I don't think I'm aromantic because I've had crushes and also a relationship.
But ever since I broke up with my ex, I started to see romantic relationship differently, as if staying with her changed my way of seeing romantic things. I can think or dream of having a relationship, but I also feel uncomfortable whenever I see couples interacting. I even started to dislike romantic gestures like hugging or holding hands.
I thought that maybe I could be cupioromantic or greyromantic, but I feel like they don't are what I feel.
Or maybe everything just reminds me of my ex, I'm very confused.
I hope I explained myself.