yo bruh
#TW: suicide and Self harm. (please dont read if you'll be triggered !!<3)
icy otter
if you wanna talk ill be here to listen
i also want to kms but my friends helped me to not do it
now i have more hope to see how far i can go
i know at one moment ill leave home to see one for myself
so ill just be here for more time and ill leave this bad place
we gotta fight against it bruh
nocturne acorn
Hey I really recommend for you to talk to someone, doesnt have to be a professional (The most recommended) just anyone, really. I would love to help you out, and celebi wants to help you too💗 You're not alone on this🩷
deep glade
Thank you guys, i really appreciate this 🩷
nocturne acorn
Thank you guys, i really appreciate this 🩷
Ofc!!💗
deep glade
i would talk to a professsional but my mum is oblivious to the fact im trying to kms
nocturne acorn
i would talk to a professsional but my mum is oblivious to the fact im trying to...
I was in this exact same position, but then I just told her I wanted to see a therapist, even if it was TERRIFYING asking her, but it was the decision that literally saved my life. So I say, just go for it💗
deep glade
I was in this exact same position, but then I just told her I wanted to see a th...
Yeah but my mum is the type to say No to this and im terrified bc she thinks im just "full of attitude" when really I bottle up sm of my emotions that now i get angry easily .
keen lava
Just checking in, are you okay?
deep glade
@keen lava I'm okay. I thought about overdosing, but I decided not to. @grim vale I'm still here <3 just still wanting to overdose a bit, but I'll get over it.
keen lava
It's great that you're okay
deep glade
<3
grim vale
I may not know you in real life, but I am very glad ❤️
Is anyone here doing the pushup challenge
azure spruce
Ill share a story of mine, to hopefully change your perspective on it.
About 1 year ago, one of my best friends were so low in life they thought to end it all, i hadn't known till her twin (also my best friend) told me she was in the psych ward for sh and trying to kill herself.
Sh and suciedal thoughts were not the only thing, she had bulimia. (A big eating disorder)
I cried. Not because of the story in general. But because that was the point i realised i had love for her in my heart. I promised myself to never be so blind and oblivious again, to show her how much she meant to me, her twin, her mom and our other friend.
She is so happy now, smiles, no eating disorder, had been clean for a few months and is back on track again.
Life is hard, but sometimes all you need is friends, they understand you for who you are. They are there for a reason.
I was there for her, because i was scared of losing her. I wouldn't have survived myself if she did it.
deep glade
I can't do this anymore.. I know you guys all care for me, so do My family and friends but i dont wanna live any more.|| i want to just cut till i bleed everywhere.|| I cant do anything right. im hated by the girl who used to be my best friend. i loved her now she hates me.. its all my fault, I CANT DO ANYTHING PROPERLY, I CANT EVEN HAVE NORMAL NON SUCIDAL THOUGHTS ANYMORE.
keen lava
I can't do this anymore.. I know you guys all care for me, so do My family and f...
Think about the most ridiculous impossible things you can (Like puppies riding a rollercoaster..)
Distractions help.
deep glade
i'll try.
keen lava
I DEFINITELY gotta go do shit for around an hour so... sorry 😭 😭 😭
Stay safe for that hour for me, 'kay?
keen lava
Thats great.
keen lava
Really sorry, I fell asleep.
azure spruce
Put on some music, your favorite songs, get some fresh air to clear the mind, drink some tea/coffee try reading a book or something. Get your mind off things, when you’re calmed down try listing all the good things in life, look at some pictures with your friends.
It’s not worth it, try asking to talk to a therapist, helped me more than I can admit to.
deep glade
Really sorry, I fell asleep.
Its okay, I ended up not cutting or overdosing bc i watched narnia <3
deep glade
Put on some music, your favorite songs, get some fresh air to clear the mind, dr...
Thank you for the ideas ! i will try to not harm myself and js take some breaks from stuff that makes me wanna hurt myself.
azure spruce
You have break soon if I’m correct, so do movie marathons to clear the head. Also Narnia is top tier! I love it! And good job! I’m so proud and happy for you! Take one day at a time, and if you ever need s talk just text me❤️❤️❤️
I added you so if you ever need s talk you can text me 😊
deep glade
I'm sorry.. I can't do this anymore. Tonight, I'm going to attempt (OD). Everything I do isn't enough. I can't even do normal things like reading or playing my favourite games without thinking about how everyone would be better off without me.
deep glade
im still here..
deep glade
i got screamed at by my stepdad "your not equal to us. so dont talk back." now im sitting at the kitchen table crying while no one gives a fuck abt me.
all bc my safe food is not the way i like it.
and NO ONE cares when i cry.
they think its fake, or for attention
NO. ITS BC I HAVE SO MUCH TRUAMA FROM YOUR DEAR EX BF MOTHER WHERE NOW I HATE PPL YELLING AT ME.
azure spruce
IM SORRY FOR YOU! PLEASE DONT DO IT, IM SORRT I DODNT SEE IT SOONER. YOUR HIMAN LIKE EVERYOBE ELSE IS! YOUR EQUAL TO US ALL BECAUSE NO ONE IS THE “BEST” HUMAN. PLEASE DONT DO IT
Please! Don’t do it! Contact a helpline or something, please, there’s always another way.
When a door closes a window opens
Please don’t do it
You deserve love, kindness and to finally relax but sometime the world acts differently.
Thats what makes us strong.
deep glade
I cant do anything right, i vent to much to the wrong ppl. i cant even think normally. i think abt kms but never have enough confidence.. i cant do this anymore..
keen lava
I cant do anything right, i vent to much to the wrong ppl. i cant even think nor...
Please stay safe.
deep glade
trying.
deep glade
hey guys !! im getting better !!! <3