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Theres a mod with mario lmao that one is funny
But it doesnt die. And kills instantly.
And fast.
Mario?? Lolll
a heartopia minecraft server? ๐
Nahh haha good thing theyre cool. we play horror games together
Blanc would be too accurate
Who even thinks of a mario horror mod ๐
Square shoulders LMFAO
That's hilarious
Alpha ceo blanc
Wish modded minecraft servers for like 100 people works but i hesrd switch and such cant join those
I done them for my pc friends was HILARIOUS. We had a server with 47 people. And 1 person got their fishing rod stolen
We was all like detectives ๐ญ๐คฃ
There are nice modpacks but casual one is too boring in mc tbh
I am in this minecraft server where u can build your own kingdom and stuff it's pretty cool
i really mostly play with a shader
My poor tablet wouldnt
And everyone got their own roles and i am a necromancer
LOL
It would but my heart wouldnt... i would feel bad makin it suffer
console and switch gamers cant do mods, thats why they cant really join servers, they can join realms with bedrock version tho, but java is strictly pc
Its a beast actually dont mind my momma attitude LMAO
Imma get mc on my pc so i can get them awesome mods on it
Isn't minecraft on sale rn
Switch is digging its own hole atp...
My pc is REALLY good so it can take more mod than minecraft LMAO
Switch 2 thing is pretty dumb lol they gonna lose lots of customers and players...
Okay... flex
Where
my pc sucks so I don't mod my Minecraft too heavily <//3
My entire setup cost me half my savings ๐
But it is worth it. Stuff ones gotta do with adult money right? XD
for pc
i have laptop, gaming laptop, but still laptop
occasionally it sounds like there's a jet engine going off on my desk, tis fine, laptop is just a little asthmatic
Quick random question but what is this thing called? Grass got frozen because it was cold
Atleast you can bring it everywhere
Couldnt remember the word for a damn day... making me angry atp
Frost
frost
Lol i remember all the memes on minecraft someone trying to run it with raytracing and such and their pc started signs of smoke ๐คฃ
Oh wait
Nvm it's dew. If it aint frozen
I think there was another word for it and i cant rmeember it dayum
well originally its dew, but its frozen so... frost
It's dew.
Gonna try to see maybe i remember british or aussie version of the word
Jesus
Hoarfrost... idk how the hell i know that
first time ive heard of that word
Same
heck if i know... lol
Nooo don't use ai ๐ญ
I just googled 
Dam we onto a frozen grass topic
we evolving
Dont ask me how i know fr... these language exams will be the death of me atp
Ai overview is never accurate tho
They're right sometimes, just gotta check the link on the answers to be sure lol
Not completely at least
apparently it is this time?
Not even the english vrsion i think hoarfrost is mostly used in literature or old stuff
Majority of the time it is lol
If they wanna make you fail the exam at least...
Nuh uh
When comes to questions because it takes it from sources
Still ai is not right in general
Like if ask it "why is the sky blue" type of questions
I don't ask ai anything ๐ฅ
Google AI generally takes whatever answers are down below and summerizes it, so... yeah
the sky isnt blue tho...
trick question!!!
It doesnt know anything about medical stuff or technical things... it has more harm than good though
WATER PEOPLE. WERE LOSING WATER. WE WONT HAVE ANY WATER LEFT.
Isn't it just blue bc of the ozon layer reflecting the light of the sun or am i tripping
I knowww lol
Yep!
See knew it. I'm not dumb ๐
Dam we got big brains here 

No one said you was
too silly
Don't compliment me too much XD
Everyone has their strong and weak points
My weakness is cute pets ๐ฅน have to fight myself not to get another cat or dog irl
Yes. Me core
I got 2 cats. In my room XD
Fun fact: salmon is orange because it eats shrimps which causes them to have the cells that make shrimps have orange colour. So salmons have those cells now and are orange...
I only have dogs because 1 was gifted to me as a puppy so kept him but lord the cats i had in the past sadly all died peacefully after 14+ never got another but been thinking about it
They actually live in my room lol. I'm moving out soon and i decided to get another kitten to bond with my cat that i already had before i move out with them. I believe that saves alot of stress
If you dont feed em shrimps they be whiter
i have 2 black cats 
Yeah cats do better with another cat thats true
We've got 10 dogs...
They don't go outside bc of a busy road my childhood home has. However once i live on my own they will have their own space where thet are able to go outside
10!???
Yes
My big cat thinks otherwise
7 little ones and 3 big dawgs
holy moly.. 10
That's also why flamingos are pink, it's their diet
Wait who am i to talk... we used to have 14 cats bye
Yes.
i feel like cats are slightly different then dogs tho ol
Omg I remember finding that out growing up LOL
I was like WHAT
ALSO PTERODACTYLS ARENT DINOSAURS
Theyre very different lol
It gets hella noisy here when someone's outside ๐ญ
They are. But trust me they can smell just as bad if not worse ๐ forget to clean the litter box once and the stink is all over the house, you, and the clothes.
imo AI is fine for making funny things and anything not meant to be taken seriously...
make a meme, or funny picture, fine. but dont make artworks or look up anything serious...
Anyone heard on how chickens apparently where t-rex
?
Neither are plesiosaurs 
It works with water. ALOT OF WATER.
your neighbors are probably like they have released the hoard outside XD
Worst thing is when it only slightly smells, you won't be able to smell it bc ur used to it. Ur visitors however aren't ๐ญ
Do you know about this emoji๐ฆ
Actually there were no aquatic dinosaurs at all. Not that we know at least
This dino doesnt exist๐ช
lol
So yeah depending on how many cats u got, thats the amount of litterboxes u need to have. Also clean them regularly 
There was a creature befooooore dinos which ate everything in sea lmao
All my neighbors got dogs too ๐ญ
It's a very noisy neighborhood HAHA
chickens can swim, close enough lol
I dknt think it counts as a dino
LOL
Cause no harm not approved
Ngl I never stopped to think about this emoji
a mailman is not safe in your area lol
My whole life was a lie... it doesnt exist...
