker

i hate this game

i genuinely do

so goddamn much

[opaque lantern]

BRUH

SO LOW

[exotic raft]

WOO HOO

FUCKING ORION

WOOO HOOO

NEVER SEEN THAT

i hate myself

[quick warren]

orion kinda fun

[opaque lantern]

IKM GETTING FLANKED

[exotic raft]

bros in fucking gold 3 elo spamming nsig

grow up man

one more

hattori

[sour ravine]

I mean

[opaque lantern]

~low

laddld

[sour ravine]

That sounds like a free win

[opaque lantern]

~tf is thart guy

[exotic raft]

i fucking left

hattori is so fucking easy

[spark hill]

Crayons

Chill

[exotic raft]

im playing hattori and i fucking win

you press two fucking buttons the entire game

[opaque lantern]

~~fucking spammer

[exotic raft]

and you win

shes so easy to play

[opaque lantern]

`what

[exotic raft]

oh my fucking god

artie

[sour ravine]

Real

[exotic raft]

dumbass alien bitch

[spark hill]

Just get plat with hattori then

[sour ravine]

Calm down friend

You’re scaring the cats

[spark hill]

She’s human 😭

[exotic raft]

SHES A FUCKING HOE

[sour ravine]

She means Artemis

[exotic raft]

THATS WHAT SHE IS

[opaque lantern]

wahtyt

[sour ravine]

[spark hill]

Artemis is human

[sour ravine]

No

She isn’t

[spark hill]

Yes she is

[sour ravine]

Unless the lord is lying

[spark hill]

She came from earth

[sour ravine]

*lore

She was human

Not is

[opaque lantern]

ez`

adddatgs

1 more

[sour ravine]

Why’s everybody raging today

[spark hill]

“Born Mary Washington in West Plaza New York, she was a voracious reader with a love for strawberry ice cream. While Mary had a relatively normal childhood, her parents sometimes wondered why she would stare silently into the night sky for hours or read stories of the goddess Artemis killing the hunter Orion over and over again.”

When did she become inhuman

[devout surge]

when she met la creatura

[exotic raft]

I FUCKING HATE ARTIE

[devout surge]

https://tenor.com/view/la-creatura-creature-creture-gif-21862021

[exotic raft]

on more

one

its a kaya

[spark hill]

Spider cat

[exotic raft]

no shot i lose to a kaya

[sour ravine]

Stop

You said that two games ago

[spark hill]

Oh no

[sour ravine]

I’m gonna unplug your internet

[opaque lantern]

https://tenor.com/view/смешно-лол-хаха-хихихиха-clash-royale-gif-24513754

[exotic raft]

i lost to a fucking kaya

im uninstalling

fuck this game

fuck you all

im done

@opaque lantern FUCK YOU TOO

[quick warren]

kaya is fun

[exotic raft]

im blocking anyone who says kaya

[opaque lantern]

wow

iill go

tf

i did

i did

wf

asdlasl

[sleek trellis]

kaya

[exotic raft]

https://open.spotify.com/track/37s8uwIjw72XfMseKJXNOO?si=e8f6fa9df7aa43a6 I FUCKING LOVE ROCKEFELLER STREET

AND DOJA CAT

[sleek trellis]

based

[sour ravine]

Kaya

[dull valve]

me

[gaunt fractal]

@granite smelt @limpid jolt i am so evil

my friend doesn't even know how types work

[granite smelt]

you set a god on them

a literal god

[gaunt fractal]

and i send literal god

[granite smelt]

lol

[exotic raft]

that reminds me

i need to work on my team

[quick warren]

ONE TWO SEVEN THREE

[exotic raft]

mhm

[quick warren]

such a vibe

[exotic raft]

true

MY TEAM DIDNT SAVE

MOTHERFUCKER

[quick warren]

right imagee perms

[exotic raft]

none

[quick warren]

😔

[static hill]

i feel like i should

worst comes to worst, i get the mirage one, but hey, the others are fine ig

[errant sable]

i think im getting sick again

genuinely hate it here

[static hill]

where does it hurt?

