💬off-topic-swordsmen

[hazy crater]

Hehe good luck

[whole veldt]

Yapping oh hell nah

[hazy crater]

Wb

[whole veldt]

Time to reach lvl 55 today

[real seal]

Im close to 50

[hazy crater]

Yay let's go

[river kraken]

What if I just spam random emojis

[whole veldt]

[hazy crater]

Oh about that u might be sent to unauthorised hiatus

[river kraken]

[hazy crater]

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-happycadogt-laughing-guffawing-cackling-gif-18346867944761881351

[hazy crater]

Lmao 🤣

[real seal]

Lmao

[hazy crater]

You're getting creative with this meme

[real seal]

Me and my friends in a call

[hazy crater]

Your 4th friend stands out

[real seal]

He is short

[whole veldt]

Imagine someone asks you out for a coffee date and says let’s split bills on a 4$ coffee, meanwhile your cosmetic costs 10th the coffee he’s not able to pay but demands you to look pretty

[river kraken]

[whole veldt]

[whole veldt]

Wait a second hahahaha

[hazy crater]

I'm speechless

[whole veldt]

🤣🤣🤣

[hazy crater]

I don't have goose memes

[river kraken]

15 more points, almost there 💩

[hazy crater]

You got this

[whole veldt]

[river kraken]

💯

[hazy crater]

How far now

[river kraken]

9 more left

[whole veldt]

The final version

[hazy crater]

Yay let's goo

[hazy crater]

[graceful void]

[whole veldt]

[river kraken]

🤓

[graceful void]

Owo the late night hours

Happy Saturday

[hazy crater]

[whole veldt]

Apmieee our beloved

[graceful void]

I saw dis goose today!

Many goose

[hazy crater]

Aww apmie happy Saturday dear

[river kraken]

[hazy crater]

Congrats on level 2

[graceful void]

Uwu leveling up?

[hazy crater]

I'm stealing this

[graceful void]

Me watching kdrama

[real seal]

Oh nice

[hazy crater]

Yes they were trying to reach level 2

[hazy crater]

Enjoy my dear ❤️

[river kraken]

Gracias!! Domo! 👍

[slender heart]

https://tenor.com/view/dance-goose-gif-5084962783911557164

[real seal]

Mo more goose

It was a good goose party

[hazy crater]

I'm the least silly

[real seal]

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/goose-canadian-goose-goosy-cobra-chicken-gif-12072863916523663112

[real seal]

Thats a small goose

[hazy crater]

Ai did me dirty

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/bingus-bongus-date-binguscord-bath-gif-18791576

[whole veldt]

[graceful void]

[candid drum]

hiiii

[whole veldt]

Elloo

https://tenor.com/view/cat-police-control-criminal-gif-9781177113057698956

[hazy crater]

[whole veldt]

[graceful void]

The goose DMs me

[hazy crater]

Oh what happened

[graceful void]

Just the newsletter

Me thinking I got a real message

[whole veldt]

[hazy crater]

[whole veldt]

Imagine you’re waiting for the message of your beloved one

[graceful void]

It’s all over

[whole veldt]

But the only message you receive is a spam mail from a lord called goose

[real seal]

[graceful void]

At least the goose loves me

[whole veldt]

That happens way too often

[graceful void]

[whole veldt]

🪿

[hazy crater]

[whole veldt]

Hahahahahaha

https://tenor.com/view/chiyochan-chiyo-creature-azumanga-daioh-azumanga-gif-1583268199963532315

[hazy crater]

[whole veldt]

[real seal]

this one is the best

[real seal]

[whole veldt]

Meanwhile me 15 mins later
Opens google how to end my own being in the most harmless way

[hazy crater]

[graceful void]

Me go sleepy good night good day everyone

[whole veldt]

Good night sweet apmie sleep well and sweet dreams

[hazy crater]

Night sleep well apmie 😍

Chi the other offtopic is wierd , don't entertain it too much my dear

[whole veldt]

Nah I’m just there to farm more exp

[hazy crater]

[whole veldt]

🤣

[solemn summit]

Off topic swords...men....

[whole veldt]

Only for the goated ones

[solemn summit]

I see wo...men

[whole veldt]

I believe I’m a better tank and dps then most men here

[night aurora]

I am afraid of Women.

[whole veldt]

[solemn summit]

+1. Me too.

[night aurora]

Stop the 🧢

[solemn summit]

Oh? Show proof.

[night aurora]

https://tenor.com/view/dab-me-up-generation-dab-hell-yeah-brother-gif-13958265211777298622

[hazy crater]

Me too, but we should never entertain thier nonsense, I saw u forgive onyx lad too,

[solemn summit]

https://tenor.com/view/high-five-lets-go-lets-get-it-tap-in-lock-in-gif-8520440173363643767

[whole veldt]

With the coolest drip

[hazy crater]

[night aurora]

I see.

[whole veldt]

This once but if he oversteps it again i will send him straight to prison with no return

[solemn summit]

It's dripping so much that my hands are sweaty, it's coming outside my phone.

[hazy crater]

Hehe nice, he's still rotten on my block list, still the same behaviour

[night aurora]

Aye yo what

[solemn summit]

... it's....hot here ..bad joke

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/wild-wild-stuff-seinfeld-gif-13699206688270984052

[solemn summit]

Let me go die of embarrassment

[whole veldt]

Can’t login during wifi issues that needs to be fixed this month but my mastery is over 30k

[night aurora]

Palms Sweaty Moms Spaghetti?

[whole veldt]

I wish we could give this chat a lock

[solemn summit]

I have become spaghetti from heat

[whole veldt]

So only chosen one can enter

[hazy crater]

Fr

[whole veldt]

[solemn summit]

Hmph, mine too I have 30000.

[night aurora]

Aye, we shall be spaghettified together as we enter the Event Horizon.

[night aurora]

Gatekeeping smh.

[whole veldt]

Obviously

If you guys search for your own kind

[slender heart]

https://tenor.com/view/monkey-thinking-monkey-thinking-think-money-gif-9734025314392564509

[whole veldt]

You know there’s another offtopic

[night aurora]

I am everyone I want to be.

