i hate so much being ignored, but ehh i’m used to it

[quick shoal]

i hate being surrounded by people that i don’t like, at school they bully me since i was in 1 grade, i’m 13 now, i will be in 8 grade next year and it will be my last year with these asshole, but i have a problem…
i don’t have any friend that comforts me
and the only people that do that are online
and also online i’m not okay cause people keeps ignoring me and that makes me starting to think that i’m boring
i don’t want to say more personal stuff but i also have problems at home.
my mom and my brother keeps arguing and arguing and i don’t have any cousin or someone to talk about my problems.
my mom argued with her family and also my dad and they’re separated
i don’t really know what’s happening to me and i don’t know why people don’t like me.

i always try to be kind and respectful but why i keep being treated like a ghost?

[stoic ether]

I've also been a ghost since first grade but only because I was bullied but at some point I stopped being bullied because I never said anything to them or defended myself or I ignored them but if it doesn't get worse then it should be over soon I don't know what's going on with your family but there's always someone who likes you just because nobody tells you doesn't mean that nobody likes you and if you need someone to talk to talk to someone you trust online I hope I could help you

[quick shoal]

at school i tried defending myself but they still keep insulting me and i hope they will not use force to me
online i only have only one friend, i had another one but i’m starting to think that this friend was fake.
and my problem is that for me is hard doing new friends

[stoic ether]

then contact the person and talk about your problems at school it will do you no good to defend yourself because it will only get worse

[quick shoal]

yea they already know, they make me comfortable
also i don’t know if defend my self or ignore them cause both choices are bad.