[charred wave]

cat

[exotic raft]

cat

@gaunt fractal how is this

no bully pls

[gaunt fractal]

seems fine

except for the EVs

you invested in attack instead of special attack

[exotic raft]

gonna be real here

[gaunt fractal]

also that seems to be a more supportive set so i would probably run max speed instead

[exotic raft]

i do not know the difference

[gaunt fractal]

physical attacks use the attack stat

special attacks use the special attack stat

you only have special moves

[granite smelt]

LMAOOO

[gaunt fractal]

and eternatus has a much higher spatk stat

[exotic raft]

whats the difference between an attack and special attack

[gaunt fractal]

attacks target defense

special attacks target special defense

[exotic raft]

hows this

[gaunt fractal]

i would run max speed timid

with mixed spatk and hp investment

[exotic raft]

ok hows this

[gaunt fractal]

also idk if air balloon would be the best item

[exotic raft]

i just like balloons

[gaunt fractal]

don't run a speed boosting nature

if you're not going max speed

[exotic raft]

im not

oh i am

nvm'

[gaunt fractal]

your nature is boosting speed

[granite smelt]

chansey and blissey are so cute in this game omg

[gaunt fractal]

what game

[granite smelt]

PLA

time to get a kleavor 🥴

like when you get hurt they run towards you

[exotic raft]

what abt this

[gaunt fractal]

again with the special split thing

melmetal's special attack sucks

[exotic raft]

bruh

[gaunt fractal]

so use physical attacks

[exotic raft]

ok

[gaunt fractal]

also

steel roller only works on terrain

and it ends the terrain

so use double iron bash

[exotic raft]

i read that

i shrimply dont know what it means

[gaunt fractal]

don't use it

[silver kernel]

Op

[exotic raft]

oh ok

[errant sable]

my neck, strep throat flare up

as usual

[torn wave]

rip

[granite smelt]

@gaunt fractal 2 new vgc teams i wanna try

[errant sable]

i think i have too much stress in my irl life

[granite smelt]

1 random one and one shit rain team 😎

[errant sable]

i know stress weakens the immune system

[torn wave]

i was thinking that too

take care of yourself val

[wet shell]

multiversus tomorrow!

[torn wave]

sus

[granite smelt]

WWWW!

[gaunt fractal]

i only made 2

[sour ravine]

Guana?

[wet shell]

well
open access tomorrow

[errant sable]

i dont know what i can do

[wet shell]

stfu with that

[torn wave]

honestly im surprised i dont get sick that often

[errant sable]

that would make me less stressed

[sour ravine]

Guana?

[errant sable]

like

[torn wave]

considering im prolly gonna get a heart attack before i turn 20

[errant sable]

the only option is literally i quit my job or work less hours

neither of which

are an option

[torn wave]

hobby maybe?

[errant sable]

do u think i have time to consistently do hobbies

[torn wave]

idk its not like im doing well in that department either

[exotic raft]

im a carrier for strep

i forgot about that

[granite smelt]

I like to do long drives on the highway with loud bas music overtaking everyone to relieve stress

[exotic raft]

i cant drive

[granite smelt]

Its super easy nowadays, because everyone drives too slow where I live to save gas

so you can overtake them and feel super fast, whilst driving legally

[exotic raft]

woah

[torn wave]

i like to torture myself in vscode and lunar magic

[exotic raft]

i uninstalled brawl btw

[granite smelt]

ctrl shift P

[wet shell]

I like to have a panic attack and cry

[errant sable]

well i know i was supposed to go to the dr so they could do my tests on my throat and see if i just have a naturally higher level of strep bacteria

[exotic raft]

i havent cried in ages

[errant sable]

(everyone carries strep bacteria natural to ur tonsils / throat)

[torn wave]

thats so old fashioned

[errant sable]

but sometimes that bacteria can get out of control and make you sick

[exotic raft]

wtf are tonsils

[granite smelt]

