#Homework Ranting
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??? 
well that was quick
I am doing homework
im so fucking cooked
final research defense
is next week
and my team pulled the strict teachers
I never had to do something like that I think. What is your research about?
social media trends
💀
they didn't listen to me then
i thought of something different and better
but they didnt wanna listen 
i need to lock in
that's a really broad topic, yeah
But at least it's relevant in the modern time
I remember doing a presentation about the language of twitch chat in one of my linguistics courses 
Fun times
well, the exact topic is how it affects the students in my age range and how they interact with class because of it
It sounds interesting at least
Although, thinking about it, it's quite possible that your teachers want you to reach a certain kind of conclusion for that topic, isn't it?
yep
we've already interviewed 10 people
mixed language response 
that aint verbatim
i thought document was fine
but turns out my group members dont even know how to put fuckibng page numbers
ffs they're in 11th grade
can't even google "how to put page numbers in google docs" for shit
🤦♂️
i have repeatedly told them that I am sick
but they expect me to bust my ass and make a website while im choking on my own breath
Ah yes, the struggle of being the most competent member of your group. Flattering, yet burdensome.
I remember when I had to do group assignments in school, I often seized all the responsibility and tried to do everything myself, "to make sure it was good". It got to the point that some of the other group members got annoyed with me because of it 
good, now let's play ONU Werewolf 
I'm busy stealing from people sorry

homework rant
i painted a crab man today
but my nose hurts from the smell of paint
im tired as fuck now
writing shit never ends
i have to keep writing for a final project
due 3 days from now
or maybe 5
only bearable because of my insane schizophrenic fantasies
oh well at least my teacher likes what i wrote for it
i don even know what the fuck im writing anymore
i dont remember what ammonia smells like
but i remember smells like dried up PISS
do these boomers not know how hard it is to write shit
the hours im awake are rising and the hours im asleep are getting thinner 
it doesnt make sense
i slept at 2 am earlier, then woke up at 7
True
guys I love the java
fuck man
exams suck
especially in filipino subjects
so much memory-base dshit
despise this subject so fucking much 
horrible representation of filipino literature and i'd even argue it's the reason why filipino literature is dying in the first place
horrible representation of it in the curriculum
it's just regular english translated to filipino but made worse because they decided to add some shit on it
not to mention there's two of them
two of the fucking subs
so that's like quadruple the effort
information is all over the place
its like a shit splatter
with the important parts being discolored spots of thick POOP 
if you ask the average filipino what "mikhaynayan" means
they wouldn't know
it means microbiology
being seen as something from history instead of something in everyday life and shit
i give up man 
im tired boss 
like I said this is Gabe's home

out of the 84 slides
they didnt bother highlighting it in bold
mind you, i have 5 whole subs to study
the design of the powerpoint is monotonous too, barely any change to signify important stuff
so that makes it harder to memorize
FIL102 + 110
Regular Literature + "Academic" Lit
☠️
But we still study Academic Literature in the Regular one
it just doesnt make sense
im on slide 24
30% the way there
tf does this even mean???
bruh
Convention?
it means fucking nothing
Just use the loan words as they are 💀
This is the only side that remotely means anything
Nilalaman - Content
Tema - Theme
Paniniwala - Beliefs
Pagpapahalaga - Importance
????
there's a second one???
this is what i'm saying
there's barely any visual distinction to even help me memorize this shit
for now im just reading it, then just screenshotting what shit needs to be remembered and then going thru them later
👍
idk wtf this is even supposed to mean
but
👍
reacted 👍 to your message.
NO FUCKING WAY
I aint reading allat
fucking Fil teachers hitting the students with unlimited void
yeah ok I think I had similar subjects, but my memory of them has been completely wiped, for better or worse

for better definitely
i wont remember anything about this after this schoolyear
im taking a short break
i'd rather not risk my brain short circuiting
I can't fucking wait for grade 12
Biology, Chem, Physics
I'd cream my pants
It's a shame there's no technology in Stem
Science "Technology" (Sticks and Mud) Math

