Life has just felt like he'll lately and I know I always find myself somehow feeling like this but it genuinely just feels like I won't make it no matter how hard I try.I can probably move forward but I feel like I'll end up dead no matter what I do.I want to cry for help so bad but I can't because I can't even utter a word about it.I tried to talk to my mom about it and we discussed some stuff but I couldn't even mention the fact I relapsed less than a week ago and I continued to type out my goodbye messages to everyone.I dont know what I will do.I feel like a hypocrite for wanting to beg for help but I cant say shit so im just laying here when im supposed to be asleep with this lump in my throat.
#I don't know how much longer I will be here
rocky maple
iron veldt
Life has just felt like he'll lately and I know I always find myself somehow fee...
You are trying your absolute best to get through this situation. That's all one can do sometimes, doing their best.
You will get through this. Don't let it win.
You got this. Take each day slowly at a time, take it easy and do not rush yourself. You need to heal and rest.
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We hope you feel better soon.
zealous sequoia
I'd hug you. Because I'm going through some trouble too.
rocky maple
Thank you so much @iron veldt and @zealous sequoia I hope both of you do well
