vent

[fiery sparrow]

my friend just said that she virtually doesnt care about me and left our group chat
since m gf had to delete her account because of personal reasons, that friend was the only person i could truly reach out to and shes left me and i dont know what to do because i asked her in dms if all our friendship was a hoax and she avoided the question and said she didnt care and now im questioning if my gf even likes me now and if this was all some cruel trick by both of them and im spiraling so much because the paranoia of being left by my friends has been eating away at me for basically my whole life and now its rlly true and i really dont know what to do because those two were the only ones i knew irl and now i have nobody else to talk to and this is really messing with my head

[blissful hornet]

Please..

Move on is the key man you have to accept ppl go in and out your life a lot..so yeah no one stay with u forever..

You should move on from this..tho maybe you will find somone who will be better..

[fiery sparrow]

i guess

but the thing is that she's just been kind of mean to me for no apparent reason, and sure, in retaliation i've been a bit mean too, but only in a slight jokey way
idk whats gone into her

she told me i had a 'serial killer psychology' just an hour ago

nd this all happened ONLINE.

not irl with her
ONLINE
which makes it harder for me to tell if she was genuine or not