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So for context I met this girl a year ago, the absolute girl of my DREAMS, she was gorgeous, kind, interested in what I had to say, the same shows as me, same music, got my humor... the list goes on. We became friends overtime to the point we would hang out once a week, I hosted her birthday, and she was even valentines!! Things were going well, and I confessed, but got rejected. It wasn't sad, and we stayed friends. It wasn't even that she didn’t like me, but she wasn't out (as bi) and was moving abt an hour away soon (I didn't know this b4 asking her out). Either way, she moved away six months ago, we've had one convo since (in which she mentioned being rly busy but wanting to hang out again). But none of this really bothered me until I messaged her in September and she never responded. Therapist says "the ball is in her court" but I haven't seen her in six months and still think about her daily. I have tried poetry (wrote like 6 poems about her) to write my feelings out, but now it feels like my feelings are growing for a girl I don't even talk to her anymore.
Do I message again??
Any tips to get over her??
Honestly anything helps
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