I like chocolate

And puddles

jumping in puddles is the best

[errant sable]

or sometimes someone elses out of control bacteria makes YOU sick

[granite smelt]

same

[torn wave]

the amount of bullshit i had to pull to make smb 1-2 port to smw is insane

at least by my standards

[errant sable]

oval pads just behind ur tongue

[exotic raft]

just play smm2

[granite smelt]

I use vscode for work, all I ever press is ctrl + shift + p

[wet shell]

why

[granite smelt]

hotkey for everything

XD

i love that menu

[torn wave]

ctrl+k chords tho

command pallet is pretty poggers tho

[wet shell]

@grand pulsar vs code

[granite smelt]

I only use ctrl + k for line comments

[granite smelt]

with ctrl k,c k,u

[torn wave]

this fucking mess

[granite smelt]

also

I always press ctrl + k + d by accident

[torn wave]

these bitchass platforms

[exotic raft]

i dont think ducc knows what smm2 is

[granite smelt]

cuz im used to vs 20xx

instead of vscode

[torn wave]

and this bullshit

[granite smelt]

where its shift + alt + f

[torn wave]

idk ive never used vs

its still loading 🗿

[granite smelt]

vs is the best

vs code is like baby version

less powerful

[torn wave]

well

less powerful for c languages

[granite smelt]

Depends on what you are making though

Yes

XD

[wet shell]

I prefer to not wait 10 years when accidentally double clicking a json file

[granite smelt]

I was about to add that

Kinda realized not everyone uses C languages

[torn wave]

vs is kinda useless for anything else

[granite smelt]

I use vscode for powershell too

yeah

[exotic raft]

mfw nerd chat

[torn wave]

ew

cmd > ps

[granite smelt]

i love powershell

[torn wave]

ps is ugly

wait dejavu

[granite smelt]

we've had this talk before

XD

[torn wave]

already said that before didnt i

[granite smelt]

I write "Get-ChildItem" about 50 times a day

[torn wave]

how about you Get-SomeBitches

[granite smelt]

never

powershel lis the best

[torn wave]

struct Bitches

idk i never touched cpp objects

c was meant to procedural

[granite smelt]

C and C++ suck

[torn wave]

why complicate it with bullshit classes

[granite smelt]

C# is the way

F# also sucks

[torn wave]

fug off

[granite smelt]

C# is the best

get some CLASS

[torn wave]

C-- best

Cflat

[granite smelt]

@gaunt fractal internet straight up trash

bet you can't scream in c minor

[torn wave]

youve heard of functional programming

now get ready for

dysfunctional programming

[granite smelt]

I used to dislike python

I have not changed much

[torn wave]

python is pretty good

not great

[exotic raft]

cat can you ask ducc if he knows what smm2 is

[granite smelt]

BUt it just feels bad

I dont like writing python

its powerful and can do what I want

but it does not FEEEL GOOD

[torn wave]

pep8? whats that

fuck formatting

[granite smelt]

autopep

can do it for you

XD

its really nice

[torn wave]

i do agree tho python has too many pythonisms

i hate pep8

[granite smelt]

XD

[torn wave]

so its not like i care

[granite smelt]

but autopep8

is a thing

https://pypi.org/project/autopep8/

[torn wave]

pep8 succs

im just not gonna comply

[granite smelt]

I remember I had a code base

that had such a bad pep8 score

with linting

It had I think 30k files not obeying any rules

[torn wave]

good

[granite smelt]

autopep8 cut it down to only half a week of work for 3 people to correct

[torn wave]

anarchy is best

[granite smelt]

autopep8 great

saves time

[torn wave]

well

just dont worry about pep8

or autopep8

now you save even more time

[granite smelt]

I read the standard often

cause I often review python code

[torn wave]

code readability? whats that

[granite smelt]

and I often deny garbage code

YOU KNOW WHAT THEY SAY

DRY

make everything functions

[torn wave]

now this
this is fucking awful

💩

[karmic elm]

https://tenor.com/view/vib-ribbon-pipe-bomb-mail-vibri-pipe-bomb-in-the-mail-gif-25036065

[torn wave]

dont blame me for this it was cheese's idea

to use fucking fstrings

[granite smelt]

does python even make spaces for this?

or is it just "Invalid variabelColour"

[karmic elm]

[torn wave]

or this mess

[granite smelt]

fstrings are great

[torn wave]

of 40-something if statements

[granite smelt]

unreadable format is bad

[torn wave]

yes but not like this

[torn wave]

this

[karmic elm]

going yandere dev typed beat with all all them if else lines

[torn wave]

i put the space in the var

so if the var is empty i dont get a double space

pythonism

[granite smelt]

[torn wave]

fuck variable cloning

[granite smelt]

SO the variable can be empty?