[whole veldt]

Meh

[night aurora]

Solipsism heavy.

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/beomgyu-unbothered-eating-watching-calm-gif-26390473

[night aurora]

From that angle, it looks like a bag of Pringles.

[hazy crater]

Bet

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/ok-bye-okk-okay-thinking-thinking-cat-gif-6564340198081276037

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/nayeon-gif-15363961904053181622

[solemn summit]

Chibana...ur name reminds me of "tachibana" some japanese name. Not sure where I heard it lol

[whole veldt]

Yeah someone just recently called me that as well

But I’m way cooler

[night aurora]

https://tenor.com/view/cooler-outro-fighterz-dbfz-grab-gif-20330535

Cooler?

[solemn summit]

The coolest lol

[whole veldt]

[night aurora]

I forgot which anime this is.

[whole veldt]

I dont know either haha

[fervent moon]

cooler movie

[night aurora]

Damn

[fervent moon]

db

[solemn summit]

Cooler is from dragon ball

[night aurora]

Nuh ub

[solemn summit]

Freeza's brother I believe.

[fervent moon]

yeah

his older brother

[whole veldt]

[fervent moon]

but he's not canon, he's movie only

[clear isle]

holy, the kids that don't know db, sad reality

[night aurora]

Then there's Freezer.

[fervent moon]

i actually like cooler more

[whole veldt]

Db is overrated go watch Gintama

[night aurora]

Frieza still the goat

[fervent moon]

https://tenor.com/view/frieza-halloween-frieza-eusine-gif-24044895

[night aurora]

Health me.

Pulp. Pulp Fiction!

[whole veldt]

I watched I can’t get over the ending

[night aurora]

Ah yes.

[solemn summit]

Nah, it's childhood memeory, for me nothing comes ahead of it.

[whole veldt]

Still laughing whenever I think about it

[night aurora]

Goated Anime.

[whole veldt]

I believe it’s time to rewatch

[night aurora]

Watch Grand Blue.

https://tenor.com/view/grand-blue-hide-scared-going-underwater-gif-16490628

[whole veldt]

Kinda the same but it’s more Naruto for me
I stopped somewhere at shippuden season 13 lost track need to rewatch again

[whole veldt]

Is it an isekai ?

[night aurora]

Comedy.

[fervent moon]

no,its a college comedy

[whole veldt]

Aaah wait

Omg I know this one hahahaha

[night aurora]

https://tenor.com/view/grand-blue-kohei-anime-make-face-weird-gif-16311522

[whole veldt]

I was watching this one with someone he showed it to me a few months ago

[night aurora]

Peak comedy.

[whole veldt]

Also one of my favs is great teacher Onizuka

I love this guy

[night aurora]

GTO?!

[whole veldt]

Yesss

[night aurora]

You have good taste.

[whole veldt]

[night aurora]

I need to rewatch Terraformars again.

https://tenor.com/view/terraformars-gif-9539710

[solemn summit]

Tra+uma = Trauma. I still remember that line lol.

When he shows tiger painting to the girl

Blonde

[whole veldt]

Someone downloaded blue submarine 6 for me after I had to find out it’s banned everywhere after that I wanted to watch ergo proxy

I love the blonde girl

[night aurora]

Ohh, Ergo Proxy

[whole veldt]

[night aurora]

Ball Knower.

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-smiling-cat-cute-cat-cat-meme-smiling-gif-10086598795453609558

[stuck mantle]

[whole veldt]

[real seal]

Dis had me crying

[whole veldt]

HAHAHAHA

[real seal]

[real seal]

His face i cant

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/fish-wtf-face-gif-3910649995586292876

🤣

[real seal]

https://tenor.com/view/scuba-dance-scuba-cat-scuba-scuba-meme-gif-10439798204893537246

[hazy crater]

[real seal]

Maybe im blind

[hazy crater]

Annoying this NPC

[real seal]

Thats me when im alone in my room

[hazy crater]

[real seal]

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/essica-monthly-bnuy-16th-gif-3368535926179371070

[whole veldt]

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGdHC68f9/

[whole veldt]

I used to be obsessed with them

[hazy crater]

It keeps loading

[whole veldt]

Wait does it not work

Better

[slender heart]

https://tenor.com/view/dancing-sphynx-cat-sphynx-cat-dancing-gif-22501936

[stone saddle]

https://tenor.com/view/bingus-bingus-tat-bingus-swag-i-love-bingus-repost-gif-19900700

[hazy crater]

It works now yay😍

[whole veldt]

reposts 1000 times

https://tenor.com/view/bingus-gif-24691789

If my future husband isn’t like that I don’t want him

[hazy crater]

🤣 🤣

Chi this came out well but behind the scene

[whole veldt]

The pose is so random

[whole veldt]

The arms 🤣🤣🤣

[hazy crater]

I'm doing all the dances just to go in, curiosity might kill me, hopefully I won't be stuck 😭

[whole veldt]

Mom help me im stuck

[hazy crater]

🤣 🤣

Imagine if those boxes were interactive

[devout sage]

Any kind of ritual?

[hazy crater]

Random gif I found

[devout sage]

Hmm I see

[hazy crater]

Hru

[devout sage]

Am good what about you

[hazy crater]

Good,

[devout sage]

Good Good

[hazy crater]

Great great

[devout sage]

Yupp Yupp

[hazy crater]

Yh yhhh

[devout sage]

Mhm mhm

[real seal]

Fr fr

[hazy crater]

Sure sure

Wb fish

[acoustic flower]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-smiling-cat-cute-cat-cat-meme-smiling-gif-10086598795453609558

[hazy crater]

Fish I have already asked my question in the #🦢ask-devs-anything

Ask them to make buckets 🪣 interactive

[uncut breach]

...