I forgot theres even a dam ๐ฆ emoji
BAD
water is a clean energy source, so I mean... cool i guess... better than working off energy like the rest of the world filling the world with contaminants and pollution. the world is 70% water...
flashing lights, had to remove lol
There was also creatures on land still in the in the Carboniferous and Permian periods
There were long neck dinos though, good enough for me
The ones in the water was in the Paleozoic Era
Bro we have less water now. Its a clean source but it works with drinkable water. Soon we wont have any left to drink or to use daily
oceans run into lakes, runs into rivers...
not to mention the price of ram going up like crazy cuz of AI lol
I'm so messy at explaining lol
๐ญ๐ญ lol
I am an actual scientist though ๐ญ
Now let's learn to make a teleporter for the date <t:1767841200:f>
Maybe thats why the archeologist dude is into me idk
Okay but we dont have water bruh in my city we had water at 0 percent so we didnt had any water for a day in two days so we would have water one day and wouldnt the other day
Ooo
ngl, i was hopeful for heartopia community to come up with time travel lol
That job is hot btw ๐ซถ (it's a compliment)
did your city build a dam? block waterways etc?
We already have that is the issue
LOL fr. After day 1 the withdrawal was biggg
sounds like you didnt have water cause you blocked the water... not because AI drank it
Usually we would have rains that would fill em but since climate change is a real thing we didnt had any rain for a long time lol
I think i understood the thing that you said wrong
ah, rain is important.
water go up, and come down
We have clean water to drink and usually they try to not to make them get dirty and control it so that they will be safe
My phone died so i am back on ipad ๐ helloooo
LOL fast as heck
But since we use water and had less to begin with it completely dried out
I am speed
Also ai literally uses alot of water. Theres no way to stop it from use it this much and it also affects the climate in a very bad way
Does anyone know this artist btw
Plus gets all of your data without your permission
If u do ily
One thing i hate about switch is it lets you play some games without its Nintendo membership. BUT. For Minecraft you need nintendo switch membership to play it
I'd give you my water, but my bf just bought a water filter so I can actually drink it now... for the first time in 30 years, im drinking water. XD and can actually drink it without getting sick/nauseous
used to listen to them a long time ago
Sounds familiar but i thought that was a song title makes more sense its the artist name lol
Ye we have enough now... but it wont stop since we use more and more water now
XD i can understand why
generally any game that requires online play needs a membership for nintendo switch tho.. sadly.
๐ฅน my niece has switch but her parents refuse to let her get the membership so she could never play Minecraft with me and friends lol
Someday imma be their #1 fan ๐น๐
i miss the days when you could just... connect to the wifi and go
I was gonna buy switch until i heard the membership
Thisss
Yeah nintendo getting greedy
Cuz HONEY
everything needs a gosh dang subscription now.
Plus switch 2 has a stupid policy lmao if they think that youre somehow cheating theyll just make your switch stop working
20 dollars a year, to play on the wifi we already pay for... great marketing..
Dedicationnnnnn
Real
THIS
And that only in a year
Waitโฆ..
It recorded just this year LMAOOO bye
$60 for game, $20 for sub, $80 for wifi, $$$$ for whatever you're playing on
It's not that $20 is a lot. Its just the fact they want it from me to play with wifi
you forgot the 500 dollars for the actual console
3k for the setupโฆ. Yeeeeaaaaaah lets add it to the list LMAO
Yes lol
We give you this but for you to use it more efficiently you gonna need to pay us sum money cause the big guy is hungy ahh policy
exactly, and they're trying to make us pay for a subbbbb. no thank you ma'am
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Anyone need a sugar mommy? My parents are rich. ๐๐ LMAO jk obv
i have the oled switch, for me it works, I just play pokemon on it, and whatever else single player i wanna play.. my friend added me to his family plan so I have the wifi covered, but if it werent for him i'd just be playing pokemon without trading
About the sugar mommy part that is
LOL
How cold is the weather yall
Perfect for me.
Or hot if youre in some hot place
Hot place is some place youโll ever find me lowkey ๐ฅ
My country's near the equator. It's always hot
41f here right now
Aint bad
I would probably die there ๐ซถ
With slight frost
-3 degree celsius๐ญ
Me feeling like this everyday tbh lol
Idk whats that in fahrenheit
for california, might as well be a blizzard lol
I think it got worse as the years pass by :(
For me just at the point of freezing is perfect.
cali ppl aren't built for the cold haha
Yeahโฆ my body aint made for heatโฆ ๐ญ๐
im from ny, it being 70F here rn at 4:36am at the end of december.. is freakin crazy and i hate it
I jus want a normal weather... not too cold not too hot why is it impossible๐ญ
โฆi am cuz i got urticaria. The heat allergy version. I can get into shock from it and literally die if i am alone in the woods for example ๐ฅ๐
note I dont live in NY anymore... but i miss the cold!
Wish I could experience snow someday hehe
Norway.
This wasnt a joke. I actually would XD
Id rather be cold than hot cuz i can just wear more layers of clothes
EXACTLYYYY U GET ME
Except the air you breathe burns.
Heat is something u cant escape
Mask
If you let your hand exposed to cold it also stings and burns... if it snows
Take a trip to sweden in winter. -50 celcius les go
26F isnt too bad
I wouldnt survive in canada fr
Up north that is
Its snowing... and extremely windy
I just want to experience it atleast once but good to know ๐ญ
If wasnt windy wouldnt be cold fr
When i was there it was the end of February but 2 weeks before that it was -50 and for me it was -15. I walked around in a tee XD
its -7C where I come from
Is your air dry or moist?