☠️
I wasn't even aware it stands for Engineering
no fucking way
I thought it was just Science Technology Math
S-TE-M
This gotta be a fucking joke

dude
literally no one
NOT A SINGLE SOUL
i know
knows the E stands for Engineering
it's that fucking bad

not even my mom
no fucking way 😭
SFM > Science, Filipino, Math
except in g11, there's no science for half the year
so it's just DRRFM
great
the teacher forgot to give the coverage for the PE exam
👍
i think
there's a dog-killer in my neighborhood
targetting males
i guess this counts as homework 
i have to go look into it, my dog's missing
I made my own notebook by finding a random note book off the floor and then strapping bookmarks and a red ribbon around it
The paper clip is lucky
I shoved it in there
this is peak
I love analyzing sound wave frequencies that resonate with my tinnitus, causing me headaches 
honestly was the first time in my life when my tinnitus was a major nuisance
I hate quantum mechanics
what the fuck does "square root of a meter" mean
why is that an acceptable unit
how does it make sense
end me
mf prof just copy-pastes homework problems from the textbook, not knowing that even calculators can't handle these computations
expected answer: 0.09
nvm found the mistake

physics solution
formula so long that it had to split into three parts
because most calculators can’t handle it if you try to input everything at once
having the stupidest moment of my life rn and need to vent, you know the internet? technology? screw that
we have a 12-20 page coursework done digitally, and you wanna know how we hand it in?
FUCKING PRINT IT OUT
IT'S DONE DIGITALLY? screw that
we had to do this for the draft too. yes the DRAFT we couldn't hand that in physically
but the WORST BIT. we have to print it single sided, wasting 2x the paper AND 2X THE PRINT CREDIT (we have a limited amount yearly)
I don't think I can bring myself to waste that much money and paper over LITERALLY NOTHING like why does the school think they have no money? it's bullshit like this
not to mention if you have to print in colour it costs almost all your credit for this one coursework
what's the justification? "it's easier to mark"
no it isn't, learn how to use google docs for fuck's sake and I've had handwritten comments digitally before so you're lying to yourself
that's all for today
I'll try bringing it up with someone when I can
wow gabe have a dedicated channel
real
what the fuck why
oh goodness
That’s not good
oh no!
studying for a quiz and i see this slide and the CC brainrot kicked in with the music
LIKE A PHOENIX
CRY AND RISE UP FROM THE ASH
I DONT WANNA HAVE TO WAKE UP FROM THIS DAYDREAM
back to STEM life bozo
(Science, "Technology", "Engineering", Math, and TWO subjects of Filipino for no reason)
my mom is telling me to go to UP, im cooked 
Zzz school is so easy
I have one more homework for the summer then imma take the final exam

I LOVE IBUPROFEN
Parts of the cell
I went into STEM thinking life's all fine and shit
Since I'm also a huge introvert
MITOCHONDRIA IS THE POWERHOUSE OF THE CELL
Like I'm just gonna do shit, get home
Also like
90% of the ABM and HUMSS students got in trouble
Becausr of vapes
And jacking off in the bathrooms
Not 90% but somewhere along that number 🤔
Probably 20%
Somebody pay me 500 pesos to slap the shit out of my teacher
THEY TIMED THIS SHIT WHEN IT'S RAINY SEASON
SO EVERYONE HAS A SORE THROAT
INCLUDING ME
🗣️
School was actually okay today