[real seal]

But for what

[hazy crater]

To go in,

[real seal]

Ooh

[whole veldt]

More to scam let’s put our nwm friends inside and smuggle them inside of velvet shade

[hazy crater]

I remember one the encounter for the 🍃 one of the children was able to hide in there

It's possible

[hazy crater]

[whole veldt]

[hazy crater]

[real seal]

They should make a hid and seek mode

[hazy crater]

Definitely

[real seal]

[whole veldt]

[hazy crater]

[hazy crater]

[stone saddle]

https://tenor.com/view/ping-gif-15323150284858550332

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/bingus-cat-gif-11591925905258179985

The bingus nation is rising

[whole veldt]

Im definitely not delusional at all

[night aurora]

Delulu is the solulu.

[whole veldt]

[slender heart]

https://tenor.com/view/haha-jokes-gif-24838174

[whole veldt]

https://youtu.be/RD_WjKf2DRQ?is=y7vbAAlWY_aStWMU

[hazy crater]

Cute

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/doudou-oye-cat-funny-cat-love-cats-gif-13560839042944678924

[valid heath]

👋🏻

[hazy crater]

Hello junior

[valid heath]

Sup senior?

[hazy crater]

Not much, about to head out
Wbu junior

[valid heath]

Not much too

Tc

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/orange-cat-bite-orange-cat-orange-cat-attack-gif-10142361798712867466

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/kitten-kitty-cute-kittens-kittens-cats-gif-230916954988053680

See you in abit my dear

[whole veldt]

You too my love take care hehe

[green path]

Is there a t7 inner way in chinese version or any news about t7 inner way?

[whole veldt]

Ask in #⚔️swordsman-questions

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/san-valentin-gif-8022758834552143209

[quick moth]

Hiii

[quick moth]

No

[whole veldt]

[hazy crater]

How is your evening my dear

[exotic swallow]

Image perms when

[hazy crater]

U will unlock at Level 5 I believe

[whole veldt]

Hmm I tried to take a nap but failed haha and now it’s dinner time, my head hurts a bit and it’s quiet today I don’t really now what I should do with my time

And yours ? 💕 💕

[valid heath]

https://tenor.com/view/ffxv-noctis-you-guys-are-the-best-feels-final-fantasy5-gif-17773802

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-look-side-eye-bombastic-bombastic-side-eye-gif-2838294034054004015

[sterile fiber]

Why Chi and Bea are active here

[whole veldt]

Because this is our hideout

[sterile fiber]

Hideout ?? Hiding from who any way

[hazy crater]

Aww the failed nap the headache are the worst combo sorry dear, hopefully u had dinner at least and drink more water.

[whole veldt]

No one but this used to be the og place

It’s our castle

[sterile fiber]

Come back to #💬off-topic

[whole veldt]

[hazy crater]

We are mostly around here

[hazy crater]

Mine was a bit hectic around the afternoon, I ditched the birthday I went to. Too many people

[real seal]

[sterile fiber]

Goooood even though Air Conditioner is turned on still there's so heat and sweat

[sterile fiber]

Fishyyyyyy

[hazy crater]

[whole veldt]

No way I was looking forward to since you said you plan to look great that evening

[sterile fiber]

People are injurious to health

[quick moth]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-happycadogt-laughing-guffawing-cackling-gif-18346867944761881351

[whole veldt]

[sterile fiber]

You belong to #💬martial-pavilion

[hazy crater]

it went well but the heels kind made wanna head home early

[whole veldt]

He belongs wherever he wants

[whole veldt]

I can image

[sterile fiber]

He speaks so much about game

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/high-heels-heels-on-ice-struggling-gif-17121696

[real seal]

Sup bro

[sterile fiber]

Good wt about you

[whole veldt]

And he also talks about offtopic stuff

[real seal]

Doing great just finishing my mids

[whole veldt]

French fries and burger

[hazy crater]

Yummy 😋

[whole veldt]

Ngl I don’t know how to walk in heels at all but to my own luck since I sit in a wheelchair I can wear them no and no one would ever find it

[real seal]

Hello

[sterile fiber]

You're still writing exams ?

[real seal]

Just finished today

[quick moth]

https://tenor.com/view/cute-boy-anime-hair-gif-13421336834178322019

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-arrive-cat-kitten-jump-bounce-gif-2199986893345488897

[hazy crater]

Aww i love that, it also helps position legs mostly specially on wheelchair. Mine was new heels😭 uncomfortable

[whole veldt]

Man what on earth is wrong with me that I can’t eat like a normal human being

I hate myself

[hazy crater]

Take your time🥹

[real seal]

Cuuuute

[real seal]

Lmao

[quick moth]

LOL

[whole veldt]

[hazy crater]

It will come off, I'm glad u ate😍

[whole veldt]

Lmao

Remember my new white top ?

Don’t let me near food and something white at the same time

[valid heath]

True, stains come off

[whole veldt]

Mhm we saw how good it came off lol

[hazy crater]

Chii it happens, I have lost 4 white rugs, I gave up my floor is empty now. I kept dropping on wines

[valid heath]

Well you can soak it in water for some time before spinning it in the wash

[whole veldt]

But it shouldn’t if I like the clothes

After all they’re barely 2 weeks old

[whole veldt]

Nope

[hazy crater]

That one is painful 😭

[valid heath]

I even got blood stains on my white uniform before, and it dried up

[whole veldt]

Cool Kiz cool

[valid heath]

I'm just saying you could give it a try

[hazy crater]

[whole veldt]

[real seal]

[hazy crater]

U have drunk enough tea junior

[real seal]

Nah its coffee

I love it

[hazy crater]

[whole veldt]

[real seal]

[whole veldt]

That makes me miss my milk tea

I wish there would be a sugar free version from the one I usually drink

[hazy crater]

Aww possible they might have that option available

[quick moth]

https://tenor.com/view/higuruma-hiromi-higuruma-jujutsu-kaisen-jujutsu-kaisen-meme-jjk-memes-gif-10370496866020481076

[whole veldt]

I tried many

Korean and Japanese brands

Funny enough local one are only either Korean or Japanese there’s no German shop who sells any

[whole veldt]

And sugar makes chi round but chi doesn’t wanna be round

It’s the forbidden love

[real seal]

https://tenor.com/view/despicable-me-agnes-cute-i-have-chubby-cheeks-chubby-cheeks-gif-17482594

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-blush-gif-27711042

[hazy crater]

Those are normally very sweet 😭 I feel ya🫂

[whole veldt]

Exactly what happens

[real seal]

I consider my face rounded when its not

[whole veldt]

I have too much cheekbones

I hide them behind my hair

Kinda insecure about it lol

[sharp vigil]

the two things WWM players fear the most. Employment and excercise

[whole veldt]

I can confirm I fear employment a lot

[sharp vigil]

you have a fair excuse tbh XD

[hazy crater]

Fact check ❌

[hazy crater]

It's ok to feel that, I overcome my big forehead too, I will slowly let my chubby cheeks shine soon

[heavy seal]

OHHHHHHHHHHH!