Rn it aint even that cold but itll be soon๐ช
Oh yeah thats cold then. Dry air makes it feel less cold
high altitude, heavy lake snow, wetness
Which was why i was able to walk around in a tee in sweden last year
I see. We got moist air butโฆ. No snowโฆ ๐ซฉ
Everytime i turn away from off topics and come back its something new ๐คฃ everyone became a meteorologist now!
i moved to oklahoma last year... im not used to 70F in the middle of winter XD I'm sitting here like... i can walk outside in tshirt and shorts..
XD
north USA vs south USA is soooo different
Idk what 79F is sadly ๐ฅ iโm from europe
26.11C
At least up north is less scary crap like creepy animals orโฆ.. tornado alley lol
or if you meant 70F, its 21.11C
Oof even a tee and shorts are too hot for me atp ๐
It would be a dress for me idk
I live in the tornado state rn
How is it
been a few near misses since I moved here... like 3 or 4, nothing dangerously close yet thankfully.
Also why does the US build their houses out of cardboard ๐ฅ
the city i live in got hit a few months before I moved here, they still have the damages
we build them out of wood, stone and drywall
We got complete stone walls. Hitting a wall will break your hand, not make a hole. Yet we donโt get them tornadoโs ๐ญ
Our houses be tornado proof for nothin
But we got other issues here LMAO
drywall is basically gypsum plaster
One flood from the sea and half my country will be swept away
Oof
well i mean... stone doesnt float, so your house will still be standing... the ground however... not the same story
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At least i live in a big house so i can be on the roof in time however we got animals that canโt get up there with usโฆ
๐ฅบ
Apart from them cats and dogs that is
Honey that would be the noahโs ark atp ๐๐๐๐
basically what i was referencing yes, lol
XD
i mean in logic it makes sense, animals cant climb so.. make something to help them float
No but all jokes aside, if there was for instance a tsunami warning all we would be able to do is set the animals free and pray they will survive.
Because there is no way in that amount of time span where you are able to prepare, youโd be able to prepare them a whole ark ๐ญ๐
โฆ.. erm
So my country is the netherlands
my condolences
what kinda animals are they?
Higher groundโฆ where
Donkeys, sheep, goats, a pony etc
Imagine dragging a pony to the roof
sheep are pretty boyant... atleast... pony, and goat can probably climb, but the asses might end up swept away
xD
if they were cows, I'd say you'd have beef for days, but... alas.. none of those are really food animals. they're producing animals, and workers
Horse meat is meat too๐โโ๏ธ what am i saying
๐๐๐๐๐
I would never eat a horse
Me neither butโฆ. Dark humor lol
unless i was absolutely starving and the year was 1838 or something
XD
i imagine horse meat would be very tough... horses are all muscle and hard. xD
No but you would if there was nothing else to eat. I saw a movie of a plane crash recently and those survivors were out there high up in the mountains, in the snow. They had no food or drink. They had to feed off the ones that didnt survive.
They were out thereโฆ. I think for either 80 days or 180 days
i actually started eating venison when i got here in the south.. that's a different texture from the usual chicken beef or pork
high up in the mountains there's other animals... deer, birds, squirrels
I know this is kinda graphic (if thats the right word) but if u gotta u gotta
Not in their case there wasnt
such is the movies lol
Honey it was something that happened irlโฆ. ๐ฅ
There was real images shown and everything
Wait lemme check what movie it was again cuz i just happened to sit down with my parents when it was already playing lol
society of the snow?
they're based off the crash in 1972, so.. yeah i can see it resorting to that... back then... now days, not so much.
Yup it was
Close to them 80 days
Thank god it wasnโt 180 days ๐๐๐
โBack thenโ as if itโs such a long time ago ๐ญ๐ nah but ur prolly right lol
You just make me feel old XD cuz i was only born 30 years after that
My dad is from that time
29 years for me... i think... im bad at math
no, wait
maths again
72-92 is 20 years... so 19 years for me... XD
Math is hard 
Ouhhh
am old
Ur spirit is already in the afterlife ๐ญ๐ญ๐
Nah but donโt call urself old ๐ฅบ
nah, im old. i just had a kid... im mom aged. ๐ญ
me who uses fb
๐๐ญ no but tell me why facebook is full of old people that are always having beef with each other
you met my mom?
Itโs like the mild version of twitter
๐คฃ
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every day I get a message from a random person "hey, your mom's weird, k bye."
PEOPLE DO THAT?
like... wat. XD then I find out they were friend on fb, she got drunk and started harassing them and arguing and they blocked her.
I deleted the facebook app for heartopia but i can still go there via google ๐ฅ
What ๐
The fb beef is real
Iโve rarely seen my mom ever get drunk. Once when i was 13 and that was long ago
LIKE TELL ME WHY THEY PUT ME IN BETWEEN TWO DRUNK PEOPLE
every day for me... sadly... grew up with both parents neck deep in a bottle. im glad i got out of there. still have to deal with their drama tho. ugh.
I'm 30 and never seen my mom drunk 
WE WERE AT A FESTIVAL, MOM AND MY CO WORKER WERE DRUNK, I WAS FORCED TO SIT IN BETWEEN THEM ON THE RIDE HOME. MY CO WORKER STARTED LICKING WINDOWS.
My dad tho.. different story ๐
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That's WILD
winderlicker
Call them windex from now on
We stopped by mcdonalds and my dad, brother, and our friend started pissing into the mcdonalds bushes
Awwie
I've never been drunk, I cant drink. xD alcohol intolerance and a life of living with alcoholics made me not even wanna start.
Iโve never been drunk either. Not planning to either. I was HEALED. RECOVERED from this time my mom was drunk
Also my brotherโฆ 2 years agoโฆ oh god
He forgot to eatโฆ. And started to mixโฆ. And his tolerance isnt high
Ended up having alcohol poisoning and was retching for 2 days straight.
sounds like someone got alcohol poison- yep
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So yeah!
