I am tired

[latent chasm]

I'm scared for my friend group
I feel like we're all drifting apart
and i dont know what to do
this always happens
im tired of not being able to have friends for more than a year
and it always feels like its my fault
it always happens and i dont know what to do about it
its like I'm scared that just we aren't gonna be friends past this month
and i hate it because we're all just seperated

[wet pewter]

I’m really sorry you’re feeling this way. Being scared of losing people you care about is genuinely painful, especially when it feels like it keeps happening no matter how hard you try. It makes sense that you’d feel exhausted and discouraged by that.

Drifting apart doesn’t always mean you’ve done something wrong. Friend groups change for a lot of reasons — timing, stress, life stuff — and when it happens repeatedly, it’s easy to turn all of that inward and blame yourself. That doesn’t mean the fear isn’t real, but it does mean it isn’t proof that you’re the problem.

Sometimes the best thing you can do is be honest in a small, low-pressure way — checking in with one person, saying you value the friendship, or just staying present rather than trying to hold everything together on your own. You don’t have to fix the whole group at once.

You deserve connection and stability, even if it hasn’t felt that way so far. If this pattern keeps hurting you, it might really help to talk it through with someone outside the situation — a therapist, counsellor, or trusted adult — so you’re not carrying it alone. You’re not weak for feeling this way.

[latent chasm]

i know i just hate feeling like a burden and it feels like my friends just hate me all of the sudden, like we used to talk 24/7 but now when I talk i just get ignored as everyone talks with eachother im just scared

[latent chasm]

my suspicions were confirmed my "friend" does hate me... i hate the cycle

[latent chasm]

im tired