So I live in an overtly anti-lgbt household, my parents (especially my dad) constantly looks down on and hates anything regarding the genre. Be me, slightly autistic with severe social anxiety, unable to make any sort of friends in school, i can’t really go to anyone for assistance. Im constantly way too scared to try anything new, and it’s felt like i’ve been living on a lie my whole life. And I’m way to scared of what others would say, what my family would think of me when im not what they want me to be. Sure, i use a gender neutral identity currently, but that’s simply because i don’t know what i am, i only know that I’m not who i want to be. How do people find this stuff out? I want to feel comfortable with myself, but i don’t know how
#I don’t know what I am…
molten beacon
stoic dagger
depending on how old you are maybe just wait until you can move out and then for the rest of the time waiting just make your family not hate you by staying closeted also finding out who you are for me was just looking through all the different genders what it implies and what people with it feel like or found they were that gender its how i found myself out
molten beacon
depending on how old you are maybe just wait until you can move out and then for...
I did just turn 18, but i have nowhere to go. I dont have any friends to turn to, and im too scared to leave my family behind. And when it comes to gender, i dont even know where to begin, all the expectations and requirements really get into my head, like “i could be this, but i dont ack/look like that)