But my bad eyesight gets in the way a little
80 item quiz tomorrow 🗣️
GOOD GUY
gl with that
Thanks 
W
gonna fucking kms
look so stupid asking this girl what a word means when it isn't even related to the project
fuck this country and it's inconsistent ass language man 
WHAT A FUCKING W WIN W
I can beat more kids at Minecraft
Don't mine at night 🗣️
based
My teacher says it's unreadable
Let me show some of my notes
She's just a hater... 🐺
It's kinda weird how in some classes they force us to change handwritinf
The dude beside me has this beautiful cursive handwriting but it got fucked for some subs
It's so weird
I think it’s a little bit hard to read
But not that bad
I’ve seen worse
You write like in all caps for some reason
Ur lower case letters are barely smaller than your first letter of every word
Maybe it’s the notebook
I usually write in 5 star notebooks like these
Yeah so I can write faster
I just make the lowercase letters smaller
I should get one of these
All I got is a small binder
Fuuuck my ass hurts from public transport
fucking hate this class
research teammates fell asleep
so I'm up busy writing it
its so obvious they used AI too
mismatching legal articles
motherfucker we are doing HERBAL MEDICINE, not RADIATION
I am COMING for their ASSES
They should sleep with one eye open I DO NOT FUCK AROUND 😭
This is A THREAT
They're the reason I stay 5'6
bless the lunch lady
AI sucks but will rule the world sadge
Nah
didn't you play Minecraft during the exam period 😭
Yeah
I was also sick for a week so I was down a lot of notes
So since I was cooked anyways I just gave up and played Minecraft
💀
It was decent enough 

I fucking hate board work
I'm allergic to chalk + I write so slow
Always losing to the girls who have fast ass arms

I love trigonometry because it's the only thing I'm decent at
Gooning is the number 1 technique for studying
Fuck my teammates
They're so stupid 
I'm was ting time typing this shit out but they won't even bother to understand the things I say
Every time man, it's always in research
I try to escalate the things I say and challenge what they bring up but I just end up sounding rude
Due tomorrow btw
And they did jackshit
Might as well go solo by this point
2/6 teammates
Deadbeat ass mfs
So hard to believe the section I'm in scores the highest in the exams
Can't believe this shit
You guys actually have teachers on your social media?
That’s crazy….
Most teachers especially K-12 don’t interact with each other except for email
No that was me
Man fuck my physics teacher
Can someone solve no. 5
"In 2 hours, cyclist travels 30km East then 20km west. Find average velocity."
Entire laugh classed at me today
always love the random question mark at the end of an imperative sentence
💀
I was so ready to yell at this one girl
Who was explaining to me how it was -5 when I know it fucking wasn't
SHUT THE FUCK UP
She even brought up the formula which was displacement = final position - initial position
So you're telling me
doesn't it depend on what direction you assign as positive 
She was using displacement as position
No but get this
Ma'am brought up Cartesian Coordinates

Her reasoning was "remember class I said we wouldn't use direction"

How tf do you have displacement, velocity, and acceleration without direction
the solution on the board is for number 4 

aren't they all
vectors 
That's two solutions
The one on the right is for five
I got sofucking pissed that I stood up, grabbed a piece of chalk
And wrote the solution
I even yelled at my teacher to come the fuck back
Because it was the end of her period
💀
Whoever raised their hands when she asked if they answered -5
I'm coming for them
On my dog I'm outside of their homes
I SPEND 14+ HOURS IN SCHOOL
WHAT THE FUCK
I hate it when people take formulas so fucking seriously they don't bother to understand why it's like that in the first place
Like a formula can fix all your problems or some shit
Kid you not, some grade 12s couldn't comprehend Pythagorean
Motherfucker it's squares
Draw a diagonal like on a square

Holy shit
How can people be this dumb I'm actually surprised

I asked my dad, my friend, my brother who's way fucking smarter than me
And we all had the same answer
If I don't smack someone by Monday I will unironically terrorize the fuckiny campus
As a joke, authorities, I am not a school shooter.
I know it was just 9/11 yesterday too
YEAH
Thankfully, I'm Vegeta... So I didn't overreact at all...
Fuck man
Can't believe this shit
Physics is my favorite subject too and it just had to be ruined
Oh well, we still have Bio and Chem 
My college made a new building shit is big
that’s my friend cuz we were checking the place out
I will not be mentioning the autism that runs in my family in my application form... I will hide among them like an impostor... 🐺
Same
People treat you differently once they know about ur situation
Smh
All of them are twofaced
which ones are you applying to? 
I planned on applying for UP but I missed the test
I heard the application deadline was back in May and I didn't get a form 1
in fact, they only release the results after all other major unis' deadline to confirm your enrollment slot
This is all I got 😭
But why 
¯_(ツ)_/¯
Man if college didn't exist I'd be sleeping my ass off right now