Iโm not doing that.
And when i DO drink it will be one or two cocktails close to the end of a meal inside a restaurant
First meal in and i will order one and drink it with the main course. If i end up not being full, maybe at the end of it another however that usually doesnt happen
And we barely ever go to a restaurant either.
i'll stick to my energy drinks, i dont like how alcohol changes your entire being
Not unlike a few years ago where we managed to go to a restaurant 26 times in one yearโฆ
I love this cat lolol
Iโll stick to plain water or vitamin water because same. And i get cavities from energy drinks lol
Alcohol tastes like ass anyway lol
I drink 0 sugar ones... so like.. 
Only ever drank when im with friends
I only like how one cocktail helps me get more loose. Like i get funny and more talkative when i did have a drop but because i donโt want to get tipsy or drunk, and i donโt like alcohol that much, AND because cocktails are expensive i keep it at one. Cuz my tolerance aint high either
bagagwa
Iโm not really a social drinker
I know when to stop drinking when I feel like vomiting If I smell the drink lol
it smells bad already but it's worse if I drink more haha
for me, i cant drink, one will put me in the ER with a swollen liver. ๐
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but I dont like how it changes your entire person when you drink, "getting loose" isnt great.
there's nothing wrong with being quiet, and observing, less accidents and incidents happen when you're focused and observant.
As a person with a bit of anxiety, it does feel kinda good becoming fearless after one drink and just quit drinking after that
Good thing I only become talkative
It makes the experience of going out to a restaurant more pleasant and enjoyable for me personally and less draining
i've had anxiety since I was 8, so.. im just used to it at this point.. I stay quiet, bring my art stuff and just... tone everything out
Usually whenever i donโt drink at a restaurant i need to go to bed right afterwards ๐ฅ
helps if i have a friend/ my bf along with me
me too xD
We all deal with it in different ways
And one drink does not hurt me
But i understand that when you had the influence of your parents you think differently of it than i do. I really do understand your perspective on it too ngl
but for me, i've dealt with it for almost 28 years, so... i can ease and cope. A single drink will hurt me XD so for restaurants i distract myself with either the friend/bf or my art stuff. esp if we're gonna be out a long time
34...
Me a bebi
i have 1, but not with me atm
Oh?
he's 1 1/2 months old, cute as heck, but pedophobia made it obvious I cant do the mom thing
Aww
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As for me i donโt want kids.
But i donโt mean i donโt wanna be a mom.
I just dont want to have kids of my own
i didnt either... but... accidents happen, and i did what i could to amend it. he's healthy, happy, and has a loving BIIIIIG family that adores him. and two older siblings.
I could be a mom to anyone, really.
Awww iโm glad then
Do you get to see him at least?
birth is scary... people make it sound amazing... and beautiful... but no, its not... and im still recovering 8 weeks later.
yes! i get updates and stuff, though I still cant touch him, too much fear
THIS, i donโt understand why people sugarcoat it
Besides iโm non binary. I feel dysphoric as it is.
mom-mones. oxytocin mostly... it does wonders for the mind and stuff.
I see
the bonding hormone makes you forget all the pain and stuff, and just focus on bonding with your baby when you have it..
When you dont have them like me, you remember everything... thankfully I cant have anymore kids on accident now. xD
hellooo
hai
I got the mom bonding hormone to kids that are walking around on the streets in places like the filippinesโฆ ๐ฅ
Like please. I wanna adopt each and every one and give them a loving home
nah... that's just a loving heart, its a lot different with something of your own flesh and blood... its actually scary how much I'd sacrifice for my bundle... alas... i dont have to.
But i wonโt be on full display on a hospital bed, screaming everyone deaf while pushing a watermelon out.
pfft... the horrors I could share...
No but tell me why when i was 12 i found a baby pigeon on the floor and i protected it like it was my own kid- bye
People say it is different with kids that aint your own or when it is a pet butโฆ. Idk if i can be so sure of that
uh.. cause it was a defenseless animal... i'd do the same at that age xD never wanted kids tho. no human ones atleast.
My aunt and uncle cannot have children. They tried but they couldnt, because of the same condition you have. My uncle has pedophobia.
But they had a dog which was like their own baby and mourned it when it died just like a person would mourn a lost child
eh... that doesnt make you not able to have kids, just makes it so you fear them... some people just dont have the right chemistry to make a baby, and that's okay. the main thing is love. and they shared it with animals.
I used to want kids until i learned that i was gonna have to give birth to themโฆ. And when i had learned about pregnancy and giving birth i was INSTANTLY recovered.
But they told me themselves they were not able to XD
Everyone experiences phobiaโs differently
Even the same ones
For instance, i got trypanophobia but someone else with trypanophobia can get an injection when they simply donโt look. As for me? For me it is simply impossible
And so it is different for everybody
... its alittle different when it comes to making a baby
I mean they can make one ๐ญ but yk
you said they "tried" and failed... meaning someone isnt fertile enough to make a baby.
the phobia would make it so you can still have a baby, and if you tried, it'd happen. but you'd fear the baby when it comes time to hold them or look at them etc.
Oh no i worded that incorrectly my bad
I meant to say they tried as in they tried to talk about it and my uncle was just like โnopeโ after hesitating a whole bunch if that makes sense
ah
Sorry iโm not english. My bad. I donโt always word things correctly
then yeah, the talk... lol.. i never got that chance.. one valentines day and boom, my bday came around and suddenly im staring at two pink lines and im like "oh crap..."
how does one get a phobia like pedophobia?
generally from a young age. not being around kids much or being punished for trying to interact with a younger sibling...
Ohhh i see
for me its anxiety based... a kid screams and i have to look for the closest security corner.
or touching my baby will make me feel super anxious like a simple holding of his hand would crush him...