[whole veldt]

But you have such a pretty face that’s honestly the least thing I would notice, your eyes distract a lot they’re very beautiful 💕 💕

[hazy crater]

Aww ty my dear, you too

[whole veldt]

I wish I wish but chi doesn’t like herself at all

[hazy crater]

Chii is beautiful

[sharp vigil]

why arent you both as kind to yourselves as you are to others 🙁

[whole veldt]

Some made fun of me about my neck because it seems so „long“ lmao

[whole veldt]

Issues haha

People told me all my life that I’m ugly

Even my own mom

[hazy crater]

Ehh I'm a bit selfish when it comes to me

[sharp vigil]

give me their coordinates, the problem will no longer be a problem

[whole veldt]

I only lost weight during health issues with my thyroid, before that everyone felt disgusted about me lmao
I always thought once I’m skinny i would finally feel better but that never happened
I grew more insecure and controlling over everything I eat

[dense mantle]

Good evening guys.

[hazy crater]

Those people are truly........

[whole veldt]

I wish I could haha too many to even count

[whole veldt]

Elloo

[sharp vigil]

i need to order more missiles. gotcha

[hazy crater]

Helo

[dense mantle]

Today i slept 15 hours ☕. Finally put of bed 👀

[whole veldt]

That’s truly impressive 🥲

[sharp vigil]

sounds like you needed it

[dense mantle]

Holiday for me means sleep 12+ hours and relax and play games. After that weekdays are to much pain 🥲

[dense mantle]

After 55-60 hours of mostly physical work per week , yeah I need lot of sleep otherwise my body won't keep up

[whole veldt]

[dense mantle]

Btw @whole veldt i ordered rtx 5070 ☕.

Will get delivered in 3 days

[whole veldt]

Yippiee

[sharp vigil]

i wish i could keep my hours down to that, but its everyday from 5:30AM to 21:30 in the evening. got a couple free odd free days in a row now but its the exception

[whole veldt]

That sounds like a nightmare to me

[dense mantle]

Finally fake frame generation in wwm ☕

[dense mantle]

What do you do ☠️.

[sharp vigil]

working my butt off to afford a homestead in norway in the coming years

[whole veldt]

I wonder if I should be immature and just order a pc as well lmao I only live once anyway

[dense mantle]

Nice , hope you can achieve it soon ❤️❤️

[sharp vigil]

thank you 😄

[dense mantle]

I mean if you card has the limit 👀👀👀👀

[whole veldt]

Hmm yeah I could afford one if I wanted to

But I’m not sure

I love clothes and cosmetics

[sharp vigil]

if its not gonna financially get in your way, and its a responsible purchase why the heck not

[whole veldt]

The thing is I don’t have much left for myself

My debts are my first priority and when I took care of them I have about around 200-250 left
If I buy a pc in installments that might be around 60 the worst case 90€

And who knows if nothing else comes up I find myself struggling every month without even knowing why

[sharp vigil]

doing it in installments is honestly never worth it, you'll get charged interest over time

[dense mantle]

I would recommend buying pc later when you have more disposable income

[dense mantle]

My whole life is in installments 🥲

[whole veldt]

I have none

That won’t ever happen

Im sick

[untold nacelle]

do you have a pc?

[whole veldt]

I’ll never be able to work again in my life

[whole veldt]

Yeah I know but there’s no other way I would be able to afford one

And life is already no fun at all

[sharp vigil]

maybe not a traditional 9-5 or hard labor, but you're creative bright and young lady there are definitely niches out there

[dense mantle]

What ? Sick. What happened to you. Is it something serious. Are you getting treatment. How long to recover

[whole veldt]

Unfortunately not

[valid heath]

Full remote jobs is a possibility

[whole veldt]

As I said I’m bound to bed

I can’t use my hands either

And I suffer under anxiety

[whole veldt]

Kiz why is whenever you wanna contribute something all I hear is nonsense from you

You know best about my issues

You make me mad again

[dense mantle]

Yes , a i7 12th gen and 3070ti. 1440p gaming. It's lagging nowadays so just ordered 5070.

[whole veldt]

Better just go where you belong

[untold nacelle]

i hope you start feeling better frfr

[untold nacelle]

thats the gpu no? I have a pc but im kinda building it up, my gpu took a dump on me so i needa get a new one. any suggestions?

[real seal]

[dense mantle]

You have some chronic health issue. What is keeping you to bed. I can't even imagine how it would feel to be always on bed 🥲.

[dense mantle]

Yes upgrading from 3070ti to 5070

[hazy crater]

[untold nacelle]

oh bet bet thanks twi

[sharp vigil]

Sonne by Rammstein still slaps almost 16 years later

[untold nacelle]

so the 5070 is the best for now?

[real seal]

[whole veldt]

Rheumatoid arthritis but not in the traditional way some might assume
My body grews weaker each year
From not being able to walk anymore to I can’t cook, I can’t clean, I can’t stand on my feet longer than a few minutes, not being able to shower on my own, nothing

[dense mantle]

Best for my budget

[whole veldt]

And medication is failing me ever since which no doctor can explain

[untold nacelle]

bet bet thanks, probably good for mine too

[whole veldt]

And tbh I gave up a long time ago as well

It doesn’t matter to me anymore

[real seal]

My plans today

[dense mantle]

Can't even say all will be good soon 🥲

I hope your family supports you in your hard time ❤️.

