My skin Is crawling.

[azure relic]

I've made a #1184736502605938788 post before but didn't get too much advice... But basicly I yapped about how I think i'm trans fem but idk. But I've started to get even more sure I am and this is why :

My skin crawls every time someone says my real name.

I saw a cool looking dress in the shop today and really wanted to wear it.

I saw a video about someone coming out as trans fem and got jelous as heck.

Mkay we have a trigger warning here
||I have really not been treating my self nicely not gonna go into the details but ive been uhm doing some depressing stuff||

Anyway I am dying inside my parents don't know yet and still think I'm some extra masculine boys boy and use he/him pronouns for me and expect me to get my hair cut short I WANT TO DIE!!!!!

But like how do I come out like how do I say Im trans fem like dawg HOW!?!?!? hhehe anyway thanks for reading PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[unreal tangle]

Are they supportive? Like you know they won’t care?

[azure relic]

I mean its 85% We accept you! Or 15% Get out my house. And those are odds im whilling to take but every time I think im gonna come out my brain just goes "Yeah no. You aint doin that"

[unreal tangle]

Well give them a “Hypothetical” scenario and see their reaction if it’s a good reaction explain it’s how you feel it’s a bad reaction then don’t explain it’s how you feel

[azure relic]

Hm okay

[unreal tangle]

Let me know if it worked

[unreal tangle]

Did it ever work?

[unreal tangle]

Well? How did it go

[azure relic]

Sorry I fell asleep

Well uh It went good ig

Was too nervous to actually do the whole "wElL tHaTs HoW i AcTuAlLy FeEl" part...

But I mean they didnt care much if it was a theoratical thing