Litle problem

[tawny willow]

I have a little problem. I like boys, but I live in a small town where being gay is not accepted. And I'm in a culture where it's not okay... I don't really know what to do... Should I suppress my emotions?

[short wharf]

I mean..

Nobody knows my sexuality..

I dont know how to tell ppl either-

Maybe suppress them and people will support you?

[tawny willow]

I wish I couldn't think about other people's opinions, but I wouldn't want to be different in people's eyes. Everyone would look at me with a frown...

this country is homophobic anyway

[short wharf]

Then..................... do what u feel is best..

[heavy quiver]

You don't have to tell them if you're not comfortable

[tawny willow]

I don't know what is best....
I would just like to live so that others in this country wouldn't care.

[short wharf]

Hm.........

You dont really have to tell them under your an adult when you can maybe move to a different town of ur choice still following ur culture?

[tawny willow]

I can't move yet, if I could I would leave this shack right now.
And the culture just doesn't allow it. It's not what you think. It's Ultrasculture. It's really conservative.

And I don't want to think about what my parents and relatives would think anyway...

[short wharf]

I dont really know...

I'm so sorry....

[tawny willow]

I just don't want to tolerate myself anymore.. It's just too hard...

[tawny willow]

But thanks for the help

[short wharf]

ofc

[urban elk]

Don't let homophobes stop you

[tawny willow]

But I don't want to lose friends or parents