Worst start to a school year ever
Ateneo entrance exam was fun 
And I have to face that awful Physics teacher
Yeah I'm not trusting that
The deadline for completion of application is like September 20
It's like 17 now
The suspension of classes prevents me from getting grade forms
I mean my grades
So I'm so fucked

I love you Philippines
if you do well on the internet IQ tests and whatnot (the abstract reasoning and all), you won't have much to worry about
Well the online IQ tests are bullshet

Speaking of bullshit
I'll have to bullshit my talents
I'm gonna write down the most vague stuff ever
"Quick to learn" Heh... That'll get em
🐺
I don't even know if interests count as talents
Probably not
That's why I can't write anything on this

I used to be a painter(?), I am passionate about programming? Which is something only nerds say
I can write a little 

Yeah I'm cooked
I can kinda do math
@chrome minnow what did they ask on the test
my friends are asking if i reviewed already what the fuck are they talking about
wdym, the ACET? 
iirc theres a 90-item English test and an essay, a 90-item Math test, and then an IQ test-ish part with much more time pressure than the other parts
I'm cooked
man
im so sure of my priority program
but i have no clue for my alternative one 
🤔
computer science
my brother told me to go applied math
so thats where its set at for now
im really interested in this though
man i cant decide
as long as you avoid the physics department it's all good 
why? i like physics 
i already applied for ateneo and ustet, hopefully i dont go bald at a young age 
no clue what to put here though so i'll leave it blank 
achievements and all
With Honors/With High Honors/With Highest Honors
and any contests and stuff you joined
back in mah day I had to write those down
have fun
what the fuck do i put if my school doesn't have a guidance counselor 
whoever keeps the disciplinary record of your school
thanks 
My brother got a 98 Average on Math
What the fuck
These nerdazoids
I am NOT learning all that
Gabe applying for college
Uwu
Computer science is good choice
Gabe won’t become international student

I hate programming
I pray to Lord GOD up above that every programmer loses their job and turns homeless
@violet nexus i got back into pixel art again
not by my will
im doing this for class 
i hate it so much
I see undertale
U
We didn't end up getting picked
Which sucks

Disqualified because it didn't fix the judge's expectations
They wanted something more traditional
Well I'm still proud of it
first game I've technically made
I'll go and post it on itch
I plan on having a personal project be a game based on some loose novel I wrote for the past year for fun next time
Many more things to come...
Trash…. They should be ashamed of themselves
It's not that serious unc... 😭
who wants to see my cursed mathematical physics problem set?
warning: NSFL

what the fuck does any of this mean 
Good Lord, physicists' use of notation is almost as bad as that of differential geometers.
Also, if you think math with lots of symbols is scary, now imagine math with few symbols.
I have a crush on this one girl and I want to give her flowers on Valentine's but I'll never tell her it was me
ain't Valentine's quite a ways away?
I'm nervous 
And I look horrible right now
Dark circles under my eyes, I stopped exercising as well 
I got a few months to get my shit straight
And all this but I won't tell her it was me
Just doing this in CASE she finds oit
This is like an insane master plan
She looks like an absolute dork and that's why I like her
I don't know what to do man
good luck, little man 
Top two most supportive women in the world
I hate my life 
why does it look more like some ancient Sumerian script instead of maths 
It really does 😭
technically it’s for my electromagnetic course, not mathematical physics like I mentioned
What textbook are you using? Jackson?
Griffiths
Ah, nice.
I studied math, not physics, so I didn't take a course on electromagnetism. But I did take a relativity elective, and one of the exercises was showing a manifestly Lorentz-covariant way to write the Maxwell equations, so I had to read a bit about electromagnetism anyway.
Fun stuff.