I see
my parents used to yell at me when I wanted to hang around my little brother, he was their miracle child (survived alcohol fetal syndrome, and a bunch of defects) so I wasnt allowed to play with him. we grew up hating each other, and then when he was older we got along fine.
in turn, it was worked into my brain that i shouldnt play with small kids or babies, cause I am not good enough or something, idk how to word it...
Aw i see. So it is a trauma response to this
and it ruined all my maternal instincts too... like... i have the protective urge, but not the caring and nuturing part of maternity
it is a trauma response, yes.
But you did what was best for your baby, then. And i hope he will apprecciate it later on in life
i hope so too, and I'm not completely out of the picture, I took over auntie role until he's old enough to know the truth.
And you did what was best for yourself too, obviously
i just cant touch or be near him for very long or else I go into a sort of panic state.
Aw i see.
Aww i get it
the brain is weird. what comes naturally for some women, skipped me cause of what I had to deal with growin up.
I hope you guys will be able to prepare him for the moment heโll know the truth.
Yk so that it wonโt come as a shock for him
im making a sketch book filled with thoughts for him
I know some kids be like โso my whole life was a lieโ sorta thing ๐
he'll be more mature by the time we really tell him
Aw oki
Oh alright. That is good then
mhm... and im fine with this for the most part. cause im not "mom" material. and he needs a mom.
Is there a certain age range where you start feeling more comfortable around kids?
generally once they hit teenage years
Ouhh i see
when the hyper screaming kid is gone for some reason is more relatable for me... when they start being less crazy
And for instance an adult but with the mind of a 3 year old? Those exist too ofc. I used to take care of people like that
mostly cause I dont like being touched, and kids LOOOOVE touching... so i avoid them like plague barers.
Oh yes XD i can understand
an adult with the mind of a 3 year old, not as scary... but still would hit me in the anxiety lol
Iโm sorry if any of this feels like i am asking too much or it feels offensive to you. I can assure you, i do not mean it in any offense i am simply curious.
its fine lol
Cuz i never could really talk to my uncle about this ofc due to his phobia and it caused me to kind of not ask him at all later on lol
I never really learned about it
honestly men arent likely to share these kinda things
they kinda bottle it up as past trauma and deal with it
Right ๐ญ
This i can understand ngl
I understand it
Because of my trypanophobia i understand all too well
I got an extremely severe case of this
sometimes they come from trauma, sometimes they come from experiences, sometimes they just happen. like me with spiders. never had a bad experience or trauma with them, just... one day i saw one and froze like a deer in headlights.
Good morning, u talk about phobia?
among other things, ye
Idk where my trypanophobia comes from honestly. I believe it came from maybe the fact i was restrained the first time and everything to me was unclear. The thing that was happening. And uhh, well the prick. The whole thing just scared me is all.
we talked about the sky, the weather, science, babies, birth, motherhood, phobias, uh... family, eating horses...
not in that order... but this was indeed a conversation
But i have no fear of being restrained
Which is weird.
But they restrained me as a kid because of a panic response i had due to my autism
your brain is linking the fear you felt then to how you should react now
And back thenโฆ. Well they didnt know how to deal with autistic people just as well yet
Yk i asked this because i may be 23 but i got the mind of a 16 year old at most.
Just not one in puberty i suppose ๐
The things i like, my interests, they all are linked to the brain as that of a teenager
For the rest i am just yk. Me. I can be as serious as a person who is in fact of my age however more often times than not when i unmask and i am happy i have more of a childlike joy rather than an adults.
No i know what it looks likeโฆ.. no thanks
Donโt get me wrong, i am most definitely an adult and i talk and act as such
But i have similar interests to a 16 year old teen
my bf is always telling me i should grow up... :/ im 34 with the mental age of probably around 10... i can hide it usually, but... sometimes I get that childish moment and i'll hear "be an adult" and i push it back down.
Ah, ty. Try to step in the conversation.. Weather is cold but sun is shining. I don't want children. I've heard the medical care here is pretty bad. Apparently, doctors often use force during childbirth. My family is a disaster. I have arachnophobia and social phobia. I ate horse salami once and never again.
that is a way to jump into a conversation XD henlo
horse salami sounds... ick. XD arachnophobia besties!
also apparently it is now heckin wimdy
Honey, you are just you ๐ญ
Theres no shame in letting little inner you show
I'm relieved he contact you but I'm sorry for that... Hope he recovers soon ๐ฅบ
the inner kid in me wants to heal and be let out into the light for once... she's tired of playing house where she's the adult all the time.
Phobia?
all the phobias
Oh, I understand now.
Exactly so screw โacting like your ageโ when thats only a thing people say because of thats what society is. They all act the same. God forbid someone acts a little bit differently without hurting anyone with it
hear me out, clowns... clowns are scary as heck!
Why should one โact their ageโ oh only to please societyโs standards i seeโฆ mhmโฆ
Oh no i love clowns actually. I wanna collect creepy clown dolls from the thrift store and put them on a shelf in my future home ๐ญ๐ญ
If they possessed imma love them ghosts like my own kids idc
... you and my grandmother would get along fine... I nope.
Imma tell them โnw. My house is your house. Unlike anyone else you can live here rent free so if youโd be so kind not to kill me iโd apprecciate it and weโll drink alot of tea together yea? Sound good?โ
๐๐๐
Heck iโd even take in annabel idc
lmao i dont do dolls, I dont do clowns... and I absolutely nope on clown dolls...
we wont talk about clown spiders 
Lol my moms a goofball and. A year back her older sister told her to " act her age" and she started pretending she was an eldery lady with back problems, and started super slow walking as a joke 
LOL
i can actually do this joke myself
We donโt talk about Bruno
Me who's 20 years younger with back problems ๐ฅน
oh crap... its 6am... xD my bf just walked in, i was gonna nap before he got home XDDD whooops
Rest in Pepperoni, play sleep xD
lmao zzz
Mel was really like โsleep is for da weak!โ Tonight,..
lmao... uh... i got distracted...
