storm wagon
its like im aligned to masc but i still feel femenine sometimes, its like an on and off switch. when i think of myself as masc i just go like "oh well, its nothin i can do about it cs of my religious parents" but when i get femenine im like "waow i look so pretty, i wanna be a girl and be cute and femenine" its like two different alter egos in a way.
also i feel inclined to be in socially accepted labels, i remember seeing a label made by a person which i related to (faunsari) but at the same time, i felt like a faker because i didnt label myself as what was already "there". am i valid for using my own labels? also i do feel like im genderfluid but the thing is when i feel masc or femenine im like "i wouldnt wanna be the other gender" like when i feel masc im like "i wish i looked more masc or sounded more like a boy.
and idk i feel like opening up to my friends as well but the constant changing makes me feel like they'll be tired of hearing me
mental oak