you gotta call 911
Do you want to take the square root of the right-hand side? Or do you want to find a matrix whose square root is the right-hand side?
the latter
I just need to resolve that horrendous multiplication (there were actually a couple steps I did wrongly before that) to obtain the square root of the matrix
I'll write b = sqrt(2), c = sqrt(2+b), d = sqrt(2-b) to save space. The middle matrix is diag(b,c,d), right?
yeah
I'll abbreviate u = (1,0,-1) and v = (1,b,1) and w = (1,-b,1). Then the leftmost matrix has as its rows 2u,-w,w and the rightmost matrix has as its columns u,v,w, right?
Mmm, no, this won't help much.
(time for Wolfram Alpha)
Oh, if using a computer is allowed, then I have Mathematica here.
I can't be assed to detail all the steps (and I doubt my prof would mind as long as I'm not skipping a lot of them) so I'll probs just use Wolfram Alpha to multiply 2 matrices at a time

I just tried it.
The result isn't pretty.
I highly suspect you made a mistake earlier.
yeah I did
Could you show the steps that got you to this point?
I think the biggest sign of a mistake is in your left matrix.
In the leftmost matrix, the second row is the negative of the third row.
Oh.
Then the leftmost matrix has as its rows 2u,v,w, rather than 2u,-w,w.
What are the remaining problems?
In problem III, \widehat{\rho} and \widehat{z} (see here for what they look like) are unit vectors in the XY plane and Z axis, respectively, right?
yeah
Perfect.
Ugh, it's so annoying that we don't have LaTeX here. I'll have to find a creative way to say what I want to say.
I'll write u instead of \widehat \rho and k instead of \widehat z.
you can dump LaTeX here if you want and I can just copy-paste them into Overleaf or something lol
Notice that u = cos(theta) i + sin(theta) j. Here, i,j,k are the unit vectors along the positive X,Y,Z axes.
And rho, theta, z are the cylindrical coordinates.
Differentiating with respect to time, we have r' = rho' u + rho u' + z' k. We don't need the term z k', because k is a constant, so k' = 0.
I guess it would be nice if we had some information about u'. Now, if theta happened to be equal to the time, then u' = -sin(theta) i + cos(theta) j = k x u, where k x u means cross product.
But I don't know if theta is indeed equal to the time.

alright finished hammering out the stacked square root notations of the previous problem (with a couple of breaks in between
) and I guess for problem 3, I'll just go with θ being the time at this point
I just wanna get this over with 
lol
k found a site that explains it; you don't really treat any variable as the equivalent of time
you have u' = -(theta')sin(theta) i + (theta')cos(theta) j = (theta')(\widehat{\theta})
because physics likes to feel special in how they treat math
thanks for the insight tho 
so you’re saying the sources don’t exist
these chatgpt warriors man
i dont even know what to do anymore
im surprised someone can be this stupid
this is the 3rd time
dont trust chatgpt especially for math homework smh
I once tried asking both ChatGPT and Claude to help me come up with an algorithm to compute the Hermite normal form of an integer matrix. Mind you, I actually know what the HNF is, and I can tell a working algorithm when I see it, but I just didn't want to spend time actually coming up with it. (The P vs. NP issue: problems that are easy to solve vs. easy to check when you have a putative solution.) And both ChatGPT and Claude kept making mistakes I would've never made myself.
my school wont fill in the grades form for the college im applying to 
so they had time to reply to my email but not the one sent by the university

mf i already went there
theyre telling me to come back
absolute king shit 🗣️ 🔥
Cleared a whole row of seats by myself, I really am the goat
once an mf says "hey there fellow developers" in my comp class, im shooting up the room
why are compsci students so lame
why cant we get cool names
I found that writing while listening helps a lot 
Like, I can put on paper what I heard
Then reading them helps me remember easier somehow

Gabe learns how to take notes
Why take notes when you can just understand in real time? Notes are for losers who need to study later. (Only half-joking.)
By Gods will I shall pass 💯
I just realized how behind my schools curriculum actually is
The stuff in the test is so ahead 😭
I did NOT know what the Calvin cycle was before this test
But I got that one right though because I winged it 
And I blame my handsome ass seatmate
Bro blinded me, he's the reason I couldn't answer straight
i get home after the test and i find out none of my teammates have got any work done
im so done

they're 18 year olds
why 
swear to big G these mfs are just making stuff up 😭 🙏
wtf is factorious??
im so tired
i cant handle it anymore
what the actual fuck is factorious