[torn wave]

there are no else's

[granite smelt]

what a GREAT output

[torn wave]

what

[granite smelt]

smh

[torn wave]

how else am i supposed to output
"Colour" vs "Team Colour"

[granite smelt]

I'm personally offended at the code

I'm leaving this chat now to go beat up people in brawl

OH WAIT

i cant

cause im downloading games

Ducc youll get this probably

I made a big mistake setting up my internet

[torn wave]

(body1, body2, special) = [[change_brightness(a[2], hue_shift=h, brightness_mod=b, saturation_mod=s) for h, b, s in zip(hue_shifts, brightness_mods, saturation_mods)] for a in (body1, body2, special)]
one line

[granite smelt]

I used cat5 cables

[torn wave]

well cya in 3 years

[granite smelt]

XDD

I have to redo it all with cat6

cuz

my cables support 100mbit...

I have 1000 mbit

[torn wave]

dude get cat7

future proof

[granite smelt]

I was considering it, but its 3 times as expensive

and cat6 supports 10 gbit

[torn wave]

welp

[granite smelt]

i mean

I wont live her eforever

[torn wave]

do you wanna redo it again in a few years?

[granite smelt]

and I wont ever get over 10 gbit here

[torn wave]

eh sure

[granite smelt]

I will move to a house in a few years instead of this apartment

and then I need new cabling

cuz new lengths

so yes actually

I feel like it was a good choice

[gaunt fractal]

@granite smelt can we fight now

my teams are so fucked

[granite smelt]

once I do move, I will get cat7 XD

its not that expensive

its quite cheap

its just unecessary atm

[torn wave]

we all love magic numbers dont we

[granite smelt]

and I cant use same cable lenght

cuz I make all the cables from scratch

to fit them through the walls

[granite smelt]

Atleats most people will understand the 255

it could be worse

[granite smelt]

I hate that

[granite smelt]

yh sure

why would you send terror like that

to me

[torn wave]

and

looking through pillow's documentation to see if theres a draw rect function? nah
lets plob down some lines and resize

[granite smelt]

[torn wave]

on the bright side

thats one less dep

even tho i literally still have to use pillow cuz i iant rewriting image reading and writing

[errant sable]

found a story i wrote in 2017 and i never realized how hard core i used writing to vent

[torn wave]

imagine venting haha im gonna fucking explode haha

[errant sable]

im

[karmic elm]

I see 1

[errant sable]

I realized how lonely I was. All my friends were on the internet miles away. I couldn’t make a friend in real life, and the rare occasions in which I made a friend, I lost them pretty quickly. I felt like my life was a failure. I lost people I cared about, I basically am a lonely embarrassment who sucks at life.
This was part of the story LMAO ALL MY MAIN CHARS WERE LIKE THIS

[exotic raft]

I HAVE THERAPY TMMR

[errant sable]

DEEPLY TRAUMATIZED OR DEPRESSED

[granite smelt]

I HOPE YOUR CLIENT LIKES YOU

[exotic raft]

shes hot

[torn wave]

theres 0 elses in that function

[errant sable]

like the way i remember it

was i was just writing for fun

but i look at this and im like

do i seriously

have a whole ass page

on why this char thinks they are worthless

damn val projecting much?

