I don't know. Its just that so many people keeps on draining me and talking about other people, and so much drama is going on. I just fucking hate my life and i wish i could show it, but i can't. Its no wonder im actually a quiet, and a fucked up person. Im always such a fuck up, a miserable human being. No wonder i fucking hate everything. Its like youre living in black and white and you see good and bad. Ive went through so much and its so hard to fucking breathe. I always screw up everything and i literally have hard times with my emotions and friendships. Some aspects of my life is so damn draining and im planning to kms and sh. I don't know anymore if i should still keep on living.
#Tw: some suicide and SH.
gusty hill
harsh beacon
I don't know. Its just that so many people keeps on draining me and talking abou...
Hey man I have been through something very similar to this but please remember this people love you people care about you and trust me you don't screw everything up. Sure one or two things yeah we're human but people rarely notice your mistakes and I have had these thoughts before I've tried to Kms before but once I recovered I realised how many people cared and if you need anyone to talk to feel free to DM me any time
But please once you start cutting it's hard to stop
gusty hill
I know. I just wish that i could do something but i can't. I just wish that maybe someone have noticed and i feel so stressed sometimes. I just wish that my mom knows whats going on but shes so unattentive about it and she dosen't really care anymore. I appreciate your response tho <3.