Is it night where you are, guys?
I am part of the reason
1;30 afternoon
I should really go feed my animals now XD and mel, GO TO SLEEP LOL
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imma go do that cause i have to go out today lmao... need the zzz
LOL
This is not a good thing to spent your free will as an adult on LMAO
Yeah at my place too. 
Have a good nap if u manage to nap xD
bf's mom invited us over for a christmas thing with his family today and we're supposed to go there in.. maths 8 hours
ARE U perhaps dutch?
Shhhh no ones talking to u no more. Go eep ๐ซต๐๏ธ๐๏ธ
๐๐ iโm watching u
<.<
๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐ซต
German sry 
Yes. 
I read all and I'm sorry that you have that phobia, but you never thought about abort if it's making you feel that way? ๐ฅบ
Our state is anti-abortion... so unless i had a medical reason i couldnt go to term, i couldnt abort.
What in the world
The phobia isn't??? I'm so sorry for that... A baby is not easy and not something you should have if you don't want
Yeah.. id have to go 2 states over to have it done.. and at the time didnt want to scare people so... i just went to term and had the baby. Worst fear came true. But.. i made it
But it must be a nightmare to you... I'm so sorry
I just stepped on a goddamn pin ๐
Good thing i got high pain tolerance but it was IN there goddayum
Mr pin i hate you ๐ค

Like to the base.
๐๐๐๐ holy macaroni
Does this mean i need an injection now? <.<
I JUST GOT INJECTED BY THIS THING BYE THAT'S ENOUGH BY ME

Try to clean up with some water and soap and put a bandi on it ๐ฉน
It looks clean and not that long as it could of been shouldn't be a big issue
But if it appears inflamed, you should see a doctor.
Funny thing that not every rusty metal causes issues even though you didnt had a vaccine you might not have anything but its a low chance
Fever, redness and constant stinging pain are the important symptoms lol
My childhood friend stepped on a rusty nail and he was fine but since his parents forced him he had to get a vaccine
I'm glad then
I just told my parents and they told me also i didnt need it
Getting a vaccine is a safer option if you dont want to risk it
But i will keep monitoring myself
Even if its a little bit of a symptom you should still go
It actually isn't ngl. Because of my condition i am at high risk of going into shock. When i panic it can be life threatening. And my biggest fear is injections.
Even for cashiers its a must to have vaccination before work lol we dont even have any risk but it can also happen cause of dirty coins actually its a higher chance than other rusty stuff
I rather just wait it out. If i do get sick at least i am mentally prepared for it
I also have phobias lol sometimes if you dont want to die you have to
Had to wait for hours with a needle for once a week in 3 months.
And i have to go thru the same thing again lol
Honey i'll be honest with you, i can get people hospitalized. It has happened before, and i was 14. Now i'm 23. I'm not gonna kill somebody.
After a while you get used to it even though you still feel afraid
Lol
Not gonna say anything im off
I'll be oki
I don't think so either ngl
But yeah thing is, i grew up on a farm. My dad knows kinda when to get an injection and when i don't have to get one. He may not be a doctor but he does have experience with iron. He used to be a builder (idk how to say it in english)
I trust my parents word on it, but in the meantime i will keep an eye on myself
I'm glad it wasn't a rat XD
If the metal isn't rusted anf you cleaned the wound with alcohol and bandages, you're safe
Im assuming you have a tetanus vaccine right? If not, trust me it's never bad to get it.
Just close your eyes before you see any needles
I say this as someone who once fell head first into a nail and had the high pain tolerance of an autistic child to protect me from any pain, but not from people screaming at me over the bleeding ๐คฃ
Ehhhhh....
I think i've tried everything at this point in able to get an injection. Trust me, there isn't anything i haven't just tried
Heck i even tried it under influence of nitrous oxide in able to try and get an injection
Guess what, no success.
But i was as stoned as a shrimp ๐
I got a tetanus injection as a baby ๐
Nothing recently ๐ญ
I don't have covid vaccines
No vaccine agains't meningitis
And i never in my life got my blood taken either ๐ซถ
Uhh.. wow ๐ฅ
Yup
I am a veryyyyyy difficult case XD
But being under influence was one heck of an experience. I felt as if i was dying... but in a good way? Idk
Like all floaty and stuff. I couldn't feel anything around me anymore. Everyones voice was just echoing and stuff
And my vision was really blurry too. My body went all limp. I couldn't feel anything anymore
And why didn't it work you may ask? My body REFUSED to fall asleep.
Because i instinctively put my focus on my hearing. Which meant i was listening to what the doctors were doing. If i heard ONE wrapper at all, i'd be wide awake. And i knew what was coming if i were to fall asleep, so i couldn't.
And because i was 19 i needed to give them the yes or no in able to prick me. I can't do that. Because if i say yes, i know it's coming, and boom. I panic.
And believe it or not: but i only allow injections either in my face, or in my mouth. And that after the spot has been sedated before by some numbing fluid or whatever u call it
Please if you talk about needles or blood can you spoiler or triggerwarned it? I have a phobia and it triggers me :_ if you want to make things under spoiler you could use ||
Like || some text||
Ohhh i'm sorry
Can u tell me how do u do that?
Of course, you use || and place text and then another time that
If you copy my test you can see it
|| so like this ||
Yep
Ouhhhhh interesting. Thank youu
Ty as well :')
It would be useful if you put something like
Tw: blood
And then censor
Oh yess that is a good thing to use thx for the tip
Yw!
Anyway lets talk about something else then :3
Yah!
How are youu?
In lazy mode resting before work tomorrow, and you?
