sorry for the yap sesh. I just had to type something out because lowkey i ain't been feeling good lately, like at all, and crying a lot. Especially now that I'm in a new server, which is a good thing! its great that some of you are happy with someone else, but yeah its sad to say that I'm not.
#I'm really scared to ask for help, but i honestly need it.
gilded igloo
raven marsh
hey..I get it. Even if your young it dosent matter it feels like you need someone and since you messed up you feel like you can't have a healthy relationship. I know you've heard this over and over again but when you find the right person you'll know. Somtimes it's about time or reaching out to people, even on here. Find someone you think you can have a genuine conversation with or can talk too. Then reach out, see if they wanna talk. I'm so sorry you've been crying, you don't deserve that.
AND FUCK MY SPELLING JESUS CHRIST
Sorry! Pretty sure i'm dyslexic
gilded igloo
hey..I get it. Even if your young it dosent matter it feels like you need someon...
That's genuinely one of the sweetest things thats been said to me in a while, thank you
Im also dyslexic so its okay
raven marsh
That's genuinely one of the sweetest things thats been said to me in a while, th...
I try and go through all vents and be supportive! I'm in a neurodivergent one so I try using some skills to make people feel better. Don't worry I have messed up in relationships also and made me feel TERREIBLE. but dosent mean your not a good person
gilded igloo
I try and go through all vents and be supportive! I'm in a neurodivergent one so...
yeah i dont think it makes me bad, its just that i sucks so bad being this lonely every day
i've tried online relationships and i mean, talking is great
but I just am an incrediblyt touch starved person and need physical aspects of a relationship (Not sexual idc about that stuff)
gilded igloo
i go into junior next year
yes but they all hate me
raven marsh
WHAT WHY
gilded igloo
i get bullied a lot by basically everyone
gilded igloo
WHAT WHY
because im overweight, have anger issues, and will give them a reaction, so they keep doing it (working on those things)
raven marsh
Do you have therapy?
gilded igloo
they also probably know im pan so they call me the f slur and stuff (I live in a homophobic state where the literal klan is in a city 30 min away so its scary)
raven marsh
And begin overweight isn't a bad thing at all. We love someone with a little extra meat on their bones.
raven marsh
yeah but like its not over summer
oh i'm so sorry
gilded igloo
And begin overweight isn't a bad thing at all. We love someone with a little ext...
yeah but im like 250 at 5'8 so liek
lol maybe more than a little extra
but thats a cute phrasing
raven marsh
I'm 180 and i'm 5'2, I promise you I understand the insecurity, I don't weigh as much but for my size I am overweight. But I don't mind begin curvy! I like wearing corsets because it makes me seem curvier! It's all about perspective and how you see yourself
raven marsh
THATS WHAT MY BSF DOES
raven marsh
she uses my head as an armrest, I swear if she does it again imma bite her
gilded igloo
man i miss all that stuff
gilded igloo
she uses my head as an armrest, I swear if she does it again imma bite her
LOL
we should dm tbh I like you
also you made me feel better
so sorry but youre now my friend and im not gonna force you to talk to me but itll be heavily implied id like to fr
raven marsh
Well i'd be honored and i'm very glad i'm able to make you feel better
gilded igloo
Well i'd be honored and i'm very glad i'm able to make you feel better
yippeee
hold on what does arte/cak have to say
raven marsh
OH WHAT? If gaining freinds online was that easy I would have made so much more
gilded igloo
their opinions matter give em a sec
raven marsh
oh ya
gilded igloo
OH WHAT? If gaining freinds online was that easy I would have made so much more
it is with me! I literalyl attach to people like a leech in half a sec :3
raven marsh
absolutely no issue with that, I try and be as open minded as possible
gilded igloo
uh oh accidentally red flagged
charred flint
their opinions matter give em a sec
It’s hard to word it out 💔
gilded igloo
It’s hard to word it out 💔
understandable
i will wait as long as it takes for you to figure it out :3
gilded igloo
absolutely no issue with that, I try and be as open minded as possible
okay nvm didnt red flag
or did but you didnt care fr
raven marsh
I didn't mind
charred flint
i will wait as long as it takes for you to figure it out :3
You’re too sweet help 😭💜
raven marsh
You’re too sweet help 😭💜
king don't doubt yourself, you are too
gilded igloo
You’re too sweet help 😭💜
you deserve to be heard as much as i do, also youre trying to help me, so ofc im gonna be kind
raven marsh
WHAT IS THIS WHOLESOMENESS
gilded igloo
WHAT IS THIS WHOLESOMENESS
IN MY FUNNY MEME APP? I NEVER!
raven marsh
Hold up guys I gotta get dressed
gilded igloo
Hold up guys I gotta get dressed
alrighty
going somewhere or is it just morning for you lol
raven marsh
So I have a medical condition related to my heart and it's really hard somtimes to do anything, it's the weekends and I don't have to do anything but when I have energy I like to get dressed and stuff to feel...normal
gilded igloo
So I have a medical condition related to my heart and it's really hard somtimes ...
oh its okay
raven marsh
Try and go on walks without fainting and stuff and feel bonita!
gilded igloo
just curious, thank you for sharing though
raven marsh
YW
gilded igloo
I dont have a heart condition i just have depression and wear the same thing as yesterday
sorry that seems insensitive re reading it 😭
"yeah my depression really equates to your inability to function sometimes"
that also sounds rude im sorry 😭
charred flint
I know what you’re feeling, it really sucks seeing someone out there being happy with someone!
I’ve been there, seeing my friend having a partner themselves or having a crush, I always ask myself “why can’t I have one myself?”
But honestly, it just depends on who YOU connect with
You messed up? That’s fine! Everyone messes up in their life. But don’t give up, if you do, it’ll be over!
Everyone has a time to find their S/O, it’s up to you if you’re willing to find someone! Love has no age after all! You’ll find someone to love at a young age, you’ll find someone to love in the future!
gilded igloo
yeah its always "why not me?"
I really appreciate that it means a ton like seriously
charred flint
You’re an amazing person, I’m sure someone out there will fall for you and will love you the way you love them ^^
gilded igloo
I think i just needed to be told what ive already been told LOL
gilded igloo
You’re an amazing person, I’m sure someone out there will fall for you and will ...
yessssssssssssssssssssss
raven marsh
I dont have a heart condition i just have depression and wear the same thing as ...
NO NO, I have schizoaffective bipolar, even before I was diginosed I understood what it takes to function everyday. DO NOT WORRY KING, that is so hard to deal with and isn't insensitive at ALL
gilded igloo
i am also bipolar but im pretty sure its genereal
i also have General mood disorder, whatever tf that means
im sure schizoaffective is way diff
raven marsh
i also have General mood disorder, whatever tf that means
GMD is a bit different from bipolar but they are very similar
raven marsh
im sure schizoaffective is way diff
schizoaffective is just schizophrenia basically
gilded igloo
I think they diagnosed me with both
gilded igloo
schizoaffective is just schizophrenia basically
ah okay
raven marsh
OKAY HOLD UP GUYS IM GETTING READY ILL BE BACK
gilded igloo
Screw the stigma around that stuff, youre the best
raven marsh
aww ty! you too