tw: suicidal thought

[dawn coral]

I am so close to ending at all. I don’t know how much longer I can live and how many more people I can help before I snap I really love helping people like really love it. It’s one of my highlights of my day, but I’m relying on a YouTuber to take my mind away from my problems in life and it’s not like I can vent in peace because I’m afraid of everything afraid of being a burden and I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m honestly thinking about ending myself within the next week or so I don’t know how much longer I can continue
so if you guys can, please respond.

[kind olive]

@dawn coral life is more valueable than you think. If you ever feel like you're needing to vent or rant. You're welcome to DM me. And you're not a burden. You're doing an amazing job helping people. Vent and rant about anything to me. I'm happy to listen and read and reply. I welcome anybody who wants to vent or rant in my DMs

[serene path]

Why should u end ur life? Bc u have problems? Then why u choose permanent solution for temporary problems?
Everything can change, everything can get better, only one situation wich can't be changed it's when u are 2 meters underground and ur brain with heart isn't working. Until this moment u can do anything u want. So stop thinking about this bad thing and go change things, u will make it, everything will be better, but only if u will at least try.

[dawn coral]

I try every day to continue and I’ve made it this far. I know I should not kill myself, but I asked the same time. Also feel like it would be better. The voices are getting very loud to the point where I can’t hear my own thoughts and I don’t know what to do anymoreand I’m aware of suicide does a permanent solution to a temporary problem but in the moment it feels like the only solution.

[dawn coral]

Thank you for that

[serene path]

Feelings are lying to you sometimes, as these voices. I was in same situation, I tried to end my life so many times in so many years and yk what? Any reason, any problem why I wanted to do such dumb thing at the end was solved. Even if u don't see any idea how to help yourself rn, maybe u will find something tomorrow, who knows? So, please, stay with us, everything always gets better someday, any ur bad situations and problems will be just nothing more then memory after 5 years

[buoyant vapor]

OH MY GOD TAKE A BREAK FROM HELPING PEOPLE, TRUST ME IT HELPS.

[dawn coral]

I don't wanna I Love helping people

[buoyant vapor]

ME TOO, BUT TRUST ME

[dawn coral]

But I wanna be there for people when they need it. I want people to feel like their voices heard.

[buoyant vapor]

Me too…

And you know where I am…

[dawn coral]

Yeah

I guess we both really need a break from helping people