I took antipsychotics everyday and meds that managed my nighttime hallucinations and finally someone provoked me and got me to have an outburst were I ranted about conspiracy theories I genuinely believe and death threats
#Fuck I almost came clean this month
sour walrus
sour walrus
I just need to make it to March and not engage in antisocial behavior such as manipulation or feed my own delusions and have any outbursts
slim mulch
Has anybody been threatening you that makes you feel unsafe? Maybe you could talk about it to someone who you can trust
sour walrus
Has anybody been threatening you that makes you feel unsafe? Maybe you could tal...
No one really threatens me but I have bad mood swings
slim mulch
It's okay, mood swings are part of being human. Listen, I don't really know how to help but have you tried writing down your "hallucinations" or "threats"? Maybe you could get rid off them if you write them down. Ik it's not like a magical thing but you could try with something light first. You don't have to write how you feel everyday but writing 5-10 words is enough to make your mind relax
sour walrus
It's okay, mood swings are part of being human. Listen, I don't really know how ...
My hallucinations are gone now cause of medicine and threats are mostly revenge threats when I get provoked. The meds made me also realize I unconciously manipulated people for empathy, antisocial thoughts/behavior, and emotionally unstable behavior plus a lack of remorse for any of those actions (I still don't feel bad about anything I did but I realized it)