[whole veldt]

Nothing will be good but that’s alright

And i don’t have a family

But I’m fine with that

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-gif-6892218099699146160

[dense mantle]

No family?. Like what happened. 🥲
How are you surving without anyone supporting you. Unable to process. 😭

[real seal]

[whole veldt]

My parents abused me early age, it was a hard time
I turned ill when i was sick, the same time my sister got born
My mom had to stay with me one year in a hospital while my stepdad struggled to even feed my sister since they used to have money issues
Not knowing how to help me they went to doctors and all and that left them traumatized
My mother also doesn’t have a good past mostly because of my real dad so she suffers under a twisted personality, outbursts and aggressive behavior
Once I got better I was forgotten and only my sister mattered
Eventually she turned fully against me, beaten up everyday until she wasn’t able to handle me anymore at all I was only allowed to come back late evening for bed time, I got no food nothing, almost starved and yeah but i never told anyone since i also got bullied pretty badly at school

[real seal]

Oh i came in a wrong time

[whole veldt]

And one day when I was 12-13 she decided to give me away to a residential home where kids live

It was a torture staying home but she actually destroyed my whole life with giving me away

[real seal]

[dense mantle]

🥲 i don't know if it's a good question but what about your real dad. How big of an a hole he has to be to let his daughter suffer 🥲.

[hazy crater]

No matter what ur mither went through the neglect and abuse is no excuse, our chi is warrior proud of u and we're happy to have u 😍

[real seal]

My heart can’t handle these sorry 😞

[dense mantle]

Fr. Some people should not become parents.

[real seal]

https://tenor.com/view/darren-ermine-stoat-snow-gif-13027244293131471041

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/moti-hearts-gif-8240660592853947517

[real seal]

[slender heart]

I expected a lullaby or a bedtime story 😭

[whole veldt]

My dad is a very bad person
He treated my mom badly, stole everything from her, abused her, whenever it was time for me to visit him I ended up beaten up
Since I was a baby I wouldn’t remember my mom just told me
That one day when she came picking me up from a weekend he beaten me up so badly, throwing me against a wall with my baby food because I refused to eat that I almost turned blind on one eye
When I was 2 years old she received a sms that my mom would never see me again, if she would’ve arrived at the airport a few minutes later I would’ve been gone forever
With him and his family in Tunisia
My grandma didn’t stopped afterwards she tried to kidnap me multiple times and one thing lead to something that I refused to visit them ever again

They didn’t feed me, they never cared of brushing my teeth or caring for my hygiene and touched me inappropriately

I was deeply traumatized

But I was only 4

[dense mantle]

The fk what weirdos you have for family 🥲.

[whole veldt]

But after that my whole personality drastically changed and I wasn’t the same as before almost unrecognizable

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/dog-crying-meme-doggo-crys-megan-soo-crying-dog-gif-5276199764143986284

[real seal]

Idk what to say

[whole veldt]

Idk either

[dense mantle]

I pray to god that you find someone who takes care of you genuinely.
I can't even imagine how you survived through all that 🥲

[hazy crater]

Don't smile

[real seal]

I don’t

I zipped my mouth after what happened with my gf

[whole veldt]

Well ngl I tried to end my life very early multiple times

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/nodding-dan-levy-david-david-rose-schitts-creek-gif-11786072784404845061

[whole veldt]

Im not happy at all no matter how silly I might act here

At the same time I refuse to let anyone near me

[real seal]

[whole veldt]

I survived a relationship of 4 years full of abusement

No one before ever showed me real life

[dense mantle]

What can I even say. I have no words. And here I felt that doing labour is bad 😭

[whole veldt]

I was treated like an animal

[hazy crater]

Very valid 🫂 🫂

[whole veldt]

So that’s what i believe that im no one worth to love

And honestly I don’t even want to

But im fine with that

[hazy crater]

Nobody deserves to be treated like that let alone our chi🫂 🥹

[whole veldt]

I just don’t want anyone anymore

[real seal]

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-gif-6892218099699146160

[real seal]

U r loved here dw

[dense mantle]

I understand your feelings and they are completely valid but I am genuinely thinking about your future. Like how will you manage. 🥲

[whole veldt]

[hazy crater]

Without chi we are screwed 😭

[real seal]

Fr fr

[whole veldt]

Honestly i don’t see a future for myself i never saw one in the first place, especially not now since I turned even more ill

[real seal]

[whole veldt]

We will see how long I’m able to make it

[plain jay]

Yeah!
And we all love and adore you Chi! 💖
We’ll remind you each time you need us

[whole veldt]

I love all of you as well 💕 💕

[plain jay]

https://tenor.com/view/bunny-gif-15172919264376227531

[real seal]

U have a future dw this vast universe is hiding something beautiful for you

[hazy crater]

Well said Ella 🥹 😍

[dense mantle]

You should contact some ngo or hospital or somewhere sick people are taken care of. No one deserves to suffer alone.
If your still here means you deserve to live and you have to.

[whole veldt]

Im hiding from it haha I’m so used living in isolation that I lowk don’t want anything else anymore

[devout sage]

Good night guys

[plain jay]

Always here for another good word lol!

[slender heart]

@whole veldt hey uhm im sorry for calling you 🍌 like im a bully, what a d*ckhead i am 😭

[whole veldt]

They don’t treat me like they treat other people in need
Someone so young „cannot be that sick“ I heard that often that’s why whenever I tried to get help I got declined

[real seal]

I was in isolation the way i got out of it when i got my gf so u can do it

[whole veldt]

Nah it’s fine haha

[whole veldt]

Im glad you were able to manage it

Unfortunately chi ends all of her relationships because she can’t stand to be together with anyone

[real seal]

So dw u can do it im cheering for u

[whole veldt]

I can’t feel love for someone else

[hazy crater]

Aww Ella u r kindest soul, we're happy to have u around always

[whole veldt]

That’s why I can’t do the same

[real seal]

That what I used to think tho

[plain jay]

That’s so wrong what
babies get treated and they get treated without say

[whole veldt]

I mean it
I only fell in love once and all it brought me was pain and ended up being deeply traumatized

[plain jay]

Ohhh same! I’m glad to be here!🥹

[dense mantle]

No , please i request you , you have to accept any help. You have to live. Atleast now that i know your story I can't ignore. I have to atleast try to push you towards taking any and very help. Also fking demand. No one deserves this

[whole veldt]

I tried to show affection

Yet I failed miserably

[real seal]

[whole veldt]

I can like others I can show interest in others

But love ?