im gonna fucking kms
What are the possible effect of product I'm terms of; 
i swear to god
a drunk, homeless, uneducated FAT guy on the streets of OKLAHOMA, who is HIGH OFF HIS ASS OFF FENTANYL
IS SMARTER THAN HALF OF MY CLASSMATES
oh my god ffs they're in STEm, please how are they so dumb 
i wasnt expecting them to be smart, but I wasn't expecting them to be stupid either holy shit
first it was ChatGPT sources
now fucking factorious
and whatever that bullshit is
im so tired
its almost 3 am
i wrote 26 or so pages tonight
all by myself because they wont even bother to look in the group chat 😭
This Monday... I will be throwing out legally mandated right hooks
I don't care if they are a woman
The law does not discriminate
even with context it still means jackshit
wtf does factorious even mean???
Factorious!
Factorious!
Factorious!
im telling you
these chatGPT warriors are nothing without their ai
Factorious!
Factorious!
Factorious!
tl pls
How is that, I don't know what to put
What a factorious evening...
Surely I will participate in factorious activities tonight that are beneficial to my grades...
Man I love chicken tendons...
what a factorious night
truly so productive

i'd make a great corporate slave someday!
master, I need my paycheck to survive, please!
im way too goated
Finally done with projects
I will plot my next evil plan...
Now I'm hungry as hell
I will feast tonight 
Man what stressful week
but things are going well, I got all my exam scores back and all of them are mostly 95%
Wonder what'll happen next week 
Why you eating bees
Heh... That's what she said
Shit man, I just found out I got two questions wrong in physics 
I shouldn't be getting worked up over it but I can't stop thinking about it
It's only worth 4 points total wtf is wrong with me
I failed to account for acceleration
I will never make this same mistake twice amen

Oh Lord I'm a failure 
me tryna pick my final classes for college
im taking 2 more classes but its just gened stuff
data analytics 
that class is an elective for me
actually all of these classes are electives now since i finished my major required courses
i hope uni isn't too hard
surely cant be worse than where i am now
god this runny nose is killing me
I want to blame my cold for my poor performance in the test earlier but thats no excuse

i took 2 main coding classes the exams were brutal
got that C i ran away after that LMAO
good luck with math classes
my college for IT major only needed statistics and discrete math..
i think im fine with math classes
i just fuck up a lot because im sick always
so first thing i gotta do is work on my health maybe
oh FUCK statistics 😭
yeah i took that class and died so i had the option to take another stat class called STATS FOR BUSINESS which was economics
that was like 10x easier soooo i took it

it satisfied my requirement so i wasnt mad...
Well my biggest problem in school right now is time management
I have no clue how to balance exercise, personal time, and studying
I enjoy studying but I don't wanna neglect my personal stuff and exercise but I have no clue how to do that with my horrendous schedule
I spend 12-14 hours away from home/at school
That leaves me with 10 hours
And my ideal sleep amount is 6-8 hours
So I only have 2-4 hours to myself
And then there's chores, homework, projects

So cut that by half
1-2 hours
which is super horrible
I don't even know what I can get done in 1-2 hours, the game I'm supposed to be making is put back, I can't log in AK, or exercise 
I don't even know if I'm learning anything anymore, they just give us information but they don't explain why
I mean, my research teacher is SO fucked
You can tell she also doesn't know what's going on
Physics teacher treats us like kids
Math teacher is pretty good, I like her
Economics teacher is great
Biology and Chemistry is kinda meh
And on top of that I'm sick

Everyone else in my family is stressed too, feels like a simple conversation or an argument can always turn bad
Well, I think I'm doing great
I hope things can get better
I'm bummed the fuck out because of those two questions I got wrong
I was sick but that's no excuse, I hope it won't happen ever again

I dreamt about my crush yestersay
Yesterday
And in the dream I was denying I had feelings for her
But I think I'm in denial

It was a good dream
You really can’t balance all of them
Sacrifice one for another
That’s what college is about
School sucks hard
Turns out rescue operations are failing
And people are asking eachother to rescue eachother