I'm also in lazy mode atm. I just finished feeding my animals and cutting up veggies for my mom, and now i am comfy in bed waiting for my family to return
Nice :3
Yass :3
Maybe i should go for a walk actually... i do have a treadmill or however u call it
And i could use it since after christmas ๐
Oh walk is good for health so it could be nice to you yeah
Yasss
Also another random thing but my playlist got saved 952 times
Guess i got good music taste nyehehehe 
Here is the tea
Trying to text with u guyes but my english isn't very well so I need the translater and write back so slow that the conversation is turned to next thema. ._.
So many different topics in a day lol
I'm a very talkative bean โจ๏ธ
DW sweetie you can always reply and we could continue it
Yeah, but that would only be disruptive if everything from me was delayed and thus interrupted the current conversation.
DW about that, it's a text chat!
People have lifes outside there and that, you don't have to be faster in order to communicate!
Du bist gud ๐
I am also very talkative, but I find the language difficult. q-q
I learnt it because I wanted to read manga and then I practiced it online so it's okay, I'm sure you will get it better with time โบ๏ธ
If not I think you have a chat with your language?
Oh! Read manga too but in german.
I read it in Spanish sometimes but sometimes it's so bad writing that I got mad and take a dictionary to read it better lmao
I learnt in the most difficult way ๐
I'm sad that akatsuki no yona ended and only have an extra volume that's coming out in February ๐ฅน
Yeah we have a german chat, but I find the people here are friendlier than there.
It's really nice that manga
Ohh... I see
The Spanish one is friendly as well ๐
Ah have 24 books/manga from Yona!
Love it
I want to learn German because my bf is half swiss but he couldn't teach me he says :')
I know only a few words
German is difficult. I learn english in school and now I'm trying to improve it.
Patience! You can practice here ๐
I was cuddling with him and then he switch to this ๐
Lowkey miss speaking my own language. I've been using English a lot cuz of my gf ๐ญ
I hang out with her on call everyday lol
Naw he's so cute!
Ow, I talk to him in my language because he is born here, but it must be hard yeah.. it's exhausting for me sometimes here
I learned thx to movies
I tried learning Mandarin for her, but I feel like my brain is going to explode.
A better look of the rabbid sh1tty face lmao
Yeah, and songs are fine too
Woah! So difficult
Now that we are showing off our pets:
Yes, songs perfect.
Cute kitty!
:3 she still teeny
dun mind the their pee on the floor
0.5 dog
There are no rules for conversation
Talk however you can whenever
Like right now
Im replying to a 15min old convo
There are no rules that say I cannot ๐
Hahahaha I love this angle
It's funny to do with my teckel
It's malinois like mine?
yes :)
So energetic but so nice dogs ๐
Sausage dog 
they jump a lot
Gordo bachicha hehe
Yeah!! He could climb to our shoulders
And he stole a sandwich for a boy when he was like 6 months old
So silly (I love him)
shihtzu.
my favorite video i took of her x)
I don't know what the weather is look like at u're town but at my place it's freezing ๐ฅถ
1ยฐC
You are in cold place
Lots of things happening in the server today haha. Wish I had a popcorn :p
Ow so cute
Here now is 13ยฐC but it was a cold week
I came over to play with them a little
ouuu hotdog dog
Yasss
I like how they look xD
awww
Adorable eyes ๐
cuddly pets are the best
Yeah but if you don't pet he licks your eyes and so ๐
Look at that dawwwg
Warm place ๐
Totogro
just a chinchilla
Omg A CHINCHILLA
yeahh
I love chinchillas so much ๐ญ
Love their tiny grip hands like lil' racoons

I LOVE the colors
It is Black Velvet
I'm gonna give one of my OCs a chinchilla now lol
Omg
A crime has been committed here
Psst you're cool btw
This is my vid XD
Chinchilla's (and cats ofc) are mentioned hehehe
And dogs actually
Too cute
My first catto was exactly like yours
May they be loved and cherished till the end of time
I will send them kissies from thousands of miles away
Shes too spoiled LOL
Looks cute from afar but she would tear anyone apart if doesnt want pets
Shenanigans
If i spelt that correctly (i lack sleep)
I think you did
I am a cat whisperer
Even street cats love me
Im sure she'd love my pets ๐
Literally thats how my cat is ๐ญ
She hates being pet tho ๐
Nuh uh she legit hates everyone...
Had lots of previous owners cause she was aggressive and was beating her first mama's dog
Not if I give her treats ๐
Its been 6 years lol
Jk I understand
She doesnt like any...
LMAO she really is a hard cat
Oh no, my cat is a fiend
We had to lock our pantry because she would break in and eat the bread lol
Lovebites...
She a ninja
If she bites it just rips ur skin off fr i wpuldnt try unless she comes close๐ญ
Sometimes lets me lay on her belly
I've gotten scars from two of my cats on the same arm lol
EVERYWHERE
Stomach around my chest everywhere...
They jump on me then fall but while falling they cling onto me so...
Hurts
Ur not a true cat person unless u got bitten, seriously deeeeeeply got scratched fr
Those experiences are bad but after all that if you still love cats theres no way stopping you from loving em ๐ซก
Worth it
Y'all a victim to your cats ๐ญ๐คฃ
What you mean she scarring yall up everywhere ๐คฃ๐ญ
Good evening
Hellooooo

I have a few others im waiting for
But they all far away still, so im also playing WWM in the meantime ๐
Gta6 never going to drop so i given up. Rockstar STARTED re advertising gtav lmao
A friend is also waiting for GTA6 and is currently playing GTA5 online with my girlfriend.
Just find some indie games to play 
Im keeping my expectations controlled for that one. Worried about the writing and how annoying the online mode will be later
Palworld is good as a distraction.
True
But i think i burnt myself out like 4 months ago on that enough to last a year lolll
All the humans I've captured
... i mean... pals i made...