[unreal vessel]

me too thanks

[torn wave]

1. double space after fullstop better than single space
2. kilometres > miles
3. damn that edgy

[errant sable]

i KNOW

[torn wave]

you shouldve seen my writing in 11th grade

[errant sable]

this was like,

10t grade i think

my 8th grade writing is so much worse

[karmic elm]

wait

oh mb

[torn wave]

millibit

[errant sable]

i have this one story about a girl who spent her whole life trying to find her mom just to finally meet u p with her and before they have a chance to even say hello, the mother dies

[torn wave]

we had to write a speech about something that shaped our personalities

[errant sable]

(my mom died)

[karmic elm]

no it speaks to I can relate :emo_emoji:

[torn wave]

i wrote about my uncle who died when he was in 7th grade

[granite smelt]

i keep disconnecting everytiime i send a challenge @gaunt fractal

[torn wave]

if my speaking skills were so dogshit i wouldve gotten first in my section

[exotic raft]

i dont write anything

[errant sable]

i also have a story about a girl who is like tortured by this group and they 'let her go' just to stalk her and kill everyone she grows any meaningful connection to

[gaunt fractal]

💀

[errant sable]

i wrote that when i was 12

i probably shouldve seeked therapy sooner

[exotic raft]

i wrote books about a taco man when i was 12

i think i made like 5 10 page books

[granite smelt]

I turned 13 when I was 12

[exotic raft]

they werent even books really

just

extended pargraphs

[errant sable]

this story filled a 90 page note book

i wrote it in one night

[exotic raft]

oh

thats fun

[granite smelt]

i keep disconnecting everytiime i send a challenge @gaunt fractal

[unreal vessel]

jeez

[exotic raft]

didnt you just say that

[karmic elm]

I wrote about about god knows what but it probably read schizophrenic

[errant sable]

the worst part is

my fam found the story abt the girl and her mom once

and read it out loud to me

[exotic raft]

IM SCHIZOPHRENIC

[errant sable]

and made fun of me

im over here like

"my moms dead."

[unreal vessel]

[karmic elm]

OORAH!

[granite smelt]

gonna have to try thus l8r on probs

[errant sable]

so now i refuse to let them se emy writing ever again

[exotic raft]

good

[errant sable]

but seriously with the shit i wrote i needed serious mental help

[exotic raft]

im still waiting on mine lmao

[errant sable]

9 year old me would constantly think about every single possible way i could be kidnapped and murdered

[exotic raft]

i kinda regret lying to my therapist

[torn wave]

meanwhile me with attachment and emotional issues 👩‍🏭

[exotic raft]

now mine is the opposite

[karmic elm]

I am fortunate enough TO FINALLY get mental help

but the fact it took so many years is ridiculous

[exotic raft]

well i didnt like like i said

actually i did

nvm

[granite smelt]

wow lag exists

[exotic raft]

whats that

[granite smelt]

👏

[exotic raft]

high five

[errant sable]

ill be real with yall

i went from

"why am i feeling depressed" to "oh its because i convinced myself i didnt need meds and i was faking everything when i was manic so i stopped taking them" very fast

[exotic raft]

i never took my meds

still prob wont

[errant sable]

honestly give em a shot

[exotic raft]

i did

for 3 days

[errant sable]

you gotta do like

way longer than that

[exotic raft]

i just dont see how the fuck something so small is gonna change how i think

i just cant believe it

[errant sable]

antidepressants/anxiety dont work overnight

and they change your brain chemistry

and your brain chemistry being fucked up is why you think the way you do

so by FIXING it

you can think like a normal person again

but its a process

it could take months

[exotic raft]

i highly doubt thats gonna happen lmao

[errant sable]

well thats your problem them

[granite smelt]

stfu

[errant sable]

you can decide to not take the help handed to you

or you can give it a chance

[exotic raft]

i did

like i said

for 3 days

[errant sable]

and take the 2 seconds a day to take the meds

3 days isnt a chance crayons

these things need at least a month

[exotic raft]

in those 2 seconds i could be top fragging

im an entry fragger

[unreal vessel]

unfortunately they're not magic
moreso they're supposed to raise you to a normal baseline so you're able to work on your issues more easily from there

also yeah they need at least 2 weeks to start kicking in

[errant sable]

i ju st happened to switch to manic when i started my meds

so i thought they worked instantly

my therapist was like "that doesnt make sense"

then she started asking questions

"any big purchases?