It's ok unc I have 4k hrs on Sea of Thieves
When I grow up I wanna take over the world
I want to have a whole row of capital slaves who'd do anything for me just because the clothes I wear are worth more than an arm and a leg
Millions must serve a great overlord
New daily challenge... Force someone to be a quadraplegic for wronging you
Oh my god I thought I failed a class of mine but turns out i got the highest grade
(not a high bar,
we all almost failed)
supposedly we are going to try going to work, for free... 
so unpaid labor
I don't know where I'll fall in though
hopefully it's in a cooking class 
the only skill I haven't learned is cooking
outside of basic stuff like eggs and the shit my grandma told me before she died
this reminds me
my mother told me to fry an egg once
I immediately fumbled the cracking of the egg
and then she took over immediately 
me every time
I got high grades but still feel like shit
Don't know why

Tried talking about it to my friend beside me but I didn't want to get called selfish
Feels horrible
I used to be content with a 94 or 93
Wonder what the fuck happened
I fucked up a lot this semester because I got sick but maybe I'm disappointed because I didn't do my best
Keep forgetting I'm a sickly person and all
Felt like I could do better probably

I'll do better next time hopefully
but fuck man i dont wanna bother with extracurricular activities 
god i love Blair Soul Eater
ARE YOU FUVKINH SEIROUDUDN D F
58/60
I SWEAR TO GOD MAGNESIUM AND SODIUM ARE MINERALS
"It isn't in the book" What 
FUUUUUUCKKK
i think im cooked
oh my fucking god
what was i cooking 
its ok my economics teacher is chill, she'll get it 
Man school is really stressful
My schedule's been packed

Well it'll get better
I'm excited for second semester and the stuff I'll learn
I'm particularly excited for Biology class where we'll dissect something
Not in a weird way I'm just curious

Chemistry? Not so much, I don't think Chemistry is as cool as Biology or Physics
Unless I'm a terrorist and want to make bombs or something
You need science for computer science how iconic
I feel guilty not studying now 
I need to study...
Maybe someday I'll regret not studying
I need to study 
Man the extracurricular system in our school is so unfair
I bust my ass off 24 hours a day and they can just be excused for class and their grades won't be affected 
They even get plus points...
Fuck my life 
It's like, glorified skipping class
Leave with pay or something...
Oh well that doesn't matter anyways, I want to study a new language today 
I dropped French and Indonesian because I didn't have the time, maybe I'll pick it up again but my brother wants me to learn Russian for some reason
I was considering learning Russian when they started their invasion of Ukraine, because in case they win WW3 and impose a new world order, at least I could become a collaborator in a potential German puppet regime, like in GDR times or something. But that doesn't seem very likely now...
I dont know why my brother wants me to learn Russian 
i think hes crazy
earlier he said something about going to Malaysia and some UN hearing, I filtered out most of what he said and continued playing videogames 
hopefully i'll find out what my talent is soon... 
I wanted to join the creative writing contest but like 3 typhoons jumped the country and It got canceled
I also made a fool of myself in publication screening
I'm way past the point of shame now
We have two teachers that are horrible at exams
like pages of pages of VERBATIM memorization 
man I like studying but dang im not doing all that
sure I can recover lost grades, but lost hair follicles? hell nah...
don't wanna end up bald like MJ...
you know maybe one day i'll be old and stupid if i don't study properly
and i won't be able to help my grandkids study

I will teach them how to scam elderly people
and I'll be their very first victim
man i was so close to getting high honors
i got a 94 average
I gotta do better next time
and try not to get sick this time 
well its only the first semester
or quarter idfk 
im excited for the second semester since all my interests are there
I am the happiest man alive 
Imagine if the Philippines had actual PE classes instead of stupid memorization
Pe teacher threw a tantrum as if he's actually teaching shit
What is the Philippines even about 
I'm surprised these kind of people are getting licenses
Like, one of them has a crush on a student 
Man I used to be so handsome... What the hell happened 
The reality check hit him hard

Well it's not like that really
I just saw an old photo of myself and thought I looked so happy 




