I hate being fucked up. I don't know what's wrong with me or how to fix it. I'm undiagnosed. Whatever I'm dealing with is hell. I hate it so much. I hate him for making me feel unloved. I hate myself for not being able to tell if he's just a dry texter or if he hates me. I hate myself for all the issues I have. I hate myself for being sensitive. I hate myself for venting so much. I hate myself. I hate mental illness. I hate everything. I want to disappear and never come back. I want to die or be in a coma or something. Anything is better than this shit show of a life and this shitty mental illness stuff I suffer from, that I have currently.
#I hate being mentally ill
deft sequoia
harsh pawn
I hate being fucked up. I don't know what's wrong with me or how to fix it. I'm ...
I’d advise going to a therapist to try and get a diagnosis or maybe a psychiatrist