How tf am I even can talk with people (or how I can find friends or at least good people)?

[clear shoal]

I still don't understand what they want from me. It feels like I always speak a language that people don't understand.
They see that I'm withdrawn or upset, anxious, etc., they offer to talk and I say, but in response, everyone just says, "never mind. It's not that bad, it could have been worse." But at the same time, it's like they've never tried to communicate, or they don't even know how to do what I do. At the same university, everyone in my group is so "businesslike", as long as everything is on the case. Or one acquaintance, whom I considered a friend, was a typical moron from the same charade. He tries to fit into the company, but with his "jokes" with ism, homophobia (yes, the very same ones, etc.), or even mentioning that "artist" spoils everything. My parents themselves seemed to say (or maybe they didn't say, I don't remember...) "if you don't like something, say so," but at the same time, when I don't like something, everything gets worse, either they aggrandize, or "you overreact," or "don't Don't be offended." Everyone themselves said that I need to learn how to talk to people in person, but how can I talk when ** ALL*** are soulless, empty fuck who..? They're also surprised that I'm almost hiding from people, or just introverted...

[dense pelican]

you talkin to the wrong people dawg

gotta find like minded individuals instead of people who be makin lame ass jokes like dat

[golden sentinel]

One suggestion I have is Theater People, atleast for me, Any type of fine art student is really chill.

And speak out your discomforts

Your opinions and wellbeing matters

If someone says "youre just being sensitive".
Is not a friend

[clear shoal]

Exactly