i wish i would d!e TW: mentions of SH and SA and abuse

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i don’t know what to do anymore i hate everything and everyone, i had lost a lot of friends and my girlfriend in april and i’ve also been sexually assaulted by my cousin while i was in paris visiting them and no one of my family believed me thinking it was i was lying bcs i have an disorder or smth and recently my mom found out i wasn’t hetero and i do sh and she literally beat me up i don’t know what to do anymore i rlly need help to what to do next

[upper elm]

Oh I’m so sorry to hear all that also I’m sorry that u have so many losses and dispointments rn. U should let urself down by that tho and if u don’t know what to do next stay safe and just do the basics find a good person to vent like @ember goblet she’s a good listener
And have a good day/life

Also hi @ember goblet lol

[ember goblet]

i’m sorry to hear that ! you said your mom beat you up? i’m actually pretty sure that’s illegal, i know how bad it feels to lose your friends, my advice would be for you to take care of yourself, take care of your emotions, maybe take a warm bath, do some journaling to figure out what you feel, maybe you can find some music you can relate to? that usually helps me, i listen to music which i can relate to, maybe cry a bit, but afterwards i’m always doing better, if you think you want any professional help, please get some, if you feel like that you should definitely do it, there’s a few helplines here https://discord.com/channels/1077258761443483708/1176992653179621458 if you ever want to talk, my dms are always open, please remember you’re not alone ! <3

[ember goblet]

hi<3

[upper elm]

Elo

[viscid temple]

Holy shit

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tysm if i ever need someone to vent i will text you if that’s okay and tysm for the advices

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tysm i will try to not to do anything

[upper elm]

Np for nothing and don’t forget ur great

[ember goblet]

ofc !

[winter thicket]

I'm dealing with the same thing

should I get help?

[ember goblet]

if you’re willing to get some professional help that’d definitely be a good idea, you could either get some help irl or look for a helpline, those are anonymous and often really helpful ! i hope you feel better soon <3

[pine zenith]

You already got a lot of help all I’ll say is just I’m so sorry for you call cps or cops about your mom bc yeh beating up your own kid is just illegal losing friends is a pain and there’s not much to do about it but just talking to people about it and maybe tell cops or cps about your cousin aswell bc yeh I think you know why (sa is just bad) gl out there stay safe