[real seal]

Let me tell you this

[whole veldt]

I don’t feel anything like that

[real seal]

Maybe no one knows about it even my family

[whole veldt]

My dear I don’t receive help at all I was trying to fight for my rights since over 3 years they ignore my needs, they don’t take me seriously at all

[dense mantle]

Damn that person. How can someone inflict pain on someone they love , that to when the partner is already suffering so much. Heck i would do double shifts to support if my partner was sick

[dense mantle]

The fk. Which evil country

[whole veldt]

True haha

[plain jay]

How come?
You have insurance or a doctors note of your situation?

[real seal]

My first gf tried to frame me of rapping her when I didn’t do anything to her even a kiss , keep in my mind i was thinking of marrying her but after this betrayal i fell in a deep depression because of it to the point i didn’t get out of my room for 3 weeks straight i even still scared of this happening to my current gf

The way i got out of depression was by just trying to see the outside

[fervent moon]

💀

[hazy crater]

It's pretty mess, it makes me frustrat, so much neglect 😭 😭

[whole veldt]

Well unfortunately I was in the way
Caring for me 24/7, cooking for me, cleaning for me, working for both it’s tiring
At some point he had enough, left me alone while I was slowly dying in his absence and he tried to end my being
Since then I live in constant fear

[real seal]

[hazy crater]

That's really scary and awful😭 😭 I'm sorry u went through that junior

[dense mantle]

Atleast I can't suffer these issues cause no one looks at dude like me. I mean i work half my life and rest i sleep. No time to look for someone or them to look at me ☕

[whole veldt]

My doctors are kind but she already said she doesn’t know how to help me any longer and my insurance is corrupt
Im fighting with them for many years now
I normally need more help but they don’t listen at all

[plain jay]

Sometimes I feel like some people set themselves missions in life to destroy the trust of another person they connected to before
I hear so many betrayal stories it’s no joke like really messed up

[real seal]

Yup

[whole veldt]

Early in my life I started to live with other men because I had no home
Obviously they took advantage of me
It used to be 3 in total and all 3 of them tried to k… me

[plain jay]

At least the doctor helps with whatever she can? Like prescriptions and such?

[real seal]

aaam

This world is cruel

[dense mantle]

Selfish people. My simple thing is if i ever get together with someone I'll keep it forever unless they wanna separate themselves.
I don't wanna be self like my parents who destroy each other and there kids life.

[whole veldt]

She gives me my medication but nothing more than that

[hazy crater]

Very cruel indeed 😭

[plain jay]

Can’t believe you went through all that
You are so strong Chi!
And let on one tell you otherwise!
You’re amazing for what you accomplished and who you are as a person now
I’m really so proud of you truly!
💖
I’ll hug you if I could lol

[whole veldt]

I wished for the same
I tried to be supportive in other ways, I made him gifts and showed him how much I loved him
But I had to beg for receiving the tiniest bit of affection, that he loves me back the same way I do
I was left alone all day until he returned back to bed
He did most of them on full purpose he even said that to me
Blaming me infront of everyone, telling me I’m worth nothing, that I’m no one he wants to marry or ever wants to have kids with

[real seal]

Best of love to u chi i have to go see my gf

[hazy crater]

Tc junior

[real seal]

Sorry to hear about that

[whole veldt]

Hehe thank you 💕 💕

[real seal]

Hope u a good luck and a lovely life

[plain jay]

Tc fishy

[whole veldt]

Have fun with her hehe

[real seal]

Dw u can see the love soon i feel it

[hazy crater]

Few trauma triggered but I'm still here for my chi, I might not say much sorry 🫂

[acoustic flower]

Bye

[whole veldt]

Such a funny thing to say that I don’t wanna be loved at all and that I just wanna being left alone

[whole veldt]

So many people got the wrong idea of me

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-gif-6892218099699146160

[acoustic flower]

9mw leader

[whole veldt]

True hahaha

[acoustic flower]

The first thought I had was to become ur disciple

[plain jay]

Ever tried considering getting a pet?
Usually they’re the best!

[acoustic flower]

Yoo alien my freind

[dense mantle]

People these days just try to take advantage of others and then ditch them when they are bored.

[acoustic flower]

Not a real alien 😭

[hazy crater]

Sadly true

[hazy crater]

For a second I thought u were lucy because of the prf 😭

[dense mantle]

Issue with our chi is that she herself needs help, how will she take care of a pet. Pets are another chore if you look at completely

[acoustic flower]

He's in bed 🛏️

[whole veldt]

True I wanted to get more kitties but my place is in a very bad condition I don’t wanna torture them

[plain jay]

True

[whole veldt]

Since I can’t clean it’s all dusty in here and all

That’s not good for a cat

[plain jay]

The ones you have show you affection?
If so that’s the best
A cat’s love is amazing!💖

[whole veldt]

Also true but it keeps me distracted and I would gladly do it

[hazy crater]

True it requires a lot of work 🥹

[dense mantle]

It will also cause more issues for your health in long run. I don't want chi getting a disease on top of all the problems life threw at her

[acoustic flower]

Bye bye

[hazy crater]

Tc junior

[whole veldt]

Well nowadays I’m only good enough for the way I look anyways there’s no man left who shows more interest in me past that and even if that happens eventually he has to realize that being involved with me is a big mistake

[whole veldt]

Let the kitties make me even more sick if it means someone cuddles with me all night long

[hazy crater]

It's never a big mistake, they're just not ready to commit

[whole veldt]

Some are

But only for superficial stuff which I do not accept

They don’t get me at all

Im too complex to be understood

And since I can’t feel affection for someone it’s nonsense anyways

Or would anyone like to be with someone who can’t fall in love

[dense mantle]

Not everyone can commit to do much responsibility but i am angry at those who fake and take advantage and then run. Like bro if you love her accept her how she is and don't chicken out later. If you can't manage rest of things don't get involved

[whole veldt]

Funny thing that very early in my life my mom told me no one will ever love you

That haunts me up to this day

[hazy crater]

We all humans are complex in our own way, my dear with all u want through take your time to heal slowly and we r here for u ❤️ 💙

[whole veldt]

I can’t forget I can’t forgive

And I can’t trust anyone

Ai ai ai

It’s time for being silly again

[whole veldt]

[hazy crater]

[whole veldt]

🤣🤣🤣

[valid heath]

That's true

[dense mantle]

Fr i can't help you but atleast i can not talk about the bad stuff.
So when are getting you 5090ti ultra pro max edition. Costs only 59999$

[whole veldt]

What ???????