"yea i spent 900$ on a computer"

[unreal vessel]

but it also varies person to person which type of meds work
i'm currently going down the laundry list myself

[errant sable]

"...did you need the computer"

"no."

[exotic raft]

YOU DID

[rocky grotto]

Damn

[exotic raft]

for brawlhalla

[errant sable]

"okay... now it makes sense."

[rocky grotto]

Tell us more

Go into detail

[errant sable]

damn if youre not interested go away

[rocky grotto]

What did the floor look like

[exotic raft]

probably carpet

mines is anyway

[rocky grotto]

Ouuuu

[granite smelt]

we asked crayons

shut the FUCK up crayons

[exotic raft]

u mad

u maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

[granite smelt]

@vast glade can i spam inv 😍

[vast glade]

No

Why are the annoying people never in discord servers

I want to tell them how shit their run away spot dodge playstyles are

[granite smelt]

kk

[vast glade]

Wanna ranked 3v3

?

[granite smelt]

this lag is

horrendous

[granite smelt]

sure

[vast glade]

Omg got level 2 of the bp5 podium!!!!

[torn wave]

weak

[granite smelt]

omg!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm still waiting for my internet to work and play music

aaaah

[leaden peak]

guys

ive reached phase 3.

[granite smelt]

that was

way too close omg

[opaque lantern]

dududududu

[exotic raft]

you suck at rock paper scissors

[granite smelt]

rock paper scissors shoot
I choose rock

[torn wave]

i choose paper

you lose

[granite smelt]

I write "loser" on the paper
making me the victor by default

[torn wave]

i pick up the spare scissors and cut out your writing

i also stab you in the heart

[granite smelt]

bruh

[torn wave]

you are dead

[exotic raft]

@granite smelt https://www.rpsgame.org/room?id=6ljp4

1v1

i didnt see how fast you picked the first one

lmao

[granite smelt]

this game sucks

[exotic raft]

this game is fun

wym

[granite smelt]

rigged

[granite smelt]

I got distracted as fuck and didn't join

[exotic raft]

OH

that makes sense why this is so easy

[granite smelt]

eh

because its vs me

I'm not good at rps either

no strategy because when I make one I overthink

[exotic raft]

i have one

and its super simple

[granite smelt]

"don't lose"

its so rigged

[exotic raft]

no its not

[granite smelt]

yes it is

[exotic raft]

its fucking rock paper scissors

[granite smelt]

if it isnt rigged how am i losing

[exotic raft]

how do you rig it

[granite smelt]

its pay to win

[exotic raft]

???

[granite smelt]

what if you linked to a bot that always picks the winning choice and you're not even playing

🤯

[exotic raft]

thats just stupid

[granite smelt]

because ive won like twice

it would be a funny epic prank

it wouldnt be

[exotic raft]

i want to explain my strat

[granite smelt]

realism so you don't know what's going on

[exotic raft]

but then id lose

[granite smelt]

explain it

[leaden peak]

E

[exotic raft]

no

[granite smelt]

I don't think you have one

:D

[leaden peak]

dang

[exotic raft]

i do actually

[leaden peak]

crayons

personally

[exotic raft]

what

[leaden peak]

i wouldnt et that slide

cant type

[exotic raft]

i know

and you stink

[leaden peak]

no

[exotic raft]

and youre short

[leaden peak]

i dont

dude

[exotic raft]

:D

[leaden peak]

im probably taller than you

[exotic raft]

how tall are you

[leaden peak]

6'0

[exotic raft]

and how old are you

[leaden peak]

16

[granite smelt]

small

im 8ft

[exotic raft]

and how many woman do you have

[leaden peak]

NOW ABOUT THAT

[exotic raft]

a:D

[leaden peak]

I was close

[exotic raft]

oops

" close "

[leaden peak]

close.

[granite smelt]

ok so what's your strategy crayon s

[exotic raft]

if i tell you im not playing anymore

[granite smelt]

just dm it to me

i left anyway

I'm not even playing