#There are people who care and you can talk too

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hushed horizon
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Many times in life, people will feel like no one cares for them, that there is no other option in life for them. No one to turn to, no one who loves them. It is all wrong. Billions of people on this earth, there is one person who will love you, who will listen, who won't judge.

I know many of people in here having anxiety, so do I. Talk on discord to people, especially in this server. A lot of people get what youre going through, Including me. We want nothing more than to help, to listen. No judgement from us, it can be about anything.

SO PLEASE

If you need to talk, get something off your chest, I am here any time of the day, and night to listen. I won't give feedback unless you want me too, I won't push for more, I never judge no matter what you've done or who you are. So reach out to me, or anyone in this server you call a friend, or someone who you think you could trust.

I am always here, DMS are open at all times.

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I cannot stress this enough, please reach out to me, or anyone you love or trust, or even mental health services if you are ready

wicked pagoda
hushed horizon
wicked pagoda
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Cos I tried to kill myself with some tablets

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And it didn't work

hushed horizon
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So, just to be clear. You drank some tablets to end your life, but you puked them out forcefully?

wicked pagoda
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I took a ton of tablets

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They fucked my immune system up

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So I feel sick half of the time even though im not

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And to make it go away I force myself to throw up

hushed horizon
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Okay, just to get a better understanding, could you tell me why you tried to end it? Of course you do not have to tell me if you do not want too.

wicked pagoda
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Kept threatening to commit suicide and I wanted a way out

hushed horizon
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Shit, I'm sorry man that you had to go through that.

hushed horizon
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Do they still try to contact you?

wicked pagoda
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Nah

hushed horizon
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Is that because they ended it, or because they gave up.

wicked pagoda
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No clue

hushed horizon
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It sounds like none of this is your fault by the way

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Some people are just really mentally unstable and need help sometimes

wicked pagoda
hushed horizon
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You shouldn't, it's not your responsibility too.

wicked pagoda
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Yeah

hushed horizon
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Do you think about reattempting at all nowadays?

wicked pagoda
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Nah

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I dont a reason to

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Just bored and single now lol

hushed horizon
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Living single is the best at times

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At least lifes looking better right?

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Apart from you forcing yourself to puke ofc

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But do you think that has an actual impact on your daily life as much?

wicked pagoda
wicked pagoda
hushed horizon
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Was it permanent damage to your stomach?

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Is there any medication that could make you feel better?

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I'm asking too many questions sorry

wicked pagoda
wicked pagoda
hushed horizon
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Hows your social life, do you have anyone you like now, or friends you spend time with?

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Surely there's someone in your life that when you see them it brings a smile on your face

wicked pagoda
hushed horizon
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That's good to hear

wicked pagoda
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If im honest my ex was most of my social life

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Sorta why i want to date someone rn

hushed horizon
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Yknow sometimes life is weird like that, someone that caused you to go through a horrible time is one of the only people that you actually liked. It's sad, but you know you can't go back to them from what they've done. I don't think replacing/dating someone else will fix that social emptiness.

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Maybe listening to music, or reading, or finding a hobby you love could fix that empty space.

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It's different for everyone of course

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But it's just finding that spark

wicked pagoda
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Idk

hushed horizon
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That's true, and if you want to take a dip at dating again then I say go ahead. But only if you're ready mentally, and have support during your relationship.

wicked pagoda
hushed horizon
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Dating nowadays is a joke lol

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It's so hard to find a good mannnn

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I know your pain with that

wicked pagoda
hushed horizon
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Wouldn't know with women but dating overall is just hard

wicked pagoda