[valid heath]

5090 in this economy? Scary haha

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/livasmol-loading-cat-smol-gif-6810651202878211592

[hazy crater]

[dense mantle]

https://tenor.com/view/aloka-aloka-meme-alokameme-crypto-meme-doge-gif-8583668482197820437

[plain jay]

Agreed!
Heal at your own pace
That’s best for you and your soul 💖

[hazy crater]

I thought that was Elon musk

[valid heath]

Isn't it?

[plain jay]

Lmao gifting irl is expensive nowadays

[valid heath]

I think it is🤣

[hazy crater]

Oh I'm slow

[dense mantle]

My muscles do heal really fast. Atleast that's a plus. I can go to work on Monday with stronger body ☕

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-smiling-cat-cute-cat-cat-meme-smiling-gif-10086598795453609558

[hazy crater]

[whole veldt]

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/asian-girl-brick-brick-throw-kill-gif-25574003

[hazy crater]

🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣

https://tenor.com/view/throw-rock-fail-gif-9902343

[whole veldt]

Hahahahaha

[hazy crater]

Rip the camera mom

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/fail-drunk-drunk-fail-drunk-failing-drunk-fail-street-gif-23012683

[valid heath]

Bullseye

[hazy crater]

[whole veldt]

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/soldier-fail-fall-road-funny-gif-3521624

I saw this

[valid heath]

Synchronized even in falling faceflat

[whole veldt]

HAHAHAHA

[hazy crater]

[whole veldt]

[hazy crater]

I thought I was clumsy but nope

[slender heart]

dont worry about a thing cause every little thing is gonna be alright (from 3 little birds)

[whole veldt]

Something worse happened to me
Falling over steps and then over my very own feet that was so embarrassing

[hazy crater]

Ouch it must been painful too🫂

[valid heath]

Nah it happens, tripping over yourself?

I mean I saw people tripping on air

[quick moth]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-happycadogt-laughing-guffawing-cackling-gif-18346867944761881351

[whole veldt]

Nah to my own luck I landed on grass it was kinda funny but I feel so stupid

[whole veldt]

Yepp after tripping some little steps that’s a double fail

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/hugs-love-no-crying-gif-318463108121483304

[dense mantle]

Good night guys. I have to sleep 12 hours again 🥱.

[valid heath]

It happens, people even trip on flat ground

[whole veldt]

WHOS MARLENE 🤣🤣🤣

[hazy crater]

Oh merlin whoo

[whole veldt]

Hahahahaha

[whole veldt]

That’s so me lmao

[slender heart]

merlin the wizard ?

[hazy crater]

I'm curious too😭

[hazy crater]

Bet

[valid heath]

https://tenor.com/view/ff7r-ffviir-barret-wallace-marlene-wallace-hug-gif-18541442

This is marlene😍 cutie kind child in ffvii

[hazy crater]

Cute

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/merlin-right-tv-show-fantasy-gif-14134244351376599308

[slender heart]

i see merlin then i see king arthur then i see monty python 🤣

[whole veldt]

Whoever knows this series is goated

[slender heart]

https://tenor.com/view/monty-python-holy-grail-gif-1882709391739579646

[valid heath]

Merlin, I hate Guinevere kinda

[whole veldt]

I had such a crush on Arthur lmao

[whole veldt]

Guin is kinda weird ngl

[valid heath]

Yeah

[whole veldt]

I liked Morgana

Also because she was so pretty

[valid heath]

Mhm I knew that would be a reason

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/katie-mcgrath-morgana-gif-15470516087292435316

[quick moth]

Goodnight

[valid heath]

It's because of her demeanor for me

[slender heart]

wait she looks familiar

[hazy crater]

Night, rest well

[whole veldt]

https://tenor.com/view/katie-mcgrath-merlin-morgana-gif-13579160048081303226

[hazy crater]

She's beautiful 😍

[whole veldt]

My inspiration from back then to become a pretty witch

[slender heart]

kinda like jen conelly

remind me pls couldnt remember her

[valid heath]

She has been in a lot, know supergirl?

[dense mantle]

Btw @whole veldt i played pragmata a newly released game.
Every daughter deserves a father/father figure like hugh.
I would recommend it to you.

[slender heart]

i know but i dont watch the series

[valid heath]

She's in it too

[valid heath]

The ending...

[slender heart]

still have no idea

[whole veldt]

Now I need to know

Is it able to bleach skin?

[valid heath]

Well she kinda looks a bit like keira Knightley

[whole veldt]

Im already pretty pale but I wanna look even more pale

[valid heath]

To lighten it up

Yes

[whole veldt]

Yes yes I need to know

Im still not a full witch yet

[valid heath]

And I already said yes

It lightens your skin tone but also removes dark spots

[hazy crater]

Ehh chi u r already pale 😭
Also those bleaching creams contain....

[whole veldt]

My hair gets gray lol my black hair is losing its color

[valid heath]

Yeah they are not good for you exactly

[whole veldt]

Yes is not an answer to my question

[valid heath]

Yes you are able to do it if you want but there are toxic chemicals

And putting it on your skin your body will still absorb it

[whole veldt]

Zzz

Meh

I found something

[slender heart]

katie mcgrath shiiii

[valid heath]

Yep that's the name

[hazy crater]

What did u found dear

[whole veldt]

Something called retin-a I saw woman using this it keeps them young

What exactly is this ?

