Why do I feel alone?

[raw eagle]

I broke up with my girlfriend on friday night and I feel very sad and like hurt..it had to be done considering how her lifestyle was..I couldn't handle the pain anymore. I also had to deal with fights yesterday and it's just too much.. WHY CAN'T PEOPLE BE KIND TO ME AND NOT BE SOME ASSHOLE WHENEVER I MAKE MISTAKES,THE FACT I HAVE A LEARNING DISABILITY AND MY BRAIN WORKS DIFFERENTLY IS JUST SO DIFFICULT AND HARD AND IT MAKES ME CRY WHEN PEOPLE JUST CALL YOU NAMES AND THINKS YOU MEANT TO HURT PEOPLE..even if they felt bad about it and it seemed serious when in their heart,it didn't..I'm sick if it..SO,SO,SICK...IM SO STRESSED..EVEN WITH MY MOM FINDING OUT IM LESBIAN THE OTHER SUNDAY,WORST NIGHT EVER..UGHHH,I HATE MY LIFE SOMETIMES

[wicked dawn]

I can’t comfort ppl for shit and I’m sorry if that’s what you wanted but I feel you. Breakups are really hard but it gets better

[raw eagle]

I doubt that it will,I've tried my hardest and all it felt like was an acquaintance type of ship..like ugh

Like I need to admit to ask,what's the point of someone being with me if they wanna be at one point disgusting and snappy,then being dependent and loving?? Why??

[wicked dawn]

Shitty ppl exist and will continue to exist sadly. At least now you know who to avoid. Obv I can’t give good advice since I’m way younger than you but I really hope you get better soon