How to deal with missing parents after they have died

[pearl plaza]

oh no

[inner cove]

I am hurting so much

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🫂

idk who u are irl but hope this online hug can help a bit

[pearl plaza]

is the muderer in prison now?

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Yeah I saw that murder

I remember it all so clearly

[pearl plaza]

🫂

[pearl plaza]

....mmm

do u want to talk in dms about it or here?

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I do not mind

[pearl plaza]

ur choice

cause I don't want u to be uncomfy

[inner cove]

What you more comfortable with

[pearl plaza]

btw I am 15 turning 16 in 10 days

[inner cove]

Nice

[pearl plaza]

Im ok with anything that is why I want u to tell me

[inner cove]

I can talk about it here

[pearl plaza]

ok

so ik its hard I mean even though I never experienced it but there was something simillar her where I live as well

except the whole family is ded and the dad was the muderer

[inner cove]

I remember how beautiful Devon is

[pearl plaza]

who is Devon?

[inner cove]

It’s a place in England

[pearl plaza]

I live in the US

[astral lark]

Devon in cornwall? I think its there?

[inner cove]

Yeah that’s it

[astral lark]

Or around it?

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It is so pretty i am now in a city from foster care

[pearl plaza]

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protective manner

[pearl plaza]

mmm

[inner cove]

It’s so horrible

[pearl plaza]

foster care?

are the people treating u well?

[inner cove]

Yeah and the place it is

[inner cove]

Eh maybe maybe not

[pearl plaza]

....yes or no. No maybes

[inner cove]

Depends

[pearl plaza]

tell. now.

[inner cove]

Before I came out yeah after not so well

[pearl plaza]

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[pearl plaza]

do I need to call police

or anyone from britain

[inner cove]

No

You do not

[pearl plaza]

ok

[inner cove]

I am safe

[pearl plaza]

good

protective sibling mode off

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I just hate myslef tbh

It isn’t a good feeling

[pearl plaza]

don't

[pearl plaza]

ik

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I feel like a check

[astral lark]

A check?

[inner cove]

swearing at children can be a "form of emotional abuse" and linked to harmful outcomes for some children.

Learnt something new just now

[astral lark]

I dont know what a check means

[inner cove]

Money each month

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Oh, I kind of assumed it was british slang for something else

Not the litteral money check

[inner cove]

No that what I mean sadly

[astral lark]

Yeah thats, pretty bad

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Is it because i am gay and non binary

@astral lark

[astral lark]

I, do not know

[inner cove]

I want to say yeah it is

Feels like that

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I suffer with

[pearl plaza]

Knew this since the start

[inner cove]

How

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I just know

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How I am not showing that many warnings

[pearl plaza]

I experience something simmalar

I am asian

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I hope not physically

[pearl plaza]

Asian parents be like

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High expectations then

[pearl plaza]

Nw not physically

[pearl plaza]

Yup but the bar is higher since I have a sister with autism

[inner cove]

I feel ya