[valid heath]

It's like retinol I think? But better

[whole veldt]

Really ?

[valid heath]

You'd probably need a gp prescription

[whole veldt]

Uff

So I need a doctor first ?

[shadow acorn]

Wha happened?

[valid heath]

Yeah

[whole veldt]

But they won’t just give one to me lol I saw it’s for acne but I don’t have any

[hazy crater]

Dear the side effects of that aren't good,

[valid heath]

Retinol is over the counter, I don't think that one is

[whole veldt]

Oh nothing I’m just curious about something, also Hii welcome back

[whole veldt]

Oh man

[shadow acorn]

Umm hello dear

[whole veldt]

I mean my Korean skincare also works fine I can’t complain but

[valid heath]

You can say it is for other things like skin discoloration

Bye

[whole veldt]

I wanna look young with 30 as well

[whole veldt]

Is everything alright?

[hazy crater]

Yup, be careful

[shadow acorn]

You will

[shadow acorn]

Nooo
Im sick asf

[whole veldt]

Well if I take care of myself yes but uh

[whole veldt]

Oh you as well huh

[shadow acorn]

Indeed

[whole veldt]

I turned sick as well

I hope you feel better soon

[shadow acorn]

Huh?!

How?

[whole veldt]

Remember that evening when I wasn’t feeling well?

[slender heart]

yawning

[shadow acorn]

Yeah yeah

[whole veldt]

I was actually throwing up lol and ended up waking up at 3 am, 3 hours of sleep feeling the same as I went to bed

Since then I don’t feel good at all

[whole veldt]

If we are so boring you know where the door is

[shadow acorn]

Your sleep schedule isnt good ig

[whole veldt]

Normally it is I don’t know either why that happened

[slender heart]

no its bedtime

[whole veldt]

I just felt strong pain

[whole veldt]

Ohh I see lol, then go go

[shadow acorn]

Why dont u try meditation?

[slender heart]

https://tenor.com/view/tom-and-jerry-cartoon-sleep-gif-15848395469229799399

[hazy crater]

Rest well

[digital jolt]

https://tenor.com/view/لييوو-gif-16809754927858649993

[whole veldt]

Anxiety, body always under pressure I can’t calm down even if I wanted to

[shadow acorn]

hope u get well soon

[whole veldt]

Mhm

[shadow acorn]

Yeo cat

[whole veldt]

[hazy crater]

Wishing u speedy recovery

[whole veldt]

So uh well

This place is so abandoned again

That makes chi feel uncomfortable

[hazy crater]

Still here my dear,

[whole veldt]

[shadow acorn]

Still here my dear (2)

Wtf

[whole veldt]

Seems like someone needs nitro first

[shadow acorn]

https://tenor.com/view/dog-staring-embarrassed-stan-twitter-dog-meme-gif-7553891005816701694

[hazy crater]

[shadow acorn]

Its cute tho

[whole veldt]

I kinda regret for not taking enough care of myself my head hurts but obviously my own fault if I don’t drink enough

[quick moth]

https://tenor.com/view/cute-boy-anime-hair-gif-13421336834178322019

[whole veldt]

Why does it says cute boy but it’s Hinata looking creepy here

[shadow acorn]

Zade how is your 2nd wife?

[hazy crater]

Aw don't forget to drink water dear 🥹

[shadow acorn]

Not good
Honestly u need someone who would take care of u

[whole veldt]

I had half a liter through the entire day I don’t feel like getting up at all

[shadow acorn]

And?

[whole veldt]

Sometimes I wish for that yeah

[hazy crater]

And rest well too

[shadow acorn]

Since youre pretty anyone would fall for u

[whole veldt]

Well pretty

Is something superficial

Trust me beyond all that I’m an unpleasant person

[shadow acorn]

I dont think so..
love is inside of all us right?

[whole veldt]

Love huh

[hazy crater]

Ehh chi is the kindest, u just don't tolerate nonsense

[whole veldt]

I had to beg for love

I never received any

The ones who showed interest had the wrong idea about me

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/san-valentin-gif-8022758834552143209

[shadow acorn]

Worst thing in the world

[whole veldt]

Yepp

4 years of wasting my time living with a man who never loved me

And it left me so traumatized

I don’t believe in love

[shadow acorn]

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[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/tumtum-mikvr-froge-stick-beating-gif-18299903

[whole veldt]

And don’t believe when someone says he likes me

Some proved that here for only chasing me after my looks lol

[shadow acorn]

Dont worry
You’ve your cat ( @hazy crater)

[whole veldt]

I love her deeply

[hazy crater]

https://tenor.com/view/i-got-you-thumbs-up-good-great-excellent-gif-12640146

[whole veldt]

It’s easier to handle if having a best friend like her

[hazy crater]

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[whole veldt]

But since I’m slowly going up to my 30s

Nah

Hahahaha

That I even dreamed about ever getting married

What a bad joke

[valid heath]

What's wrong with 30s?

[hazy crater]

Chi you look like u just hit ur fresh 20s what 30s

[shadow acorn]

Ehhhhh

[whole veldt]

For myself I see it as game over lol

[valid heath]

It is definitely not and you know that

[shadow acorn]

Never say that again

[whole veldt]

Im turning 27 lmao time passes fast

[whole veldt]

[whole veldt]

Kiz

The door

[shadow acorn]

Young lady❤️

[whole veldt]

Until they hear how old I am hahaha

I mean besides that I have no goals and nothing to offer

Such a bad deal

[shadow acorn]

Wait a sec chi

[whole veldt]

Huhh

[shadow acorn]

I saw your photo u seems like
Youre 19-20

[hazy crater]

True time never waits us, someone thought I was 19 earlier I giggled

[whole veldt]

Yeah I often hear that lol that’s the only good thing about it

[shadow acorn]

Youre an old lady🐢
Arent u 60?

[whole veldt]

Baby face is my only luck I have in life

[whole veldt]

Pssst

She’s not much older than me

Be nice to my sweet Lucy

[hazy crater]

Beautiful 😍

[shadow acorn]

Ma'am can i get your autograph?
Youre so pretty 🥺