Depends on the cat ngl. But valid
One of my babies is really sweet and calm. And i know exactly when to stop petting her
It's usually when they don't like something or when they are playful when they scratch/bite
Biting however is also a form of affection. Often followed by gentle grooming
You mean enslaved? Ah, I meant rescued. xD
Some cats however like to trick you <.< cats on the streets, never trust one of them. They usually brush agains't your leg just to grab u afterwards
NEVER
Me? Nevah evahhhhhh
Was a pal friendly world
everyone including humans got fed from the same bowl. Animal and human equality!
I love this community

Also for future notices if anyone ever post some suspicious links or private dms tou suspicious links:
anywhere in server:
don't be afraid to tag us mods if someone post suspicious links or pictures and if your unsure= don't click them and contact us. We already had some cases of people getting hacked and now are banned lol.
ESPECIALLY if looks like this screenshot below:
DON'T CLICK IT
DON'T follow the link to it.
DON'T think ever there is a 0.00001% chance it's real
NO you will not get money of this. If you struggling pretty sure every country might have sources of help and if need help finding it ask someone or a friend or even me. Don't ever be desperate to click any money grab type thing 
And stay safe we want to see you all when Heartopia's release 
These are all fake^ remember 
question, i know that some accounts doing it are bots but are they instantly banned from this discord or tracked, any idea? not too recently but atleast one time it was done by the same user twice.
No we mods manually been banning them if they post that here
ok, thank you
Id be scared to let discord bots do the auto banning
imagine accidentally getting banned cause you posted a link the bot didn't recognize

We don't really got a forum yet to do a discord ban appeal so would be hard to get unbanned if that happened 
Never posting a link again tyvm
Thx for the heads up ngl
I lowk hope heartopia sticks to real art cos I got into hok and I keep seeing them use ai for promo๐ฅน
Anyways,, I SO EXCITED FOR HEWRYODPIA
......WHY DO THEY USE AI???
And does anyone know similar to heartopia
I like those typa games ngl but I get bored
But I want
If anyone hates ai it's me. It's a cute game. Show the ACTUAL thing not some ai bs if i'm allowed to say that word
(I was not allowed to say that word)
They probably looking into that. I hope so too
we as mods already told them our concerns on ai so we hope with time they will see that it is best to do player events with letting artist do artworks for the events with a chance their art gets chosen to be in game puzzles and such 
UGH THAT'S SO NICE TO SEE
I joined a art comp in eggy party not so long ago.. But they let people who use ai win instead๐
Oh and bump
Just things take time. So we have to be patient and not jump the nearest mod on ai artwork because we had nothing to do with that 
I get it's easy and more cheap but it causes more bad than good...
๐ซฉ
Left me fiancรฉ alone with our Minecraft world for 10 minutes and he added mods
True that
Agreed 
There are now dragons in our Minecraft world
Like how is a mod even responsible for something like that... y'all don't OWN the game ๐ญ๐ you just make sure things are going smoothly in the server
And guinea pigs...
I respect that despite my questionings. Jsyk i am not questioning anyone as a mod. I'm genuinely just curious and sometimes i just don't get it which is why i ask for explanation on the matter
Like earlier today lol.
I just wanna know why something is bad. That is all
We try our best and if we for example get people telling in private an issue we can't come to you and give names.
we just got to let you know hey there's an issue and tada. So i truly sorry for earlier I'm glad you understood

I used to Mod for a couple fairly large Official Game Communities and unfortunately in a way you do represent the game in your own way as a Moderator but a lot of people forget that doesnโt mean youโre a Game Developer for that project, youโre often just a dedicated fan.
Itโs a bit silly but itโs the norm.
Beautiful explanation
Does anyone know any game similar to hewr9pua
To WHAT
Exactly!
Iโm getting a hewr9pua tattoo now.
Heartopia
This is why people shouldnt assume anything or attack the mods out of nowhere!
Lmao i know what you meant just hilarious

Like that regerts commercial LOL
NoRegerts
"Can i get a No Regrets tattoo"
Artist: sure
puts down No Regerts

Ok guys sfop bultlitng my typo ane anseer em๐ฅบ
If something is ever the matter you can also dm me. Unless my settings are set to "stranger danger" then we can talk about that so that i can temporarily change it
Iโm so sorry! I didnโt mean for it to feel like bullying โค๏ธ I just thought it was funny.
NO IT'S A JIKE
I'm soruy
Because i also don't like to be confronted in public to have people attack me out of nowhere for genuinely questioning smth
Dub is speaking heartopia language

But that's in the past.
gotta live up to ny name
Sometimes when someoj3 ocmpliemtn me I say 'don't bully' too
OMG I LOVE THIS EMOJ8
Even though it still slightly annoys me, i was never angry btw
The animal crossing server emojiโs are so good
Oh @signal walrus wanna talk with me in dms later so we can reflect and talk about what happened this afternoon?
Wait was it afternoon for you- anyway ๐ญ
Yea i just need someone to talk to about this because i still feel kinda eh.
Respectfully of course
Lol no i think that is over with and my dms are a bit chaotic with messages and friend request since last server I was modding and i been too embarrassed to decline 
was 5am for me lol
Bub anytime I read your name I remember Wolverine going "Bub" every sentence when he refers to others
You can just decline tho ๐ญ boundariess
If have anything you are shy to say in public please dm me. If not and just trying to chat please do here everyone is a sweetheart here and eventually understand ๐ฅน
Is th5lat a compliment..
That's a lot of bubs, bub! Showcasing all the times Wolverine said "bub" in X-Men TAS in order to show the world that Wolverine said "bub" a lot in that cartoon.
#xmen #oldcartoons #wolverine #xmentas #90sxmen #xmen97
๐ฅบ
Yes a compliment
Thank you i'll dm you later
๐ซถ
He also says bub' affectionately lmao
solas going to dm me later that santa took me off the. Good list and put me on the bad list because i forgot to double fluss on Dec 10 when heartopia second beta released cause i got excited

