I feel confused and depressed.

[hexed crest]

This last 3 years have been real bad for me. I got depression, someone fractured my leg and I lost a bunch of friends. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend (I'm Pansexual). I feel alone everyday, like if my existance didn't matter. Last year I was alone at my birthday and nobody says good day to me. I don't know, I just don't feel good.

[wicked maple]

on one hand your feelings are valid and being alone sucks

on the other hand something i always say is having no friends is infinitely better than having bad friends. i don't know if that helps

but also try exploring stuff and finding a nice hobby

i'm pretty extroverted but having a crazy hobby that i'm super devoted into helped me rely less on external validation and attention from other people

it def sucks bc my friend is like me and my girlfriend held hands and kissed and it was so amazing

and im here like bruh where is my man/woman

but i've also been in my fair share of shitty situationships (actually just one but one is enough it hurt me pretty bad) and i'll say being (fully) single is 100% better than being stuck in some weird unhealthy situationship

and i think that applies to friends too

[haughty obsidian]

sometimes you should be happy that you Survived from depression
try all the time see the good things in life 💗 + last year no one says happy birthday to me when I turn 17 and know I'm figure where I will do my 18 birthday
I'm try save money so I can buy cake for my birthday
my family hate me for who I am + I was suffering from depression in 2023,2024
and no one from my family helped me throughout that time..
soo I very thankful for everything
I learn a lot of new things
try new habits and more 💗💗💓
I send you@hexed crest all the love and support.. your not alone

[haughty obsidian]

thank you so much @dusky quail for correcting me 💗💗
I'm very sorry if the first line wasn't good as I thought
and yeah when I read massage I felt like I said it in an unprofessional way
thank you for correcting me 💗