honestly, I wouldn't mind having suddenly a big impending doom coming over me. I wish to be abused by someone js to feel something, just to EARN something; hatred, passion, both, whatever. I fell partially numb and partially manic during the week and whatever
#I wish I had a big problem in my ljfe
west jetty
west jetty
You good mate?
I don't think someone who wishes that sort of thing is 😭🥀. but yeah in overall I am; it's just those short bursts of whatever this is that comes down upon me, thx for askin
west jetty
It's okay
I also sometimes wish some big problem suddenly appears
glad not the only one
c'mon, if something exciting at least happened, maybe it would force me into an "active state"!
west jetty
c'mon, if something exciting at least happened, maybe it would force me into an ...
maybe that's the logic behind it that runs through our subconscious.
west jetty
Didn't know we have things in common
obviously we're not the only ones that have this sort of "issue", but it's rare I guess?
like a disturbed version of self harm 🥀
neat dragon
The one that voice it out that is
neat dragon
like a disturbed version of self harm 🥀
True
west jetty
I fr prefer if I had a busy life instead of just... routine.
neat dragon
Same
west jetty
mild suffering is soooo boring man😭
I need adrenaline! need to feel this heart beating, this blood running through and through
my ancestors are calling me to a hunt trip, I feel it.
neat dragon
A Wild hunt
neat dragon
guess I've been watching too much yellowjackets ...
I wonder
What you gonna hunt?
west jetty
I wonder
What you gonna hunt?
an animal!
neat dragon
What animal?
west jetty
a boar, probably; unfortunately my country doesn't have the generic hunting animal like the deer or whatever
neat dragon
For me it's bird
west jetty
bird is cool!
west jetty
For me it's bird
what weapon??
west jetty
must be sooo cool to handle a firearm, I wish I had one
west jetty
Using a firearms for hunting bird is such a waste
poor gal will probably explode from the impact😭
neat dragon
Don't even have one but i have a buddy that recommend what firearms to buy for home defense and newbie
neat dragon
poor gal will probably explode from the impact😭
Unless that's the intention
west jetty
Don't even have one but i have a buddy that recommend what firearms to buy for h...
pass me his contact, later in life it may come to be useful fr me.
west jetty
Unless that's the intention
what about the flaying and cooking part?
I don't want to hunt JUST for fun.
neat dragon
pass me his contact, later in life it may come to be useful fr me.
Thier username is yanna
But be aware bcs it's 2 people using 1 acc
west jetty
Thier username is yanna
But be aware bcs it's 2 people using 1 acc
why they sharing?
neat dragon
why they sharing?
Prob easier+they use the same discord acc
One is called fin(a man) and the other one is called yanna(a female-sometimes called baba)
west jetty
Prob easier+they use the same discord acc
I could never. people might think I'm a weirdo or something based on my way of talking with close friends
neat dragon
Hmm
neat dragon
baba is cute
Fun fact:she's big in terms of Indonesian standards
Idk how to put it without sounding kinda weird
west jetty
I know, it's really selfish in some sort of way. are YOU okay though? I don't mind talking if u want
solar sun
im okay for now thanks tho
west jetty
She have a big bodies
ooooh I see! how tall is she?
neat dragon
im okay for now thanks tho
Good
solar sun
It started when I was 9
neat dragon
ooooh I see! how tall is she?
Idk but that's what my friend that has met her irl says
west jetty
It started when I was 9
how old are u rn?
solar sun
17
neat dragon
Same
pulsar mulch
honestly, I wouldn't mind having suddenly a big impending doom coming over me. I...
Yeah man. I know how it feels, I even felt that way myself. But it made me force myself into a friendship that never was really home. They were never really kind to me and I was never really kind back. And I enjoyed it, it was exiting. But it's terrible. And overcoming the loss of that friend has been one of the best things that has ever happened to me. I rebuilt myself and I'm still getting through it. Sometimes I see them, a whole lot more sad without me around. And I love it. I'm waiting for them to come back to me, but as of now, they requested "no contact" with me. Still, I enjoy my hardships. But it also brought me the closest I've ever been to Xing myself. It's not worth keeping the mentality that I had. Really, you should try your best to overcome it, even if there is no obstical.
peak plaza
i get what u mean. i've always felt that if something "big" finally happened to me that i would feel validated for all the "smaller" shit in my life . that i could finally feel the way i do and not be scorned or judged for it
thorn root
honestly, I wouldn't mind having suddenly a big impending doom coming over me. I...
you wanna be used by an older woman? text me